You can talk about or write about certain emotions. But there are emotions that you cannot. Some emotions can only be felt. They need to be felt. Feel them. Sit with them. Understand where they come from and why you feel them. Then, let them go.
Would A1 get a kick out of being A2s god? Would it bother him? Will he purposely avoid thinking too hard about it so he doesn't have to acknowledge that's how A2 actually thinks of him?
Is A2 A1s poor wet lil meow meow while A1 is A2s fucking God?
i think a1 would think that a2 is just doing a bit. and is committed to the bit.
he understands in an abstract way that a2 loves him but i dont think either of them have fully grasped how obsessed the other one is w them (yet)
fun new kin experience for me,,, more canine traits becoming more and more a part of my identity, i think bc ive been getting more comfortable w my identity. like,, i dont Look like any sort of canine, im still very much only demon/monsterkin, but with Heavy canine-esque behavior which is very fun !!
not sure what terms i feel comfortable using for myself yet, since im still figuring it out,, like, i wouldnt quite call it a theriotype, but im not sure,,,