#even as disconnected as they are

[freitag1607]

1.05 / Battle of the Labyrinth

#I FEEL SO NORMAL ABOUT THIS #percy jackson #pjo tv show #percy jackson and the olympians #pjotv #percabeth #pjo #screaming crying #mine #100 #500 #1k #5k #im in the middle of packing and this sent me frantically looking for my copies of pjo #anyway #i feel so insane i feel like im gonna die can anyone hear me. CAN ANYONE HEAR ME #annabeth has been so disconnected from the mortal world and just so fundamentally unable to enjoy her childhood #it makes me want to sob like seriously #i hope her and percy go on so many movie dates. like #not even just her and percy i hope percy tells grover and word spreads around camp and movie nights just become a thing at camp #because all these babies deserve it #god im gonna die. im seriously gonna die #WE KNOW THERE'S AN ORIENTATION VIDEO #SO THEY HAVE A PROJECTOR AND A SCREEN #MOVIE NIGHTS COULD HAPPEN!!! #okay bye. i'm going to go scream about percabeth some more

[no-nightingalez]

I don’t understand the concept of sex as the natural progression of romance. I understand having sex, I understand how it can be romantic, I just don’t understand how it is seen as the only course that romance takes.

Like love confessions immediately turning to sex is always so ???????? to me. Like ok get it I guess but how did we get here???

#it’s just very confusing to me #i don’t quite get how romance and sex are connected #to me those are two very disconnected things #like yeah i could probably hook up with a hot girl at a club #but i don’t think id ever confess my love to someone and immediately #jump their bones or whatever #what even is love actually #might be aro #idk #asexual #aroace #cw sex mention #asexuality #cw sexuality #arospec #acespec #my txt

[uncanny-tranny]

The hardest, but most important, part of my transition has been untangling what my personal dysphoria is, and what is more a result of cissexism.

What I mean by this is that I learned that I am not dysphoric about certain aspects of myself, my body, and my life, but my discomfort in these aspects was influenced by the cissexist culture I live in which told me I couldn't exist as myself.

It's definitely a slow process, but I have found that it helps me self-actualize and actually see myself instead of what others demand of me.

#trans #transgender #lgbt #lgbtq #ftm #mtf #nonbinary #dysphoria #and what makes this really tricky is that often it isn't clear-cut as to what makes you dysphoric... #...versus what makes you uncomfortable due to your culture or environment... #...i still experience dysphoria but now i find that my motivation isn't to please the people around me... #...if i truly wanted to please the people around me then i would cease to exist altogether... #...and once i truly recognized that and came to terms with this reality i stopped feeling like i owed the world everything... #...i stopped feeling so disconnected with myself... #...i don't think this will be useful for everybody but i want to offer a different approach to it... #...by no means do i think that this is a 'cure-all' in fact it's not even close... #...because what i found that this has done is bring me *closer* to my trans body and my trans soul... #...i have found that my dysphoria has narrowed (especially since going on testosterone) and i feel more at peace

[pcktknife]

IQ

#ice queen #fiona and cake #fnc #adventure time #i think its interesting how much more disconnected she feels from her counterpart in comparison to everybody else #we never really get the simon part of ice queen right? like even the small cameo in fnc. maybe its cause we dont get that side of her in th #fnc episodes of adventure time we only get the surface level 'evil crazy ice lady' and never the person b4 the crown like her being a #ice cream vendor and her appearance while still slightly reminiscent of simon feels so different #etc etc shoulda made a textpost if i was gonna say all that #anyways ice queen + simone(?) #n marshall n betty but *waves hand* #myart #edit: so fucked everything i said apparently shes just some nymph in the comics 🗿 #i cant have anything. whatev im gonna continue living in my world of ignorance. those comics cant hurt me and i won't allow them to (u_u)

[junotter]

All the jokes about Ken and horses are good but I just wanna say it's such a good parallel to how actual young men get swept into misogyny and the patriarchy.

Like they're told to believe it means men get to be cool and manly and have this power but with that comes extremely rigid commands of what they can be as a man and a cycle of self hatred for never matching those gender roles perfectly. Patriarchy tells men that if they just do exactly what is expected of them, then they get all the "cool stuff" that comes with. That doesn't work though when there's only a small group that actually gets that power, but men will keep trying to fit into those roles in hopes that they can.

In the end there are no horses or the myth men are told, it's just endless cycles of self hatred and ingroup fighting.

#barbie #barbie movie #barbie spoilers #ig #ive got a lot more on how barbie looks at feminism and the patriarchy cause god they did it #not to say there isnt faults such as very little conversation about intersectionality #but i can also understand the impossible task of talking about EVERYTHING in one movie #not everyone will be happy and thats fine #anyway i think something barbie did really well is fight this battle of both wanting so deeply to love (romantically or not) men but also #not dismissing the fact its mens job to solve their problems themselves #that even if women need to be the front runners of breaking the patriarchy men cannot rely on them to solve their own problems completely #also just god im so glad this wasnt a girl boss slay movie #women deserve respect and love and life regardless of accomplishment #we should not have to be ceos and presidents and world problem solvers to gain equality #i can also understand if nonbinary people feel left out/disconnected from the movie #but as always gender abolition and acknowledging the gender binary (ie the one societially impossed) go hand and hand 👍 #just incase cause idfk terfs dni the barbie movie is not for you #barbie literally states constantly that her gender has nothing to do with (non existent) genitals so f off

[communistkenobi]

not sure if this was intentional or not but nemik saying in his manifesto “Remember this: Try.” is an interesting sentiment given that “do or do not, there is no try” is like one of the more famous lines from the original trilogy

#sw.txt #andor spoilers #andor #VERY INTERESTING IF THAT IS INTENTIONAL #maybe speaks to the disconnect between the jedi and the rebellion even after the order fell #the OT was written without the PT in mind but like the PT establishes yoda as a figurehead of the order #so like you could read that line as one being informed by a long familiarity with institutional power #and all the privileges that grants #there’s a similarly ‘heretical’ line from obiwan in uhhh wtf was that book called. planet something #the one by Greg bear #whatever it’s legends now but obiwan tells anakin that the force is not a nurse maid it will not protect you #which is a fairly radical thing for a Jedi to say #it’s understandable since it was shortly after he lost quigon #but I especially like when other sw media responds to established canon in a critical way #not necessarily to say it’s wrong but to present a perspective that frames the established canon as something you can contest

[lover-of-mine]

Eddie and Ana/Buck and Natalia parallels.

Alternative title: ♪ I think I've seen this film before ♪

#how do i even tag this? #911 #911edit #911hiatus2023 #911 abc #911hiatusparallels #911 fox #my edit #eddie diaz #evan buckley #ana flores #natalia dollenmeyer #i just think its interesting yk #its there #so im just thinking some thoughts #disconnected thoughts #but thoughts #so many thoughts #yeaaaaaah #imma go now #usercam #911verse

[gummi-ships]

Kingdom Hearts Birth by Sleep - The Land of Departure

#kingdom hearts birth by sleep #khbbs #land of departure #scenery #my gif #these clips have been sitting in my folder for months idk why it took me so long to make this set #but man #it was so unsettling to see the world in this state during my first playthrough #a world that was once your home but now you can't even stand at the entrance of the castle because the pathway collapsed #the music that used to make this place feel grand and important is now silent. all you hear is the wind blowing #the land of departure always felt so disconnected from everything else #like it was trapped in a little bubble that was kept safe by a select few #but now it's desolate and dead

[front-facing-pokemon]

#this is certainly the most goat looking angle i've ever seen for cobalion #i kinda wish the rest of the swords of justice were relevant in gti. y'know? we only saw virizion and keldeo but we never got to #hear virizion's stories about what the other swords of justice were up to. or even like. about the fact that she is a legendary pokémon #she never talked about it. no one acknowledged it. everyone was just down bad for her with no idea she's a legendary #literally a sword of justice. no “where's cobalion & terrakion” just oh FUCK you're hot #and then she gets a crush on emolga of all pokémon. which‚ fail. he is in love with dunsparce. do not take this from him #i'm so disconnected from the actual canon of pmd at this point i've become so engrossed in my own devised version #with all my own versions of all the characters with real names that just are not anything like their canon counterparts at this point #i've changed pmd so much in my own head that it's like. do i even like pmd anymore #yes. yes i do. my pmd is simply a different version of the same thing that we all love. impossible to like pmd without creating fan content #i firmly believe this. hey why don't i stop talking about unrelated things in cobalion's tags #cobalion

[bugflies00]

throws up and dies

#hes so disconnected from them & their passion its like he feels dead already #even visually he's apart from the others not only is he behind he's the only not wearing armour #they're all in these colourful metals that help to protect them and he's just in dark colours completely vulnerable - #- because he doesnt WANT protection because he wants to DIE im gonna fucking. #alex.rambles.txt #c!wilbur #mcyt #vodblogging #wilbur soot #dream smp

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

What was Lights out! Frank's reaction to crazy ass Lights out! Wally?

ah i wouldn't call him crazy, Wally's just desensitized to the Horrors and acts accordingly. which is occasionally a little unhinged. but no yeah Frank has a proper freakout <3 he has a hard time adjusting to certain aspects of.... everything. including Wally yeah

(don't bother trying to read this i know its terrible handwriting lmao, it's p much just to show Frank's spiral <3)

#wally when frank first wakes up: omg!!! im not alone!!! a friend!!! #wally ten minutes later: hey frank maybe you should go back to sleep. just a thought #LISTEN listen when youve been completely alone for ages and you have a Routine and youre Used to it #its a little very much fucking annoying to have it all Abruptly Disrupted #wally is used to quiet. hes used to his version of peace and routine #then frank barges in with his panic and Noise and general Thereness #wally is understandably very quickly Done With It #scribble salad #wh lights out au #they do have a fight over The Arm™️ i think #frank doesn't really get it at first. he will eventually #eddie's hat becomes his version of it #and julie's necktie i think. he might wind up wearing it on his wrist. idk tho still workshopping the wardrobe changes and such #but uhhhh yeah frank reacts Not Well! #its just a long day of continuous: what the fuck? What The Fuck? WHAT THE FUCK?! #theres just such a disconnect between his and wallys experiences #he hasnt had the chance to adjust or even prepare #very jarring for them both...

[tired-fandom-ndn]

I think it's actually soooooo sexy when characters are forced into godhood against their will, being made into something more than what they were in a way that forever locks them away from the life they lived, the people they love, and the person they used to be 💕

#bonus points if they fight so hard against the loss of their humanity #but the disconnect from mortality as a god happens so gradually that they don't even realize how much they've changed :) #this is about #percy jackson

[nicollekidman]

her most personal album yet, unedited heartbreak, reads straight from her diary! (derogatory)

megan said it best when she said we really were getting somewhere beautiful with real vulnerable songwriting and introspection and even accountability for a period, but this album is almost entirely a performative false version thats all ego…. love you taylor hope you take a long healthy retreat for a while because i’d love to be able to miss you….

#like i hope it’s very clear all this is coming from love and jm never going to drop her in any real sense even if i #i’m disconnected #gotta finish my tattoo actually #it’s all just so tired like 31 songs and not an ounce of innovation like just take a break!

[modernday-jay]

another version of me, i was in it

i wave goodbye to the end of beginning

#i know i always say allens a NATIVE NEW YORKAAAAAAA #but idk he really suits the vibe of #going back to ur hometown but youve changed a lot but so many things are the same and now u feel even more disconnected #YKNOW?? #allen jones i will always come back to you #my art #allen b. jones #alfred f. jones #veggie burgers

[italiantea]

silly little trivia that im sure anyone who's ever dissected a frog in school knows but damn, it makes sense to go with frogs as the monster for this particular segment since frog skin is completely detached from the flesh except for parts around the feet- as in, you can just slice it open and peel it off without any extra cutting

#like completely disconnected you can pinch it and lift it up and it'll separate. they're just wearing their own skin like a cursed onesie #easy skinning! #dungeon meshi #p #ive never even dissected a frog i was away for that one particular lab:(

[statementlou]

Why are people so afraid of the possibility that Louis is bisexual? Do they hate women that bad? Are they afraid that there are women who are sexually attracted to Louis? And that they dont see Louis as a brother? That Louis William Tomlinson fucks???

I mean speaking for myself I'm not afraid of shit but I've been paying absurdly close attention to Louis for a very long time now and I believe he's gay, it's not that fucking deep. Some people are gay. If you don't, cool, do you, but it seems to me like the people who really want to think he's bi are not talking much at all about what they actually see in Louis and instead quite a lot about what they WANT to see in Louis for their own reasons, as your weird message mushing together the topics of who is attracted to him with who he is attracted to perfectly illustrates. Women being sexually attracted to Louis has ZERO bearing on who he is or who he is attracted to, and thinking he's gay is not the same thing as thinking of him as a brother or that he doesn't fuck; it's okay to be attracted to people who aren't attracted to you and never will be, and it's literally the ONLY option with celebrities, regardless of their sexuality. We all know he isn't (No Control anyone?) but it would also be okay to have the hots for Louis if he was ace! IT DOESN'T MATTER

#I do in fact firmly believe that he thinks of us a bunch of little sisters- that DOES NOT mean we have to think of him as a brother #those are COMPLETELY DISCONNECTED THINGS #blah blah blah #LMAO I just realized I was so busy being like wtf at this ask that I didn't even really appreciate #that even this person with all of this.... isn't even trying to be like well he could be STRAIGHT😂