When erasermic get in heated arguments for 3 months straight, it get to the point where Hizashi has an emotional breakdown in the living room and despite his efforts to hide his cries Shota cam still hear him through the bedroom. Shota is taken by surprise because they literally were just screaming at each other. He immediately runs to the living room couch where he finds the man he loves so much, laying on the couch with two pillows over his face trying to ease the pain. Hizashi was just so tired of fighting with him, he wanted to hug him and hold him close. He just wanted to talk about their problems instead of screaming. Shota runs to him and tries to pry his arms from the pillow. "Hizashi.." he whispers. His heart ached at the sight of his most beloved breaking apart. Hizashi knew he was there, he wanted to touch him but he was scared of something going wrong. Shota wasn't giving up on him. He managed to get the pillows away from Hizashi in a gentle manner, but still couldn't see him face, due to Hizashi having his arms in front of it. Shota teared up at how hurt he was. He was never aware it would be this bad on him. "Zashi, hey c'mere.." He slowly removed his arms from his face to see the damage. His face with red with puffy eyes, he looked so tired. Shota guided him to sit up with a few "sh"s here and there, taking his hand and pulling him up slowly. He put his arm around his neck and picked him up bridal style, carrying him to the bedroom while listening to his sobs. Hizashi had calmed down a little bit, due to the fact that he was now having intimacy with his husband after 3 months. Shota lay him on the bed slowly, then crawled in next to him taking him into his arms and holding him close as Hizashi finished crying in his chest. Hizashi wrapped his arms around Shota, embracing him like there was no tomorrow. "I'm sorry," he whispered loud enough for the other to hear. Shota kissed his head and rubbed his back replying, "I'm sorry too, I'm so sorry, baby." He sniffed in vulnerability. Hizashi felt more relief now that he knew things could get better now. He felt tired, so he said, "I love you, Shota," before drifting off. "I love you too, Zashi." Shota didn't let him go even after he dozed off. And he never would.
They both knew things would take time to talk through and heal from. But it was worth the tears. Things would never be the same from before, because they will never hurt each other again.
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Officially Back from Hiatus! And some important announcements!
That was really nice! It was nice to do other things besides write, do some thinking and watch TV lol. I watched more Haikyuu actually, and my final verdict is: I like it. I don’t LOVE it, but I like it! Just not enough to write fics about.
Also, to my peeps who I DM: I love y’all but I don’t have the energy to talk every day. So if you message me, unless it’s an emergency, I may not respond until I have the social/mental energy to do so. Not ignoring you, it’s just that I’d rather have the energy to be there for you and listen instead of forcing it.
So, now that I’m back from hiatus, here are a few things:
I am 12 fics away from reaching 100! So, in celebration of that, I’m doing something special for my mutuals and loyal/supporters. Like, @kwaiibb for example. We’re not mutuals, but friendo is super supportive. I turned off anon btw, because people don’t read lol.
So, I’m doing something called the 12 Cupcakes event. I’ll make another post with pairings of characters, and add an indicator like, * for fluff or ~ for tickles or something like that.
12 pairings, 12 fics, etc.
So, here’s where you come in. Send in an ask with a prompt for those characters! Mutuals/loyal supporters only.
For example: Koda and Tokoyami* (* means it’s a fluff fic) and you guys send in an ask with a fluff prompt for them! Like idk, they go on a hike, or dark shadow becomes best friends with Koda’s bunny, etc.
All of these fics will be cupcake length, so minimum 1,000 and max 2,500.
Once I make that other post releasing the pairings, you guys are free to send in those asks! However, as there are only 12 fics, not everyone will get chosen. If I choose yours, I’ll DM you, and you’ll be able to see the upcoming fics in the menu, 6 at a time.
And, once I reach 100 fics I’ll no longer be posting in my main masterlist anymore.
I will still be doing X-reader fics, random scenarios, sentence starters, and headcanons that I haven’t already done.
And if someone really, really, really wants a cupcake or ice cream fic after this, I will DM with them and they can purchase it from me through paypal. And if I get more than like 2 or 3 people who want those fics, I’ll make a ko-fi.
As for what will be open after this 12 Cupcakes event, IDK. Let’s finish this first, then we’ll cross that bridge when we come to it. Thank you all so much for this opportunity to write for y’all, and your support means so much! I look forward to seeing what you submit for the 12 Cupcakes event!
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