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#every person ive had been having a slightly more serious crush on ovwr the last idk ten years or so
yangyangthegerman
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3 years
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#i guess it doesnt matter what my life looks like i dont change at all ever not a tiny bit....
#once ive crushed on someone that stupidity just stays with me forever huh
#every person ive had been having a slightly more serious crush on ovwr the last idk ten years or so?
#they could just randomly pop up in my life again and screw me over or whatever
#and i would just let them
#once i like someone idc i guess i will always have them in my heart
#we dont speak in five years? who cares? bet your ass im still thinking about you every week
#im still just wondering how you're doing hoping youre happy
#and similtanously wondering why im so pathetic and annoying tbh
#like... why? why still reach out to people again every once in a while when i clearly was given a chance and didn't want it?
#seriously why am i like this? wtf is wrong with me?
#can i not just forget that really sweet and fun people exist?
#like i had deleted numbers and everything but i still go back every now and then and check up on them
#and just like... im here wondering what my life would be like if i had actually given someone a real shot once
#instead of getting scared every time even when i realised there was still an interest in me?
#im too old to be this unreasonable and still get so hot and cold and hold on to my past feelings... this is almost obsessive
#what even do i want
#how weird does a person have to be
#there are so many people from my past that i love so much that i never talk to anymore
#people who a part of me still thinks of as friends although we havent seen each other in two years or more
#whenever i think of people who i genuinely like and stuff... theyre still all there
#why cant i let go? not even the ones who had done me dirty
#if they reached out to me id give them another chance and another one and so on... what is this insanity
#which one(s) of my stupid placements is responsible for this sort of thinking/behaviour ?
#im tired...
#i think too much about people who arent even part of my life....
#personal
#sorry if anyone really read this tbh
#i know i should just be focused on my stupid little life and the kid and all but ugh...
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