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secxxvxx · 8 months
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Story type: Fred Weasley x fem*reader enemies to lovers
Summary: Fred is always being mean to
y/n. At the ed it is a love story looool.
Warnings: SMUT / NSFW, swearing, shouting,harm, bullieng, homophopia, selfharm, depressions
Word count: around 2470
"Y/n, darling, how ya doing?" Ask's the Redhead fred. A short "Shut it weasley" leaves your mouth while walking over to the coutch of the griffendor common room. You sit down beside the other twin. George. He has been you best friend since the first year. "Whats up pretty women?" He ask's. A big smile spreads over your face.
"Nothing" you awnser shortly. "How has your date been yesterday? Did cedric treat you well, hun?" He wonders. Fred looks over to you both. "It was grea-" as you were about to tell george, how it went, the onther twins shouts from the other side of the room. "A date? Who would date an ugly brat as you?" He laughs while looking at you. "I- i think i'll leave now.... we'll talk later george" you stood up and left in silence.
George looks at fred with angry eyes. "Really? You are such an idiot" he shouts while fred leaves with a smirk on his face.
As youre sitting in class, the pretty boy from yesterday appears behind you. "Hey pretty lady" he whispers into your ear as he sits down beside you. You feel your cheeks warm up and a smile spreads over you face. "Hey pretty boy" you say happily.
A few minutes after the class has started, you feel that something has been thrown at the back of your head. A paperknoil. You picked it up. It seem lile someone had wrote somthing onto it. "Mh.." you whisper as you unfold it. ~pretty girl? Never. He'll use you anyways.~
Your heart stops. This made you feel so bad. You turn around just to see him amirking at you. Fred. It was fred. You wish you could just kick that smirk out of his face. You feel tears building up in your eyes. Without asking you storm out of the classroom. You didnt care about anyone, not even cedric.
"Y/n, darling, wait." you hear cedric shouting. You wait. Not facing him. He hugs you from behind. "i read it. Dont care about them. You are the prettiest girl on earth." He smiles. You turn around. Facing him. He wipes away ypur tears.
One week went flying. After class cedring asks you to study with him in the hufflepuff common room and you agreed.
He smiles. "See you at 5?" He asks again. You agreed and went to the griffendor tower. "What is that smile for?" The fat lady asks. "There is that one boy-" you tried to explain and she starts talking. "Ahh... young love... anyways. Come in." There she goes. Opening the etrace to the griffendor tower.
A few hours later you are walking down the stairs. "How do i look georgie?" You ask happily. " what ist that a pj? Your going on a date in pj's or what?" Fred laughs at you. "I didnt ask you about you opinion!" You storm off into your droom. "Great." George replies. Before heading into you room, grabbing your favorite sweatshirt and you fav jeans and handing them to you.
Studing with cedric was great. He insisted to bring you back to the griffendor tower, but you shook it off, it wasnt far. "Good night then, pretty girl" he says, kissing your cheek. "Good night" a little smile leaves you face. As you were waling through the coridors you saw daniel and his "friends", stupid motherfuckers, picking on george.
Since george came out as bi-sexuel, the slytherin boys kept picking on him. "HEY MOTHERFUCKERS!" You ran over to geroge. "stupid mudblood!" Daniel grabed you by your arm and pushed you to the ground. You tried to defend your self, but he was to strong. You were looking over do george, who was held by two boys, and one punching george. "George!" You screamed, not caring about your own pain.
Suddently you felt someone pulling daniel off of you. It was fred. You ran over, helping george while fred was punching daniel. The boys ran away. "Fred stop! Thats enough!" You screamed. Fred let go of daniel and he quickly ran away, gollowing those pussys of friends.
You are sitting on the ground. Sobbing. Holding georges face. "Y-you take his arms, i take his legs" you said crying. As you both dragged george into his and fred droom, you started taking care about georges wounds. "I-it was my f-fault."
You said quietly. "It's not all about you y/n! You are so selfcentered!" Fred shouted. "Fuck you!" You stood up wanting to leave. "could you atleast take care about my hands?" You sat down, taking his and in yours, wiping his bloody hand with alcohol wipes.
"Quiet." You say. "Make sure georgie takes those pills when he wakes up. They'll help him heal faster." You stood up and left. Three weeks passed and cedric asked you to become his girlfriend. You said yes. It was all perfect. The last tuniere came and cedric had to stay one hour under water. You met his father. Time was ticking. The onlyones who were left were cedric and harry. A few minutes passed till you saw harry dragging cedrics dead body out of the water. You and his father ran over to him. You held him. Screaming. Crying. Sobbing. George came and pulled you away.
He took you to your room, letting you place your head on his lap. Crying. Fred entered the room. "You werent at dinner... i safed you some of your favorites." He placed some food y/f/f and some tea on the nightstand next to your bed and stood in you room silent.
(Y/f/f= your favorite food)
"Gosh, y/n stop crying already! He is dead, wow! Shit happens! A lot of people die, sometimes you know and love them, sometimes you dont!" You looked at fred, stood up and slapped him right through his face. You stormed off. You went for a walk. You sat down near by the forbidden woods. Suddetly you felt someone grabbing you. Placing one hand on your mouth and pulling you into the woods.
You were screaming. You never felt that kind of pain. No one heard you. You saw daniel and his group, A knife and a lot of blood. Your arm hurt. Your back hurt. And your stomache hurt. Blood. Everywhere. They left. Left you alone. Dying. Or some kind of shit.
Two day passed and no one heard of you. The corridors where filled with studens, when hagrid carried a half dead body through the people. Right to the hospital wing. Mrs. Pomfrey took care of you. Soon you'll be fine. When you woke up, you said nothing, just laying there and staring at the ceiling. Still traumatized. George sitting next to you, holding your hand. "It hurts..." you whispered. "I know." George said. A few day later you left the hospital wing.
Dubledore expelled the boys from school. You still felt unsfe. You have spend a lot of time with george. But you haven't smiled since that one day. Two weeks till the school year ends. "You wanna spend the time at our place again?" George asked. "Mhm.." you noded, leaning against george. " how do you feel georgie?" You ask quietly. "Good... how do you feel my love?" He ask. "Better..." you said. Fred sat across the room, Watching you both. "I want to be happy again. I want to live my life." You said and you voice cracked. George nods.
"Its time for bed now... i'll bring you to bed." You both stood up and left. "Good night fred..." you said. He didn't reply. George headed back into his and freds droom. Both of the boys were laying in their beds.
"Freddie..." george broke the silence.
"George..." fred said. "The things they have done to her..." he swallowed. "Mudblood-" he swallowed again. "-And die... kill... all over her body... she will keep those scars forever..." fred sat up. "What do you mean?" Fred ask. "they carved it into her body." George said. "W-what?" Fred replied. " she hates her self even more than she did before..." george said. "She hated herself because of me." Fred said. "Yes." Said george.
The next day, the boys entered the common room to find y/n sitting on the couch. Fred immediately went over to the couch. Hugging you. You did nothing. "I am sorry y/n/n" he whispers. "I know..." you say. George sat down on the other side. "I'm sorry too fred-" befor you could finish, He replied with a "i know".
"Georgie, could you leave us alone for a sec?" Fred ask. George noded and left.
"I want to explain..." he said. You nod. "I am so sorry.. i didnt mean to say all those thing to you. I just could stand you crying over other boys. I could stand you laughing at other boys jokes. I couldnt stand seeing you lauging with other boys, because they werent me."
You looked at him. "You are in love with me, arent you?" He is just nodding. He looks down to the ground. "Always been" he admit. "I never hated you either." You said. " i really liked you..." you admit. "Mhm... me too... but you dont like me anymore, right?". He ask. You shrug. "well... lets find out." He suddently pressed his lips onto yours. You didnt pull back. It was incedible. His lips were soft and his kiss was full of energy and adrenaline.
After minutes of kissing you break the kiss.
"WOHAAA FRED!" George shouted. Fred started to blush while you were giggeling. Laughing for the first time. The two boy were looking at you. Both huged you tightly.
The last two weeks flew by and you guys finally reached the home of the weasleys. Molly weasley was more than happy to see you again. She hugged you tightly.
That one day, everyone but you and fred, left for a trip. You and fred were cuddeling and kissing till something happened. You both wanted more, but as soon as fred wanted to pull your t-shirt over your head you pulled back. "S-sorry... i-i cant..." you said looking away. Not facing fred. "Its okay darling... george told me about it. I know what you are thinking of yourself, but you are the prettiest girl i have ever seen. You are more than perfect. Even if you gave scars, i dont care, if you want, i'll kiss every single on of them. Those scars are empty words. You are the prettiest human. I love you y/n!"
You looked at him. Shocked. Tears filled you eyes. You hugged him tight. Not letting go of him. "Thank you freddie..." you kissed his cheek. "Now stop crying my love" he kisses your forhead.
*START OF SMUT / NSFW*
Suddently you pull up your shirt. Revealing your black bra. Fred couldnt stop staring." Dear merlin, i hope that is a set!" He pulled of his shirt as well. Unbuttoning your jeans and pulling them down. "No way my dreams are comming true!" He stares at you black string and then looking up again. Seeing, or better hearing you giggle made him feel happy too. You felt comforttable now. He pulled down his jeans as well.
You inhale deep as he unclips your bra.
"Fuck... so pretty" he said. As he told you so, he kissed every single scar. Whe he reached the bottom. Where you string starts, he looked up to you, to make sure, that he is allowed to. As you nod, he pulls your string aside. Kissing your hot spot, then slowly licking over your slit. As you let out a moan, he looks up to you. "Fuck. This is going to be fun." He chuckled cause of your giggle and continiued licking and teasing you. As he felt you getting close, hes stops.
Your breathing was heavily already. "Come on man!" You said frustrated. "Shhh. I want you to cum all over my cock" he said with a smirk on his face, pulling down his boxers.
He slides of your string and throws it across the room. He pulls you down to the edge of the bed. "Fuck." You whispered at the moment you saw his length. "You like it, huh?" He asks. You nod. He starts pushing the tip into you. Teasing you to let out a soft moan. Then he sholves his whole length into your hot spot. You feel the heat comming up.
"Faster!" You scream, scratching his back. He does as he was told. "Freddie!" As soon as you screamed his name, he let go a loud growl. "Merlin! I'm gonna cum fred!" You screamed as he slamms his length into you. "Wait my love.." he pulls out and turns you around, that you are laying on your stomache now, before sliding in again.
"Oh god! FREDDIE!" You are cumming hard and rough. Fred followed you. He pulled you and slid of the condom full of his hot, sticky juce. "Gosh y/n!" He kisses you.
You kiss him back, you keep grinding against his body, kissing his neck and chest. Youre kissing his whole body, stopping before you reached the place he wanted your kisses the most. "By merlins beard, y/n!". He takes a deep breath. You start sucking on his hard cock. "Could you take it all?" He ask moaning. You try your best, but fail. "Let me help you... first relex." You relex. "Good girl. Now open your mouth..." you do so. He slowly grinds his hip forward. "Good girl. Halfway in." He continiues doing it. Your eyes are shut.
"Just a bit... yeah... yeah...." he groans loudly. his full lenght in your mouth now. A tear escaping your eyes. His balls pressed against your lips. He slowly pulls out, but emediantly slamming back inside. Feeling you gag on his dick made him moan. He repeats a few times before pulling out. Cumming in your mouth. "Good girl." You both were out of breath. He pulls you up, kissing you. He is hugging you tight, looking at you, strocking your arm.
*END OF SMUT / NSFW*
A few hours after, the weasley came back and you all had dinner. Everything was perfect. You and fred. Everything. You had a family now. You loved everyone.
This is my first story on tumblr. And english is not my mother language.... i hope you liked it :)
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kithtaehyung · 1 year
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Ryen the way I can't pick a favorite scene!!!!!!!! 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 I love that they're flirting in public (lol) and I knewwwww Jimin & Tae would do smth but for them to give them that little time together 🥹🥹🥹🥹 I'm so glad it's them of all people who found out 🥹
Sometimes I totally forgot that the whole thing between them has been going on for a year and I honestly want to know their daily lives at this point 😭😭 i wanna see them as much as i can alright 😭😭 even tho it's only: yoongi buys OC coffee. OC drops by the studio and call him to find her in the alley right next to studio to give him lunch and a kiss. I just want them to be happy forever 😭😭😭😭
Anyway, another fav scene nomination is obviously Dom & Shiv 🫶🏻 i can just imagine Shiv being interested in her (who isnt 😭) and Dom notices in ONE glance but she finds amusement in it so she just keeps on intimidating him just to see if he'll eventually break looool
And why did you ask if we want a continuation, who whould say no??? (I will hunt down anyone who does)
OH and also... starbucks korea is going to release this and i want to cry https://www.instagram.com/p/CqSjLleL1Sh/?igshid=MjljNjAzYmU=
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STARRYYY on another episode of ryen answers commentary weeks late bc she finally has both the time and energy dslkfjklsd but thank you so much for all of this and for reading!
vmin are just... the gd best here. istg i love them and will protect them with everything i have! i'm very happy they are the ones that know about the whole situation, too. and that they're respecting it. as far as yoongi and reader flirting in public... A MESSSS LMAOOO i can't believe them rn.
also, i know! it's been so long (granted, there was a 3 month timeskip all the way in house party) and yet we still don't know a lot about everyone. like yes, we know a good amount, but what does everyone's day to day look like? what are the little things they're doing or are there gonna be tiny moments that yoongi and reader get together? who knows!
the dom and shiv moment came out so naturally so i'm really happy y'all enjoyed the interaction! i didn't have anything planned but it came out right around the time we were all talking about them, so it was p cool. and dom sounds like the type to do what you said sdfkjs i'm gonna yell!! also.... THIS MUG IS SO FCKING CUTE I WANT ITTT
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eiichiro · 1 year
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hi hi senka ~ i hope your week is going well!
no worries!! i thought you didn't get my message so im glad you got it. good ol' tumblr used to eat my asks all the time so i got worried lol. i hope you're enjoying work! don't forget to take care of yourself though 💖
i don't think im at those arcs yet lol i'm still very much at the beginning of the series u_u but my fav so far is arlong park and arabasta!!
ahhh i'll keep that in mind! the tg anime is on my ptw so i'll end up watching it then i'll read it for comparison 😂 i hear they're planning to continuing berserk, hopefully they keep up the quality 😭😭 miura really was a legend </3 we lost him too soon. and im waiting for csm too, im too impatient to wait every week. i see that you like the war devil 👀 your pfp though looool
what sport animes are you into?
i just realized that i've been neglecting to sign my asks looool 😭😭 i hope you have a great day senka 💖
- your animanga secret santa 💖🎅
hi!! i'm soooo sorry for the late reply ;_; i've been so busy with work i cant even watch anime D: you're so sweet, thank you so much! i am, been sleeping early the past weeks actually :'D
ohhh, i see! those are also sooo good along with baratie!!
omg yeah good plan, watching tg first before reading. since if you read it first u'll just be so angry with the anime (like i am lmfao) oh god i'd rather it not be continued tbh, miura's art and writing is just godly. i dont wanna see it ruined :( maaan i haven't been able to keep up with csm. i'll just binge it with my friends once it's all over. hopefully we can find time to watch together haha and YES I LOVE WAR DEVIL SO MUCH my friend drew my pfp for me haha
actually i don't really have a fave specifically for sports anime. i just watch everything! but if i had to pick, i do love haikyuu!! a lot! kuroko no basuke too and free! and of course the classic (and the best) slam dunk haha i gotta rewatch daiya no ace, continue ao ashi then start blue lock. cross game was amazing as well. OH AND MAJOR AND ASHITA NO JOE!!
AHSFKJHA that's fine, i know ur my santa without u indicating it hehe. i hope you have a great day too! <3
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magzineho · 3 years
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fav knb gag scenes: season one [6/?]
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lovecompass · 3 years
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end of law school.... end of my life... where’s the difference...... i cant believe its over.... definitely satisfied with the way things turned out and how they wrapped everything up, even though i really wish they’d went with an 18-ep or 20-ep series bc sixteen definitely doesn’t feel enough for all the questions the drama raised throughout its entirety. i do think they did the best they could with the sixteen episodes that they did have though so :DD
also loved that they had so many cute wholesome scenes scattered throughout the ep like (list incoming):
when prof. yang & sol a ate together and he left so that she could have his noodles.... 
sol b telling her mum that sol a (aka ‘unnie’ !!) did well in the trial and sol a being all drunk cute and happy about it!!!! aaaaaaaaa!!!!!!! (also when joon hwi called her unnie i def freaked a lil lol)
that scene where they’re all lying in the grass and calling out quotes and sol a’s snoring... CUTE
yeseul in the legal clinic advising a client who’s being abused..... im so proud of her and how far she’s come omfg 😢
that scene where prof. yang tells sol a there’s no such thing as a ‘legal mind’ and she just asserts that he’s telling her she can do it..... SO TRUE GIRL WE LOVE CONFIDENCE!!!!! and it comes full circle when he tells her good job outside the pub after the competition.... fav teacher-student duo <33
also the lil scene with ko hyung soo in jail was sooo satisfying like it wasn’t all that significant sure, but i loved that they showed him actually in jail like yes put that nasty mf behind bars forever!!!!!!!!
team joon hw/sol² choosing to add the argument they left out in the competition in the end rather than keeping their points >>> choosing to do what’s right (for the victim) as opposed to what’s beneficial (for the lawyers) >>> its a major major theme throughout the drama and im so glad that they did that bc it shows how they’re learning the right things and coming to embody the concept. so proud of my babies
the scenes of them all preparing for the competition, jiho getting the parts he wanted from yebum in exchange for lollipops, joon hwi & jiho’s lil high five, yeseul cheering them on and attending the trial, THEY ARE A TEAM!!!!
prof. kim striking the pose of lady justice when lawyer park asks abt the mastermind behind prof. yang’s actions LOOOOL THAT MADE ME LAUGH SO HARD
i would’ve loved to see jiho win his case against prosecutor jin bc imo he shouldn’t have gotten away with all those evil little things he did (the devil is in the details yknow) but oh well. i have all the faith that he’ll win in the end. so glad that joon hwi ended up as a prosecutor like he wanted (though not surprised lol, he is joon hwi after all) but i was def surprised that sol a was partners (?) with lawyer park. inch resting 🧐 loveee the final scene of prof. yang, sol a & joon hwi power-walking away... definitely the way to end the ep i think. all in all, im happy with the open-ended way the drama finished with and im more than glad to use my own imagination to answer all the questions left behind hehe. 10/10 would recommend <3
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CONGRATULATIONS, ANJ!!!!
I’ll take the lot: 🥰🥀🌶👁💋👩‍🔧👨🏼‍🚒😎
Also, I started Lone Star, and Strand and TK just got to Texas. I’m liking it so far!
thank you Logan!! 💗 so much happens in thee first episode of lone star lmao but tk is my fav, he’s so baby 
🥀- Movie: The Boy Next Door /// Tv: Paradise PD (it’s so stupid but its funny)
🌶-Here’s a picture from Quebec City from two summers ago 
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👁- Purple! because one it's just pretty and two purple tends to be a calm but bright colour. Imagine you’re outside and the sun has set but not fully, like right before it goes down for sure. You know how the sky goes from yellow to orange to pink to that light purple colour ? that’s the one. 
💋- I'm thinking that I woke up now and its 4pm and I have soooo much work to do. You’re trying ti figure out how to write your oc loool
👩🏻‍🔧- Veterinarian!! if I remember correctly, you were telling me that you have a dog right ? you seem to love the little guy a lot and you love animals, it seems like an ideal career for you 
😎- here’s a fluffy lil cow for you 
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👩🏽‍🚒- LOOOOL 
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ghostiewriter · 3 years
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As the Nash Grier James maybank anon I whole heartedly think u should write more parents jiara ☺️ they’re just so cute and I LIVE for established jiara which there’s not enough of on ao3 for my liking 😢 I also love all and any jiara fics but my absolute fav ones to read is slightly future ones not even like far in the future necessarily just like where they’re already together rather than them like getting together in the fic u know? (I LOVED ur one painkiller btw it was so good and the established jiara killed me) Anyway this is not what I came here to say looool. Every time I watch Taylor’s stories and it’s of their son I just die and watch them again and again picturing it’s a lil jiara family 🥺 also not even about James maybank but that lil boy is sooooooo bloody adorable his lil smile is everything😍
First of, I’m glad you enjoyed Painkiller! (It was probably one of my favourites to write👀)
BUT NONNIE DONT ENABLE ME I HAVE ENOUGH WIPS😭😂honestly maybe it’s because the wee boy is named James (and maybe because I have a marauders obsession) but I think the idea of Jiara becoming young parents is really interesting to explore. I’ve enjoyed reading everyone else’s and tbh I didn’t see myself ever writing a parents!Jiara fic but then I wrote those wee prompts and I just🥺they were so cute and they had so much potential and I literally fell in love with little baby James Maybank. I don’t necessarily have an idea for a full fic but maybe I’ll do a small series of one shots of their journey through parenthood (I’m totally open for suggestions on what you’d want to see as well!) I think Parents!Jiara would be a small challenge to write but I’d be up for it!!
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demonkidpliz · 4 years
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Things I learned while re-watching Star Plus Mahabharata (Part 16/many):
1) As ever with Duryodhan, I cannot disagree with anything he says.
2) Oh god. This scene. Panchali’s curse. Her walking away as Arjun looks on. Gold.
3) Not sure I like this new version of Krishna seekh.
4) Also we have not seen Krishna fight once in this battle of Dwarka vs the King of Shalva.
5) I also don’t like crying Krishna. Not saying he can’t. But I can’t take him seriously when he cries. I need him to be infinitely more chill than SRJ is being right now.
6) Ah, Arjun swearing at the Kurus. A+ 10/10.
7) Oh my fucking god, Subhadra’s opening line to Arjun: how could you let this happen? I expect nothing less from her.
8) Madhav is back now, after chilling in his war. He’s still in a self-driven chariot.
9) Wow, he’s so pissed at the Pandavas and rightfully so.
10) Draupadi telling Krishna that she’s become impure. And anyone who comes near her would also become impure. No. NO. Every woman in the world knows this feeling.
11) Okay, first of all, Krishna, you moonlighting feminist, the first thing you should tell Draupadi is that she has not become malin because of what Duryodhana and Dushasan did. This is on them, not on her. I cannot but compare StarBharat with BR Chopra Mahabharat, the comparisons come very easily to me. And the truth is, they just did some things better.
12) Draupadi’s now fallen at his feet. Krishna is just like, Lord give me strength.
13) This scene is important because I feel like for once Krishna is putting his grand plans on hold for one second to give Draupadi back her peace of mind. Because first and foremost, the Lord is kind to those who follow him.
14) It’s so nice that StarBharat has shown this sort of sisterly solidarity between Draupadi and Subhadra, which is so important.
15) Draupadi is not even remotely impressed by Yudhishthira’s theatrics.
16) Draupadi’s pratigya makes her sound like Bhishma. Intentional or unintentional.
17) I cannot imagine Subhadra watching idly by as the Pandavas and Draupadi walk to the forest. I’m sure she put up a fight against her brothers to be allowed to go.
18) Speaking of, where is Balaram in all of this? His cousins are heading for vanvas and he is still chilling in Dwarka? Unrealistic.
19) Oh nice, Abhimanyu hasn’t even been born yet but somehow Krishna has managed to name him.
20) That scene where Arjun stops Subhadra from touching his feet. Some of StarBharat’s dialogueless scenes are just as touching.
21) Krishna’s glare as Shakuni enters the Indraprastha palace lmaoo.
22) A well executed scene but the watering hole scene happens only towards the end of the 12-year vanvas period.
23) This is hilarious. Yudhishthira is basically like Krishna is going to whoop my ass if I let something else happen to Panchali.
24) Oh god. Everyone loves Arjun the most. But I think Yudhishthira loves Bhim the most.
25) It’s time for Yudhishthira to meet his bio daddy!
26) Arjun doing tapasya for Shiv is my jam.
27) Bhim is such a cutie.
28) This Hanuman story is different though, right? Something to do with some lotus for Draupadi.
29) Is Hanuman a Yadav? He wears the same tilak. Or is this some Ram/Krishna connection we don’t quite know about.
30) I love Hanuman’s character! He’s so playful. And also the Hanuman Chalisa in the background score.
31) Oh so Hanuman knows that Krishna is Ram/Vishnu avatar and says he will chill on the chariot that’s being manned by God.
32) Oh no they never told us about the magic bowl Draupadi had that was gifted to her by Surya Dev which gave them unlimited food.
33) Also, do the Pandavas and Karna ever realise that they are all ‘gifts’ of Durvasa.
34) Krishna creeping in the background like some mega creep 😂
35) This is a conversation for another time but some day we need to talk about the incessant whitewashing of our gods such as Ram and Krishna in modern mythological serials. Also of Draupadi/Dhrishtadyumna/Arjun—basically anyone who’s described in canon as dark. There is some modern fetish for fair-skinned gods that just doesn’t sit right. I miss the dark-skinned Aruns and Nitishs.
36) Durvasa is still not impressed by Krishna. This man is literally god.
37) Arjun is fishing.
38) Oh nice, Indra is also here. Old gods and new.
39) Not sure whether I like this Shiv. Shiv in general I love.
40) Aaaand Jayadrath is here. Can’t wait for this guy to die in tomorrow’s BR Chopra Mahabharat episode.
41) Duryodhan low key throwing shade at Jayadrath is my jam.
42) Really, what does Dushala see in this man?
43) Kaun ho tum? Really? Draupadi doesn’t know her own brother-in-law? That seems highly unlikely.
44) Why is Arjun wasting time with all this trash talk?
45) Arjun is having a lot of second thoughts about keeping Jayadrath alive for Dushala’s sake but this is going to change very quickly during the war. Also Nakul rightfully points out that this man will give grief to Arjun later on.
46) This is by far the worst and most inaccurate map of Aryavarta to ever exist.
47) Oh no Jayadrath’s hair makeup is so not on point at this moment.
48) Mamashri Shakuni is literally fortune telling at this point and this is my jam.
49) So it’s canon that both Shakuni and Krishna are Slytherins, right? Yet they are the two most diametrically opposite Slytherins we have ever seen.
50) Also I want to see Dushala but these shows never give me what I want. When I make the Mahabharata I will make sure the women get equal and opposite screen time and character development as the men.
51) Yudhishthira is getting on my nerves.
52) This Draupadi is infinitely nicer than BR Chopra Mahabharat’s Roopa Ganguli who used to give it to her husbands every opportunity she got.
53) I also have lots of complaints. They didn’t show Dhrishtadyumna taking Draupadi’s sons home to Panchal to raise them.
54) They didn’t show Arjun chilling with his bio dad in heaven! They didn’t show Urvashi hitting on him and him rejecting her advances! Then she curses him, causing him to lose his manhood. And then she reverses the curse after Indra begs her and she limits it to lost manhood for one year of his choosing. That’s how Arjun uses the Brihannala guise for a year during agyaatvaas!
55) Shakuni training himself to think like Krishna. Looool.
56) Nakul bullying children is my jam.
57) Clearly this sattoo ke laddoo business is some sort of secret code amongst the Pandavas.
58) At least Uttar and Uttara are aptly shown as young teenagers.
59) My fav is back! Brihannala! 😍
60) Also what is this face covering nonsense by Sairindhri?! Women in the Later Vedic Age did not cover their faces or their heads behind purdah!!!
61) The Pandavas meeting together after a long time is giving me hope! This is what it’s going to be like when lockdown is over and I meet my friends 😭😭😭
62) This Keechak guy looks evil but I can’t take him seriously because his voice makes him sound like a prepubescent boy.
63) What is this casual classism from Keechak? Like Jesus, what a dirtbag.
64) Again there was no ghunghat back in those days?!?!
65) But iss Keechak ne toh consent ki maa behen kar di.
66) How happy the Pandavas are to see Panchali! Arjun the most, perhaps 😍
67) Virat making a dig at Dushasan. I’m here for this tea.
68) I can’t take Keechak seriously because of his voice.
69) This logic whereby if Draupadi has five husbands so she can have one more—like I will never understand this! She consented to five and no more???
70) Brihannala, my one true fav, is back!
71) Keechak vadh is my favourite episode, behind Shishupal vadh and Jayadrath vadh. Do you see the pattern?
72) Why is Draupadi here? I wanted to see Bhim’s giant form hidden as a lump under a blanket, enticing Keechak.
73) Bhim is here! 😍 Seriously, no one loves Panchali as much as Bhim does. Arjun toh is smitten by our Yadav homegirl.
74) Now Arjun is going to do his tandav dance. This should distract the others from the noise nicely.
75) Oh nice. Nakul and Sahadev are also participating.
76) Predictably, Jyesth Bhrata, Yudhishthira, is not invited to this Keechak vadh party.
77) King Virat is like oh no what a loss.
78) Yudhishthira looks pissed, as always, when his brothers have done something good.
79) Haha. Duryodhan has caught on to the fact that Bhishma is trying desperately to stall so that the Pandavas are not found out.
81) Now Duryodhan is now accusing Vidur of partiality. Again, he is not wrong. I’m so impressed by how well his character has been written. Not one word he says is incorrect.
82) Nice. Duryodhan has his father wrapped around his little finger. He knows exactly how to manipulate him so that Dhritarashtra rises to the bait.
83) After all these centuries Bhishma realises that Shakuni is after the destruction of Hastinapur.
84) Shakuni is admitting now that all of this is revenge for Gandhari. Oh man. Do you think Bhishma knew that the Mahabharat was the result of his poorly executed actions (intentional or otherwise)?
85) King Virat is so smart. I like him. I’m going to be so sad when he dies.
86) Brihannala is going to stay behind. Great. It’s so interesting to see this story in retrospect (which is how it’s told to Janamajeya and Vajra) in the first place.
87) I like Virat with open hair.
88) What the hell is this? I cannot be attracted to Pitamaha Bhishma and Mama Shakuni with their open hair and battle armour?! Adharm!
89) Oh what a cool sundial!
90) I’m glad they showed Uttar as nothing more than a teenager.
91) Mama Shakuni is so fit.
92) Do you think Bhishma recognises Arjun as Uttar’s chariot?
93) Poor Uttar is probably shitting his pants.
94) Arjun praying to Agni Dev to return his Gandiv. Old gods to the rescue.
95) This background score! It’s my absolute favourite! Parthasya Dhananjaya! My fav song on my fav, Arjun 😍
96) Bhishma looks thoroughly pleased. He recognises the sound of the Gandiv’s twang.
97) Now they will fight about the authenticity of the calendar. They should go to a calendar expert.
98) Bhishma looks proper chuffed at Arjun. How on earth will they fight against each other in the Great War?
99) Oh man, Karna is here. Ugh.
100) Karna is here to trash talk as per usual. Oh god both these men are useless. Fight no instead of talking so much.
101) Oh man, the charioteer’s son has been thrown from his chariot but not before taking a shot at Arjun.
102) Ah Karna’s divine armour makes an appearance!
103) Oh shit, this just got real! They’re calling on divine weapons!
104) Bhishma steps in. Of course.
105) Duryodhan’s hah! 😂😂
106) Arjun crying that if he is responsible for Bhishma’s death, it will be hell on earth for him. Oh, Arjun. You must still suffer, a lot.
107) Arjun’s threat, that all the Pandavas will come to avenge Draupadi’s insult. Yes. 100%. I hope in this yug even if men are not punished for their crimes against women on earth, they will suffer forever in hell for their misdeeds.
108) The Pandavas and Draupadi are ready. It’s time for the Great War. It’s time for Mahabharat.
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ghost-tiddies · 4 years
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Pfft perfect community for me then 😂😅 excited to find Danny fics though, hes def my fav so far. And yeah it’s nice they put so much thought to give the fandom a huge range for their own interpretation (intentional or not cause it could be a situation with not getting the full rights lol but still). And thank you for the welcome! I love your blog so far 🥰- name annon
looool yeeee. idk if you’re playing on na or eu servers but this community is very interesting, especially when it comes to steam names lmao
and thank you! I’m glad you like my blog ;-;
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Let The Flames Begin (Chapter 20)
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More angst? Why yes, of course  :’)
Another long one for you guys.
Daryl's voice has changed so much throughout the seasons. Like it's all gritty and rough now but back in season one it was more like Norman's real voice with a southern twang smacked on top. I’m so used to hearing Daryl's raspy voice that I have to keep watching season one clips of him so I hear him right in my head looool
The scene where Rick tells him he handcuffed Merle to a roof gets me every time, the way he wipes his eyes angrily and his voice cracks when he speaks. Just a little brother needing his big brother. The fucking feels man. Season one Daryl is just ndskjfpjfkdjflknfclkdsn
I highly recommend watching season one Daryl to refresh your mind about how he sounds and acts since he’s so different now. It gives you a better experience of what's going on in my head.
Can we also talk about how angry he gets when Glenn gets taken in Atlanta? It’s adorable considering he didn't seem to like him so much, “I’m gonna kick yer nuts up in yer throat!”  “They took Glenn! This little bastard and his little bastard homie friends, I’m gonna stomp yer ass!” :’) Careful Daryl, anyone would think you liked Glenn… loooool I’ll stop gushing now, season one Daryl is my fav if that wasn’t obvious by now lolololol He was so angry and sarcastic *heart eyes*
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By the time the sun had started to rise in the sky, Daryl had successfully shut down. He stuffed his feelings for Charlene down into the deepest darkest parts of him. Just how he did with his mother ever since she died, and how he did with anything to do with his old man. He hopped down from the bed of the truck, he hadn't slept and he was grouchy. He made his way over to the fire that was still burning and Merle was still awake too.
“So much for gettin’ some fuckin’ rest,” Daryl glowered as he plonked himself in front of the fire, glaring at it. Merle narrowed his eyes a little, sensing the change in his brother. Merle was perceptive, a lot smarter than people ever gave him credit for and he could see the difference in his brother from a mile away. It wasn't the first time he had seen Daryl like this.
“Least we got outta the truck for a bit. And ya got us a deer, we really needed somethin’ like that right about now,” Merle replied, hoping that something akin to a compliment in his brothers hunting skills might improve his mood. But Daryl just grunted, grabbing some of the now prepped deer meat and putting it over the fire to cook it.
Merle eyed him warily, he knew he had hit a nerve the night before with his teasing but he didn't feel like it was enough to make his brother just shut down like this. Then again Daryl was his own worst enemy. He no doubt spent the night thinking of everything he hated about himself and it just got out of hand.
“Ya know, I didn't mean the shit I said last night. I shouldn't have opened my big mouth. Just wanted ya to notice that she likes ya, ain’t nothin’ wrong with it,” Merle placated. It was rare he ever said sorry, or anything similar to an apology, but still, Daryl didn't seem to give a shit. Daryl stared into the flames, his brother was acting weird as shit but what the fuck was new? He heard the door to the truck open and close and he glanced up, seeing Charlene walking over, rubbing her eyes tiredly.
He had shut down after his brain made it clear just how stupid he was to have ever liked her in the first place. She was different to him and his brother and she no doubt knew it. Probably thought she was better than them. Scurrying off like it had been such a fucking awful thing that he might have liked her.
“Sleep well?” Daryl asked, but his tone made it clear he wasn't asking out of kindness. He practically spat the words, making it sound like a jab at her and she tilted her head, looking confused by his tone. She had done a lot of thinking herself in the truck after she went to bed. She knew Daryl wouldn't ever like her, but she always thought it was more to do with the fact she was weak rather than her looks. Now she knew different. Not only was she weak but apparently she was repulsive to him. She tried not to think about it because it made her heart hurt. If he didn't like her that way, if he found her unattractive, there wasn't much she could do about the matter. She just needed to let it go.
With Daryl's tone, she opted to sit next to Merle which just earned a bitter scoff from Daryl as he cooked the meat. She didn't understand why he was acting this way. It hadn't been her that caused all of that last night and now he was acting like he hated her. It made her feel like she was on a rollercoaster, and not in a good way. She cast a glance to Merle and when she caught his eyes, he just shook his head a little, telling her without words to leave it. She was just glad Merle had noticed him being an asshole too and it wasn't just her imagining it.
There was tense silence over the three of them as they ate, Daryl brooding something fierce as he glared at the flames. Without a word, Daryl stood up and started gathering their things together, letting the other two know it was time to leave. Merle wasn't really sure just how to talk some sense into his brother. His tone with the girl had been harsh and fucking unnecessary and he knew if he carried on, he was going to fucking push her away completely. But that's what he wanted. Daryl didn't want her to gravitate towards him anymore, he didn't want her clinging to him or following him. He wanted her to leave him the fuck alone. He was only good enough to make her feel safe, but she could go fuck herself. Uppity little bitch could run to Merle like she probably wanted.
He jumped into the truck, slamming the door as he did. Now he had shoved his nice feelings for her down, he was left with the bad ones. The bitterness, the jealousy. Soon enough though he would shut off completely and then he wouldn't care at all, and that would be a fucking relief. He just had to focus on these shitty feelings to remind himself that he was beneath her and that she fucking knew it.
“What's up with him?” Charlene asked Merle as she watched Daryl get in the truck. Merle heaved a deep sigh as he wiped a hand over his face.
“Last night, I went a little far. Embarrassed him a little. Just don't listen to any shit he says. He likes to push buttons when he's like this but he ain’t gonna mean a word he says,” Merle said carefully, eyes darting to the truck. Charlene furrowed her brow. She wasn't sure why what Merle said last night would cause him to act like such an asshole. Was it embarrassing talking about him jerking off? Yeah, but Charlene was the one who was embarrassed when it became clear he wouldn't ever be interested in her and she was a fool to think he might ever be. She hadn't ever seen this side to Daryl, almost like he was acting like Merle. She just nodded before getting in the truck as Merle got his pack ready.
Daryl's hands clenched around the steering wheel as she got in and when he looked at her, she gave him a weak smile. His glare turned cold as he looked away, trying so hard to will away the butterflies that small smile gave him. Fucking damn it, he was doing so well pushing shit down and all she had to do was give him a weak ass smile and his insides turned to mush. She’s too good for me. Probably wants some Abercrombie and Fitch model or some kinda jock or some shit. Not an ugly piece of shit Dixon like me. He sneered to himself as he waited for his brother to hurry the fuck up. Being alone with her was dangerous, the walls he had put up were already crumbling and it only made him more mad. Mad that he was weak as fuck and unable to just be pissed at her. He could feel her anxiety, seeing her toying with her hands out of the corner of his eye as she sat there rigid by his side. Why did he feel bad? It wasn't his fault she thought so fucking highly of herself, that even the idea of him liking her was that fucking god awful she had to run off to the truck.
Merle finally got in the truck and he felt like he could cut the tension with a damn knife. This was going to be fun, being stuck in the cab when his brother was having a hissy fit. If they found a gas station, Merle decided he should have a talk with him. Or fucking hit him, anything to make him realise he was being an asshole. He wasn't surprised his brother couldn't see that the girl liked him that way. Daryl never thought much of himself and it made the guilt creep in. Merle knew he had a hand in that, all the times he mocked him or put him down for his own selfish reasons. And now he was so fucking blind to the fact the girl adored him and he was being an asshole to her. Pushing her away no doubt so he couldn't get hurt. He was shooting himself in the damn foot and Merle wanted to throttle him for it.
Silence was usually something Daryl relished in. He wasn't much of a talker and he hated when other people wouldn't shut up. But this silence wasn't a comfortable one and it was making his skin crawl. The girl's stupid sad face was making him want to rip his fucking skin off as he tried so hard to stop stealing glances at her. Why couldn’t he just hate her? Why couldn't he just focus on all the bad shit and push her out of his stupid fucking heart? ‘Cause she ain’t done a damn thing wrong jackass, ain’t her fault ya were born a Dixon… The thought felt like it hit him in the gut and he clenched his jaw. So fuckin’ what? She acts like I’m fine if I’m keepin’ her a-fuckin’-live and feedin’ her, but as soon as shit gets mentioned like last night, she acts like I’m some kinda pervert? She can go fuck herself… The war raging inside of him was making everything messy and complicated. Every other time he had shut off he had been able to do it with ease, but now things were weird. On one level he knew it wasn't her fault. If she didn't like him then what the fuck could he do about it, it wasn't like he blamed her. She was too good for him, she deserved way better than the likes of him. But the way she always sought him out, because he made her feel safe and all that other bullshit, now it just annoyed him that it was all he was good for. That it would never be more than that.
Daryl felt the relief sweep through him as a gas station came into few and he stepped on the gas a little.
“Fuckin’ finally,” he growled, making the girl look at him carefully. He felt her eyes on him but he didn't acknowledge her. He didn't want to look in her bright green eyes and just melt into a fucking puddle. He needed to be strong and not a weak little bitch. He pulled into the station and shut off the truck. Not only could they get more gas now, making sure they didn't run out for a bit, but they needed a map. They needed to get the fuck to Atlanta. He needed to get out of situations like these where he was stuck in close quarters with her and it was hard to keep his resolve. He jumped out of the truck, not even waiting for the girl or his brother as he readied his bow and walked over to the door. The glass on the door was broken and he peered in trying to look for any of the biters that were inside. He heard a groan as a dead fuck came stumbling towards him from near the counter. The flesh on its face was hanging off as the smell filled his nostrils and he let his blot fly, getting the prick in the eye.
Merle and Charlene appeared behind him then but Daryl didn't even acknowledge them as he stepped inside, looking around for more threats. There weren't any though so he got to work looking for the maps. Charlene busied herself with grabbing some snacks as the boys looked for the maps. She found a bar of chocolate and her face lit up, grabbing it and opening it. A little moan escaped her lips as the flavour burst into her taste buds. It had been too long since she had any of this and soon there probably wouldn't be any left. She felt eyes burning holes into her and she looked over, seeing Daryl glaring bloody murder at her. She wasn't sure just what the fuck she did to earn that look but it made her nervous as she looked down with flushed cheeks.
“Thought last night ya said ya wanted to be fuckin’ useful? How about ya help with the maps and not gettin’ yaself some fuckin’ chocolate?” he sneered from across the room. Her jaw dropped at his words and tone and Merle sucked in a breath, shaking his head at his stupid fucking brother.
Merle could see it on her face, the shock and then the anger. She knew damn well she didn't deserve those words or his brother’s venomous tone and he had a feeling his brother was about to get an earful. He didn't fucking blame her.
“It doesn't take three people to find a fucking map Daryl, sorry for grabbing us some snacks,” she glared, zipping up her bag angrily. He scoffed and shook his head at her as Merle finally found the maps.
“Nah it's fine. I mean ya act like ya wanna help out, ya wanna be an equal in the group, but ya don't do shit. Ya just sit there expectin’ us to do all the work, rely on us to keep ya alive. It's all we’re good for right?” he jabbed lowly, trying to ignore the guilt that shot through him as her face fell. Merle clenched his jaw, after the girls words the night before, he knew Daryl was using that to his advantage to make her upset. To push her buttons and push her away. That was what Daryl did when he was like this, he wanted to hurt someone so he would use something he knew about them. He knew Daryl didn't mean it, hell he knew Daryl liked taking care of the girl, but now he was saying this shit to her and making her thoughts from the night before feel more real. That she was useless and a burden. She looked ready to say something but Merle beat her to it.
“Son, ya better watch ya damn mouth ‘fore I clock ya one. Ya got ya head up yer ass about last night, fine. That was all me. She ain't done a damn thing wrong and if ya keep shittin’ all over her, ya gonna regret it,” Merle hissed, his eyes darkening as his brother turned to look at him. A bitter laugh left Daryl's lips as he looked somewhat amused at his brother's words.
“Right, ‘cause ya give a shit. Ya don't give a shit about no one but yaself, ya bein’ nice to her just to get in her fuckin’ pants like ya always have. Tryin’ to act like the fuckin’ hero. Ya know as well as I do that she’s an uppity bitch and the only reason she’s even here with us is ‘cause she’d fuckin’ die out there on her own,” Daryl spat angrily as he swung his arms around gesturing to her. Charlene's heart dropped and she felt the tears prick her eyes. She tried to push it down but the sadness was overwhelming and now it felt like it was suffocating her. Is that what he really thought of her? An uppity bitch that thought she was better than them? Merle clenched his fists. He wanted to hit him, Lord knows he did, but he wasn't his old man and he was trying to calm himself down. They were glaring at each other down as the tension in the place increased at a rapid rate.
“You know what Daryl, fuck you! Everything I said the other day, I fucking meant it and I have no idea why you're being such an asshole right now. I thought you were a good man, but maybe I was wrong,” Charlene bit out, causing both brothers to look at her. She wiped her tears angrily, slinging her pack on her shoulders as she stormed out of the gas station, gripping her tomahawk tightly in her little hand. Daryl's stomach dropped as he stormed after her, Merle hot on his heels.
“Good goin’ asshole,” Merle huffed, still resisting the urge to hit him around his stupid fucking head. Daryl ignored him as he stormed out of the gas station but when he saw her walk in the opposite direction to the truck, panic set in.
“Where the fuck ya goin’ girl? Ya got a death wish?!” He yelled out after her, but she ignored him, stalking off down the road. He glared at her retreating form for a minute and Merle shook his head as he started off after her. Daryl growled, angry at himself for causing this, angry at her for being too good for him. His mind was messy and it was annoying him. He didn't know which way was up anymore. He rushed past his brother, gaining on the girl and he grabbed her arm, yanking her to face him.
“Get in the damn truck Charlene,” he growled, glaring down at her. Her green eyes were all shiny and wet from tears and he felt his chest tighten and his throat close up on him.
“No, now let me go,” she said tensely. His anger flared again that she was doing this. She was going to go off on her own and get herself fucking killed? ‘Cause of you, ya fuckin’ prick.
“Get in the truck,” he repeated demandingly, eyes boring holes into her.
“I said no! You think I’m weak? Fine, I am. I’m not like you two, I wasn't brought up in the woods or using weapons. But I’m fucking trying my hardest here,” her voice wavered and he tensed when she glanced down, the tears making their way down her cheeks as she sniffled. Damn it all to hell... The guilt was increasing in his chest at a rapid rate as he tried to shove it all down.
“Ya think I’m gonna just let ya walk away so ya can get yaself killed? Think again, get yer ass in the fuckin’ truck girl,” he scolded, making her look back up at him. Her eyes flashed with anger though as they pinned him in place.
“What the fuck do you care?” she sneered, yanking on her arm to free herself. Her words and tone had stunned him that much that her arm slipped out of his grip and she stormed off once again.
Why did he have to do this? Why did he have to be such a mess that he ruined everything he touched? He did care, he cared more than he liked which is why he was acting like this in the first place. And now he had fucked it all up because he couldn't control himself. He watched her walk away and images swam in his mind. Images of her at knifepoint, images of her being in the store, concussed and being surrounded by the dead. The terror gripped him so tightly he felt like he couldn't breathe for a minute. Like fuck he was going to let her walk away. How the fuck could he keep her safe if she wasn't by his side? He took off after her again, storming right over and spinning her around. Before she had time to say a word, he gripped around her waist and picked her up with ease, tossing her over his shoulder as he stormed back to the truck.
“Put me down Daryl!” she yelled angrily as she thrashed about, not impressed how easy it had been for him to just fucking pick her up like a sack of potatoes.
“No,” was all he said as he walked over to the truck. Merle was inside, watching them and shaking his head. What the fuck was happening today?
He set her down just outside the door to the truck and sidestepped her when she went to run off again.
“Move!” she shouted, her cheeks flushing as she glared up at him.
“No! How the fuck am I gonna keep ya safe if ya ain’t here?!” he yelled back, eyes ablaze. She just squinted at him and pursed her full lips.
“I don't want you to keep me safe, you clearly have a fucking issue with it,” she spat bitterly. Her words made his heart seize up. It wasn't true at all but of course she would think it was when he had said all that shit to her. His walls were once again being chipped away and he squeezed his eyes shut and inhaled a shaky breath.
“Look girl, ya know I ain't mean that shit, so just get in the damn truck,” he muttered tensely. She just snorted and shook her head.
“No. I get you have issues Daryl, but if you think for one minute I’m here to be a verbal punching bag when you get your head up your ass, then you're fucking stupid. I haven't done a thing wrong! Neither did Merle. He was only joking about you last night, there's no need to act like its the end of the fucking world!” she glared, making his nostrils flare a little.
“I ain’t the one who acted like it was such a big fuckin’ deal, am I?! Yer the one who ran off like ya did. What happened in the woods, fine yeah I admit it, I did look at ya that way because of the hunt, but ya didn't need to run off when Merle told ya like I’m some kinda fuckin’ rapist!” he sneered bitterly. She looked bewildered for a minute as she blinked up at him.
“What the fuck are you talking about? I didn't run off because of that,” she frowned, confused what the fuck was going through that complicated head of his.
Daryl stilled, looking down at her carefully like he didn't believe her. If she didn't run off because of that then why the fuck did she?
“Don’t lie, I know he made ya uncomfortable, made ya fuckin’ think of me like I’m some kinda pervert,” he huffed, shaking his head as he avoided her eyes. Now the anger was starting to ebb away, the conversation was becoming mighty fucking uncomfortable for him and he wanted to punch himself for saying anything about it.
“Wha-...I don't have any idea what the fuck is going through your mind right now, but you're wrong. I know you're not a fucking rapist or pervert Daryl, seriously, get a fucking grip. What did I say to you the other day? You were the only guy in the diner not to make a move on me, not to make me feel like some kind of trophy or object,” she frowned, unsure what the hell he was going on about or why the fuck he would even be thinking this shit. She had no desire to tell him how she ran off because it hurt her to know he wouldn't ever like her, because he was so repulsed by her. But she had no idea how he had got his wires crossed this badly, that he was offended that she thought he was a rapist.
They stood there for a moment, a tense silence over them as they just looked at each other. She could see the anger practically melt off him and she was relieved, hoping he was going to stop acting out like a damn child. Daryl was confused. Very fucking confused. If she didn't think that about him then why had she ran to the truck? He couldn't think of any other reason why she would do that. He couldn't bring himself to ask her though either, unsure he would want to know the answer. The last time she had said something and he was curious about it, he had cried after she had told him the answer, and he had no desire to have a repeat of that. Charlene shook her head, looking at him with so much disappointment for how he had behaved, fucking shouting at her, hurting her like that. He swallowed thickly at that look, a look he never wanted her to give him again as it made him feel like the trash he knew he was.
“Charlene I-” he started, frowning as he glared at the floor.
“Forget it. I’ll just keep out of your way from now on since you have such an issue with me,” she said coldly, making his eyes snap up to hers. He hadn't ever heard that tone leave her lips and it made his heart hurt that it was directed at him.
He watched as she opened the truck and climbed in, making Merle scoot into the middle so she didn't have to sit next to him. The anger wasn't there anymore now though. Now there was a gaping hole in his chest where his heart had been ripped out. And it wasn't her that had torn it from his chest, it was himself. He had done this because he was a fucking idiot. Because he didn't know how to be a normal human being. He had lashed out at her, making her think he thought she was useless and weak, something he knew she already thought about herself. Now she thought he didn't care, thought he didn't want to keep her safe. He had fucked it all up as usual. Self-sabotage was his fucking speciality after all. He heaved a sigh as he walked around to the other side of the truck and got in the driver's side. Ignoring the looks his brother was sending him as he started up the truck. Atlanta couldn't come quick enough. Maybe it was a good thing she would stay out of his way, then she wouldn’t have to put up with his sorry fucked up ass any longer.
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missgoldnweek · 5 years
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What's your 3 fav characters in KNY?
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Nezuko, Inosuke, Shinobu, and Tanjiro so far~~~ added an extra looool
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herder-of-gnorbus · 6 years
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(From weewoosinspace) Bagels or doughnuts? Do you have a favorite pet/color combination? Do you watch any anime? How's your summer been? What's your fav soda?
1. doughnuts!2. no idea tbh. there is so many good ones. my mind always goes to the tyrannian gnorbu tho :o3. nope. i used to but i haven’t been into it for a while. last one was probably baccano? i still need to watch FMA tho4. pretty good so far! im enjoying the weather. my mental state is pretty good too. im kinda broke but it hasn’t really ruined my moods looool5. coca cola........ god that stuff is good. ive limited myself to only 1 can a week tho and its KILLING me. but health comes first!
aaaa ty for the asks!!!!!! :D
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efortmanteau · 3 years
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Mouth Dreams!
MOUTH DREAMS IS OUT!!!!!! 
Neil Cicierega has produced another mashup album in the Mouth series, so it’s time for me to do a blind album listen. 
I’m just listening to the full album file on Neil’s website while I type so I can’t see track titles… so I’ll guess at them! A fun little mini game.
You can listen online or download the album on Neil’s site: http://www.neilcic.com/mouthdreams/
1. Yahoooooooo! Prelude
The first song is just the Yahoo! jingle with the “hooooo” increasingly long
And eventually going into a round!
I’m not sure what the orchestral backing is, probably from a movie
2. Intro to Mouth Dreams
Intro to The Twilight Zone but the words are all over the place lol
Hey! “Mouth Dreams” that’s the title of the album! Gee willickers!
3. We Will Sponge You
We Will Rock You by Queen… oh.
It’s the intro to Spongebob Squarepants
Alright hell yeah
This is so stupid but so well done dear lord
4. Folsom Prison Baby Blues
Oh no… that emo band… I forget them
HOOBASTANK that’s it. The Reason
I don’t actually know this other song.
Oh jk he shot a man in Reno just to watch him die.
I think that’s Johnny Cash? Idk the title of the song though.
JUSTIN BEIBER’S BABY
Alright we’re fucking around with “baby” lyrics?
“My momma was a train” lol
“When I was just a train”
“I shot a traaaaaain” yes yes yes
Okay, I looked up the Johnny Cash song to come up with a track title guess.
5. Can’t Touch This Psycho Killer OR Bed’s On Fire
Can’t Touch This! I think the song is called Superfreak though?
Hmmm what’s this other song…
Bed’s on fire
Psycho killer… bed’s on fire… looooool
Ok that song is maybe called Psycho Killer
I’m just waiting for fa-fa-fa-fa-faaaa-fafa-faaaa-fafa-faaaaa-FIRE
Hell yeah saxophone
Yeahyeahyeahyeahyeahyeah to the cadence of runrunrunrunrunnnnn
6. Harpsichord Interlude?
Harpsichord?
I can’t quite make out the lyrics cuz they’re slowed down…
Get Happy, alright
I’m not sure if this is the same song of the last thing was an interlude but it seems like the harpsichord thing persisted soooo maybe the same?
Well maybe this is the only lyric now
The word “happy” has no meaning to my ears any more
Hmm techno kinda beats in the back… reminds me of the back of a Black Eyed Peas song or something
7. Ribs OR Everybody Wants Chili’s Baby Back Ribs
Dreamy triplets
I want my baby back ribs?????
Oh shit what is that guitar riff…
Haaaaaaaaa Chiliiiiiii’s baby back riiiiibs
I don’t wantcha I don’t needcha… oh gosh
THE BEAUTIFUL PEOPLE
Hahaha the Lion King has snuck in here for “In The Jungle”
OH the guitar backing is Everybody Wants To Rule The World (or whatever the real song title is)
8. Dream Stew
Dream On by Aerosmith
This was in the trailer, yes
Brain Stew by Green Day
My mouth my mouth my mouth
“My face is… my face” is the perfect amount of clunky
9. Do Wanna Miss A Thing
Everclear? Everlong? 
I think it’s the Foo Fighters???
Lol the vibrato on this other song is wild
“I don’t miss you baby and I do wanna miss a thing” looool
Don’t Wanna Miss A Thing… idk the band off hand
10. Sleeping With My Clothes On
Lol just… staccato beats with the bass dropping whenever it wants
Blink 182?? Own Worst Enemy?
I see sleeping with clothes on and I raise you... wearing PJs all day (like me)
11. That’s Amore OR Drunk Italians
ITALIAN PIZZA PIE
Lol the lyrics are of course backwards
The wiggly accordion...
BELLS
We’re just tossing noun phrases around like a juggler
Fading out in nightmarish ways as we transition to the next song...
PiiIiIiiIIIzzA
12. Stacy’s Mom’s Pool
“stop.”
Uhhh is this Weezer?
Omg Stacy’s MOM
It think it’s Say It Ain’t So by Weezer
We’re gonna hear a lot about this pool
Hmm it’s not Say It Ain’t So…
It might be In My Mind
More dreamy transitions
13. Noogie OR Cookie
Omg what is this Amazonian flute
Ooooh funky
SHAQ??
The siiiize of these eeeyeeeees
Is this “How I Beat Shaq” ??
Nah, I think this is a song I don’t know
I did it all for the noogie!
Idk if the backing song is the same song as the front… I’m just not familiar with these ones
Surrender… my cookie!
I feel like the Home Improvement jingle is gonna slip in here
14. Never mind i think this is one long song
Han Solo?
This is maybe a different song
Some sort of Star Wars word soup with a CAKE-esque bass backing?
Is this a child’s chorus? Sesame Street?
I wonder who did the Star Wars song… 
Oh maybe this is one long song after all…
14. Crazy: Now On VHS
This sounds like a VHS jingle…
Oh lol there it is
Yep yep yep yep yep give me them ALL Neil!
Oh good the loooooong note
Ooh what just came in?
She Drives Me Crazy? Ooh Ooh?
Oh yeah, nailed it… but idk the band again
Lol there’s like 20 more minutes we’re only ⅔ through or so
Ooh I like whatever this four note repetition is
15. Now On VHS! Interlude
And now… our feature presentation…
The Outsiders??
Pony Boy?
We’re just… naming things?
I assume this is one of those old VHS pre-movie commercials where someone is talking about what a great deal this 3-pack of discs is or something
BUMBLEBEE TUNA
Tag urself.... I’m DEATH
I’m literally loling at DEATH
Kid Cuisineeeee
Lonesome guitar coming in…
And… LOL
Rick Astley and A CROWD OF BOOS
Lean in, Neil. Embrace the chaos.
Never Gonna Give You Up is a pretty good song actually
Oh the guitar might be Hurt by… whoever did that
16. Closer To Fireflies
Drop the Arctic Monkeys you coward
Fireflies and Suffocate Me instead
That’s not the title… Fuck you like an animal…
I’d like to------make myself believe (not------PENETRATE YOU) but I see where this came from
Closer To God, that’s right
This and the Spongebob one are my favs so far
17. Benny And The Best
Benny And The Jets…
Uhhh I’m not sure about the punk song
The Best? The Best? The Best? Arouuuund? Is this also the Foo Fighters? U2?
I’m not sure this is its own song
18. Factory With A Girl
UHHH this stressful video game music…
It’s like the factory song from cartoons, not a video game specifically
Fell In Love With A Girl
Oooh jk this my fav, it’s so jazzy
Oh god the manic energy of the “ahhhhhh” part
I think Jet is the band?
This makes me want to walk down the street in a zoot suit snapping every other beat
19. WAHNNABE
WHAT IS IT GOOOOOD FOR
Wait omg it’s WAH
WAH-NNABE
WAH Wario?
WAH… what is it good for loooool
20. Feel Good LLC
Sheep noises?
FEEL GOOD intro laugh
Oh this is unhinged
Omg that music in the back sounds like what going crazy is like, it’s like an evil carnival
The Gorillaz, always good
Lol the sheep noises at the end
21. Irony On Elm Street
Ironic by Alanis Morrisette… okay
He died the next day… then turned 98…
It’s an old man in your chardonnay
IT’S LIKE RAIN omg idk the backing but it’s ominous
I swear to god this backing is from like Nightmare on Elm Street or Halloween or something
Kissed his spoons goodbye
I think it’s whatever horror movie has Jason who I think is the one in the hockey mask?
It’s exactly like 10,000 spoons
22. idk
The winds of Skype
Uhhh some kind of 80s ballad is fading in
SMASH MOUTH YOU’RE HERE
All Star is warbled
WAKE UP
23. Britney’s Fifth
Beethoven’s Fifth?
IT’S BRITNEY, BITCH
Oh fuck yes this is one million percent my jam
24. Hall Of Weezer
HALL OF THE MOUNTAIN KING
Omg I love classical mashups
BANJO KAZOOIE SLEEPING NOISE OMG
Oh lol this is Weezer Say It Ain’t So
Oh gosh the tempo speed up is impressive for the Weezer song which is usually at a steady tempo! Dear god how long did this take to sync…
Modem load up noise… nice
And that’s the album! I might respond to myself and add a retrospective later once I find the track titles.
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How Gabi Ruined Me: A SMA Review of Ch. 15
GUESS WHO’S BACK AND READY TO REVIEW THE EFF OUT OF THIS CHAPTER BECAUSE OMG THIS IS STRAIGHT GOLD.
It’s me, hi Gabi, you’re a blessing.
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Hi Cassie, it’s me, you’re hysterical. Also, I’m going to start indenting my parts instead of y’alls parts because I’ve realized that’s way easier and I’m dumb.
Overall, I really like this “episode” style you’ve got going on. I know it’s problematic word-count-wise (it’s actually not a problem at all, I have no idea where you got that from, but if you say so). And your style is really unique, so it’s always a delight to see what you’ve created.
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lmaoooo I’m glad you benefit from my misery. (No but real talk, this format’s new for me so I’m super happy it’s working for you, man.)
Steroline Sex
Nice. But also, unrelated to the actual sex, how you wrote it without being cringey or too graphic is a great feat. Like good job dude. And forget the sex again, but the intimacy was also nice. Like nice. Like, in the carnality of it, I find it interesting that in this moment, you read Stefan for who he is—the guy who looks for intimacy over physicality, the guy who craves the relational over the carnal. Like, nice, dude, A+ with extra credit. It’s hard to pull off, I think, but it so mirrors what the real world is like? Also your writing style, again, is some really great stuff. Like, maybe you should quit your day job?
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LMAO idk why but every time you say nice I just imagine you doing this dude bro nod and the 👌  emoji and I love it. Tyler approves. But also, GIRL, writing smut was friggin’ uncharted adventure time for me so you don’t even know how happy this feedback makes me. I’ve been pulled right out of stories before because things suddenly take a really porny turn (and I start laughing because I’m an infant), so I really wanted to avoid that without skimping out too much on details. And gah, all of your notes on Stefan and his instinctive search for something deeper (even in the face of a sex contract and hot girl on his lap) are so perfect, and I’m happy as hell that’s what came across because that’s definitely what I was aiming for. And AW, girl, psh - right back at you re: writing style! Like I’m pretty sure this review is funnier and better written than the fic itself but whaaaaatever.
Beginning of the Bonkaimon (is this the right ship name???) Date
Kai’s apartment: lol, much like Damon, I was no expecting this Christmas wonderland (horror) either. But also, LOL at what Damon was expecting lol.
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lololol I sat in Starbucks and stared blankly into space for like 20 minutes to come up with all the things someone might expect from Kai’s apartment, and I’m pretty sure I terrified at least three people because I’d just suddenly start villain cackling. Imagining a room full of nothing but shelves of blinking furbies made me laugh for like five minutes. 
Kai + Pinterest: not a big factor, but I find it hilarious that he was even on it??? Like could imagine, between gutting a swan, he’s casually scrolling through DIY Christmas décor?
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‘between gutting a swan, he enjoys casually scrolling through DIY Christmas décor’ is totally on his online dating profile somewhere
The Bamon back-and-forth is too much. Like way too much, in the best way possible. They are literally children. Bonnie’s “villian origin story” quip is literally my fav. Damon’s “our thing” is sooooooooooooo like him what the heck, you pegged it; Damon saying “Like I know we have a thing and all, but—“ just made me laugh so hard.
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Aren’t they the dumbest? So happy you enjoyed that part because it was fun as hell to write. If writing was just zippy dialogue I’d have finished this fic 200 years ago.
KAI’S FREAK OUT ABOUT THE COATS: dude you did a good job with that. Like a really good job. You can really see the distraught.
Kai’s “the stuffed mushrooms are fluffy and delicious… just like me” bit was very cute, like too cute for a psychopath.
The chit-chat: yes, it was a sneak peek, no, it didn’t affect the hilarity of it within the chapter at all.
Sniper love, I kind of love it. Like that Kai has a date at all? Like how did he even manage that? Omg and is his date just as crazy as him? Idk if you watch B99, but Holt and Kevin lol, that’s what I’m imagining.
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HOLT AND KEVIN YEEEESSS. Love that. I think in this case, Kai’s pretending to be breezy and confident about his date in front of Bonnie and Damon, like ‘happens all the time just another Saturday in Kai-town’, but he actually has literally no idea what he’s doing and is a little panicky about it, lololol. He was probably just at work looking all cute and brilliant and some hotshot sniper made the mistake of thinking he was just a quirky nerd instead of a legitimate threat to the planet. I have a plan for Kai in terms of romantic entanglements down the road that I think’ll show just how painfully awkward he is in those situations, loooool. Should be fun for sure.  
Bonnie’s true self coming through, and Damon noticing? Damon noticing in general? My heart can’t handle it. You know bamon is my main ship, main otp, main everything? But like, this part is everything (and another part later). I like Bonnie’s true self tbh. Like yeah, she made some mistakes with it, but it’s also a little more interesting than the self she created.
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Bonnie’s such a messy tangle of flaws and virtues, and I think her problem is that she’s spent so much of her life living in extremes. Like she’s either pure light or a total eclipse - she’s never actually let herself exist as a collage of light and shadow, or rather, doesn’t realize she even can. I think a lot of that has to do with the degree to which she indulged in her darkness during that teen rebel phase, like her anger and hurt were so all-consuming (and the people she surrounded herself with were so intent on stoking the flames of it) that she feels like she can’t let any part of that in without it taking over. She’s afraid of that darkness being all that she really is, and that’s why her mom left, that’s why her dad was a checked out alcoholic - they somehow saw that in her and it’s only a matter of time before everyone else does, too. I think where Damon comes to play is that he’s an instinctive observer of people, and he’s obviously taken an interest in Bonnie and making sense of her. So far, he’s picked up on the light (brave, empathetic, optimistic, kind, a fierce instinct to help) and he’s picked up on the dark (angry, self-sabotaging, competitive, a taste for danger) and at first glance, the two seem so wildly different that he’s like ‘which one’s real’. But I think what I’m really trying to build toward with Bonnie is that she’s not one or the other, she’s both. In harmony. And that ultimately, letting in her ‘dark side’ wouldn’t take anything away from her compassion and optimism and impassioned drive to make the world a better place - if anything, it’d just make her light side shine even brighter, you know? 
And likewise, Damon’s a character with a similar but inverted complex - he’s somehow grown up with the idea that he’s not a good guy and doesn’t care about anything, but he’s actually done some pretty heroic shit? Like, he turned in his own parents because of the things they were doing to people - parents who grown ass hardened criminals were terrified of. And he was ten. He went through foster home after foster home of neglect and abuse, all of which calcified his alleged numbness to the world, and yet couldn’t help himself from becoming a constant buffer between Tyler and his abusive dad. He was more in love with Katherine than she ever was with him and yet his awareness of that never stopped him from being there for her, even when he kind of hated her, because the weight of their shitty lives mattered more than the weight of his feelings. When he accidentally pushed Bonnie into a spiral, he dove in to deal with it, in large part because it was his fault, but also because he knew he was the best option for her, and he didn’t want to see Caroline and Stefan take that on. And there’s more hero-revealing things ahead for him in the story, which kind of begs the question, ‘why are you so convinced you’re this hedonist who doesn’t care when you actually do more good than a lot of people who do care?’ And Bonnie is absolutely starting to piece this all together, so it’s a similar dynamic on either side.  Anyway, that’s my dissertation on how to go into an entirely unsolicited rambling meta in response to wonderful and pertinent feedback. 
Kai’s “you two must have a crazy sex life”, I think it’s funny ‘cause he could have left it at that and gotten away with it, but continuing with details just killed those chances (and it also killed me).
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looool right? Kai’s one of those characters that’s always right on the cusp of having a normal moment and then nope, never mind, hail mary throw to loony land right at the last second. 
Caroline’s Freakout
I love how chaotic you write Caroline’s internal struggle. Because, like she realizes, she’s being irrational, and that’s exactly how her thoughts come across. Excellent work with that. “Everything about him was a goddamn error,” superb line, dude. That’s how exactly how I pegged the sma Steroline relationship (and the sma Bamon one, but on the side of Bonnie being the error anomaly to Damon). Like, honestly, when Caroline’s like “he’d known what he was doing”, I’m like,” y’all were having sex? You must’ve looked like you were liking it???” Caroline frustrates me sometimes, but like, she’s frustrating herself (and Stefan), so that makes sense and also kudos.
And then she lashes out at Stefan, and Stefan’s like, “I know”. Yikes.com. And I like how she realizes the physicality of what they did isn’t much different from what she and other guys did. It’s just him that’s different. And oh man, I love how Stefan’s like, “I didn’t mean to hurt you”, and she’s like “dude wait stop you’re not supposed to apologize for this”.
So many emotions dude. Mainly ‘cause I can relate to avoidance thing (yikes), but also ‘cause you can tell she’s trying to figure herself out, trying to correct her behavior (kinda), but then she reverts. A+.
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Gaaah, all of that makes me so happy because that’s exactly what I was going for. You’re frustrated with her, but you know you’re supposed to be frustrated with her ‘cause even she’s frustrated with herself, you know? I’ve always found that I’m really forgiving of flawed characters when they’re aware of their flaws (and when other people are allowed to get fed up with their shit), so going into that scene, that’s what I tried to keep in mind - she’s going to be irrational and defensive and I need to make sure everyone knows that I know that this isn’t cool. It isn’t intriguing or exciting. It’s frustrating and repetitive and I know it, Caroline knows it, and Stefan knows it, and because of that, it’ll be confronted, you know? And yeah, that ‘he knew what he was doing’ line was exactly for that reason - Caroline clearly played a role in what happened, like it takes two to tango gurl, so I hoped that would hammer in how unreliable her narration was in that second. That, and the fact that when he starts apologizing, like you said, she’s like ‘stop’ because obviously he really didn’t do anything that bad and she knows that. Super, super stoked that the scene played out for you the way it did, man. Best feedback ever. Eloquent af. A+ goes to you.
Bamon’s first trip to Wine Cellar
Touching + promixity + commentary = horny Bonnie + smug Damon + heaps of hilarity
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They’re like X-rated toddlers.
“You’ve been in love?” conversation was really good. I mean it was short, but I loved it. Like, called out much?
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I literally had no idea I was going to write that until it just showed up on the word doc, but it ended up being one of my fave exchanges, so I’m so happy you liked it, too!
And then the “earthworm” argument: LOL.
“Like your entire face is rebelling against it—you look like you’re about to have a stroke.” LOLOLOLOLOLOL. What’s even funnier is I imagine Damon coming back with a doctor comment lol.
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‘Uh-oh, better give me a full physical.’
The kiss/attack. Kai’s probably right, their sex life is will probably be crazy.
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Definitely won’t get bored.
Bonnie’s flashback. Gotta know more dude. Like, in theory, you wrote it out a bit, but more more more.
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More ahead! I have an ask about it that I’m going to answer but more’s coming in the actual fic, too. I think. So excited you want to know more, though!
“Merriam Webster” lol
OKAY HERE’S THE OTHER LIFE-GIVING PART: “Are you worried about me?” and “She turned around to leave and he caught her wrist again./’Seriously. Anything at all.’” YOU’RE MURDERING ME GABI HOW DARE YOU (please keep it coming).
Jesus Crisco lololololololol
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:D
Soon-to-Be Ms. Cuddles
It’s kind of scary how much of myself I see in Caroline lol (that’s kind of fucked up right?) especially when her eyes are shut because the cat is near her omg.
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lmaoooo a little scary but she turns out alright so *bonnie voice* there��s hope for you.
My heart at “none of it was worth it”. At first, I was like Caroline’s not worth it? But then he’s like Caroline’s fear/hurt isn’t worth it, and I’m like, Stefan you IDIOT STOP HURTING ME.
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LMAO ISN’T HE THE WORST.
And then him realizing what the real issue is with “Like maybe that contract hadn’t just been for him”.
But then him fucking it up with “something stupidly, recklessly hopeful”. BOY BYE WITH THIS DISNEY PRINCE-NESS.
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Disney Prince-tervention. 8 o’ clock. Scott McCall can come too.
“It means is there anything on the planet you don’t avoid dealing with?” YIKES STEFAN DO YOU LIKE PLAYING WITH YOUR LIFE LIKE THIS OR
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LOLOLOL I laughed when I wrote that line. I was like eating Smart Pop and going ‘BOY’ as if I wasn’t the one writing it, it was all super sane.
Avoiding!Caroline #relatable dude.
“Easy to mistake for serial killers” LOL STEFAN AGAIN ARE YOU READY TO DIE OR
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Danger Zone Stefan.
The part with the cat coming near her, lol, is so damsel-in-distress, and it makes me laugh so much at how cliched/tropey this is, but I also love it, and I tried to imagine her with either Bonnie or Damon in the same situation, and Bonnie being similar to Stefan but taking her out of her misery, but Damon being a shithead about it. Ah yes.
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LMAO that scene is pure, unadulterated, damsel-ly TROPENESS and I love forcing Caroline I’m a Force to be Reckoned With and Need No One Forbes into those scenes because she tries so hard not to be that way and like, for what? Girl, be afraid of the dark. Run away from cats. Be jumpy and hide behind people. None of that means you can’t singlehandedly take down the Emory football administration, you know? You can run away from spider-rat hybrids in the same stilettos you slam into the toes of drunk dudes harassing girls on the subway. Do you. And LOOOL to Bonnie and Damon in Stefan’s place - Bonnie would definitely let it go but would be subtly trolly about it, like putting the cat on her bed when she’s in the shower or buying it a bunch of costumes to wear around the apartment. Damon would probs be every inch as insufferable as you’d imagine. 
The Not-All-Animals conversation. You don’t have to answer this, but is this supposed to be a foreshadowing, because the window was wide open for you (or Stefan) to state it clearly. And lol I cried when he says “there’s a cuddly little fur ball who seems really interested in getting to know you” and I’m imagining him talking about himself *dies of laughter*
“You’re going to love this cat”. Subtle, Stefan. Subtle.
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CAN YOU IMAGINE HIM CALLING HIMSELF A CUDDLE LITTLE FUR BALL ON PURPOSE #BYE. I mean, it’s true, but still. I did the parallel on purpose, which I’m sure you know by now because I take forever to reply and have answered tat a few times, but I think it was more subconscious on Stefan’s part. Like his dedication to getting her to open up to the cat was definitely motivated by his own frustrations with her in that department, but I don’t think he saw the direct parallel or anything. Muahaha. I kind of want him to now though because CUDDLY LITTLE FUR BALL. That’s his street name. 
Bonkai/Damon’s return from the cellar
Kai flirting
Bonnie feeling bad for Kai for not having any friends. (can I just note that Kai doesn’t seem bothered that he doesn’t really have friends—or rather, he seems the type not to mind it. Like I’m sure there’ll be a part when Kai says something ‘jeez Bon, stop being so obsessed with me’ when she tries to be his friend)
AKA ME now feeling bad for Kai, just in general (or that might be the copious amounts of Bonkai fics I’ve been reading recently…)
Bonnie teaching Kai to “flirt” AKA just be a human being
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lololol Kai’s just a dude doing his best impersonation of humaning and failing miserably and not being too bothered about it.
“Maybe a little less… carnivorous” lol
Damon calling Kai “bud” (like, him actually picking up on the fact Kai enjoyed that). Too sweet.
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I didn’t get a chance to get too into it in 15, but if all goes according to plan, Kai x Damon should be a pretty unexpectedly adorable brotp, so I’m super happy you picked up on that!
Bamon kiss #3 : “his stare was dark, humming, glinting with a hint of self-satisfaction” hehehehehe
“but I feel like maybe I should’ve asked you instead. Cool move.” lmfao Kai is a cutie pie (I know what I said, I’m not taking it back).
“Honestly, he could go back to the murder cellar now” lolololol. You’ve got a lot of golden lines in this one.
Almost Bamon kiss #4: nice
“She exhaled slowly, trying to ignore the buried, messy part of her that was turned on by the idea, that buzzed from the risk of it all.” Same, Bon.
Bless Bonnie’s insane self-control.
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Damon’s a smug little shit. There’s just no getting around it, tbh. And YAY for cutie pie Kai (it even rhymes! Destiny.) - definitely trying to hone in on the more delightful sides of him from canon. And lmao, Bonnie must be so tired.
 Caroline vs. the Cat
Obsessive Caroline is something familiar and safe to all. I like obsessive Caroline a lot lol.
Okay, unrelated, but can you expand a little bit on the Maroline situation again because, from what you’ve already explained (sorry if this is ruining the story, you obviously don’t have to explain if it is) Matt was sweet when it suited him, not sweet when he was angry or whatever. So, like, Stefan has none of these telltale features, like not even lowkey. I mean, he gets mad at her that one time, but it’s not malicious, you know? But it also triggered her to breakdown, but I read that as she’s already dealing with internal shit, so the internal is being external, and has very little to do with Stefan. So, I guess my question is, why is she not realizing Stefan is a Disney prince and he’ll always be one? Or is it just the overwhelming fear that’s clouding her judgement? I’m rambling.
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GIRL, join the club. Rambling is a way of life. Re: Matt, I think a key thing I haven’t gotten to in the fic yet is that Matt started off as a bit of a Disney Prince, too. He was this humble, small-town star quarterback who was a little shy around girls and didn’t know what to do with all the attention on him, and when he met/got to know Caroline, he fell hard. Like haaaard. She was this confident, brash, outgoing ray of light that drew him in and made him laugh and added so much joy to his life, and he was just totally smitten. Built her things, wrote her crappy love letters that made her smile, etc., and for a year or so, they were this fairytale of a couple that everyone in town loved. And then Vicky got into drugs and his family situation went from not great to really bad - his mom was constantly off with some new guy, so a lot of the responsibility fell on him - and things just slowly started changing. He was angrier. Stressed out all the time, and he wasn’t someone who did well under pressure. He started checking out from school more and more because he didn’t see it as a priority. And in that context, larger-than-life Caroline with her sunny optimism and big ambitions went from endearing and inspiring to naive and a lowkey reminder of everything he didn’t have the luxury of being. Resentment started creeping in, and it’d come in the form of him being snide or putting her down, and it just kind of spiraled from there. Like you said, it wasn’t all the time, he could still be every inch as sweet and loving as he was when she first met him, but the bad moments started cropping up more and more often, and Caroline was just kind of frozen because they had years of magical history to indicate that this wasn’t the real him, and she just needed to wait it out and be supportive. And if she’d only done that to a certain degree, I think she would’ve been okay, but she stayed for way, way longer than she ever thought she would’ve. And she started coming up with insane ways to justify everything because their relationship meant so much to her. And all in all, that’s the real damage for her - the fact that she can’t trust herself to one: see people for they are when she has feelings for them, and two: know when to get out of something. Not when she’s in love. Any other context, sure, deuces, bye, but she doesn’t trust herself in love. So that’s why Stefan, without really showing any real Matt-like flaws, is scaring the hell out of her, if that makes any sense.
SPEAKING OF RAMBLING HI HELLO YES WHERE IS THE SUPPORT GROUP 
Caroline and the cat is really cute. We don’t see many soft moments of Caroline, except the baroline apology scene, so it’s cute to see her just calm down a little bit. Calm in the storm.
And her being like “You’re lucky Stefan’s here.” Oh, dude, that really got me. Like, before she goes into the physicality of him/them, I read that line as like, “he’ll take care of you, he’ll be good for you” and that struck me.
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So happy you liked that softer side of Caroline! Definitely going to be seeing more of that now that she’s gotten most of the defensiveness out of her system (in large part because I’m just tired of writing it, lmaaaaaoooooo #authoroftheyear). And yeah, that’s exactly how she meant that line, which I think shows just how much her opinion has changed of him over these past few days. Progress!
“And it was terrifying, because for that brief glitter of a moment, for better or for worse, she’d been Caroline Forbes in all her complete, defenseless, messy glory”: nice.
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“And closed hearts, apparently”, awwwwwwww. You know my general feels about steroline, but this fic, man. Well played, Gabi, well played.
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lmao you know mine too. thanks, boo. 
Bamon Snooping
Initial and overarching reaction: LOL
Damon saving Bonnie’s life: *heart eyes*
“I’m not talking to you”/”Why ‘cause I didn’t feel you up in the kitchen?” LOL Damon knooooooows, Damon’s got you cornered (you’d like that wouldn’t you, Bonnie) (but also, same)
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#READ
Like this idiot really thinks she’s fooling anyone? She’d totally like that. Let’s make another support group.
The flamingo tarts LOL
AND AND AND “Stefan’s not even going to be able to look at yo—“ crying
Kai going to hunt swan. Again.
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So rude, pulling the judgy Stefan card. And yeah, Kai’s really into casual evening strolls with crossbows. 
The snooping. Okay, so first, Bonnie’s reaction of “yeeeeeeeeee” and Damon’s reaction of “k let’s do it”. I love it so so so much. This is a moment I can see Matt Daddario being Damon (I started watching Shadowhunters, pardon me). But also the things they find??? Like, if this were a tv show (where’s the petition, my pen is ready), then this would be that one weird/sci-fi episode. Like a musical episode, but sci-fi-y.
Damon “how much you want to bet one of these opens a hidden passageway”/I’m a big nerd too Fell/Whitmore (who tf is this guy)
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LMAO coming up with the things they find was another case of me staring dead-eyed into space for 20 minutes and cackling at random, so I’m glad it was entertaining. And yessss, I can totally see Matt pulling off that line. I see him as a slightly sleepier Damon, like his blithe charm goes from obnoxious to a little slyer and lowkey, and he has more of a playful laziness about him. It’s a really fun/unique fit, especially since some of the other actors I’ve imagined as Damon have more of a brash/sharp quality to them that would enhance the showman aspect instead of downplaying it.
Bamon talking about Damon’s job: real bonding about real things!
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WOOT. More of that ahead :)
Steroline Avoiding
“He could navigate picky eaters like a pro”:  I love that you made him this way, and that you made her that way, and that their ways are like puzzle pieces.
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Ahhh, I love that you put it that way. That’s their new tag line.
And also for this beaut: “the Human Grimace” lmfao.
“I feel annoyed”/”Why?”/”I don’t know.” – is that their tag line or?
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JK that’s definitely their tag line. 
Steroline bonding in general, bless.
“I can’t do this”: yikes. At first, I thought this was going to be a repeat of every sexytimez moment these two had before the ultimate one
but I really like how you placed that bit about Elena in there. Nice. Like how he can’t handle not knowing, and that’s very Caroline of him, and he could just tell her this please that’d help everyone???? I’m not ranting.
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IF EVERYONE COULD JUST TALK IN THIS GODFORSAKEN FIC IT WOULD’VE ENDED TEN CHAPTERS AGO AND MADE MY LIFE SO MUCH EASIER. lmao but I’m glad you liked the Elena nuance - I’m trying to build their experiences in bits and pieces so that when they finally talk about everything re: the exes, it’s not too much of an information dump. 
Damon’s Panic Attack
Jesus Christ, Gabi. Right in the heart, dude. Like chill out. His avoidance of the very inevitable killed me. And Bonnie not picking up on the signs. Omg and Damon’s “I’m fine”, parallel to Caroline’s, and the whole “I can do this, I can get through this, I’ve only had myself before, and I only need myself now”, but Bonnie’s there and she’s all “I got you, you can do this, we’ll get through this together” and she’s talking him through, but he’s doesn’t want to even talk and  she’s just trying to bring him out of him successfully, but ultimately fails and goes with the distracting that is an old Stefonnie story. BUT THEN, her fourth-grade poem reminded me of The Punisher’s “one batch, two batch, penny and dime” in Daredevil (you watched that right?) and I was like oh shoot, you right. What you were right about, not sure, but it worked, and Bonnie did a good job (but also YOU), and Damon’s “she was a ridiculous person./Tangled and dark and simple and light.” And my heart wept. “He let himself stay”. Oh my poor baby. You wrecked me, Gabi, you really did.
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‘and I was like oh shoot, you right. What you were right about, not sure, but it worked’ - LMAOOOOOO, dead. Like 50% of my excitement for posting this review is just people reading it and realizing how hilarious you are and then going to check out B&B. (GO AND CHECK OUT B&B). For real though, gaaaaah, everything about this is making my friggin’ day because this is always the toughest stuff to write for me. I never know if I’m building it well or if the emotions are transitioning fluidly and it makes me want to break my laptop (jk it’s already broken JOKE’S ON ME), so I’M SO HAPPY I WRECKED YOU. All of your observations are perfect. I didn’t even think about The Punisher but shoot, YOU RIGHT, that’s such a great parallel. I’ve always found that angsty situations are super unpredictable in real life, like the things you expect to happen seldom do and it’s always the most random thing that ends up shifting the mood, so I tried to translate that into this scene. Like Bonnie’s pulling out all the stops, all the things she’s trained to do, but what ends up cutting through the air is a random ass poem from fourth grade. And it’s just thoughtful and spastic enough to grab his attention, especially once he realizes why she went for poetry, and suddenly, the situation’s quelling. So I’m super, super happy that it worked for you, and that the ‘tangler and dark and simple and light’ stood out. I think that’s one of the first instances of him starting to realize she’s not one or the other, she’s both at the same time, so yeah, this feedback is all wonderful and now you’re wrecking me so we’re even.
Steroline Confronting
Is Caroline… confronting the problem? Is Caroline… actually fixing this? Is Caroline… actually being a person? Nice, good job, I’m proud of you, girl. Slay.
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LOOK AT HER GOOOOO.
I like how she gets how fucked up the whole thing is. Like, she knows she’s being irrational, and that he shouldn’t have to put up with this mess, and damn, I feel for her.
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Yesssss, totally what I was going for. Like the person most done with her shit is herself, and she’s likely going to be way harder on herself about it than you or me or Stefan or anyone else, really. So happy that came across.  
“Would it make you feel better if I told you that wasn’t the first time that’s happened to me?”
“What did you do? Actually—don’t tell me now.”/“I’m not telling you ever.”
”Tell me when it doesn’t hit so close to home.”/”Or never.”
”It’s still too soon.”/”It’ll always be too soon.”
These are gems.
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Gotta sneak some fluff into every scene you know how I roll.
Oh goodness, but Stefan wanting to know her as a person. Ughhhhhh.
And the ruse of “for the sake of Bonnie.” I’m calling bullshit.
“Who was he, Nicholas Sparks?” Lol, I mean, it worked out, though, dude.
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Stefan’s a lost cause.
As always, my friend, you’ve done a phenomenal job. Your writing style is so unique and fabulous, and it just adds to the storyline itself, like, it’s own entity in this whole thing. Bless. So excited for the next chapter. Did I hear more sexytimez for the bamon babes? 
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GIRL I COULD SAY THE SAME DAMN THING ABOUT YOURS. Like even in this review alone - hysterical and eloquent af. I know you probably know this, but no one ever thinks that of their own writing (or at least I don’t think they do lmao, if they do LEMME HAVE A HIT OF THAT CONFIDENCE BOO ‘cause I didn’t even know I had a style), so it’s legit amazing to hear that the style stands out to you, and know that I’m boomeranging that comment right back atcha. Next chapter is sloooowly chugging along, by which I mean I’m writing at a regular pace but I’m trying to cram a legitimately concerning/insane amount of scenes into it. Like 15. LMAO. RIP Gabi. But hopefully it won’t take me too long! Also, it’s the last of the intensely emotional chapters for a while (just a lot of big moments I need to get right), so even if this takes forever, the rest should be a little faster. I feel like I say this after every chapter and nothing changes, looooool. BUT ANYWAY, you’re a marvel, this review is everything, I’m feelsy, you’re hilarious, write a book, bye. 
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70 QUESTIONS TAG
tagged by @forevertaeyeontrash xx
1: Do you have a good relationship with your parents? you can say 
2: Who did you last say “I love you” to? prolly az 
3: Do you regret anything? yehhh but i learnt from it sooo ((its also a waste thinking about it so no lol))
4: Are you insecure? pfft
5: What is your relationship status? wow i dont even know uhhh lone 
6: How do you want to die? the kind where i didnt knew i died,,stupid right 
7: What did you last eat? choc cake for breakfast cause im feeling melancholy loool
8: Played any sports? gaming is a sport so ps4 my dudettes. 
9: Do you bite your nails? used to when i was a kid 
10: When was your last physical fight? never been in a physical fight before and i would never
11: Do you like someone? i like top i like yoona 
12: Have you ever stayed up 48 hours? i like sleeping 
13: Do you hate anyone at the moment? i dont
14: Do you miss someone? az??? and my sister just in case she sees this loool
15: Have any pets? a fish back in 2015 and it died on the day i bought it...the shopkeeper said it would last long if i keep it in distilled water fish tank???
16: How exactly are you feeling at the moment? lower than neutral whats that called
17: Ever made out in the bathroom? nops
18: Are you scared of spiders? no but i would not wanna see any
19: Would you go back in time if you were given the chance? yes why not
20: Where was the last place you snogged someone? nowhere
21: What are your plans for this weekend? my asian ass said studying
22: Do you want to have kids? kids huh
23: Do you have piercings? used to
24: What is/are/were your best subject(s)? biology and accounting 
25: Do you miss anyone from your past? i dont
26: What are you craving right now? any good food basically 
27: Have you ever broken someone’s heart? demm i dont know???
28: Have you ever been cheated on? demmm i dont know 
29: Have you made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry? no
30: Whats irritating you right now? i have to shower and get ready for my last driving class....yes this simple thing would irritate me 
31: Does somebody love you? no i dont exist
32: What is your favourite color? sapphire blue, maroon and white
33: Do you have trust issues? i think i do i think i dont 
34: Who/what was your last dream about? it was all black looool idk i dont remember 
35: Who was the last person you cried in front of? my laptop is a living thing too
36: Do you give out second chances too easily? no my dudess
37: Is it easier to forgive or forget? easy for me to forgive than to forget
38: Is this year the best year of your life? so far it is not :)) 
39: How old were you when you had your first kiss? im 18 and never had my first kiss ((haram lmaooo))
40: Have you ever walked outside completely naked? no no no
51: Favourite food? got no favs
52: Do you believe everything happens for a reason? kinda yea
53: What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night? turned off the lights and slowly drifts asleep lol
54: Is cheating ever okay? never ever do this evil thing to anyone
55: Are you mean? i am nice :)))
56: How many people have you fist fought? like zero
57: Do you believe in true love? i dont know whats that 
58: Favourite weather? the cold weatherrr uhh winter 
59: Do you like the snow? yehh
60: Do you wanna get married? umm yes
61: Is it cute when a boy/girl calls you baby? baby
62: What makes you happy? i dont even know anymore prolly the beach idk??
63: Would you change your name? i guess so
64: Would it be hard to kiss the last person you kissed? i just dieded 
65: Your best friend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do? you got the wrong numba
66: Do you have a friend of the opposite sex who you can act your complete self around? yisss
67: Who was the last person of the opposite sex you talked to? my brother 
68: Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with? mi potato
69: Do you believe in soulmates? cute but whats that
70: Is there anyone you would die for? yessss a lot 
and now i’ll tag @bigbangismydrug @cocosprings @doomdadah @fantastic-t-o-p @daesungismyeverything and whoever idk
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