#exsistential crisis

[sidjenkinsishot]

#girlhood #girlblog #girlblogging #literature #franz kafka #kafkaesque #kafka #jane austen #romance #romantic #exsistentialism #exsistential crisis #girl things #girl thoughts #just girly posts #just girly things

[feralboo-the-weirdo]

Bro, social media is so weird. Like you make posts and blogs and people see them. Like depending on how popular you are people think about them a lot, they see them a lot. You have a presence in the online world. It's so weird. so so weird. like people (most of the time) aren't policing you for stating your thoughts like with your family and you can just keep going and talking about things for a long time. it's so... weird. You can be an entirely different subset of yourself here and no one would know. it's like taking on a persona. Like I can't explain how I feel about it it's just so odd.

#food for thought #childhood trauma #depersonalization #adhd #adhd thought #adhd inattentive #emotional abuse #neurodivergent #exsistential crisis #humans are weird #high functioning depression #adhd problems #space #bizarre #probably relatable #highly sensitive people

[lauravely]

I don’t wanna grow up I want to be a teenager forever I’m freaking out

#i don’t wanna grow up #lorde #ribs lorde #hell is a teenage girl #teenagers #exsistential crisis

[artemisnightingale216]

You know, it's pretty messed up that Marceline had to listen to her previous/future father figure sing a song about wanting to get her ex/future girlfriend Princess Bubblegum.

#adventure time #simon petrikov #marceline #ice king #princess bubblegum #exsistential crisis

[mijikai12]

want weird questions??

whats it like to stab yourself?

whats it like to be missing limb(s)?

whats it like to be dead?

whats it like to remember your past life?

whats it like to fall from the sky?

whats it like to be eaten alive?

whats it like to sleep with your eyes open?

whats it like to love?

whats it like to be in a hospital?

whats it like to get surgery?

whats it like to get bitten by a dog?

whats it like to be a mouse?

whats it like to be a god/goddess?

whats it like to be able to get your life together?

whats it like to get up?

stop scrolling! thats what! ♪(๑ᴖ◡ᴖ๑)♪

#long post #exsistential crisis #mijikai12

[gntlmn1]

#art #lofiart #aestethic #vaporwave #nihilism #exsistential crisis #weirdcore #voidcore

[mahvishs]

This world is under a damn curse, right?

#absurd #exsistential crisis #world #tumblr #just aesthetically #dark academia #light academia #cinema #camera #camera roll #moodboard #theatre #thoughts #humans #humanity #cursed #english literature #books & libraries #literature #lit

[judeschapstick]

#exsistential crisis #existence #existentialism #mental health #astronomy #196 #memes

[belpheg0r-luna]

Is it clinical depression or is it The Record?

#boygenuis #the record #phoebe bridgers #lucy dacus #julien baker #this is depressing #music #art #exsistential crisis #belphegor luna

[themiserablechick]

The worst part of being in your late teens is feeling like you’ve lived the best years of your life and also there’s nothing ahead of you even though your entire life is

#anyway #exsistential crisis #am I old #nooooo #I’m still spry #i’m here #someone sees me

[cut3stgir1inth3w0rld]

feeling the 2004 funk rn

#exsistential crisis #cute #pretty girls #circa 2012 #trashy y2k #fetch

[feralboo-the-weirdo]

Is anyone else upset with just how much they want to accomplish or have? Like I want to create worlds, I want all the stories in my head to be wonderful novels that people love--to write something I don't scrap an hour later, I want to create songs that keep people alive, that make people feel something. I want to travel the world, I want to cosplay, I want to create art that is beautiful but is my own and not a replica of someone else's. I want to own an apartment and a sailboat, I want to have rugs in every room, I want to have a living space that I feel inspired by every time I walk in. I want a place of safety where I can exist and not only be safe but cozy. I want to have a cat and a dog that I can cuddle up with and play with and love. I want to love people and be loved. I want to create clothing that will last. Make little dioramas of ships and castles and live out my cottage core and dark academia dreams I want to make food I don't gag over. I want to help people, I want to be a safe place for people. I want to be the kind of person who people feel comfortable being their whole selves with, and I can be my entire self with them too. I want someone who I can get entirely and fully, and someone who gets me. I want to be so much all at once and it's an all consuming fear I'll never be any of it. I just want to BE SOMETHING. I need to make something of myself before I die unfulfilled. I don't want to have come this far, and survived so much to not live a worthwhile life. I'm sick of surviving. I want to L I V E.

But instead I've just stared at a blank document, wishing words would come. I feel so far away from myself, but I don't even really know who I am anymore.

#trauma #dissociation #actually traumatized #depersonalization #cozy atmosphere #cozy space #cottagecore #dark academia #adhd #daydreaming #exsistential crisis #ptsd #childhood trauma

[lainingeez]

Sexy vampire seductress type shii ( there’s a hole in my chest where my soul once was, people sold it to the devil without my concent)

#vampire #rotting #exsistential crisis #femme fatale #bpd thoughts

[recklessandyoung]

See Lorde is such a fabulous artist to listen to before your birthday (as I’m doing rn) because the way that she frames the unique feeling of getting older, which is especially reflected in pure heroine

(More specifically; I’m listening to ribs at the moment and feeling like sobbing cause I’m so nervous about getting older and it’s my birthday tomorrow)…

#may’s musings #exsistential crisis #this is my mental growing pains #i’m happy don’t get me wrong #but this feeling is so scary #music is my life #lorde #pure heroine

[noirbeduzz]

"Masked, I advance."

— René Descartes

#Cogito #Cogito Ergo Sum #rene descartes #Existential #existentialism #Philosophy #Quote #Quotes #Sayings #Words #Wise #Society #Humanity #Mankind #Literature #Philosopher #Descartes #exsistential crisis

[gntlmn1]

The Void

#weirdcore #analog horror #liminal spaces #internetcore #webcore #vintage video games #RPG #exsistential crisis #nihilism #sociallyawkward #social commentary #voidcore #dreamcore