#ex love

[stalekisses]

i have been miserable the last few months. My life has basically fallen apart since November. My partner and i were having issues that we didn't think we could solve & i was just frustrated that we werent seeing progress in our relationship with the things we wanted to fix so i decided to take one for the team and break up with them. I thought they'd be happier without me and so far i was right about that. I've realized over the course of us being broken up that i shouldn't of done it. I should of pulled up my big boy pants and put in the work to fix our relationship & change the things they wanted me to change. I was having a hard time seeing the good in our relationship because the only thing on my mind was how bad i kept messing up. I failed to see the change i could be making. I didn't realized how good i had it. More things besides my relationship ending have gone wrong since then- but those things don't matter to me as much as my relationship did. I have no support system anymore. I have to do all this on my own and i feel like I'm drowning. I just want my life back.

There is no one in my life I'd rather spend it with than them. I know we have the capacity to make it work- they just think our problems are too big and we won't be able to solve them. I just want another chance. They mean so much to me and we've been through so much together I just can't believe they're ready to just give up. They've made new friends and have built a support system and when i was with them they were isolating themselves and were co-dependent to me- I'm worried that when i talk to them about how i feel they will think i want them to stop being friends with people and go back to how things were. That's not the case. I want to meet them where they are at and support them entirely. I want to change my ways and foster a loving supportive environment for them- they deserve that. Im going to go see them sometime in the next few months and confess what i am writing here. I am horrifically nervous about it & i am worried they'll just shut me down or that they've already moved on… i guess we'll see.

#queer relationships #relationships #relationship trauma #love #t4t love #queer love #lovesick #i miss my ex so bad it hurts #ex love #ex lovers

[mesutbahtiyarolacak]

Belki bir daha hiç görüşemeyeceğiz. Belki aynı şehirde, aynı sokakta bile yan yana gelemeyeceğiz. Aynı havayı, aynı güneşi, aynı denizi içimize çekemeyeceğiz. O hüzün dolu gözler, sonbahar yaprakları gibi düşmeyecek yüreğimize. Bir bir, damla damla…

Belki son nefesimizi verirken aklımıza düşmeyecek, kimsesiz ve yapayalnızken tebessümlerinle ısınamayacağız.

O huzurevinde, düşen yapraklarda anımsanmayacak, kelimelerin parlattığı çakıltaşlarına bile hürmeti keseceğiz.

Senli hiçbir hayal belirmeyeyecek, hiçbir rüya karanlıkların arasından sıyrılamayacak, hiçbir ses o kabuktan içeri giremeyecek.

İleri geri itilen bir yetim gibi sokakları adımlayacak, enkazların arasından sızan bir duman gibi nefes almaksızın hayatın bitimini bekleyeceğiz solgun gözlerle.

Gözyaşlarımız hiç damlamayacak yanağımıza, kalbimizin atışını hiç hissetmeyecek, her iç çekişimizde bir kere daha öleceğiz belki de….

Biz belki hiç biz olmadan, belki hiç yaşamadan , belki hiç ölmeden öleceğiz…

Yaşanmamış günlere…

Yaşanmamış yıllara…

Yaşanmayacak hiçbir an’a….

#mesut ertekin #ex love #Spotify

[birkalbinesiri]

I'm afraid ex love, I started to hate ...

#ex love

[irreverentdreams]

I don’t drink liquor-

But I’m so drunk on you what’s a beer gonna do?

I’d rather taste the bitter cold bite on your tongue,

beer, whiskey or rum,

Your bullets are made of stars and you shot right through my lungs

I’m gasping and grasping

My bra is unclasping

I’m not sure what’s happening

A collision of tongues

Beer, whiskey and rum,

Fuck, please make me come.

#personal #poetry #poem #spoken word #slam poetry #love #ex love #I miss you #i miss the whiskey tongue #🙄

[sayingwishes]

Beautiful happy birthday messages for ex boyfriend with images, photo copy paste button. Heart touching & lovely bday messages, status updates to use on fb, whatsapp

#birthday wishes #happy birthday #birthday messages #ex boyfriend #ex love #ex lover

[amoonmadeofflowers]

I regret everything I gave to you

There's a TikTok trend right now where someone asks

the girl,

"if you were in a room full of all the women he has ever loved,

do you think he would go to you?"

And I have seen so many versions.

Sad. Happy. Unsure. Sarcastic.

I wish this had been a trend when we were dating;

maybe I would have noticed earlier that I was never someone you

would run too

I probably would have ignored the truth as I so clearly did for the last

year of lies you so graciously gave to me.

I made a joke to my best friend that I would never be the one you

would go to because your mom would be in that room

But let's be honest darling, I wouldn't even be in the room.

It's laughable because I like to pretend most of the time that

you actually cared about me, at least, right?

Wrong.

I don't think you've ever loved anyone but yourself and, while I hope

you do someday, I also hope you wake up one day and realize

how much I loved you and how much possibility you gave up when

you lost me...

Remember when I told you not to call me when you're 40 and aren't

happy with your life?

Remember when I told you I wasn't the answer to your midlife crisis?

I wish you would. I wish I were.

But that is just the trauma bond talking and you will never

have me in your grasp

ever again.

#trauma bond #ex love #poetry #poem #you never loved me #him #lgbt #lgbtq #lgbtqa #lgbt poetry #I'm kinda done

[hershelchocolateart]

Just to make a point, every time I finished a panel of this I would export it as a PNG on the perceptual setting and use it as a color reference for the next panel

IT'S BAD

PLEASE CHECK YOUR COLOR SETTINGS

EDIT: If you're still having problems, it might help to switch from "Save/Save as" to "Export (as a) Single Layer". Just. Make SURE the box labeled "Expression Color" is set to RGB. I've been messing with this all day, and it looks like this combination of settings will allow exported PNGs to maintain their colors perfectly. To you. So far both Discord and Toyhouse still only display desaturated images and I cannot for the life of me figure out why

#how the fuck do i tag this #psa #artist psa #art psa #clip studio paint #clip studio paint ex #mac artist #artists on tumblr #illustration #signal boost #please for the love of god do NOT do this for five years it will crush your entire soul and spirit

[mastertarotreaderblog]

#archangelguidance #aquarius #in love aquarius #age of aquarius #aqua moon #aquarius ascendant #aquarius moon #aquarius placements #aquarius rising #aquarius sun #pluto in aquarius #past love #ex love #current love messages #Youtube

[archivegeo]

take a jacket just in case

#it's true i use a world meteorological map to see if my ex is in a heat wave lol out of love #ive had this idea in my head forever #my art #digital artists #artists on tumblr #queer art #all my love alright all of it!

[heartbreakjournaler]

the problem is that even after almost a year of no speaking

i think of you every. freaking. day.

and that is unfair

#lovesick #ex #past #ex love #melancholy #feelings #thoughts

[bucksboobs]

I hope Tommy never leaves I hope he’s Eddie’s Best Man at the Buddie Wedding I hope he gives a toast mentioning that he’s the reason this finally happened I hope he and Chimney and Eddie still hang out I hope he takes Buck to things that Eddie isn’t that interested in the same way he takes Eddie to fights, I hope we find out what his dynamic is with Hen and Bobby and Ravi, I hope he gets a place in that little 118 family he was so jealous of

#Tommy Kinard #whoops I think I love him actually #it’s also VERY gay coded to be friends with your ex so Buck and Tommy being friends works #also I think maybe Buddie occasionally invites him into the bedroom after Chris leaves for college but that’s just me

[davidtellsall]

When David stays the Same.

I wish I could update this with better news but my life is practically the same, nothing really is the same, still the depressed, fat lonely guy who is still dealing with much on his plate.

(03/26/2023) I’ve been back at work for over a month, the route is good, sometimes I hate driving though I just wish I could win the lottery and pay my bills that I have, but I haven’t even played so I got to start and hope for the best to at least win some money, that or try and push my GoFundMe page but that’s hopeless. I’ve gained weight back from not going to the gym so that’s terrific news. I’m trying to get on with my life but sometimes I just want to go to sleep and just stay in bed, maybe I should check myself into that hospital for mental health. 2 weeks of spring break is here and I just want to sleep all day, so that’s wonderful. I wish I could also get over you but you just linger around me. Fun! The Era’s Tour has begun, and I have the setlist playing on a loop, even on the bus with the kids, they are probably tired of it, but I want to look forward to the tour which is August 4th. Vigilante Shit and Midnight Rain are the jams right now playing over and over, so it Fearless (Taylor’s Version), my good luck song. Also, my renewal for my job is coming up, passed the written for CHP so now I have to pass my BTW so I have to go in during break and prepare myself to drive a transit again so I can be ready, also do the pre-trip, railroad crossing and student crossing.

Other than that, that’s my life update, life still sucks, thank you and goodnight!

#depression #ptsd #ex love #bus driver #moody #fearless Taylor’s version #fearless #the eras tour

[aliengoose]

i desperately need my moots who aren’t doctor who fans to see this PLEASE

edit: this is NOT EDITED. it may seem like a stupid fan edit but i don’t know shit about video editing. this is 100% real

#no fucking way we got sacha dhawan as the master BEING Rasputin and dancing to rasputin by Boney M in 1916 Siberia #all in front of his tied up ex just to taunt her #surrounded by the universe’s most powerful military races #hes such a BITCH i love him #doctor who #potd #power of the doctor #y’all i KNOW dhawan had so much fun this episode #Master fans got fucking FED

[cute-as-buttons]

barbie is for the girls who grew up playing with barbies. it's for the girls who didn't. it's for the girls who aren't girls anymore. it's for girls who feel trapped by how rigged society is against them. it's for girls who grew up hating the colour pink because it was girly. it's for the girls - the people who were taught that any show of femininity, anything even associated with it made you weak. it's for the boys who don't realise the system is rigged against them as well. it's for the mothers who pushed down and locked up the weird and dark and crazy parts of themselves. it's for the people who love barbie, and hate her.

it's a love letter.

#barbie #sara. exe #FUVKING LOVE THIS MOVIE MAN #Greta gertwig ily #margot robbie #ryan gosling #greta gertwig #barbie spoilers #W this and atsv and nimona it's been a good two mnths hasn't it #Rb w ur fav part thanks

[felidrae]

What do you mean this didn’t happen???

#hazbin hotel #hazbin alastor #hazbin hotel vox #hazbin vox #alastor #vox #hazbin hotel alastor #hazbin hotel fanart #hazbin hotel fandom #radiostatic #one sided love #Vox is a miserable boy who craves attention from his former mentor/idol #also wants to kill his ex mentor/idol #hazbin spoilers #hazbin art

[zivazivc]

just found about this funky fish that can walk around on land and the thing looks straight out of the trolls world. look at this thing, i love it!

anyway, floyd grew up in a cage and hed grew up in a city, i doubt they'd be thrilled to see one of these things for the first time. I know I would have shat my pants if i saw a 1.5 meter long catfish walk out of a lake towards me

#... #you... #you have to understand #they are two insanely cuddly affectionate guys with very unaffectionate/affection shy love interests #jhxbjhcvch rip 😢 #trolls #dreamworks trolls #trolls floyd #trolls oc #ex bandmates #hed #liv #les #mudskippers #my art #les loves animals #he would probably try to adopt any critter they'd come upon #only for hed to stop him because they live in a crammed van #at least he managed to adopt floyd lmao shdbvkd