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Because I Need You

Because I Need you

OA X Reader

Y/N’s Pov

Things were hard lately. Work has been a lot lately we were working a rough case and everyone was on edge.

A serial killer was kidnapping young women around town. It was young women on their way home from work. Most of them were 9-5 people who were just trying to get home.

We figured it was because it was easy to track and follow. This killer was different though it seemed like he didn’t have a cooling off period.

It was like clock work every day at the same time we were discovering someone new,

Every time we felt like we were getting somewhere close we just ended right back up at square one again.

It was all taking a major toll on all of us. Literally watching the minutes click down until someone else has lost their life.

None of us had been home in days. We were each taking turns sleeping in the breakroom. None of us could fall asleep though. I mean how could you knowing what was going to happen.

You all would take a moment to eat and take a breather as much as you could. It was hard because you knew you needed to be on top of your game you had to take care of yourself but every time you did it felt like a waste of time.

Like right now you were currently sitting outside. Letting the sun hit your face, you were looking down at your lunch not being able to eat.

You were just re playing every connection in your head. Where could we go from here. Where can we look at next to help.

You were so in your head you didn’t even notice when OA came and sat down next to you. He placed his hand softly on the top of yours in order to get your attention.

“Hey talk to me” He said.

You snapped your neck up to look at him. He gave you a worried look on his face,. His big brown eyes not breaking contact with you.

“I uh i’m good just a little tired” You said lying through your teeth.

He knew you better than that. He knew how exhausted and tired you were.

“Y/N come on it’s me” He said

You took a deep breath in and let it all out.

“I am just worried about it you know the time i’m just eating could be time doing something” You said.

“We are doing everything we can to help but you still gotta worry about yourself” OA said.

“I know but it’s not enough people are still dying” You said

“Yes but that’s on us we are doing everything we possibly can” OA said

“I don’t know i just” You said struggling to find the words.

“I know were all feeling it but please eat something i know you haven’t eaten sense last night” OA said.

You just looked at your food you were way to tired exhausted to do anything

“Please and then were taking a break were gonna go lay down” OA pleaded.

You just gave him a confused look and his entire face had turned bright pink red.

“I would abosoloutely love to go lay down with you. Is that what you do with all your friends” You asked pushing your arm into his.

“Shut the hell up you know what i meant” He said smiling.

I mean you weren’t complaining about the thought of laying down next to him. You had such a massive crush on him. I mean have you seen him he’s so damn beautiful.

“Sure i know” You said winking at him.

“Look you gotta share this with me you haven’t either so you gotta eat something to.” You said breaking your food in half.

You basically threw it in his hand so he couldn’t have said no. you picked up half and toasted him and he toasted it right back.

You were feeling a smidge better eating something and sitting next to OA always made you feel better.

You both ate in silence and when you were done he got up and stuck his hand out to grab yours.

You took it and he pulled you out of the seat. You both headed out and it was quiet on the way down.

You knew he was right that you needed sleep. You could feel like your body was on it’s way to just giving out

Finally after an entirety you made it to the bunker room and collapsed on the bed. You closed your eyes for a moment while your body felt like it was taking a deep breath.

You opened them up to just seeing OA standing in the corner.

“What are you doing over there I thought you were supposed to lay down with me” You asked ‘

“Uh yeah no it’s fine it’s just one bed in here I’ll go somewhere else i just wanted to make sure you were okay” OA said twisting his ring.

“Don’t be crazy let’s go” You said sitting up and reaching out for him.

He smiled and reached out and grabbed your hand. You squeezed it and laid down. OA sat down at first and then slowly laid down like the bed was going to break in two.

As soon as you felt him lay down you lifted up and laid your head on his chest. You could feel his heart beating. It was going super fast and honestly it was such a comforting sound.

Not even a few moments later you fell asleep into a deep sleep. You didn’t even set a timer to wake you up.

Your body needed the sleep. You haven’t slept a wink in days.

OA just countied to lay there watching you sleep for a moment. His heart beating fast at the fact you were so close next to him.

He was the responsible one who set a timer to wake you both up and just a few moments later he fell asleep just along with you.

1 Hour Later

OA’s alarm had gone off you were so upset because it was the best sleep you had gotten in months.

You groaned waking up and squinting your eyes.

“Mm do we have to” You said not lifting your head up.

OA has his arms wrapped around you in a big bear hug. It felt so nice

“I know I know we have to” OA said groggily.

He unwrapped his arms around you and you sat up wiping the sleep from your eyes. No doubt you looked a hot mess.

OA was looking up at you and smiled.

“You look beautiful” OA said.

Your face turned blood red and you smiled at him. His face looked worried like he wasn’t sure how you were going to react.

“No i don’t look at me i’m at a hot mess” You said groaning.

OA moved some hair out of your face and smiled.

“No your always beautiful” OA said

“So are you such a beautiful man” You said.

It was OA’s turn to blush now. His face turning red as a beet.

“Come on they need us” You said.

You got up and reached a hand out to help OA. He smiled and grabbed it.

The two of you tried your best to spruce yourself up and then headed out. You made your way back to the JOC. When Jubal was approaching you both in the hallway.

“Hey perfect timing we got something we need all agents and you to go out to the scene” Jubal said.

“What no why she’s not even an agent” OA said.

“I know but we need a team on the lot to help give real up to date information it’s a big plot service is bad down there” Jubal said.

“Hey it’s no big deal i’ll be fine i’ve done it before” You said

OA was tense and you could tell he was still upset but he ended up dropping it.

“Come on i’ll get ready” You said.

“Thank you were out in 15” Jubal said placing a hand on your arm.

You walked to the closet where equipment was that you could take out with you. OA had followed you helping you pack your stuff.

“Hey are you sure” OA said.

“I’m good seriously why are you being so overprotective I mean more than usual” You said asking.

OA just looked down at ring nervously twisting it.

“Because this guy is dangerous” OA said

“They are all” You counterbacked.

You walked over and grabbed his hands and made him look up at you.

“What is going on” You said .

“I can’t loose you everyone keeps getting hurt and dying and being held up at gunpoint and I can’t let that happen to you” OA said in a sad tone is voice cracking a bit.

You knew it had been hard on him. No one liked Rina really but it was still hard and shocking. Maggie had taken a hit and he still hasn’t processed his own attack. So honestly you weren't surprised.

“Hey look at me nothing is going to happen i’ll be with Ian and Jubal if anything i’m the one worried about you” You told him.

You could see a tiny bit of relief in his eyes when he knew you would be in the company of others.

You pulled him into a tight hug. He squeezed you back hard like it was the last one ever. You both let go and he smiled down at you

“Let’s go” You said grabbing the bag.

He gave you a look and he grabbed the bag from you carrying it out. He acted like your arms were gonna fall off if you carried something.

“Such a gentleman” You said laughing

“Shut up” OA said laughing.

You both walked out and stood and went to OA’s desk and a few seconds later everyone came out and joined you guys.

“Ready” Jubal said

“Hell yeah let’s go” Maggie said

You all walked out and got into the cars. Maggie refused to let OA drive which made him grumpy the whole time.

It was quiet the whole ride. Everyone is trying to get their heads right. Needing to make sure your head was clear.

About 30 minutes later you arrived to your scene. It was a giant filed with a tiny little farm house looking thing. It was such a creepy looking scene.

“You guys clear the house where set up right over here” Jubal said.

You grabbed OA’s hand and gave it a squeeze. You gave him a smile and a nod. Telling him to stay safe.

They went on and you all set up as fast as you could. A few moments laters swat and search and rescue showed up.

You all were working hard to see if there was anything out there to help find the missing girl.

Right now your suspect was 32 Year old David Ross. His mom was killed when he was young by an intruder . He owned this lot inherited to him by his mom where she passed.

It was such a meeting thing to think about.

You were surveying the plot seeing if anything made sense or stuck out. Was land changed anywhere where was something there that wasn’t supposed to be there.

It was taking forever. You guys were there a solid 2 . Almost pushing three. We had to beat the dark and this twisted timeline we were stuck on.

It felt like a dead end

Finally something stuck out. A drone showed a small shed type thing about 10 yards away. That has to be it.

“Hey i got something a shed about 10 yards away” You said yelling out loud.

“Yeah yeah that’s it” Jubal said

Jubal radio it over the walker and everyone wasn’t breathing at that point. We risked it all if that wasn’t it. Showing this son of a bitch we were here.

Would he get scared and kill her ? Try to harm others.

What felt like eternity the walkie went off

“We got her alive” Scola said

Everyone just let out a breath at the same time. We all started clapping and cheering.

They started walking out towards you guys and OA and Maggie had the guy in handcuffs.

“We did it y’all we got them” Jubal said high fiving everyone.

You all started packing up your stuff and heading out. It was such a relief. Like the weight of the world was lifted off your shoulders. At least for now anyways, until the next case came along. And it was placed right back on there.

On the way back everyone was talking about how they wanted to celebrate. You only cared about one thing. Where was he gonna be

You made it back and by that time we were all heading out to a local bar \ restaurant so Jubal could come and join.

It was a friday night so that son of a bitch was going to sit in a cell until Monday morning so they dropped his ass off and ran.

Thankfully Isobel said paperwork could wait so we didn’t even think twice. You were currently sitting at OA’s desk while he packed up.

“So are you going out with them” You asked

“Eh I don’t know not in the mood to go out” OA said

“Yeah me either do you wanna grab some takeout and watch a movie” you asked

OA looked over at you and flashed a smile

“Its a date” He said

He got up and grabbed your hand and the two of you walked out.

You got into his car and he made his way down to your place. You got chinese food from the corner place you both loved.

You both were settling in now. You changed into some Pj’s and OA had some left over clothes. It wasn’t the first time he spent the night. In a non romantic OA safe way. He would always sleep on the couch no matter what.

After you both were deciding what movie to watch you wanted a thrasher killer. But OA said it was to much which most would think but it’s your fave genre.

So you both settled on some comedy movie to lighten the mood.

“Why are you eating all the chicken” You groaned

“Because it’s too good and I don’t want you to have any” He said laughing

“That’s so mean” You pouted.

He took some chicken and threw it in your box.

“happy “ He asked

“Well now I am” You said throwing some food back at him

“Oh really so uncalled for” He said trying to act offended .

He took his fork and flung his fork full of rice at you.

It hit all over you and you then returned the favor big time. You picked up a big pile of noodles and held it in the air.

OA gave you a look like you better not. But of course you did.

“omg “ was all he was able to say.

He took the noodles he could and threw them back at you. Then after that it was a full on food fight.

At one point the two of you stood up and was trying to hide from it. Laughter was filling up the air.

“A truce come on” OA said breathing hard

“Fine but only because were out of food” You said laughing.

You both walked into the middle of the room. You secretly had something behind your back because you didn’t trust him one bit. He looked at you like he was dis trustful

He grabbed your arm and tried forcing you to drop the food

“I knew it” OA said.

You got real close to his face and whispered

“That’s what you get” You said trying not to break eye contact.

Suddenly OA moved in closer and so did you. He slammed his lips against yours and you kissed him back hard. You dropped your food on the floor wrapping your arms around him,

He grabbed you close filling the gap. You two stopped after a second needing air to breathe.

“I love you” OA said

“I love you more” You said

OA took your hand and led you back to the bedroom. He looked at you and placed his hand on your face.

“I want to” You said knowing he wasn’t going to pressure you

He kissed you back slowly and you pulled him onto the bed. The two of you not caring about how sticky or messy you were

. None of those made up in your head scenarios help a flame to this.

After you looked at him.

“I think I need a shower and new sheets” You said laughing

“Yes to both of those” OA said smiling back

“I’m so glad we stayed home” You said.

“I needed you tonight to be here and with me. You can always bring me back and every other night” OA said

“I need you more always i wouldn’t have been okay without you ” You whispered back .

He had no idea how true that was. It was a rough case but the night ended so much better.

There was always going to be hard and rough cases but as long as you had OA they were just a little less rough

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stefanmikaleson1864 · 1 year

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I’ll Leave a Light on for you

OA Zidan X Reader

So this is going to be after the reader is trapped in the glass and OA is visiting her in the Hospital ! I Hope everyone enjoys this.

A/N: If you like my work please comment like and reblog it means a lot to see interactions on my work

OA’s POV

Looking down at Y/N she was laid out all across the ground. Her face was ghost white and her eyes were closed.

She looked so peaceful like she was sleeping. But me on the other hand. I was shaking and my heart was racing and I was a mess.

I could feel my heart beating out of my chest. Everything in my body was on fire but I didn’t care about me only her.

At this point the only reason I haven’t passed out was because of my adrenaline.

“Come on Y/N it’s going to be okay help is on the way. Keep fighting okay I know how strong you are okay” I said in a pleading voice.

I held her hand and just squeezed it . The sirens were getting louder and closer and I just kept saying a prayer in my head.

Finally after what seemed like hours but really wasn’t the paramedics came and they hurried up and whisked her away.

When I saw them take her away my body finally caught up. I just remember going down and everything went black.

I wasn’t sure how long I was down or what had happened. Because when I finally came to I hear beeping noises and nothing else really. I slowly opened up my eyes and was saw I was in a hospital room.

I was alone in here not sure what was going on.

I felt like shit. My body , hurt my head hurt. And I felt like someone had run me over with a damn bus. But if I’m being honest I didn’t care about any of that though.

I just kept replaying that scene in my head over and over. Wondering if there was anything different that I could have done.

I kept thinking it should have been me in there. She didn’t deserve this.

Seeing how scared she was. The panic in her voice and on her face. It’s burned in my brain. The ache and pain I felt in that moment. I never felt so powerless before.

“Hey Y/N look at me it’s going to be okay your going to be fine. I love you okay I love you it’s going to be okay” I told her the worry in my voice wasn’t even hiding.

She just looked at me with a face that was hard to read. I could see the tears fall down her face. All I could think about was why wasn’t it me. She didn’t deserve this happening to her.

Working with sarin gas I knew how it deadly it was. And even if she did wake up what would her life be like after?

I was only exposed for just a few moment and I haven’t feel this bad ever.

I kept glancing up at the door. Hoping someone would come in. WIth some kind of news.

But at the same time I didn’t want them to. Because if it was bad news I could at least sit here and have hope. Right now hope is the only thing I had.

So many emotions were just crowding my head right now. I just kept thinking of all the things I should have said to her. So many missed opportunities to tell her I love her.

To tell her that she was not only my best friend but the absolute love of my life. I spent so much time overseas and then coming home and working undercover. I never felt like I fit in or belonged.

Then when I meant her it felt like I was home. That for the first time someone saw me for me and I belonged somewhere.

We always had late night talks where she actually listened.

We would spend all of our free time out of work together. Going to dinner and watching movies. She would make me go to the mall with her and hold all of her bags.

No matter how much time we spent together i never got tired of being with her. I had so many chances to tell her how i felt.

I think I was just scared of loosing her. Scared she didn’t feel the same way.

Scared that I would loose the important person in my life.

I didn’t realize the tears were falling down my face until i saw the wet spots falling on my blanket that was on me.

I quickly wiped them away. Hoping no one would saw.

Then after a few minutes later I heard a small knock on the door. I could feel my heart stop beating. My chest clench up and the panic set in.

I looked up and saw Jubal coming with a worried look all over his face. He slowly walked over to me and grabbed my hand and gave it a squeeze.

I looked up and gave him a sad smile.

“Your going to be okay. Your going to be weak for a few days but it’s going to be okay.” Jubal said still holding on to my hand.

“Y/N did you see her” I asked not caring about me.

“Yeah she’s uh pretty bad she’s not awake yet but the doctor’s are saying she has a good chance. It’s Y/N were taking about. She’s a fighter” Jubal said.

I squeezed his hand when he said and I think I just let the tears fall because i saw them hitting the blanket again.

“I wanna see her” I said

“OA look at me you need rest” Jubal said

“I don’t care I’m good please” I begged.

“Of course” Jubal said.

I was weak and Jubal helped me stand up and he showed me down to where Y/N was.

Tiff and Scola with Isobel were all out front her room with a sad look in their eyes.

I gave them a small smile and then headed in to see Y/N. She was laid on the bed with an oxygen tube up her nose.

I walked over to her and grabbed her and squeezed it.

“Hey Y/N It’s me OA i’m here can you hear me” I Asked

“I’m not going anywhere I’m going to be here everyday until you wake up because right now you just need some rest” I said

“I love you so much I should have told you I know this and I’m sorry I was just scared. Scared because I didn’t want to loose you. You ate the most important person in my life” I said

Everyone came in a few moments after I talked to her. They all talked and shared stories about Y/N her family was surrounded by her.

A few weeks Later

A few weeks had passed and I kept my promise to her. I sat with her everyday and I held her hand.I told her about my day.

I always ended it with I love you. I think I was making up for lost time.

I would walk in a say a prayer for her. It was the only thing I could to help. I would be the first one to visit her and the last one to leave.

I would bring a small candle and light it in the room for her. I know I wasn’t supposed to and quickly blew out the flame. But it was my way of letting her know I was here.

If she couldn’t hear me maybe the smell would let her know someone was with her.

She was getting stronger every day I know she was.

I was back at working slowly though. Isobel had me on desk duty I just know it was her way of protecting me.

She felt bad about what happened to me. It was a hard balance. I fought her tooth and nail on the matter but in the end she is the boss.

It was a saturday morning now and something in the day just felt so different. I woke up with a happy excited feeling. It was a nice day out there was a shift in the environment.

I didn’t want to get my hopes up though. Nothing good could ever come from that. I made my way to the hospital.

When i got there it was just me and for some reason I wanted to run right into the room.

Not that i usually didn’t something was just pulling me there. When i got to her floor some of the nurses were smiling at me.

I smiled back and when I walked into the room. I looked up and I was right it was something different today .

Y/N was awake and sitting up. She was looking at the tv playing. I walked closer to her and she saw me and gave a huge smile.

“Omar your okay” She said sitting up.

I ran over to her and bent down and gave her a hug. She leaned up to me and I could feel her wrap her arms around me and squeeze me tight. I did the same to her not wanting to let her go.

I placed my head on the top of hers not wanting to leave this position. I missed the warmth of her.

We pulled apart and I sat down next to her. I grabbed her hand and squeezed it.

“How are you feeling, are you okay. Do you need anything I could get up and” I was saying then she cut me off

“Omar take a breath I’m okay I just want you here okay” She said.

“How are you” She asked

“I’m good doing better back to a 100% physically” I said

“How are you feeling honestly” I asked her

“I’m good my head hurts and my body feels a little weird but at least I can’t say I’m tired” She said laughing.

“I’m so glad your awake I knew you would be okay” I said.

“Of course I heard your prayers” She said.

I could feel the heat rushing to my cheeks and I felt a little shy in that moment.

“I heard everything you know, you talking to me so weird you know hearing you but I couldn’t respond” She said.

“You heard everything” I asked shyly

“Don’t be shy and yes I did. I loved hearing your voice everyday it made me feel better , I felt calmed down when you came by” She said

“Also tell Scola I know about his current situation and tell him that Nina sounds amazing and he’s and Idiot” She said

“You can tell them when they come by there going to want to see you” I said

“Yeah I know but right now just me and you is all I want” She said.

“It’s all I want to” I said

“Hey uh listen I want to get this out the way now” She said

“I just want to ask now because you know I heard what you said but if being stuck in this bed it made me realize I need to stop putting of things, and I don’t want to wait and have any regrets.” Y/n said all in one big breath.

I could feel my heart beating faster and I prepped myself for the heartbreak that was about to come.

“When you said all that stuff in the beginning. Did you mean or it did you say it because you meant it or just said because you thought I was dying” She asked.

I gripped her hand and squeezed her hand tighter. I leaned in a little closer and we were just looking at each other.

“I meant every word I meant I love you so much I always have. I should have told you sooner but I was scared” I said

“I love you to so much but I didn’t want to ruin our friendship and our partnership we have one hell of a thing going” She said.

“Hell yeah we do” I said to her.

“It’s so funny we were both so scared the other didn’t feel the same way. Goes to show how much we have in common” She said

I leaned in and she leaned in to and I kissed her. She kissed me back softly and I cut it short because I didn’t want to over do it on her.

“You always kiss so soft” She asked when I pulled away.

“You can’t handle the real stuff right now” I said smiling

She laughed so hard and words can’t describe how much I missed that smile.

We spent a good while talking and catching up. I knew something was different about today.

After a while I called the team and let them know she was awake. They all headed over not to long after. Having to wrap up some things from work.

They all came by with flowers and a couple boxes of pizza. Jubal ran right over to her and gave her a big hug and kiss on the head. Followed by everyone else.

Y/N looked at Scola when he came over and laughed.

“I heard what you said and your idiot” She said smiling

“Of course you did and thank you for that” Scola said in his usual sarcastic voice.

“We all missed you it hasn’t been the same in the field without you” Tiff said

“Now your just being nice because I’m in a hospital bed I know you like getting all the good action and take downs for yourself” Y/N said.

Making everyone laugh.

“In all seriousness though we haven’t been a complete family without you and we are so happy your back to us” Isobel said.

“Damn Y'all I’m crying but thank you every single one of you for your visit and long talks and even complaints. Hearing all of your voices kept me fighting and reminded me I wasn’t alone” Y/N said

“ I love you all so much thank you for being my family” Y/N said

“We love you to and thank you for letting us be your family” Jubal said.

The rest of the night we ate and laughed. They let us stay past visiting hours making an expectation.

I thank god all my Prayers worked for bringing her home to us.

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