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maxphilippa · 4 months

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The Super Object Energy + Cobalt Blue's Unknown Story.

So. This just dropped. Let's talk about it.

In the video it is explained that the Super Objects were the ones that created life amongst objects, this already saying a lot about the fact that the Super Object Energy is genuinely the strongest power ever known to object-kind.

They used that power to create life the same way others could use it to destroy. But then. We KNOW that Cobalt Blue was an artificial Super Object. But he was responsible of rock based objects.

So this means that Cobalt Blue was just as strong as the others, but he didn't win because again, he's just ONE super object. His army was strong but we're talking about four other super objects here.

But then that makes me wonder. Why did they choose Cobalt Blue anyway? How did they create said life? We know that to an extent, it really is just very linked to the person and what they use the power for. Let's take a look at Supreme EC and (Super) Computer.

Supreme EC's example on the power being able to destroy but also to create life are really obvious, but his are more of an hurting the enviroment heavily (the skies turning red and glowy) and as well the thunderbolts that come from him. He has the power that WAS GIVEN TO COBALT BLUE ON THE PAST. SO OF COURSE HE WAS THAT STRONG.

ESPECIALLY EVEN MORE since he did absorb the powers from his minions, after all. Which means that The Super Object energy can only get bigger and bigger, and the damage that it causes can get worse. It can also change the aspect of the person as well, this being obvious with Cobalt Blue (the red veins) and EC's horns and tail.

But apparently what holds the Super Object Energy from being stupidly overpowerful is. The body of those who have it.

The Super Objects are quite literally Gods, but they're not immortal by any means. They are strong and can take a lot of damage, but their body can take only so much power.

And. This brings my doubt.

HOW did Computer not die instantly when EC got to him, EVEN IF he wasn't an Super Object?

And again. Super Objects can create life, in theory, "they can even turn death into life". What does Computer do? Exactly. He is alongside EC, the only guy able to revive people, but EC probably only had his abilities once he got his Supreme form. Computer is STILL a mystery. And.

Super objects have great resistance after all. But that's the thing. He wasn't a super object there.

[gets close to the mic] what i'm saying is that computer might just be an even more interesting guy because he has shown to have abilities that are similar to the super objects, EVEN WHEN he was still just some guy.

Now remember the thing I said about the Super Objects being literal Gods? And that even then they can still die?

Super Computer wasn't able to kill Supreme EC because he was not only limited by his emotions, but his body was also LIMITING the power.

So when he dies, since he does not have a body, The Super Object Energy doesn't need to put limitations to itself in order to not put the person at risk, or to keep them safe anymore.

It's a complete weapon. Way stronger than EC.

Because it managed to completely delete him from existence, but it also managed to fix ALL of the damage he caused. Because it came from Computer. From the purest part of him. From his soul.

It destroyed death and gave life a new chance.

So I think that the Super Object Energy is a really interesting concept as a whole. It makes sense that it makes life.

It can be used to destroy or to create it. To hurt or to protect. To hate or to love. Can you believe that the only person that used all of that power, from all of the past super objects, loved that place so much that he didn't mind if he was dead because of it at the end? That he was the only person in the last couple of decades to use that power for good? (Alongside the s1 competitors)

Now, with Cobalt...

What makes it the more tragic for Cobalt is that his super object energy... led him to believe that he was a saviour of sorts.

And the worst part is that he was convinced that he would surpass the others.

Cobalt Blue is just a perfect example of going mad with power, although with initially good intentions.

However, my point remains. Cobalt's actions seem to pretty much have started from a wish to protect others, but later on he ended up being consumed by his own thoughts and power. Not saying that this excuses his actions, but that it gives him some more depth.

Him being described as an rather mysterious object is fascinating. The historians don't know much about him, even if he was the biggest threat back in the day. We don't really KNOW much about CB on an emotional and psychological perspective.

We also DON'T know why he had that ability on the first place.

We know that it's a product from being an artificial super object, but then, why fumes that can control people? Was it that the Super Object energy just choose itself? Did it consume Cobalt?

... he wanted to protect his group, or he didn't want to be forgotten.

Or probably, wanted to make sure he could be just as important as them.

The way he looks so happy on past times before he got exiled makes me wonder what was going on inside his head.

Of course it was wrong. But look at his smile. It isn't a challenging one or a threathening one at all. But rather a proud one?

He wanted to be known. And he is. But was it worth it?

He was so obsessed with wanting to be strong that it ended up being what it killed him. It's also possible that there wasn't any hurting in his original plan.

Of course, kidnapping IS fucked up, but it was stated that he attacked the towns after he got exiled.

"And he was strong"

I think that's the part that shocks me the most.

His army was strong. He was strong. But he still wasn't a match for them. And yet his power remained there for years even after dying.

And all of these factors make his final scene on TDOS so so much more worse.

He's alive without a purpose.

At least with his power he had an idea of who he was.

Without it... he's nothing.

Or maybe he never was someone.

No one knows him. Not us. Not the historians. Not the cast. Not even himself knows who he is.

He outlived them. And yet he has done nothing but hurting others. Was this the saviour he wanted to be?

Was it?

#the daily object show #tdos #tdos analysis #tdos computer #tdos cobalt blue #tdos evil computer #tdos osc #object show community #osc #max overanalyzes characters #long post #maxposteo #i love you cobalt i love youuuuuu

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omegapheromone · 16 days

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I was thinking about this post and the ensuing conversation about retail and customer service workers. In the notes there is a lot of talk about the more scent-oriented stuff, but in this post, I wanna talk about something else that occurred to me.

Karens/Kevins in Omegaverse.

I should immediately state that I'm not from the US, so my personal experiences with Karens may differ somewhat, and my overall understanding of the "trope" or "personality type" is based on both my own non-US experiences and personal anecdotes and stories/footage/other posts I've encountered online. To me it seems Karens are quite universal and have very similar traits regardless of where in the world you are (entitlement, selfishness, bigoted opinions, thinking themselves better than others and just the sheer audacity), but I figured I should state I'm not personally familiar with the US Karen specifically, only through online accounts of encounters.

Anyhow! In the post I linked above I talked about the concept of "alpha males" and "incels" except translated into actual omegaverse- but I don't think I've ever seen anyone talk about what KARENS (or just, shitty not-alpha-male or incel/niceguy/nicegirl types) would be like in Omegaverse. Here are some things I personally feel like would be very common to Karens and Kevins, and the different kinds of them one might encounter.

Types Of Karens in Omegaverse/A/B/O/+

(Or in other words, a look at different types of shitty people in general, using the term Karen/Kevin rather generously.)

*note: while I'm classifying the different types of Karens into omega/beta/alpha, it doesn't mean that all Karens of said type MUST be of the dynamic mentioned- any dynamic or subdynamic can express the behaviors of a specific Karen-type, it's just more common for certain dynamics to embody a specific stereotypical karen-ness.

Omega (Ω) Karen, type: "Bitter"/"Bitter&Entitled"

Often, when speaking about "Karens", this is the type that comes into mind first. Karens of this type are the most likely to be similar to the perfect stereotype of a soccer mom parent, who believes they're entitled to anything and everything simply because they exist. They will not hesitate to use their kids/pups as an excuse to demand special treatment, and are exactly the type to berate a teacher for their own brat misbehaving in class, because "my McKaylwynn could NEVER, she's an ANGEL!". Almost always, they are trying very hard to live through their own kids, and often show favouritism towards any alpha children they may have. These are the type who will wonder why their kids move out at 18 and almost never talk to them. These Karens almost always stay in unhappy marriages at any cost, as they believe their alpha is what gives them their status and worth to a large extent, and often factors such as religious views on divorce being bad or a belief of bonding being "for life" is a part of this. They can, and in many cases DO cheat on their partners, however (and the partner likely does the same anyway). Military wives (the stereotypical kind) are a subtype of this Karen.

Usually, on the inside, these Karens are bitter omegas who grew up in conservative enviroments and internalized the idea that their purpose is to have kids. Now that they've had those kids, they feel entitled to special treatment, because they've supposedly been a "model omega" and believe that they deserve to be praised. These Karens are the type to ask other (often young) omega family members invasive questions during family gatherings, and tell them "they'll get it when they have pups of their own!". These Karens also cannot fathom the idea that an omega may choose to remain child-free, and does not approve of any same-dynamic relationships, especially omega/omega ones, as they believe it's "just a phase" and "they just need to meet the right Alpha to change their minds".

Deep down, as I mentioned, these Karens are likely just extremely bitter individuals, who have convinced themselves their lives are "good" and that they are "happy" because it follows the conservative ideal for an omega's role. Almost certainly, these Karens actually had dreams and ambitions of their own that were squashed by the enviroment they grew up and lived in, so now they are hellbent on taking out that bitterness on anyone who dares to step outside the mold for the "ideal omega", even more so if those individuals are clearly happy doing what THEY want. Usually, these Karens aren't aware of any of this however, so introspection and therapy are rarely going to help as their protective barrier of entitlement and self-impotance is simply too strong at this point.

Common phrases of the Bitter & Entitled Karen:

"I want to talk to your manager!"

"The HOA rules clearly state that..."

"Don't you KNOW who my husband is????"

"You'll get it when you have children of your own."

"Excuse me, don't you see that my child wants to play with your (valuable personal item, i.e. phone). Give it to them NOW! They're a CHILD! They deserve it MORE!"

"What do you mean you don't sell organic, dairy-free, gluten-free, gmo-free butter here? I want to speak to the owner of this place."

"Speak (language), this is (country), or go back to where you came from!!!"

"My husband knows the mayor. I will have you fired for talking like that to my precious child! They are NOT a bully, they would NEVER do something like that!!! Are you saying I raised MY CHILD badly? Do you even have kids of your OWN?"

"I shouldn't have to WAIT for service, don't you see I have KIDS?"

"Those two alphas shouldn't be holding hands in public, it'll confuse my child"

"My child started saying they're 'transdynamic' or something, I don't accept that kind of stuff in my house so I sent them to a camp to set them right. It was that or moving out at 15."

"No, my husband is never home, he's a BUSY man!"

"I wonder why my children don't talk to me"

Bonus: (Excessive use of a public f*cebook profile where they share increasingly personal details and very misinformed articles and talk about how it's the fault of 5G/gay people/vaccines/etc that their kids refuse to call them on mother's day)

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Omega (Ω) Karen, type: "self-centered" (outdated term: "Narcissistic")

This is another type of omega-dynamic Karen, however, this type is less focused on their offspring and the entitlement they feel over being a "good omega wife/partner/husband". They're also less of a traditional Karen in the sense that they'll rarely cause public disturbances that inconvenience others, but they definitely aren't incapable of doing that.

The "self-centered" type (Omega) Karens are usually the children of wealthy, or at least upper middle-class families, but this is not mandatory as they can be found in any and every "class" of society. It's mostly about how they were raised in said families, than the financial background: either very spoiled, or not really paid much attention to and given no rules as a kid. These Karens also tend to be women, though exceptions exist- this is mostly because they've grown up believing themselves to be superior to especially Beta, but also Alpha females. Male omegas of this subtype exist as well, however their sense of superiority often comes from a deep sense of insecurity, and they've adopted the self-centered personality as a defense mechanism against said insecurity.

These Karens are demanding, self-centered, and have a sense of superiority over everyone except maybe people in high positions in society. Almost certainly, they were a "mean girl" or bully at some point in their life, and you can often find these types of Omega Karens going into nursing, child-care, and other traditionally "omega" professions: not because they enjoy it, but rather, because they enjoy the power they have on the people under their care. This is the main difference between this type of Karen and the previous type; These ones tend to use their status as an omega to their advantage, rather than their children/husbands/role as a "model omega wife"/etc like the Bitter one might.

Unlike the more conservatively-minded "Bitter Karen", these "self-centered" Karens are not afraid of break-ups or divorce, and often actually use it as a threat to manipulate their partners. These Karens are less likely to use the "don't you KNOW who my husband is?!?!" Sentence, but will do so if they happen to be dating someone even moderately important (which could mean anything from "the general manager at the local grocery store" to "talked to the mayor's secretary once" to someone ACTUALLY important, such as a CEO or the mayor, etc.) Often, if these Karens end up having children, it's to try to baby trap someone, whether it works or not. They usually don't actually care about their kids at all, but WILL use them as ammo/shield for any criticism the same way a bitter Karen might. These Karens are also more likely to date Betas, unlike the previous type who often believes that an omega should only date an Alpha. The self-centered type Karen often is a more manipulative type, where they'll use others to get their way, while the bitter type tends to demand things more directly. Their goals also tend to be more about themselves than their status or kids, i.e. they may buy themselves luxury items while ignoring their own children's needs.

This Karen is somewhat less likely to fall for Antivaxx/Conspiracy theory stuff than the "bitter" type (however, not immune), but the ones that do usually end up being the especially dangerous "crystal mom" types. These Karens, unlike the Bitter type, still retain their own interests and hobbies, though these hobbies and interests almost always are centered around whatever will increase their status and make them seem more desirable and good. Their sense of "perfection" does not come from being the "perfect omega" as in mother and wife, but rather, being as desirable as possible, usually to alphas, but honestly, even a sufficiently well-off Beta will do. While many Karens of this type could be called gold-diggers who are attempting to climb the ranks of society, this isn't necessarily the case: rather, it's the APPEARANCE of being "better than", that drives them, in whichever social circle they happen to be in. This could mean becoming a recruiter for a MLM scheme, becoming the "leader" of their local crystal mom group on f*cebook that everyone looks up to for advice, posting to social media about going on (fake) luxury trips and about spending (nonexistent) money to induce envy in family members and so on. Basically, these Karens seek power and acceptance/admiration, or at least, the appearance of it- whether that is in the form of wealth, knowledge, or by being the head nurse at the local old folks home. They crave being envied and admired more than they crave actual status, hence why they're prone to exaggerating on social media. Often, this chronic desire for power is a result of growing up as an Omega and feeling powerless because of their status and enviroment- only to eventually realize they can actually use it to gain power. This type of Karen loves to use their scent/pheromones excessively to affect others around them, and doesn't like to be told to control their pheromones. They will claim a disease or state that their pheromones are just naturally strong and act like the victim, if told to reel it in for the sake of others.

**Various people may refer to this type of Karen as "Narcissistic" or "Narcissist", however, having NPD is not a requirement to behave this way, nor does having NPD automatically make anyone behave this way- it's considered offensive to Cluster B Personality Disorder sufferers to refer to these Karens this way, which is why "self-centered" is the appropriate term to use.

Common phrases of the Self-Centered Karen:

"Are you saying I'm a bad person? I did my best! It's not my fault you feel that way!"

"I'm going to break up with you if you don't ...."

"Heyyy girl!! Long time no chat bestie!!! So, I have this business proposal I was wanting to tell you about, ..."

"Umm, what do you mean I need to wear a scent blocker patch here, I'm allergic to the adhesive!!!"

"It can't hurt that much, shut up already. I already gave you paracetamol, just wait for the X-rays, will you? It's probably not even broken, jeez..."

"Umm what do you MEAN my coffee isn't ready, I'm gonna be late for work!!! I'll report you to the branch manager if you don't hurry up!"

(Posts a picture of a [possibly counterfeit] Louis Vuitton/etc expensive brand bag on instagram and facebook with a caption such as "love treating myself a little♡" or "a little gift from my darling😍", clearly trying to one-up someone or cause envy in gheir social circle)

"My pheromones are naturally really strong sorry :'( I caaaaan't do anything about it!"

"You don't know what it's like to raise three kids alone! I'm basically a super-mom! Just ask my kids!" (Forces the Kids to say their mom is their role model)

(Aggressively flirts with any alpha/beta in a nicely pressed suit in the hopes of luring in a lawyer/CEO/rich man)

"SHUT up Jessie, don't you see mommy/daddy's busy talking on the phone to someone? Go to your room already!"

"My Ex was so abusive" (the Ex was actually the victim)

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Beta (Β) Karen/Kevin, type: "hateful bigot"

This type of "Karen" is more likely to be of any gender, rather than usually being a woman, hence why Karen/Kevin in the title.

These Karens/Kevins are practically always Betas, however their gender (male/female/other) can be anything. The reason they're called the "Hateful" type is because this type embodies the "Beta that absolutely hates all alphas and omegas" stereotype seen in some works of fiction. Interestingly, this type can be divided further into two subgroups based on their political views- the conservative types have likely grown up in families that have instilled the belief that alphas and omegas are bad for generations, and their ideology tends to be more "alphas in power are always bad and entitled and are only there to make betas suffer and don't deserve their positions" and "omegas are disgusting sex creatures meant for making babies". Meanwhile, the more liberal type tends to mask their hatred of alphas and omegas under the guise of advocating for "equality", while in reality they still share a very similar view- that Alphas should be treated as "lesser than" because their positions of power seem "undeserved" and "gained through nepotism" (regardless of the actual circumstances. They simply believe that Alphas should NEVER be in power, no matter what) to these people. The more liberal subgroup often has less to say about omegas, given they're already often at a social disadvantage, but will occasionally pretend to campaign for "omega rights" as an attempt to have sex with omegas by appearing supportive. (A real-world equivalent would be men that pretend to support feminism in order to try to make themselves seem more progressive and thus desirable for women, even though deep down they don't actually care about feminism at all.)

This type of Karen/Kevin-ness usually forms from a deep-rooted sense of insecurity and inferiority, a belief that as a Beta, they're seen as secondary or unimportant (which, in modern society, is very rarely the actual case), and thus they find themselves hating all Alphas for the power they perceive Alphas to possess, and being disgusted by omegas because of the perceived lecherousness and sexualized idea of the omegas they have. It should be emphasized that this is all born from their personal perception of the world, either through their upbringing or negative personal encounters and/or some unadressed insecurities, and not the actual reality. This type of Kevin/Karen isn't actually all that common, but they do exist.

This type of Karen/Kevin is the type to scoff at or be rude towards workers of Alpha/Omega dynamics, no matter what their position is. An Alpha cashier might get a nasty look and be told they "probably didn't even apply for the job, just got accepted because they're an Alpha" and an Omega construction worker might get a nasty look because "what is that omega doing working a manual labor job, shouldn't they just be at home carrying pups for some shitty alpha, what if they go into heat in the job, also they're probably weaker than any Beta coworker anyway..." -the discrimination can come in any form, and occasionally, these Karens/Kevins can actually end up causing public disturbances just because they happened to have a bad day and took it out on the nearest alpha or omega just trying to do their job or mind their business.

Common Phrases of the Hateful Karen/Kevin:

"Aren't you ashamed? You stink of filthy omega/alpha pheromones, that's disgusting."

"I'll bet that Alpha CEO is a nepo baby who got her position because daddy was another rich Alpha as well"

"That omega celebrity is disgusting, who talks about slick and heats on national tv. They should lose their career."

"I bet you don't even know how to do your job, you just make others do it for you since you're an alpha."

"Why are omegas even allowed to be high school teachers, don't blame anyone but yourself if some young alpha goes into rut and takes it out on you. Your fault for being there as an omega. The alphas are just as bad. Why don't they just separate schools by dynamic, they used to do that back in my day..."

"Of course I support omega rights! It's so awful how much discrimination you guys face, honestly, it makes me feel so sad. Oh, by the way, I really like your scent, do you wanna hang out some time ;)?"

"Jeez, you work retail and can't even do your job right? I always knew Alphas were useless, and still get so much favouritism. I don't care if its your first day, you should know how to (do a difficult job task) already"

"Honestly I think we should just send all Alphas and Omegas to live on some isolated islands together. The society would be so much better with only Betas around."

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Alpha (Α) Karen/Kevin, type: "superiority complex"

This (almost always Alpha) Karen/Kevin is, unfortunately, like fuel to the fire of the "hateful bigot" beta Karens/Kevins. They share some similarities to the "alpha alpha-males" mentioned in the post linked at the beginning of this one, however, they're not exactly the same.

These Karens/Kevins come in a variety of different flavours and convictions, in the sense that some of them are flat out alpha supremacists, while some of them simply have this internalized belief of superiority that they aren't necessarily aware of, resulting in micro-aggressions and shitty behavior, but not necessarily flat out discrimination towards the other dynamics. This type is common for some specific families, who have a belief that they should try to keep their "Alpha Blood" pure by only having children with other Alphas- in some cultures this is a remnant of historical social structures and often specifically something family elders believe in. In other cultures, it's more of an individual family belief, where at some point it has simply become a custom because Alpha children were seen as more desirable and valuable (be it for labour at farms, for more education possibilities, etc) and thus marriage between female and male alphas was the encouraged pairing. Any beta or omega offspring would often get treated unfairly in families like this, and often, especially the male alphas of the family, would almost always go into the same profession (for example, lawyer, law enforcement, doctor, business, etc).

On the more severe end of the superiority complex karen/kevin spectrum, there are Alphas who genuinely believe Omegas should not work at all and that Betas are below Alphas in terms of rank and thus should obey whatever the Alphas demand. On the less severe end of the same spectrum, there are Alphas who don't necessarily consciously discriminate, but will make insensitive jokes, behave inappropriately towards omegas in work enviroments believing that the Omegas must like it or expect it since they're working there, and not really understanding why anyone thinks its a problem if an Alpha CEO favours hiring alphas, especially their own family member alphas, as the higher-up staff.

While this type is rarely a public menace, they share some similarities with "alpha male" alphas in the sense that they may harass omegas in public, though they'll often be a bit less trashy than your standard "alpha male guy"- these karens/kevins aren't too likely to catcall or yell obscenities at omegas who refuse to pay attention. Rather, these Karens/Kevins might interpret a customer service smile from an omega barista at the coffee shop as an invitation to keep coming back and being uncomfortably flirty with that specific barista even after they have expressed that they're simply doing their job. They may also be the type to stand uncomfortably close to omega coworkers and make belittling comments, for example questioning an omega's ability to perform a task as well as a beta or alpha, or recommending only menial tasks far below their skill levels to omegas working with them.

This specific type is actually more often a Kevin than a Karen, however both exist in fairly equal numbers.

Common Phrases of the "Superiority Complex" Karen/Kevin:

"You sure you can handle that, cutie? Isn't that something better suited for a Beta or an Alpha?"

"You're really smart/strong/etc for an Omega"

"I don't know if we can hire you, you're at that age where you'll probably start having pups soon and you'd have to miss work a lot because of them... maybe you can apply for something part-time instead? Or maybe your partner can just take care of you, you focus on delivering those healthy pups and being a good parent!"

"Well aren't you a cute omega, working in customer service like that! The regulars here must be coming back just to see you! I see why they hired you, must be great for the business to have a cute face like yours here!"

"Honestly, I don't really get why omegas wanna work so bad. They'll just end up having pups and being stay-at-home-parents eventually anyway?"

"Sorry, we don't hire omegas for positions like these, they're too demanding"

"You know, I could consider giving you a raise, in exchange for something you could do for me... of course, no pressure, but do consider it"

Note: these are just the more dynamic-specific ones I headcanon to exist- there are WAY more different kinds of Karens and Kevins than just these, I just wanted to come up with a few examples of my own of types that could be more prevalent in specific dynamics. You can see a lot of traditional/real-world sexism reflected in these specific tropes since it's something Omegaverse can often explore in different interesting ways, and I didn't go into a lot of detail since the post is already long. Feel free to add your own karen/kevin type headcanons, commentary, or observations in the reblogs/replies!!

#omegaverse #a/b/o #a/b/o dynamics #omegaverse headcanons #a/b/o verse #miscecanis #misceanimalis #gamie originals

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ramenwithbroccoli · 14 days

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some Janka funfacts about music, communication and the memories her past 'owners' i've been marinating in my head:

her favourite songs belong to either one of two categories: they have a lot of simple phrases used in daily life, or a lot of specific, complex ones

she focuses on the lyrics (since she can use them for communication) rather than the melody; when she played a recording of Chopin once, she deemed it a waste of time and memory space. she only uses classical music when she wants to "put someone on hold" (doesn't want to speak to them)

she can use words from different songs to communicate, but frequent changes take a lot of effort - that's why she prefers lyrics with full phrases she can use. when in trusted enviroment, she would omit some less important words to save her energy, but she usually makes this effort around other people to seem more intelligent and worth keeping around

a young man who bought her, Ryszard Szewczyk, recorded the alphabet to make Janka communicate with him letter by letter. it was extremely ineffective, as not only Janka got exhausted after a simple sentence, it also turned out she didn't know how to spell

hearing and the ability to play music helped her compensate not only for her lack of speech, but also for not being able to see. since the horn amplifying the sound is her face and she can hear quite well, when someone is in front of her she can locate them because of the soundwaves bouncing off of them, in the mechanisms simillar to those of a bat

she remembers people whose houses she lived in by their voice, how rough they were when moving her about and the music they enjoyed. her favourite was Mirka, who had a deep, soft voice and would sometimes talk to her when she was feeling lonely. Janka remembers her fondly, as the first person to see her for more than just an object or a curiosity

#gotta work on the lore. all my notes are full of doodles of janka's 'owners' (i really do need to find a better word man)#but i guess some of them would wear that label proudly. because she was nothing more than am object with no way to speak out or walk away #ramen try not to make a robot character mute to potray their struggles against dehumanisation and objectification (impossible)#hope im not boring you with lore. because theres gonna be a lot soon 😔☝️#spg fanbot #janka #original characters #oc

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cure-typhoon · 1 month

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i apologize for the wording in that ask lol. using the lalondes as an example again but better hopefully,, kid rose is sent in place of kid roxy and the same with their guardian counterparts. so rose grows up in post apocalyptic fish land with jake, jane, and dirk, while roxy is raised by guardian rose and is friends with john, jade, and dave. you can do this with any player duo like the captors, vantas’s etc but only just them. ur just swapping them around pre and post scratch. ig the question is more what swap would u be most intrigued by :)?

OHH thank you! English is not my first language and i get confused easily! sorry :b

Let's see... I'm assuming they grow up in the alternate universe and didnt just swap places out of nowhere with all their memories and all. Sooo, i think first one would be Feferi and Meenah /The Condesce and Beforus Feferi

It's kinda hard to imagine how some characters would be in different circunstances, as the enviroment is one of the primary things that shapes a person. But I doubt The Condesce/Adult Meenah in Beforus would be the same tyrant she was on Alternia. Meenah has been shown to be cruel (with bullying Damara so extremely that Damara straight up killed her) but also as someone who cares about their friends, like when she starts crying to June about Aranea.

So I think a Condesce rulling Beforus WOULD definitly change the way it is. First I really doubt they would have the Cuddling system the way Beforus Feferi had it, as Meenah literally tried to shape her team to become stronger, in the worst way possible and she ended up failling, but at least that was her plan. So Beforus in the rule of The Condesce would probably start to become like a less hellish Alternia?

But also Meenah was shaped by Beforus Feferi and not wanting to be like her so maybe The Condesce wouldnt have a need to try to make everything harsher? I think she would just be like, Royalty who is worshippped like Gods. Maybe she pulls up fight tournaments from time to time to not get bored and to shape the Trolls to not be ''lame''. This place is probably ridden with lots of inequality, but so was OG Beforus so its not that much of a change.

Basically she would be an uninterested Ruler who is just enjoying the fruits of being basically a Goddess to her people

Feferi in the place of Meenah HMMM, okey I really doubt the condesce in beforus would try to murder her, so at least she has that (And not taking care of Gl'bgolyb). So for starters Feferi would have like 100% less pressure but I feel she would have a God Complex.

Like OG Feferi where she wanted to help people but was obviously misguided, but here I feel she would straight up be like ''I can never be wrong'' and wants to overthrown the Condesce and kill her even though she Definitly Doesnt Need To Do That. But she is sending a message and telling everyone she is changing shit, well at least that was her OG plan before starting the Game as she found a way to make her Perfect World. She is not happy for the failling. I feel she would become like OG Aranea where she tries to be more relevant, she probably was in cahoots with Aranea in this timeline, besties in crime

She would probably be super studious and involved in everything, to try to become ''The Best Ruler That Beforus Will Ever SEA 38D''

(ignore that i forgot her horns)

About Beforus Feferi in Alternia

Like I feel she wouldnt try to change things in Alternia after coming to power, like I really doubt she is a fucking Nice ruler considering how Alternia is, but I think she has her doubts of how things are like, with how much unnecesary death there is. I think she would be a harsh and cruel ruler who definitly see's Lowbloods pitfully, but when she listens to the Sufferer's speechs and decides to meet with the him in private to hear his demand, I feel that The Handmaid would frame The Sufferer as if he was trying to murder Beforus Feferi and she would quickly change her mind.

Meenah in Alternia I really doubt would be having a good time, she would have to be feeding her lusus on her own, threat of murder with her ancestor, and the general Murderland that is Alternia

I don't think Beforus Feferi left the planet in this case or maybe she is much closer than the OG Condesce, pressuring Meenah to become a fit ruler for Alternia makes Meenah stressed

Like yes The OG Condesce went through similar stuff but i feel that Meenah being younger and also being influenced by her ancestor, her friendgroup, her lusus. She just wants to dip but she CANT with her lusus possibly killing everyone so she is very glad with the game starting soon

Okey this post is getting too long im doing another one later with the other swap!

#homestuck #my art #feferi peixes #meenah peixes #the condesce #beforus feferi #beforus #alpha trolls #beta trolls #trollswap

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pumpkzsafeplace · 8 months

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pumpkin's back to school week - pumpkin's chat! <3.

today's is a more personal post- where we have a heart to heart about the struggles of going back to school and i answer any burdening questions you have <3.

let's go!

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- introduction.

school is usually never what it looks to be on TV. not everyone are friends, not all the teachers like you and sadly at the end of the school year you don't break out into a muscial number & dance about loving one another.

for some people- school can be hell. plain and simple.

especially now with the use of social media, a lot of people think they now have the right to judge people, and they're wrong.

there is nothing wrong with you being different to other people. a lot of people kill one another to be the same, so to me- if you want to stand out, you do that! you be different and make a difference in the world!<3

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- making friends.

making friends can be a difficult process, especially if you're in a new class or in a new school.

my advice might sound silly and far fetched- but honestly, just be yourself.

the amount of times i've been more drawn to people beacause they stick out rather than follow the crowd is beyond me.

you are you!

and i promise- you don't need a sign to hold up for people to notice you. your wonderful and amazing enegry alone will attact people- i promise you.

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- confidence.

it's very irritating when teachers try and force people to participate in school. it's like they fail to realise confidence doesn't just magically appear in a student by being force to participate and read outloud in class. confidence is built in an environment that students feel safe and understood in.

i was silent through my entire school life- so much so that our headmaster of the entire school was convinced i was nonverbal. when in reality, the only place i spoke up and felt confident to do so was suprisingly in maths. and it wasn't because of my passion for the subject- because i'm still terrible at math- it was because my teacher understood what i needed to flourish and made it a reality! <3.

so never blame yourself for your lack of confidence. it's not you that's the issue, okay? it's the enviroment itself <3.

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- bullying.

bullying is a serious topic that i wanted to touch on because honestly i feel like the awareness that teachers protray is all movie propaganda.

you can be the nicest student in the room and still be bullied.

it's not you who is the problem.

coming from someone who was bullied through out my entire education life, believe me when i say i know how bad it gets & i know how isolating it can feel. honestly, the best thing i did- was talk to teachers i could trust. i know there is only a few, but to have an adult on your side will make you feel 100 times better. plus, they can explain things to other teachers and help put stuff in place for you.

please know too that it is not your fault. you didn't 'ask' for this by being different or for standing out, you were just innocently being you and that's completely okay <3.

be you & be proud and never change who you are for no one.

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i know school can feel like the end all, but i promise you- it will pass and life will continue to move forward. look after yourself and your mental health! and one of the best pieces of advice that helped me through school is that 'there is always a plan b'. sometimes life goes bad, you don't hit the right grades- that's okay <3. there will always, until the end of time- be a plan B & you will get to that final destination one way or the other!

i promise <3.

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feengoid · 10 months

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do you have any advice for making fancherubs😨😨😨i must consult the cherub master…..

cherub master..?! well, i dont know about that.. i think i can name a few people that are better fitted cherub masters.. but, um..

i dont really follow a general rule of making characters, especially for cherubs (i do for trolls most of the time, but those are just super nitpicks, being an mspa art enthusiast and all), and im also really bad at giving advice, but sure i can try to give some tips.

one that i think is somewhat crucial is defining the dualities and personalities of your cherubs. its not really big design-wise, but knowing how each personality is like can help on that, along just being nice to see what contrasts well or not. calliope and caliborn i see as the de-facto cherubs, one being morally good and the other morally bad and stuff, i think they had a bit more going on but it isnt worthy going into details, but you can do the duality about anything almost, as long as it fits (though its still good to stick to that main principle of good/bad, its a pretty good base). my big main ocs, calabraz and callunia, follow the duality of one being about truths and obsession, while the other is about lies and compulsion.

another one can be about their enviroment and living situations. this one ties a lot more to design when really envisioning it, because it directly affects how much pizazz you can really put into the clothing (or not, if you just dont really care). like, caliborn and callipe had nice clothes and all because they lived in a meteor station, with outside influenc from gamzee nonetheless. if your cherub doesnt have as many resources as that, which it will probably not have seeing that most cherubs are born on dead or dying planets, it will probably have a hard time getting to that same degree of fancyness ! but that still should not stop you from giving it your all on the design. be it robes, tribal wear, space suits, you name it, really try your best to make it stand out and unique to the cherub. bonus points if the outfits can change between personalities, like one part using an extra, removeable piece that the other doesnt, or even some mystical aspects like color changing jujus and the like. go wild, but mindful.

now for actual physical properties of cherubs? i dont really know what to say. if you feel like going for a standard cherub with not much going on, go ahead and just follow the same principles as the cherubs in homestuck, be it caliborn and calliope, lord english, or even their parents (you can study a lot about how cherubs look from that ! just following patterns you see in their scenes on how theyre drawn and other tidbits is really useful). BUT ! i think that you can also just go absolutely insane with the designs, thats something i really want to see a lot in more cherub ocs. different skull shapes, extra limbs, unusual appendages and forms, even different types of skeletal animals, that stuff is always good. just experiment! see what fits and doesnt. id just say to try and still make it "cherub-y", if that makes sense. get their feel first.

if you want any resources on cherub stuff, i do have a google doc and fan cherub subtypes that are totally free to look at and use for things.

id also suggest looking at other artists that do it well ! not evne on the fancherub department but just cherubs in general. my main inspo for a lot of years were sketchoodles, lystheni, imac and quite a few others (and they still are ! really good artists that are worthy checking out). but keeping in mind to not just outright steal from them. referencing in moderation is key, always.

and thats it ! at least what i can type out. i hope this isnt too much, or too nonsensical even, i feel like other people can give better advice on this probably. but its what i can do ! so i hope it helps <:)

#ask #homestuck #cherubs #fancherub #resources #idk what to tag this #HOPE IT HELPS!!! really #.txt #really long post

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jaybutnotthebird · 5 months

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I found a conexión between my two latest obsesions and its an overlooked detail that I think It's so important and cool and underrated

SO IM GONNA BITCH ABOUT IT

Atlas May and Johnathan Brisby

Characters who are very important for the story, but are no longer there.

They are long gone. They are dead. We never hear them talk, we barely catch glimpses of them, we know them for what others tell us about them

The protagonists live in their shadow and the wreckage left behind by them, no matter how good or powerful they were, no one expected them to die and once they did everything fell apart without them

Johnathan was a hero. He was smart, selfless, self sacrified, never afraid to take risks. He knew the great owl, he owned a mysterios pendant that saves the day, he got killed taking a great risk for the rest of the comunity

The moment his name is mentioned everyone stops and listens and their whole demeanor changes and they are suddenly willing to go out of their way to help his family

After he died his widow and children were left in the dark about an important secret they have inherited and hey must fend by themselves in a dangerous enviroment. The rest of the comunity strugled to fill his role at a critical moment with a traitor on the loose.

We are told he went out of his way to save others when he could have just saved himself by just opening a gate but thats the least of It, there are so many other things he did that we are not told about

Atlas May is general y disliked by the fandom

Maybe It is the way Zib talks about him, with resentment, or that he wasn't in good terms with Mitzy, or that he was into nasty business practices, and got everyone arround him stuck in them

But we cannot deny that he acomplished great things

He buildt and empire and the people arround him greatly benefited from him, hell, Ivy's family is still rich after doing business with him in his prime.

I bet he wasn't perfect, no one in lackadaisy is but Its easy to blame It all on the bastard when he is no longer there

Why do I think we should have more characters like this?

Well, we all think we are the protagonist of our own story, but anyone can have an accident.

Nowourdays you hear of death but most of the time you don't trully understand It. You hear of a catástrofe that took hundreds of lives and you imagine for a moment how bad that is but you don't trully understand It, you can't

You can't possibly take in what It must be for every single family and friend who lost each of those persons, every child that will be missing a parent, every friend that will be thinking of them three or ten years from now, every unexpected little thing or big acomplishment each one of them could have done throughout their life wich we are now missing.

How many of them had a dificult relationship with someone they loved and never got to make peace? (boy am I glad Im alive)

Too often in media we see a lot of background characters die and we dont think about It becouse the protagonists have plot armor, the ones that count are fine.

I call these 'ghost characters' but theres also 'semi-ghost characters' wich give ya a glimpse by leting us know them before they are gone, so we know what we will be missing

Thanks to characters like this we see the consecuences of death. The way they impact people's lives arround them, the things they did and the things they could have done, we wonder what their personslities were like...

I think that is important, and we don't see that often enough

#lackadaisy #secret of nimh #creative writing #worldbuilding #character design #life and death #life lessons #ted talks

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ancientgoddessofegypt · 3 months

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Intuitive Readings for Virgos Sun/Moon/Rising/Venus Jan - March 2024

You're facing difficulties in showing your hidden potential to people. Being the star and the main character is significant with this group.

Have faith in your abilities to shine, you are definitely called to be in the spotlight by embracing your talents, knowledge and skills in whatever it is you do. Try not being so hard on yourself, you are already capable of making things work in your favor you just have to see it thru.

Something about your mental abilities coming through, and you'll be more awake to them soon come. Changing your reality is going to happen through the art of shaping your mind to the zone you want to be in. How do you do it? By making yourself out to be the person of your dreams. You already know what to do, you've got the looks, the heart, and the emotion to balance it out. Your choice in the matter is to welcome the highest frequency possible. You are meant for great things, cant you see it?

So why beat yourself up? Your higher selves are morphing into your day to day. Soul cleanses are necessary and taking sea salt bathes is crucial for some of you. Another option is to blend in with gaia and find a tree to hug, you guys are naturally equipped to be adapted into natural habitats. This helps your energy strengthen itself. You are an earth sign after all.

Water cleanses at the river, lakes, beach etc are a must for a few of you. Take one if you are near one where-ever you are (especially when it gets warmer). Or just being near one works. You can receive medicine from the forest by just taking in all of the enviroment.

Siblings/family is important for this group during this winter season. Values and the shifts around it will be significant as well. Status is changing to being more what suits your needs/interests. Be open to what the higher self/universe wants to bring to you. A gift wrapped in golden paper. Theres a secret surprise for you guys, n it has a lot to do with you opening yourself up to something new ! Just do it!

#astrology thoughts #astrology #astrology theories #intuitive reading #intuitive guidance #intuitive astrology #venus #venus virgo #virgo placements #virgo sun #virgo moon

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moonlight1234 · 15 days

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rpg and scenario idea

i never really posted in tumblr, so be nice, but this is two of my ideas that i am mixing into one and i will explain them both here in a long post, one of them is a directional guard system for a combat system and the other is capitalists that grow in divine(?) power as they get money

i will start with the scenario and its stuff because its more interesting, basically i wanted capitalists that are morally neutral but do evil and grow in power magically as they get more money, the way i did that is to make so labor or work can be given to a divine entity to give them power, usually by willingly trading or offering it to them, it has to be willingly(big asterisk), gods are human creation and can only live as long as people keep offering things to them, with no way to get power on their own and sustain their immortality they will waste away and disappear with no one to remember them. so there is 2 'factions' of gods, the bureaucrats that are slow and work with the mortals to exist while having extremely complex burocracy that stops them for interfering too much into mortal world, and the capitalists that work between the lines of divine laws and mortal trading to accumulate power quicker and exponentially instead of only working with offerings like most gods do.

this is the fundamental idea, and to be placed in a industrial revolution time period so its very clear the changes that capitalism does to feudal places and, well, you can kill them, just for them to be replaced with someone else to keep the cycle of exploration.

the divine laws:

no god can trespass one another domain, unless invited or if they share the domain

no god can steal another's god symbol of power

gods need permission of the mortals to infere in mortal problems

gods can only fight demigods or mortals if they are challenged or hit first

very inspired by Percy Jackson because gods are fun in Percy Jackson. other things are like, you can talk more easily with minor gods using drugs, gods tend do develop the personality and ideals of their followers and represent ideas and institutions, gods can give powers to mortals.

quick lightning round of stuff, inspired by pointy hat, avatar, the summoner, league of legends and monster hunter. this is more things i want instead of things i actually did.

ghosts like pointy hat

solar punk communists druids

flexible lich's rules

learn magic thru enviroment

ghost weasels

divine born, both actual demigods and what pointy hat did with aasimar

vastayas

curses as needs and wants

familiars as the summoner, its really cool, later i will go into detail

rules for prophecies to have things like Percy Jackson, they are cool

mega fauna, like monster hunter

and then i separated magic system into some stuff

soul, life, death and heal

time, gravity and entropy

prophecies and divination

enchantment and illusion

transport, transformation, manipulation and creation

then i separated into more useful classes

noble pokemon master: heal, enchantment, divination and transport

bending like avatar: manipulation and transformation

druid solarpunk: life, death, entropy, illusion, creation and transformation

bards: soul, heal, prophecies, enchantment, illusion and creation

missionaries('clerics'): all of them, depending on the god they serve

that's it for lore, more or less, i need to polish a lot of it and i would like feed back and to explain what its badly written :).

rules i will do on another post here because this is long, have a nice day

i will post the rest of the system and scenario in this blog

#ttrpg #writing #world building #pjo series #percy jackon and the olympians #percy jackson #game design #indie games #indie rpg #rpg worlds #creating #for fun #:3

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leoascendente · 2 years

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PAC // Your healing journey 🌿

Hi my loves!🥰 Welcome to this new PAC, I hope you love as much as I did. I fely very related to every pile in this reading, all of them are closely related between them like a collective message, so read more than one pile if you feel it. Take a few deep breath and choose the pile you feel most drawn to.

Every pile has 6 different parts, each one of them with different oracle decks, I will write down the cards with its number and the deck used for every part of the reading, forgive any translation mistakes, many of my oracles are in Spanish and I don't know the correct name of the cards in English.

Decks in order: 1st. Wisdom of the oracle deck, 2nd. Shadows and lights oracle, 3rd. Work your light oracle, 4th. Godess guidance oracle, 5th. Shine from the inside oracle, 6th are intuitive signs.

As always pics are from pinterest, credits to the owner.

Btw, I'm taking English lessons 😎

I love you babes!💖

Pile 1:

Where you stand and where you lead to in your path:

(Cards: 25. Cicles; 21. Make a cleanse/ bod: 1. Yang rev; 40. Cretive collaborations)

Maybe you feel like you are in an stgnacy time or things are moving too slowly for you. Don't worry sweetheart, you are moving forward but in a more subtle way, I feel a lot of movements and changes but on the inside and that's why you are in this receptive stage of your path. You are in the perfect place to give a step back to see with perspective and start closing the repetitive cicles of your life, is not a moment for rushing into new things but is the perfect time to begin purify yourself from any toxicity of your life. Think about the people, enviroments, things, thoughts or feelings that are no longer useful for your personal growth and don't be afraid to tell them goodbye, keep in your life what makes you feel supported and happy. There are things that need to leave so new things can come in.

Which parts of yourself need to be attended:

(cards: 41. Nautilus princess; 15. Faery of the mold; 21. Alchemy angel/ bod: 45. Witch of the end of the world)

This is just a little stop in your path, you are moving into a new chapter of your life and first you need to take off the unnecessary luggage. This is your soul path and is all about yourself, this sometimes can sound scary but we came to this world alone and we will leave alone too, the people and circumstances on this lifetime are lessons for our personal growth, sometimes they are nice and other times are not that nice, but it's all about the attitude you take about these kind of situations. If you already know what kind of things you need to let go don't hesitate and take the step, thank the good memories and forgive the bad ones, learn what you need to learn about and free yourself. By the time you start purifying you soul, mind and body your roads will open to new opportunities, there's an specific one that you've been wishing for too long, it feels like something miraculous. Perhaps you expected this blessing for a long term goal or you saw it like a dream that could became true or not, as soon as you start freeing yourself from the chains this dream will settle down in your reality. Remember that you are getting ready for a new fresh start, don't allow limitating beliefs stop you from reaching your dreams, an the most important, don't rush things and don't rush yourself.

Your next step:

(cards: Boundaries; The pilar of light)

You need to start focusing on your boundaries and how you stablish them. I see two different situations, keep with the one that resonates more with you, for the first situation I see some difficulties at the time of setting healthy boundaries with people, maybe you have an energetic vampire near you or you are in a job that drains your energy, I won't tell you to quit your job or expel drasticly from your life someone you appreciate but here is where you need to set those boundaries by keeping the healthy distace from toxic people or looking for another options that could be more fulfilling, instead of giving so much energy to others turn the focus on yourself and your wellbeing don's do things you don't want to do just to content other people. For the other situation I see someone who's boundaries are too high hindering other energies to reach your life, even the good ones, I see The Hermit card in my mind so I feel like you've been in a reflection time but the peace you have earned in your solitude could became addictive. For dealing with this conflicts the cards talk about making activities that help you raise your vibration, think about any hobby you had but left forgotten and reconnect with that, try new things if you prefer to but begin with this to help you heal yourself. All the energies that move around you are very subtle so the changes will be too, day by day you'll feel more happy and aligned with your soul path, slowly but steady everything will get into place, don't rush because there's no need to but be consistant with every step forward you give and don't back down, you are doing a great job healing. Btw, you are in a moment of rising your vibe so you might feel a lot more sensitive than usual, is important to give yourself more time to recharge and purify the negative energies.

Blessings you don't see:

(Cards: Green Tara, sensitivity; Cordelia, go outside; Aine; leap of faith)

Your psychic abilities and your connection with the Divine are getting stronger, this can make you feel overwhelmed with situations that were common for you in the past. This bother is because you are vibing in a higher level of consciousness and your soul craves for people and enviroments in your same frequency, your sensitivity is growing and as I said in the last part of the reading, you will need more time to reconnect with yourself. Cordelia tells you to spend more time outdoors breathing fresh air and connecting with new energies, I've realized that when Cordelia appears is because something special is going to happen but outside your comfort zone, that's why she emphasize the fact of spending time outdoors but doesn't tell you what to do outside. (My mum is next to me watching a video about how walking in places where trees grow can rise our vibration unconsciously because our aura merge with the trees' healing magnetic field, Idk why but I felt like I needed to write this for you) You are leading into a wonderful stage of wellbeing and satisfaction, more beautiful than you are capable of imagine right now, be bold and do the things you thought you couldn't do. The luck is for the brave ones, so be bold but don't rush yourself, remember that you are in the process of getting ready, be kind with yourself and keep in mind that the only limits that exist between you and your dreams are the ones you put in. You are blooming like flowers in spring.

Practical advices to help you heal:

- Your reality is a reflection of your inner world: Our mind is really powerful and when we focus our mindset into an specific situation we attract the same vibe we emit. Nurture your mind with positive thoughts and positive content, if you are like me and enjoy horror movies and true crime youtube channels try to reduce your consuption of this kind of content, intead try to watch movies or tv shows that make you laugh, laughing always rise our energies and we attract people and situations in that same frequency. Positive affirmations are really useful too.

- Make a gratitude journal: I've realized that journaling is a great tool to find answers within us and a great motivation after a while of writting. When you are in a growth and healing journey writting down your process can make you realize how much you've evolved and be proud of yourself. Also is always helpful to find the little things that makes our lives so much easier and we don't give so much attention and take a time to thank them. Gratitude journaling is great to feel lucky with the life you live and the little things that compose it.

- Present moment is full of chances to see the beautiful about life: There's no much to say about this , isn't it? Combined with the previous message, your soul and your guides want you to focus on the precious things in your life while you take off the negative ones. Every moment and space hides magic if you know how to find it.

- Release self doubt, let go fear: Remind yourself that you are capable and you deserve reaching your goals, you are working in them but great things take their time to materialize. Don't sabotage yourself and never doubt your abilities, you are doing great but sometimes we need an stop in our path to walk into the new chapter without any extra baggage.

Your signals:

Flowers, specially tulips, daisies and lotus. 2121, 333, 1234, rainbows, radio- Lana del Rey, 144, hamsa hand, wear color red and orange, thursdays will be lucky days for you.

Pile 2:

*TW: abusive behaviors and childhood trauma involved.*

- Where you stand and where you lead to in your path:

(Cards: 45. Time to leave rev; 4. The higher power; 23. The peace // bod: 36. Take the risk)

Well honey, you are dealing with some attachments that are blocking your path. You know you need to leave something in the past to move forward but something keeps you from doing it. Maybe you are thinking that you can't be happy or reach your highest potential without this attachment, that's not true my love, and deep inside you know it, these are only limitating beliefs and codependency, don't let them stop you from taking the risk and look for a new adventure more positive for your future. Look for the peace within you to find clearer answers, I see a very strong Divine protection and that usually means that this phase of your journey is important for your personal growth and they are there to give you the answers you need. Try to approach your guides or ancestors, look for the higher power to help you release those chains that keep you blocked, you deserve abundance and happiness and you are leading torwards it.

Which parts of yourself need to be attended:

(Cards: 29. Shallow tomb; 21. Angel of alchemy; 40. Angel of time // bod: 28. The death and the maiden)

*TW*

This attachments could come from a childhood wound, something you've experienced as traumatic and it's conditionating your current life. I see this wound is related to a loss or abandonment from someone you really loved. This splinter in your heart attracts people with the tendency to jump over your boundaries (read pile 1 if you felt drawn to that pile too), invasive or codependant people that demands too much of your energy. Idk why but I see somehow you are a little aware of this pattern but you don't know how to deal with it, and many of us are not able to afford a proper specialist that help us in this kind of situations. Dealing with childhood trauma is difficult and even more if we try to handle it by ourselves, that's why your spiritual team asks you so loudly to connect with them, maybe you are in the first stages of your healing journey or in an spiritual awakening and they won't solve all of your problems but at leat they will make it easier to solve and will give you consolation when you need it. Anyway, this part of yourself is yelling for attention and care, it will be intense I won't lie to you, but the card I dropped for the outcome is the Miracle card, so don't be scared and dive into this part of yourself, great things will appear in the most unexpected ways.

Your next step:

(Cards: The great call; The awakening)

You are such an special creature my dear! 😍. You belong to a tribe of souls that are out there working on themselves to evolve and reunite again, you are meant to do great things int his lifetime and find your soul tribe. Right now you might be confused and exhausted because of the experiences you had, all of us in any time of our lives make te question: Why is this happening to me? And many times we make this question when our heart is full of pain. Don't worry babe, life can be hard but also very beautiful and when it's the proper time you'll realize that some bad things hide very meaningful teachings, sometimes it shows us what we don't want for our lives in the hard way or put ourselves in front of a mirror to face our truth. You are a soul living a human experience, remember this when life become hard to handle, you have a Divine mission and you're being guided to achieve it, an baby, it's an importanr and beautiful mission. Be patient and kind to yourself, awakenings can be overwhelming and are not as romantic as it looks, at first you will need a lot of time for yourself, it's called the Ermit phase. Everything is going fine, just take care of yourself and reconect with your soul and your guides, they are always willing to help you and give you signs of their presence.

Blessings you don't see:

(Cards: Kali, endings and beginnings; Eireen, the peace; Dana, high priestess)

Omg pile 2, you are such a magical person with a very special mission in this lifetime, you are being guided to discover your inner High Priestess/Priest and to improve the psychic gifts you have to make use of it in a future. You are a very special person, probably a healer, begin healing yourself because you will help many people in the future with your wisdom and abilities. Allow the changes in your life, learn to say goodbye to the old things so you make room for the new to come, existence is about cicles and we need to close the previous to open a new one. You have a precious destiny, you can be at peace, look for your inner peace and this will help you to flow with the changes, they are all for your highest good. ( this pile reminds me of pile 1 but like the pile 1 is your future self of this one, even some cards were the same in both piles. Read it too if you want to, maybe there's a message there for you)

Practical advices to help you heal:

- Journal it out, write how you feel: This message is similar to one in pile 1. Writting can be very therapeutical, it helps us get a better understanding of ourselves and makes us realize some things that needed to be seen with some perspective. Get a nice notebook and some washi tapes and make of your journaling a sacred space for aligning with yourself.

- Turn lemons into lessons: We can't avoid painful situations but we can decide our attitude torwards it, like it's usual to say, pain is inevitable but suffering is an option. Remember who you are and what are you capable of, this is just a hard moment and hard moments doesn't last forever. Work on yourself while the wheel of fortune gets ready to turn at your favor.

- Nourish your body with high-vibing energy: Another similar message to pile 1😅. Nurture your mind, body and souls with positive things, choose wisely what you are going to eat, the music you listen of the kind of content you consume and find positive alternatives to the negative energies you allow in. Take care of yourself like you take care of other, you deserve a boost a good energy.

- Unleash your inner wild child: Allow yourself to spend more time doing activities that make you feel happy and joyful. If there's time to worry and overthinking there's time for doing things you enjoy, my love. Find new hobbies or retake the old ones, specially if it's something you really loved when you were a child. As a child I draw everything I wanted but as I grew up I left that hobby, nowadays it's what i do when I need to isconnect and focus into something beautiful I'm creating. It's very important to take care of our inner child and let them go out to play more often.

Your signals:

Moon symbols, moon phases may be important too, 888, 1919, swans, 1333, 232, wear blue and turqoise color, turkish eye, wings, feathers, pigeons, the Fae folk, elves, air elementals.

Pile 3:

Where you stand and where you lead to in your path:

(Cards: 43. Deep wisdom rev; 12. Winds of change rev // bod: 28. The pillars; 29. Imagine)

I see you very blocked, pile 3 like you are in a very complicated situation dealing with too many things. You are so overwhelmed by your circumstances that it's very hard for you to hear the voice of your soul, so you might feel trapped and seeing no light at the end of the tunnel. Your mind is really active trying to find solutions but this worry and overthinking is almost maddening and it's very hard to get answers with so much noise in your head. The best thing you can do right now is ground yourself, when we are in this kind of situations we tend to burn out ourselves with mental activity and we forget the importance of taking 5 minutes to breathe and take care of ourselves, we think that solving the problems are more important than ourselves or our health (excessive stress creates cortisol and that hormone weakens our bodies making us prone to illness). Take the time you require to slow down the speed and ground yourself, root chakra meditation or 256 hz frequency music are great for this, give yourself a few minutes everyday to remind yourself that better things are coming and the bad things doesn't last forever, take those minutes to imagine and focus on the beautiful things you want to achieve, think about your goals with hope and trust your manifestation power, help yourself keeping a positive mindset.

Which parts of yourself need to be attended:

(Cards: 16. Angel of the dead; 11. Faery of the dried flowers; 25. Mermaid from the sewers // bod: 31. Lady with the egg of el Bosco)

You are so much wiser than you think my love, your wisdom is hidden behind a ot of worries but is an ancient and important knowledge, these hard circumstances you are going through have blinded you from your inner wisdom and it's making you feel more anxious. You have a sweet heart that enjoys watching the people you love happy, I feel like you are great at giving guidance to people that are in times of crisis, I see that you do things with all the love in your heart and with your best intentions. Remember all those times you shared love and consolation to people and the ones that people helped you as well, focus on the good things that have happened in your life and all the good people you have met through your journey, life isn't done yet and you can feel that joy again and enjoy the little miracles of life. You need to attend your self esteem as well, focus on falling in love with yourself and every aspect of yourself that makes you unique, you need to see yourself as the precious creature you are (I see images of faeries like in pile 2, go read it if you felt drawn to). For the moment the best thing you can do is to find the proper help to your problems and for that you need to give yourself the chance of stop giving so much energy to all your problems and start focusing in your needs. Your guides will be a very loving support through your journey, I feel like you are a baby yet in spiritual terms and you are giving your first steps into this, they want you to know that they are always there waiting for you to call on them so they can help you. The Divine inside you is asking for attention and development, allow this Divinity to evolve in you and love yourself deep and intensely, you are amazingly admirable for putting up with all the things you are dealing. You can handle it, honey, you are not alone.

Your next step:

(Cards: The Priestess; Jump; The collapse)

You will take charge of your life with courage, you need to move from where you are even if you are scared of the uncertain or worried about what people will think. You know you can't keep holding the weight of the world over your shoulders, it's not healthy but it's neither fair for you. Treat yourself with kindness, give yourself a time for clearing your thoughts to find out what keeps you attached to this negative situations or people and jump into the unknown, go out of the situations you already know to explore new horizons aligned with your happiness. Break with every enviroment, mindset and people that makes you suffer and take the lead of your life, if you've been through all this pain ( I really had to stop many time through this pile because of the feelings I was getting), you can handle whatever life thows at you but with the help of your guides you will always reach the best outcome. Trust the Universe and recover your faith, you are powerful.

Blessings you don't see:

(Cards: Maat; Fairness, Isolt; Undying love, Oonagh; easy does it)

Things are getting into balance in such a subtle way, like a little breeze, with no rush and gently. You know you've been compasionate and caring with everything and everyone, you have made what you thought was the best and the Universe has seen your good intentions. You have shared love and that's what you will recieve, you just need to be patient with the process and wait. You are ending up a karmic cicle so now begins a Dharma cicle, all the good you have made is coming back to you in Divine timing, remember that this is a journey, don't rush yourself and learn to trust the times of Universe. Also, while you recieve your Dharma, the people who has hurted you or taken advantage of you will get their karma, you probably get news about someone who acted in a cruel way with you and how life gave back to them what they did. Universe wants you to know that it's supporting you and looking for balance.

Practical advices to help you heal:

- Breathe in bliss, exhale bullshit: Surround yourself with nice and beaautiful enviroments, people and energies. Keep in mind what is really important, recognize when an intrusive thought appears and change for something more healthy and positive for your mental health and your inner voice.

- Gratitude rampage: Even in the hardest circumstances we can look around us and see something to be grateful, it can be your group of friends making you laugh when you feel sad or something as simple as feeling grateful for having a comfy bed where you can cuddle like a cat in there. Look for the nice things and thank them, you will multiply them.

- Treat yourself to something beautiful today: You deserve to feel loved and cared and the best person to do it is yourself. Tell yourself pretty things, remind yourself how beautiful and brave you are, give yourself some flowers after a hard week or spend the weekend under the sheets watching the movie you like and resting. Give gifts and presents to yourself and attend your needs, you deserve to enjoy your life and feel plenty just being yourself.

- Look for the sings and synchronicities: There is no casuality in this world, everything can be a signal if you know how to interpret it. Feathers, repeated numbers, power animals... Everything can have a hidden meaning, look for the Divine language through the signs. When I started this journey books about the meaning of dreams were very useful, if I saw a moth I looked the oniric meaning to understand what my guides wanted to tell me.

Your signals:

The Fool card, butterflies, look for the Faeries and they will find you, 1916, 2332, 121, 44, triquette, color green, take a cinnamon stick in your wallet to attract fortune, malachite.

Pile 4:

Where you stand and where you lead to in your path:

(Cards: 18. Serendipity; 25. Cicles; 10. Unfinished melody // bod: 9. Teasure island)

Congrats pile 4! You have made a lot of progress with your healing journey, you have learnt a lot about yourself and have followed what your heart said was good with boldness. You've been paying attention to the signals from the Universe to being in alignment with your soul purpose, you have given great steps guided by your intuition and the things that make you happy. You are leading to a new stage of joy and abundance, your wishes are materializing in your reality faster and faster. Your resilience is admirable pile 4, you are becoming a more confident and corageous person, you don't give up easily ( I like you, pile 4 😉). You are ready to give a healthy end for an specific karmic cicle that you've been working on healing, you know the theory but soon you will have the practic test, and I must say, you will do it with greatly. You are evolving very fast and you are aware of this, you know you need to end this cicle and give it a good ending to momve forward with a sense of victory in your chest.

Which parts of yourself need to be attended:

(Cards: 24. Faery of the lantern; 36. The Faery healer of broken hearts; 3. Beacon faery // 22. Blue vodoo)

You are in a moment of getting clarity and consciousness for the doubts you were dealing with, you need to see in a clearer way what you want for your life and how to align it with your soul purpose. You had a hard experience in a recent past and that made you have a motivation for putting yourself first and give you the love you know you deserve, now it's all about you and reaching your full potential, I see you feeling sexy and confident and embracing the energy of the mermaid archetype. There's a card that talks about heartbreak but I didn't felt that, it's more disappointment than heartbreak so I decided to drop one more card that talks about a romance situation, I see that you had a rough experience with a romantic interest and that made you feel a little lost, like if all the efforts you have made were in vain or you weren't so prepared as you thought, but after all, you have known how to find the lesson behind the experience and have a clearer vision about what you want in your love life and it is not this person who hurted you with their behavior, I feel like the pattern you had to disolve is about the way you used to handle romantic relationships or the kind of people you where attracting in love terms. About this person the cards tell you to focus on yourself, after a while you'll feel magnetic and while you recieve your dharma for your hard work, karma will be reaching this person, idk is this is relevant but there is a popular phrase that tells "if you didn't wanted when you could, you will not be able when you want to", I feel that solving the situation with this person will be a boost of self esteem for you and new ideas for your future will emerge after that, also I see you will get some new admirers . You might not be sure about what will be the final outcome but you know your manifestations are real and with your inner power and wisdom you will find happiness wherever you go.

Your next step:

(Cards: The iniciation; The protection)

The doubts you were trying to clear up will disolve very easily, your guides will help you fasten the process and get the boldness to do what you need to do. You have opened a new door but you are in the moment of taking the step forward, you are preparing for the upcoming but first you know you need to close this chapter. I see that you are the most spiritual of all the piles because you are aligned to the twin flame journey and that journey is for the braves that likes to dig into the highest illumination of the soul. Keep in mind all the things you have learnt and all the wisdom you've earned, value and appreciate yourself and take the step. Do whatever you need to do to close the old chapter with no fear, you are being guided and protected by your spirit guides and they want you to know that everything will be fine.

-Blessings you don't see:

(Cards: Aphrodite; inner goddess, Brigit; don't back down, Aine; leap of faith)

Ooh sweetheart, I love your cards! You are a living god/goddess, you have to embrace your inner Divinity and that magnetic glow you have for attracting everyone, it's not about your outer look, is about the energy you irradiate, when you focus on your unique beauty people focus on that too when they see you. Embrace your sensuality and enjoy feeling attractive and admired by people, you'll get many compliments and attention, you'll feel great and confident being yourself and comfortable and proud on your own skin. You have walked a lot in your path, don't understimate your knowledge and keep going, don't give up now that you are so close of reaching the stars. Just do what you need to do even if you do it with fear of the unknown, trust your intuition and Divine guidance and take the leap of faith.

Practical advices to keep healing:

- Stay away from drama today: Keep yourself away for any dramatic situation but also dramatic mindsets, try to solve your circumstances with the filter of reason, don't allow your emotions take the control of your life, embrace them and understand them but don't let them get involved when they can cause a dramatic outcome. Idk why but I feel this message is related about the person you have to cut off, don't let the pain they caused you make you fall from your throne, you don't loose, they loose you and they miss the oportunity of nurture themselves with all the wisdom and light you have to offer. Always remind your value and keep in mind what you know you deserve, nobody can bother you if you don't allow them.

- Look for the signs and synchronicities: Check this part of the reading in pile 3 if you like to, the practical advices of that pile can be useful for you as well. Signs are an important part of your life, I feel like you are always seeing repeated numbers wherever you go or you see easily the synchronicities that happens in your daily life, pay attention to all of them and learn more about their meaning, this will help your intuition and sensivity.

- Slow down and rest, you need it: Don't push yourself too much, if you need to rest give yourself the chance to do it. Overworking or excesive activity without resting will end up draining you so, when you feel like you need to give your head a break do it.

- Get creative and excite your imagination with wonder: You have a courious nature, you like to learn more about the things you enjoy. Now would be a good time to study something new, begin a new project or master your skills, also creative activities can be great for you to get in touch with your soul.

Your signals:

The sun, sunlight, Fern, 2828, 3003, 777, 111, forest, trees, reconnect with nature, self care routines, white clothes, golden jewelry, Leo energy, dragons.

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