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#everything with my aunt keeos getting worse i want her to leave but shes gonna be here until the 18th still and its just so bad
winderrific-moved
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3 years
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so thats a lesson i think ive learned
#wind howls
#by which i mean: sleeps isnt an escape from problem affecting me right now
#trauma tornado
#everything with my aunt keeos getting worse i want her to leave but shes gonna be here until the 18th still and its just so bad
#she keeps trying to talk to me about the past. she keeps asking me if i remember the years before kindergarten like !
#WHY would you try to make me remember that !! the only things i remember are. BAD. theyre bad theyre terrible and
#its her fault and my parents fault and so many of my memories are not even available to me because of how bad they are
#why is she so hung up on trying to make me remember those years when i was under her control. its the last thing i need right now.
#and since i tell her that i do NOT in fact rememeber she just tells me about my own childhood. things that she things are fun and quirky
#things a traumatized child does when it has little escape from a waking hell. why does she think its funny to remind me of this
#do i matter that little ? is what i went through just not real ? i dont remember all od it but i know this happened but why is she like this
#is it too much to ask to be left alone or treated with care ? or. am i just not worth it. i only mattered to her when i was her toy.
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