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gyuuberryy · 1 year

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break the ice

pairing: tsundere!sunghoon x reader

summary: sunghoon shows that he dislikes your presence most of the time, but secretly he really appreciates your kind gestures. maybe he should’ve reciprocated it instead of pushing you away completely, because the aftermath was not pretty.

genre: tsundere and sunshine trope

warnings: lots of angst, fluff, mean!sunghoon, yelling, crying, toxic family relationship, slight mention of violence and divorce, very very very little swearing, lowercase intended

note: my first enhypen fic!!!!! i’m so excited to share this with you guys. this went a bit different than the prompt i made the poll on but it’s basically the same thing. enjoy! (also i might sound desperate but PLEASE interact with me i really need more friends here AHAHAhhhh)

word count: 3k ish

If you liked it please reblog or comment to give me your feedback! <3

a hand slammed on top of the wooden table where sunghoon’s head rested atop his arms. he slowly looked up, already knowing who it would be since you were the only one who ever approached him.

“hi hoonie!”, you beamed at him in excitement. your nickname for him made his eyebrows furrow slightly, but he didn’t let his annoyance completely show on his stoic face.

“it’s early morning, why are you so happy?”, he grumbled.

you completely ignored his unenthusiastic response and placed a brown disposable box in front of him.

“i made some simple fried rice, i was running a bit late today.” you smiled and slid the box towards him when he didn’t react, “i hope you don’t mind!”

when he realised that you weren’t going to move if he didn’t take the box, he sighed and stuffed it inside his schoolbag. your smile widened at his gesture but immediately fell when you looked at your watch.

“oh no i’m running late for my next class.” you waved at him, “i’ll see you at lunch!”

sunghoon’s eyes followed your figure as you pushed past the people crowding at the entrance of the classroom and dashed off. his eyes glazed over in thought as he contemplated about why you even put up with him everyday, afterall you were a really jolly person who’s loved by everyone. and he, he was just loner with no emotions everso.

you both had met each other at the beginning of high school. you had approached him when you found him sitting alone at lunch on the first day. you mistook it for him being lonely but he pushed himself away from everyone on purpose. since then you’ve always been around him, constantly playing the part of a friend he didn’t ask for but secretly appreciated. he still remembers how upset you were when you found out he started skipping lunch in senior year, so you started making lunch for him everyday.

he sighed once again when his phone’s screen lit up with your text message.

y/n:

hiii

i’m so sorry i won’t be able to visit you during lunch today TT

i have the club meeting for robotics

enjoy your lunch<333

and don’t forget to recycle your lunchbox!!

Read:11:20AM

his lips turned up slightly at the cheery tone of your text, brightening his mood a bit.

the soles of his worn out shoes crunched on the fallen leaves as sunghoon sluggishly walked on the pavement. the cool january breeze blew gently, leaving a trail of goosebumps on his skin. he looked above him and watched as the sun sunk into the sky, lighting up into flames of orange and yellow which set the wispy clouds ablaze. he was broken out of his peaceful gazing by the shouts of his name. he paid no heed to it and continued walking towards the bus stop. stiffening when a hand grabbed his arm, he turned his head.

“hoon did you not hear me?”, you gasped out, panting for breath. falling into step with him you giggled, “i need to start running, i get tired so easily.”

sunghoon gave no reaction and continued to walk in silence. you noticed that he hadn’t made any attempt of moving your hand away from his arm and cheered mentally at the progress. observing his features, you frowned in worry becauset his eyes had dark circles under them and his lips looked really chapped.

“did you not sleep well last night?” you jogged up in front of him and grabbed his face, “gosh your eyes are swollen.”

sunghoon’s cheeks slowly turned a light shade of pink at the gentle way you were holding his face. he immediately pushed your hands away and resumed his walking, slightly increasing his pace so that you would not see him blushing. you eventually caught up with him and handed him a beige coloured lip balm stick.

“use this for your lips. i swear they’ll become smooth and soft overnight, just like they were!” you attempted to make a serious face but it looked more funny, “and drink lots of water, this is a sign that you’re dehydrated.”

sunghoon watched you carefully as you babbled on about some home remedy to get rid of dark circles, the ever present blank expression etched onto his face. he felt something bubble up inside of him that happened every time at the fact that you noticed even the slightest change that he went through. he felt cared for.

“thank you”, he spoke out softly.

you stopped in the middle of your sentence and your eyes widened at his words. this was probably the first time he ever said the words ‘thank you’ to you. you felt like you had achieved some sort of big accomplishment and your face immediately broke out into a wide smile.

this feeling lasted like a warm blanket over you both the entire day.

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you had to miss out lunch once again the next week due to another robotics club meeting, which you were the vice president of. you had a free period currently so you decided to look for sunghoon since he was in the same class. after you found him missing from the classroom, you decided to go look for him at the benches he usually has his lunch at. maybe he decided to stretch it a bit longer?

you stopped on your way at a vending machine and got him his favourite cold coffee. smiling to yourself, you resumed walking. the school dance was coming up soon and you really wanted to attend it with sunghoon. so, you were going to do everything possible to get him to like you enough to be your date. and recently he had been slightly reciprocating your advances.

your face lit up when you found sunghoon right where you thought he would be. you were just about to call his name but stopped when you saw him holding the bento box you had given him today. you decided to watch secretly to see his reaction after eating the food cooked by you. he had never really given you any feedback about it, only taking the lunchboxes from you with a small huff.

your smile dropped when you saw him walk towards a dustbin and roughly throw the box in it. was the food not good? are you not hungry?

“do you do this every day?”

it looks like you voiced this thought out because sunghoon turned around and looked at you like a deer caught in headlights. this was probably the most noticeable expression you had ever seen on his usually blank face.

“are you okay? your eyes look really red.”

sunghoon remained quiet and just looked blankly at you. why did you still care about him when you clearly caught him throwing your food away. why were you the only one who was nice to him? he was trying really hard to control himself from lashing out on you but he couldn’t help it when you reached out to grab his face.

“will you stop this”, he yelled out in frustration.

“calm down hoonie-”

“stop it, just stop it!” he spat out in anger, “my name is sunghoon.”

just when you were about to open your mouth to say something, he cut you off once again.

“i’m so sick of everyone and everything. sick of you.”

a look of hurt momentarily flashed across your face as he pushed your hand away, but you immediately replaced it with a look of concern.

“what's wrong sunghoon? you never behave like this.”

“what’s wrong is that you won’t leave me alone.” he threw his arms in the air, “you’ve been constantly glued to me like a leech and i’m so damn sick of you.”

you felt as if your heart was being run over by a bulldozer at his exclamations. you tried really hard not to cry in front of him but you were sure he had noticed your glossed over eyes.

“you don’t mean that-”

“yes i do”, he gritted out. “and yes, i throw your food away everyday. i don’t want your meaningless pity.”

he watched as streams of tears rolled down your cheeks.

he watched as the girl he cared for cried silently in front of him.

you bit your lip to prevent an ugly sob from bursting out, “i’ll leave you alone then, if that’s what you think about my feelings for you.”

looking down at your shoes you walked towards the dustbin and chucked the bottle of cold coffee you had bought for him inside it. “might as well throw this away since you don’t want my pity do you.”

tears blurred your vision as you looked at sunghoon one last time and walked away, muttering about how it was a good thing you didn’t ask him out to the dance.

but this did not go unheard by him.

once you were gone, he dropped to the hard floor on his knees and covered his mouth with the sleeve of his sweater as he sobbed. he had done it once again. he pushed away one of the few people who truly cared about him.

his tears dropped to the floor, creating wet patches. and his heart felt like it was being ripped apart.

once again.

today was a very happy day for sunghoon. he had finally gotten rid of what was troubling him the most.

now he had finally decided to apologise and make it up to you.

the past few days had been torture for him. he deeply regretted acting out like that the other day. he felt like he was going crazy without your presence and whenever he saw you around school, you turned the other way and avoided him, making him feel even worse. he finally understood your importance. and maybe even about his feelings for you.

people looked at him in shock as he weaved through the crowd at the corridors with a bright smile on his face. the park sunghoon, who was always depressed was smiling today? this was shocking for sunghoon himself, but he couldn’t stop imagining what your reaction would be when he would ask you out to the dance.

he walked into the class where your first period took place and found you looking out the window with your chin on your fist. you were silently gazing outside, lost in your thoughts while your friends were excitedly talking about the dance.

their chatter immediately died down to whispers upon sunghoon’s arrival. his figure loomed over you, blocking the sunlight, but you made no effort to look up. he cleared his throat awkwardly when you remained unmoving from your position.

“what?”, you grumbled out.

sunghoon felt something pull at his heart when he saw you turn around. he noticed how puffy your eyes were and how your face had red irritated scratches from constantly rubbing it. a wave of guilt washed over him as he realised that he was probably the cause for it.

“hi”, he spoke out meekly.

you were surprised to find him standing in front of you because you did not expect him to talk let alone even approach after what he did last week. you were even more surprised at the fact that he had a shy expression on his face. he did not look like the cold boy he usually was.

you scowled, “what do you want sunghoon?”

he flinched at the lack of your use of his nickname and your cold tone. your usually bright and cheery persona took a complete turn today. it wasn’t your fault though, he expected this reaction after what he did to you the other day.

a perplexed look overtook your features as you watched him place a glittery, yellow, heart shaped box in front of you. this emanated giggles from your friends, making sunghoon rub the back of his neck nervously.

“i’m really sorry for the other day.” he gulped, “i baked some cookies for you. i don’t know if they’re nice since it was my first time so..” he trailed off at the blank look you had on your face.

“you really remind me of the colour yellow so i-”

“sunghoon please stop.” you sighed, “you told me i was clingy so i stopped approaching you.”

“i didn’t-”

“i really don’t understand why you’re doing this now”, you cut him off. “just go away.” with that, you turned back to the window.

sunghoon was just about to reply when the ringing of the bell interrupted him. he panicked as everyone moved around to settle in their seats. he had no choice but to leave now.

with a heavy heart, he walked out of the class.

you were filling your bottle at the water cooler when someone tapped your shoulder. you were kind of hoping it was sunghoon, but when you turned around you were met with jake. he was the president of the robotics club you were a part of.

“hi y/n”, he gave you a toothy grin.

you smiled back, “hey jake! what's up?”

your eyes widened when he grabbed your hand and placed a big bar of chocolate.

“i really like you and want to take you to the dance.” his grin widened, “will you go with me?”

before you could comprehend what was happening a voice laced with poison spoke up behind you.

“no she won’t.”

the voice belonged to sunghoon who grabbed your wrist gently and pulled you away from jake. you shook his grip off of you when he stopped at the benches where you would meet up with him at lunch.

“what the hell sunghoon? why did you bring me here?”

he didn’t respond and only stared at you with a furious glint in his eye. his face was twisted up into an angry expression as he questioned you.

“were you going to go with him?”

you scoffed in disbelief, “why do you even care? aren’t you sick of me?”

sunghoon’s face fell at your words that repeated what he said to you the other day. he remained silent and just stared at your face. you closed your eyes and shook your head.

“just stay out of my business if you don’t care about me”

you had just turned around to walk away when a pair of hands snaked around your waist and pulled you back into a warm chest.

“i’m sorry, please stay”, sunghoon’s voice came out muffled as his face was buried in your shoulder.

you were sure that your heart was going to explode any moment now from the intimate position you both were in. sunghoon had barely ever even held your hand and now he was back hugging you. you couldn’t stop yourself from blushing like a beet.

“w-what are you doing?”

sunghoon panicked and immediately removed his hands from you, assuming that he was making you uncomfortable. you frowned at the loss of contact and turned around.

“sunghoon, you’re really confusing me.”

he froze for a few moments then took a deep breath and began his explanation.

“that day..” he looked you in the eyes, “i didn’t mean anything i said.”

you looked at him intently, urging him to continue.

“you know how my parents got divorced last year right?”

you nodded. his mom was really toxic and controlling and used to emotionally abuse sunghoon’s dad. she was an alcoholic and sometimes lost control of herself leading to her showcasing violent behaviour. with the support of their friends and family, sunghoon’s dad had finally gained enough courage to divorce her.

“yeah so my mom has been fighting for custody of my little sister.” his voice cracked, “and at that time things looked good for her.”

he sniffed and looked down at his feet, “neither my sister nor did we want her to live with my mom. she would’ve ruined her life as well.”

“i took my anger out on you instead and i feel really horrible about it. you’ve been nothing but kind to me since day one, even after how coldly i treated you.”

his eyes welled up with tears and turned red as he tried to stop himself from crying. he looked so broken and hurt right now, and you wanted nothing more than to hold him. and so you did.

wrapping your arms around his torso you tried to calm him down by rubbing his back. he slowly reciprocated your gesture

you spoke softly, “i’m so sorry you had to go through this hoon. you and your family deserve none of this”

he sighed in relief at your reuse of his nickname and tightened his grip around you. your words were simple, but comforted him like no other.

“it’s okay, everything is fine now. my dad won the case and i finally feel relieved for once.”

you pulled back from him at the revelation and smiled in glee.

“really? that’s amazing, i’m so happy for you!”

you were back to your normal, jolly personality which sent a surge of joy through sunghoon, making him give you a full smile. you gasped in surprise.

“oh my god, your smile is so pretty!”

sunghoon’s cheeks turned rosy at your compliment and shyly buried his face in the crook of your neck, making you giggle. who knew a boy who behaved so coldly was such a softie.

“i never threw out your food by the way, except for that day because i had no appetite”, he stated guiltily. “you are an amazing cook.”

“thank you sunghoon, but”, you paused. “i don’t think we can be friends.”

sunghoon pulled away from you in alarm. did he mess things up that badly?

“not after those amazing cookies you gave me.” you pecked his cheek softly, “you have to promise to be mine.”

sunghoon chuckled in relief, “you really got me there.”

“i promise to be yours, love.”

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wooeo · 2 months

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Hey, I love your enha works a lot!! It's so good to see something that isn't another OC (Not that I think people shouldn’t do them but I wanna have some x reader stuff y'know??)

So, I've been rereading your work and I got an idea - pehaps enhypen celebrating Enha girlie's birthday (doing a live) and them being clingy to her (Especially Niki because he's her son & Jake because he's always been with Niki). Maybe even them being emotional yet playful, them singing to her and holding up a cake to blow out the candles, reminiscing about how far they went on their journey etc

Or maybe even them doing a live, a casual one, where they are just talking & responding to comments when suddenly they discover Enha girlie and Niki just asleep (perhaps him cuddling into her) which engenes & Enhypen just gush over it (Can you tell I love them two hahaha)

Tbh I would love any fluffy Enha content, I'm desperate for it among all the smut & SMAUs

! cute cute cute ! it's so crazy how much smut there is for everything😭😭

☾⸻ ✩

niki holds his hands over your eyes while heeseung carefully carries the cake in. they all begin singing, surprisingly off-key for a bunch of singers. you gasp with your hands in front of your mouth, smiling prettily. when the song is done they clap and encourage you to blow out the candles. jake, who sits on your left, pulls your hair back for you so it won't get caught in the flames. they clap once they candles have been blown out and jake ruffles your hair lovingly. your face is flushed from the attention but you're so happy to be celebrating with some of your closest friends and fans through live.

"did you make wish?" sunoo inquiries. feeling bold for once, you shake your head, "i don't need to," and when your reply ensures a round of shouts and cooing you feel a shot of embarrassment and regret. niki lays his head on your shoulder when he laughs at the teasing you're receive from the others. his eyes are shut as he leans into you. jake pats your head like you're a dog with a smug smile that has you regretting ever becoming an idol.

heeseung is the first person to reminisce; talking about the first time he met you and how much you've grown since then. it brings a warm feeling to your chest and a smile to your face. his words are kind as he talks about how much you've gotten out of your shell. the others join in with their own praise and it brings tears to your eyes. they have always been kind to you, always been gentle and understanding of how awkward and shy you could be at times. niki, who hasn't moved his head from your shoulder, gives your hand a squeeze when a few tears hits his hand.

☾⸻ ✩

#return to natoreo #ask #enhypen #started this blog specifically because i wanted more member!reader insert and not just ocs lolol #enhypen 8th member #enhypen x reader

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woahsehun · 9 months

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☆ enhypen texts ☆

- sending them “I love my boyfriend” memes - pt.1

members - heeseung, jay, and jake

link to pt.2 at the bottom of the post :)

includes - fluff, crack, mentions of kissing and whatever, and I always try to do gender neutral reader but if I slip up sometimes I’m sorry! <3

also gonna note that when I say “I love my boyfriend” memes I mean that very loosely lmaooo

*reminder that I do not write for niki

anyways, enjoy besties ilu 🫶

☆.。.:*・°☆.。.:*・°☆.。.:*・°☆.。.:*・°☆ ☆.。.:*・°☆.。.:*・

heeseung

jay

jake

*additional jake texts I’m putting separately bc they’re not really gender neutral

☆.。.:*・°☆.。.:*・°☆.。.:*・°☆.。.:*・°☆ ☆.。.:*・°☆.。.:*・

alright that is all for now :)

I hope you all enjoyed, and if you did here’s pt.2 with sunghoon, sunoo, and jungwon ☺️

have a great day/night everyone ! 🫶💗

#enhypen #enha #enhypen texts #enhypen scenarios #enhypen fluff #enha texts #enha scenarios #enha fluff #heeseung scenarios #jay scenarios #jake scenarios #park jongseong scenarios #sim jaeyun scenarios #jake sim scenarios #kpop texts #gender neutral insert #gender neutral y/n #enhypen x gender neutral reader #enhypen x gn reader

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gxhaode · 10 months

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Chapter 14

⋆｡°✩-*twirls hair* and then what aha

⋆｡°✩|previous, masterlist, next

A/N:im about to get on an airplane so im posting this chapter wayyyy earlier😭

Taglist: @suzirumas @soobsfairy444 @hwaseyes @emohazuzworld @captivq @aestheticsluut @sserafimez @sohnfile @melodymyangel @run2seob @s00buwu @lixie-phoria @tocupid @samisubi @cookiehaos @blamemef0rit @choijxn @vocaloshin

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4am-enha · 11 months

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Return home.

description/tags: y/n moved away a few years go, but now she’s back temporarily and she’s ready give this school one last chance after her traumatic past. at least, she thought she was.

lengthy one shot, enhypen niki, high school bully, tsundere, timid reader stops giving a f, tiny angst/heaviness, confession, fluff, she/her pronouns used, protective, self insert (y/n), fast paced, enemies to..??

pairing: student bully tsundere? niki x victim student reader (fem)

warnings: strong language, bullying, teasing, a little angsty at some point?, a LOT of dialogue toward the end like A LOT, v fast paced because i wanted to keep it as a one shot not a full fic, cliffhanger!

wc ≈ 5k

note: sorry if this is kinda lame cheesy or cringe, i didn’t want to over step while writing about niki. also if you get confused- honestly me too. just ignore any mistakes 🙏🏻. i hope it’s okay~!!

Preview begins here!

You were quite aware of the possibility that you may draw a bit of attention today from people that might actually remember you, because in all actuality you had shown up out of nowhere completely unannounced after your sudden disappearance a while ago. But that’s if anyone really cared to take any note of your existence; it’s not like they ever had done before.

As long as that damned Nishimura kid wasn’t around- you’d be okay.

Preview ends here! Read more below

The overpowering smell of wet dirt where you can’t really figure out if you kind of like it or absolutely hate it. The uncomfortable feeling of your school uniform being all tight and stuck to you, itching here and there because of the humidity after a long week of constant heavy rain. The puddles that make sure to get your shoes soaked and grimy, seeping a little dampness into your socks somehow for the rest of the day and not forgetting to leave muddy, watery footprints and squeaky noises everywhere you go in the building. The urge to just go home, shower, and change into comfy clothes. Yeah, you were back alright.

It had been a few years since you were not only last seen in this country and this all too familiar area, but also this lame ass school. To your surprise, the school had unfortunately not crumbled to the ground yet. Although you really wish it had- especially at this very moment. You thought maybe if you manifest it and walk slow enough, it might just collapse. But of course, it didn’t.

All you could hear right now were chants, yells, and whining coming from every direction. Near and far, students were causing usual havoc while waiting for the bell to command them to class. Years ago it would have made you sick to the stomach with anxiety, but right now you were just so fed up about having to be here again you couldn’t care less about anyone around you. Who knew it was this easy to ignore when you’re caught up in your own head. And in all honesty, it was no shocker to probably absolutely anybody, but especially not to you, to see that the students of this school were still something like hell spawn. How nice it is to see the students still terrorising the teachers to the point they cry and leave even after all this time.

Home sweet home.

Fortunately, you were a little older now, used to this whole high school shit, and you could actually tolerate the majority of kids here. You had become skilled at just ignoring things until they went away. Besides, it’s not like you’d be here for that long.

Just as long as that damned Nishimura kid wasn’t around- you’d be okay.

Hold on, let’s rewind a little.

A few years ago, you were told for the first time in your life that you’d not only be moving house, but moving to an entirely different country away from the one you had spent your whole childhood in growing up. You were only about a year into your high school life when the news dropped.

You knew your fathers job required your family to move around often- but you had gotten lucky and had ended up never actually having to move around until now. But you weren’t sad for long. In fact, you were delighted to get away from this place. Why? Because recently, it was making you so miserable.

As soon as high school began, your whole life changed. You had faced some major teasing from time to time- always being kind of a loner, but for most of your first year of high school, you were bullied hard. You were teased and treated like some stupid baby, your things got taken and thrown, sometimes you’d be “ding-dong-ditched”, and for months the insults and comments never ended. It got to the point you had begged and pleaded for your parents to transfer you to a different school. Though now they didn’t need to, because you were moving across the globe.

You soon started your new life in a new school, new country, with new people- and it was going amazing. Suddenly, you had a ton of friends, and people actually wanted to be around you. It was such a change from what you had faced in your home country, and it felt like luxury. But you couldn’t make too many friends or really get too close to anyone, because ever since you moved the first time, it seemed like suddenly your family just had to keep moving every year or so.

You looked at the bright side though, you travelled often, got cool life experiences, and you had the rare opportunity to constantly start fresh again at each new school you started. As long as you weren’t going to that fucking school back home it was fine. You’d most likely never have to go there again, right?

But that didn’t work out so well.

Because just a few weeks ago, you were told you were temporarily moving back home, and that while you were there you’d have to attend that cursed old school again. For a while, you were so angry about it, and to be honest- you still are today. But you were relieved because you had been recently informed that the usual group of kids that used to bully you were all gone now. All except two. One of them being Nishimura Niki, famous for making your life hell since middle school.

Niki wasn’t the worst of the batch, but he was definitely the most irritating. He was always the one that would tease you like a little kid, always taking your stuff and calling you names just to get a reaction out of you. You never understood what you had ever done to him- or anybody for that matter, but you never tried to find out either. You had just let it happen. The others had always just been mean because they bullied everyone ‘below’ them, but Niki only seemed to just pick on you. God knows why he chose to target you, but it was damn tiring.

So now here you are.

Standing outside the school you thought you’d never have to see again.

Waiting to begin your, as you would call it, “jail sentence”.

The bell finally echoed throughout the rusty buildings and everyone swarmed toward the doors. Some heading straight to class, and others finding a great hiding spot to skip classes for the day. You kept your head down, not risking drawing any attention until you got into the classroom.

The teacher greeted you warmly. It was a new teacher, one that must have begun working here during the time you were living your best life elsewhere. You took a seat close to the window and finally had the guts to lift your head and look around.

You let out a heavy sigh of relief as you scanned around with your eyes and realised nobody in here knew who you were. You sat up and dropped your shoulders from their incredibly tense position and smiled to yourself. Maybe things really had changed and you could pretend like you’d never been here before. You were good at starting fresh, since you’d been doing it for the past couple years now.

The class shortly began and you feel yourself slowly relaxing as you realise you’ve already read the book they’re discussing today, so you already know all the answers to any possible questions that would be asked of you. Thankfully, the classroom is peaceful and light. The other students aren’t causing much trouble since it’s the first class of the day and everyone’s half asleep still. That’s until abruptly, the classroom door swings open and someone tumbles in loudly. A young boy, who kind of looks famili-

“Mr. Nishimura. You’re late, as always.”

Your heart drops to your ass at the sound of his name and you swiftly duck down, pretending like you’re taking something out of the bag beside your chair. Peeking slightly at him, but not enough for him to be able to see your face.

“Got stuck in traffic” he shrugs.

“You’re not old enough to drive,” the teacher's tone was clearly plastered in annoyance, not believing any words that could possibly come from his sarcastic mouth.

“My parents drove me, duh.”

“Everyone knows you live just across the road from the school, Niki,” the teacher sighs and the class giggles quietly amongst themselves, “I will let it slide that you’re late again as it's not quite been five minutes yet, but don’t you lie to me again young man.”

Niki just shrugged it off like before and began to walk toward his assigned seat near the front of the classroom, thankfully way out of the vision field of where you were currently sitting. Hesitantly, you eventually made your way back up to sitting normally again, but you could definitely say goodbye to your little relaxation sesh. This ‘stress free’ class suddenly just became the hardest one of your entire day and a close cause of fatal cardiac arrest.

Why the actual hell was HE here? It was as if it was a sick joke. It just had to be the class you were in. Even though it was technically his class before yours, the coincidence was uncanny. You needed to switch out fast. A visit to the school counsellors office certainly wasn’t on your agenda today, but now it was crucial. There was no way you could spend another day in this classroom; barely another minute.

You spent the rest of the entire class dodging whenever Niki would turn slightly or talk to someone behind him. Somehow, you had made it to the end of the class without him noticing you there. Everyone got up as the bell chimed and rushed toward the classroom exit, but you hovered behind just a few seconds to make sure you were way behind Niki. And you nearly made it, but just before you could leave you heard your teacher call out to you.

“Y/n! You almost forgot these papers.”

You felt like slamming your head into a wall. So much for avoiding any attention. You made your way back toward the teacher and took the papers, looking behind you a few times to see if Niki had heard it, but he was already out of sight. You’d gotten away with it on a call way too close for comfort.

“Make sure they get signed by the end of the week~!” the teacher reminded you cheerfully.

“Will do, thanks,” you nodded and headed out.

You took a few steps forward away from the classroom when Nishimura Niki swung himself in front of you. He must have heard your name, and even worse, he had waited for you.

“Is that really you? y/n?”

For a moment you panicked, feeling your ears heat up and eyes widen with fear. But then you collected yourself. There was no way you would let this little bastard get in your way again. You decided just to brush him off by going around him and keep on walking. Though he really wasn’t so little anymore. In fact, he was really really fucking tall and he looked more intimidating than he had ever been.

“It is, isn't it? I can’t believe it y/n. It was a bit rude that I didn’t even get a jump scare warning, but wow, you really still exist?” his words trailed behind you, following you.

“No, obviously I don’t,” you muttered, words dripping with sarcasm. You weren’t supposed to be responding, but you honestly couldn’t resist it.

“You still think you’re smart huh? I’d say that’s pretty dumb of you y/n” he scoffed.

“Sounds like you’re projecting,” you replied back.

Niki was quiet for just a second. You had completely changed since the last time he had remembered you. You still looked the same in his eyes, but your personality had taken a full turn. Usually, you’d be yelling at him to go away by now, or hiding from him. He still remembered the time he had snatched your cute little wrist watch from you for just a few minutes and the way your lips trembled as you tried to hold back your tears pleading that he give it back. He had felt bad for a minute back then, but only then. And you’d never know about it. But where did this new confidence come from? And why was it kind of attractive? Niki shook his head, racing in front of you again to face you.

“Where do you think you’re going?”

You sighed and involuntarily rolled your eyes slightly, not surprised he was doing something like this. It was very Niki coded to stand in front of someone’s way annoying them when he wasn’t being paid enough attention. One thing you now realised was how stupid it was that you used to react so much to him and his lame shots at you. Because right now, this was pathetic and more than just a little cringe.

“You know American high school movies aren't great tutorials on how to be a bully right? Unless of course you’re intentionally trying to be a walking ick, otherwise you’re doing a great job.”

“What does that even mean?”

You giggled at your own joke and shrugged at him, taking a sharp turn closer towards your next class. As expected, he continued to get in your way.

“Stop with that annoying fucking giggle. And I’m not finished talking to you yet,” he snapped.

“It’s a good thing I wasn’t listening anyway then. Move Nishimura.”

“You still remember my name?” Niki’s eyes widened, stuttering for a split second and his stance softening up a little.

“Nope.”

“But you just said it-”

You shrugged again and entered your classroom, taking a deep breath of relief as the door shut behind you- leaving Niki out in the hallway confused as ever. Maybe it wasn’t going to be that bad after all, but you knew he wouldn’t stop there.

“You wanna play this again, then we can play Nishimura,” you thought to yourself.

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Niki couldn’t stop thinking about what had just happened, and how you had even ended up back here years later out of nowhere. Why didn’t he know? It was bad enough that you had up and left without a goodbye (not that he deserved one), but to show up again? And to just keep brushing him off like he wasn’t even there? It majorly pissed him off.

‘Move Nishimura.’

Besides his teachers, you had been (and supposedly still were) the only one to ever call him that. He had never understood why you barely ever just called him by his first name. You always called him Nishimura when he had pissed you off, and it only made him want to annoy you more just to hear it again. It sounded so different from you and it made you stand out from everyone else he knew; he hated it. God he hated it so much.

Niki replayed the image in his head of you ducking and hiding from him earlier when he had first got to class. It took everything in him not to act like he’d just seen a ghost when he recognized your presence. Yes, he had seen it all. You in fact had not gotten away with it after all. Seriously you were so stupid for thinking that was going to work, anybody would have noticed a whole new ass student in the classroom. He had just played along with it because it was funny to watch you desperately try to avoid his gaze and almost get whiplash pretending you were looking elsewhere. Did he really have that sort of effect on you? Perhaps you weren’t as composed as you tried to act in front of him anyway, it made him chuckle lightly thinking about it.

“Whatcha thinkin ‘bout?” The girl beside Niki interrupted his thoughts. It was one of his ‘friends’, who secretly Niki didn’t like at all but stuck around her to stay on her good side. She was another one of y/n’s notorious bullies. The other one out of the two still attending this school, and possibly the worst one. She scared everyone, including Niki sometimes. She basically ruled the whole school somehow.

“Your mother,” Niki grumbled at her, earning a hard shove.

“Whatever man, stop dozing off. I need someone to talk to. I'm bored as hell,” the infamous companion complained.

—-

You were right about Niki not stopping there, but fucking hell he was giving it his everything.

It was sort of admirable that he was dedicating that much effort and time to you, if it wasn’t for the fact he just wanted to annoy the shit out of you and attempt to ruin your day.

After the boy had found out you were back, he didn’t waste a second teasing you. He had stolen your phone a few times, turned your backpack inside out when you left it unattended, mocked your hair a few times for it being in bunches, copied your homework, and constantly hovered around and nagged you as if nobody else was allowed around you. Oh and god forbid that you ignored him, because then he’d do anything he could to get you to look at him or speak up, even if he actually ended up making a fool of himself instead of you in the end.

Really, nothing had changed about him. Well at least not his personality. He was definitely way taller now and his face had matured a lot, which was ironic for how immature he still was. Admittedly, he had glowed up, but one little haircut and he’d have nothing for sure. You couldn’t inflate his ego now, because then he truly would be insufferable.

A week went by and you were actually completely drained and on your last little bit of dying tolerance. Thank god you only had one class together each day, because you got to escape the torment while class was on going for the rest of the day disregarding the morning and the walking periods in between each one.

Niki must have gotten held behind somewhere or something this afternoon, because he had not appeared for the past couple of passing periods like he had been consistently. Somehow it actually felt kind of odd, but you savoured this moment while you still could. Unless he had truly given up on you, finally.

But you should have known that was too much of a good thing for you here.

As you were making your way out of your last class of the day and finally ready to head home, you heard a voice you wish you’d never even recognized. It made you freeze in your spot.

“Well look who it is! Y/n, isn’t it a pleasure to see your face again?”

“Lila.”

The one girl who had the entire school practically wrapped around her little finger. The one who had traumatised you the most. Sure you could act nonchalant in front of Niki, but Lila was violent, and in this situation it would have been such a relief to be picked on by Niki instead. When you were told that only two of “the usual” remained at this school, you had never even thought that Lila may have still been here. You assumed you would’ve been informed if she was. How had you gone a whole week without knowing she was here?

“Why didn’t you come and say hello? Didn’t you miss me?” She snarked, getting in your face. People began to glance over. You tried to ignore it and walk away, but Lila yanked a part of your hair and pulled you closer so she could threaten you in a whisper.

“What gave you the stupid stupid fucking nerve to come back?”

“Get off of me you obsessed bitch” you spat.

Niki came running up, out of breath and stopping a distance behind Lila watching with wide eyes at what was happening. He had been running across half the school campus to catch up with you before you went home, but not like this.

Lila let go of your hair but stomped hard on your foot and kept her foot there with a significant amount of pressure, causing a small whine of pain to escape you. She looked behind her, noticing Niki and lifted her foot from you but held onto your sleeve.

“Did you know she was here?” Lila questioned him.

Niki said nothing. You shouldn’t have expected him to, but a small part of you wished he would have done at least something, anything at all.

“Ahh, you must be surprised as well, right? She showed up without a word, can you believe that? How unfair,” Lila dragged on with a sigh.

You looked at Niki for a moment. He just stared at you with an uncomfortable expression. Clearly not wanting to be a part of what was happening right now.

Honestly, he felt hopeless. Even he didn’t agree with this. He had tried to avoid the possibility of Lila coming across you soon, always leading Lila away from your usual route this week, but obviously he was way too late today. He felt paralyzed in horror of it unravelling right in front of his eyes and seeing tears well up in your own eyes that you kept trying to hold back. It hurt him.

“At least now we can all hang out again like we used to, right Niki?” Lila flashed a painfully obvious fake smile. By “hang out” she meant physically terrorising you everyday for showing your face or even breathing in the same place as her, and everyone knew it. This school had a sick case of bystander effect though, so you couldn’t expect any help from anyone except yourself.

You shook her off of you aggressively and walked away with a fast angry pace, too many pairs of eyes watching you closely. You tried incredibly hard to stay collected but this whole moment had brought up a bit too much of the past for you and it hurt, badly. You were so embarrassed, and now your one shot of giving this shitty cursed school one more fucking chance was over.

Lila raised her eyebrows with a smug grin, acting as if she was surprised you had stormed off like that. Suddenly, Niki was beside her, grabbing her shoulder real tight, almost digging his fingernails into her.

“Jesus, what’s with the damn grip asshole?” She complained.

“You’re crossing a line that isn’t yours.”

“What? Don’t act like you don’t do the same shit,” Lila turned to Niki in which she was met with a heavy glare.

“Nobody picks on her unless it’s me,” he looked Lila up and down, “you nasty whore,” Niki added before rushing after you, calling out to you.

“Y/N hold up!” He yelled breathlessly. He did not expect to be doing this much running today. Why was the school this big by the way?

As he got closer, you dropped your bag to the ground rather dramatically and turned to face him with the meanest look you had ever produced in your life. It made him take a few steps back.

You let out an angry yell, taking it all out on him, “you know what Nishimura, let’s just fucking fight.”

Niki bit down hard on his bottom lip to stop himself from smiling a little. He really could not help it. The way you looked right now with your fragile soft fists up at him, the stupid sound of his last name coming from your mouth. It was like a test from the universe to not crack in front of you.

“Y/n…” he began softly.

People started crowding around you two now, drawing a lot of attention. They suddenly began to chant “fight” over and over, encouraging it. Niki looked around. So quickly, so many people were gathered waiting for it. He looked back at you with darting eyes and let out a sigh.

Then he approached you closely, in which you flinched and closed your eyes- anticipating it. Hell, you didn’t know how to fight physically. You had just acted impulsively and started something you definitely could not finish.

But Niki just grabbed your wrist softly. You were confused and started struggling as you realised he was grabbing you instead of fighting, “what the fuck?” you exclaimed as you looked at him, not understanding.

He ignored you and tightened his grip carefully and dragged you out of that ring of people who soon became disappointed at the absence of a real fight until eventually you two were isolated away from all the chaos.

It was awkward as you both sat engulfed in suffocating silence. Niki was simply waiting for you to calm down, whereas you were trying to figure out and just process what had just happened.

“Hey,” Niki broke the silence, finally.

You didn’t respond, but looked at him to show that you were listening. This was so out of character for him. You never knew you were capable of feeling this much confusion before now. This school really was cursed.

“You know I’d never really hurt you right?”

Your eyes scanned him with confusion, and your ears became hot with embarrassment. Why did you suddenly feel so shy now?

Niki didn’t wait for a response. He had already started, so he decided to just spill whatever was on his mind before he started regretting it. If it wasn’t now, it’d probably be never. He sighed and got closer to you, kneeling in front of you and looking up at you ever so softly.

You’d never seen this side of him, this was completely new and you weren’t sure how to feel about it yet alone how to react to it.

“I know this is really sudden, but the truth is y/n I’ve never hated you. I just hated the way you would make me feel. I hated the way I admired you so much. I hate how perfect you are. Yet, all I wanted to do is be around you. I know there were better ways to act, and I’ve probably done a lot of damage to you, but I was so lost and confused on how to deal with everything. I was so scared of my own feelings I ended up avoiding them by pushing you away while wanting to stay close to you the only way I knew how to. I can only hope for your forgiveness,”

“Niki,” you began, but he cut you off. If he stopped to think about it or let what he was saying sink in, he would probably run away.

“When you suddenly stopped turning up to school a few years ago, I found out that you had moved away and left; My heart shattered. I think that was when I realised how much I really just wanted your attention on me rather than anybody else. Things went too far back then, and I was sure you’d never come back. I tried to forget it, move on like I never cared anyway, but I really missed just seeing your face everyday y/n,” tears began to fall from his eyes and his voice became desperate.

Unintentionally, butterflies erupted in your stomach, suddenly making you extremely nauseous. His words were really genuine and so unexpected. You never thought you’d hear a confession like this from anyone, let alone Nishimura Niki. The kid you thought wanted you to just vanish. You started to feel bad that you had never even known about this hurt you caused him. It wasn’t your fault, but somehow you felt responsible and sorry.

“I never got over it. Every fucking day I felt nothing but guilt. It’s only been a week since you came back, and I think that’s why I’m doing this now. At first I tried to pretend that my old feelings weren’t coming back up, but if I’m being honest with you, I never stopped liking you. Nobody does it like you. I know it sounds pathetic but I really can’t lose you again like that. Fuck, I'm terrified that you'll be around one day and then gone the next just like before. Completely out of my life. I’m done playing my childish games, because this is how I feel. I can’t explain to you the way I felt when I saw you again. I panicked and resorted to what I was just used to since we were in middle school, but god I got so scared when you started to brush me off.”

You felt a dark pink blush flush over your cheeks in which you couldn’t even try hiding as you realised that Nishimura Niki had just admitted that he not only did, but still likes you. And since middle school? The more you saw this vulnerable side of him, the more your eyes opened to just how unique he truly was. But you also felt like hitting him for never opening up to you until now.

“Back there, seeing the hurt you tried to keep back in your eyes, I felt this urging wave of protection splash over me. I froze because the feeling was overwhelming and sudden. I wanted to hold you, to stop the pain I took part in causing, but I knew that was so much easier said than done. I’m afraid of not being able to be someone you need around, but now I want to do my best to prove myself and be that type of person for you.”

Niki cried harder and harder, reaching out to hold your hand as he pleaded. You gently began to run your palm over his head in a way of consoling him. He hunched over your lap, crying out everything. You let him, and you both stayed like that, very still for a while. As he calmed down to a level where you could actually understand what he was saying without choking on his words, he looked up at you again and finally said,

“It feels like the universe has just thrown me another chance. A chance to make it up to you and show you that I can be serious. Please y/n, let me show you a side of me that nobody has seen. It’s all for you, beautiful, only you.”

END.

please note: this is simply a fan written fiction for entertainment purposes only and is not associated with the real enhypen members at all nor should it ever be related to the real version of them. this story is not intended to hate or make anyone look bad. thank you.

an: hey guys! thanks for reading if you made it this far~ i love you all :) this was something new, so excuse the bad dialogue and rushed scenes with niki picking on yn. idk how to be a bully 😭. what are you guys doing? how have you been? omfg did u guys see the tour announcement? i’m on my knees begging and praying i get to go to the seoul date. oh to perceive enha in person RAHHH

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wonik1ss · 11 months

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hi again — ni.k

pairing : ni-ki x f!reader

song rec : so special - citizen queen

want to see pt1? see you again or pt3? together again

You started the music again as you concentrated on getting this one move right. In a few weeks your group NewJeans was going to have their 2nd comeback. So a few months ago you all started practicing the dance and the song but for some weird reason you couldn’t get the moves down. So after all your members left you stayed saying you would only be there for a few more hours.

That was at 4pm it’s now 9, and here you were still practicing and not understanding why you couldn’t match the beat and why on multiple moves you would constantly mess up. Mean while just outside your groups practice room Ni-ki was smiling to himself. He just found it so adorably cute how your eyes furrowed everytime you messed up. But he wasn’t that happy you were struggling so he decided to help.

“ Your moving your leg the wrong way “. No-ki said as you jolted at his presence. He chuckled as started the music again and did the move the correct way. Your mouth made an O shape as No-ki held back a smile. But soon your face turned into worry.

“ How did you know that! No one’s supposed to know anything about our comeback! “

“ I watched your practice.. and I won’t tell if you don’t “. You crossed your arms as Ni-ki held out his pinky. You hooked yours with him as Ni-ki smiled.

“ I can help you with your dance I think I get how it’s supposed to be “. You reluctantly nodded as Ni-ki started the music again and guided you to the right steps. Ni-ki yelled stop as he ran up to you and tilted your head. You started to blush as he started the music again and you continued to dance.

“ I think you got it now “. Ni-ki said as your face beamed with happiness as he started to smile too. He turned the music on again and danced next to you. You both were basically in sync with each other. As the music stopped and you both did too Ni-ki asked.

“ Do you want to go to the cafe for a second.. on me! “. You smiled as you got your stuff and Ni-ki hurriedly followed you as you both walked to hybe’s 24 hour cafe.

“ Thank’s for helping me! “. You said Ni-ki smiled down at you immediately looked at the flower as Ni-ki’s smile only grew bigger.

“ It’s no problem! “. Ni-ki said as you stopped dead in your tracks, Ni-ki looked back at you as your eyes grew big.

“ YOU HAD A COMEBACK! Oh I’m so sorry I should have said congrats!! “. Ni-ki chuckled as you threw a bunch of compliments at him some that were in English too.

“ It’s fine Y/n your probably busy getting ready for yours “. You nodded as you both walked into hybe’s cafe. Ni-ki ordered a dark coffee you your regular and a cake pop. You stared at Ni-ki as he brought his coffee to your table.

“ You drink black coffee? “

“ Ya what’s wrong with that? “

“ Nothing.. It’s just I thought you would like.. more sweet things.. “. Ni-ki’s eyes widened as you drinked your coffee. You were right he always got something sweet but bitter at the cafe but he wanted to look manly infront of you so he got a dark coffee instead of his regular.

“ Plus the barista looked at you weird when you ordered “. You said with a chuckle as Ni-ki laughed to and tried to sneak a bunch of sugar packets into his drink.

You rolled your eyes as Ni-ki did so.

“ I knew it “. Ni-ki dropped the sugar packets and put his hands up like he was being arrested and you laughed.

“ Here have my drink there is no amount of sugar packets that’s going to make that coffee sweet “. Ni-ki grabbed your drink and smiled, knowing something you didn’t really think about.

“ You know we just had an indirect kiss.. “. Ni-ki said as you got your stuff ready to leave. Your eyes went wide as Ni-ki got closer to you.

“ I feel like that means we should have a real one tw- “

“ NI-KI there you are! “. Jungwon said as he tried to drag the younger boy to their van.

“ We have to go! We all need our sleep! “. Jungwon said as Ni-ki told him to wait in the van and that he would only be a few minutes. You watched as Jungwon ran to the van. Then Ni-ki pulled you chin to face him as his face inched closer to yours.

“ It was nice to say hi again y/n “. Ni-ki said as he left a chaste kiss on your lips and ran to his groups van. Leaving you stunned and Minji blowing up your phone demanding you come home.

Wasn’t it just so nice to say Hi Again?

a/n : part 3???

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soobnny · 1 year

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24 hour stream — lhs.

trope. established relationship. streamer!au

synopsis. you think it’s adorable how heeseung seems to be fighting his exhaustion in favor of being with you as you finish your twenty-four hour stream (1.1k words)

warnings. none

note. hello this is totally self indulgent but enjoy streamer!heeseung making an appearance again cos i miss writing streamer content >:( btw thank u to user notrenes i got inspired by that clip u sent of quarterjade and masayoshi i love them truly

[4:27 AM]

The monitor of your computer is bright, reflecting rather harshly on your face as you fight to keep awake while entertaining chat. The room is much lonelier than it was hours ago – Winter and Ningning had dropped by earlier to join you for your stream, playing in real life games and taste testing hot wings on different scales of spicy.

They left with Winter’s upset stomach grumbling and Ningning laughing as she escorted the pair of them back to their shared home. After they left, you decided to queue up some Valorant to shave some time off of your 24-hour goal.

Currently, your clock is mockingly situated by your set-up, screaming the time and reminding you that you only have a few hours left until you’ve accomplished your 24-hour stream. You had long finished Valorant and were just talking to chat, searching for another game that you could play by yourself that’s still entertaining to the people viewing your stream.

To battle the exhaustion and tiredness in your system (with the hint of a headache you had briefly mentioned to chat), you decide that playing a horror game would be an appropriate choice. Chat’s been requesting you do a horror stream for a while, and you realize now might be a good time to do it.

You first hear it midgame, when you’ve paused to recover from the horrifying monster design that was chasing your character. Your head snaps towards the direction of your door, staring at it to see if you’ve heard right. Thinking that it was just part of the background soundtrack of the game, you turn back to your monitor.

The second time, it’s unmistakable.

“I think someone’s knocking on my door, chat.”

As if to confirm your suspicions, the knocks come back and in goes Lee Heeseung, your bleary and half-asleep boyfriend who makes his way towards where you’re sat.

“Hi!” You greet him, surprised he was still awake at this hour. He had just done a long stream and finished only a few hours ago – you assumed he wouldn’t be awake until afternoon. Maybe something had woken him up?

It doesn’t take long before Heeseung’s plaguing your monitor with his presence, breezing his lips across your forehead to press a soft kiss on your cold skin. Then, placing a careful hand on your shoulder, he hands you a newly refilled bottle of water and a pill.

“Here, take some medicine.” Heeseung pays no mind to chat, pushing his hand in your direction and offering you a strict gaze before a warm smile follows. You take it from him confused, staring down at it before you look back at your boyfriend. “You came here just to give me medicine?”

“You mentioned on-stream that your head was aching.”

“You were watching my stream?” Even after years of being in a relationship with Heeseung, he never failed to trigger your heart into a million cartwheels.

Heeseung hums, eyelids starting to drop again and your heart warms at the sight of him trying to fight it. “Now drink up and get better, okay?” You nod your head, placing the medicine on your tongue before swallowing it down.

“Oh, it’s so cold.” You say in amusement when your hands make contact with the bottled water, immediately placing it down by your side after taking a few gulps. Then, your lips drop into a pout, holding onto his hand which he happily offers. “Babe, I’m so tired.”

“Do you want coffee?” Heeseung offers thoughtfully, looking down at you and giving you every bit of his attention despite exhaustion chasing after him.

“No, I don’t think so.”

“I can make you one. No?”

You hum. “It’s okay.”

“Alright. Are you cold?”

“Only a little.”

It seems your response triggers Heeseung to leave your room briefly (not without a kiss on the crown of your head) before coming back with one of his hoodies, wrapping you in its incredibly soft cloth.

Your boyfriend’s sweet gestures don’t go unnoticed, causing an instant frenzy in your chat.

heeyn4ever: the way i cried

imgaylol: MUST BE NICE

breadlover: where’d my toaster go

gardenclub: my therapist cant help me but heeseung could

Trying not to disturb you and your stream any further, he gently pulls another chair from your room, dragging it towards where you’re seated before plopping down – just enough so he isn’t really seen on your stream.

“Hi chat.” Heeseung greets your chat respectfully, waving and blinking a few times to try and let their comments and responses sink in. “Sorry for stealing my girlfriend for a bit.”

“You’re staying?”

“Figured you could use some company.”

You smile gratefully at him, feeling him lean his head against your shoulder, tired eyes fixed on the screen of your monitor and urging you to continue the game you had been playing earlier so he didn’t disturb chat. Your fingers rest on the controllers, pressing the necessary buttons to navigate through the map. One of Heeseung’s hands is cradling the back of your head, and every once in a while, he would brush the stubborn pieces of hair in front of your face and place a sweet kiss on the side of your head.

His eyes open again after closing them briefly, leaning comfortably against your shoulder and following along your character in the game. You adore him, and you think he’s so adorable, and you can tell he’s extremely tired. You can tell because he keeps yawning, eyes disengaged from time to time as he goes over chat.

Sensing your gaze, Heeseung slowly looks back at you. His lips twitch into a smile. He murmurs, voice heavy with fatigue. “Why’d you stop playing?”

“I can’t seem to get past this part.”

“Here, let me help you.”

You pause to widen your smile. “Hee, you don’t have to. I know you’re tired. You should get to bed.” He stares at you, eyes droopy and warm as you speak. His pink lips form into a gentle pout at your words.

“How many hours left til your stream ends?”

“Just 6 hours more.”

“I can handle 6 hours. I’ll just be quietly sitting here if you need anything.” Heeseung waves goodbye to chat before leaning down to press a soft kiss to your forehead as he moves away again.

[10:00 AM]

Your 24-hour stream ends, and as promised, Heeseung is seated by you. He endured the long hours to make sure he was there if you needed anything — food, water, or just his company as someone you can talk to so you wouldn’t fall asleep.

His ears perk up when you bid farewell to chat, and then he’s standing.

“Bye, chat.” His hand comes into your monitor’s view, waving politely. When you shut off your stream, Heeseung is quick to pick you up in his arms. “I finally have you to myself.”

“Mhm, all yours again.”

“Never wanna share you with chat for 24 hours again. No more 24 hour streams.”

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sungiesbabygirl · 1 month

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Instagram stories with sunghoon | p.s

pairings : sunghoon x fem!reader

warnings : lovey dovey shit, staring at sunghoons hands, moody sunghoon, mentions of heeseung, boyfriend material

a/n : if you don’t like my work and feel the need to hate please block me immediately. Also plagiarism or stealing my work is not allowed!

a/n : READ THIS !! is this love will be out later today, with everything that has been going on I decided to postpone it just a little bit due to the fact I haven’t finished yet (it’s close to the end) and it needs cleaning up. Thank you for understanding !

members : heeseung / jay / jake / sunghoon / sunoo / jungwon / riki

the end.

a/n : please feel free to request anything on the button that says ‘hard thoughts’ I’ll do anything!!

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panjakes · 11 months

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Can I get dad!Yoongi comes back from tour and his daughter and black wife come pick him up from the airport? Also I love your writing❤️

Thank you!!!❤️🫶🏼

Yoongi couldn’t wait for this damn plane to land and everyone could tell. Jimin who was sitting next to him smirked before nudging him a bit.

“Can’t wait too see the family?” He asks

“It’s been a while since I’ve physically seen them…and I just wanna be in my bed” he mumbles making jimin laugh

“Yeah I feel you” jimin says making yoongi side eye him

“Well, on the bed part” jimin says making yoongi nod and chuckle

Before he could respond the flight attendant announced they would be landing soon. Yoongi didn’t wait to pull out his phone sending you a quick text.

Not wasting time to get his overhead bag and getting into the isle to get off the plane. The rest of the members laughing at his excitement

After being the first person off the plane, yoongi did wait for his members who met him inside the airport.

Staring down at the watch on his wrist looking at the time

“Are you going to eat? I want food” jungkook says as the rest of the members walk over to yoongi

“Took you long enough” yoongi mumbles taking the sunglasses off his face

“We get it! You miss the family! Gosh” Jin says rolling his eyes as they start to walk

“Don’t be upset because you don’t have your own family to go home to.” Yoongi mumbles

Yoongi looked around the empty airport. It was slightly dark outside and there was surprisingly no cameras and no army inside which he was glad for

He looked down at his phone to see where you parked.

Stepping outside in front of the airport yoongi and the guys looked around for you and the tiny angel.

Yoongi couldn’t help but smile when he looked over across the street and seen you holding your three year old daughter who was holding a sign with different colors and sparkles.

“Mommy!! It’s daddy!” He heard her scream

“I know babygirl! Let’s go get him” you say smiling at her

Yoongi waited for the two of you to cross the street. Your daughter kicked her legs ready to get out your arms and into yoongi's.

"daddy!! Hi!" She shouts waving her tiny hand

"Hi princess" Yoongi says pulling you and the small child into a hug. Leaning over to kiss your forehead then your daughters. Yoongi sighs in relief at finally being home

"Look!" Your daughter says holding up the sign she made almost hitting you with it

"she insisited that we make you a sign" You say playfully rolling your eyes

"It pretty?" she ask looking at yoongi with her big wide eyes. He chuckles before running his hand through her curls

"Very pretty princess. Whats going on with your hair?" Yoongi asks noticing her hair wasnt in its usual twist or braids with beads

"She gave me a hard time when I tried to do it. So shes rocking the baby fro" You say

"Hey yn you cooking?" Jungkook asks walking over to the three of you

"Excuse you? Cant say hello to my wife?" Yoongi asks

"Dont do that, me and yn are cool like that. I'm just hungry" Jungkook says waving yoongi off

"Uncle Kookie!"

"Hi pea! Where you good for mommy?" He asks taking your daughter from yoongi,

"Yeah!" She screams excitedly

"Yeah Im cooking but it'll be later. Me and ava had pancakes" You say pushing her air out of her face

"Yeah later, now go away so I can have my family to myself" Yoongi says grabbing ava from jungkook

Jungkook glares at him before smacking his lips and looking over at you.

"He cried the third day on tour because he said he missed you guys" Jungkook says pointing at yoongi who smacks his lips

"I did not" Yoongi says

"He did, the stylist had to redo his makeup he was crying so much" Jungkook says making yoongi push him a little bit

"Get out of here" He says making jungkook laugh and leave

"I did not cry" Yoongi mumbles

"well Ava did" you say making her gasp

“Mommy! Stop!” She says feeling embarrassed

“Yeah mommy stop! She’s a big girl” yoongi says making your daughter agree

“Yeah whatever, get in the car I know your tired” you say patting his back

“Daddy can we play?” Ava asks

“Ava daddy’s tired you can play tomorrow” you say walking over to the car

“No tomorrow” she says pouting as yoongi puts her into her car seat

“It’s okay princess we can play all night” yoongi says kissing her forehead making her giggle

You shrug going over to the drivers side to open it but yoongi quickly shuts it and shakes his head

“What’re you doing?” You ask

“I’m driving” he says

“No baby your tired. I can drive” you say

Yoongi ignores you taking the keys from your hand and pushes you over to the passenger. You sigh and obey anyway.

The car ride home was filled with you filling yoongi in on what happened while he was gone. Everything was about Ava but yoongi was glad to hear.

Once you three were settled inside the house, Ava immediately pulled yoongi too her big pink purple and yellow room filled with every toy a three year old could have

While you were in the kitchen you couldn’t help but smile as you heard Ava’s loud giggles. Sooner or later the giggles were no longer heard.

Just as you turned off the stove, you walk upstairs to Ava’s room to find yoongi in her tiny bed and her in his lap. You take out your phone taking a pictures smiling. You knew he was tired.

Before you could wake him up you heard someone knock on the door. You go down the stairs to open it to find jungkook

“Oh so you was serious about getting this plate” you say letting him in

“Of course! Where’s yonngi and Pea?” He asks

“Asleep. They played for about two hours” you say going to make his plate

“Really? Alright I won’t bother y’all. I’ll get my plate and go” jungkook says following you too the kitchen

“Take some to jimin and taehyung” you say handing him the extra plates

“Nah I think I’ll keep them to myself” he says laughing

“Bye jungkook” you say laughing

“Bye Yn! Thanks for the food” he says opening the door and leaving.

You make yoongi and Ava’s plate putting them in the microwave knowing they’d probably wake up at the same time and want to eat.

After cleaning the kitchen you go back to Ava’s room to check on the two. They were still sleeping just in a new position that made you laugh.

Yoongi was on his back with his feet hanging off the end off the tiny bed with Ava laying on his back.

You don’t say anything. You just take another picture and go to your bedroom. Quickly showering and getting dressed.

Getting into the bed yoongi wasn’t far behind

“Wassup baby” you say making him glare at you

“Ain’t no wassup, why didn’t you wake me up to get in the REAL bed” he says making you chuckle

“You looked comfortable so I left you alone” you say shrugging

“Bullshit. You know that plastic bullcrap isn’t comfortable. Plus Ava kicked me in the mouth” he says rubbing at his jaw

“How?” You ask chuckling

“I don’t know but I do know I’m going to bed” he says climbing into the bed throwing his arm around your waist

“Okay goodnight” you say turning off your lamp and turning you attention back to Netflix

Soon enough yoongi was back lightly snoring and you were watching some reality show on Netflix. Not even 25 minutes later Ava came into the room with a pout

“Mommy!! Daddy left again!” She says sadly

“No he didn’t he’s right here baby” you say pointing to the sleeping man

She peeks over and immediately runs over to the big king size bed. She tries her hardest to get into the bed but she just couldn’t so she pats yoongis leg

“Daddy! Help” she says making you giggle at her cute little voice

Yoongi groans grabbing her from under her arms and putting her in between the two off you. He kisses her forehead and pats her stomach

“Go to sleep pea” he mumbles

“Okay” she mumbles snuggling closer to yoongi

You smile at the two before turning the tv off and snuggle into your daughter and yoongi.

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celumi-land · 4 months

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WAVE .ᐟ sjy.

pairing .ᐟ surfer!jake x richgirl!yn

syn .ᐟ Yn, a wealthy and troublesome girl, is sent to her grandparents in Australia as a last resort to mend her ways. Despite her initial resistance, she encounters Jake, a surfer who becomes her unexpected ally. As their friendship deepens, a budding romance develops, but the question remains: can they overcome their differences and make it work?

status .ᐟ in the works

genre .ᐟ fluff & angst

warnings .ᐟ bitchy yn, kissing, swearing, more to be added...

side characters .ᐟ jay and heeseung (enhypen), ningning and giselle (aespa), danielle and hanni (newjeans)

songs .ᐟ wave by ive, try again by jaehyun & d.ear, this love by taylor swift

chapters .ᐟ

the turtle gang | upper east side hoes

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jameui · 2 years

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BEGIN AGAIN

PAIRING: Park Jongseong x M!Reader

GENRE: Angst, Smut

WARNING: jerk Jongseong, smut not properly proof read, prepare yourselves for the ending, physical abuse and verbal abuse

SUMMARY: Jay has been nothing, but a bully to you. Having been the one to ruin life. Although ome day, he suddenly wants to change everything.

"Hey, Jay. Look it's your boyfriend." Jaeyun nudged the male's side to tease him, only causing Jay to glare at him, despising the whole thought of being in a relationship with another of the same sex. Jaeyun, or Jake being the person who likes to make fun of Jay, started getting into his nerves every opportunity he can get the moment Jay had told him about the freshman, which is you who gave him a chat telling him you like him with no context. You just plainly told him you liked him and left it at just that.

Although, you were totally unaware about this whole confessing ordeal with Jay, because if anything you hated his guts with all your life and wanted him choked to death, rather than having heart eyes for Jay. For context, Jay was the total reason your life was ruined in the first place. It all started when you came out to him that one faithful day you told yourself you could trust Jay, considering he was the only friend you had. Jay was disgusted by that, to say the least. He even started to hate the fact that he ever chose to be your friend and left you without a word, only being a tattletale and told your parents about it who wasn't very happy knowing about it. What once was a happy family, was now in distraught that was caused by Park Jongseong himself.

After that great scene of regret, every night when you came home from school, it wasn't the usual being greeted at the doorstep by your parents anymore. They never even welcomed you inside the house either, instead they had suggested building a very small hut at the front porch perfect for you to fit in next to the only friend you could ever run to when you're so knocked up by these maltreatment, Josh, your pet corgi. At least you were grateful they didn't throw you out into the streets.

Josh. Well, you treated her more like a sibling to you than a friend. You'd even sleep with her during occasions wherein you couldn't find yourself drifting off due to stress or from your anxiety kicking in. You truly, madly, deeply loved your only friend and family member left. You just kind of hoped none of this was happening and wished that you hadn't told Jay you were into guys. You should have known than to trust anyone, but now that it's out of the closet, why not make the most of it, right?

Nope. You were having the best moments of your life. Going out on parties, drinking 'til you drop, making out with numerous men, but the moment there was another report sent to your parents about your behavior, and as though your life wasn't already the worst, they had to send Josh to a foster home and told you that you can only have him back once you have finally started acting like a real man that you're supposed to be. That same night when you found out the reason why you couldn't find Josh, you locked yourself in your tiny hut and never came out, even for food. Your parents never cared nonetheless.

You are holding a grudge against Jay and not for only telling your parents about your sexual orientation when it wasn't his place to do so, but because of what he has done, your life had turned into a shitty whole ass life. Jay never even apologized to you due to his big ego always telling himself that he is always right.

"Jake, Jay. The poor guy's done nothing wrong, so stop messing with him." Heeseung, the mother of the group turned to look at the two, then facing Jay who only rolled his eyes exactly knowing where this was going. "And, Jay. Can you at least apologize for what you've done? It was never your place to tell his parents about him being gay. That's just wrong."

Jay raised him a brow, picking up his bag about to leave scoffing at Heeseung's statement. "He deserves his fucked up life. No gays deserve love." He left this words to them, then opting to walk away when he suddenly bumps into you after not watching where he was going. "FUCK!" He yelled as he fell on his bum, looking up only to catch you staring daggers into him before picking up the books that fell from your hands. Once you have all of them in your arms, you threw at him the thickest textbook you held right to his head, making everyone flinch.

"And you deserve a life worth of karma. Asshole." You spat out in agitation, turning on your heels to continue heading your way to your classroom, halting on your steps to move back to Jay to pick up the back you hit him with. Jay whilst on the middle of getting back up, you decide to hit him one last time. Jay was about to curse you, but you cut him through it. "Oh, Jay. I should have known you have a crush on me."

Jay chuckles in disbelief. "Says you. You sent me a private message telling me you like me."

You blinked your eyes several times, couldn't believe what you heard from Jay's mouth, you bursting into fits of laughter making your stomach hurt as you held onto it for dear life. "Fuck, Jay! You're so funny. Never knew you'd get delusional." You were still yet to come down from your euphoria, Jay left feeling confused. You sighed, wiping the stray tears from your eyes. "Sure, sure. You can keep telling your self that. Yeah, you go do that. Convince yourself more THAT YOU'RE A FUCKING EGOISTIC JERK!" You yelled, using your feet to beat him right in the middle of his crotch.

Jay felt himself lose all the air in his lungs, holding onto the cause of his great pain, groaning out loudly. "You better watch yourself, Park. It can get pretty crazier than that." You said, then leaving to get to your classroom.

Jay started bore holes into your back with his eyes, brows knitted together. "Well, two can play your game."

It was a really tiring day in school for you, having to deal with Jay (at least his friends were a little nice), a sigh moving past your lips. You were stretching your limbs to ease your tense muscles, but when you arrived home you were met with the sight of your father waiting for you at the front porch. Commonly, you would've been happy, but things aren't the same anymore and you know when that happens, you're in big trouble. "H-Hey, da—" Before you got the chance to even finish your sentence, a harsh slap to your face was delivered, your face turned to the side, the impact leaving a stinging sensation on your cheek.

"You have a minute to explain why you're still bothering Jongseong. You're cursed, I tell you. You're fucking cursed! So, don't rub it in on Jongseong." He shows you a picture of what seems to be a chat sent to Jongseong. You looked over through the side of your eyes and saw your name written as the sender of the message, your eyes widening in fear before gazing up towards your father who had an expression full of anger.

You snapped your body around, taking his phone from his hands trying to find any clue of it being fake or edited, but there were none. You could only form a sound of confusion, unable to find the right words to tell your father. "Dad, I... No, this is not me. I told you that I—"

Attempting to defend yourself to prove that it wasn't you, only gave you one more round of his palm hitting the skin of your face. You got surprised by the sudenness of the action, holding your cheek while giving your father a face of disbelief. "You even dare lie to me, child!" He yelled out, taking you by the arm with a strong grip you can't escape from as he dragged you to your own tiny hut. "A naughty child deserves a good beating."

"Dad, please. No, no! NO!" You yelled out, screaming out mantras of the word 'stop', attempting to convince your father to retreat from beating you with his own hands. You have been used to them ignoring you, but you never expected for them to go this far and it's scaring. One hit followed by another, as quick as how a second passes, endlessly hurting you, loud cries coming out from your throat, getting louder with every strike.

He would slap, punch, and kick you in whichever part he considered useless, which he always told you was your whole existence and would throw you, drag you, and even to the point of restricting you from breathing by wrapping his hands around your throat with a very tight grip. When his wife had called, he groans angrily slamming you against a wall before leaving you almost left for dead. "You would be better dead, than alive." He muttered to you.

Once he was finally out of the door, you crawled your way up to your bed finding yourself at the corner bawling your eyes out, letting out quiet sobs in fear that it would now be the two of them storming into your room to hurt you even more. After all, they do always find fun in your pain. You curled yourself up into a ball, all the comfort hidden inside that circle. "Josh... I miss you so much buddy." You uttered out between sobs, voice hitching.

The following day, you hoped you wouldn't run into any problem or trouble, but as though the world was toying with you, Jay comes out from a corner as you fastened your pace not wanting to deal with him at all so early in the morning nor any time of the day. "How's princess doing, huh?" He mocked you, following closely behind you while you tried your best to ignore him, but the older male was so persistent. "Did your old man give you a good beating?"

The way he knew immediately took you aback, halting on your steps so did Jay who was proud of hismelf with your reaction. "You... were the one who was..."

"'course. Could there be anyone else?" Jay rhetorically questions you with a smirk glued to his face fully aware of the situation he had intentionally put you through. "Spe—"

"Fine, you win. I won't bother you anymore." You told him, not even sparing him a glance, your hood over your head so he wouldn't see the state you were in. "Just... I hope you do the same." You said for the last time, then moved to somewhere far from Jay who was only getting himself warmed up. Satisfied that he's putting you in such a miserable life.

Jay was born living with hatred for homosexuals, mainly since, well for no apparent reason. For all he knew, they were bewitched or cursed; either of the two. He was taught they weren't supposed to exist and just a mutation in their genes, so as he grew older he realized these homosexuals were just jokes and was not here for a reason. In short, he thinks of them in a pretty harsh way as though they weren't humans at all.

Your retreating figure, Jay could only feel his chest swell with pride. Later on, Jay was accompanied by his friends who didn't look so happy at all with him. "JAY! WHAT THE HELL?! HAVEN'T YOU HAD ENOUGH?!" Heeseung couldn't believe Jay would go to this extent on taking his revenge on you, to the point where you would come to school with wounds and bruises on your face.

Jay only replied with a roll of his eyes, not prepared for hearing one of Heeseung's nagging again, but what he didn't expect to happen was to hear Jake agree with Heeseung. "Jay, Heeseung's right. The poor kid was beaten up half to death. Shouldn't you feel a little guilty with what you've done? This has gone too far, Jay." Jake stated out, Jay's brows furrowing watching his bestfriend tell him he was wrong when he would always support him with whatever he does.

"But, guys. He's gay. He does not deserve to have a great life." Jay blurted out without any hesitation, trying to convince his two friends that you were a person deserving to be put in a hell of a life, but the two was shocked that even with their words Jay still found it difficult to open his eyes and realize you were human and a living creature.

Jay was so fixed on his belief that it was getting out of control. It was not right to hurt a fellow human person just based on your beliefs. There's nothing wrong with gays, lesbians, queers. They're pure human with a heart filled with love, just like any normal person heart does. "Alright." This was the only words that left Heeseung's mouth, then pulling Jake closer to his side catching the latter off guard all the while Jay raised a brow in question. "Then, I and Jake must not deserve to be around a jerk like you in the first place."

Jay was confused. He didn't know what he meant, until the next words fell from Heeseung's mouth was he only able to understand why those words were delivered in such a way to hurt him. "We're dating, Jay and we kept it a secret from you because we were afraid you'd lash out on us for being into each other."

"Wha..? Guys, this is not funny at all—"

"Exactly the reaction we despised the most to get from you." Jake states out in disappointment due to his expectation that Jay would be able to understand the two of them, but no, he went on still thinking all of this was a joke; like it was a fantasy story and was unreal. "We dated for almost a month now, Jay. So, if you've got a problem with that, we'll be the one to adjust and leave your circle of friends."

Jay was speechless. His friends were dating? Behind his back? That's crazy. Jake is too straight for Heeseung nor the other for Jake. They're straight! Maybe they're just fooling with him, but Jay was suddenly brought back to the day when he caught the two almost kissing each other just a few days ago, but only thought of it as the two playing. Now, he's able to confirm that they were in fact in the middle of a kiss if he hadn't interrupt that one specific day. No, no, this must be dream. This can't be real. Jay tried to tell himself that, but this was so real. "Guys, I..."

"Jay, it's alright. You're old enough to handle yourself. We'll come back once you've woken up to reality." Heeseung told Jay as a goodbye, then left with Jake, Jay feeling dumbfounded losing his only friends with just one stone. Jay felt a slight ache in his chest, but it would be better off if he weren't around with any homosexuals, right? It's for his own good, isn't it?

"F-Fine, like I need you guys anyways." He convinced himself, but deep inside he knew he will feel really lonely and alien to the feeling of him being all by himself, missing out on the jokes Jake and Heeseung would always tell him.

He knew he was right when he was seated by himself during lunch, while he could see how much fun Heeseung and Jake was having by themselves. It looked like they were more comfortable without him around. It was as though, all this time Jay was making the two anxious and uncomfortable—For pete's sake he did make them feel anxious and uncomfortable the whole time. That was probably one of the reason why they always hid something from him and kept everything a secret from him, so he wouldn't see them in a bad way. Now, Jay was asking himself whether it made any difference if they had told him earlier.

Now, looking at the two, Jay could only think... how perfect the two are for each other. I mean, looking at them, Jay could tell they are so cute. Feeding foods together, laughing with each other, it almost seemed to Jay as if... they are the luckiest people. The most perfect couple. "Jay! What the fuck?!" Jay snapped himself out from his thoughts, then filled his mouth with his veggie salad. Why was he feeling sympathy for them? They don't... But, it's fine if it's them, right? They are his bestfriends. Surely they're an exception.

Later that night, while Jay was doing his daily studies in his room the sound of a dog collar clanging as they walked to his room took his attention, turning his head to look at the dog that just cutely made its way to his room with a cute bark after. Jay softens, leaving his chair to pick up the pup who happily wagged its tail licking the boy's face which got the dog a giggle of happiness from Jay. Maybe he was too dumb or blind to even notice the collar around it's neck as he gave it a check seeing a name engraved to the pendant. "'Josh'. Hm. Did Mr. L/N name her before he gave her to me?" Jay asked himself, fully aware that he's all alone in his house.

Just as Jay was about to put the dog back down, a paper fell to the floor as a curious Jay took it. With the dog still in his arms, he opened the neatly folded piece of paper only to find out that it was a letter. He exchanged looks with the dog who only panted with her tongue out. Jay decides to start reading the letter.

To the reader of this message, my name is L/N Y/N and my location is at (STATE LOCATION). Josh is her name and I'm her past owner and if it doesn't hurt you, can you please bring her back to me? Josh was the only sibling I had and was the only family member I could ever run to, since basically my parents had already disowned me as their child. LMAO, what parents they are, am I right? Anyways, I hope I'm not asking for too much, but I really do hope you can give her back home to me. She also helps me go to sleep after mom and dad beats me up every night. :)

Was this... how badly your parents treated you? Well, he did know about the part where they wanted to mess with you, their own child, but he never really expected they would actually hit you. Sure, he did mock you about being beat up, but he didn't know he was correct. When did it all start? Was it when he first told your parents about your coming out or the first time your mother started telling lies about you to your father?

"Y/N. I don't know what this feeling is, but I fucking feel sorry." He mumbled to himself, hearing Josh whimper when he saw a picture of you from the letter. It was a 1x1 photo of yours, the smile on your face looking problem free. Jay started to feel his walls one by one break, empathetic towards you wanting to make things right. "Fuck it. I'm doing this for Jake and Heeseung." That's what he told himself, but somewhere in his heart he knows he wants to fix what he had broke.

When the next day came, Jay chose to wait for you by the gate, Josh who was hiding inside his bag yelping excitedly. "Don't worry, Josh. You'll have your owner back." Jay told the corgi dog, only mentally slapping himself for talking to a non-human living creature.

After a few minutes of waiting, Jay suddenly felt himself grow tense at the sight of you turning from a corner with your head hung low. Yesterday night, when he wanted to give you Josh back, he chickened out due to his nervousness of facing you, since you were out on the porch, gazing quietly at the stars unable to see your face clearly. When he saw you and if he didn't know you, he would have thought you were so peaceful and lived a quiet life, but you were walking on eggshells because of Jay.

This time he was gonna make it right, he will do it. "Y/N." You raised your head up to see Jay right in front of you with a grimace on his face, a wide shock coursing through his whole body when he saw your black eye, busted lips, and bruised face, but he kept it subtle. It looked horrible. He now just realized that Heeseung was right, only fueling up more his guilt.

Going back to what he intended to do, he clears his throat, pocketing one hand, feinging his cool demeanor. "I came to give you something you want back." Jay went straight to the point, afraid that if he didn't you were gonna run away. He took his bag from off his shoulders and passed it to you with that same expression still on his face, covering the concern he felt towards you. "She seemed to have missed you a lot." Jay said, then left.

You flinched when you heard a rustle in his bag, the zipper coming undone until it came open and jumped out Josh who pounced at you happily, licking your face with so much joy. "JOSH! Oh man, I'm so glad to see you." You hugged her tighly in your arms, not ever wanting to let her go again. You don't want to lose her again, but your parents. How will they react if they see Josh was home? You can always lock your door. That way they can't get in and take Josh away from you again. But, you were wondering though how Jay found Josh and if ever that were answered, why did he give her back to you? What's his deal now?

Meanwhile, Jay hid behind a pillar wall as he could feel a smile of satisfaction creep its way up to his face when he heard a giggle full of joy emit from you caused by your long awaited reunion with Josh. It was like he just made a customer happy and it made his heart—Nope, no. She was your dog and you only deserve to have her back. Plus, this is only the result of Heeseung and Jake leaving his side.

Moving on, Jay afterwards made his way to his classroom to get away from all the prying eyes who might get the chance to witness him acting ALMOST nice to you which he despised the most to ever happen.

On the other hand, Heeseung who had the initial plan to catch your attention to apologize in behalf of Jay, since he was just a few meters behind you, but the chance was taken away the moment his eyes caught it all unfold right in front of him. Which was actually a tad bit weird. Just yesterday he was proud of himself that he was successful on making your life a living hell and now here he was gifting you a dog? Just exactly what is up? Heeseung knew he had to talk this one out with Jay.

Later during recess, Heeseung had told Jake about all that just happened this morning, the Australian extremely astonished at the out of the blue change and it's a big deal, considering he finally made a decent conversation with you rather than arguing with you and hitting you like you were just trash. A piece of unused box.

You, while still alone in your classroom, also was thinking of any possibilities that could have caused the sudden change in Jay's heart, but you doubt he had changed. Maybe he's trying to impress someone. Possible, but the question will be who? Who in their right minds would hit on a fucking douche like him? With what you consider the right answer, you sighed with your nose, shaking your head lightly until you were smacked at the back of the head, adding more pain to what you already have. "WHAT THE FUCK?!" You yelled out in disbelief, whipping your head around to see three of Jay's so-called wives. "Oh, please." You let out frustratedly, having to deal with them instead of Jay. Right now, you'd much rather have a verbal fight with Jay, than having to deal with three idiots who loves to shower themselves with compliments and bask in their own fantasy world instead of their reality.

"Why is Jongseong-sunbae giving you gifts?" You have never knitted your brows so fast before in your life, quickly taking down her accusation before she raised you a brow, picking up your pet dog who whimpered for help. You glared at the three, attempting to get Josh back, but was stopped by one of them, sitting you back down your chair. "Then, explain this."

You grunted in pain, one of your bruises in your stomach being hit by them. "Th-That's my pet dog. Her name is Josh." The one girl who was holding Josh scoffed, then started to choke the poor innocent pup by holding it by her collar, Josh whimpering loudly, using her tiny limbs to help herself up, but to no avail. "NO!" You were able to free yourself from being restraint, but once you did, you got a powerful kick delivered to your stomach which caused you to fall down to the tiled floor of the room. "LET HER GO!" You screamed out, a foot pinning you down to the ground.

The girls only laughed at your misery, finding fun in it while tears started to form in your eyes. You had just gotten Josh back and now you're going to lose her again, but now permanently. You can't let that happen. When that happens, you'd have nothing left to live for anymore. You had no friends, no brothers, no sisters, you are basically hidden from your whole family tree, in turn you had no one to call your family at all.

Soon, not longer than a few seconds, Josh was rescued by the arms of an unfamiliar man, judging by the special features on his uniform you're free to assume that he was a senior here in your school. "Going against the law again, ladies? This is an illegal treatment towards humans and animals." He said, carrying the corgi in his arms, all the while caressing its soft thin fur. "I must say, I am greatly disappointed with the three of you."

"It was Jinsoo who planned all of this." The last introduced girl confessed, Sunghoon shaking his head hung low with a small laugh.

He lifts his head up to face the trio who had given you so much trouble so early in the morning. Sunghoon tuts his tongue, putting the dog back down noticing it shake with fear in his arms, Josh running back to you where she always found it safe. "Girls, girls. Now, there's no point in pointing fingers. You all were still on it, right?" The girls replied with a guilty silence, proving himself correct. "Run along now, girls. I'll be the one to clean the mess you made." They all nod their heads and left immediately, embarrassed.

He lays his eyes on you, you getting back up with a groan, every second felt like a torture. He approached you to lend you a hand, you taking it needing any help you can get right now. "I'm sorry you got brought into this, sunbae."

Sunghoon gave a tight-lipped smile. "It's alright, Y/N. You really don't have to apologize. Park Sunghoon, by the way. I happened to be passing by and saw what was happening. As your upperclassman, I can't just stand still and watch. I must do something." He replied.

"That is true." You added, Sunghoon smiling.

"Plus, I can't handle watching a cute pup get harmed." Sunghoon told you, the edges of his lips reaching up to the sky. "Oh, and do please just look for me if Jay ever causes you any trouble again. If you need anything, I'll be at the football practice later." You reply with a nod, acknowledging his help putting a smile on your face.

Later, Sunghoon leaves after he had made sure that you were doing just fine. Even though there was only one addition to the person who you assume cares for you, you were grateful for it; it makes your heart full.

After classes, you were tired and so drained, almost able to fall asleep in your class unintentionally. Either way, you had thought of thanking of Jay who is probably now at his football practice, since an upcoming competition against another school was announced to commence in just a few days, so they need to prepare.

You are hesitating whether you should go for what your guts is telling you or not, because the last thing you would want right now is being punched to death, but at least Sunghoon will be there. Jay can't do anything under his watch. So, you finally decided to go to the field in a haste, a smile on your face while Josh happily yelped in Jay's bag. "Yes, bud. I'm happy you're back as well." You told him.

You fastened your pace on cleaning your desk and putting your things back into your bag and ran your way to the football field. All the way you had a smile on your face and thought of what you wanted to say to Jay, but you thought it would be better if it was made on the spot as it would mean it came from the heart.

You soon arrived at the place and just in time to see that the team was in a practice break. "Jongseong." You called to the older male who had his brows knitted at the sight of you, then excusing himself from the team to find his way to you. As soon as he was here in front of you, you gave him a smile and bowed. "Thank you for bringing Josh back." You thanked him, Jay only falling silent.

"Is that all you wanted to tell me?" Jay asked with a raised brow before you bent your body back up and nod your head in reply. Jay inhales deeply before letting it all out through his nose, clicking his tongue. "Alright. Then, if it's not too late I would like to apologize." Jay said, too straightforward and a straight face as though he didn't even mean it. Sure, it seemed to look like that, but Jay was honestly feeling sorry. He certainly didn't want to feel that way, but he couldn't help it. Your fucked up face and your fucked up life, it was all his fault and if he wants his friends back, he needs to make amends with the people who have done wrong. "It's not what it looks like. I just... feel like I'm too blame for your broken relationship with your family. So, if you don't mind, you can stay over at my house—"

"Oh, that's totally unnecessary." You quickly turned down his offer, cutting Jay off mid-sentence, the other male simply knitting his brows and crossed his arms.

Jay squints his eyes, whilst you only kept the smile on your face and laughed softly. Jay rolls his eyes and opted to leave, but decided to add something to his offer. "My house is always open for you. Just.. call me, I guess. But, this doesn't mean we're friends already." Jay continued, you nodding your head.

Then, what made you change your mind happened that same day during the night. "MOM! WHAT THE HELL?!" You yelled at her in disbelief, as she had took all the money you have saved up 'til today that you have planned to use on buying yourself a new phone. You have earned and deserve every penny and cash in your stash of piggy banks you owned and here you are hearing the news about your mother and father losing it all in their new hobby of gambling. "I NEVER COMPLAINED ABOUT YOU FUCKING UP MY LIFE AND HERE YOU ARE TAKING THE ONLY THING I HAD WANTED FOR MYSELF! YOU ARE BOTH SO SHITTY AND FUCKING SELFISH!" After you had lashed out on them, your father struck your face with his fist causing you to fall to the ground, head hanging low with anger rising in your blood.

"You have no respect!" Your father yelled at you, then soon started kicking you on the stomach, making you groan in pain with every strike. That's when you knew, you need to get away from this house, but in the most unexpected time so they wouldn't know you would leave and won't get the chance to even catch up about your whereabouts.

So after a few days, while your parents were asleep and unsuspecting, you decided to pack your things as silent as possible so you do not wake your parents up, although they probably can't hear you doing so. Better safe than never. Secretly, you snuck out of the house to make your way to Jay's, so they would have no idea of where you went and won't be able to chase you down. It's the least place they would be thinking of.

Jay woke up to the sound of someone knocking on his front door in the middle of the night, disturbing his well-deserved rest as he got up to check who in their right minds would go out knocking on people's door in such a time of the day. Anyone who would must have already lost their minds a long time ago. Anyways, he made his way downstairs, hearing another knock on his door. "Who is it?" Jay asked in a loud, yet tired voice, putting on his pink and blue bunny slippers.

"Jay, it's me. Y/N." Upon knowing it was you, for unknown reasons his heart made a somersault, quickly hurrying up to the door to open it up for you, startling you from the thud caused by Jay's body slamming his body on the door accidentally due to his eagerness. The door opens for you to see Jay who looked like he had just finished running a mile without stopping, you giving him an awkward smile. "Hey... did I disturb you with anything?"

Jay shakes his head in reply, your smile growing wider to become a more genuine one. "No. I was... uh, I was playing games on my computer." He excused himself, you simply nodding your head understanding. For almost about a minute, Jay couldn't stop himself from staring at your face. Now that he was this close with you, he asked himself why he had hated you in the first place. You had a literal beauty of a goddess and your eyes were so enticing that it only drew him in more. His eyes fell down to your lips as you talked, but his mind was hazy and all you said to him was just a blur. Nothing went into his head. He doesn't want to admit it, but to him you are beautiful when you smile.

"JONGSEONG!" You snapped him out of his train of thoughts making him flinch, your brows furrowing. "Oh, I'm sorry. I didn't mean to scare you." He blinks his eyes several times trying to process what he was just thinking, then suddenly becoming conscious of his own thoughts and widened his eyes, denying everything that had just circled inside his head. "Jay? Is anything wrong? You look like you've seen a ghost."

He shakes his head shyly, then gestured for you to get inside you acknowledging his kindness with a nod of your head. Jay flashes the lights on, you in awe with the surroundings, your mouth falling agape in shock. You never guessed Jay would keep a clean house, instead you kind of thought of him as a dirty, unclean type of guy, but this wholly proves you wrong.

You heard a rustle of clothes behind you, turning your body to look at Jay who had placed his hands in his coat's pockets. "M-Make yourself at home." He told you, then making his way up to his room to start solving his problems and his sudden panic upon realizing he was just admiring you a few minutes ago. "What... in the actual... fuck?"

He, for million of times starting this day moving forward, told himself that he only felt pity and guilt towards you that's why he was able to think like that, but why in the world does his heart always skip a beat whenever he sees you or hear you call his name in your voice? Whenever you talk with him, he felt a very unfamiliar feeling of butterflies swarming in his stomach that he always felt nervous when you're around him that he starts to sweat profusely that even Heeseung and Jake can sense that something was up and it was rather good, than bad.

Everyone seemed to have been shock that friendship between you and Jay had started to bloom, the whole campus covered in rumors about you being friends with benefits with Jay and you'd simply shut these useless assumptions, saying you were only mending the broken bond you once formed with Jay back in the days. Although, it started to become more stupid, referring to the rumors, that you weren't even bothered by it, neither was Jay and turned a blind eye on every comment about the two of you.

Days pass by quickly and each day, you and Jay started to become closer, but the latter still seemed to be uncomfortable around you and you can't help, but think that Jay still had a beef going on in his mind for you that you felt like all of this was just fake and Jay never really wanted to be friends with you in the first place. So, one day, having had enough, you started to confront him about it, face to face.

"Hyung, can you tell me what's bothering you? Is it me? Because, even before I could notice how you're avoiding me." You told him with furrowed brows and a small pout on your lips, that Jay would just want to kiss away. His eyes flickers from your eyes down to your lips that looked so kissable as of the moment. "See? This is what I meant. Do you hate me?"

Jay's eyes grew a size wider at your suspicions and stutters out a static noise as though a malfunctioning robot when he snaps out of his thoughts and starts to find excuses to get himself out of this situation. But, if he really wanted you to understand why he's been like this all this time, then he must tell you the truth. But, he was scared at the mere thought of admitting it to you and shrugged it off as just a phase, but it's already been months and this undying feeling whenever you're with him continued to spark and grew each time.

He opens his mouth to tell you another excuse, but found himself sighing in defeat. "No, Y/N. I don't hate you." He started, you crossing your arms and raised him a brow to tell him to keep going, knowing he'd still be going with an excuse as per usual. Nothing new with that. "The truth is, I... How do I put it?"

"Spit it out—"

"I think I've grown to like you, Y/N." Jay cuts you off, taking you aback at his confession, your confidence faltering almost immediately as one side of Jay's lips is lifted up to a smirk, his eyes all on you with pure admiration. "Every single time you are with me, it made my heart swell with joy that it felt like it was going to explode the longer you are with me. I wasn't trying to avoid you and I'm sorry I made you feel that way, but I always felt nervous around you, because I was afraid you'd find out the feeling I have for you that I kept as a secret. I know it's stupid, but I realized my mistakes and learned from them. Thanks to you. In fact, I haven't felt anything like this before. I didn't know it'd only take one genuine smile of yours to thaw my frozen heart."

Was he being serious right now? Or was this one of his excuses again? If it was, he didn't have to make a long ass speech for it, but the way he would blush and smile every now and then, you could pretty much tell that he was telling you the truth, but you didn't want to believe it. If you could name the best manipulator in the world, you'd say it was this man in front of you. "Jay, that won't work on—"

"When you open your mouth, it just makes me want to kiss you." Jay's words took you off guard, mouth falling shut, unable speak. "I'm serious, Y/N. I do actually want to kiss you." Your silence was too defeaning that it was too much for Jay to even wait for any words of confirmation from you, one of the older's hand finding its way up to the crook of your neck, angling his head to the side as he slowly starts to lean forward. You were frozen in your place, too shocked to even move, but kissing the ravenette wouldn't be so bad, would it?

Unconsciously, you wrapped your arms around Jay's neck and pulled him towards you, smashing your lips onto his as though you needed it so bad and have been wanting it for so long. Though it had ended for only a few seconds, Jay was grateful for every milliseconds of it.

Blood rose up to your cheeks in embarrassment, before realizing what you had just done, then running up to your room to think about what you've done, slamming the door shut while Jay stood in place with a smile glued to his face. That was the best kiss he had ever had and the first, too. "I'm inlove."

After that day, you couldn't even look at Jay straight in the eyes, for whenever you do all you could ever think of was that one kiss you should have given to some other guy as your first. Jay was the least person you could ever think of and well, last night had to happen. It was unexpected and it felt like you were drunk and you didn't like it. AT. ALL. The question is though, why does it make your heart flutter whenever you think of that time? That kiss that made your heart thump so rapidly you thought it was going to come out of your chest? Why does that one thing always keep you up at night?

Take this for example. On a night before your exams for your finals, you had just finished studying and were now reviewing for another run through. Sure it would have been easy, but then all of a sudden, Jay's soft lips is in your head, that one night replaying inside your head. Without noticing it, your face would split into a smile and start giggling to yourself, not until you grow conscious of your actions and let out a loud groan, hitting your face with a pillow as hard as you can and until you forget all about it. It turns out, this will become your daily routine every night.

To you, it is so frustrating given that it can be a possibility of you being in love with—"Sunghoon. I like Park Sunghoon." Your denial of your feelings only gave you a roll of the eyes from Jake who, then hooks an arm around your shoulders and clicks his tongue.

"I gotta say, you have a thing for Parks, huh? First, mah boy, Jay, then now Sunghoon? You're a funny one, Y/N. Let me hand it to you." Jake comments, you only groaning in annoyance shaking your head vigorously. Since the day you have started to stutter around Jay, the latter the one who's been clinging to you now. The roles have changed.

You eyed Jake who had a pursed lip smile, another groan moving past your lips as you slammed your head on the table. "Hyung, I just..." You trailed off, trying to find the right words to say, but couldn't, a simple sigh leaving your mouth. "...Fuck. I don't even know why I'm trying so hard to deny my feelings." You sighed, Jake furrowing his brows.

"What do you mean?" Jake asked with a raised brow, you looking at him in pure disbelief.

"Hyung, I meant, let's say I have feelings for Jay, but what if I'm just forcing myself to like him just because of that one kiss? What if it suddenly all fades away and we forget about each other's existence? Hyung, I don't want that to happen. Not again." You admitted to Jake who was amused with your practicality and realistic, rational thinking. Jake was able to find the problem. You liked Jay, but you didn't want to hurt Jay and yourself with just one simple mistake.

"Would it hurt you if you tried?" Jake questions, you opening your mouth to retaliate, but got none in your head and shook your head. "Then, how about you give it a shot, yeah? You're already thinking of what should be ahead of you that you're overthinking all about it. You should focus more on the present. Whatever happens next is up to fate." The foreigner gives you a light shake of encouragement making you smile, before nodding your head in reply.

When your classes had aready ended, you made your way to the usual place where you and Jay would meet with each other to walk home together. You thought it would be a great chance to tell Jay about what you feel about him or what's been leaving you confused for days. It's been eating you alive all these days that if you kept it going for another more day, you'd feel like you have already lost a battle.

While you were so deep in your thoughts, you barely noticed Jay coming up from behind you to cover your eyes with hands, a soft noise of laughter coming out of his lips. "Guess who?" Jay asked, changing the sound of his voice.

"Jongseong-hyung." You answered, Jay mimicking the sound of a correct siren button, a bitter smile creeping its way up to your face before he made a turn to face you, noticing the faint sadness in your face.

Jay furrows his brows in concern, wanting to know the reason why you had a frown on your face. "Oh? Y/N, why do you look so sad? Did someone hurt you? Tel me. I'll be the one to beat their asses up."

You chuckled all the while shaking your head no as an answer to his question. "No. Nobody. I've just been meaning to tell you something." You told him, Jay looking from left to right to check if anyone was around who could hear the conversation between you and him. He takes your hand and drags you to a place where it's not crowded with people and free from any ears that could be eavesdropping on what you and Jay are talking about. He tells you 'go' and you start with a sigh. "Hyung. Before I lose the courage I have mustered up right now for this moment, I want to tell you that I..." You trailed off, looking up only to discover that the older had his eyes already on you, eyes coming in contact, all of your confidence drained.

Jay gestures for you to continue, but your mouth remained quiet. "Y/N. 'You', what? Don't leave me hanging." The ravenette asks you in a curious voice.

You're brought back to reality and smiles. "Hey, hyung. Are you hungry? Why don't we—"

"Y/N. Finish what you wanted to tell me. No one's leaving this place until you've successfully told me what you've been dying to tell me." Jay told you with a stern voice, you gulped in fear Jay's brows knitted.

You bit on your bottom lip, head hung low. You tried to tell him, but only a laugh came out of your throat. "It's funny, hyung." You said, trying to sound really convincing, but Jay knew there is something that has been in your mind that's causing you to have problems in your life and he wants to help you resolve it. "Am I really that easy to get? All it had to take was one kiss and I'm head over heels for you." You let out.

"What? No, no. What do you mean by easy to get?" Jay asked you, then placing his hands on your shoulders. "You're not easy to get, Y/N. There's been many guys who have taken interest in you, but you chose me. The newest contender."

"That's... exactly what I meant." You said, Jay blinking his eyes several times, you unable to find the point in what he said.

"What I meant to say is, you were meant for me and me for you." Jay explained, your face distorted in disgust. "Call it cheesy, but it's the simplest way to put it. Do you want me to elaborate?" You shook your head vigorously, knowing just how 'elaborate' he can be. It'd take him a full whole day explaining himself and suddenly turn into a mini Shakespeare. That's the last thing you want to happen. "Besides that, it makes my heart full knowing we have a mutual understanding. I'll be sure to make you the happiest, Y/N and of course serenade my way to your heart before I officially become your boyfriend." You smile with a blush on your face, not even able to face Jay.

After a few years, Jay had graduated from college and you couldn't be more happier for that. Jay decided to enter a job as soon as possible for the two of you, so he can sustain for you and for himself; his priority is you. He had the goal to fix the house for whenever you decide to have kids for your own, be it a furbaby or not. Either way, he would be happy with what he has, since he got you.

Now in the present, you were seated comfortably on his bed, watching your wonderful of a boyfriend type away on his laptop, a little pout forming on his lips as he concentrates on his work. You fiddled with your fingers nervously, not knowing how to start the things you want to tell Jay. You were grateful that he was so patient with you and respected your decision of a sexual free relationship, but as your love for each other grows day by day, you start to contemplate whether what you did was right and wouldn't stop thinking that maybe Jay goes out with different people to have sex with and just wouldn't tell you. So, you've decided to swallow your words and take back the wish you had told Jay to follow.

You cleared your throat subtly, Jay still busy on working. "Jongseong. We've been in a relationship for more than a year now and I think... I.. I'm ready now." You told Jongseong, who was currently working on his office papers, with a shaking voice. When he heard what you had just said, his ears perked up in excitement as though how a dog's would when they hear that they're about to be served with food, but he thought about how sudden this all was. I mean, you did say that you wanted a relationship avoiding any type of sexual intercourse and he fully understands why you wanted that out of the picture and well, just learned to live with it.

Although hearing you right now saying those few words, he was surprised and felt as though there is something wrong. Without any hesitation, Jay looks over at you, his eyes catching sight of your anxious expression as he sighed sadly, taking a break from his work, then joined you on the bed, taking the space beside you, holding your hand. "Darling, you cannot—"

"I-I'm serious, hyung. I want you to fuck me." You stuttered out, but it was clear as day how you looked so nervous and he didn't like seeing that the most. You heard Jay sigh, as you glanced up at him from your staring at the mattress, Jay opening his arms wide open so you could get in between him for a cuddle. You complied, feeling all your anxiety dissipate as you engulfed yourself in Jay's warmth, the latter caressing your back in a comforting manner.

Jay smiles, planting a quick, but affectionate kiss on top of your head. "Y/N, is there anything wrong? You always told me if there is anything bothering you and I immediately run to your aid, so how is your problem now any different?" Jay asks you out of concern, whilst you only nestled yourself further into his care, unable to reply. "Darling." He calls you out in gentle, but almost stern voice only because he wants to help you with whatever is making you so anxious.

You heaved out a sigh of defeat, laying your head on his chest. "It's just... I'm scared that since you don't get any chance.. you know for a release, you go and fool around with other people." Jay to say the least was shocked with your words, you burying your head on his arm when he fell silent. "You can hurt me now."

"WHAT?! No, no. Y/N. The last thing I ever want to do is hurt you, again. The last time I did was like ages ago and I never want that to happen for another time." Jay furrowed his brows, pulling you closer to him. "But, that's besides the point. Y/N, listen. I would never go behind your back and fuck other people that's not you. I may look like it, but I'm a man of dignity. I don't ever want to ruin my image to you." He added before placing a soft kiss on your cheeks. "Please, remember that. And if you'd like, you can even check my laptop for any evidences, no wait, I'll give you all the gadgets I own just to be sure."

You laughed lightly at Jay who was certain with what he was saying, but you only thought of it as if he was joking. "No need to go overboard, hyung." You told him, Jay smiling upon successfully putting a smile on your face, showering you with kisses as you giggled. "But, Jongseong. I really do want to do it with you, disregarding the fact that I was overthinking over useless things."

Jay hums. "Are you sure about that, darling?" You nod your head in reply shyly, one side of his lips lifting up to the stars. "As much as I want to, unfortunately I can't. At least, not now, though. I still have a lot of office works to do that's due tonight." Jay told you, you nodding your head understanding.

You carefully moved away from him, so Jay could return to what he was doing minutes ago before he came to help you with what's worrying you so much that it's causing your brows to meet together. Feeling more relieved, you chose to sleep and wait for the morning to arrive, but you're suddenly dawned upon with realization that tomorrow you had classes and it starts at seven in the morning. Still laid on your bed, you stole a glance towards Jay who was already starting his computer works, now being on a call with one of his co-workers.

Out of nowhere, you had a wild idea appear in your head caused by your constant indulgence in reading rated 18 comics. Maybe, that's one of the reason why you suddenly had the courage to be fucked—Anyways, you were merely watching them talk before mustering up all the strength you had left in you, then as though your body had a brain of it's own, you got up from your bed to make your way to Jay. Your mind and eyes completely filled with lust, like it had taken possession over you, feeling your whole body start to heat up.

Hearing a snippet of their conversation, you could tell it was all about their office tasks, but you could only care less, sneaking under his desk with the older male too busy to even notice the movements below him. Only was he able to realize when he felt a gentle, yet warm to the touch feeling in between his crotch, telling the person he was on call with to wait a second so he can check.

He peeks under to gently take your hand away from him, making you sad a little, muting his mic. "What are you doing, Y/N? I'm on call." Jay laughs lightly at you, finding your desperation way too cute and tempting

"I noticed... erm, you were kinda stressed and I wanted to help." Jay rolls his eyes with a smirk, turning his camera off and pushed his chair away, you sitted cross-legged on the floor while Jay carried you into his arms with no trouble, as though you weighed nothing. "Jay~" You whined, but the said male didn't listen and continued carrying you to your shared bed, so he could tuck you in.

"You have classes tomorrow, darling. You should get more sleep. Plus, there's plenty of time for us to do whatever you want. Just not today." Jay winked at you, tapping the top of the blanket lightly. Then with a tone of a mother's gentle and caring voice he bids you good night and smiles with a kiss on your forehead after. "Good night, darling. I'll join you when I'm done." You dejectedly nod your head, Jay brushing away the stray strands of your hair that stuck to your forehead. With that, in a matter of a few seconds, you soon drift off to dreamland.

As of the moment, you were only dozing off only wanting for your classes to end. The teacher in front was only speaking nonsense, talking about her daily life as if it would help their students be able to pass their exams and get a higher grade. They always stray from their lesson and start gossiping about events in school, which you weren't complaining, but it will really give you a hard time to study and review, since you really didn't learn anything during the discussion. Only the fact that your teacher had slept with 20 grown up men in just one night. That is totally sick and greatly concerning.

Throughout the whole class, all you could ever do was sit, yawn, and stare at nowhere in particular. Just too bored to even do the inititiative to move your ass to find an excuse to get away from this class. This is wasting a lot of your time in learning if you ask me. You merely sighed out, hoping that would help you out of your boredom.

Just this morning, you woke up to an empty bed, knowing Jay had to leave first so he doesn't run late for his work. He does not prioritize his work nor is a workaholic, but he is simply making a living for you and him. You decided for yourself that once you graduate, you'd find a job immediately to help Jay, but that plan went down the gutter when you realized it was never that easy.

Although the bed was cold, you were certain that Jay had just left judging by the warm breakfast meal that was seated on the table with a fly cover to prevent those insects from stealing your food. A note was left stuck to the side signed by Jay.

'If food runs cold, just microwave the food, darling. Don't be shy. ;)'

You chuckled at the text, taking the food from the table to microwave it for just a minute. You really didn't find halfly warm foods any appetizing at all. It just makes you lose your appetite. In conclusion, you seem to be a picky eater when it comes to food you want to eat, but Jay's was an exception. He just makes everything taste, smell and look delicious. Like you'd practically drool by only watching it. You wished this was always your life.

Finally, the most awaited event has arrived, everyone being all giddy and happy, especially because of the amount of food there was. It was the day of their office's Acquaintance party and all were super excited, bringing all their families and friends whoever they wanted to bring. There was just so many food for everyone. Jay asked you to find a seat for the two of you, telling you he will be at the backstage since he will be performing for all the eyes present in the room. You teased him a lot about it, while he would do a secy dance in front of you, purposely making it cringey for you, so he could make you laugh. The sound was so beautiful to him, even though in your opinion you though you sounded exactly like a whale.

Anyways, you kinda felt awkward and shy around all the other people, basically since you knew no one and seemed like they were all getting along just well, but here you were all alone in a table for five with no one to talk to. If anything, you guessed you were the youngest in the room, judging by the appearances of the other people inside. You weren't saying they were old, rather you thought they were around their mid-20s or in their early 30s, so with that, you would guess all that's in their head is about work and you'd just feel out of place.

Until one cheery person came to you to talk with you when he noticed you were all alone in a distance. "Hey, there. The name's Kim Taehyung or you can just call me Taehyung. You're Jongseong's boyfie, huh, huh? Are you, are you?" He nudged you, making you chuckle nodding your head. "I knew it! Lucky! Every girl at my work always talked about him and tried to make a move on him, but he rejected every single one of them and always replied he already had a lover he is satisfied to be with and let me tell you that's the most precious thing a person could ever say." He informed you, you smiling as he talked.

"He really does?" You asked him and the other only nodded his head cutely, red tinting your cheeks. "Guess I wasn't the only proud person in this room." Taehyun laughs at you, before going on telling you more stories about Jay at their workplace.

After a few more minutes, it was announced by the emcees that Jay and his group was about to perform, so you braced yourself and prepared to watch your soon to be husband perform on stage. He did add though that they were to sing the song they were performing as well.

Soon, they were on stage and everyone started cheer in chains, including yourself shouting out your boyfriend's name, who saw you immediately in the ocean of people. Sending you a flying kiss, but one girl had stood up pretending to catch it and placed it on her chest, her friends squealing which made your eye twitch in both anger and jealousy.

You poked the inside of your cheek at how annoying they were to you, getting up from your seat and placed yourself in between them. You squealed along with them, maybe more than usual that it made them look at you. You sighed, wiping a fake tear from your eyes. "Isn't my boyfriend handsome?" You said, hoping they would get the idea.

She scoffed in disgust. "You mean MY boyfriend? Who are you even?" She acted as though she was trying to correct your statement, Taehyung widening his eyes behind the current ongoing drama happening.

You looked at her in shock, opening your mouth to say something, but only a chuckle moved past your lips, finishing with an exhale through your mouth, then glancing back at the clueless girl. "I'm literally that man's boyfriend.

She rolled her eyes at your 'stupidity' and laughed it off, thinking you were just another person who has a crush on Jay. "Liar does suit you better. Keep convincing yourself that, but you won't be going anywhere." She told you, your blood boiling at her. In your anger, you got back up from your seat and started to pull on her hair while the girl screamed in pain. "AHH! LET GO!"

"Not so brave now, are ya? Want help from someone else to defend you? What a wimp!" You degraded the female who dared try to insult Jay's boyfriend, you, and pulled even stronger, you at the advantage side as you had no long hair like this woman who's screaming like a witch.

This caused a ruckus to take place inside the venue, the commotion dragging the group of men who was on the stage checking what was going on. Jay was surprised to have caught you with his own eyes fighting with another person, getting down from the stage and to you to break off the fight. "GUYS, GUYS! WHAT IS HAPPENING?" He said, you taking her hands away from the lady, as she pointed towards you, as you hung your head low in guilt.

"He said you were his boyfriend, baby. Tell him he's wro—"

"I am his boyfriend. Is there a problem with that?" Jay raises a brow at the lady who only gasped and started to cry in her place, before facing you and took your arm, but gently, not wanting to hurt you. He takes you outside of the place announcing that everything is alright and there is nothing to be worried about. His eyes fell down to you and he could see how you were too guilty to even lift your head up to look at him. Once, you two were outside, Jay starts off with a gentle voice consulting you. "Y/N, what happened back there? Did she hurt you in any way?" He asks you, you replying with a shake of your head.

"She... told me she was your girlfriend and insulted me, telling me I was a liar and it just made me so angry. Trust me when I say I tried so hard to pounce at her and pluck every strand of her hair out. Well, I was successful, but the hair plucking maybe wasn't." You told him everything in full detail, Jay sighing in relief upon hearing your explanation and pulled you in for a warm embrace, you feeling confused.

You faced up at him curiously. "Hyung, aren't you going to defend her and tell me I shouldn't have done that?"

Jay shakes his head in reply and caresses the back of your head in a comforting manner. "I'm just happy it wasn't you who started the cat fight. Otherwise I would be very angry." The taller male said. "Come on. Let's get back inside. Everyone's still probably waiting for me." He laughed softly, you nodding your head, Jay ruffling your hair.

Soon, after the party, you and Jay pretty much went back to your respective hotel room drunk and wasted, slurring out words you can't even understand, only laughing at each other when one would trip and fall to the ground. You two were almost like children playing in the mud as you both made your way to your room.

The moment you two arrived in your room, you flopped down on the bed with you on top of Jay still laughing your asses off until your eyes met with one another and your laughter died down, admiring each other's faces as Jay lifts a hand to tuck a stray hair behind your ear. "You're so beautiful, my dear." Jay said, you leaning into his touch with a smile on your face.

Without wasting any second, you hungrily pressed your lips down on his, Jay quickly matching the same vibe, teeth clashing with each other, badly needing the heat from the other. You let out a pleasured sigh, moaning in between kisses, Jay swallowing every noise that came out from your throat. The older male groans, feeling his lips stretch into a smile, him biting on your bottom lip to as for entrance.

You set your your lips apart, Jay starting to explore your cavern with his tongue, immediately dominating over you. Your wet muscles danced together in a rhythm only both of you knew, every once in a while pulling away to take a breathe, then coming back for more. Tongues swirled with each other, your salivas mixing with each other as euphoric noises echoed through the thick walls of the room, not worried at all about the others posisbly hearing what you two were up to.

You finally pulled away to a stop, a string of viscous transparent liquid connecting both of you. You used the back of your palm to wipe your lips, then feeing something poke from under you, a smirk making its way up to Jay's lips, staring up at you with his eyes filled with a need for lust. "Did you feel a knock, Y/N? Why don't you give it a check?" He gruffed out, running his fingers through your hair, you simply nodded your head in reply. "That's a nice, boy."

It all happened so fast. The second all your clothes were discarded, you immediately went into action and here you were having yourself get roughly fucked, even though it's your first time, by Jay who was grunting out in pure pleasure, fastening his pace with every passing minute. "Do you think you can still tease me, darling?" Jay smirked, his thrusts getting more rapid.

You felt weak in his arms, Jay almost as if he was using you as fleshlight. "Too fas—AH! J-Jay..NNNAH!" You moaned out in pure bliss, your eyes rolling back to the back of your head, vibrating in place.

Loud squelching noises resonates along the walls, skin slapping against skin mixed with the sounds filling the whole room, Jay completely turning you into a moaning mess, feeling the pleasure all at once. Jay only waited for you to adjust to his inhumane size and when he received a go sign from you, well that practically led you to this. Jay fucking you into oblivion, pleasuring himself using your body as though you were just a toy to him.

Beads of sweat starts to drip down from Jay's forehead, some of his hair sticking onto his face, as he grits his teeth from exerting so much force on his thrusts, while keeping you in place with his strong, muscular arm by the waist. The constant stimulation made you excrete loud, lewd noises that only brought sensations to Jay's manhood as he continues to drill your asshole with no remorse.

Jay leans his body down towards you, coming in contact with your back as he started to shower you in kisses lavishly, then finding a good spot in your neck to use his teeth and bite to mark his property as you let out a silent gasp from the shock. You soon fall into his arms, out of strength having already climaxed for the third time from getting your prostate endlessly abused by Jay, yet the taller male still had to.

"Oh, you're still not tired, are you, Y/N? I'm still not done. We were just starting." He smirked into your skin, a shiver running down your spine, as Jay pulls out until it was only his tip inside of you, only to slam himself down to you, a boisterous moan leaves your throat as Jay does it for a few more times, before he moves back to hammering his cock in a rough pace.

"AH, ANNH! AAH! HYUNG!" You yelled out without a care, tongue rolled out from your mouth with a lewd smile plastered onto your face, body moving to the movements of Jay's strong thrusts. "Y-YES! SO BIG—AAAH!" You screamed, when Jay gave you another thrust to rile you up even more.

You felt another coil in your stomach, meaning you were close to another climax, but Jay sudden stops with no notice at all, you whimpering at the loss. Jay chuckles at you, approaching to whisper into your ear. "Darling, don't worry. I know you want more." He give your earlobe a lick, his voice causing chills to overwhelm your whole system. If you had known earlier, just how sexier Jay could be, you could have done this with him a long time ago.

Jay repositions you whilst he gets himself lying down on the bed, propping himself with his elbows, now you were the one on top of him. "Hy-Hyung, is position..." You panted out, your hands on his abdomen, the sight of your state right now, already sobered up, it only made Jay feel more turned on. He wraps his arms around your neck, pulling you down to him for a hug, his dick still buried deep in your no more virgin hole, Jay fully lying down on the bed. "Hyungie..?"

"Just relax, babe." Jay commands of you in a gentle voice, unable to comprehend everything he meant when his arms fell down to your waist, then locking you into place as he thrusts his hips up, feeling his cock dig deeper inside of you. "Fuck, shit! You feel so good, darling." Jay says out into your ears.

Soon, before you could even reply, Jay was back to his unusual speed and all you could ever muster to say was nothing, but your boyfriend's name, repeating it as though it was a mantra. You felt Jay grow bigger inside of you when he caught the look on your face, fucked dumb. "J-JAY, AAH! TOO DEEP, DEEP! AAAH!"

And for the whole night, it went on without stopping, trying out different positions every passing hour, the other people in their rooms unable to even get a wink of sleep they needed caused by the screams and noises in your room.

The following morning, Jay was the first one to wake up, finding you all cuddled up in his arms, smiling at the cuteness that is you which he owes his life with. He caresses the soft skin of your cheeks, your eyes fluttering open at the mere touch. "Good morning, darling. Did you have a good night?" Jay teases you, you only burying your head in his chest out of embarrassment, but he did receive a nod as an answer from you as he start to play with your hair. "That's good to hear."

"SIM. JAEYUN!" Heeseung's voice boomed from inside the room who had just arrived from his work, the door slamming open as his presence soon came to be known, the said male widening his eyes in fear. His lips turned pale at the look Heeseung had applied on his face. "Are you telling bad things—"

"Daddy! Father, just told us about uncle Y/N's and uncle Jay's love story." Their youngest son, Niki ran up to Heeseung to give him a hug by the leg and smiled widely up at the adult. Heeseung's anger subsides at the memory of yours and Jay's story, finding it so sweet and destined. Jay apparently had changed a lot since that day you became his.

Heeseung carries Niki into his arms, the child with his small arms wraps them around his daddy's neck. "Sorry, Jake. I thought... nevermind." Jake's expression softens and closes the photo album of you and Jay and nears Heeseung to give him a hug to assure him and get rid of his overthinking, though Heeseung was right. Thanks to Niki, his father was out of trouble.

You had just made your way down with their boyfriend, Sunghoon who gasps dramatically and crosses his arms in disappointment. "Wow. That's really offensive." Sunghoon said with a poker face, Heeseung rolling his eyes before he gestures for the man to join in on them and the male smiles jogging his way up to them and wraps his arms around them.

It had already been years and you had applied for a job as a babysitter and nanny for Niki who was now in kindergarten. "By the way, I'm so proud of your son, guys." You started, taking a place down their sofa, Niki brightening up and asks for Heeseung to let him down sp he can make his way up to you, his most favorite nanny he ever had.

Once Niki was by your feet, you took him up and held him into your arms while Niki squealed. He whispers a 'tell them, tell them' as you chuckled and nodded your head. "He was made fun today for having three fathers," You said, making the three males frown once he heard about your news, but was confused why you would be so proud about it. "But, he told them off by saying at least he had a family to live with. We were visiting the orphanage."

"NIKI! You grow up so fast!" Heeseung said as he takes him from your arms and twirls him around.

Then, the door opens with a loud creal and a small little girl comes in holding a person's hand. When she pulls the person her hand was holding onto, you saw that it was Jay as your face lights up with joy and runs up to him to give him a hug. "Hey! I didn't know you were coming for the Christmas."

Jay hugs you with his free arm and smiles widely. "I can't bare going back to the states for my work without having to see the people first before I go." He explains the situation as you slapped his arm playfully, then his eyes fell onto Niki who Jay had remembered to have only been a year old and was still small, now he was already big. "Oh my. Niki has grown so much already."

"Yeah, I mean it had already been five years since you left." Jake rolls his eyes and scoffs. "You didn't even bring any gifts for us or to Y/N at least. You broke up with him over the phone!" Jake speaks out without thinking, breaking the comfortable atmosphere in the room as you slowly removed your hands from Jay and looks at him, having the same sad look.

"Y/N, about that. Can we talk in private?" Jay asks you, you replying with a nod. Jay first tells his daughter to play with Niki for a while. Later, you were outside at the front porch, Jay not knowing how to start the things he wanted to tell you. "Y/N, I'm.. I'm sorry. I truly am."

You smiled sadly at him at his apology, remembering all those nights you had to go through in pain, crying and depressed. Let me tell you a little story. Once Jay was promoted to a higher position in his work, he was stationed to an abroad working program, so without much any choice, to provide you both with the finance he and you needed, he had to leave. There was no problem for the first year he was away, but during your birthday you had received the worst news you could ever get from Jay.

Their team had threw out a party, so obviously they were going to get pretty much wasted after that and with that being said, you already know where this was going. On your birthday, he called you over the phone and without ever considering what you would feel, he tells you that he needed to break things off with you all of a sudden, you not even knowing the reason why he was doing this, but after a few months you had seen a post of him and his newly wed wife holding their very first born.

For the whole duration, you couldn't get rid of the grief and have already thought of killing yourself due to the pain you felt in your chest. It was unbearable, that it always left you in a miserable state, as though you were back to the past where you were beated up until you were broken. "It's okay, Jongseong. I was able to move on from it already. It wasn't easy, but I was glad the guys were always there for me." You replied, clasping your hands together.

"Y/N.." Jay let out of his guilt, deep in his heart, hoping he could have done something to his out of control hormones.

"Jongseong, it's alright. I swear. I don't want to be reminded about it anymore." You told him, then stood up to get back inside the house, your lips quivering at the sudden pain in your heart, as though there were strings being pulled from inside your chest, breaking your heart even more. Maybe, one day. You hoped, there would be someone who could treat you better and hoped it comes, soon.

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