#executive dysfuntion

[luci-the-android]

Trying to Google easy lunch ideas failed. The issue is not time, it's that I have executive dysfunction. If it takes more than like 3 steps per item, my brain says no. So now I turn to Tumblr, anyone got good lunch recommendations so I stop getting food delivered (my wallet would be grateful)

#executive dysfuntion #work lunch ideas

[penguicorns-are-cool]

This post is a bit of a rant but if you relate then welcome, it's about how showers are hard btw

So I really wish I could shower more consistently cause a lot of the time I'll just feel gross and oily and like I should wash my hair rn but I have so many issues and specificities with when I can shower that it's really hard. Like I can't shower in the day that's just out of the question. It feels weird and wrong and messes with the vague semblance of a daily schedule that I have. Like I have to feel very very uncomfortable and dirty to take a day shower and as far as I remember that's only happened once (after pool showers don't count but I don't swim often so that doesn't really matter) Nightime tho is a whole thing because after Dinner it's usually to early to just go take a shower, but because of that I usually start some other thing after dinner which means I'll lose track of time and by the time I remember to take a shower it's after 12am. And a lot of the time, especially on school days, I'll decide that's too late because c'mon I need some semblance of a sleep schedule for school days, but break days are different and that's where I am now. Thing is the shower I can actually use isn't in my room (there is one connected to my room but I'm not used to it anymore and the water pressure keeps changing even when I don't touch the nozzle which is very not ok) But I'm afraid of the dark so going to take a shower after 12am when everyone is asleep and the lights are off is even harder to convince myself to start doing than taking one a bit earlier when lights are on. So now I'm just sitting in bed ranting on tumblr about how hard it is to just get up and fucking take a shower especially cause i feel really dirty rn and my skin has been really oily lately. And afterwards I have this little self care hair routine that's basically just brushing and braiding it before bed while watching tik toks on youtube that's a decent motivation. it's just a lot to go to the shower and actually take one y'know.

anyway I'm gonna go try to take a shower tonight if the dark doesn't freak me out too much and i can get myself to do it

edit: it's 3 now I did not take a shower and it's too late now so maybe tomorrow ig

edit: this was in the cue it is tomorrow now and I took a shower at like 4 but it was ok because because of New Years everyone was up late and the shower and hair routine after actually helped me settle down from a sensory overload earlier

#executive dysfuntion #adhd #shower #fear of dark

[theultimatepumpkinpie]

I'm so jelly of people that can do stuff. I want to do stuff someday too

#my posts #adhd #executive dysfuntion #dosage of my meds is going up so lets hope that works

[nb-nd-nerdy]

sometimes the best way for me to get me to executive function better is to give myself a deadline

like, I know I'll have to do it eventually, so if I give myself a specific date to complete it by, I'm more likely to get it done.

#neurodivergent #executive dysfuntion

[hjzart]

I realize I don't suffer from art block, but executive dysfunction

like I have plenty of things I wanna draw, but I just CAN'T get myself to just start doing it

I don't know how to fix this issue or how to power through this

all I can do is hope that the inspiration I get is strong enough to just power through this

#artist problems #executive dysfuntion

[bamsara]

you know what i mean

#sara shush #doodles #maybe its executive dysfuntion maybe im unmedicated maybe its my chronic illness but i am having a hard time doing Anything #and im blaming hte weather #where are my clouds #pls may i have thunder #summer is genuinly doing the worse for depression

[ladygoofus]

oh my gosh tumblr did i never show you my rainbow infinity dragon please forgive me. it's based on the rainbow infinity symbol for neurodiversity ✨

Bonus bunnies:

#happy pride autistic queers #neurodiversity #neurodivergence #actually autistic #adhd #autism #my art #i literally printed pins of the dragon almost a year ago but haven't put them in my shop bc executive dysfuntion—do you see the irony here

[nimikyu]

I love being medicated for adhd but it makes times that I am unmedicated about 1000 times harder :/

#nim.txt #actually adhd #adhd #and I don’t mean it in a ‘ohhhh I’m dependent on my legal meth doctor please give me more’ bc if it were like that #I’d be having different problems #than executive dysfuntioning naked outside of the running shower being unable to make myself get in even though I want to be clean #but I keep forgetting to take my meds until too late in the day. had the havit and then it broke one day and I’ve been so inconsistent since #and it’s not even like I don’t WANT to be clean I feel so gross. I’m not opposed to the sensory experience inside the wet world #and I have things I NEED to do afterwards #but I’m just stuck #:( #i think it’s because when I’m medicated these things get easier and so when I’m unmedicated I subconsciously expect them to be as easy #and then I hit the Invisible Wall

[kristsune]

why cant i just go to bed!!!! i have to be up in 6 hours! to work a 9hr shift!! just!!! GO TO BED

also me: still on the sofa

#i need a personal tag #my executives are dysfuntioning #why am i like this #well i know why #but its still frustrating

[lbhslefttiddie]

I haven’t seen you around much here lately, so I just wanted to say I hope you’re doing well ^^ . If you have any life challenges going on right now, I believe in you to conquer them!!!

thank you!!! the life challenges is my phone and computer both had a stroke and died within a month of each other 😔 it was super cursed but im cool im being very brave about it

#asks #to be more specific my phones circuit board got yoasted basically overnight #i had to get a new one and any data not saved to The Cloud or stored externally went byebye #it wasn tthat big a deal but it didnt mean i had to go through all my apps and re log myself in #only for some reason i just Would Not log on to tumblr. like the brain wasnt allowing it #which mught have something to do with how fucking embarrassing it is (for me only) that i did one (1) day of 79 week and then ate shit #anyways while i was grappling with the executive dysfuntion about all that. guess what happened to my fucking computer. #and then three days later my partner's pc ALSO broke outta nowhere???? any advice on handling technology based curses is welcome #and i was sort of like!!! i guess this is one way for the universe to tell be to take a break!!!! #so i spent a month doing other shit. playing ps4 games mostly #and then i got SUPER into cult of the lamb and went fucking insane with the need to see fanart for thos stupid fucking catboy #so i finally got back into my tumblr account :] #and now i am going insane with how much i want to do art!!!! and cannot do art!!!!!!! because i still dont have a computer!!!!!! #we're working on it its just taking some time #tldr im fine just silly and possibly cursed

[mortalmab]

Lort, give me the strength of Frodo Baggins to do what must be done

#that hobbit either had no executive dysfuntion #or he had Sam who had no executive dysfunction

[mayoiayasep]

hi. question. is it like. helpful to get diagnosed with adhd like does it end up restricting your legal rights and make you unable to do stuff that you would be able to do while being undiagnosed

#i think i might as my mom to get my diagnosed bc if i have to get through 2 more years of high school with my executive dysfuntion i just. #-wont make it i wont. i mean tbh there's also the likely depression but thats another hurdle #nyx yells #i mean im going to bed so i might look this up tmr morning but like. if any of yall know anything😅

[monty-glasses-roxy]

Once again thinking about Roxy x DJ. Seriously, I could do so much with them I love them

#the ultimate blorbo x blorbo ship #ship of all blorbo time #one of these days I'm gonna drop a Roxy and DJ fic and you're all gonna be like 'oh my god you were so right' #ONE DAY #one day I will beat the executive dysfuntion and write it for you all #because it could be so sweet #you've no idea #/enthusiastic

[trollrider1111]

Geuss what bitch i did all the laundry AND folded it and it only took a full day and 2 baskets of laundry on my bed to do it

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Mental illness has been purged from this soul

#executive dysfuntion who? i dont know her.

[specialshoesclub]

Brings me bathrobe to the gym and takes a shower after my workout and walks to my car in nothing but my bathrobe. The entire town is my house.

#posts that would be true if I was just ten percent more unhinged #I don't wanna pick my outfit for later now and I don't wanna put back on my sweaty gym clothes #you must be understanding the tension of being weird in public is nothing to me compared to executive dysfuntion

[bitchapalooza]

My mom wants me to go in on my day off this Saturday which would mean I'd be working 10 days straight bc Saturday is my ONLY day off until Christmas eve and Christmas day but like hell I'm doing that 🥰

#i know i just had three days off and the usual two(park closed) #but i nees this saturday to wash the rest of the uniforms and battle with my executive dysfuntion to #get my half of the room cleaned and ESPECIALLY clean up my depression mess from weeeeeeks ago #ive got /a lot/ of bottles to clean up #talkies