#eskel adjusts to it first and even enjoys it in a shy 'oh someone wants to do this' kind of pleasure

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Eskel | Love Me Like A Man

Prompt: "I love you so much, but why are you with him instead of with me?" 

Word count: 2000+ Warnings: Smut, swearing, cheating?

'Hello, beautiful.' I ignored it as Lambert pressed a kiss on my cheek, sitting down next to me. I swirled my drink around in my cup, staring at it. Across of me sat Geralt, sorting his Gwent cards. 'She has been quiet for the entire morning now.' he said, not tearing his eyes away from the cards. 'What's the problem babygirl?' 'Don't call me babygirl.' I sneered, shrugging Lamberts hand from my shoulder. 'Well someone has slept bad...' 'Shut up, Lambert.' He frowned, putting his hands up in a defensive manner. 'What's the problem, what did I do wrong?' I scooted away from him. 'You were drunk of your ass last night and puked all over my new nightgown! And I had warned you so much, just one drink Lambert! You had agreed! But no, mister Lambert had to chug five, six mugs down and fuck it all up. I am very angry with you.' I hadn't noticed the tears that had sprung into my eyes until they started leaking over my face. 'I apologize, babygirl, let me buy you a new nightgown.' He tried to wipe my cheeks, but I swatted his hand away. 'No, Lambert, this isn't the first time that this happened. Sometimes I think that you don't even care at all.' Lamberts cat eyes bore into mine, searching for a sign that I wasn't being serious. But I was, I was furious, full of rage. 'Of course I care. You're my girlfriend, (Y/n). You're my everything.' I narrowed my eyes. 'I can't see it for shit that you care.' I stood up, rushing towards the door. Lambert stood up as well, about to follow me, but I put up my hand in the air. 'Don't even try. I am going to blow off some steam. Alone.'

I sniffled, wiping my nose on my sleeve. I was devestated. I had been dating Lambert for such a long time, yet I wasn't sure if he even loved me anymore. I pleaded and pleaded many times that he would not drink so much, and yet he did. It destroyed not only him, his body, but also me. The hills that surrounded Kaer Morhen brought a certain way of calm with them, the feeling of freedom. Alas, I didn't feel free at all. Being in a relationship with Lambert felt like being trapped like a fly in a carnivorous plant, like an insect in a web. Even though I wanted to leave, I was afraid that there was no one that wanted me besides Lambert. So I stayed. This had been going on for months. Months of kisses I didn't enjoy, words that meant nothing anymore, loveless sex, which only brought him pleasure, not me. It was all one big mess.

'I thought I would find you here.'

My heart skipped a beat as I got startled by a sudden voice behind me. I turned around to face Eskel, who had a concerned look on his face. 'I brought you some sweets. I thought you could use them.' A smile broke through my tears. 'Thank you, Eskel.' He handed me a box of taffy treats and sat down next to me. 'Quite a lovely place.' I opened the package, stuffing one of the sweets in my mouth. Eskel gave me a lopsided smile. 'Better?' I nodded, chewing on the sugary, sticky substance. 'Stuff like this always helps when you feel down. I sometimes do it too when I am sad.' My brow furrowed after I swallowed the food.

'Are you often sad?' 'I don't matter.' 'Of course you matter.'

Eskel stared at his hands, which were propped onto his lap. 'Sometimes I am wondering why you even are with Lambert. I mean, he makes you sad pretty often.' I stared at the hills, biting on my lip. 'Who else do I have?' My voice cracked and I sniffed. 'You have many friends. Geralt, Yennefer, Ciri, me...' I shook my head. 'That's not what I meant. I meant, will anyone ever be able to love me the way Lambert does... did?' Silence fell over the two of us for a minute.

'Well, I do.' I blinked a few times. 'Excuse me?'

Eskel let out a sad chuckle, twiddling his thumbs. 'I love you, (Y/n). I love you so much, but why are you with him instead of with me?' I gawked at the Witcher in silence for a good ten seconds. 'You... Love me?' He hummed in agreement, his face flushed red, averting his gaze to his boots. 'I know you will never feel the same, so I--' 'Don't say that. Don't say that you don't matter. Because you do, you truly do.' I scooted closer to him, pulling him into an embrace. He hugged me tightly. His arms were strong and welcoming. My body filled with warmth, as if I were right at home.

'Prove it.' 'What do you mean?' 'Prove it.' I repeated. 'Prove you can love me the way Lambert did.'

Pulling back from the hug, Eskel gave me an unsure look, his cheeks a rosy shade. Hesitating, he leaned in, softly brushing his lips against mine. His mouth was as welcoming as his hug, his plump mouth kissing me carefully. I rested my hand on his thigh, the other on his shoulder. His large palms cupped my face, his thumbs rubbing my cheekbones. I could taste the feelings he had for me on his lips. He was so gentle, so admiring. My stomach fluttered. I hadn't felt this light in years. Lambert had never made me feel so adored. Breathlessly, I pulled back. Eskel stared at me speechless, his eyes full of love and care.

'I think I just fell in love with you, too.' He smiled a bit, blushing. I leaned forward, kissing the scar on his face.

'I am glad you did, (Y/n).' He wrapped his arms around me as he stared out over the hills again. I rested my head against his chest, wishing we could stay like this forever. I turned my face towards Eskel, inspecting every crevice, every perfect imperfection on his face. Why had I never noticed him like this before? I pressed a kiss on his jaw, blood rushing to the Witchers cheeks. 'What are you doing?' I kissed his cheek, the spot behind his ear, crawling onto his lap. Suddenly, I was so sure I wanted him. I had never truly wanted Lambert, but now I was filled with determination. Eskel wrapped his arms around me, not sure how to react. I pressed a few kisses in his neck before moving to his mouth. 'Love me like a man, Eskel.' I muttered against his lips before claiming them with mine. Eskel let out a low hum, trying to pull back embarrassed instantly, but I had him too tight against me. I pressed my tongue against him, waiting for a response. One that did not come. '(Y/n)...' Eskel breathed as I pulled back, 'what about Lambert?' 'Screw Lambert. He is an asshole.' I hungrily captured his mouth again, slithering my tongue inside. Soon, the kiss tasted like caramel taffy and cheap wine. I ran my hands through Eskels dark hair, awaiting that one moment that it would be there.

And I felt a bulge poke against my butt. I smirked. Bingo.

I grinded against it to create some friction. Eskel moaned a bit in my mouth, making me pull back. I pressed my forehead against his, bucking my hips teasingly. 'Love me like a man.' I repeated my line from earlier. I didn't have to tell him once more.

His hands slipped underneath my shirt, his skin warm and calloused from the many years of hard work on the road. They tugged off my shirt. Luckily, the weather wasn't too cold today, so the sun prickled my skin in a good way. Eskel pulled back, blushing as he eyed my nearly naked upper body. 'You're beautiful.' Now it was my turn to be shy. 'Oh stop it, you.' I peeled off his upper armor, which was a pretty difficult task. As his chest bared, I wasn't disappointed. Of course it wasn't the first time I had seen Eskel shirtless, but I had never really paid attention to his toned stomach, covered in dark hairs. I ran my hands over it. Eskels skin got covered in goosebumps at my touch. I stood up from his lap, wriggling my hips as I pulled down my pants. Eskel took this opportunity to do the same, so we were both in our underwear. Shyly, Eskel rubbed his neck. I pushed him playfully onto the rock again, sitting down on his legs. Two thin layers of cotton now separated us from each other. I felt my juices already soak my own panties, so if wouldn't be long or Eskel could feel it as well. I sealed his lips with mine, pushing aside my panties. I could grind against him if I wanted to, I could drive him crazy. But I did not. Instead, I pulled the loincloth off him, his cock springing free. As I sat down on the base to keep it from sliding into me, I started to buck my hips. Eskels breath hitched in his throat as his hands wrapped around the small of my back, his lips pecking at the skin of my neck. His member was rock hard, my clit jolting in pleasure every time it rubbed against the glistening skin. My hands clawed in his hair, my lips slightly parted as I let out quiet moans. '(Y/n), let me love you like a man.' I hummed in agreement. Eskel wrapped his hands around my butt, lifting me up. I positioned the tip of his cock against my dripping entrance, guiding it in as Eskel slowly let me sit down again. I moaned, adjusting to his size. He was bigger than Lambert, so I had to get used to him. Eskel let out a low murmur, muttering something about how wet I was before grabbing my butt again to lift me up and down on his member.

'F-Fuck...' I cursed as pleasure welled up in my stomach. The Witcher smiled, kissing my collarbone a few times before looking at our bodies colliding again. '(Y/n)... I love you so much...' I hesitated about whether I should say it back, but as I stared at him, heavy moans emitting from his throat, I realized that this was the man I had always loved, somewhere deep down in the back of my mind, in the deepest places of my heart. 'I love you too...' Lambert had quickened guiding me on his cock, and I had decided to buck my hips in the process to create even more pleasure. 'Shit, yes...' One of my hands went between my thighs, rubbing against my clit. 'Fuck, (Y/n)... I'm close...' His breaths quickened, unevenly escaping him as he released my butt, leaning his hands onto the rock under him while bucking his hips as well. I continued riding his cock, resting my palms on his strong chest. Eskel moaned as I moved back and forth on top of him. I let out a light mewling sound, my orgasm approaching as well. 'Me too, Eskel.' The Witcher shut his eyes tightly, a loud growl leaving his lips as he came inside of me. I was still not done and kept grinding against him. However, feeling our juices mix and the sound it created between our bodies got me over the line as well. I moaned, collapsing on top of him as I came onto his now limp cock. It slid out of me with ease. Eskel panted, staring at me intensely. 'Fuck, that was incredible.' I muttered, still breathless as I rested my head against his body. 'It was.' Eskel said briefly.

I looked up at him. 'Why do you sound so doubtful?' His brow furrowed. 'Did you mean it when you said you love me, or did you do it just for the sex?' I nearly couldn't believe my ears. 'Of course I did, silly. I love you, I really do. I'm just too stupid to realize it this late.' Eskel smiled sheepishly, playing with my (h/c) locks.

'So, what now?' I arose from his body, but not without kissing him for a moment.

'I'll have to meet up with an asshole to break up with him.'

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