unfor(gettable/givable)

this fandom is so fucking cool?

one day there was a bunch of dudes & dudettes who decided it would be fun to do a hamilton roleplay on minecraft, and millions of people jumped on board and made fanart, fanstories, jokes- hundreds of thousands of people drew the same flag, rewrote the same words (and they still aren't tired), drew these same block people- and it's inspiring.

humanity is finite & little and the chances of this falling into place the way it has were infinitesimal, but looking around and seeing just how talented and creative this little corner of the world is, I wouldn't want to be anywhere else.

sure, we have rude people. we have people from any walk of life. yet there's so, so many people from all over the world that come into this fandom with the intent to be kind, and share their love of this block game, and this block country.

the fact that we have that at all is amazing.

if lore slows down for awhile, i don't mind so much. that just gives us all more time to listen to derivakat, beetlebug, alioof, and other incredible songwriters. it gives us time to draw fanart and rewatch sad-ist's hog hunt for the gazillionth time. it gives us time to read incredible fanfictions, of which there are too many.

we have this time, let's make something of it. if you're worried about lore ending, let's give those ccs hell in the kindest way possible. let's create and create and create, and when they're ready to come back and tell their wonderful block game story, we can enjoy it. we won't have to rely on them.

this fandom is so fucking cool, i believe in us. it's okay to be anxious, but we can't let that stop us from either blazing on, or going off with a bang.

hes grooving. hes vibing. hes so funky!!!!!!

weren't we just a couple weeks ago making fun of tiktok kids who thought the dream smp was ending? guys we literally have karl, eret, philza, techno, quackity, a whole bunch of ccs saying it's going to ramp up soon. if the dream smp is going to end it'll go on for at least another month before then, there's still a lot to look forward to

it’s over, i’ve had enough

okay so

cc!eret likes taking pictures of stuff and the smp n shit and maybe that reflects on c!eret so like. i imagine c!eret has a little polaroid (or a older model of a camera cus of yknow nokia and living a long time) that they takes pictures with and she has hundreds. from l’manburg to pogtopia to now. she has them all. c!eret cherishes her memories. she doesn’t have many. it was blank and then well dream smp. i just think that the cc!eret takes all kinds of pictures reflects on c!eret.

Hello again eretblr! I realised quite recently that I did not have a ref for Eret and I worked to remedy that :) I gave her so much gender B)

sometimes i think about how the l'manburgians lost their homes and how they never really were able to make new ones

and how when niki and tubbo tried to make new homes they made sanctuaries for others because they dont know how to live without community and how niki had to find old friends and find somewhere else because even her new friends didnt feel like friends, not in the same way as her old friends (not in the same way as lmanburg) and how she holds onto resentment and plays the blame game because because she doesnt know how to cope otherwise and how she desperately wants to get better but keeps getting set back and so she keeps retreating and lashing out at the same time because she doesnt know how to deal with feeling broken without breaking others apart in her mind (and she doesnt know how to cope with the fact that maybe what broke her was them breaking first, doesnt know how to cope with how her regrets and best memories come from the same place she hates and loves all at the same time)

and how fundy exploded his own house in an attempt to get rid of the nightmares that plagued him (and how it didnt work) and desperately retreated elsewhere and desperately tried to fit into a new community because he wants (needs) to be loved and seen even if he has to change himself for it to happen (even if it means going against his instincts, even if it means accepting a false image so he doesnt have to think about the truth)

and how tommy has the same house he always did and how its the same house that gets destroyed all the time and rebuilt every time and how hes changed and changed and changed and yet hes the same kid that gave away his life and discs and gave dream power over him in exchange for a home (if all a ships parts are replaced, is it still the same ship?)

and how wilbur simply moves in with his dad because he has nowhere else to go (and he doesnt want to be alone) and how he desperately wants to be forgiven and how he fumbles through life and pretends its all intentional because he just wants to bask in being alive at all and how he grasps at any signs of being treated as a person because he really doesnt feel like one (he hasnt felt like one in a long long time and every time he looks at the growing forest outside he feels the urge to start a campfire and strum his guitar and every time he tampers it down because phil and ranboo wouldnt understand and everyone hed want to sing with has good reason not to want to sing with him)

and how jack isolates himself over and over again because if hes going to be forgotten he may as well have it be on purpose and hes been alone for so long he doesnt remember how to reach out, he had glimpses of a home and a family and friends and before he knew it it all got taken away before he could truly appreciate it all and now everyone looks so different, now everyone is different, and hes no exception but his own face feels unfamiliar and he hates himself so he hates everyone else too (or at the very least he tries to convince himself he does because underneath all the anger is just a sad, broken man, and hes not sure he can manage to put himself back together, and he thinks if he reaches out he might just break even more)

and how tubbo has a picturesque community he built himself (except its not really a community if everyone keeps leaving) and a husband and a son and friends he cares about that care about him too but his son is the only one that always stays (and sometimes tubbo tells himself even if michael didnt have to he would choose to stay anyways, and he tries to ignore the gut feeling to call himself a liar) and tubbos not sure what to do in a ghost town except spiral and he makes new projects over and over and builds walls and wears netherite and makes nukes because he wants to be safe, needs to be safe, and regardless he doesnt know what to do with himself if hes not creating and everything of his gets blown up so he might as well see whats so appealing and he sings the anthem and mourns at the crater and throws himself into the next opportunity to have a new community because he doesnt know what to do with himself when himself is all he has (and he thinks pieces of himself blew up with lmanburg and he thinks when lmanburg lost its last life he may as well have lost his too and hes not sure how to tell people they love the idea of a boy that died a long time ago because he doesnt know how to admit that he feels like hes haunting his own body)

and how eret has to deal with knowing she was the first domino to fall and how shes still trying to get better every day but how do you make up for being the first to make everyone break (how do you deal with being the first to break?) and they try to keep memories alive ugly details and all and he wants to love and be loved even when everythings so messed up and he wants to help and be there even if xe may never be able to be shake off the title of the first traitor (even if xe wish they were known for being one of the founders of the country that had been so dearly loved, known for having been dearly loved themself)

none of them ever truly moved on, theyre all still grieving, and they arent even doing it together. they always fought, but they used to be fighting together, and now theyre not together, left to fight whatever they can because they dont know what else to do with themselves.

i hope they all find home again. i hope they all find each other again, even if they wont be the same people they were when they first found home in each other.

how did you and eret meet? idk if you already shared this story or not •<•

I've been asked this mostly on stream, but not here! we met in 2019 since we were both mods on discords with similar communities, and I happened to click on their stream just to see what they were up to :) I wasn't a streamer at the time, so I didn't spend a lot of time on the app, but I would hang out in her streams pretty often! (They're actually the reason why my name changed to ElainaExe on Twitch too, that way people knew who I was!)

We ended up becoming friends pretty quickly, especially with them knowing me as "ferret girl" (I had an absolute arsenal of ferret photos that we bonded over), and met in person in March 2020. The rest is history!

no context for this one it just materialized in my head fully formed

a cyan coyotes eret doodle ^u^

A lot of people joke about Dream and Ranboo looking like siblings but like bro. Eret and Ranboo?

They look identical what the hell

would u like a strawberry in these trying times ?

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if you ever wanna know what a containment breach is

it’s infinitely funny to me that c!eret literally decked c!shclatt like right when he was taking down erets walls and my god i love that clip so much 

c!schlatt: you wanna fight? you wanna fight?

c!eret pulling his sword out (he’s so done c!eret my beloved): you wanna do this?

(here’s the clip! started it a bit early so you can get a little context)

https://youtu.be/VkI78lK1Quw?t=2221

a familiar dark space

@theeretblr

Thank you for the inspiration @geminisync !!!

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Ert! :D

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