#even if my feelings are andn i should just!!! shut my feelings up and hjdgkmsg i dunno o

[mapleshmaple]

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#so i !! ended up passingn back out and i feel like thats a testimate to how much work is wearing me out/down and hsdgjks #and mom was on one of her 'im gonna clean the ENTIRE apartment/try to and talk to you in a disappointed tone while ur half asleep' #moods and hdsjgds its. a lot and i dont know why christines so weird about doing the dishwasher btu im not gonna do that aND be the only one #helping mom with the groceries and then going to work. thats not gonna fuckign happen after the shitshow this weeks been. #sjgksmd im! gonan reply to yall and other stuff too tonight msorry about this week-- ive been wanting to draw too and its! #frustrating cuz i got all this shit i wanan do but because we're so fuckign short staffed at work im there five days instead of three/four #and shdggjsdgs i dunno its. i dunno!!!! i dunno mjust really tired and drained and feel like im already down and just #getting kicked while im down and it sucks #that and like-- ghjsdkm i dunno i know i overthink things a shitload btu would??? the uf and sf/more serious skeles like me??? #i dunno i just feel like im too normal/basic for them and not cool enough and dhjndskm im gonna shut up about this i swear #its!!! jsut. been on my mind a lot lately. and i know that it doesnt really matter/why should i care they arent even real #even if my feelings are andn i should just!!! shut my feelings up and hjdgkmsg i dunno o #im gonna go do th fuckgin dishes and then head to work nshit and then pass out after again ill!! talk to yall tomorrow