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[marinecorvid]

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Had a dream in which I got a “I got my top surgery done at Clair’s” type of quality top surgery and aside from the in dream medical concern of “uhh I don’t think I have a good surgery team” was. super thrilled. and then woke up and realized oh :(

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[poguniversity]

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#pog text

[tomhasatransblog]

Hurt myself because my muscle up form is bad 😞

Feeling a bit defeated because I need to take a few steps back and go back to the progressions. I can only do them if I flare my elbows out, and this hurts my shoulder(s). My right one is sore now just from doing a few jump and band ones, because even those I do with a flare.

Think I've gotta go back and practice the dips and pull ups with kips/ bands with my elbows tucked in. I was trying to do jump and band ones with my elbows in today and I've hurt my right shoulder. I still had a good chest/tricep workout though. And I'll be resting a bit over the next few days because we're going away for easter. But even after that I should hold of anything muscle up until my shoulder stops hurting I think.

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#muscleup #muscleups #body building

[artificiallyimplantedmemories]

[ ooc: one of my students came up to me today

she: why do you work here? me: well, I’m a teacher, you all need teachers she: no, but like, you’re so smart and you don’t get paid much me: ....... well, this is a lot less stressful than some other places I’ve worked  me, internally: a man’s gotta eat, what the hell do you want she: you’re not gonna be a teacher forever, huh me: ............... probably not, but I’ll do my best while I can she: I hope you teach here next year, and I hope you get a raise me: yeah me too ]

#out of the red; #even the kids know I'm severely underpaid #the teacher life is not a luxurious one #and I'm not sure I could support a family on it if I ever decided to have one #feelsbadman.jpeg

[thetorturedarchives]

okay so update the girl doesnt ‘love’ me in that way and she IS straight and it WAS just Gal Pal intimacy and once again ive played myself so i shall now retreat into my hovel and just redo my grantathon to recover

#feelsbadman.jpeg #otherwise the party was Litty In the City it just also made me realise that i am inescapably lonely and unattractive so *shrug* #or maybe thats the dysphoria talking whos to say really kjsh #mfgksjhd

[sebcastellanos]

jaime, when asked if being called "kingslayer" bothers him: i couldn't care less what they think of me

also jaime: (blacks out after admitting his reasons for killing aerys because he's been holding these emotions inside for over twenty years, his last words being "my name is jaime")

#feelsbadman.jpeg #snikt snakt

[despairs-tyrant-king]

#oh...alvise is still on this hellsite #damn... #feelsbadman.jpeg

[smile-dip]

p!ssed

#feelsbadman.jpeg #my art #my ocs

[grammarkid]

i’m finally getting to the point where i can say that i’m almost done writing chapter 2, which means i’m starting to get all those rly unsettling jitters i always get before i post something, like “what if it’s rly terrible? what if no one likes it? what if i’ve just been wasting everyone’s time?” over and over on a loop and like???? i rly wish my brain didn’t have to be Like That :/

#feelsbadman.jpeg #i’m a woozle #a great lump of a woozle #it’s not even done yet #just let me write and worry about how bad it sucks later

[bendro-pascarnes]

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#feelsbadman.jpeg #doubting my writing again #feeling like i put myself too deep into hosting a kinktober #i shouldn't be putting so much pressure to reblog everything #and even without a taglist on my own posts #my stuff is still faltering #trying to be nice and reblog things and being unable to read most of it is just #why #leeann rants #i'm also just super over helping people who don't want to listen to me

[khresme]

TFW you’re a big part of the reason why Noctis was kept in the dark...

#DASH COMM | ic #aaaand the guilt sets in #feelsbadman.jpeg

[beachsequence-blog]

its really fucking weird and difficult when u KNOW ur trans but have repressed it so much in social situations that u cant imagine actually being fully out of the closet despite wanting that in the most desperate way possible

#personal #feelsbadman.jpeg

[am-artist]

jesus christ je suis d’une humeur à sombrer récemment

#pers #feelsbadman.jpeg #i never know if im right or just depressed

[artificiallyimplantedmemories]

[ ooc: time to head offline

Nat: 22 thread replies, many memes (how the hell, I had this down to like 6 two days ago) Clint: 2 thread replies, 1 meme Steve: 5 thread replies, 2 memes? Silver: 2 thread replies Kirsten: 5 thread replies, 1 meme Bucky’s Eva & Ivan, Steve’s Eva, Sam & Riley, Maya: none

I’ll try to be on Nat’s account to do replies tomorrow or the day after, sorry it’s taking me a hot minute. I’m just... very tired. ]

#out of the red; #current status; #mmmm I'm usually less insecure about not being here so much #irl stuff takes precedence obviously but #feelsbadman.jpeg #miss y'all

[colbertmmunist]

I still haven't watched Stephen's response to Trump dissing him yet I'm a fake fan

#haha jk ive just been forcing myself to do schoolwork instead of watching the late show and ive been overworking myself and that's why #i have three big projects due today and i haven't even started on two and ive only got like half done on the last and most important #but they're all big grades #the last one is an audition for the Actual Theatre Class next year and i m gonna fuck it up because i have to do two longass monologues #ive only got the first done and less than half of the second monologue #I fucking hate myself #I'm too much of a piece of shit to handle highschool #imagine not being depressed and nihilistic and having straight A's and getting a bunch of scholarships #hahaaaaaaaaaaaaaa #FeelsBadMan.jpeg