#every single one ive met

[soddenbeast]

If there is one thing about a trans fem it is that she will make music

#every single one ive met

[neonlitlesbians]

i feel so safe around trans girls. i guess maybe its because im hanging out with people like me but whenever i talk to another trans girl (even when i havent talked to her before and it triggers social anxiety) it makes me feel so warm and at home, like everythings gonna be okay :)

#++ #technically a vague ig but i feel thid way around all trans girls almost every single one ive ever met :)

[shameboree]

there is no diagnosis or amt of pain that justifies mistreating healthcare workers which i know is a radical take because nurses are just Mean Girls and always will Deserve It.

“im normally a nice person” see i am actually not believing you because if your frontline stress response is cruelty and trying to ruin peoples lives you might consider that you are a baseline piece of shit kinda person instead

#also every person ive known who described themselves as NICE has been one of the most vile ppl ive ever met in my life so consider that also #'im in a lot of pain right now so me being mean is how you know its REAL' buddy i had cancer and not once was i mean to anyone #not a single condition on this planet gives you license to mistreat others except maybe when youre just actively fucking dying ig #kels talks #kels talks healthcare #that probably needs to be its own tag at this point. anyway ppl are always such little cuntbabies to nurses smfh

[p4nishers]

i desire him carnally

#every single move he makes is simply the sexiest thing ive seen in my entire life #no u dont get it he's a DAD of all things he's protective he's so SO sweet he's devoted he's moral (yes despite killing for a living stfu) #he emotionally adopts a child after spending 0.03 seconds with him he's takes off his helmet that has NOT been taken off infort of a living #thing in over a decade just so that his son can see his face one last time oh also did i mention he gave the same child the choice to chose #his own pat despite grogu being the only thing keeping him alive and then letting him go to his kind and breaking his creed aka the thing #he devoted his life to JUST so he can get his son back #he's also just a really confused tired himbo who i want to cling to like a koala #i will always bs single for din djarin #din djarin #the mandalorian #grogu #din and grogu #pedro pascal #yes this is after he let a krayt dragon eat him just he can help a marshal save his very small village who he met a day ago #yes i am in love w him

[beeapocalypse]

trying to craft a funger oc like aughhhh i can see him i can picture him in my head right now [image of the most off putting little man possible]

#he does not have a name yet but he DOES have a vague concept. author from the eastern union who got drafted into the military and-- #--met another guy during the 1 week he had b4 getting shipped out to basic training. they immediately develop a WAY intense relationship-- #--and constantly send letters to each other. author is a total chickenshit and comes to cope w the violence of war thru-- #--alcoholism and a complete retreat into his obsession w the other man. gets a couple wires crossed and has his lust morph into more + more #--violent fantasies that the other man plays along w bc its Fun+Wild (at its core its the authors desire for CONTROL. if hes the one-- #--bringing the pain then hes safe. even better if its with the single person in existence he feels like he can trust during that-- #--period of time). manages to live throughout the rest of the war and rushes back to his lover. spends a slowly degrading week w him where- #--the man comes to realize what he thought of as simple metaphor+exaggeration was TRUE desire from the author + the author flounders-- #--without the then expected+familiar terror day in and day out. culminates in the man demanding the author leave and never try to contact-- #--him again (saying their romance was wild and exciting and unlike anything hed ever experienced but the only good way it couldve ended-- #--was if the author died out on the front and forever left him Wanting without the actual reality of those desires realized) and the-- #--author either tries to shoot himself or the man (fails to do so. lol) b4 running off to the first train out of town. worlds messiest guy #ya it leans a bit into samarie territory but hes fun. his theoretical ending b would probably have smth to do w sylvian worship + marriages #even more vague idea for his moonscorched form is a sopping wet pathetic red wolf ('red wolf' being one of the mans terms of endearment-- #--thru their wartime love letters) w its legs tangled up in barbed wire so it has to drag itself around. red bc its incredibly-- #--thin skin (<-- do you get it .) splits and bleeds thru with every movement. a lot of whining and incoherent babbling as it hesitates to-- #--ACTUALLY attack anybody. should have some cock horror element but ive no ideas on that front LOL #skill ideas are persistence predator (more melee damage dealt the less mind hes got- a backstory choice where he focuses entirely on the-- #--love letters rather than splitting focus on his on-pause career with short stories) and an unnamed one playing into his terror/lust deal- #--where he gets a buff to either melee damage or speed when his phobia is active. want to come up with at least one more though #mmmaybe him being an author doesnt play that well into his concept as a whole but hes my strangeguy so whatever

[evankinard]

ben affleck.jpg

#my first hospice client is a transphobic antivaxxer zionist #->the caregiver is #so imagine what i had to go through today sitting through 2 hours of the conversation jumping topics and every single one bringing a take m #more nightmareish than the last #and i cant say shit because my job is to sit there and smile and nod and provide emotional support for these people in their time of need #and i cant neglect a patient by arguing and causing a conflict between us #just because theyre the most misinformed misguided ignorant people ive met in years

[nexttothelamp]

...

#its my birthday :3 #for some reason this is the first year that actually means something to me... #i lived bitch 🤣 i made it to 28 #and somehow ive been more excited to finish a full year of my nanowrimo goal #after all tomorrow is november 1st! #damn what a terrible year. but im here! #and this writing goal honestly meant so much to me. #i wrote a paragraph everyday for a single year. sometimes more but the important thing was at least a paragraph every single day #even at my sickest thats the one thing i had that I could keep doing. it kept me going some days #as i deteriorated my writing didnt. it flourished #im on the cusp of something man #i just. i fucking did it #all of it whatever it is 🤣 #i survived and because I kept writing i kept that spark alive #damn. congratulations me youve met a long term goal that wasnt marrying your hs sweetheart 🤣 #locked her down a decade ago so its about time i achieved something else!! #thanks past charlie. couldnt have gotten to the now without you making it through then #happy birthday #notes to myself #id say delete later but i wont

[vanyafresita]

WWGRRRAAAAAAAHHHHHHH <- it wants to buy a secondhand book that is on sale, but it already has several books to-read right there in its bookshelf

#okay imma sound insane for a moment but bear with me #ive been avoiding the lord of the rings movies since i was like 14 cuz i wanted to read the books first #but then i never fucking did I KNOOOOOW OKAY every single person ive met friends professors and randoms tell me i should read the books !!! #and a few weeks ago a friend was like #if the lord of the rings books seem a big intimidating you should try reading the hobbit first its a light read and will get u in the mood #and today i was casually checking for 2nd hand books of le petit prince in french bcs thats the type of person i am #(<- collects the same book in different languages) #and suddently i saw on sale the hobbit book and im soooooo *explodes* #I NEED ITBSO BADLY BUT I HAVE MY BOOKSHELF RIGHT NEXT TO ME WITH AROUND 20 BOOKS I HAVE YET TO READ #/AND/ THREE BOOKS I STARTED AND HAVENT FINISHED YET #SOMEONE KILLLL MMEEEEEEE #''just watch the movies they are well adapted'' #what if i told you i'd rather kill myself #i already hate coraline as it is YES THE MOVIE IT FUCKING SUCKS THE BOOK IS ONE OF MY FAVOURITES AND THE MOVIE MESSED IT SO BAD #I COUDL WRITE A WHOLE ESSAY ON WHY IT SUCKED the animation and technique was cool i dont have a problem w that THE STORY THO- !!!!!! #anyways the thing with me is that i usually prefer reading books first and then MAYBE checking visual adaptations #cuz i like when my brain gets to imagine things i hate being given everything I WANNA MAKE A MOVIE IN MY HEAD FIRST !!!! #so yeah i will suffer for some more time until i finish reading my to-read pile of books and then i'll continue buying books #sorry for being insane tee hee #vanya strawberry flavored

[hella1975]

loveeeeeeee when my one very spoilt flatmate says some shit about how she treats her mum/how she talks to her mum and me and my other flatmate just look at each other for a silent moment and both just go 'no id be dead'

#like flatmate no.1 is the spoilt one and ive known her as well as flatmate no.2 since not just first year but FRESHERS #like these are my uni 4lifers we've known each other since the first two weeks flatmate no.2 i met on my first DAY #so it's quite funny bc ive SEEN flatmate no.1 change her atittude over time #and i think it's a joint effort of being exposed to different people at uni #and also bc ive just beaten her down every time she says something even remotely ignorant/spoilt #like i normally wouldnt give myself that much credit for a single person's character arc but flatmate no.2 BARELY saw us last year #and me and flatmate no.1 were basically joint at the hip so it was a proximity thing more than me just being super cool and inspiring #so basically what im getting at is that in first year she was sooooo shamelessly spoilt #and it was so clear she just had never hung out with people who WERENT spoilt #and nowadays she's v good at letting herself be the butt of the joke and she still gets iffy about dumb shit #but generally speaking she takes what we give her now whereas she used to ARGUE and that boiled my fucking blood #and it means we can talk more easily about these things and one thing that comes up A LOT is the difference in parenting #like i shit you not this girl uses a baby voice on her parents. it's actually uncomfortable #me however i was raised with a bloody mercenary whose genuine worst insult for us was to call us middle class LMAO #like my mum put tough love into the dictionary her VERBATIM catchphrase is 'fall in or fuck off' #and flatmate no.2 is ESTRANGED from her mum and has a very on-off relationship with her dad that has all round left her very independent #like for her there was no one there to spoil her and for me the person that was there would literally have rather died than have spoilt kid #so flatmate no.1 will say some bratty shit and me and flatmate no.2 are just there like??? are you fucking deranged??? #the example that caused this post is that flatmate no.1's mum went into her room #and she was like '.... it smells like weed in here darling....' and my flatmate POINTED AT HER WEED AND WENT 'YEAH THAT'S WHY' #and she was telling us as a haha funny and i was like. THE DISRESPECT? #like my mum would be less angry about the weed than she was about the fact i didnt even respect her enough to hide it if that makes sense #she'd fucking clobber me id be out on the bloody street LMAO #spoilt kids and/or pushover parents just baffle me like i have never won a fight against my mum what are you even doing #'why didn't you do [rebellious thing] as a kid' BITCH I WAS SCARED LMFAO #hella goes to uni

[omtai]

Awful bitch in my phone called outlook who keeps sending me awful emails that IDGAF ABOUT!!!!!!!

#God pl;ease kill whoever decided that the student discussion forum should send an email for every single reply thats ever made #I dont care that some random person ive never met agreed with some stupid point no one cares about!!!!!!!!! #I hate you participation grade I hate you discussion posts I hate you outlook I HATE YOU!!!

[anotherpapercut]

unrelated to anything at all but as a kid I was soo so appreciative of shows about kids where at least one of them only had 1 parent. I wish every show with parents would add at least one single parent

#mostly bc i thought i was a fucking freak #because every single time i told someone i didnt have a father (like age 12 and under lol not adults) #theyd either like straight up think i was lying bc they didnt think it was possible #then after we learned about sex id get the 'well everyone HAS to have a father' #🙄 #the dude doesn't even know my mother got pregnant and i only know his name ive never even seen a photo #which i know is unique because most other kids i knew w 1 parent were either abandoned by the other or they died #but i never had one!! it confused me so much that people couldnt comprehend that! #i still get 'dont you mean your dad lol' when i say 'my sisters dad' like no bitch ive met him twice #any way other kids of single parents hollllaaaaaaaa #whats the best part of only having 1 parent?? #first of all my friends dads were all ass so i was always like yeesh dodged a bullet #but when i had shit from school that had to be signed by both parents i didnt have to do all that. id just forge my moms! #so much easier to accurately replicate a signature when u only have to worry abt 1

[capfalcon]

was in a room full of queer/poc ppl recently talking about poems and then we started talking about our fav musicians and everyone had super cultured interesting relevant answers and i just had to be like. um. mines the 1975

#JDJDJDJJDJD JUST A FUCKIN GROUP OF WHITE GUYS #i dont even have any defense #i heard the lyrics 'im asking you jesus show yourself i thought i met you once or twice but that was just bc the dabs were nice #'ill be your child if you insist i mean it it was you that made my body you probably shouldnt have made me atheist' #'im a lesbian kiss im an evangelist' #and i havent been the same ever since #that song genuinely probably changed my life. at least a little #the 1975 have genuinely been the soundtrack to every part of my Fully Conscious life #like their various albums have been the soundtrack to different parts of my life #and theyve fit every single time #genuinely one of the bands ive listened to the longest #coming up on. like #yeah basically 9 or so years

[lorephobic]

happy new year :-)

#i dont want to make a big long post because the idea of @ing u all makes me rly nervous #but if ur reading this at all thank u for making 2022 so baller for me #genuinely it was a rly good year for me both irl and online and u guys were a part of that!! #very very grateful that i got into this corner of the hc fandom #very grateful for peter cora and rio for getting me into this nightmare and even more grateful for everyone ive met along the way #idk if its weird to mention mutuals if we dont actively talk to one another but im particularly thankful for #joey for making me laugh and for skizzposting unabashedly #clay for keeping me (in)sane during double life #honey for. every single thing u have ever created. uve done so much for this community and for me personally SKDHDHKFG #august for actually probably radicalizing me with the scardubs agenda #creati for being my crafting buddy #and also grace and sadie who need no description #u two are so dear to me its weird to even put u on here LOL #thank u for letting me crash at ur places for concerts and also for being a part of this fandom I GUESS #this is rambly already but i do want to say that i hate like. assuming my significance in other ppls lives #which is 100% why i didnt @ ppl in this #bc im sure theres ppl i mentioned in these tags who maybe dont even recognize me a little bit #which is ok!! #if i am a speck of dust in ur life then i am lucky to have been a speck of dust ykwim #in a world so big it is amazing that i found so many ppl who impacted me here on the silly blue website #ok if uve read this far i love u <3 #i hope this year is gentle to u i hope u find peace i hope u get rest and i hope u laugh a lot #<333

[bethiewhimsy]

what room i would give you based on your bsd kin (ada edition)

look i know this is a thing they’re doing over on tiktok, but i’m doing it on tumblr because i can lol

(this took me an embarrassingly long time because i’m ✨indecisive✨ hehe)

enjoy bsd kinnies <3

atsushi

y’all deserve the cozy, good vibes!! atsushi kinnies have my heart <3 also y’all remind me of the color green hehe

dazai

i have a feeling y’all depression-sleep. clean up your room and get some sunlight :)

kunikida

something simple and neat, but y’all deserve a nice writing desk !! i haven’t met a kunikida kinnie yet but i have every confidence that i can trust y’all with my life

ranpo

ranpo’s the embodiment of chaotic academia,,, so naturally all y’all kinnies remind me of that aesthetic too (also i love y’all pls kiss me)

kenji

we deserve a canopy bed in a countryside cottage <3

yasano

y’all classy and sexy <3

junichiro

idk if y’all exist,, but if y’all do y’all give me big chill hippie vibes :) y’all are probably rlly cool

#they way i would give every single one of u a hug #all bsd kinnies are valid #mwah <3 #dazai kinnies lowkey make me sad tho #kenji kinnies unite #also— junichiro kinnies?? where y’all at????? #RANPO KINNIES 💍💍 #ive never met a yasano kin either but i bet y’all rock #anyway im done #might do other characters ?? idk im so depressed #i mean lazy #both yeah both is good

[sludgeguzzler]

im back from the school trip it was awesome but the ride home got me feeling *spins around* overstimulated

#im gonna break down crying. but at the same time omg friendship and good experiences #it was genuinely a really good trip i was chilling and vibing for like 95% of the time #but that godforsaken 5% of loud music and anxiety got me FUCKED #i feel bad cua people were trying to talk to me and i was just autism starring and saying ''bro i dont think i can rn...'' #it was so horrible. the rest was very good though #i met another trans guy and he was Familiar with tumblr and this kind of internet culture #i also got closer to the friends i already had yippie #its weird every single one of the school trips ive gone to sucked but his one was really good #what knowing cool peoplw who like you does to a mf #sg.txt

[bloodydeanwinchester]

the fact that i work with firefighters but haven’t met one to date yet makes me so sad

#every single one ive met so far is married #also none of them look as good in their uniform as everyone on 911 does #oh and also i probably do not want to date a firefighter actually because there are so many wildfires here and i would be a wreck about it