#feeling kinda motivated today

[garoujo]

put on my comfiest oversized hoodie + started burning a new candle so now i can write >.<

#ֹ ۪ ಮ — em rambles #feeling kinda motivated today #but i love sundays cause they’re like my totally free day #like i don’t go to the gym or rly leave the house on sundays so i can just relax #i love it!!!

[lucydoodlessometimes]

Daughter of the moon, child of the sun, forever longing for earth

(halo crown cinder has breached reverse au containment)

#lucy doodles #my art #fanart #lunar chronicles #marissa meyer #tlc cinder #linh cinder #cinder #princess selene #the lunar chronicles #um. i know what i said id do next with my lunar chronicles art. and i do not be caring #return of my girl!! #i have big feelings about winter the book #Winter spoilers #original intent got kinda muddy on this one but im posting it anyway #enjoy your double post today you filthy animals #(affectionate) #if youve read this much go check out the rest of my art. reblog it or something #that motivates me to make more

[one-winged-dreams]

If I'm not face first in my husband's boobs right now what even is the point

#the lack of motivation and capacity for good feelings has been tormenting me #today's been kinda sucky not gonna lie m8s #and i have a night of no sleep aid to look forward to si #yay #also the yearning is so fucking intense lately augh #vent

[thekittyfox2999]

two oscar wildes and one robbie ross to go

Around 123 years ago, Oscar Wilde passed away, and i've been thinking about it for 4 minutes more than i usually do, so I have made some small sketches to- uh- commemorate his fantasic works of both writing, prose, theatre and being a celebratory icon for... gay people out there.

Rest in piece Wilde. The gayest man i've ever seen. Hope you're eating some good cake and getting smooches from your loved ones in heaven

#my art #oscar wilde #robbie ross #robert ross #he's got the wavyest hair out there #his hair would destroy any hair straightener that comes within the visinity #god i've been feeling awful today #my throat is sore #my art is blocked #my motivation is gone #i feel useless #anyways wilde is kinda hot-

[wikiangela]

not sure how long this is gonna take to write (bc I have no idea what exactly is the plan here haha) but I'm kinda excited for this one so I just need to share a snippet of what's supposed to be 6x13 horny-ish post-poker-date silliness haha

“So, a purely hypothetical question.” Eddie says, keeping his tone light, as his eyes scan Buck’s face intently, seeing the blush on his cheeks deepening, and a dazed smile stretching his lips. 

“Shoot.” Buck responds, his fingers gripping Eddie’s hips tightening just a little bit, just enough to remind Eddie that they’re there – as if he needs reminding, even Buck’s lightest touch through layers of clothes feels like fire right now. 

“What would you say,” Eddie brings one of his hands to Buck’s face, traces his jaw, feather-light, barely there touch, and hears Buck take a shaky breath, eyes wide with something like awe not leaving Eddie’s face, “if I wanted to kiss you? Just hypothetically.” Eddie reminds, his tone half-teasing, giving them an out if they need it. He can always blame it on the alcohol and pretend that suddenly he’s such a lightweight, one beer is enough to get him wasted. He knows Buck would go along with it, even if he knew Eddie’s full of shit.

“Hypothetically?” Buck’s smile turns into a smirk, as he licks his lips, understanding flashing through his eyes, and his hands settle on Eddie a little firmer now, as if all he needed was this little confirmation that this is really what’s happening, that he’s not reading this wrong – as if misinterpreting this was even possible, with Eddie invading his personal space like this, doing everything in his power not to just roll his hips into Buck’s.

#911 6x13 #911 fic #buddie fic #buddie #my writing #wikiangela writes #fic snippet #buck x eddie #upcoming fic #new one shot #fic sneak peek #today's lineaday was from this too #im just writing in between working and I still need to rewatch the episode too but im kinda loving this so far haha #(pray for me not to lose motivation by the time I finish working lol) #I feel like I need to add that there's math talk in this scene too and buck considering all the variables before answering

[pepprs]

im home and already swallowed by despair. can you believe i was in CHICAGO a few hours ago. and now im here. lol

#i know i know. and i need to let the anguish motivate me to get out of here. but it feels like i dreamed it all #purrs #chicago #i had a rough time getting out of the hotel and through the airport to my gate and also im bad at math so i fucked up the calculation about #when my flight lands bc of the time zone change and i gave my parents the time in central time not eastern time so my dad was waiting for m #for like a half hour and texting me and i wasn’t answering bc i was still in the air and he was pissed at me and snarky in my texts with hi #and i was sitting there on the plane and could just feel his words ripping into me and the horrors rushing back in and i still haven’t #recovered from it honestly. it wasn’t that big of a deal he just said something that i misunderstood as him saying he was giving up waiting #for me and going home bc id already wasted his time and even though that was not what he actually said it just kinda burrowed into me that #my parents were mad at me and were probably also mad at me for not communicating with them AT ALL the entire time i was in chicago. and it #just was eating me alive. im home now and we haven’t talked about it but they did say things disapproving of the fact that i did a lot of #stuff by myself which i probably shouldn’t have told them. idk. it’s not even that bad i just am torn apart by their rejection of me and #utter inability to just like be happy for me without criticizing some part of it or restraining me. plus the house is just as much of a #biohazard as it was when i left and all the broken things are still broken and it’s like. a lot. i miss the hotel LOL #i think im just sleep deprived and not in my head right today but i do not want to be here. sinking in quicksand unable to breathe. but i #have to be the one to get me out of it and i should have learned how in chicago but i didn’t it was just a break and now im stuck again #delete later #kind of terrible that instead of being so proud and happy about what i did my immediate reaction is to be miserable that im home now lol

[storfulsten]

Good riddance! We don't want you here anymore, because we are over fnf fandoms and all of this fucking shit. Pathetic as always.

huh? good riddance what? did I miss something lol

#I am confusion #like yeah I get people don't care abt fnf much anymore I don't really either past my own au and hcs #and personally haven't felt motivated to draw anything in general in ages due to various reasons not worth mentioning #and thus has kinda not felt all that motivated to stay much active on here past liking some stuff sometimes #and really I don't keep track of anything going on anywhere anytime whatsoever #so like did something happen? #or did you just wake up feeling particularly salty today random hater dude lol #ah well that's your problem I guess lol laters #anonymous #will block any more hate messages yessir <3

[handgiven]

only one more lil essay and two exams. i am free from finals next friday.

#ooc tbt #i want to do more preparation but tbh i am exhausted. and would much rather be here. and write a lil. go for a walk. #(i watched attack on titan today finally. that was a Treat.) #fighting to stay motivated but kinda feeling the burn out settling in :') i am. the worst at work-life balance. #i have long periods of nothing and short episodes of Everything

[violetsareblue-selfships]

good morning!!

#hah i'm still sleepy #but anyways #my plans remain the same #i feel like a broken record haha but i will be until i finish the penacony storyline #my motivation to play hsr has been kinda low lately which is why it's taking so long #but i'll finish it eventually #i'll likely get a big burst of motivation one day and knock out most of the quest in one sitting lol #but until then we'll snail crawl through it #anyways #i hope today/tonight is kind to you <333 #morning rambles

[svnny-day]

ughhhh, today was a day. hopefully, when I wake, the morrow will be kinder..

#atleast I have some art motivation and ideas! #also I { finally } finished one of my dinosaur designs. a kinda messed up like.. mutated dinosaur { hopefully with enough body horror- #-elements } !! it's the second design I made.. since the first one got scrapped since it wasn't well thought out.. tossed together and- #-failed because I didn't feel the need to keep working on it. luckily.. the second one is way better! idk if I'll post it but I'm actually- #-pretty damn proud of it!! I also like the unique name I gave em! #I would also explain how today went.. but today was mainly just. stressful and I don't really make posts involving my hardships unless it's #-really needed. with luck.. I'll be able to rest and draw tomorrow!

[tvrningout-a]

alrighty! if i may interest you in a one-liner to help wake my brain up, tap the heart and gimme a muse or muses you'd like to hear from!

#the last few days i've just been very tired and today it's kinda killing my motivation to do anything honestly #i don't even know how it's 8 o'clock when i feel like i've barely been home all that long? #what have i been doing-- #anyway anyway i'm going to try to be a lil productive and maybe doing something tiny will help uvu #get ready to ramble | ooc

[tabslabs]

have I… not actually talked about why I taught myself how to draw? You guys don't understand cause every two months or so I catch myself starting to talk about this and delete it all because I'm positive I had said it like two months ago But I've searched for just about everything that might've resulted in this aside from searching "THE" and came up with nothing. No results, all the way back to 2013-2014 nothing there

I learned how to draw SPECIFICALLY to draw THE: Triple HeroEs one day. In middle school I sat myself down and told myself that if I didn't learn how to draw, THE was never going to get made so I went out and started practicing. Going back through the old tweets I had, towards the bottom all my THE tweets mention pen because I didn't feel confident enough in my own skills to try to do it myself and pen was always better than me in the drawing department when we were younger It's been a good, nearly 7 years of practice, and honestly, I only got really proud of my own art like… a little over a year ago. Sure I've been happy with it for a while, but not to the extent that I've actually made multiple propics for myself And also, just being able to look at what I've drawn and be actually proud of it makes it a lot easier to produce for an audience of one (I know a few of you guys like a lot of my nonsense, and i'm not taking away from that! I love you folks!) Anyhow, I'm getting off topic, but I love THE so much a lot in part because I directly owe this portion of my life that I find so much joy in to it. And no matter how many redesigns and story changes it goes through, that's not going to change One day, I'll make some THE comics again (yes, again, I did like 2.5 chapters junior year of high school… edgy stuff that is no longer canon). It deserves it.

#mar 2019 #twitter archive #... #see the thing is it does deserve it... but I also don't want to change it anymore #I feel like if I made THE today I'd have to change so much of the core of it #and it really wouldn't be the project that made me want to draw in the first place #I dunno sure I changed it a lot since then #but if I just keep changing it and changing it and changing it.... where's the original soul? #I barely even want to keep their original superhero names for crying out loud #it's really a project that's grown up with me and I have a lot of love for it in that respect #but it's kinda like #idk I had a dream for what it would be like when I was 8 #I'm 24 now and what comics I want to make don't look like that anymore #and I don't want to force it by continuing to strip it down and readjusting it to something I would want to make #cause that wouldn't be THE #who knows #maybe in another 5 years I'll come back to it again #I still draw the characters every now and then #but honestly the last change I made I completely redid Yin & Yang such that they're not named that anymore either #and idk I don't want to keep removing names and changing personalities & motives #but the way they are now just... aren't what I want to do

[elegyofthemoon]

Spell your URL!

Spell out your URL using song titles that can describe your muse/OC, then tag as many people as there are letters in your URL!

OO thanks so much @cove-holdens !! This seemed like fun so I'll try ; v ; it's probably going to be pretty length though (> _ >) so i'll just put it under a read more

BUT want to tag beforehand idk enough people with ocs i think so i just toss it to @fayesdiary, @narzissenkreuz-ordo, @lemonbronze, @garlandgerard (i THINK you have some ocs sorry if i am misremembering), and whoever else I follow that has ocs :D let me get to know them!! (also of course no obligation <3)

I'm too fixated on my OC Octavia so here we go lmao

E - "Escapism" from Steven Universe: "I guess I have to face/ That in this awful place/ I shouldn't show a trace of doubt/ But pulled against the grain/ I feel a little pain/ That I would rather do without"

L - "Letter" from the Fragile Dreams OST

E - "Extraordinary" by Clean Bandit: "Am I the only one who sees what you've become?/ Will you drift away?/ We're running out of time, two wrongs can make it right/ Could I make you stay?/ People making choices, they can't fake/ Sacrifice it all and maybe say"

G - "Get Your Wish" by Porter Robinson: "Don't say you lose just yet/ Get up and move ahead/ And not only for yourself/ 'Cause that's your role/ The work that stirred your soul/ You can make for someone else"

Y - "Youth" by Daughter: "We are the reckless, we are the wild youth/ Chasing visions of our futures/ One day, we'll reveal the truth/ That one will die before he gets there/ And if you're still bleeding, you're the lucky ones/ 'Cause most of our feelings, they are dead and they are gone/ We're setting fire to our insides for fun"

O - "Octave of the Maushiro" by Chewie Melodies

F - "Future Friends" by Tilian: "Slow down/Give me a reason not to slow down/ I can feel the bottom and it's cold now/ I'm on the outside looking in/ So I'm calling on my future friends"

T - "The Hymn" by FLOYA: "I hope you understand that I cannot stay/ Don't expect you to feel the same/ There's a dream that I have to chase/ I'm feeling alive in the unknown/ Dancing to the hymn of the wind/ And though you and I are on our own/ I know you're close whenever I feel alone"

H - "here and now" by Tony22: "Here and now i'll find my hope/Yesterday is far gone and tomorrow never comes/Here and now's where I belong/So tired of using the present moment as my stepping stone"

E - "Eternal Sunshine" by Jhene Aiko: "Is it strange for me to say that if I were to die today/There's not a thing that I would change, I've lived well/ Maybe I have made mistakes and been through my fair share of pain/ But all in all, it's been okay, I've lived well"

M - "Miss You" by trentemøller

O - "Old Weapon Testing Ground" from HSR OST

O - "OUTRO" by LUCY

N - "North" from the Ender Lilies OST

#this was fun because i had to go search around a bit #askdfjahl i have an octavia playlist but theres only three songs on there 2/3 of them were listed #the instrumental songs are ones that ive mostly written to for octavia myeheh #or it just gives off certain vibes for them #speaking of octavia #i had a call today with my friend and i accidentally rambled (i was off in my own world tbh LMAO) #about transduction arc and i was like AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH #but talking about it? it made me a little more motivated to write it #but HH WHEN? #ngl if i just dip out in june just to go insane in writing ✌🏼hbd to me ig lmao #but 'future friends' the more i think about it the more it reads a lot like transduction arc!octavia lmao #dont ask about the arcs im just rambling to myself LMAO #girls on a mission to destroy herself and shes only being stopped by the friends she kinda blindsided #oh god now that im slowly finishing this... #its mostly instrumentals LKAJSDAHF #okay only SOME of this ive written to #but theres certain vibes to them that give off octavia vibes #which is weird bc a lot of it feels like they contrast one another #like outro for example feels like the happy tranquil ending for them (fitting outro) #miss you feels like when they're lost in themself. which fits the vibe for octave #asdlfkadsjhaflk #tag games #again no obligation #also im sleep deprived idc if im posting about octavia here hi LMAO #and im about to do another one bc im just digging lmao #but anyways ~ #to tag later #bc i want to put this on the other blog for octavia #and then dissect it out further lmao #for octavia

[emodennis]

#can’t decide what to work on today #i feel like i owe the people of youtube another compilation cuz it’s been two weeks and that’s kinda my schedule #but i’m a bit more motivated for the rcg fancam #i’m letting the people decide #phoenix talks

[todayisafridaynight]

I genuinely can never thank you enough for the past year. I can't express how much it's meant to me to be understood and have my energy reciprocated with someone on the same wavelength. Although I've been in the fandom for quite a bit longer than most people writing in, and longer than you, even, I can't remember the last time I felt this welcome and motivated. A TRULY embarrassing amount of my work's just been fueled by "oh Snap's gonna wanna see that," and of course that circle's expanded since then, but it probably wouldn't have had I not met stream chat through you, aaaaaand if I'm honest you're still up there... lol...

It's always, always a highlight of my day to see your your work, your posts, and your responses, whether they're to me or to others, and it's always a highlight of my week to be able to make it to streams! You're a huge inspiration for me, particularly in terms of your work ethic across the board. I always come out of streams energized and feeling like I can actually finish things, and usually this is hubris, but it's gotta count for something.

Not to be dramatic, but you kinda changed my life, no exaggeration. I still really can't see myself the way I was two or three years ago not just calling it quits after some of my Gaiden experiences... lol... but I'm still around, and like always, I wanna be able to write in and interact as much as I used to sometime soon. Thanks for everything! I hope RGGS continues to deliver so we can stay in touch :3

i cant thank YOOOOU enough for the past Xsome months or so. feelins ABSOLUTELY mutual in that i wasnt sure anyone else would really be into talkin bout rgg as you and i have (or would be willing to read my. miles-long scrolls of bullshit LMAO) so it's been real fun gettin to know you an everyone and chattin !!

most bafflin thin to ever to think i have good work ethic, i feel like ive been behind everyone for the past couple weeks and even with the things i do make it's really not up to snuff. it's always nice to hear that's not supposedly exactly the case :) I Suppose :^)

rgg community (like any community lbr) can be. An Experience, esp for someone with a position like yours. so im glad i can make it worth to hang around somewhat LOL

regardless, i always look forward to you next ask or the next time you leave tags on a post i make. if i ever bother making a post again ☠️☠️

#fave #snap chats #I DID SIT ON THIS ALL DAY OOPS #i got a bit busy with some stuff...... also i always try my best to write a sufficient response cause ill feel bad if i dont </3 #mad funny youre stoked for me to see stuff And I Am Always Stoked To See Stuff cause i got a similar sentiment towards you #i mean i TRYYYY not to get too in my head bout it since then i get paranoid but i always do hope on the downlow like #'ah man. hope this is funny. hope masu likes it. hope im shot for this one' VERY NORMAL things to want :) #so funny tho. funny timin of this ask i feel like ive been disappointin people an particularly yous #which 'snap that doesnt make sense please be happy with yourself for three seconds' which. NO?? no. impossible #but i do get worried im disappointing or being too annoying or yk. just being a pest or not being adequate #so it's fun/ny gettin this ask today all that considered LOL #I MEAN I KNOW EVERYONE BEEN NICE THE PAST DAY OR SO YK SO NO REASON TO THINK IT #i cant avoid thinkin a it... my number one bully is myself he Will Not leave me alone no matter how hard i try to complain to the board #the board also bein myself. i cant excommunicate myself from myself-- #REGARDLESS. very cool that i give you motivation :) esp after streams :) #every time i finish a stream i feel like i made an ass out of myself. ALWAYS HAVE FUN. but i feel at the cost of bein obnoxious #tho i guess theres no point stayin round if i was. lest its like Last Resort kinda deal then TRULY i am sorry im The Last Resort #ILL STOP WHINING FOR FIVE SECONDS TO SAY thank you :) for everythin :) both just chattin with me an all the work you do for the community #it truly is a lot and indescribable and its very cool i have someone like that who likes what i do. you do be the beyonce in walmart to me #to reference that post i rb'd last night LOL its still hard for me to understand but ig i dont have to understand it #i think i mentioned this before but i remember when id draw for persona (cringe ik) id mostly draw adachi (this is relevant Trust) #and this one mate one day was just 'snap its really nice how much. love you bring to the adachi community' #which is a hilarious thing to say since adachi sucks but POINT IS im glad i. i THINK im kinda doing the same thing now still #thats the consensus ive gotten the past couple asks.. lol.. its nice bringin people together and havin a fun and welcomin space :) #ILL WRAP IT UP HERE THO before i make people throw up. i kept this ask hoarded long nuff.. ill just hoard it in my chest cavity instead #once more thank you forever and always :) when we inevitability branch off to other things i'll always treasure all you've done for me

[bonetrousledbones]

yknow what i have been working on this undyne ref since december and it still has some empty space left but i am honest to god Sick of looking at it so i think i will just put the lesbian flag there and call it a day

#delete later #im still really proud of it but man my brain is being so weird about art rn #like i have the full motivation and energy and ideas to draw but im just kinda not. idk man #i started the ref right before some crazy stress came up but that ended in like february so i gen cant tell if thats part of it or not #regardless i would like it to stop now please i am done with this please i would like to be as productive as i feel please!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #AHEM anyway. undyne today :>