#faulty brain

[verdi-gris]

“Please, release some serotonin,” I beg my brain.

“Never” it replies and walks away.

#it really be like that #faulty brain #text

[ruringas]

"boo hoo doctor who woke now"

Doctor Who was being Pro-LGBTQ all the way back in 2005, the new series as a whole arguably always has been "woke".

Doctor Who featured a Pro-EU episode all the way back in the 1970s, before it was even called the EU. The show as a whole arguably always has been "woke".

Sci-Fi in general is frequently and repeatedly a conveyance of political and social messaging to the point it's basically essential to the genre. The first Sci-Fi story, Frankenstein, was quite literally about a narrow-minded populous misinterpreting something they were unfamiliar with as monsterous, and the creature's right to happiness as a living being. The genre as a whole arguably always has been "woke".

Atleast in modern day, Doctor Who has the budget to convey these ideas with some visual flair, and not as the one-take practically as-live affair it was in the 60s...

#me-posting #doctor who #sci-fi #opinion piece #I confess I've not seen Frankenstein in forever so please tell me if my memory on its messaging is faulty. I have the brain of a sieve. #lgbtq #brexit

[thehightiefling]

I have no idea why it is so hard for me to commit to a character. Which is baffling, because I normally have the opposite problem in games. Especially D&D? Like I get so absorbed and attached and into the characters I've made for the games I'm in, I get so invested, flaws and all. I'd certainly roll up a new character if they died, but I don't have the fickleness and struggle to connect like I do with BG3.

Any of the origins (outside of durge)? No problem. Focused, committed to their character and lore. Finish to completion. But I have not completed a single tav or durge. MAYBE I NEED TO PLAY IT MORE LIKE A D&D CHARACTER RATHER THAN A VIDEO GAME? Maybe it's why I have an easier and more enjoyable time playing the other origins.

That and I feel like, since it's a video game with determined paths and choices, there's a sense of 'got to do it all, got to do it right'. Which is such a weird behavior? My D&D characters are flawed; some of them are morally grey. They've hurt those they've cared about. They've fucked up. Inter-party tension. And playing out those consequences are fun.

But fucking up in video game? Brain cannot handle. My smooth, fleshy human brain literally cannot handle.

Advice? Please? Because I want more than anything to have a ride or die character for this game because it is so much fun and it's my fix during the work week when I have to adult and can't D&D, and I would love to like, have headcanons. Maybe do writing snippets and art like I do for my D&D games.

#hi sorry this is probably the most personal i have gotten on the internet but i am frustrated with my faulty brain that is so broken #AND JUST FOR THIS SPECIFIC THING

[lavenderjewels]

[ID: Retweet from Junji Ito thanking Akutami. The tweet is from the Junji Ito exhibition account attached with a drawing of Akutami’s cat mascot as a skeleton. The message describes the impact of Ito’s manga ‘The Long Dream’ on Akutami and how it made them think of humans changing when living over a century. All text is in Japanese. End ID.]

Junji Ito thanking Gege Akutami for leaving a message for his exhibition!

#jujutsu kaisen #junji ito #gege akutami #the long dream #is it bad that I immediately knew it was gege just from the one eyed skeleton 😭 that cat mascot is iconic #every time junji Ito and gege interact my brain explodes. like!! I did not know two things I really like could meet like this. #also I feel like gege being inspired by the long dream absolutely is related to everything with kenjaku and tengen #their life experiences. tengens transformation into a curse. #I remember gege drawing out the scene from that manga as the cat too lol. in another excerpt thanking junji ito in a volume #I think for getting permission to reference Uzumaki in jjk 0 #image described #switching back to using IDs in text since I read that the alt image option on tumblrs faulty

[hemerae-ramblings]

I mean... how could I not ?

Hozier x l'Art du crime

Like i lived my whole life before the first light

#i couldn't help it #the idea kept running around in my head like a merry go round gone completely wild #so here you go ! #l'art du crime #antoine x florence #florence chassagne #antoine verlay #they have basically burned into the faulty hard drive that is my brain

[munamania]

ERM. category 5 moment just happened

my mom (hushedly): that young man from honk- from wonka. he’s………….. (staring at me intensely) well he’s gay right?

me (thinking she was just going to confirm he’s in the movie): wait huh? whuh?

mom: is he?

me (as it’s clicking): oh my god. lol oh wow

mom: or - it’s a him right?

me: 🧍‍♀️☝️😳

#actually yes. sure mom. believe what you want #if it helps her remember who they are. WAIT. i swear to god my brain started thinking abt dan and phil and i just said that. #HE is. cause let me tell u her recollection of dan and phil was faulty #abby talks

[selenealwayscries]

local elf tries to charm man into spending all his money

#mcyt #hermitcraft #hermitblr #goodtimeswithscar #elf boy scar my beloved #long hair scar is truly just . phenomenal #the amount of simpage he gets just multiplied the day he changed it to his current one #what an icon #also this season is like . fandom assigned dnd themed #all the ccs switching to fantasy rpg esque gimmicks and sonas . absolutely outstanding #my fantasy rpg pea brain is running wild at all times no joke #ALSO . i missed posting yesterday cuz i couldnt come ul with any ideas so . yeah #im not giving up on the daily posts but . lets say im trying my best to do that #i like draeing i just need to kick my brain several times like its a faulty printer before i start drawing #*drawing goddammit keyboard #anyways gotta dinner bye #catgirl supreme

[amygdalae]

u ever think about technology u wish was real/accessible but also if someone DID make it you 100% absolutely would NOT trust it enough to use it

#like. if i could have glowy lines implanted under my skin that would be super fuckin dope but #if someone offered to do that i woudl NOT trust it not to leak some sort of toxins in my bloodstream #or turn faulty down the line and just kill me horribly #i also feel this way about brain implants #i was just thinking abt how i wish i coudl listen to music in the shower but NOT via speaker. like. headphone implants. in my ears #but that also sounds like a fuckin awful idea and i wouldnt trust it if someone claimed it could be done in 2022

[emilylprentiss]

if people don't start adding seasons/episodes to at least their tags when tagging source blogs...........istg *shakes fist*

#shut up airi #i have a faulty brain how am i supposed to know what gosh diddily dang episode your gifset is?? quit making me work!! fjkdsfjsd #im in a mood today im sorry its the hunger lamodjfdks

[aro-culture-is]

Aro culture is realising that people in the aromantic spectrum don't have a stereotypical "outfit" like lesbians and bisexuals and questioning if is a good thing

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#qishyliatrashdisplay #aro culture is #aro #aromantic #actually aro #actually aromantic #ask #mod alexander #honestly i don't really think it's worth ascribing a good/bad dichotomy to it #stereotypes tend to develop as a community grows larger and more known #and honestly it's really just that the human brain is a pattern-finding machine #to a faulty degree #they make some people feel included - some excluded - some like 'being' a stereotype is bad - and some feel pressured to conform #it's just a perception

[twentyfivemiceinatrenchcoat]

https://www.tumblr.com/twentyfivemiceinatrenchcoat/747570756649730048/httpswwwtumblrcomtwentyfivemiceinatrenchcoat

oh this is actually very tragic though :(((………….. because it means that for suguru to pursue the ‘right’ path, reader has to sacrifice so there will never be a way to stay on the same reality together TT

but!! i think that if reader defects before suguru it would actually be a huge twist 🤔 suguru realizing that reader was going through the same inner crisis as him… at the same time as him… starting to feel guilty about it but now it’s simply too late. him snapping out of it sounds like something he would do— not in a optimistic manner or something, but resembling more a grey character?? hmmmmm like ‘i’m aware this reality sucks, it’s unfair to all of us and the new generations… but i saw a dear friend becoming a servant of such principles and, while i do not condemn reader for their actions, i recognize that is not the optimal way to start a change’ (idk if it makes sense… it’s like putting in a mixer nanami’s and shoko’s reactions after geto’s canonical defection… ??? lmao sorry, i just woke up from a nap TTTT)

also, absolutely loving the inferiority complex factor in here! because i believe that with a powerful duo like stsg, it’s really impossible to not feel like there is a whole mountain of distance that keeps them almost unreachable……… mostly so after the star plasma vessel incident :33 really seated for this fic, i believe you will do amazingly!! 🫶🏼🫶🏼 (btw yes, i sent another anon some time ago but dw! it’s probably old by now and it was a long nonsensical rant so feel free to ignore it ^^)

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🐟 ANON!!!! you get it…..

that’s exactly my thought too!!! in the same way that suguru is doomed to fall in canon jjk, reader is doomed to fall as long as suguru moves forward. the two of them can’t stay on the same path together :(((( or. well. they will stay on the same path eventually since it’s a fix-it fic of sorts, but suguru avoiding his own defection almost guarantees that reader will defect in his place.

and!! it’s also connected to their inferiority complex…. it’s a parallel to stsg in many ways because in canon, suguru breaks down because he’s isolated and forced to watch satoru grow stronger without him — but in reader’s case they’re all alone and forced to watch the both of them move forward at a speed they can’t possibly catch up to. i don’t know if reader is necessarily special grade, at least not in high school… so it’s just this ugly feeling in their gut that keeps growing :(( i also have a ct planned for them that makes it worse bc. it’s sort of similar to suguru’s own ct in that it’s based on the collection of curses. so the stronger suguru gets, and the more curses he absorbs, the more reader’s potential diminishes. i think they eventually develop a learned helplessness of sorts because of that….. :((((

AND YES . i also think him snapping out of it makes most sense. i think this au’s suguru will be a lot better off than canon sugu, but his own doubts are basically unavoidable— and i think that if reader defects before those doubts grow too big to control, then suguru will have a moment of enlightenment. seeing them turn their back on him, refusing his help, and also seeing so clearly that they aren’t happy. it’d basically ruin any hope he might have that the choice could do him any good.

i also feel like suguru would have a similar realization to satoru, but instead of realizing that there are people he simply can’t save, i think suguru’s thoughts are more along the lines of… i can’t save them the way i am now, so i have to grow stronger. which is obviously a huge motivator for him to become a teacher and work harder!! i don’t know if teacher!suguru still has that ”protect the weak” mindset, but i think he’s matured a lot from his past self. he recognizes the cruelty of the world but he knowns he has allies he can count on, and he’s desperate to save you eventually.

(this is just a sidenote but!! i think suguru is a lot more spiteful than satoru is. after reader dies (before they get the chance to bring you back), i imagine him having a moment where he tells satoru that he can’t help but hate yuuta a little. for hurting you. and i don’t think it ever really goes away, as much as he treasures his students.)

BUT YES . sorry for rambling phspdhs i just….. love this au a whole bunch. and i’m so happy it has your approval 🐟 anon!! 🥺🥺 ilysm, thank you for stopping by <3333

#i LOVE your old ask btw so i’ll definitely answer it!!!! #sometimes i have to wrestle with my brain to answer longer asks but it has everything to do with my own faulty neurons #and nothing to do with you!!! i adore your asks i hope you know that <333 #and that suguru concept is just… too good #but yeah!! ily 🐟 anon!!! i hope you have a wonderful day/night :33 #ask tag ✩ #🐟 anon !! ✩

[inferno-ontherocks]

When you have a scene and dialogue in your head you want to write and it's like yes this is so in character. And then when you actually write it, it's like wtf they would never talk like this.

#there's a faulty connection from my brain to my hands #writing problems #fic things

[homosexual-trash]

The good news?: I probably get to skip school

The bad news?: Its cause I'm in a flare and CAN'T MOVE MY LEGS AAAHHHHH

#wtf #my brain is faulty and i want a refund #fnd is a bitch lmao #at least i get to skip

[king-of-havoc]

Why do I only get the motivation to draw when it's my fucking self set bedtime?

#king posts #ugh... #I want to push it back and hour #but like I don't because I have tried and then it becomes ''well 11 is a weird number. let's just go to bed at 12 ^w^'' #and then I FUCKING DON'T #so it HAS to be 10 HYUJFKDSC #my brain is faulty and I have to live with it and abide to what it wants #anyways goodnight YUHJC

[blueskittlesart]

the subway station is hell. every time a story section forces you to actually get on the correct train instead of just fast travelling with the map i suffer for like ten minutes running in circles

ok listen my hometown is just outside of dc and i used to take both the metro and metrobuses like. semi-regularly. i have never once gotten lost in a real life subway station. idk if tokyo subway stations are actually like that or if persona 5 decided to build a fucking underground labyrinth just for shits and giggles but i think if i had to navigate those hell tunnels in real life i would probably end up trapped for days on end

#like. i refuse to believe the real ones are actually like that. there's no way they can actually be that much worse than metro center right #not to mention persona doesnt TRANSLATE ANY OF THE SIGNS ON THE WALLS #so if i want to read them i have to spend 10 minutes revving my brain's faulty fucking engine so it can process japanese characters #asks

[godsfaultycreations]

Oh hey I do follow you! Man I love the art on here :D

JDHXHSBSJXH BRO??? i wish mars was online right now but thank you so much!! that means a ton

kicking my feet

#cam responds not clickbait #gods faulty creations #cokowiii #asks and replies #i just sat here and stared at this #and stimmed. a lot. #my brain is malfunctioning