My delusional mind at 12 am series, part I'm not sure:
Currently I working on a one shot for Paul when I thought about "New Moon". More specifically when we are introduce to the Volturi, that scene is literally my favorite scene of all time. There are to many reasons why I love it so much, I get to see my Mountain of a man Felix for the first time in this part.
Ugh the way I literally melt when him and Demetri show up is insane. I absolutely love him here, my heart literally skips multiple beats, and Demetri is just so elegantly beautiful here. With Demetri and Felix, one is just elegantly beautiful while the other is just a total hunk of a man, words cannot further explain their beauty. But what doesnt help is right when I'm trying to calm down my excitement over Felix, freaking Alec is introduce ("Such a clever girl", 🫠)
The eye movement gets me weak in the knees every freaking single time, he's perfect along with Jane of course.
But what i really want to say is the fight between Felix and Edward had me on a chokehold. Edward had no chance in winning against Felix, like he probably thought "Alright I'm quick, I could catch him off guard and take him down easily", I thought "Sweetie no, Felix is a beast of man, he can take you down in a minute but he decided to give you a somewhat of a chance by letting it play out for that long". Hands down my favorite clip of Felix, it was the scene that weirdly made my heart belong to Felix. And now I am here hopelessly devoted to him and in love with him.
Damn, now thats a man right there, being approach like this by a man like him will make me unresponsive and I will not be able to focus on anything else but him 🥰