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fitstud · 12 days
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elainiisms · 6 months
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that one homoerotic girl friendship that ended horribly is always like, i hate her more than anyone, i will never stop loving her. she made me who i am, i hate the parts of me she helped create. i miss her more than anything, i can't even look her in the eye. i dream about her most nights, i'll cut off my arm before i even consider reaching out to her again. i want us back, i never want to feel that way again.
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artofdyingslowly · 9 months
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ex best friends are just. i will never love anyone the way i loved you. you hurt me so much in a way only you could. i still think about you on your birthday and wish i could be there celebrating with you. i hate that things ended the way they did. i don’t think anyone will ever understand me like you did. i miss our inside jokes. i’ll never forget you and i wish all of the dreams we talked about come true for you. i hope i never hear anything about it. i miss you. i never want to see you again.
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dreamingawayyour1ife · 6 months
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Ex-bestfriend hurts more than an ex-boyfriend
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one-time-i-dreamt · 4 months
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My ex best friend that I haven't talked to since August warned me about a sketchy dude I was friends with and told me to trust that feeling in the pit of my stomach.
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Now you're teaching me how hard it is to forget, someone you thought you'd know 'till the end.
k.b. // lauren aquilina - best friend
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drowninginred · 6 months
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Nobody prepares you for the heartache losing your best friend will cause you. Maybe for a relationship, but never for a friendship.
How utterly devastating it is to see your best friend pick someone over you, and little by little fades you out of their life. And all you can do is watch…
Watch how yet another person favors others over you. Prioritises anyone but you. Even though you had always prioritized them…
Watch how the person that was supposed to be your friend, treats you worst than a mere acquaintance would.
And all they leave you with is one question, one word: Why?
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bestoftweets · 3 months
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Parallels are funny
I was never into anime when we were friends. I just wasn't a fan, until recently. I was watching a few different animes based on another friend's recommendations. Jujutsu Kaisen is the one I am referring to as I write this. I never thought about why Satoru Gojo's and Suguru Geto's relationship really affected me until I saw this piece of art.
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Satoru Gojo and Suguru Geto fit us so well.
The love, the intensity, the ending. One who would do anything for the other if they asked. One who kept the other in check while allowing them to feel truly free. One who was shining too bright to notice the darkness consuming the other. The one who had endless possibilities, and the one who wanted the impossible.
From freshman year to the middle of our junior year of college, we were inseparable.
Constant rides and study sessions. Doing homework, and practicing our pass-off music together. Those first few classes in our major were hard, but don't worry, I was there to always lend a hand when you needed it. Classes just kept getting harder. We both started to get busy and overwhelmed. I know you started to feel depressed when I was advancing in classes, and you were struggling with the same ones. I was there to support you as much as I could, but I had to keep going. I just didn't realize that I was leaving you behind. I thought you just needed more time, but you were focused on other things.
We were a duo- connected at the hip. Always together, never too far apart.
The friendship was innocent. Sharing laughs and having late night conversations. Small, drunk kisses that didn't mean anything, right? Cuddling and sharing blankets. Matching outfits and saying I love you. We talked about getting matching tattoos. I swore you were my soulmate. We shared so many late night drives. Remember when we went to the beach at midnight and didn't get back home until 4am? Yeah, I replay the video sometimes just to hear your voice.
Everyone thought we were dating.
That was so funny, right? Of course as best friends we shared locations, had specific nights just for us to get dinner, had sleepovers every weekend, and joked about why we haven't slept together, yet. Of course, as best friends we would push the limits of what other friends do. Of course, I noticed you were struggling, I tried my best to help you. It wasn't always what you needed, but I tried. -Did you notice my struggle? No? That's okay. I hid it pretty well.- Of course, I got upset when you started to use guys to make other guys jealous. I didn't want to see you play with people's emotions like that, but I also didn't know how to stop you. You couldn't see how it affected you. You didn't see the changes it made.
Some words were said- words I wish I could take back, but it's too late for that.
We didn't speak for quite some time after that. I left my final 'I love you' on your doorstep- a scrapbook of us. The times we did speak were brief and out of pure necessity. Until, one day you volunteered a comment on my performance. I was frozen. You didn't need to compliment me- I didn't need it, rather. This was a critique, but you offered me love, instead.
That was your final 'I love you.'
I know that many other people have experienced a friendship like SatoSugu, but I think we truly encapsulated it, unfortunately. From the intense friendship with wild adventures, to blurring the lines between friend and lover, to losing each other, and to, finally, saying our final 'I love yous' to each other in our own ways.
Just like Satoru Gojo's happiness around Suguru Geto, my happiness was so loud when I was with you that I could not hear your silence. I’m sorry Satoru- Suguru didn’t stay in this universe either. Maybe the next one. In this universe, I spent 3 years loving you, and, now, I will spend the rest of forever missing you. There is no curse more twisted than love.
You're not dead, but I will never see you again. Even if I did, you wouldn’t be the same. You are my best friend, and I was yours.
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geceninbaligi · 5 months
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I wanted you to fight, say something, make an effort but you just accepted to lose me like I was nothing
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alwayscaredtbh · 6 months
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we aren’t friends anymore and we haven’t been for quite some time. i go out of my way to not be near you and we avoid eye contact when in each other presence. i don’t know anything about your life anymore, and you don’t know mine. but your mom saw me and asked how i was.we were in a group together and you laughed at my joke under your breath. that night you called my sibling to make sure i got home safe. i still think about you on your birthday. i think i will always love you.
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aqueencomplexx · 1 year
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I hope you see the memories of us and your heart aches at each photo.
I hope you think about how today would be if we were still friends.
I hope you imagine what tomorrow would be like if I still came over to your house.
I hope you mourn our dead friendship like I do, because I can't be alone in missing you.
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taylorluvsstars · 6 months
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My tears ricochet is so much sadder if you think about ex-best friends
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godhateswhores · 6 months
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aera3014 · 7 months
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Why?
Why did you forget all the things we did?
Why did you call me your best friend?
Why did you pretend to always be with me?
Why are you still here?
Why did you betray me?
Why did you hurt me when I tried to heal you?
Why did you ruin me?
Why was I not enough?
Why did I trust you?
Why did I befriend you?
Why?
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Thinking of my childhood best friend
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