All your gain was unintentional?! 😍
yep, I had always been around 65kgs (145lbs) but I didn’t even notice until I went to a theme park and I had to weigh myself to get onto a ride (because you needed to be over 55kgs for the ride) and the scale said 88kgs (194lbs) and I was like “oh that’s weird”.
Months went by and I decided to weigh myself again and this time it said 110kgs (242lbs) and I remember being like “but I don’t feel fat??”
A couple more months and I stepped on the scale again and it was 125kgs (275lbs) and I said to myself “okay I should start eating better and working out to lose some weight. It won’t be that hard”
Months go by again, I had been regularly working out but my diet hadn’t changed at all (I was pretty much living off fast food). I stepped on the scale again and 134kgs (295lbs). This time I was like “oh I’m fat”. I did some googling on other bigger girls like me and how to loose weight and I somehow stumbled upon a ffafeed (I think that was her name I am probably completely wrong). She was chugging heavy cream and I was sucked into this whole world.
I started my Instagram account @/twicethesize and started posting myself to see if there were really people out there that liked how I looked and I didn’t have to hide anything or turn the camera on a certain angle to not show a bit of fat.
I did that for a solid year, met so many cool people and I had unintentionally hit 138kgs (305lbs). I got scared and I felt like I was loosing touch with reality so I logged out of my account and focused on myself and my life.
I was gone for 8 months. I logged back in out of curiosity and started posting again. I weighed myself since everyone was asking and the scales said 145kgs (319lbs). This was by far the biggest I had ever been.
I disappeared again for another 5 months and returned recently. I haven’t weighed myself but I’m 100% sure I’ve put on weight since that time.
2019 - 2021
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