#even if they're stupid extras

[fernlessbastard]

hot take moment cwilbur is literally just psychotic as all hell and i think people got way too comfortable villianizing the shit out of a man who was clearly portraying signs of severe mental illness. cwilbur was like im so fucking paranoid and scared and i think everyone is out to get me and hurt me and ive spiralled to the point i cant reach out to the people closest to me because im so afraid and lost in this spiral and im having constant panic attacks and hurting myself because i dong know what to do with myself and the only way out for me is to die. and everybody was like EVIL MAN WHO ENJOYS HURTING OTHERS AND IS ABUSIVE ON PURPOSE AND A VILLAIN AND SHOULD NEVER BE TRUSTED AGAIN. and then he came back and was like im still deeply troubled and afraid but im desperately trying to make up for the wrongs i did in the past and the people i hurt in my own way and communication is really hard for me but i hope people know that im truely sorry and i love them. im going to try my hardest to fix this in the only way i know how and then respectfully remove myself from the situation because i feel thats the kindest thing i can do to the people ive hurt. and people were like ABUSER ABUSER ABUSER EVIL MAN ABUSER. like girl

Yeah no based true real no questions asked

I'd hope I manage to portray Wilbur the way he deserves in my content, cause that man is heavily bpd coded and he just needs therapy and someone who genuinely loves him but also can handle his bullshit (which has exclusively and reliably been Quackity like, canonically)

But yeah no completely agreed. The man has issues and has definitely fucked up a lot but at the end of the day he really does need love and care and patience, but also boundaries (and therapy and meds, obviously)

#i deeeefinitely have no reason to have strong feelings about bpd bitches deserving love and care and stability ha ha nooo it's definitely- #-not like I've been dating one for well over 4 years now and even though we've been through so much shit together and I still can't- #-understand why people with bpd and conditions that have similar symptoms are so demonised. It just makes no sense to me. #my bf is the love of my life and i can't imagine /not/ supporting it through all the splitting and episodes and all of that cause they're- #-absolutely worth everything #i don't know not to be too gay on main but tbf it's too late now anyway i think-- #is it unstable? sure. but it's also the most caring and loving person i've ever been close with and it always makes sure i'm ok #and it loves me so undeniably deeply no matter what purely for who i am #i've never had anyone care about me this much and this genuinely and this unconditionally - it'd always be what /they/ can get out of /me/ #but my boyfriend just cares about me - the actual me - no matter if i'm acting how it imagined i'd act. what matters is if i'm /me/ #listen bpd isn't sunshine and rainbows - we've been through some TERRIBLE shit (including s-cide attempts) #but when people claim it makes a relationship toxic/abusive it's so stupid cause ultimately with mutual love support and reassurance- #-and professional help you can have a genuinely happy and healthy life with someone with bpd #love isn't mean to be easy. it's meant to be safe and supportive and genuine but a relationship always takes effort and work on both sides #you should never sacrifice your well being of course! #but when love takes effort and extra care it doesn't inherently mean it's unhealthy or toxic or abusive. it just means you're people. #tldr if you love someone then don't care about some diagnosis - care about the actual perso. #ask #asks #ask fern #tntduo #dsmp #tnt duo #wilbur soot #quackity #quackbur #dream smp #tntblr #c!quackbur #c!tntduo

[hella1975]

idk how to feel about the atla live action show but I just saw that the guy who’s playing zuko mentioned zukka in an interview and I’m kinda foaming at the mouth, going feral at the moment

ENOUGHHHH. T-MINUS ONE DAY

#NOT MY ZUKKA ❌ #can you believe i was one of the naive optimists being like 'maybe this live action will be good' #and then they started making announcements.... #i have ZERO hope for it anonstie. i dont want them to even touch zukka #not that im delusional enough to think they will but even this kind of shit of saying it in interviews like. i just feel #like they're fucking w us. like that's the issue w these big corporate shows made only for extra profit and not for love of the source #is that they treat the audience like something to be mocked. like we're all part of one big moneymaking trick #and if we fall for it by getting excited about certain things ('the actors JOKINGLY mentioned my fav ship!') then we're stupid #and i just really hate that. i need to get into more freak shit made by some students and a dodgy camera #bc the corporations have truly taken all love from film-making and the concept of a producer-consumer relationship is lost #OR SOMETHING. ANYWAY. WHAT WAS THAT #ask #atla

[subtle-as-an-earthquake]

that guy was really living the dream huh

#oh to be a bald middle aged man #it's alain johannes actually but it's funnier if it's just a random man #i know this is a staple pic but this is extra funny in light of that ✌🏻 post that was doing the rounds today lol #faves #what is even happing and why #they're stupid your honour #and i love them #also alex's waist look sooooo 🫠 #milex #tlsp #alex turner #miles kane #baby puppets #2010 #taotu

[mewkwota]

Help me I've been staring at that one GIF of Trevor C. Belmont again and I know it's just a lip flap but it looks like he's sneaking a little kissy for one frame I'm gonna schhhhhhhkl;k'l;'''

#this is what I get for reblogging it but I need it to cleanse my eyes #and I like these cutscenes they're so pretty #but ANYWAY that just makes it look like he's taunting hector even more this man is so extra (long) #I can't help but stupid smile at it whenever it happens #or just at the whole thing #haha did you know I really like that clip? :D #I am so thankful for OP for providing it

[fictionadventurer]

According to the app, I've got fifteen minutes left in The Heir of Redclyffe, but I don't want it to be over.

#the heir of redclyffe #charlotte mary yonge #it's so odd #there's some of the 'swimming through legos' feeling to the prose that reminds me of reading little women and other earlier victorian books #where the prose is wordy in a workmanlike way so you can't really call it beautiful or skillful #but also the characters are worthwhile enough that it's worth the extra work #and when i think back on plot events it's kind of astounding how big a deal they've made over such very small events #but yet #there's a depth to that smallness #gives a sense of the spiritual significance of even the tiny stupid conflicts of daily life #(even when i don't buy into their victorian codes of conduct) #'the greatest drama in life is the battle for a single human soul' and all #which also makes it possible to read *too deeply* into this story so i gotta watch out #but i know i'm going to be thinking about these characters and their journeys for a long time #there's a lot of 'telling' along with the 'showing' of these arcs but they're still good arcs #she's so subtly brutal to these characters #losing all hope for the future can still leave you in joy #getting everything you ever wanted in life can be the worst possible outcome #(and not just because of the depravity of wealth or whatever) #(but because the circumstances of getting it are nothing like how you wanted it ) #and the pacing is actually working surprisingly well #a lot of classics have this point where the last third or quarter has radically different circumstances from the rest of the book #and it usually feels weird to me and it's hard to think of it as the same book #but in this book that section might be my favorite in the story #the long denouement really gives you a chance to see how these characters grow #i'm a little worried she won't be able to leave everything in a satisfactory place with the page count we have left #but also if it never ends i never have to find out if she drops the ball or not

[quirklove]

S/O, gently fanning their non-heat-resistant boyfriend because it's currently like 38 C outside: Dabi, slowly boiling alive but grateful for the effort: 's okay babe you don't gotta keep doing that S/O: no no!! you're tolerant to cold, not heat. I don't want you to burn to a crisp, sweetie! Geten who just happens to be walking by: isn't it a little late for THAT? he looks like a piece of chicken someone left in the fryer overnight. S/O, gasping in offense on behalf of their poor boyfriend: Dabi: Dabi: Dabi: Dabi, instantly lighting himself on fire: LET'S SEE IF YOUR ASS DOESN'T MELT ON CONTACT, FROSTY

#My Hero Academia #Boku no Hero Academia #Dabi #Geten #shitpost #romantic #humor #this is extra funny if they're in a poly bc Geten's stupid ass gets competitive #and Dabi says CATCH THESE HANDS #boys slow down it's fucking hot outside neither of u needs to be getting overexerted #poor Dabi will burn up even more and Geten will melt like a fucking Popsicle #they both get to go to baby villain jail #this was inspired by the reminder that Dabi probably wouldn't be bothered by the cold but he'd be miserable when it's hot out #and the image of his S/O fanning him trying to keep his temp down is super cute #but then Geten has to ruin it like he ruins everything <3

[izzy-b-hands]

im ngl i had a lil breakdown before my shower (which i took just before i went to bed to chill and watch the new eps) abt some thought-id-already-worked-all-thru-it irl stuff that resurfaced on me like trauma tends to and i just

it made everything in the show so. I don't know how to say it right. but i feel seen and understood and emotionally overwhelmed in a safe yet weird way, just like i did with a lot of s1 and I am Feeling So Much akdnfkgb (i cannot stress enough that this is a Good Thing and I'm absolutely thrilled and happy with the new eps and like. Going to be fine mentally I just gotta wrangle this like i have the times before.)

#text post #god i need a therapist that specialises in PTSD when i can afford therapy again #in the meantime recognition of the self thru the admired other while im in this state weirdly helps #makes me feel like im gonna burst out of my skin and I'm blasting metal in my ear buds to deal with that for now #gonna sleep eventually #i think lmao #im fine honestly bc like. this is not my first breakdown by any means but just. the fucking timing could not have been better #that said i both need a hug and absolutely could not handle being touched rn so that's something #no one's gonna read this far so im gonna just let myself have one little extra messy vent in that #my stupid fucking dad triggered part of this last one and I'm so mad abt it #he doesn't give two fucks abt me now (but he'd pretend to if he saw me in person bc jason LOVES keeping up appearances) #and he would just do a little nod and smile and talk over me telling him all that's happened this last year #i moved across the fucking country with help from friends so i wouldn't wind up dead in ND #and that's the thing i keep surviving and I dont understand why when I'm so often stressed and struggling to want to live #that and more has been sitting weighing and i just. want to tell him all of this and for him to be proud of me #he'll never be proud of me the way i want bc even my mum hasn't pulled that off #where they're proud of me as I am with no caveats or hiding parts of myself #if u think this is bad pls know i deleted a maximum tags tag essay/trauma dump just before this on this post lmao #i am In The Soup rn but it's gonna be fine #gonna rewatch s2 eps and be slightly but safely triggered by bits of ed and izzys stuff and get stoned and try to. process feelings #find some ptsd therapy worksheets online like dr. blohm suggested i try #forgive me the long tags and scroll by it fast if u want/need friends ill try to contain my current mess to this post & few others

[morrigan-sims]

The Oakes Family!!!

A comparison of the entire Oakes family, or at least the ones I have figure out and named.

Left > Right, Top > Bottom:

Her Majesty, Queen Maeve Oakes / Her Highness, Queen Consort Adelia Ambrose / Her Majesty, Queen Rosalynn / Prince Consort TRAITOR Wymond [something] / Her Majesty, Queen Fallon Oakes / His/Her Highness, Prince/Queen Consort [REDACTED] / Her Highness, Princess Rosalie Oakes / Ares

Ares was made by the lovely @whimsyoak

#ts4 #the sims 4 #ts4 cas #sims 4 cas #*rtq extras #rtq: Fallon #rtq: Rosalynn #rtq: Wymond #no one else has a tag cause they're not even referenced in the story #idk how I feel about giving them tags #but I probably should #rtq: Maeve #rtq: Adelia #rtq: Rosalie #rtq: Ares #and I'm well aware that no one's ages make sense here #it's fine #behold #you actually get to see Wymond's eyes #his evil stupid idiot eyes #I mean Fallon has his eyes so maybe all of the rest of him BUT his eyes is the evil stupid murderer parts

[plushiehamuko]

ask shinji if he's dating hamuko and he'll say it's none of your business. insist after that and he'll tell you to fuck off. nobody knows what happens if you still persist beyond that bc nobody is stupid enough to push after shinji says to fuck off. HOWEVER ask hamuko if she's dating shinji and she'll come up with a different answer every time, becoming increasingly more outlandish with the responses the more she is asked

#squishy talks too much #squishy plays p3p #and it's funny bc neither of them consider their relationship dating. not even in an “it's complicated” way #they could just say “no” but they're both too extra for that #“hamuko is aragaki-senpai your boyfriend” #“jeez i wish... but he is actually moving to america next week and neither of us wanted to do long distance so we broke it off. yeah sad ik #or “yeah but i'm thinking of breaking it off. you see he's actually secretly a vampire and it's kinda draining. in a literal sense.” #she is just SOOOO stupid and weird #posts that only appeal to me and are only funny to me #about hamuko <3 #about shinji <3

[running-in-the-dark]

okay I love Fast Car, just like everyone else, but I just heard For My Lover for the first time and now I'm so mad I didn't buy this album on vinyl that one time I almost bought it (I had it in my hands!! I'm so stupid) 😫 oh my god.

#like. I mean fast car is GREAT. though tbh I actually prefer the christian kane cover of it 😬😬😬 #but for my lover is. god it's doing things to my brain #I didn't want to listen to the rest of the album until I buy the record annnd then I stopped buying records so I just tried to ignore 6 #*it #but this song just came up on shuffle and fuck. #I want the record so bad now. I'm still not gonna listen to the rest until then! because I'm stupid that's why! #I wish it wasn't so expensive but fuck it I'd pay that much just for this song. #might even call the closest record store tomorrow to see if they have it. need. need need need it. #okay back to not writing any actual words for my thesis ugh #personal #(and I'm like 99% sure I've already heard most of the album already buuut. not on purpose so it doesn't count) #(and okay they're just. both perfect. but this one is new to me right now so it's extra awesome lol)

[taonpest]

I'm having...................old men brainrots........

#my stupid thoughts #this is about Janos and Vorador once again #they're divorced but they still deeply love each other hope that helps #they've been plaguing my brain for days now #once I'll be done with Blood Omen 2 again I will write soooo many fanfics (<- will write exactly 0 fanfics) #if I write a fanfic it will kill 8 million people and injure 1 billion alright #it's gonna be extra cheesy and it's gonna be bad oh so bad #and I'm not even talking about me writing smut #y'all are going to say «well you just have to do it it's okay to write bad fanfics sometimes» it's not for me okay #writing fanfics killed my grandma okay #however #however I should draw Janos and Vorador fucking soon #I think it will make the itching in my brain stop

[depresseddepot]

the way i try so SO hard to gain even a crumb of body neutrality only to then see some shit on twitter that remind me that oh yeah. a distinct portion of the population genuinely believes they are being discriminated against when they have to look at or be within 50 feet of a fat person

#the amount of times ive heard my skinny friends call themselves fat and disgusting to my face without considering the implications #i saw some tweet that just like. had a fat person in the video and ALL of the responses were men making fun of her #like. yes i realize my life would be so much better if i was born with a faster metabolism. thank you for reminding me #yes i realize i am not treated seriously because i am fat #that sort of incredulous look skinny people give you when you have the audacity to sit near them on the bus or ask for directions #like they're shocked you weren't some round thing that was in their sights for 2 seconds to make fun but disappeared #i am trying very hard not to let it get to me but when so many people seem to think the same thing it feels stupid #likei know i dont see people the way allosexuals do but are fat people really so disgusting that they feel like they can say shit like that #its so so frustrating #if i am going to die alone because of my own failings i can learn to accept that #but if i die alone because i can't find anybody that doesn't think fat people are worthless then what is the fucking point lmao #''people irl dont actually think that'' i cant count on 1 hand the amount of skinny people who have lamented about their weight to my face #someone brings in cookies to work and as im eating one someone skinny says ''well. i really don't need the extra calories so ill pass'' #someone skinny checking out diet/exercise books because they ''REALLY have to lose some weight'' #no they aren't talking about me/to me but how detached from your surroundings do you have to be to shit on yourself for your weight #like. even if i was skinny they're still talking about how gross and ugly they are around kids #''love your body and your self!!!1!!1'' okay then stop calling yourself disgusting regardless of how much you weigh. #you can think if if you want but god that 12 year old girl in line behind you is going to remember that forever #she is going to internalize ''oh okay. thats what a disgusting body looks like'' #andthen she'll grow up and hate herself and continue the fucking cycle #just stop. stop talking about your weight around kids. i dont need 60 yo women telling me they're gross when they weigh maybe 150 lbs #i know this is super unhealthy but i literally cannot wait until i can move out and isolate myself from society #because every second i try to engage with it is literal torture #yall are so mean for no reason #i dont really have much to live for #but it would be helpful if skinny people didn't constantly reiterate that there's no point to living if you aren't skinny #im so tired #vent

[marklikely]

idk if this is a silly question but why. do some doll collectors have multiple NIB of the exact same doll. like it seems selfish to me.... give me your extras pls.

#its one thing if they're like out of box for parts or customizing but #to just have. multiple of the same exact doll just for collecting is so weird to me. others would like to have one of those too. #unless there's like some reason other than just hoarding them so nobody else can have any smh. #avpost #sorry i saw someone showing off her 'extras' box on tiktok with 3 of a doll i really want and can't get in my budget so i got angery. #and i know this is like not unusual i see duplicates on ppls collection shelves all the time and im like well WHY #why do you need two just to put them on display and not even do anything with. #or in that ladys case not even to display them theyre all stuffed in a BOX. sick disgusting evil etc. #would you even notice if i took one of the ones i wanted . out of your stupid box. >:/

[mushroom-for-art]

Hey @blues-sues, they consume me enjoy.

In the rain

Hidden under a rough covering of leaves, two Mewtwo sheltered themselves from the rain with the little dip huddling close for warmth as the rain splattered heavily around them. The red hued one kept his arms wrapped around his companion holding them close protectively, eyes constantly scanning his surroundings trying to pinpoint any abnormal movement or sounds from around the rain, his eyes darting to leaves that bounced under fat water droplets or branches that swayed in a gust.

He jolted flinching as a droplet that had rolled across the leaves fell on his back, water still getting them within their makeshift shelter. Feeling her shiver he held her tighter pulling her closer as rain thumped around them. He tilted and moved his head desperate to hear over the rain or anything past the rain as another droplet hit his arm then his tail. He couldn't help the growl that started to grumble and grow within the back of his throat and as it to insult him a drop plonked onto his head causing him to jolt and shift his body weight. His companion made a soft noise as she felt him moving.

He moved into a crouch, his arms still wrapped around his friend, his tail thumping into the sopping wet ground causing mud to fly around, his eyes frantic as the rain continued to pour indiscriminately around them.

He felt his companion lightly jump in his arms as rain hit her on the cheek, despite her quietly giggling at the sensation and surprise he felt aggressive. He shifted on his toes feeling quills starting to form under his body, his body beginning to stretch and morph. He felt his fingers and toes extending elongating outwards, his digits sinking into the dirt as he growled, feeling surrounded by thousands of unseen enemies and untraceable threats. He shoved himself upwards from his crouch standing and storming out into the rain even as his limbs screamed at him to not move. He bellowed snarling furious at the rain turning in circles as he was lashed with water in feral deranged hysteria.

Throwing his thick quills from his wrists, they sank into the mud into tree trunks as he paced in a circle overwhelmed with pain and sounds. The rain was horrid and wet and cold on his body and wracked him full of chill even as his limbs and body burned in searing agony. His wrists and fingers quivered in uncontrollable subtle shaking between freezing anxiety and overwhelming pain, his foot sank into the mud whimpering with the pain shooting up his leg as his tail thrashed. Everything was just too much as he growled over his pain at the sky daring the weather to come and fight him personally, it was an unstoppable entity, an enemy that needed to be subdued even as rain hit his face and into his eyes.

Shivering from the sudden loneliness his companion of pinks moved carefully from where she was huddled making a soft oop as her horns touched the leaves above her head and splattered her head. She moved her hands to feel around to carefully shimmy out from the little shelter. Unable to see anything but the aura of others she managed to step into the open. She had seen other aura traces but right now all she could make out were the waves of bright red energy rolling off of her companion. His aura flared outwards in powerful waves that almost sent her stumbling backwards, but she could read him and she could feel his pain and terror. Even as his aura blinded her vision further with red and the outline of his taller form she approached, with practiced caution.

Her hand reached out and she managed to brush against his tail as it swayed past her hand thankfully going over his quills in a way that flattened them and left her unharmed. She heard his startled breath and the splat of mud as he turned quickly to confront her with a snarl before quietening into a whimper. Despite being blind to turned her head up to meet where his gaze should be and raised her hands upwards towards him. She couldn't actually reach but she didn't need to, she felt his hands quickly cupping the back of hers and his face burying quickly into her palms as he mumbled apologies into her hold. She rubbed her thumbs carefully against his cheeks as he buried into her hands feeling his tail curl around her and pull her closer as he moved into a crouch still using his hands to keep hers on his face. Slowly he moved his hands moving them instead to wrap around her body pulling her in closer to himself as he pressed his face into her neck as her hands moved one holding his face the other gently holding his neck. His aura waves were calming from erratic spikes and waves to small rolls of energy but she could still sense he was in pain even if he didn't express it.

She tilted her head to the side gently bonking against him and lightly rubbing her cheek against the side of his head near his horns offering a soft comforting purr. The rain pattered above them as a psychic barrier was made like an umbrella, she squeezed him just softly closer to her purring a bit deeper, "there you go," she comforted, "that's better yea?" She felt him nod into her neck.

Her hand moved from his neck to rub down his upper back carefully, his quills already flattened, she could feel his body starting to change once more, his aura signature shrinking as his body reduced in stature and size back to his regular form, though he still huddled into her. Even though he was quiet she knew he was still in pain, the mega evolution took a great physical toll on his body it was something he really shouldn't have done but she could understand why. Had he ever really heard or felt the rain before? She'd heard it a few times from her own room but she figured to him this was already so much especially with how anxious and protective he'd become. She gently squeezed him closer to her and he made a soft mrrp.

"Come on, let's head back to the shelter, wait for this rain to stop." He nodded into her neck once more his hold on her tightening as she moved, "Rig, you gotta let go so we can move," she giggled softly as he made a bit of a stubborn grumble moving to pick her up as she squealed and very much told him off and to put her down for his own sake before he hurt himself further.

"I know you're already going to be aching from that evolution. You stop being silly and put me down no lifting anything, oh my Arceus Rigger!!" He ignored her protests carrying her back to the shelter and ducking under inside keeping the protect barrier above them to offer more security and ease his overwhelmed senses. He put her down but didn't release.

"That was very foolish and you know it I can feel the pain in your aura," he buried himself into her neck wrapping his legs and tail around her to hold her close to him as she tutted thumping her tail a little to express her mild frustration at his lack of self care before sighing leaning into his warm hold. "You better take it easy from now on though Rig, you're still recovering if you continue to push yourself too far you could be seriously hurt." Her voice was soft but he could hear the clear worry in her tone as she cuddled herself into him.

"Sorry Mel…" His voice a mumble, "I'll, try..promise.." She sighed softly, the sincerity was clear in his aura despite him struggling for words. She leant into him comfortable in his hold and warm as she felt him mutually lean and press into her, closing her eyes she just listened to the rain with him.

#My writing #My oc #Friends oc #Rigger the mewtwo #@Blues-sues oc #@Blues-sues Melaleuca #I love ur girl #She's the only fucker with sense #Me: hasn't even revealed Riggers design. Also me: puts in fic #Hope this isn't rude as she hasn't been revealed yet #Also I'm imaging her aura vision is similar to the aura emotional vision from the Arceus movie where it like woo wibbly wavy energy #So she can see and pick up on his emotions by his aura and too much energy does have the physical affect of nearly making her stumble #Little extra treat for her #Rigger is a massive cuddle bug and an even bigger idiot #Probably not long went through horrid experiments then accidentally triggered his body into the second mega of that day #And then despite the huge body pains hes in from his body being stretched and changed he HAS to pick up his Mel #He's so fucking stupid honestly he shouldn't be lifting anything at all #But no gotta hold his fren #They're cuddly and I love them ur honor

[idk-bruh-20]

Aaannd that's a wrap!

Honestly, The Avengers is such a good movie.

I just spent like 6 hours watching it while also completing other work and not sleeping even a little bit and... it's just. It's a really good movie. It's really solid and fun. I think I'd forgotten how much this movie fills me with childish glee

#every dramatic little beat #these stupid characters whom I love #they're SO dumb and I love them SO much #even steve #he's just extra stupid sometimes #(newsflash bucky did NOT take all the stupid with him. steve's still got plenty of stupid) #also he hurt my boy's feelings #what was I talking about? #oh yeah I decided to do this instead of sleep because I make really healthy and smart life choices #thoughts #idkb rewatch #the avengers