#etcc

[frenchcurious]

Niki Lauda (Alpina - BMW 2800 CS) ETCC - Brno 1972. © Rainer Schlegelmilch / Motorsport. - source Carros e Pilotos.

#niki lauda #bmw alpina #etcc #brno

[poetofthelord]

oh you haven't heard? the lore? yeah the one about the slut from new jersey with a hot emo band and a dream?

#about multiple people #mcr #Gerard way #the front bottoms #the jonas brothers #etcc

[ewrthings-race-repair-repeat]

Jaguar XJS race car

#ETCC #race car #jaguar #silverstone #TWR

[cruelsister-moved2]

you said you weren't gonna elaborate but ifyou have time could you on that point that most cis women will only give their genitals as what ties them to womanhood. not sure I understand the implication bc in my experience that's true and I've also wrestled with the same idea a lot bc of being in that space between cis and nonbinary where it's like well I don't feel like what society says a woman is but to pretend that all cis women do is misogynistic. jw your thoughts because i think abt it a lot

yeah I think about it too... obligatory The Quote:

anyway yeah I just I don't know how to say this without coming off dismissive to people who find other frameworks useful to understanding their existence but there really is only how you want to live in reality and what gets me is the... assuming people who don't use certain labels dont have the same interior complexity as you(ie the pansexual effect). no one can ever see your internal Experience of Gender and you can never see anyone else's so it feels like there might actually be an upper limit to how useful it is to engage with. idk maybe I'm just too autistic for all this stuff but I feel like on the internal level you, to yourself, are just you. gender is literally a relational framework that we use to categorise OTHER people so we are all going to feel some amount of awkwardness about the attempt to apply it to ourselves internally. I think some people, upon discovering this, are a little too hasty to assume everyone else (esp cis women) has an easy time doing that. So i guess THAT'S what i mean, like a lot of people are just straight up NOT doing that and just not considering themselves as having a say and therefore not thinking about it. which isn't to say that they don't have complex feelings about themselves as individuals in a gendered society, or even that they might not hypothetically feel equal or better about existing in the opposite category, if they were able to consider that for themselves.

Like im femme4butch I'm obviously a big enjoyer of fun with gender performance but I do feel like ultimately your options are like "I'm expected to be in group A but group B feels at least somewhat less terrible to me" or "neither group A nor group B feels at all comfortable for me" or "existing sometimes in group A and sometimes in group B depending on the context is preferable to me" etc. and each of those encompasses a host of internal experiences of gender but it just skips feeling like that is something fundamental that we automatically owe each-other and require to understand each-other and decides that actually in terms of interactions with other humans our efforts are best placed in facilitating others moving through the world in a way that's most frictionless for them. and internally within the LGBT community who even cares because its only recently that cis gay people have even had a category resembling cisness open to them bc previously manhood and womanhood were so inherently contingent upon heterosexuality (spoiler: they still are it's just you can at least theory cut out the gender of attraction and replace it). i think this is why people are increasingly identifying with terms like transsexual again because it DOES feel relevant to their identity that much of their lived experience is organised around moving through the world as other than their cagab. ithink once you acknowledge that gender isn't defined for you (either by your genitals or like your Male Brain or Female Soul or whatever) then it kind of turns the concept of what even is gender into soggy cardboard anyway, and trying to articulate the specific qualities of ur handful of soggy cardboard is largely pointless in comparison to what container youre going to put it in. and if that begs the question of why we're putting soggy cardboard into all these different containers anyway, well then there you go

#ask #anon #i feel like you already know how you feel bc like #yeah i dont feel like what society says a woman is > who the hell does though > what does this mean for whether we accept the category #(on the condition that we modify/recreate it on our own terms) #or reject the category to create a new one that accomodates us #is that actually a meaningful binary #etcc #anyway i would read kadji amin if ur having these questions #i dont always agree w how scathing he is but he kind of critiques the nonbinary-as-political-statement-as-identity thing #his book is called 'we are all nonbinary' if that gives u an idea lol #i have like.1001 thoughts about lesbian relationships to womanhood in particular but thats one for another day bc this is already too much #i feel like attempting to inhabit the brain of a cishet women in order to write this response has drained me so much

[cant-get-no-worse]

Copa América 2021 you'll always be so fucking special.

#argentina nt #sean eternos los laureles ETCC #primera vez que vi a mi pais ganar un titulo #woke up at 2am to watch those fuckers ball at the other end of the world

[girlwithfish]

not that i rly have much time in philly but can anyone rec places to go or smth u should really do go to eat etc if im there for less than a day!!

#coffee restaurants bookstores museums etcc #rn i rly wanna go to the art museum nd also maybe zoo #i dont think ill hav time tho lol #also chinatowj

[mepad-daily]

Mepad drawings!

Also opinion on ToiPad ship? (If it hasn’t already been asked about)

#YAAYY more art :] #Also yeah we r ok with ship art #As long as its not anything rancid (proship #comship #etcc.) ur ok!! Self ship and oc x mepad also b allowed cuz why not :] #Btw both mods LOVEEE toipad soo ur good ‼️ #The whiteboard drawing iss nice btw :] #submission #ii mepad #mepad #mepad ii #mepad inanimate insanity #inanimate insanity mepad #inanimate insanity #osc #ii toilet #toilet ii #toilet #toilet inanimate insanity #inanimate insanity toilet #mephone4 #ii mephone4 #inanimate insanity mephone4 #mephone4 inanimate insanity #mephone4 ii #mephone 4s #ii mephone4s #inanimate insanity mephone4s #mephone 4 ii #mephone4s inanimate insanity

[thedeadthree]

— OCS AS A LOVE LANGUAGE.

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A KNIFE CALLED GRIEF.

You have left your house, you have left those people behind, but what are you going to do about the memories which have taken root in you? You can run but not without them. You want someone to sit with you on this cool marble floor while the sun burns everything.You want them to cut your rotten heart and theirs too. You want to sit with it in front of you, let them see you with all your flaws, which haven’t been your fault but you have been made to believe so, and you want them to love you anyways. Because you know you’d do that for them.

AN UNDOING INFLUENCE.

Can someone tell you what to do? You have been carrying so much love within you for so long it is starting to turn into anger (why does it matter, all you see is red anyways) and you have been dragging this body through each day and every night you are split open on your bed and it is so so so lonely. If someone were to walk in while you were on your bed that way and they stitched you back in a new way, lining the seams with their love and kisses, you’d probably find this dreary world a little more bearable. You want someone to turn you over and over until you look in the mirror and see yourself looking back at yourself with a gentleness which has been lacking in you since forever.

VIOLENT DEVOTION.

Everyone seems to think you are faithless, but the thing is you haven’t yet found someone who will bring you to your knees and make you raise your head in reverence. This world has stopped bringing you joy, you want more of the divine. You want to dedicate your entire existence to someone; you want to make them realise they are not something terrible, make them see just how much beauty they are bringing to this world. You want to be the only one for them, the only one they have chosen to love. There’s a god shaped pit inside of you and only they can fit in it. And what if they choose to walk away? Didn’t I say this was violent devotion?

A STORY THAT ENDS IN BLOOD.

The world has always been unkind, and when you have turned to yourself for comfort you have come face to face with an empty pit which seems to be laughing. You don’t care if it kills you but once you find someone whom you love and who loves you back, you will make sure nothing happens to them. They are yours. You will make a tear in this world and create a new place for you and your love if it comes to that. Because it has always been about love, and it is how it always ends.

CONSUMPTION OF A HEART UNLOVED.

Here’s a dining table, here’s a set of plates. Here’s your heart, red and bursting with love. You have tried to love people all your life, but no one seems to understand you. Your own mother perhaps forgot to teach you how to protect yourself, maybe people whom you trusted chose to look the other way when all you wanted was a hand full of love. All you want is someone to take from you, all you want is someone to dig in your heart and eat it and kiss you afterwards - bloody and red. You want them to tell you that you are what they have been looking for, you want to be the one who ends their hunger.

#only if you want to! 🤍🕊 #oc: una nathaira uller #oc: iovanna dayne #oc: maekar targaryen #oc: illyria ilmestys #oc: yoren snow #if anyone needs me i will be losing my mind teehehe thanks! <3 THEY GOT EVERY ANSWER I EXPECTED THEM TO GET JASNXJNS #dont look at me about una's answer don't look at me about unas answer IM SO NORMAL ABOUT UNAS ANSWER IM FINE TOTALLY REALLY! #'you can run but not without them' teehehe when she + aeggy tried to run off to who knows where to avoid his coronation bc he asked her to! #and that was within like....... a week ish or less of knowing each other skjnakj twin flame lover thing etc etc #AND THENN 'you want them to cut out your rotten heart and theirs too' SCREAMING CRYING THROWING THINGS THROWING UP ETCC #OHMYGODMYGODOHMYGODD #(mo if im shrieking in ur dms later bc of this you know why sdjffbv) #carolinee CAROLINEE i must know aeryals answer bc WAHH at his answer? you go aery!!!!! lucky duck etc!!!!! #'There’s a god shaped pit inside of you and only they can fit in it' UHHHHHH im fine this is fine #'you haven’t yet found someone who will bring you to your knees and make you raise your head in reverence' LOSING ITT #VANNNAAAA an undoing influence i mean are you kidding? HAD TO CALL HER OUT LIKE THAT IN FRONT OF THE SEVEN AND EVERYONE HUH #blah blah their love is their undoing etc etc <3 #ILLLLYYYYY 'this story will end in blood' her as the descendant of the bloodstone emperor the battle of the gods eye HER MAGIC RED EYEE #reflecting the same shade as the dragon she has bonded to I MEANN 'you will find someone who loves u and loves u back' nothing will -> #to them? 'You will make a tear in this world and create a new place for you and your love if it comes to that' and how that fits -> #with her and a*emond......? HOLD ON WHILE I LOSEE IT im normal about illys answer im normal about them MY BABIESS #and like oh my god by how yoren is so in need of knowing he's more than a name his own need to love and be loved but its behind a wall? #a wall of pride and something he has had to build because he's so expectant to be hurt again..? IM FINEE #leg.tagged #leg.ocs #TY TYY this was the cutest to do! called out the babies in front of god and everyone! love that for them <3

[frenchcurious]

Martino Finotto (Imberti - BMW 3.0 CSL #001) ETCC - Nürburgring ! Nordschleife - 1977. © Motorsport. - source Carros e Pilotos.

#martino finotto #bmw #etcc #nürburgring

[hanawsstuff]

Trans Garmadon is real yall just don’t get it//hj

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Also the serpent part had me rolling on the floor😭

#ninjago #ninjago garmadon #lord garmadon #this thing ruined me btw #I asked what is the best thing that ever happened to you #and it wrote a big ahh paragraph of how he is proud to have lloyd as his son #and his birth etcc gn #i’m emotional #🥲

[dykestache]

had a life changing moment or something bc i’ve decided to go back to being a part time student come summer/fall so i can work more and also get my education at a pace that doesn’t ruin my life.. i now have enough evidence to understand/accept i just cannot be a full-time student even if i wasnt a line cook too….anyways i went from “i’d kms before dropping to part time” -> looking forward to how much better i’ll feel bc trying to force myself to “finally finish my degree” is making me miserable and i’ll be a better person in however many years it takes me to graduate so 🫀🤷‍♂️🎧🌀🎋 hooray

#i’ve been in college since a lot of my peers were freshmen in high school so it’s still disorienting/isolating in that way #but there’s also plenty of older students esp in the metals focus so :-] i’ll be okay #idk i’m learning i should get to enjoy my life now and not rush to graduate and teach bc i’m tired of being miserable !!! #no longer prioritizing collegiate academia over my own health amen hallelujah etcc

[waddei]

literally so hyped for the next butterfly reign chapter i hope Theseus bites Wilbur's head off

#i love vioelxwn and revengeee etcc #butterfly reign

[girlwithfish]

finally at a point of mild stability after being in the Trenches since like january (and also most of fall tbh if im being honest but 🙂) feels weird

#i mean i had a small hashtaggirl moment yesterday but way less severe than how its normally been #ive been stable/ok? for almost two weeks like okk #feels weird cuz i also have a pit of anxiety all tbe time and now that im like #relatively more functional kind of its like what doi even do now i dont think i can handle this etcc #just trying to pass the semester make it thru and find a post grad job att this point. my priorities ig #and loke take care of myself and try to work towards happiness lol