y'know what we don't talk about enough? Hazel died. We talk about how she grew up in the 30's and 40's and we talk about how out of place she feels in the modern world, but! She died! She was dead! She has spent more time dead than alive, and not by a close margin!
How does that effect a person??? We got some of it in the flashbacks, but once those caught up with her present timeline and she shared them, they just kind of... disappeared. And she was a regular girl with some weird past experiences. That's one way of doing it, sure!
I think it would have been a lot cooler if she was just a touch creepier. If she felt a little bit Wrong. Yeah, in general she's more approachable than her brother, she's more sociable and less closed off, but. If you actually spend any time with her, it can be difficult to tell which child of the underworld is actually more unsettling.
Hazel is bright of personality and has a dazzling smile, but sometimes she'll just... shut down. She'll go completely blank for like half an hour and nobody knows what to do with it. Sometimes she forgets she's alive. Sometimes she'll spout the grimmest shit you've ever heard like it's nothing, she won't even notice it's weird until the room goes quiet. She spent decades in Asphodel, which is designed to make people forget about themselves and wander around for eternity, only she didn't have the luxury of forgetting! Wild! After she comes back to life, sometimes she forgets that she's allowed to Do Stuff now. She can spend so long sitting and staring at nothing. Sometimes she'll start crying on cloudless days because it hits her again that she can actually feel the warmth of the sun on her skin and she can hear birdsong. Every little mundane experience is a blessing and she will make you remember that in the most foreboding way possible.
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i'm thinking more about the potential of laudna losing her warlock levels again and one thing that i don't think is very likely and don't even know if it would be a good choice mechanically to begin with, but would be very fun is if she went college of spirits bard. it keeps the vibes and flavor of briarwoods-era whitestone and "weird girl" energy that she's always had considering what we saw of young laudna/"matilda", but gets rid of the direct connection to delilah's magic.
also there's a lot of fun potential puppetry flavor that can go on with tales from beyond.
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"I don't want to get pregnant." Jaina simply answered, nursing the cup of medical herb tea and slowly sipped it-- absolutely ignoring the disappointed look on Katherine's face. "I know you want grandchildren to carry our family's legacy, but I don't think that would be fair to the children who has been orphaned by the wars." Jaina leveled her mother's stare with her own till they softened.
"Besides, I'm getting a little too old for pregnancy anyway. I'm already about to reach my forties, and I just..." She trailed off with a sigh. "The thought of having children with my life the way it is terrifies me. There are always going to be people out for my blood and I cannot bring an innocent child right in the crossfire. My life isn't just about being a Lord Admiral and maintaining the sailor community in Kul Tiras. I've been in wars, and I've pissed dangerous people off. Any child I bear in this life would likely be kidnapped and used against me. Or worse, they'd be killed just because someone despises me."
To sum it up, I wouldn't be a good mother. Jaina left that part out. She wasn't looking for pity. She's grown weary of that, because it really does nothing to help anyone and she despised feeling weak.
She then smiled to ease the pain for both of them. "There's always hope with Tandred. I believe he's been seeing a lot more of that pretty young lady he spoke of."
Katherine only sighed in defeat, but smiled with her daughter anyway. "I suppose you're right... those poor orphans do deserve better."
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I’m re watching Community (totally for writing inspo it’s productive sh) & I was thinking I was so right to make Azula Annie inspired but Katara is not Britta but then I realized maybe she is. just a lil
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slowly coming out to people at work and today i decided to come out to a woman i know does not like transgender people and she stopped me and said "no, i know what you are. i knew when you came in one day and you always had a very sweet, beautiful voice and it turned hard one day, suddenly. i know. and i have my own opinions. i know a lot of gays and lesbians and all kinds of people, trust me. and i respect you. but i have my own opinions under god. and you live your life." and literally earlier that day she had called me a "strong, very beautiful woman" which is part of why i did this. and i asked why, if she knew, that she did that anyways. and she said "well, it's how i see you, as you were born." and i just put up one finger and waggled it and said "we will not discuss this further". and like i knew this would happen. but oh well! i honestly thought she would be the kind of person who was sort of furious about it because it how she always seemed.
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nothing funnier than dimitri and dedue's intense co-dependency to the point that dedue pledges his life to dimitri and that his perceived death is a major factor in dimitri's character arc and claude and hilda's affectionate partners-in-crime schtick where claude is incredibly saddened when instead of retreating and staying safe as he thought she would she defends him and dies versus hubert being literally groomed to be edelgard's ultimate servant and speaking of nothing except her and edelgard deadass not acknowledging his death. bc she is not present on his death map. lmfao
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cheap trick’s surrender is a banger but the verses sure are something. first batch being addressed to the “i’d meet girls like you” as the narrator here presuming this girl is Too Sexually Actively since this focuses a lot on like sti / stds for a while?? this framework of [the narrator is addressing a Girl] is also immediately dropped. and then also the “stds exist” savviness comes from My Mommy Served In The WACs in the Philippines and that mommy not being one of the recruited “old maids” and the soldier and the indonesian junk going around which i used to chalk up while half listening to like...the boat?? but it’s like, this is a hell of an angle about how your parents have unexpected histories and surprising supposedly informed lectures about the dangers of not staying away b/c you’ll never know what you’ll catch and focusing on that for the majority of the song for some reason. and then it’s like, also my parents like rock music & they fuck. and that’s the end like okay. anyways and also the way “before we married Maaahmmy served” (lol) and “Greg’s all right” makes me laugh every time, which is fun. i like things that are a little sonically weird & grating. like, the lyrics of uh, what is the weird paul mccartney song. temporary secretary. are as bad or worse and it’s not a banger but when i sit down to listen to it it does just make me laugh throughout lol. not in the kind of I’m Tickled way that even ramps up my genuine enjoyment of other songs for having some of those “grating” elements lol but. for example i love a like really nasal and rhotic and drawn out EER sound. anyways this has been a segment.
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