I felt so much, that I started to feel nothing.
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Having experienced both, I am not
sure which is worse: intense feeling,
or the absence of it.
Margaret Atwood
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These past few days, I've been sober. I left my emotions dormant. Drinking demons to fix the leaking pipes like duck taped wrapped around a water hose. The problem wasn't addiction; no, it was the feeling of not feeling. Not feeling the pain, tiredness, depression, anxieties, alone, problems, not hearing the voices, and the brokenness. It was the novicane to the pain like a toothache. Addiction is the feeling that it gives you; the comfort of not being alone. Not alone from the outside world but in your head. That dark place you get trapped at sometimes. Now I feel everything, overwhelmed and overflowed of feelings that I thought I would hide. I thought it was dormant, but it just became more torment. Yet, these past few days, I've been sober.
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I don’t know what it is like to not have deep emotions. Even when I feel nothing, I feel it completely.
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PLAY ME LIKE A DOLL!
i got my first ever screen tablet so i'm super excited to keep drawing with it
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feel nothing • the plot in you
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The Plot In You - FEEL NOTHING (Official Music Video)
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Before I say another word
Just know that my intentions were pure
But you can't stand to be in silence
All you can hear is your own voice
Fueling delusion in you, and I'm just
So sick of backing down that I might just spill it all
And if I do you won't be coming back without a deep scar in your soul
Are you not sick of playing games? Sick of giving blame?
Sick of fucking living like the world has never given you a life-defining day?
And I can't relate
And I feel nothing for you
I feel nothing for you
And I feel
It's too late, too late
I've buried this and it's evident
You won't change, won't change
(I feel nothing)
FEEL NOTHING - The Plot In You
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The week is emotionally draining...
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