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changetyre · 1 year

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Not the last time

SUMMARY: You're stuck in a complicated love triangle with 2 of your closest friends, you decide that you're not gonna pick either and that's how you'll get out of this situation. Except it seems it only takes one night to change everyone's minds. Daniel Ricciardo x Reader x Max Verstappen.

WARNINGS: Terribly written intense smut, threesome, fem!oral, male!oral, face fck, PinV, an*l.

A/N: This is my first attempt at writing Smut so forgive me for the mess but hope you enjoy ;) Also this isn't proof read so sorry for any mistakes.

Realizing that you could in fact be in love with two people wasn't as fun and dramatic and interesting as it appeared in the movies. And what makes things more complicated is that the two men you're in love with completely reciprocate your feelings.

You, Daniel, and Max had been best friends ever since the boys become teammates. You were Max's new P.R. manager and you hit it off with Max straight away, both realizing that although you should get along, what you had was a little more special than that.

Given your proximity to Max, you quickly began forming a friendship with Daniel too, what made this all the more fun was the fact that you were in between them both when it came to ages which meant you connected with them both on different levels.

It didn't take long before you three became inseparable, even after Dani left Redbull and even after you'd been offered a better job in a different team and took it.

However, the feelings between the three of you started becoming clearer as the increased time apart became more apparent. And it all came into understanding when you realized how much you despised seeing the boys being way too friendly with any woman and the boys felt exactly the same way about you with other men.

You were never one to wallow around with your feelings, being the kind of person to just face them up front so pulling the boys aside at the club one night after they were both practically throwing daggers at you for dancing with another man you finally revealed your feelings.

You were in love, with them both. BUT you didn't want anything to be ruined between the three of you. The boys revealed they felt the same way about you and you agreed the best approach would be for everyone to ignore the feelings and they would eventually go away. That way non one would get hurt. Right?

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2 weeks later:

You'd be lying if you said things between the three of you didn't get slightly awkward. There was now a weird tension in the atmosphere and you all took notice of the lack of contact with the opposite gender from all sides.

You thought the best medicine to get you guys back to being your usual selves would be for one of your movie nights like you had in the old days. You got the boys to clear their schedules for a weekend so they could spend 3 nights at your place, a slumber party if you will.

After scrolling through countless movies for too long and not coming to an agreement you decided to simply close your eyes and scroll until you landed on a random movie.

Secretary (2022), was the title of the movie. None of you had seen it and you decided to watch it.

It all started out okay, until you started realizing what this movie was about. Was this some kind of cruel prank form the universe?

You were at what was maybe the 4th sex scene in the movie, you were extremely horny at this point and little did you know the boys felt exactly the same.

The tension in the room was almost making it hard to breathe. You squeezed your thighs together and your mind wandered to the last time you had sex only now noticing how long it had actually been and now realizing how much you need a relief right now.

The boys take notice of your shifting and almost imperceptible whimpers as they start shifting uncomfortably in their seats trying to tame their need for you.

You can't take it anymore.

"I can't do this I'm so f*cking horny, I need one of you to fuck me right now." you blurt out, knowing damn well there's a possibility you might regret it later but all logic is out of the window right now, your wet core doing all the thinking right now.

Although the next thing that came out of Max's mouth took you by surprise.

"How about both of us?" he asked.

You looked at him waiting for any sign of a joke to which you find none. You turn to Daniel who already had a smirk on his lips.

"I've never been one to turn a threesome down baby." He bit his bottom lip already undressing you with his eyes. That's all the confirmation you need of what you're about to do.

You get up and start walking to your room the boys exchanging confused looks. "What the hell are you waiting for?!" You turn around to ask them both.

They jump up immediately following behind you.

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You're not sure where to start but to yours and Max's luck Daniel chooses to take the lead. He pulls you in kissing you softly as he starts pushing your clothes off you fumbling with his belt.

Max stands awkwardly unsure of how to follow but Daniel finally unlatches from you starting to kiss down your neck, and then your body nods for Max to come over.

This time you're the one taking the lead as you grab Max's collar pulling him into you with desperation to get your lips onto his. You're so distracted kissing Max and trying to undress that you don't realize when Daniel had left you completely exposed from the waist down now wearing nothing but your black lace bra.

The next thing you feel is as Daniel has found his way in between your thighs gliding his tongue over your folds making you tremble with surprise and let out a moan into Max's mouth.

You look down grasping onto Daniel's hair and pulling him back in between your legs indicating for him to keep going. His tongue covers you whole licking back and forth in slow swipes before he starts picking up the pace and occasionally sucking on your clit making you moan loudly.

Max getting incredibly turned on hearing your moans of pleasure. He guided your hand to his now exposed dick and you begin stroking him. Max starts kissing your chest, unclasping your bra before he starts sucking on your already hard nipples, showing equal praise to them both.

You bring your hand up gathering spit and licking it before bringing your hand back down to Max's shaft as you kept stroking him at a good pace hearing him groan in pleasure.

Once Daniel had given you your first orgasm all gentleness seem to go out of the window from there. Daniel picked you up throwing you down onto the bed before climbing over you.

He scooted all the way up before hoovering over your face, tapping his dick on your chin indicating for you to open up which you gladly do. You take him and Daniel lets you go at your pace at first.

Max now has full view of your dripping wet core, he wants a taste of it too. He kneels down between your legs locking his arms over your thighs as he takes his turn eating you out.

Your strangled moans being enough indication of how much you're enjoying this as well as the fact that he has to use a slight bit of force to keep your legs open for him.

Daniel grabbed the headboard behind you as he angled himself slightly to start thrusting into your mouth, the glint in your eyes letting him know you're more than okay with this as you open your mouth wide for him to face fuck you.

You're taken by surprise when Max has now lined himself up with your entrance and started thrusting into you causing an overwhelming amount of pleasure to course through your body.

You bring your hand down rubbing circles on your clit as the boys keep their pace going.

"Fuck y/n!" at this point it's hard to distinguish which of the men it's coming from with how much they've repeated the phrase tonight.

You all uncoil at the same time, Daniel cumming into your mouth, Max spilling all over your folds and you trembling at the 2nd orgasm of the night.

The boys take turns fucking you in different positions, you have your 3rd, 4th, 5th orgasm and you're not sure how much longer you can go.

Max is now under you as you bounce on his dick, barely able too from your trembling legs but the need for pleasure being enough strength for you to keep bopping.

Daniel licked your ass adding to your enjoyment and takes a step back as he takes in the view of his best friends fucking. But now he can't resist his urge to fuck you too watching as Max's dick thrusts deep into your pussy.

"Sweet," he whispers.

"Hmm." You only hum in response as your breathlessly moan.

"Can you can take us both?" he asks as he's rubbing circles over your asshole.

You've never tried it before. The question takes you by surprise.

But you accept being in a high unlike anything you've ever felt before and knowing if anyone's going to take care of you through this it's them.

"Yes." You finally give him a vocal agreement.

Daniel approached you and Max slowed down his pace giving you time to adjust to what was about to happen. Daniel lined himself up with your second hole starting to push in slowly as he can feel you clenching.

The stretch from their both massive lengths had you wincing at first but as Daniel kept pushing in slowly you almost felt your body shut down at the new and immense pleasure that filled your body.

"Faster!" You tapped Max's chest feeling a new feeling arises in the pit of your stomach that needed to be explored immediately.

Daniel didn't move until you indicate to him to and it doesn't take long before you're also reaching back and tapping Daniel's arm telling him to speed up.

You thought the pleasure these boys had already given you couldn't get any better but oh how wrong you were when they were both thrusting into you at the same time making you completely lose control of your body.

It only took a few minutes of this before the wave finally hit, fireworks in your entire body, seeing starts, ringing in your ears, collapsing atop Max's body trembling in complete ecstasy letting out loud cries of pleasure.

Both boys moderately slowed their pace letting you ride out your explosive orgasm.

Daniel gave you a few seconds then was the first to start pulling out of you and as he did you squirmed over Max's chest as he rubbed circles on your back. Max then gently placed you beside him as he began pulling out too, making you squirm once more.

The boys had literally fucked the living daylights out of you as you were still trying to catch your breath occasionally shaking at the remnants of pleasure left in your body, barely able to move at how weak they'd left you.

You were barely aware as Daniel went to the bathroom starting a warm bath as Max lay next to you still rubbing soft circles on your skin, your back, your cheeks, and your legs which had you letting out soft huffs at how sensitive your entire being felt right then.

A few minutes later Max got up and scooped your naked body into his arms, you're too weak to even protest at wherever it is he's taking you so you only loop your arm around his neck knowing damn well you trust the man to take you anywhere anyways.

He carried you into the bathroom where Daniel was adding oils into your bath before Max very slowly with Dan's help started placing you down into the bath letting your body adjust to the very warm temperature of the water.

The bath certainly helped you relax especially after the boys started helping you wash up. Max massaged and washed your hair while Daniel gently scrubbed your body.

You had asked the boys to join you needing to feel them with you. Max sunk in behind you spreading his legs on either side of you as you leaned your back against his chest. Daniel then sank in front of you as he picked your legs up placing them over his, you comfortingly rubbed circles over Dan's chest.

"Please don't let that be the last time boys." You hummed as your head laid back into Max's shoulder in comfort.

You felt so at peace in their arms conscious of the fact you were completely vulnerable. Naked and raw in front of them but they were your safe place, your happy place. You were completely surrounded by love.

Max and Daniel shared a smile, not answering you right now but knowing they could get used to making you feel like this. Being so head over heels madly and deeply in love with you they couldn't let you go.

#formula1 #f1 #f1smut #maxverstappen #daniel ricciardo #f1 x reader #max verstappen x reader #daniel ricciardo x reader #formulaone #f1fic #smut #throuple

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dearweirdme · 10 months

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What do you think the future of taekook will be? I mean, do you think they would end up as a couple?

In a parallel universe, I can see them pursuing a relationship like Leslie Cheung and Daffy where they leave everything behind and live a modest life abroad and away from the public’s attention.

Of course, that’s just a wishful thinking. I dont think that will ever happen. 😔 Tae would probably end up having children and being married to a woman. 😖

Fck society and its expectations! Ugh

Hi anon!

Well, it’s hard to predict the course of any couple’s relationship. Stuff happens, people change, they grow apart… so I couldn’t say if Tae and Jk will still be together in a ten years, five years, or a year even.

What we can talk about on basis of evidence, is the now. Right now I think they’re solid. I think they have been for a while now and I think they have been making efforts to normalize seeing them together aside from BTS stuff. To me, taken in context, that means they plan to stay a couple for a long time. And in any relationship the now and the intention to stay together is most important I think.

I do not think them fickle in their feelings toward each other. I think they’re serious and they have thought about future goals. Tae is not going to up and leave Jk because he suddenly wants kids with a women. He is not going to leave because it’s hard.. it’s always been hard, they can do hard.

What if Tae or Jk is gay (we don’t know, might be any sexuality), they won’t leave their love because they want to have kids. They’ve passed that level of closeting, they have options.

Society and their expectations are terrible, I agree. But I like to give Tae and Jk some credit for having real genuine feelings for each other. They don’t have to leave each other, so I don’t think they will.

#taekook #taekook analysis

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voumejogar · 4 months

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I'm broke, I'm completely broke. I just finished reading "Sincerely, your super-best-friend Kyle." and I don't recommend anyone to read this. *Contains spoilers*

I'm not fluent in English, and consequently I'm not good at showing my feelings, so yeah... And I also know that I don't have followers and nobody gonna read this, I just needed to talk about it with someone, or just write about it on Tumblr.

About what I just said, "I don't recommend anyone to read this", it's a lie. A total lie.

The way the author describe Stan's feelings it's... passionate, even the most terrible ones. I could literally feel what Stan was feeling while reading and..... Oh fck. When the 40 chapter started, I thought that Stan was just happy that he finally had something with Kyle and I was so fucking wrong. I started suspecting of something when he thinks of like "saying goodbye to his sweaters"... I thought about the possibility of s*icid3, but I didn't had sure. I just had sure when he picked the whiskey bottle after ingerit the LSD. It was sad. I cried. I felt bad, but not bad for Stan's death, maybe a little, but I felt bad because of his thoughts. I can't explain the pang I felt in my chest after he thought about his medications and when he got home and nobody was there, nobody was there for him.

I remember of me also crying at the first time he said "I love you" to his mom in the fanfiction, and I couldn't read when he said "I love you" to his mom for the last time.

I'm gonna read the others fanfictions that the author wrote now, I'm a little nervous about "Project ERIC", but here I am.

Heyyy, so... I posted this shit here bcause it would be ridiculous if I started a conversation with a friend about a South Park fanfic, knowing that no one knows that I'm really into South Park and Style. So... Yeah. I like the anonymous that internet offers at all :D

Ignore my very bad english and not grammatically right ;p

#south park #stan marsh #kyle broflovski #lgbtq #south park stan #style #fanfic #fanfiction #angst #bad english

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akkivee · 1 year

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hyped up 02 was a blast!!!!! here’s an absurdly long liveblog post lol:

i think the biggest thing i noticed was how much cleaner the character animations were!!!! like, there were a lot less excessive movements for the sake of making the characters move and they geared movement to actually suit the characters more!!!!

AND THE INSTRUMENTAL ARRANGEMENTS ON THE SONGS WERE REALLY COOL

something that was sending me the entire time all 18 rapping boys were on stage was how saburo had to like duck into eyesight lol he’s too short to be behind both ichiro and juto like that lmao

during hangout, we had bb and mtc on stage for their two verse ofc and bb were going hard dancing to mtc’s verses like SAME bros lol

the first group of mcs were rosho, gentaro, ichiro, rio, jakurai and hitoya and yes hitoya was grumpy for the majority of it lol

i felt so bad for rosho tho lmao!!!!! he got stuck next to gentaro and gentaro made sure to troll the everloving fck out of him!!!!!! 😭😭😭😭

rosho was feeling nervous like usual and gentaro was ramping up to give him likely terrible advice lol but rio the king interrupted him (gencha was miffed lmao) and suggested gaining hype from the crowd and the six of them had the crowd raise their lights at their call

so ichiro: alright!!! let’s see that buster bros red!!!!!

the crowd: *raises their light wands changed to red*

and each person did that for their team

EXCEPT MFING GENTARO WHO TREATED US TO A SASARA IMPERSONATION AND CALLED FOR DH ORANGE AND THEN FOR FP YELLOW

jakurai compared the changing lights to magic wands 🥺🥺🥺

CRIES AND THEN HITOYA SKIPPED OVER ROSHO SAYING THEY SAW DH ORANGE SO IT WAS HIS TURN LMAO 😭😭😭😭😭😭

hitoya’s impressed whistle afterwards 😳

lol!!!! and then rosho absolutely snapped and went into teacher mode and commanded that stage and got his dh orange 🤗

and jakurai after rosho was done: but being scolded by a teacher felt very nostalgic 🤗🤗🤗

dh’s turn was right after that and we got to see rei swoon because of rosho’s teacher mode and then he and sasara did a lame student/teacher bit using toilets as the pun and i hate the both of them

the full bodied laugh rei and sasara did was adorable btw 🥺🥺🥺

rei’s 3d model makes me mad because obviously he has a big 🍆 he’s a big man. but his model makes it very obvious lmao 😭😭😭

btw!!!! by the end of this live, rei will have scammed two people

bat were up next and jyushi and hitoya sure were ready to ignore their leader this time as well lmao

HELLA AWESOME BANQUET FCKS WITH LIVE INSTRUMENTS AND I MAY AS WELL SAY ALL OF BATS MUSIC WERE MADE FOR ACTUAL INSTRUMENTS

YALL THEY LET JYUSHI AND HITOYA ACTUALLY DANCE IN THIS 3DCG LIVE

JYUSHI NOW WITH 1000X MORE RHYTHM AND FLOW IN HIS DRAMATIC DANCING HE WAS REALLY PRETTY

THE HIP THRUSTING IN HELLA AWESOME BANQUET FROM THE CROSS A LINE LIVE RETURNED IN THE 3DCG LIVE

they sang batfs next and you know the part before the last chorus where kuukou brings in jyushi and then hitoya next??? well with jyushi, kuukou did that thing where he crouches low and slithers up like the dragon he is but he did it practically along the length of jyushi’s body and i!!!!!!!!!!!!! i!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

it’s probably just older men simping hours from me rn but hitoya’s model help!!!!! his hips and butt help!!!!!!!!!!

hifumi was the first victim to a rei scam as he walks out on stage without his jacket from word by rei 😔✊

hifumi’s dancing is so much cleaner 😭😭😭 like last live his moves were visibly dated and now they’re like,,,,,, idk how to say it but the way he moves feels more like hifumi ;w;

hifumi: *magical girl transforms into his jacket*

jakurai: 😊👏👏👏

the way hifudo be moving across the stage while jakurai gracefully gestures is always just nice to watch lol

posse were cute today too 🥰

gentaro is another one whose character animations were improved 😭😭😭 he’s graceful like the jakurai parallel he is but significantly more animated with that gentaro flare of his i’m sorry i don’t have the words ever to articulate this 😭😭😭😭

idk what it was they added to torima get on the floor but whatever it was made the song even cuter lol

they did some choreographed moving for shibuya marble texture and my heart was screaming crying throwing up help

i will never stop laughing at the way juto struts with his mic out lmao

RIO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 🥰🥰💕💕💙💙💙💙💕💕💙🥰🥰🥰💙💕💕💕🥰💙💙💕💕💕🥰🥰🥰🥰💙💕💕💙💕🥰🥰💙💕💙🥰💕🥰

rio moves like an action superhero lmao i love him

the way samatoki would swipe at his bottom lip and then grin at the crowd 😭🙏

scarface was fantastic to watch btw samajuto after the first chorus were a VIBE and the way rio put his whole body into his singing verse YALL

AND THE CROWD CLAPPING AT SAMATOKIS ROACH LINE LOL

bb played iwbp and iwgp for their first set and i wasn’t okay lol that is a criminal back to back 😩👌

JIRO REMAINS AN ABSOLUTE DELIGHT TO WATCH LOL

AND SABURO IS STILL AWKWARD BUT HE IS IMPROVING GOOD FOR HIM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

he’s also still just incredibly cute in these lives he’s so happy!!!!!! happy saburo here to give us jams and jam with us!!!!!!!!! 😭😭😭😭😭🙏🙏🙏🙏

it’s not weird ichiro’s the least animated out of his bros but it was an adjustment lol

do not think ichiro wasn’t getting down tho because he was lol

there was some excited jumping in iwgp and their jumping height from highest to shortest was: jiro saburo ichiro lol

there was also some synced moving from jiro and saburo when ichiro was center that was really cute i think saburo’s coming into his dancing era soon lol

the second group of mcs were jyushi, ramuda, saburo, juto, doppo, and sasara!!!! ramuda got them to play charades telephone where one does a movement and the next person has to imitate the best as they can and then the cycle repeats

sasara started them off and did this rapid waving thriller dance that doppo felt embarrassed by but did it perfectly LOL

juto: i am NOT doing that

doppo: iruma-san…….!!!!! 🥺🥺🥺

lol and after juto gets scolded by jyushi and ramuda in the front he taps saburo and does the movement very incorrectly but with gusto LMAO

saburo: wow that’s cringe how are you not dead from embarrassment rn

juto:

lol so they get the crowd to copy their individual chanting and doppo explodes after his. no i will not elaborate

songs started back up and after naniwa paradaishu, rei does another full bodied laugh at rosho’s expense that had him hopping back a few steps at its force 🥺🥺🥺

HHHHHHHHHH THE HEAVY GUITAR THEY PLAYED TO RIP HAD ME GOING FERAL

idk if was just the camera not focusing on hitoya at that exact moment or not, but because of it, it looked as tho kuukou kept drifting over to jyushi during his scared verses 🥺

kuukou after rip: 😈🙏

me: 😫😫😫😫😫😫😫😫😫👋👋👋💕💕💕💕💕💜💜💜💜💜💕💕💕💜💜💜💜💜😫😫😫😫😫😫😫😫😫👋👋👋👋

sensei’s movements were more powerful in tomoshibi 😭😭😭

and his bow at the end 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺

FCKING STELLA BENEFITTED THE MOST FROM THE IMPROVED ANIMATIONS THEY HAD RAMUDA CRUMBLING DOWN ON STAGE 😭😭😭😭😭

there were no frills no nothing they jumped straight into hunting charm and it was HYPE

re:start had the bros at their most mellow 🥺

OUR FERAL TRIO TOOK THE STAGE AND KUUKOU COMPLIMENTED JIRO BRINGING THE HYPE

lol our last set was kuukou, dice, jiro, samatoki, hifumi and rei

dice is the second person to fall to rei’s scam as he goes on about sending energy waves to the crowd

jiro was vibing hard tho and threw a wave of energy at hifumi and hifumi, like the chad he is, actually stumbled back at the force lol

kuukou was like ❓❓❓ the entire time lol

samatoki, who had been very quiet throughout dice’s thing, finally snapped at dice to shut up and calls rei out lmao

except it’s fun so hifumi sends love energy at the crowd and jiro kicks energy out like a soccer ball lmao

kuukou, despite thinking it’s kinda stupid, caves to everyone having fun and throws out energy with a bunch of flips and kicks and energy sound effects behind him lol

rei eggs samatoki on and samatoki puts his foot down and flexes he doesn’t need to do all their extra stuff and gets the crowd hype with his words alone lol

mayhaps be crying once again that rei’s resting pose is him with his hip cocked lmao

tdd legend was up next!!!!!!!!!!!!! samatoki and ichiro scoffed at each other and ramuda and jakurai focused on the crowd rather than each other lol

HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH THERE WAS A MOMENT WHERE TDD RAPPED TO EACH OTHER AND SENSEI BENT DOWN AND GOT SOME TWIST IN THAT LEG GET IT SIR

AND THEN!!!!!!!!! UNITED EMCEEZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

THE DISTANCE BETWEEN ICHIRO AND KUUKOU WAS SIGNIFICANTLY SMALLER THAN THE OTHER PAIRS??????

AND THEY REALLY DID JUST KEEP BOUNCING UP AND DOWN AFTER EACH OTHER

AT THE END OF THEIR VERSE THEY SLID BACK TO BACK AND KUUKOU COULD GENUINELY JUST TILT HIS HEAD BACK AND REST IT ON ICHIROS SHOULDER THATS HOW CLOSE THEY GOT

AND AGAIN SIGNIFICANTLY CLOSER THAN THE OTHER TWO PAIRS??????? SENSE OF DISTANCE WHERE??????

KUUKOU WAS MOVING SO MUCH MORE IN THIS SONG FOR WHATEVER REASON LIKE METAL HEADBANGING WITH HIS BODY LMAO

ICHIRO TOO HE HAD SOME HEIGHT TO HIS JUMPS NOW LOL

OCCASIONALLY IT LOOKED LIKE ICHIRO AND KUUKOU WERE JAMMING TOGETHER TO THE OTHERS VERSES HELP

THE WAY THEY POINTED AT EACH OTHER AND THEN WENT BACK TO BACK AGAIN DSAFJKJFSDJKKGAAGJKJFHJ—

*slaps myself* lol they were really hype y’all

the pairs had some parting words for each other as they left the stage 🥺🥺🥺 ramuda and jakurai weren’t very nice lol sasara expressed how it was more fun with them all there and samatoki agreed it was fun with him in his bad boy way (sasara: 😲‼️) and ichiro and kuukou expressed how dope they thought each other’s lyrics were with enthusiastic pointing and fist pumping 🥺🥺🥺

and then the longest encore call began lmao i swear the audience was clapping for like three minutes straight

but summit happened lol

sasara was pretty close with fp in the closing comments 🥺🥺🥺 he and gentaro were playing off of each other and he was chatting away with ramuda 🥺🥺🥺

idk what the conversation was but jyushi and kuukou were chatting to each other during rio’s final speech 🥺🥺🥺 AND!!!!!!!! JYUSHI DID ONE OF HIS FLOURISHES AND KUUKOU TILTED HIS BODY ALONG WITH HIM AND!!!!!!! THEY BOTH SLOWLY SLID BACK INTO PLACE IT WAS SO CUTE 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

*coughs* it was a fun time lol

#this is vee speaking #hyped up liveblog monster post 02: electric boogaloo lol #nah this is really long i’m sorry 😭😭😭#i did a mini rewatch while typing this out but there’s still so much i wanna yell about lol like saburo bullying doppo in their talk lol #hifumi blowing a kiss to the crowd!!!!!!! ramuda cute walking after marble texture!!!!!!!#BAD ASS TEMPLE OWNING MY ENTIRE ASS!!!!!!!!!! SAMATOKI WAS COOL TODAY TOO!!!!!#but i need to stop lol this is reeeeeeeeaally long aa it is lol #c: rapping boys

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rinwanderung · 2 months

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Hoped to be back normal by now but clearly it isn't

fck it

Maybe just bcs i didnt get a proper pills and didnt go out for a walk a few days i guess

It is so weird when i turn my head i mean ma sideprofile

So worried bcs i have a lesson and a plan w ma friend tomorrow afternoon will i go back to normal by then? Well i dont think so but lets give it a try by walking out

Currently feeling it is not good to be indoor even if i plan to do sth special here which is a lie

U should take a shower first whatever it cost speitually and just FCKING GO OUT

U would never find sth u wanted in ur room if u dont go out at least 3 hours and u already know that huh? Avoiding this makes me gradually exhausted for nearly infinite times

I heard that writing sth right after waking up helpss finding out ur pure and unaffected thinking about urself so i did it today

Surely i feel bad about maself for not going out to do sth productive and makes me happy

Even if i lay on ma bed trying to avoid my reality and what others do, the IDEA im fcking lazy and others arent and im the only one who is not capable of doing sth right in the right time just endlessy fcking follow me 24/7

And I feel so frustrated exhuasted sad ashamed everytime i do (i mean 24/7) And then i get blank and zoned out to avoid this miserable feelings about maself and ma mind run away to the safe places fulled of ppl whom i think doing worse than me bcs it makes me feel better and able to maself separated from the terrible thinkings, but this last short which makes me repeat it all over again every day and every hours

Well avoiding ma responsibility for ma life and what ive done in it doesn't give me any clue and I already know that. Another problem is i dont have any courage to escape from this awful cycle

No words needed at this point honestly.

YOU made urself reach HERE

Then just do

Do not think, just DO

That's the start

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luvbinnies · 4 months

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don’t focus on me

Synopsis: you and wonbin are suppose to work on your flowcharts but keep staring at each other. Man I would love to stare at him. Warnings: CHEMISTRY FLOWCHARTS (yes they are warnings. Word count: 1k

a/n: this is pure self indulgent. There’s a teacher strike and my finals got pushed by a week so I did this instead of study. Strike got me studying on my vacation instead haha fck cal. Hope you enjoy also pls requests stuff!! I need things to do besides studying sometimes lol.

“Stop biting your nails, it’s disgusting.”

Wonbin, your supposed lab partner who wasn’t doing anything, anything but staring at your terrible biting habits. You’ve been anxious all day long when you realized the essay for your humanity class wanted you to only use references from actual resources and random websites from the internet don’t work. You were trying to see if the school library had a book about the stupid topic of your stupid course. While you also have to worry about your stupid chemistry flowcharts and it doesn’t help that pretty boy in front of you is just staring at you nibbling on your nails.

“Stop staring at me and finish your part of the flow chart I asked from you.” Not looking up from your phone frantically searching the school library’s website.

“I already did, like fifteen minutes ago.” You could still feel his staring as you pause mid swipe.

Looking up to see the work on the laptop Wonbin’s face was much closer than you expected it to be. He was no longer staring at you, he was leaning across the table to see what was on your phone that had taken up your time.

Now it was your turn to stare at him, you’ve never gotten many chances to observe his face mainly due to the fact that you both mainly saw each other in oversized lab coats and goggles. His hair had gotten a lot longer from when you first met him at the beginning of the semester and you secretly wished he wouldn’t cut it. Maybe if he grew it out more the professor would start asking him to tie his hair up during the labs.

But it did bother you that he always had his hair in his face covering his eyes. You had always hated when people would completely cover their eyes with their hair. You really never got to ever clearly see his eyes because of the googles.

“Who are you swiping to on tinder while we are supposed to be working?” He asks with a slight smirk to his mouth.

You rolled your eyes, “I’m not on tinder, I’m checking the school website if they have a certain book I need for an essay in another class.”

“Oh yeah, you have that awful humanity class with Sungchan right? Where can you only use physical copies of books?”

“Yeah,” You reply slowly, surprised he remembers. You probably only mentioned it once in the first few weeks of the semester.

Wonbin leans back a little away from you before saying, “Why don’t you just ask the librarian for if they have the book.”

Quickly shaking your head to the suggestion, the memory of you having a meltdown at the library printer because somehow you managed to get into your top school but have no clue how to work a printer half an hour before your class needing that paper because your grade depended on it. Having to ask the librarian how to use it and them saying the instructions were on the wall but you still have no clue how to actually use the printer itself.

The thought of the humbling experience, unconsciously got you biting down on your nails again. Not realizing this until you hear Wonbin scoff at your action.

He gently wraps his hand on your wrist causing you to pause again, he uses that opportunity to carefully bring your arm down and prevent you from continuing.

He leans forward again, but more than before. “Considering how smart you are I’d assume you know how unhealthy biting your nails are, right?”

You couldn’t help but stare at the pretty boy in front of you, but it was super frustrating staring into his eyes when his hair was in the way. Without a thought you let go of your phone on the other hand and lift it to brush his hair out of his face. “Considering how much you care about your appearance, you know that having hair in your face is bad for you but you still do it anyways, right?”

Finally you were able to clearly look into his angelic round eyes that you could have never been able to appreciate in the lab.

“If I didn’t care about my appearance I wouldn’t have you staring at me so lovingly right now would I?”

You started to wonder if this guy practices these lines to himself in front of a mirror. There’s no way people are able to come up with these things so quickly. You weren’t even sure how you were able to respond before, it simply came out of nowhere.

The tension got you anxious, you started to pick at your fingers with your index and thumb of the hand he was holding. He quickly notices and removes his hand from your wrist to hold your hand entirely. Almost as if you were meant to hold it. Before you could fully process what was happening, his thumb starts caressing your hand and that’s when you truly start to lose it.

You were supposed to find your stupid book and finish the flowcharts without having your hand make out with your lab partner's hand in the middle of the library.

He notices when you look back at him how dilated your pupils become and how your eyes are flying around the room everywhere able to look at everything but him. He smirks before taking a glance at your phone.

He leans back to his chair, making it really obvious to everyone in the library that you two were holding hands across the table.

The embarrassing thoughts of pda don’t occur because the warmth of his hand is gone when he gets up. Instead the embarrassing thoughts of wanting to hold his hand again start forming as you stare back at him again.

“I’ll go ask the librarian for your book. Stop staring at me and focus on reviewing the flow chart, I’m not really good at making them because I have a hard time focusing in class.” He winks at you before leaving you there speechless in front of a laptop screen of a stupid flow chart.

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🍋🥝🍇

WHAT KIND OF DIET DOES MY MUSE HAVE? DO THEY EAT REGULARLY, OR THE STANDARD 2-3 MEALS A DAY? DO THEY HAVE TO BE REMINDED TO EAT, OR ARE THEY LIKELY TO REMIND OTHERS? DO THEY COOK, OR HAVE OTHERS COOK FOR THEM? DO THEY EAT HEALTHILY, OR NOT SO MUCH?

main verse lourdes be eating. yams be yamming & all that. her diet is heavily influenced by her family background & her mother, so it's a blend of latin dishes & soul food at the crib all day if she feels like cooking — and if she doesn't, it's take out, pizza, halal, etc. she's always snacking, and literally has a bowl on top of her fridge where she hides her good shit from guests. if you're in lourdes' house, you are not leaving without a full belly & a plate! i keep telling y'all that cooking is her stress relief, so she's making meals for an 8+ family like she doesn't live by herself with a cat. don't get our chubby cherub wrong though: she'll whip up some healthy shit in a heartbeat and enjoy her a lil' salad or whatever...but it's a wrap once she makes her poblano pepper / cream cheese / tajin combo.

final girl lourdes is a terrible eater. very disordered habits. aside from dealing with a less-than-functional digestive system with a ton of food restrictions & sensitivity towards fried foods and spices, lourdes doesn't like to eat anymore period. she's living life on a single granola bar, maybe a bowl of cereal, and one bottle of water. if you're around her, you gotta make her eat — and you better make sure it's within her limited diet or she fucking hates you for life & thinks you're setting her up.

DOES YOUR MUSE HAVE ANY UNUSUAL HABITS, INTERESTS, AND / OR TALENTS? DO THEY HIDE IT, OR ARE THEY PROUD OF IT?

...memorizing the entire periodic table of elements based on atomic number & class / reciting said periodic table as a grounding method during anxiety attacks counts as 'unusual', right?

HOW WOULD MY MUSE DESCRIBE THEIR CHILDHOOD? HOW MUCH HAS IT IMPACTED THE PERSON THEY ARE NOW, OR WILL BECOME AS AN ADULT? AROUND WHAT AGE DID THEY OR WILL THEY START TO MATURE, AND WHY? DO THEY WISH TO GO BACK TO THEIR DAYS AS A CHILD, OR HAVE THEY EMBRACED ADULTHOOD?

oof, the family questions got it every time! lourdes used to describe her childhood & family dynamic as sitcoms — of course, leaving out the whole "my father is the leader of a literal gang that trafficks dr*gs & g*ns throughout the state of new york" part, 'cause that's like...a bummer. but she didn't even realize that part until she was like twelve, so whatever. her family was very large. lots of gatherings & get togethers for birthdays / holidays / no good reason at all, so even though lourdes was quite shy & sickly as a child, she was used to always having something going on; it impacts her in a way that she both does not like being in the mix when it's a lot going on, while also feeling the most at home & at ease around lots of laughter & lots of people she's comfortable with. the santino rite of passage occurred at about age twelve / thirteen as that's when the siblings typically became aware of what the situation was around their father growing up, but i think lourdes had always been a sort of "mature" kind of child because she displayed independence pretty earlier on; like age ten / eleven or so. now, lourdes wants to be the baby again. for once in her goddamn life, she wants to be taken care of & checked up on instead of the other way around. she's grateful to adulthood because she's grateful to the opportunity to grow up & be able to remedy her own mistakes no matter how detrimental they were, but fck she's tired. :( also, because her relationship with her family is non-existent right now, main verse lourdes is at the point in her life where she is actively seeking & creating her own family unit — not to replace hers, but moreso so that she has something close to her heart.

final girl lourdes' childhood & family dynamics were mostly the same as main, except no one knew what the hell alonzo was up to at all & the reasons for the divide were much sadder. instead of sixteen, ramone dies when she's eighteen and this time, it is indirectly her fault. this leads to a lot of blame & anger being held against her once she was able to be released from the hospital and it's the reason why she's pretty much always alone. she is not processing adulthood well, and very much pretends that her family never really existed at all.

FRUITY HEADCANONS. — accepting.

#I’M JUST TRYNA GET MY PAPER STRAIGHT. — 𝖆𝖓𝖘𝖜𝖊𝖗𝖘 #behe4dings

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hushedhippie · 1 year

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My mother told me she would be more proud of me if I had a job that makes me depressed than doing nothing at all. (sidenote I stopped going to university because it wasn't making me happy) Wow fck my life she def has mental illness too. The amount of stress she puts on me is unbelievable. I feel terrible now

You have to do what’s best for you. She’s your mother yes but she’s not living your life. It’s YOUR life. Do not let someone do something if it won’t make you happy or your gut says no. It’s okay to disapprove your parents. It’s life. They need to accept you’re an adult who can make the right choices for you. Be strong and stand for yourself sunshine.

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angrilymanaging · 1 year

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One of my favorite movies is Pretty Woman. I especially liked the part, where she goes into the store on Rodeo Drive, because Edward instructed her to buy a dress for their dinner that evening. The women there treated her terribly. She left feeling dejected I’m sure, embarrassed and I know her feelings were hurt. Then she gets back to the Hotel, only to encounter Barney, the Hotels manager. He’d judged her,had taken her into an office, and scolded her. When it came to her appearance, I could only believe that those feelings in her rose again, and she snapped. She explained her assignment, and what her experience was, and Barney was able to get on the phone with a woman,who could help her into some proper clothes, he taught her table manners. At the end of the movie, not only was Vivian my favorite character, but also Barney and Edward. They were Gentleman. The first ones I’d met outside of my father.

I guess it is really easy, right because of my disposition, to declare that my father was absent. That seems to be the conclusion drawn. It is really very far from the truth. I had a really good relationship with my dad. I wasn’t born out of wedlock, my father was present until he and my mom split when I was 18. Ironically, that’s when I became the most wayward, who knew that it would take 20 years to understand that, that fcked me up a bit. You wouldn’t think, because technically I was an adult, but after my parents split, that was when I really was trying to get out. My father protected me from my mom. Understanding that he stayed my whole life until it was time for me to be out on my own is very powerful. That’s why I am the way that I am. It’s the relationship with my mom, that was and is volatile, that’s also why I’m like that. I had gone to therapy, a. Couple of times in my life. It isn’t helpful, I don’t think that that is a road I’m going to go down, anymore right, because I have the ability to read and comprehend English. Not to mention I don’t care very much for women, and that seems to be all that’s available, that, and gay men, and to me that’s worse so. Therapy is out. I’d rather keep a journal. I’d rather Blog. It is talk therapy, and I work out most of my problems better talking to myself than I do anyone else anyway. I’d rather stay crazy. Plus, I don’t trust them. Everyone has someone they talk too, even them. Don’t be discusssin my business with anybody.

What I’d gathered though, in my research about homosexuality, was that you are gender differed to the parent you have the problem with. In my case I tend to date, and end up in relationships with women who are like my mother, and when it comes to choosing friendships I’m the same way. Her “grooming” technique, made it so that I would be dependent on her, never really teaching me a lot, judgmental, critical. She knows all of my insecurities, and can easily provoke them, because she is the one who instilled them, my father was always the one to teach me most of what I know about being a woman, and how to handle her pure hatred for me. I give that is why my relationships are very volatile when it comes to other women, and why I generally avoid any type of relationship with them period, because, you are not my mom, I will punch you in the face, and beat you the fck up. Your mom is the first friend as a girl that you have. If you can’t trust her, if she is mean to you, and gossipy about you, talking to her friends and family members about your business, and generally not supportive of you, what kinds of friends do you think that you’re going to have. I used to describe the relationship I have with her as a bad one. Now I’m completely comfortable with the fact that its really just non existent. I always go back and forth like “oh… she’s my mom, I have to try, she’s getting older, I need to be there. But the realization that she is a narcissist, really like everything else lately has been hitting home. I can’t affiliate myself with anyone who can’t respect the simplest of boundaries. The idea of me taking care of me is a fallacy for her. I am the scapegoat child, the black sheep. I’m learning to just be ok with that.

Before I got with my baby dad, I had, had only one boyfriend before that. The relationship was a healthy one. Circumstances and life pulled us apart. Had I had the appropriate guidance, I believe that I would still be with him today. But, I didn’t. I did what was best for me. If I was going to have a biological man for a husband, It would have been F.F. It was volatile too though, He was an alcoholic, and a narcissist as well. I helped him get a job when he first got here, he left me. Went about his life. I was hurt. I went to work one night, came home, he was gone. I never understood what was happening. I started to get better though, I started moving on and right when I was almost over the hump, here he comes back again. So many things happened, and I ended up pregnant with my son. He was laid off, and just never went back to work again. I didn’t mind being a bread winner, but I expected certain things from him, that were just to much I guess not to mention he struggled badly with honesty. He was a good dad, I guess kinda like Robin Williams in Mrs Doubtfire. I was the wife. Jas was Pierce Bronson. That’s another story, at some point I would have a prompt to be bothered with her ass but that’s not what this is about lol.. I digress, I don’t have problems with relationships with men, unless they are opposite the demeanor of my father. I know that he was how men were to behave with me, but factor in sex, romantic feelings, dishonesty, and I don’t know what to do with them. I tend to hold all the relationships with men I have, under J.M’s candle they have to resemble that, or I deem them unhealthy. I cheated on my baby dad with a woman, and on the last night that we were together, I had to beg him not to rape me. That was 14 years ago. I have tried again, for the sake of my son, I did try. But my experience with sexual abuse and sexual assault, wont let me get passed that. I’m learning to more about different personality disorders as well as my own and now, I just don’t bother, not even with my son, because I’m afraid. I think of him everyday, and love him so much it hurts. But I can’t. I prayed that if god makes him ok, then he has to make me ok. I know most of it is my fault, because I left him. I will always take responsibility for that, and never deny his entitlement to whatever feelings he has about me. I pray everyday that he is safe, and I worry everyday that he is not, it is torture. But giving what I know, my hands are tied. All I have left is the occasional I love you, I miss you, and I hope that you are ok. Moms face a lot of judgement you know, you are seen as a person who abandoned your kid… No one understands the strength it takes for a person to come to terms with the fact that your child may be better off without you. Including his dad in the past 14 years I have been active sexually with a total of 3 men. I dont even remember what it felt like, I just gave in to what my body thought it needed in those moments. I don’t know if I will be able to have a healthy relationship with a man, that isn’t platonic. At this point in my life, I really feel like Platonic relationships are all I have to offer anyone. I’m all sexed out to be honest, I like sex with myself better. I’m less likely to be hurt that way.

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blatterpussbunnyfromhell · 2 years

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#fck i feel terrible right now #both mentally and physically #nothing feels right #drawing or painting or writing or playing piano or whatever #it all feels weird and unsatisfying ???#i feel like crying of boredom right now

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honey-milk-depresso · 3 years

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hi hi hiii! so I saw that requests are open and thought that I should slide in with a request for Riddle, Jade, Deuce, and Leona with an s/o that has a horrible sense of direction? like they were supposed to meet at place A but they ended up in place Z.

anyways, if you've closed requests feel free to delete this. oh and have a nice day/night! 💃💞

:))) Hello-

You have become the funniest ask I have because HBDVDD- I WAS LAUGHING SI HARD FOR SOME CHARACTERS' REACTIONS-

*wheezes*

Hope you enjoy!! ^^

TWST S/o with terrible sense of direction

Riddle Rosehearts

You know what's funny?

Nothing, because he's so done-

Like-

First time in history, congrats s/o-

He said meet him at the Rose Garden on a date with him, you call him-

Tell him

"I don't see you-"

he asks you where you are-

"Wait... is this Pomefiore?"

I- Wtf s/o-

Riddle.. thought Ace or Deuce would be the last of him, but I guessed you proved him wrong-

Now he knows why you're always late for classes, because you don't know where to go.

Riddle would give you a fcking PAPER MAP- of the ENTIRE NRC, and mark out the classes you need to go to, Heartslabyul, just the places you would mostly go to or have to go to. He might even ask Trey, Cater and the Adeuce combo to be with you to help.

Riddle just don't want you getting lost in the campus, he's worried after all.

Hopefully, you'll get your way around. <3

Deuce Spade

Freak the frick out-

"Hey, can you go to Sam's Shop and buy some eggs?"

"Sure thing!"

"Thank you so much!!"

15 minutes later-

"Why are you taking so long?? Did something happen??"

"Um.. Is Sam's Shop in the ocean?? Imma bout to sign some contract to get the eggs I guess-"

"WTF- WAIT S/O- DON'T-"

yep-

That's you and him. So romantic~

Deuce doesn't know how to help you,

but informs his dorm leaders and Heartslabyul seniors (Trey and Cater) to see if they can help you.

Of course we all know-

Riddle gives out the fcking PAPER MAPS-

WHAT ARE YOU- GRANDPA??? jk jk we love you still-

Deuce also accompanies you everywhere with Ace so they can help you get around NRC with no problems!

He's just worried if you ended up lost, so he'll always be your guide! <3

Leona Kingscholar

You thought Riddle was done-

Oh nonon

"Just go to my room. Top floor of Savanaclaw, don't be late-"

"Um.. yeah, but um- does your dorm have rose mazes and bushes??"

"...wtf-"

*Leona has ended the call*

He is more than done-

B r u h-

How tf do you messed up that bad in directions??

Sure, NRC is pretty big but come on, s/o-

Leona doesn't get it.

He's too lazy to escort you to Savanaclaw or your classes, so he might leave Ruggie, or mostly Jack to guide you to wherever.

Maybe he'll give you some sort of mark on your table and give you a rough idea on Savanaclaw is or some shit-

That's useless bro-

But occasionally he'll escort you, and the lil shit expects cuddles and more sleep as his reward-

WELL I GUESS A NOBLE PEACE PRICE AWARD COUNTS-

Well, he does care for you and he wouldn't want you lost NOT just because it'll be a pain to find you <3

Jade Leech

Oh dear.

He finds this... troublesome yet amusing.

"Dear, please come to Monstro Lounge. I made dinner for the two of us~"

"Sure!"

"S/o, it's been 30 minutes, what happened?"

"I- um- Ya'll don't live in grasslands, right?"

"...Are you referring to Savanaclaw?"

"Yeah, I don't know where Octavinelle is, sorry-"

Half of him is like "are you kidding me, s/o??",

but the other half of him chuckled, genuinely finding this quirk of yours hilarious.

Now he knows why the Adeuce combo follow you every where.

You'll most likely get lost without them.

Well, he would be a terrible lover if he didn't help you now, would he?

No matter, he'll be escorting you from now on.

He might have informed Azul of such, and maybe Azul called Idia to create some sort of GPS device to help you find your way through NRC (although we all know Azul would've probably felt betrayed in Chapter 6-).

He's worried if you get lost, and bump into potential dangers, so he'll do his very best to guide you and prevent such.

You're his darling after all, he wants you safe~ <3

DHDBHD IM NOT SAFE FROM YOU BUT FCK PLEASE KISS MY HAND BEFORE YOU ESCORT US BECAUSE GOD I WANT THAT-

I'm so sappy, okay I'll stop-

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imnotwolverine · 3 years

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Wolfie’s Fic Recs | The Grand Library of Kink 1/2

THE GRAND LIBRARY OF KINK - Allow me to give you a list of treats to quench the unbearable thirst between your thighs.

>> Looking for part 2 of this list? <<

🖐WARNING: NSFW - SMUT below the cut 🖐

Author’s note: Let’s be honest. You probably are prowling the Tumblr grounds for the same reasons I am: there’s some darn good porn fics out here. And in the year I’ve been in the Cavillry, I’ve gathered a most wondrous collection of soft to extremely kinky fics. Time..to make a more comprehensible list of my favourites thusfar! (💦It’s long, so you better have some fresh panties at the ready💦)

In this library you’ll find:

Part 1:

Self-help 101

Cherry Popping Goodness

Vanilla With A Sprinkling Of Sex Toys

Vanilla - Toybox Special

Henry’s Hands Special

The Hook-up

Part 2:

Sensory Delights

The Triple Threat

Fuck - The Geralt Special

Take It Like A Pussy - The Napoleon Special

Hammer-time - The Walker Special

Cpt. Cunnilingus - The Syverson Special

Thighs And Canes - The Sherlock Special

Fem!DOM

Self-help 101

[This one’s all about the act of self love - solo masturbation]

Toys are for boys. Unless it’s in the bedroom..right? Almost The Same by @lunedelorient [Henry x Reader]

Mike can’t help himself as his gaze falls upon your lipstick stains on a beer bottle. Where else would he like those stains to be? Lipstick by @emyearns [Mike / reader]

A toy arrives to sweeten the lonely nights when Henry is away. There’s only one minor detail as the package is being unwrapped; she isn’t alone yet. Flying Solo by me [OFC x Henry Cavill]

I love fics written in Henry’s point of view. In this one Henry can’t take it no more. He simply needs to let off some steam; I Need A Woman by @chamomilebottom [Henry Cavill x reader]

This man gets caught..a lot, doesn’t he? You give Henry a helping hand as you catch him in the shower in Welcome Home by @rosethornsanddaisies [Henry Cavill x reader]

I wasn’t sure whether I should put this in the self-help section. So consider yourself warned: watch out..you’re in for a solo-lovin’ surprise in On Display by @ladyreapermc [August Walker x Reader]

Cherry Popping Goodness

[There’s a first time for each flower to bloom - loss of vaginal/anal virginity]

The bookstore meet-cute, the skipping heartbeats, and the fluster of cheeks as she just read a steamy passage of her book aloud. It’s the perfect recipe for romance...though there is one tiny, tiny... Her Minor Thing by @ladyreapermc [Henry Cavill x erotica novelist!OFC]

For one night only, gigolo August Walker will make all your fantasies come true. His specialty? Sweet, innocent little flowers. Velvet Chains by @littlefreya [August Walker x reader]

The morning after the cherry popping, a bud starts to bloom. White Honey by @littlefreya [Henry Cavill x reader]

This fic! This. Fic. I hadn’t seen I Capture The Castle when I read this fic, but it made me fall for Stephen so freakin’ hard that I kind of watched the movie straight after. It’s sweet, blushing-cheeks worthy and utterly cinematic. Bluebells by @yespolkadotkitty [Stephen x reader]

August Walker, a virgin? Well..there’s a First Time For Everything by @hope-to-hell [August Walker x reader]

Theseus didn’t mean it to go this way. But he was so thirsty - and now for more then just a drink of water. To Die of Thirst by @hope-to-hell. [Theseus x reader]

It’s Geralt’s first time and isn’t a Witcher body just a fascinating thing..hmm... Anatomy Lessons by @princess-of-riviaa [Geralt x experienced!reader]

I didn’t know bullet point lists could be this sensual and H.O.T. - First Time w/ Henry by @henchry [Henry Cavill x reader]

GOODNESS ME. Can first times be like this for everyone, please and thank you?! My Flower gives you squirt-inducing, sweet talkin’ Henry making the most out of this special little moment. By @viking-raider [Henry Cavill x reader]

Wait till marriage with August? Highly unlikely....right? Uncharted Territory by @chamomilebottom [August Walker x reader]

Now onto some other sanctuaries to plunder. (Anal that is) Poker Night @foodieforthoughts [Syverson x OFC]

Lets @littlefreya’s words entice you into a new world as you and Henry finally pick the Forbidden Fruit (yep, anal again) [Henry Cavill x OFC]

And now we’re on the anal train, I do notice that men barely ever get any backdoor lovin’ from their partners. And I know, I know: most men are really apprehensive about it. But goodness can it be good! Sy has learned of it’s sweetness and reminisces that first time in Sy And The Sex Tape by @hope-to-hell [Syverson x reader]

Vanilla With A Sprinkling Of Sex Toys

[Couple’s sex with just a touch of kink]

Let’s start with a game. Written in the language of love (French that is), this enticing bit of foreplay gets the blood streaming alright. Invisible Touch by @emelinelovesjc [Henry Cavill x reader]

Is it time for my favourite poetic foreplay fic?! YES it IS! Ode by @wolvesandhoundshowltogether just does something for me and I can simply not explain - just go ahead and read it and see for yourself! [Henry Cavill x reader]

The key to good sex, is foreplay. And teasing during an event? You bet your sweet ass you can get Henry riled up. Tease by @captainbigdy [Henry Cavill x reader]

Ready for some myrrh mountain-esque, super indulgent eroticism? Read Confessions by @captainbigdy [Henry Cavill x reader]

Birthday sex

What do you give a man who has it all, for his birthday? A little boudoir, a little make-out on the couch and...Happy Birthday by @rosethornsanddaisies [Henry Cavill x reader]

Apparently boudoir pictures for Henry’s birthday is on y’alls mind! A Picture’s Worth by @sunflowersstan gives you a belated birthday present - but that definitely should not spoil the fun. [Henry Cavill x reader]

Home (coming)

For once, Henry is forgiven for his ungodly early alarm clock: it’s beach time! And Kal will be there too. Home by @chamomilebottom [Henry Cavill x reader]

Henry, unfortunately, isn’t always home. In fact, he’s away quite a lot. Meaning it’s all the important to make up for lost time: Welcome Home by @geralt-of-baevia [Henry Cavill x reader]

And what’d you do if he finally comes home, but an impromptu surprise party is organised by his friends? Better Keep Quiet, baby. By @toomanystoriessolittletime [Henry Cavill x reader]

Does that come with side effects? When a 200 pound beast tackles you after coming home, you just might feel it in the next few days. Lust Worthy by @viking-raider [Henry Cavill x reader]

Home is also domestic goodness ( “Can I, baby?” He whispers against your cheek, placing a soft kiss to it, his eyes searching to meet yours. >> I mean..YES YOU CAN!! DO WHATEVER YOU MUST YOU HUNK OF A BEAR 😩) in this sweet ficseries chap by @lovelycavills: The Night [Henry Cavill x reader]

Tropes to lovers

Friends to lovers trope, anyone? Of Fck It by @tillthelandslide gives you beers on the couch, friendly banter and then WOOPSIEDOODLIEDOO. [Henry Cavill x reader]

More friends to lovers with one accidental wet dream while lounging on the couch with Henry. Dreaming by @yoursecretsmutblog [Henry Cavill x reader]

Or perhaps PA/boss to lovers? Thunder by @toomanystoriessolittletime gives you Henry in full Geralt gear and rain..lots and lots of rain - meaning it’s time for a ..😏break. [Henry Cavill x OFC]

One more PA story to get the storm in your pussy settled. Years after working for Henry, you send a drunk text and he Answers. In the flesh. By @toomanystoriessolittletime [Henry Cavill x reader]

Audio porn

Another thing I got quite attached to while I learned all about my kinks here on Tumblr, is audio porn. And what better than to have Henry do some audio recording for us thirsty women? Erotic Audios Present... By @thetaoofzoe [Henry Cavill x OFC]

More audioporn!Henry? @toomanystoriessolittletime has got you covered with Talk Dirty To Me, starring photographer Henry who has had.. a bit of a past - and doesn’t his voice sound terribly familiar? 🧐[au!Henry Cavill x reader]

Communication

Smutty fics practically always skip the “So what do you actually like”-part. Well. This fic covers it - and then some. The Interview by @peachyvulpixie. [Henry Cavill x OFC]

And communication is very - very important. Especially when moving stuff around, right Henry? A Little Bit To The Left by @lunedelorient [Henry Cavill x OFC]

Communication is also key when you want to decide on sub/dom dynamics. Switch has daddy vibes, but in a domestic, confidential, well-established relationship. By @viking-raider [Henry Cavill x reader]

Or, you may just want to tell sweet Henry that it’s definitely okay to get a little louder between the sheets. Express Yourself by @viking-raider [Henry Cavill x reader]

A thrilling ride

Want to “chose your own adventure” in smutty style? @sciapod’s got just the thing you’re looking for with BD Morning Energy [Henry Cavill x reader]

Sometimes it’s rough, sometimes it’s sweet, but ever and ever; it’s truly Henry. Read about various types of horny Henry in Shapeshifter by @wanderinglunarnights [Henry Cavill x reader]

Body/orgasm insecurity

This was a very personal piece to write. I have difficulty reaching orgasms, especially with a partner, so for all fellow ladies with the same little problem: Henry is here to give you some Riding Lessons between the sheets. [Henry Cavill x OFC]

And I’m so, so glad that there’s at least a few of you here on Tumblr who can also get a little worried and even impatient between the sheets. Thankfully Henry is the posterboy of Patience, ready to unravel you piece...by.. delicious..piece. By @captainbigdy [Henry Cavill x OFC]

Nipple love

Female nips get all the lovin’. But male nipples? Not often. Tease by @the-soot-sprite will make sure that is taken well taken care off. [Henry Cavill x reader]

Alright, and now for a little female nip-nip action, let’s dive right into the action. Rough lovin’, shovin’ Cavill is showing you how terribly fucked out he can get you in In My Thoughts by @jolly-polly [Henry Cavill x reader]

Horizontal vs. vertical sex

Shower sex is such a delectable topic to read about (even though in real life it’s usually awkward and impractical). Let your dreams bring you..after workout Showers with Henry by @darklydeliciousdesires [Henry Cavill x reader]

Or perhaps honeymoon shower sessions? Mirror by @tillthelandslide [Henry Cavill x OFC]

Did someone say honeymoon? Marshall remembers having to climb through that darn window the night before he married you and it makes for a super sweet, domestic fluffy smutty sex scene. And did I mention there was family right at the other side of the door? 👀 Locked by @fourmarkdove [Marshall x reader]

After all that working out it’s time for some food. But what would Henry prefer: ragu or you? What’s Cooking by @writingforhenry [Henry Cavill x reader]

Netflix and Chill

Netflix and chill, anyone? This Movie Night becomes a little steamy 💦 by @writingforhenry [Henry Cavill x reader]

It’s really difficult to watch tv with Henry around, and Freya gets a little frustrated with his incessant teasing; can a woman not just watch some Mindhunter in peace, damnit?! The Refund by @wolvesandhoundshowltogether [Henry Cavill x OFC]

Play-time!

From game play to girlfriend play during an extremely boring day in lockdown. Confined by @darklydeliciousdesires [Henry Cavill x reader]

More game chair smuttiness? It’s Game on! Mic on! - And ..Eh.. wait..what?! By @thecavillchronicles [Henry Cavill x reader]

Is tickle-play a thing? After a long day where everything seems to have gone wrong, you just need a good shag and Mike will make sure you can Sleep soundly tonight. @emyearns [Mikey x reader]

Alright, it’s a thing. Here’s some more tickle play with Marshall. Laughing During Sex by @promptandpros [Marshall x reader]

Hereby I declare that hairplay is also a thing. And with curls like Henry’s..I mean..come on. Love So Soft gives you dry-humping like horny teenagers after a bad day - and yes..hairplay. By @princess-of-riviaa [Henry Cavill x reader]

Needy Henry

Sad sky eyes are in dire need of some medicine, but Rose doesn’t realise until she’s getting some action for herself that the best medicine for Henry’s malady, is probably not watery soup. In Morbus Et Salus by @fanficsrusz [Henry Cavill x OFC]

Drunk Henry is in need of a midnight snack. And it’s a good thing there just happens to be one in his bed. Drunk In Love by @angrythingstarlight [Henry Cavill x reader]

And the next morning he might just be a really, really needy bear. (My boyfriend, for one, is always EXTRA horny when he is hungover 😂) Five More Minutes by @angrythingstarlight [Henry Cavill x reader]

A few more

And five minutes is probably all you get when you have kids. But it just makes these little mommy and daddy moments all the more sacred. Close To You by @the-soot-sprite [Henry Cavill x reader]

There’s also not a lot of time when you’re in a limo, trying to get your groove on. 🎶Driver roll up the Partition pleaseee 🎶by @fanficsrusz [Henry Cavill x reader]

Now to finish off this vanilla segment: vanilla kisses! Lick Me Till Icecream by @the-soot-sprite [Henry Cavill x reader]

Vanilla - Toybox Special

[A special toy segment for you vanilla(ish) lovers]

When it’s play time - long work day or no - Henry better be prepared for some frisky business. On Purpose by @wanna-do-bad-things (also hell yes for including some toys!) [Henry Cavill x one very frustrated OFC]

More toys? MORE TOYS! Command And Obey brings you dom!Henry being a terrible teasing ass, but alas..it still gets you all kinds of wet *shrugs* By @wanna-do-bad-things [Henry Cavill x reader]

Perhaps need some dom!Clark instead? With toys? We’ve got you covered. By @poledancingdinos [Clark x OFC]

Now, let’s not forget about Henry’s favourite toy of them all. His bike. In Good Vibrations by @deathonyourtongue [Henry Cavill x reader]

You find Henry pleasing himself with something you didn’t even know he owned; a fleshlight. Henry’s Toy by @viking-raider [Henry Cavill x reader]

Henry’s Hands Special

[I can’t be the only one who has the hots for hands]

Having a bad day? Talented fingers belonging to one caring man of a Henry are here to let off your steam. Burn The Couch by @meowpurrbooks [Henry Cavill x reader]

I’m glad I’m not the only one who has a complete and utter obsession with male hands. This fic is amazing in every way. It’s got suspense, hands AND Henry; Idle Hands by @thelastsock [Henry Cavill x Reader]

More handsy stuff is offered in this private drawing session. Draw Me With Your Fingers by @emelinelovesjc [Henry Cavill x OFC!author]

This fic? ..it’s hands-on work. I must give a disclaimer: I’m hard to please when it comes to daddy!fics, but this one I truly enjoyed. It perfectly rides (hehe) the fine balance between rough throat fucking, choking and usage of the endearing nickname ‘little fawn’. Hands by @twhstuckylover [Henry Cavill x reader]

Henry’s hands are here to warm you up on a cold day in Finger Work by @yoursecretsmutblog [Henry Cavill x reader]

The Hook-up

[A little less established, a little more messy. But definitely h-o-t-h-o-t-h-o-t]

Changing rooms may just hide a Dirty Secret (and crotchless pantyhoses) by @foodieforthoughts [Henry Cavill x OFC]

Being toyed around, Henry can’t stand it any longer - and goodness where did he leave that darn bowtie?! Caught In The Storm by @thelastsock [Henry Cavill x Reader]

Syverson is also not one who likes to be toyed around with, especially when you’re in the same bar wearing that deliciously short dress and his favourite high heels. Mine by @yoursecretsmutblog [Syverson x reader]

Dancefloor delights and popping buttons (is this a good time to admit I have ripped some shirts like that? *woops* 😅) - this quite exhibitionistic fic is an utter delight and I’m Glad You Came by @foodieforthoughts [Henry Cavill x reader]

Since this is steady-hook-up I wasn’t sure whether to post it in this segment or the Vanilla segment, but ..yea..it definitely deserves a read! Rules Of Engagement has Em and Henry coming to the realisation that a friendly hook-up isn’t all that easy. Especially not when one foul IUD throws baby dust in their busy lives. By @ladyreapermc [Henry Cavill x OFC]

Marshall specials

An old friend/lover shows up just when you find yourself with the predicament of a broken down car. Before you know it you’re having car sex with one curly haired police officer in..yea..a police car. A Perfect Shitty Day by @toomanystoriessolittletime [Marshall x reader]

OOPH you girls are in it for the Walter hook-ups. Forget That Asshole follows up after you had one particularly disappointing blind date. And thankfully a blue eyed sweater-bear-man is there to provide you some much needed consolation. By @penwieldingdreamer [Marshall x reader]

Sex on set

On set things might just get a little steamy, so might as well take ..*clip scene* ACTION! Touch Me Tease Me by @deathonyourtongue [Henry Cavill x OFC]

More on-set delights? Perhaps with a touch of embarrassing nerves? Directed By La Petite Mort by @wolvesandhoundshowltogether [Henry Cavill x reader]

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(WHILE COLLECTING THE STARS) I CONNECTED THE DOTS

or, how Nesta accepted the bond and decided to give living a try // ao3

Adoption /Self-Discovery/Domestic/Witch!Nesta/Mating Bond/Nessian/found family bc why the fck not/Healing

Heal the scars from off my back

I don't need them anymore

You can throw them out or keep them in your mason jars

I've come home

The first thing she notices is how small the girl is.

Her feet are dangling far from the ground and, even though she’s perched on a stroll and Cassian is kneeling on the ground, he’s still towering over her frame. The top of the child’s head barely sticks above the table. Her tucked-in wings make her look even tinier; tiny and miserable, wrapped up with a blanket like an abandoned kitten.

Nesta’s still high on all the magic. There is dark paint smeared all over her skin and her veins are buzzing with the sheer power that she and her coven has just leeched off the very bones of Illyria. She’s only starting to regain some composer and maybe that is why, for a good few minutes, she stays on the corridor and watches as Cassian patiently asks the girl if she wants something to eat or to drink, if she’s warm enough, if maybe she wants to take a nap, hearing nothing in return except for the stubborn, shell-shocked silence.

It’s only when the child pulls her knees up and hides her face in the material of the blanket when Nesta actually makes her presence known.

‘’Hello?’’ she calls quietly from her place on a threshold, not wanting to spook the girl further.

To Cassian’s credit, he does not whip his head towards her – but, after all, he probably knew she’s been here all along.

He always knows she’s near, just like she does.

‘’Hello, Nesta.’’ He says and there is something so heavy, so terribly dark ringing in his voice that she cannot help but shiver. ‘’Sorry, darling, are you fine sitting alone for a while here? I’ll be right back.’’

He raises his hand as if to pat the girl’s knee, but decides not to half-motion; it falls awkwardly to his side when he slowly raises to his full height.

The girl just buries deeper into the blanket.

Something about her – the clear despair radiating from every pore of her body – pulls Nesta towards her like a siren song. She cannot tear her eyes off her, even when Cassian ushers her to the corridor, his hand burning her lower back.

‘’Sorry for no heads-up.’’ He whispers, face half-obscured by the shadows.

It’s almost dusk; the lovely pink light of the dying sun makes everything less real somehow. Or maybe it’s still the magic, the leftovers of it from the sabbath, she’s not sure.

She knows why he’s apologizing. Strangers still threw her off, especially here, in this – space they’ve created. The space where she walks barefoot and with her hair unbound, only for him to see. But how he knows that she doesn’t feel comfortable with unexpected visitors, she has no idea. Sometimes, she wonders how the hell Cassian even knows half of the things he knows about her, because she doesn’t tell him even a quarter of them.

Unexpected visitors that make her uneasy definitely don’t include little lost girls, though. Especially since there’s an unpleasant pounding in Nesta’s head when her mind starts to mull over why the girl would be here in the first place.

‘’Oh, stop being an idiot. Why did you bring her here? Is she- is her mother-‘’

‘’Gone? Yeah.’’

Nesta closes her eyes so tightly that the whole night sky blooms on the underside of her eyelids.

That’s Illyria. – he told her the first time when he came home reeking of blood, his knuckles scraped to the raw meat. – It happens.

And there was not an ounce of acceptance in his voice, only this defeated helplessness. The same helplessness she’s hearing – she’s feeling – now.

‘’She doesn’t have anyone else left? No family?’’

‘’No one. Her father was killed in the war, as far as I know.’’

It happens. Females disappear. Females evaporate. Females appear with their wings clipped, with blood running down their thighs. Females find themselves in the wrong place, the wrong time… especially young, pretty widows, trying to make a living in any way they can, selling whatever they have, including themselves.

Nesta does not have to ask for more details, does not have to dig deeper. Cassian fixes her stare on the chandelier above her head and breaths deeply and, when she looks down, she can see dark bruises blooming on his knuckles, turning them all shades of purple.

Her hands are still cool from the autumn air. He shivers when her thumbs brush across his tender flesh.

‘’Those who did it to her – they won’t do it again to anyone else, will they?’’

‘’No,’’ Cassian growls, his fingers curling around hers. ‘’No, they won’t.’’

She lets her lips curl into a smile, the one that makes Devlon piss his pants whenever he throws a hissy about her coven, or rather about her dragging the clipped females to the woods at night to howl to the moon, as he calls it.

‘’Good.’’ She breathes out.

Her eyes slide on the wooden panels on the wooden panels, back to the kitchen; through the ajar door, all she can see are the black curls, the small talons on top of the girl’s wings peeking from the folds of the blanket.

She’s just so small. She cannot be possibly older than five.

‘’What’s her name?”

“Nicassia.’’ Cassian answers without meeting Nesta’s eyes and something akin to a laugh bubbles in her chest. Nicassia. What a pretty name, swishing like a mountain stream on the rocks, like the wind in the valley.

Ni-cass-ia.

It seems the irony has not escaped Cassian too, because he smirks slightly at her stunned silence.

‘’What are the chances, huh?’’

‘’Yeah.’’ She sounds a bit breathless. Nicassia. ‘’What - where are you planning to take her?’’

She rather feels than hears his hesitance when he says:

‘’Well. There’s an orphanage in Velaris-‘’

Something tightens like a rock inside her core. Of course.

She bites on her tongue. Stop being ridiculous, Velaris is not the source of all evil in the world. She has no doubt that they will take care of her well there – keep her well-fed and clothed, educate her. Give her the care and attention she needs. Maybe she’ll be treated as something … something else, different, but not worse, Feyre would never allow that. Still-

There’s this nagging thought, coming back to her over and over again as she raises her eyes to the small bundle of misfortune on the stroll in the kitchen Nesta has started to think of as hers – what about the things they cannot give her in Velaris?

Nesta’s been living in the Illyria for three years now; she keeps count of every day while pretending she’s absolutely not doing that. And during this time, she has just begun to grasp the magnitude of her ignorance of how these people live and how they think and feel – but she also knows now just enough to realize that there will be no coming back for Nicassia if she’s sent to the Night Court so young.

No one will teach her the songs to keep the rhythm while sewing – no one will teach her how to sew in the first place, how to weave the promises and good fortunes into the fabric. No one will teach her the strange language, full of whistles and hard vowels, impossible to really grasp for somebody who did not grow up hearing it every day. No one will teach her how to put pebbles on the windowsills for protection or to hang bundles of herbs above the fireplace for prosperity and health. No one will make a rowan necklace for her upon her flowering, every hope, and dream that her mother has for her captured on the rope along with the fruits.

No one will teach her the sacred, secret language of Illyrian females, the rites and rituals of their womanhood. If Nicassia grows up in Velaris, she will be forever an outcast in her own home. Not High Fae and not quite Illyrian either.

She will once sit around the fire with other females just like Nesta does with her coven and she too won’t be a part of the story.

And Nesta cannot bear this thought, cannot help but fixate on it.

‘’Nesta.’’

Cassian’s hand is warm and steady on arm, gentle, when he squeezes it.

He’s always gentle with her now, hesitant almost. She’s trying not to miss the times when he was challenging her with every move, every word, driving her insane. It’s better this way, when everything between them is so delicate, fragile like an eggshell. It’s better like that, she tries to convince herself every day, every night laying alone in her bed, her very skin burning from desire.

Sometimes he sleeps beside her to keep her nightmares at bay, but honestly, she almost prefers the nightmares to this unbearable, painful distance between them.

‘’You cannot – you can’t keep her, Sweetheart.’’

She knows what he means by that – she knows he means all the sleepless nights and the emptiness still present in her eyes more often than not. Her still too-skinny hands, her still-not-quite mastered powers. How she would not touch booze for all days of the year except for the anniversary of her father’s death when she gets so absolutely pissed that she sleeps through the next week. The fact that they share fears and dreams and silence, trade quiet feelings, small kisses, absent-minded caresses every day, but they have still not traded the actual words, did not dare to voice anything they feel for each other.

She knows he only wants to protect her.

But maybe a time for coddling has passed. Not when there is a child sitting in their kitchen, small and alone in this world and this time, she has power – power, and strength, and will – to help her.

‘’Maybe I can’t’’. she says softly, slowly. Nicassia’s dark curls spill on her shoulders. Nesta’s hands itch to braid it the way it’s supposed to be braided, just like Emerie explained to her one time- first parted in two, then divided into four strands and woven together (Health. Protection. Love. Devotion.). Nesta’s no Illyrian, but she can learn. She can ask her coven to teach her, to teach her how to sing lullabies in Illyrian, which bedtimes stories she should tell-

Ni-cass-ia.

Nesta thinks about a boy of five, dumped onto the cold mud, taught over and over again in the most horrible way that he has to kill, beg or steal for every little crumb of love in his life, that it will never be given freely to him, that he will never be worth it.

Nesta thinks of a girl of eight, burning with anger too vast to be contained, only learning decades later how to be gentle, how to allow others to be gentle to her. She thinks of Feyre and Elain, of loving too much and not enough simultaneously, of not knowing how to feel anything without this magnitude of feeling devouring her whole.

Nesta turns around to face Cassian, her hands gripping his too-strongly. There’s fire – fire- burning inside her brighter than any magic ever did, hotter than any rage ever did.

She needs us. – she thinks and then: I need this. I want this.

I want this for us.

She doesn’t remember ever wanting anything more. She doesn’t remember the last time she has felt so much.

How can they continue to pretend they’re walking on eggshells when she feels every rise and fall of his chest as if it was her own? When she could’ve as well grabbed on this bond between them or hang herself on it, that’s how strong it is. Forged from some ancient metal. Hardened in flames.

Cassian kneeling on the floor in front of this girl. Nesta coming home.

‘’But maybe we can.’’

His eyes burn golden, staring down at her. She can almost hear his heart stumbling in his chest. She’s trembling, waiting for him to tell her, no, to tell her that’s insane and wrong, to try to reason with her.

But maybe her own heart is painted on her face or maybe the implication of her words are too vast, too great to grasp, or maybe it’s that fact that all her walls go down for a moment when she’s too desperate to keep them up and he sees her for what she truly is for a moment, or maybe it’s all of those things altogether or something else entirely – but Cassian doesn’t say no.

He looks to the kitchen again, his jaw clenching and eyes turning soft when one of Nicassia’s bare feet emerges from the blanket to dangle above the floor.

‘’Are you sure?’’

One step, two steps before she’s so close she could’ve counted the freckles of hazel in his eyes.

Be brave.

‘’I want this with you. I want her. Do you – do you want it too?’’

And she means more than Nicassia, or rather – she means all Nicassia can possibly mean, the whole ocean of dreams she has never dared to venture into, so deep they could both drown in it.

In her grand romance novels, he would’ve pulled her into his arms, give her a sweeping kiss. But in these books, there seems to always be a perfect moment for everything, the exact seconds when stars align and the realization comes like a lightning strike. Nesta does not believe in this type of love any more- doesn’t believe in the perfect moments. It was always Feyre’s brand of romance. Everything in Nesta’s and Cassian’s story has always been complicated and ill-timed. She doesn’t expect to be swept off her feet or wooed anymore.

She just wants to come home. Finally, after all those lonely years.

Cassian doesn’t give her a grand kiss. Instead, he raises their linked hands to his lips and whispers against her skin – quietly, like a secret, like an oath:

‘’I do. Fine then, love.’’

And for a second she can almost see that small boy entering Rhysand’s mother’s cottage in the war camp, craving family and belonging above all reason once again.

Her body turns soft, jelly; her arm raises up, palm resting in the crook of his neck, thumb brushing the line of his jaw. She’s on her tiptoes before she realizes she has even made a move.

For the first time since they met, they meet each other halfway; his forehead resting on hers, his hand pressing hers to his heart.

‘’Fine then, love.’’ She echoes and, all at once, warmth erupts under her skin like a raging forest fire when the bond tugs on her insides and snaps in place, sweet and familiar, the gravity keeping her feet on the ground.

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