#exisnt's rambles

[exisntidonot]

Accurate description of Soundblaster, courtesy of tfwiki:

#soundblaster #cyberverse #transformers #tfwiki #god tfwiki does not hold back even on a minor character #exisnt's rambles #forgot my personal tags for stuff... jeez i havent posted for a while

[exisntidonot]

Reading the hunger games for class, and while I do know how serious it is with the ideas of capitalism, reality tv shows, and more, I'm saving that for my essay.

Anyways,

Can you imagine the emotional rollercoaster Peeta's been yeeted on throughout the first book? Like first oh no my crush is in the hunger games oh SHIT I'M in the hunger games and then ooh I can get closer to my crush although I don't think they like me back. But then uh oh I nearly die trying to save them during the games, but then they save me and I think they're in love with me :)

Yay, we can both survive- oh. nvm. I guess one of us has to die but I want crush to live but wait! Crush realises how to outsmart the gamemakers! We both live! So not only did I survive the hunger games but I also scored with the girl of my dreams!

Then katniss just kinda went whoops sorry but that was a sham and I think you're just a neat friend. Anyway, platonic hand holding for the crowd?

#listen i know katniss likes him too but im just sayin from peeta's POV #this is what he sees #Listen if anything came out incoherent that's because it's like 12:00 at night and its freezing in my room #so apologies for that #the hunger games #exisnt's rambles #i sort of don't want to tag other characters here since i took a look at the fandom on tumblr and everyone seems very mature there #and i come barging in like a sugar-high idiot via the tags #apologizes #feel free to block me xfdgfj

[exisntidonot]

So I was googling old tv shows I used to watch, procrastinating on my homework, and guess what show popped into my head, after not seeing it for a very, very, very long time?

The haunting hour.

I only remember that show because it used to be on YTV, at like, 10-11 o'clock at night, and I would watch it. I was really obsessed with the show, even though I barely understood what was going on.

And the nightmares. I used to get really, really bad nightmares after I watched the show, and after like 3 months of me watching it, and getting nightmares of it, my mom enforced a screen-time limit, mainly for shows after 9:00.

And I remember that show so damn much, mainly because of the body horror stuff, and how freaked out I was over it.

Anyways, one of my most vivid memories of the show was this one about this kid who was obsessed with ancient egypt stuff gets frickin. sucked back into time to be essentially another person's body or something??

And I googled it I googled rl stine show ancient egypt and I finally found the name of it. I'm gonna watch that episode, and get me a bit of nostogia

#exisnt's rambles #also something funny imo is that out of curiosity I googled where tfp was being streamed because my thought-pipeline went from: #scary show that I didn't understand -> shows i didn't really understand -> shows I definietly did not remember or understand properly as a- #-kid -> hey look when the haunting hour was made that roughly around the time when tfp was made -> ytv took american shows and showed them- #-to canadian audiences -> hey WHAT THE HAUNTING HOUR USED TO BE ON THE HUB (where tfp used to be released)- #-hmmm i wonder if they ripped shows from the hub to show on ytv -> googles where was tfp streamed -> results include ytv. #Conclusion? I might have been the target demographic for tfp when it first aired (although a little too young - animated would fit better) #but i probably changed the channel because I wasn't interested in the show #just a nagging feeling but i bet they probably showed it after tmnt and spongebob when everything looks boring and then boom. tfp. #there is the possiblitity they might have not shown it during its original runtime at all ofc and we didn't have cable after 2014-2015 ish #i think it probably streamed when we got rid of cable and such and probably at like. 1 am or some other ungodly hour #this is very interesting to me and i cannot explain why. #also yeah now i just want to watch the show and compare some old memories of episodes to how they actually went bc i know i did not- #-remember things properly. #not gonna tag this as the haunting hour yet cause i haven't watched the show yet lol #too bad i can't find really old tumblr post on this idk but i feel like this show would have been milked for all its worth on tumblr #and aggressively hated for all its worth as well.

[exisntidonot]

Something that's been stewing in my crusty little brain lately is the fact that aligned continuity shockwave made clones of himself.

I am not joking.

Basically in rage of the dinobots, the dinobots (and ultra magnus) killed shockwave, but then a hologram of shockwave appears and he's kinda like lol nice try but actually I have a bunch of avatars that help me with my job. Also they're all around cybertron. Byeeee.

Do you realize how confusing this is? I'm pretty sure he doesn't control his clones or anything, but do the clones know they are clones? Did any of them die during the war and when the autobots return they just find a couple of dead shockwaves scattered? If the clones didn't know they were clones, is it possible that one of the clones ended up on the nemesis and the shockwave on tfp was actually a clone? Even if they knew were clones, was it a shockwave clone in tfp? what are the clones working on? Where the hell is the actual shockwave? Did any of them survive the war and, y'know, the fact that dark energon was yeeted on the cybertron? Did literally anyone know about this other than dinobots and ultra magnus? Can you imagine just being like damn shockwave sure gets around cybertron quickly and someone else goes "yup having clones sure makes it a lot easier to manage a planet"

I have plenty of more "what ifs" but I'm just gonna end this here. I think (realistically) a lot of the clones are probably dead, or maybe all, and that was the original shockwave on tfp.

#tfp #shockwave #rage of the dinobots #exisnt's rambles #listen so many possibilities can exists with this. #can you tell this has been boiled slowly in my head for like 72 hours? #apologies for the brain vomit here bgsdjknjtre #also ultra magnus's face is like. in this permanent upside down u through out the entire comics #also shockwave doesn't always seem to be on scale #like in issue 3 page 23 you see his silhouette #and on page 24 you see him and. um #he's very chonky in comparison to the silhouette earlier and literally ever drawing of him after #like i cackled when i saw him #some of the other panels make him look a lot skinnier than he actually is too #maybe i'll make another post about that. hm. #aw crap i forgot to tag it properly

[exisntidonot]

Nice URL. Is it a double negative? ‘Exisn’t, I do not’?

Thank you! Yup, it's a double negative, exactly what you typed out!

#exisnt's rambles #asks #backstory time uheheheu #I didn't know what else to name the tumblr thing so i just went with existing not (exisn't) I do not #it is kinda silly looking back on that #but it grew on me and i don't like to change my usernames #funnily enough i actually thought not many would see the double negative because of the lack of apostrophe #and the fact that exisn't isn't even a word udghsyrkhv #also remembering that I tag my stuff as exisnt's rambles it's sort of like i just shifted the apostrophe over. #'you are no longer a contraction of a made up word and not. I now assign you apostrophe as the possessive form.' #thank you for the ask!

[exisntidonot]

alright, so apparently tesla made a robot and called it optimus, and i am holding back the urge to make a shitty joke about how it's optimus prime's protoform.

#i kinda don't want to tag this as transformers tbh #but i don't want to tag it as fricking tesla either #actually ya know what im not gonna tag it as anything related to fandoms. #exisnt's rambles

[exisntidonot]

Something I still think about once in a while is how a couple of weeks ago there was this kid who was on the portable wooden deck thing and yelled "Why have pussy when you can have DICK" and the teacher was walking by the entrance, clearly heard it, and just did not care.

English class is something, I tell you.

#exisnt's rambles

[exisntidonot]

I DID IT

HOLY SHIT

YOU DON"T UNDERSTAND HOW LONG I HAVE BEEN PLAYING MINESWEEPER FOR ON HARD MODE

YES THE TIME IS SHIT BUT SHHH LET ME HAVE THIS

#exisnt's rambles #minesweeper #since maybe january or february i played minesweeper #and around mid-february or beginning of march I've been playing on hard #four and a half months. four aND A HALF MONTH OF PLAYING AND FAILING NEARLY EVERYDAY #THIS? THIS IS SWEET SWEET VICTORY #save

[exisntidonot]

Some captions from the the tfwiki page on optimus that i found funny:

Bonus:

#optimus prime #MUNKY ARMS #the slap slap kiss kiss one is something i think accurately describes megop as a ship (after the war or whatever) #:D #exisnt's rambles #tfwiki #tfp #transformers prime #i need to get in the habit of writing out tfp and transformers prime for the tags

[exisntidonot]

Source: Transformers Retribution

#megatron #optimus prime #transformers retribution #exisnt's rambles

[exisntidonot]

"You wanna know why I hate it here in Tennessee so much? It's because of you. You ruin everything, and you take away whatever joy people have! For the last ten years I've hated living in Tennessee!"

"I haven't lived in Tennessee for ten years?"

"Exactly."

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i have been reading too many hero x villain prompts lately.

#Exisnt's rambles #dialouge #prompt ig? #idk #idk why i chose tennessee it just seems fun to say #the platonic version would be the first person (villain) complaining about having to drive just to go and fight the hero #ship prompts #i meant this to be hero x villain or two enemies but it honestly sounds like. a conversation between anyone #i'll tag it anyway #hero x villain #enemy ship #dialouge prompt

[exisntidonot]

Pats (derogatory)

Pats (affectionate)

(looking up shit bout shockwave for fic and i noticed these)

#Shockwave #the covenant of primus #transformers retribution #alpha trion #grimlock #love the fact that shockwave talks like a happy old nerd dad in the covenant of primus #i think i may make a seperate post on that #expect me to talk about shockwave for a bit bc of upcoming fic #well shit i need to go back to homework #exisnt's rambles

[exisntidonot]

I am up

i am awake

here, have a pic of OP get hit in the face

#exisnt's rambles #optimus prime #optimus prime getting hit by a tree #tree #transformers prime #tfp #Imagine sending this at 11:47 at night to your friends. I totally didn't do that.

[exisntidonot]

Optimus:If I had a nickel every time I went down the well of allsparks, I'd have two nickels. Which isn't a lot, but it's weird that it happened twice.

(for context optimus (as Thirteen) jumped down the well to be reborn as a regular cybertronian in The covenant of Primus. In the season finale of tfp, he went down because he had the allspark with him or smth. Idk i never got around to watch the finale whoops)

#feel free to correct me on tfp bc i read the lore books more than I watch the cartoon lol #tfp #the covenant of primus #optimus prime #incorrect quotes #ik he would never say that but c'mon it works #Exisnt's rambles

[exisntidonot]

You don't know how badly I need to make this my new pfp

#exisnt's rambles #ratchet #tfp #the only reason why i don;t is bc i am oddly attached to my tumblr-given one. #but this face. this face. I can't. It's up there with my screenshots of megatron making weird faces #he looks so dead inside

[exisntidonot]

trying to work up the enthusiasm to read the idw comics, more notably, more than meets the eye and the lost light. (I stopped because i really hated the idea of having to jump around from series to series to read the dark cybertron thing. It's a cool concept, I love the idea, don't get me wrong! I love how they tie all the comics together! But i'm lazy so.)

I read the christmas special and I think my enthusiasm has returned now.

here, have some screenshots I took:

ok but for the image below, I love the way minimus is just kinda. carried by megatron in one hand. He looks like a rag doll and it makes me chuckle every time i see it.

Also, apparently minimus's moustache is detachable. whirl saying "you knocked off his tiny moustache" makes me laugh too. Don't ask. My sense of humour is broken

Also everything about the thundercracker story, and the "choose me" starscream story makes me happy.

#exisnt's rambles #transformers christmas special #idw #idw 2005 #ugh im too lazy to tag every character lets just do the main ones #starscream #whirl #megatron #minimus ambus #flying robot reindeers