It's raining today and the leaves are turning orange and falling off the trees, I have maple pecan coffee, and people are leaving nice messages in my inbox. I don't care if those 2 bad stressful no good things happened, today will give me a good morning
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you know what? i'm gonna be okay actually. like who cares
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In the face of fate
We translate
The unseen work of higher selves
As the obstacles
Keeping us from what we
Want
Instead of directing us
To what we need
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sometimes something nice happens and all you can do is smile!!! bro the world is full of love and joy and understanding. somehow you will find the people you're meant to find when you're meant to find them.
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You don't actually think I've been doing nothing to help, right? 🤨
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Letter to self:
It's okay to not be okay. Yes, you relapsed. Yes you cvt yourself after months and years of being clean. You were overwhelmed. You are struggling. You have a lot going on and you needed something to let it all go. I understand why you did that. And I am not mad. I just want to cover you up with soft blankets, a soft movie, with some pasta by the side. Its okay again, to feel the guilt and hurt. You can get better. You will get better. It might seem difficult right now but someday you will. You'll get a job soon, earn adequately to get out of your home and get therapy and some meds. You'll be alright. I know it might seem impossible right now, that's okay. You are just trying to survive, to keep your head above water, right. And everyones survival tactics is different arent they. So is yours. You're hurting right now. And I wish I can make the hurt go away. But all I can do is be there with you in the dark. I am you. This feels familiar too right. It's okay. I'll be here whenever you need me. Take it easy on yourself. And I'm sure your partner will understand, and will only want yourself not to hurt. It's okay to cry, to let it out. They wont go anywhere. You'll get better someday soon. For yourself.
With love, Me.
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Learning how to make friends as an adult is difficult and taxing, it's hard to believe that there is nothing wrong with you and that people your age just have busy lives exactly like you.
I miss having someone to always talk to without feeling like a bother or a second choice, and I know it's mostly all in my head but at the same time I know I'm not the first choice for anyone besides my bf and even then sometimes I just want platonic affection.
It's been a rough year let's all just try to make it to the next one.
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realising that therapy is basically my own personal talk show where i’m always the main topic and going through life like: ahh the audience is going to LOVE this week’s episode, so much drama
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I saw a quote recently that said:
To step toward your destiny, you may have to step away from your security!
And it has stuck with me ever since
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