#fat friend

[ppumpkinpiiiee]

I don't want to be the fat friend anymore.

#disordered eating thoughts #i wanna be tiny #i wanna lose weight #tw ana diary #tw ed diet #tw ed sheeran #ana bllog #disordered eating cw #disordered eating in tags #i want to ⭐️ve #th1nsp1ration #thin$po #th1nnsp0 #tw weight #thinspø #i need to lose this weight #ed not ed sheeran #ed disorder #ed not sheeren #fat friend #anagirl #ana rant #ana trigger #anatumblr #ana meal #@nor3xia #@nor3×14 #@na vent #@na trigger #@n0r3xia

[ahedderick]

In celebration of Friday, please enjoy my fat friend!

He is verily the Best Boy, and I've had him since he was a tiny, squalling kitten with eyes just barely open.

#catblr #cats man #sweet kitty #fat friend #petblr #kitten #bottle babies #farm cat

[copp3rrush]

no ur honor i cant have disordered eating. you see; i eat ice cream.

#tw ana rant #tw ana trigger #tw ed diet #fat friend #ed bllog #tw disordered eating #junkorexic

[sainzofthetimes16]

Somehow, despite my best attempts, I doubt I will ever be content with my own company.

I think there will forever be some part of me who yearns for that standard teenage friendship, you know? The late nights, the car rides, just the opportunity to have someone to talk to.

I’m so used to being second place- the friend they sit with when the others are away, the one they call when no one else picks up, that despite my best efforts, I can never see myself as anything more than a placeholder.

I’ve never had the high school dream. The friends, the parties, the relationships. Just the overwhelming sense of discomfort. The recognition that despite my best efforts, I will never be seen as more than the “fat friend”.

#rambles #i’m still upset #sad poetry #writing #fat friend #lonelly #being alone #alone with my thoughts #i am alone #no friends #need friends #friends #high school #school #thoughts #dear diary #personal diary #online diary #diary #digital diary #diary entry #journal

[fattenupbuttercup]

Oh my God sometimes I forget I'm a witch and magic is real wtf..

I had a bestie turned exie who would body shame some people and was being generally cunty. She's suffered with ana as long as I've known her. I wouldn't wish an ED on anyone but I remember hoping she got accidentally fat to teach her a lesson after she publicly shames her bigger friends and we cut contact...

It's a been almost a year and I creeper her IG...

Y'all should be nicer to me because she probably put on 40 or 50 pounds omfgggg 🐷🐗💋🤣

#Karma #Ffa #Female feedee #Female feeder #fat friend #belly expansion #feederism kink #fattenupbuttercup #bloatedbelly #Too funny #funny shit #witch bitch #Feeder witch #magical weight gain

[potterheadrose12]

Soy la amiga gorda. La amiga a la que siempre tienen de segunda opcion. Amiga a la cual solo buscan cuando necesitan. Amiga que soporta burlas y comentarios sobre su cuerpo como si no dolieran. Amiga que siempre está dispuesta hacer todo por los demás aún sabiendo que nadie haría algo por ella. La amiga que puedes confiar y pedir ayudar aún cuando nadie está dispuesto ayudarla. Amiga a la cual evitas invitar a tus fiestas y salidas con otros por pena. Soy simplemente la amiga gorda que hace de todo por tener el "afecto" e interés de otros por momentos.

#no friends #decepcion #sadgirl #sola #frienship #tristeza #notas #desamor #depresión #fat #fat friend #Spotify

[nokcalsallowed]

choose which one you wanna be.

#tw ed diet #i wanna be weightless #tw ana diary #tw ana shit #disordered eating thoughts #ed bllog #ana trigger #fat friend

[vampire-fairyy]

I'm so tired of being the biggest one in my friend group

#i want to be skinnier #i want to be thinner #fat friend

[harringtonfan4]

I break the ice

So they don't see my size

And I have to be nice

Or I'll be the next punchline

I'm just the best friend in Hollywood movies

Who only exist to continue the story

The girl gets the guy while I'm standing off-screen

So I'll wait for my cue to be comedic relief

Can't be too loud

Can't be too busy

If I don't answer now, are they still gonna need me?

Can't be too proud

Can't think I'm pretty

Do they keep me around, so their flaws just seem silly?

I say I'm okay

'Cause they wouldn't care anyway

And I could try to explain

But my efforts in vain

They can't relate to how I've-

Drawn out in Sharpie where I take the scissors

If that's what it took for me to look in the mirror

I've done every diet to make me look thinner

So why do I still feel so goddamn inferior?

Can't be too loud

And can't be too busy

If I don't answer now, are they still gonna need me?

Can't be too proud and

Can't think I'm pretty

Do they keep me around, so their flaws just seem silly?

Life of the fat, funny friend

Life of the fat, funny friend

It's funny when I think a guy likes me

And it's funny when I'm the one who says, "Let's go to eat"

It's funny when I'm asked to go out on Halloween

Dresses and thigh highs, while I hide my body

Can't be too loud

And can't be too busy

If I don't answer now, are they still gonna miss me?

Can't be too loud

And can't be too busy

If I don't answer now, are they still gonna need me?

Can't be too proud and

Can't think I'm pretty

Do they keep me around, so their flaws just seem silly?

Life of the fat, funny friend

Life of the fat, funny friend

Life of the fat, funny friend

Life of the fat, funny friend

I've drawn out in Sharpie where I take the scissors

#fat friend #fat funny friend #sad thoughts #Spotify

[titynstu]

I think about food and not eating for weeks to get skinny. I just want to be skinny be hospitalized or get attention about how I’ve lost weight and have gotten smaller I want people to notice.

#ed #tw ed vent #venting #relateable #fat friend #skinnyspø #skinsp0

[onthesurface]

My goal now is to be as skinny as everyone around me is, so I don’t feel like the fat friend that just makes them look better.

#fat friend #tw ed rant #ana rant

[copp3rrush]

it’s def a honeymoon phase thing but like i luv how i feel when i’m fasting like i haven’t eaten in 24 hr and it feels so nice

#notprojustusingthetags #tw ana rant #tw ed diet #ed bllog #tw ana trigger #tw ana shit #tw disordered eating #fat friend #tw ana diary #ed vent #bing3 eating

[digitalfairies]

one of my friends has an ed, she’s tiny, looks amazing and she always complains that she’s fat, then i just feel shittier cuz like i must look huge compared to her, she’s like 105 while i’m like 150…..

#thin #i just want to be skinny #fat friend #ugly friend #pro 4na #pro 4na diary #tw ed vent #tw ana thoughts

[typicalteenagegirl]

Can’t life let me pick my struggle ?

Why do I have to be the ugly friend with mommy issues and lactose intolerant

Like can’t I enjoy dairy at least??

#fat friend #struggle #mommy issues

[drphilssoulmate]

i wish that my shoes never came untied

that we had things i like for dinner every night

that my phone never goes dead

that apples didn’t brown so easily

i wish that getting up in the morning was easier

that i didn’t dread math class so much

that seasonal depression didn’t exist

i wish that i was skinnier

that i looked pretty when i cried

that i liked the person i saw in the mirror

that i don’t measure my worth by other opinions of me

i wish that i was enough

that i wasn’t overlooked

that i loved myself

#i wish i was skinnier #i wish i was good enough #fat friend #inner demons #inner thoughts #sad poem #poetry

[boomboomjiggle]

My GF is gaining without wanting too( was 240 a few months ago, but now she is almost 280, and speeding up now that she has to live out of a hotel long distance for the next month away from me sadly).....and I could gain about 5 lbs a day or more if I wanted to easy, but I wouldn’t want to unless she gains A LOTmore and/or I find some one or ones into male gaining....until I will keep working out and just loving my girl as she grows....wish I could make her see what I see but she is always shaming herself and trying new diets....help me help her laugh her body and situation like I do, especially since she’s late this month, but have yet to confirm what it means..... Need advice and frens to chat about nerd stuff with! 

#bbw-ssbbw #belly expansion #pregnancygain #fat friend #fattening #fat fatish #natural growth