WAHHHHHHH, NOOOO, WE JUST GOT JUANAFLIPPA BACK. I AM COPING THROUGH DRAWING, so here is a WIP of a “You took away my friend” JuanaFlippa and Tilin animatic I’m makin
I've tried to write my random thoughts about Playboyy the series, ep 10, but so many things happened at the same time. I'm not sure I understood this episode well.
▪️If someone told me the healthiest relationship would be between Phop and Nuth I would never have believed them (I don't count Zouey and Teena). I'm happy for Phop because I became very protective of him but damn... I wasn't betting on them, at first.
Everyone else is not having fun at all.
▪️I'm still mourning after First and Soong. Why is Soong working with James Lee and why is First trying to prove he is just what his psycho father and terrible therapist told him, he is?! Why can't they just talk?
▪️Aob and Puen are at odds. They got two minutes of happiness and now it's back to square one. Puen is having sex with everyone and Aob beat First to the pulp for what he did to Puen. Why are they not communicating? Everyone is terrible at expressing their feelings!
▪️Let's not talk about Captain who doesn't seem to understand Keen at all. I feel bad for them. Captain wants Keen but he never seems to acknowledge his bad actions. He may feel guilty but it doesn't sound very convincing.
▪️Jump helped the journalist to get info from Porsche and I'm so afraid about what is going to happen to him. He may not be the nicest one among the group, but I became attached to him nonetheless. What is going to happen, now that everyone knows about his sugar daddy/molester?!
▪️Nont is in a really bad place too. It was hard to watch him lose it.
In the end, I believe everyone needs a good therapist. What craziness will happen next episode ?
online queer spaces (aka tik tok) can be so fucking dumb sometimes. like, in real life 20 year old and 40 year old dykes are making out at the bar and it’s fine. trans men and trans masc people will go to lesbian bars and it will be normal and acceptable to see them there. lesbians will fuck trans people (trans masc and femme people) and the world won’t end. someone at the gay bar will be wearing kink gear and no one will bat an eye. dykes will have moustaches and stubble and will be wearing a labrys and people are gonna fuck who they want and not fuck who they don’t want and that’s literally ok. being a part of a community means you will meet people who are different and who don’t fit your strict fucking rules of what is “acceptable” and what isn’t. and i feel badly for people who don’t understand what it’s like to live in a real-life community. let queer people be messy and confusing, no one in the real world cares.
“When I first heard it, from a dog trainer who knew her behavioral science, it was a stunning moment. I remember where I was standing, what block of Brooklyn’s streets. It was like holding a piece of polished obsidian in the hand, feeling its weight and irreducibility. And its fathomless blackness. Punishment is reinforcing to the punisher. Of course. It fit the science, and it also fit the hidden memories stored in a deeply buried, rusty lockbox inside me. The people who walked down the street arbitrarily compressing their dogs’ tracheas, to which the poor beasts could only submit in uncomprehending misery; the parents who slapped their crying toddlers for the crime of being tired or hungry: These were not aberrantly malevolent villains. They were not doing what they did because they thought it was right, or even because it worked very well. They were simply caught in the same feedback loop in which all behavior is made. Their spasms of delivering small torments relieved their frustration and gave the impression of momentum toward a solution. Most potently, it immediately stopped the behavior. No matter that the effect probably won’t last: the reinforcer—the silence or the cessation of the annoyance—was exquisitely timed. Now. Boy does that feel good.”
— Melissa Holbrook Pierson, The Secret History of Kindness (2015)
when Percy dies, Grover will die at the same time. But unlike the others, they'll never be reunited in Elysium because Grover's a satyr who never get into Elysium, they turn into a tree.
And, if Annabeth is outlives Percy, she won't just grieve the love of her life but one of her best friends as well, one of the first people who believed in her, outside of luke and thalia.
One more thing, When Percy dies at least Annabeth will know she gets to see him again in Elysium but she'll also have to live with the knowledge that she'll never see Grover again even in death.
And if you don't want to think abt this, then:
Then don't think about her throwing away the collection of tin cans she and Percy probably kept for Grover.
Don't think about her using something from a tin can and thinking "I'll save this for Grover" and then realizing she'll never get to give it to him.
Don't think about her never being able to eat blue food or enchiladas again.
Don't think about her and Juniper holding each other and crying.
Don't think about Juniper momentarily hating Annabeth for getting to see her husband after she dies before forgetting all about her anger because they both lost their loves, damn it!
Don't think about Annabeth "Always Six Foot Ahead" Chase knowing death is approaching and making a list of what she wants to be burnt with so that she can give them to everyone who she has ever cared about. Adding "Tin Cans and Enchiladas" in the list before breaking down again.
Don't think abt Percy reaching Elysium, being greeted by all of his friends, looking around for grover before registering why he wasn't there.
Don't think about him mourning his best friend, his brother even when in Eternal Paradise.
Every week I watch Lou Wilson perform the most stunning, tender depiction of a teenage boy's struggle against compulsory heterosexuality, and he has no idea he's doing it.
I decided Danny needed a fire core AU where the portal accident blew up the entire block, condemned all of Amity, and was left to haunt it for 100 years before Sam and Tuck find him 🥰 for enrichment