Feeling angsty, huh? We got you. - A
- Neil’s the reason for the break up
- ‘Mistakes and Promises’ and ‘you will always be a wesninski at heart’ here
- ‘Something to Stand On’ here
- ‘There’s No This’ here
- ‘Only,’ ‘Take what is yours,’ and ‘breath of life’ here
- ‘Walking a Tightrope’ here
- ‘Pause and Restart my Heart’ here
- ‘A Phone Booth I Somehow Stumbled Into’ here
- ‘I can’t make you love me (if you don’t),’ Secrets,’ ‘Unkind,’ and ‘The key to fighting’ here
Empty Kiss by Leahelisabeth (fortheloveofcamelot) [Rated M, 1987 Words, Complete, 2017]
Based on a Tumblr prompt for an empty kiss.
Andrew knew something had shifted when feelings started to break through his drug fueled haze. At first, it was weak, just fleeting impressions sneaking through when he approached sobriety. There was fear, the urge to run, and, most improbably, every once in awhile he actually cared about Exy. The anger, the stubbornness, those he recognized, those could almost be his own, but the longing to be a part of the family, that was something that he had stomped out long ago.
tw: implied/referenced torture, tw: implied/referenced self harm
lie to me (for i do not wish to live the truth) by ExyCherry [Rated M, 14557 Words, Complete, 2019]
Andrew Minyard, a tortured writer, has lost his muse. Day after day his work slowly consumes him until he begins to fear there is nothing left of him. That is, until he meets Neil Josten, an equally damaged individual who happens to be exactly the inspiration Andrew is looking for.
Or, Andrew uses his relationship with Neil solely to write his novel
tw: blood/gore, tw: graphic depictions of violence, tw: heavy angst, tw: alcohol, tw: torture, tw: depression, tw: major character injury
Bricks by LFMH021 [Rated T, 11591 Words, Complete 2018]
Neil wanted to surprise Andrew by returning a day earlier from his one week visit to Stuart in England by turning up on Eden’s Twilight while the Monsters were out drinking. What he did not expect to witness was Andrew walking in the back room with an unnamed guy and turning up half an hour later, all disheveled.
Raw from his visit and the thing he unexpectedly witnessed, Neil ends up emotionally broken. He ends up running to Kevin, Matt and Aaron who do their best to piece him back together while the team is all separated. A story of friendship, family and healing.
There was one thing Andrew knows: He fucked up. And he does not know if he could ever fix what he broke.
and in a flash, it’s gone by Idnis [Rated M, 35881 Words, Complete, 2017]
‘I wouldn’t associate with Andrew anymore, nor with any of the others. You can’t trust foxes after all.’
The man’s fist connected precisely where his head wound was, and then Neil Josten was gone.
Neil loses his memory and has to somehow make sense of the pieces of his past and present. And Andrew.
Neil Josten who stepped out from the shadow art by @cute-electrocute
slips back into aftg to post this art by @byakkotea
Neil Josten makeover redraw, colored art by @detrinity
Neil needed the power and control of a fierce game art by @nc-2311