#even in his fever dream saving cas- helping cas- protecting worrying dear lord

[count-woe-laf]

breathes heavily dta cas

#i need help #i need fucking help- #i stopped reading in april?? after finishing the second book but god now i cant stop thinking about it- #dta #ive literally destroyed myself #none of yall know what im saying and im so glad its just... #creation!!! infinity sleep 30 feet away!! he got high with people cause he doesnt know how to reward people but hey it worked #literally that was the last scene i read and oh my god cas explaining what happened when people tried to kill him holy shit im ill #i missed the sound of you breathing i made you promise not to die of a fever oh my goddd #im going to explode- that's it!! i am going to combust- #i almost burned my retinas out but you helped and sat on my fucking lap holy shittttt i cant do this rn #sometimes i forget dean literally confirmed they were together to keep him safe #contamination!!!! oh lord that chapter made me want to slam my head against a wall #even in his fever dream saving cas- helping cas- protecting worrying dear lord #they better each other cas is insane i love him so much #wow.... #god im so sorry for this mess but no im not if you ask me about this youll either get a 5 paged rant or an incomprehensible sentence #+screaming #ajdhajhdjd #anyways- *breaths heavily* dta cas #the pasta speaks #spn