#felt emo again might delete

[the-words-i-didnt-get-to-say]

"I like to complain and do nothing to make things better." -Kurt Cobain

#depressing quotes #emo #emo boy #emo girl #fake love #felt emo again might delete #heartbreak #life quotes #love quotes #payne #kurt cobain #nirvana #edgymemes #tiktok #2022 #27 club

[lesbiangallagher]

my great aunt passed recently ;—-;

my great aunt passed away and she lived to be 99, with only 2 months away from her 100th bday. also side note the way most everyone in my family lives til their 100s lmao. i know two ladies who passed away at 101. honestly it’s incredible to me. my mom’s side of the family is extremely women-driven, like i cannot name all of the cousins my mom has but i sure do know they all went to the same all girls school lol slay queens we out here

but yeah my great aunt was the best tbh. she was always so incredibly kind to me even when my parents would drag me to spend 10 hours at my cousins’ house when i clearly did not want to be there and even when i was obviously weird and emo, she always said i was so beautiful and smart and if there was anyone who prayed, it was her. she always prayed for me, she would tell me lol i would hold hands with her as she told me stories about my mom when she was younger and it always humanized my mom in a way that i was like “omg my mom and i are extremely alike and idk what to do with that information but lash out more” but my great aunt was always so patient and listened to me too. she was just that person who loved everyone in a room, like kind of no matter what. my older cousin and i are the only two out gay people in this branch of the family and he’s feeling it. even my sister is feeling it too! and my sister is a tough nut to crack but she was always so endeared by her and she was, again, SO kind. in a room full of judgmental catholic ladies, my great aunt was always the nice catholic lady lol she would give everyone and i mean EVERYONE in the room a blessing before they left to go home. she would literally spend 1 hour giving everyone blessings as they leave and i still remember what she used to say because it was the same thing every time. i wrote it down in my notes and i will not share it because im crying as im typing this and i should take my corny ass home. yes im on my period again

and she would hold your hand while saying it and do the sign on the cross on you too. her hands were always very soft

damn i haven’t felt this hit by a a family member passing in a while. maybe it’s my period or the state of the world and maybe it’s this other unrelated awful piece of news that hit the community round my parts hard or overall just exhaustion from being mentally ill.

it’s hard not to wallow but i have to keep it moving. i recognize that i can still process many emotions at once and i know that i’m resilient, time and time again. i have a good support system that knows me and cares for me and i have to keep it moving. i help kids on a daily basis and they count on me to keep it moving. we out here y’all it’s that time of year where everything kind of turns into a blur for adults lol but i think we will make it out just fine…grieving can exist at the same time as being thankful and happy while i’m doing my thing…

oof yeah idk that turned into a lot but i’m glad i got the words out there. i felt them jumbling in my head all morning but i feel so much better now. might delete might not but whatever. i love you tumblr diary 🤍

#grief and reflecting and a hefty spoonful of word salad #tbd

[ne0nlightzz]

CW: oddly aggressive self-directed criticism cuz im a dumbass with temper issues and lack of responsibility regarding my writing? also just a ranty rant cuz im kinda stressed out over random shitz- idk if this needs cw but here we go- also does this count as a progress update? again i dunno-

so i should be writing or at least working on requests- but after writing a whole chapter 5 of DFTS [the creepypasta x ftm!reader ive been writing] to the point that only touch ups, editing and double checking for major grammar/spelling errors was needed but then deciding i didn't like how it was written and felt it was a bit to cliché i went and deleted nearly the whole chapter [when it wasn't exactly that bad nor did it mess with/alter the plot that much and was fine since its just a filler chapter anyway] and decided to basically start from scratch.

normally this isn't that big of a deal, ive done it plenty of times with this story because not only do i want others to like it and enjoy the story, i also want to personally like it and enjoy writing the story, so again not really that big of a deal right? yeah that would be if i didn't procrastinate and put it off for like FOUR+ FREAKIN MONTHS- ive been working on that part little by little for like over four months because i went through a writer's block n health issues and family issues and setbacks cuz my life is just a total shitshow but i just deleted four+ months of on and off work cuz i didn't like it- AND IM SUPPOSED TO POST MONTHLY- and ykw i don't have time for a dumb lil personal dislike of a mostly decent FILLER CHAPTER- [not even a super important chapter!!] cuz i have school shit to do and requests to write and a deadline for the next part of another story ive been writing [that i have to get written, edited and posted before october cuz once its october it'll be a year since i update and whenever i update a year later i always lose hope for the story-].

i lost where i was going with this rant but im highly considering closing requests until i can get what is in my inbox written and posted along with at least one of my other works updated- i dunno i might just go try to figure out how to scene kid/emo-fy my furby and see if thats less stressful- [i say as i got mad paint a shelf last week- even simple projects are driving me insane and aren't going well- n imma stop ranting now cuz omfg why did i type so much- ALSO REQS ARENT ACTUALLY CLOSED- IF I CLOSE REQS I WILL MAKE THAT ITS OWN POST-]

[btw nothing negative or anything towards anyone whos sent reqs, i love getting them n they make me happy and usually help motivate me! im just stressed with myself for procrastinating so much with writing and pushing it all off for so long and also for not trying to push through that writers block sooner- also just with school cuz i skipped out over the summer which was supposed to be used as time for me to catch up and also just stressed and angry as my shitshow of a life for never calming down or giving me or my family a break, like i haven't solidly worked on a hobby and enjoyed it in a while- mk imma stop the dumb rant again cuz i need to stop and go calm the hell down and take my focus off of writing n all for a lil bit-]

#ne0nlightzz rantz #idk man #trans writers #fanfic writer #writing community #im dumb asf istg #wtf am i even doing #why is writing so hard #sometimes #why is it so stressful #at times too #im stressed #requests are open #idk what else to tag #idk anymore #im tired #and my furby is going to be a scene furby now

[thebleedingwoodland]

Felt emo again might delete

Ridwan waktu jaman sekolah tahun 2007 & pacarnya waktu jaman kuliah tahun 2009. 

Credits:

Mod: Passion and Romance by Dramatic-Gamer

#kangen jaman sekolah jaman kuliah dulu #jamannya masih punya banyak waktu luang dan energi #waktu hidup belum jadi beban seperti sekarang #Ridwan Chandra #2007 #2009 #the sims 3 screenshots #ts3 #the sims 3 #ts3 screenshots #ts3 emo #the sims 3 emo #ts3 university #the sims 3 university #i'm not okay #emo #the sims 3 gameplay #ts3 gameplay #felt emo again might delete

[bookstore-confidential]

#literally why am i so nostalgic rn #johnlock #matt cutshall #felt emo again might delete

[the-words-i-didnt-get-to-say]

I will continue to fight for love even if, the love isn’t there.

I love the way our love felt when we first collided

now it all feels one-sided

you made me feel so alive but

it was all just a lie

my minds grown infected with love I thought I could feel

like the love on movie screens

but that love isn’t real

-girlfri3nd

#depressing quotes #heartbreak #emo #love quotes #life quotes #musicians #poem #punk #quotes #felt emo again might delete #emo girl #emo boy #payne #fake love

[chezcelle]

The things I laugh at...

#30 Seconds To Mars #30stm #emo #matt cutshall #funny #the things i laugh #felt emo again might delete #the kill #jared leto #Thirty Seconds To Mars

[maksimbudakov]

Felt Emo Again Might Delete

Matt Cutshall / Your Broken Hero / Emo's Not Dead

emo& arts

#matt cutshall #emo #emo's not dead #your broken hero #pop punk #post hardcore #emo and arts #cartoon #digital illustration #defend pop punk #Spotify #felt emo might delete #felt emi again might delete #emo&arts

[navibrownemin]

kind of just want to listen to Cigarettes After Sex and the Bullets album on repeat for 2 hours and forget everything.

#cigarettes after sex #apocolypse #heavenly #you’re all i want #felt emo again might delete later #MCR #ibymbybmyl #early sunsets over monroeville #demolition lovers

[backburnerbabe]

A fucking mess™

#issa look i guess #selfie #i did my makeup just to go through taco bell drive thru #it be like that #stretched lobes #septum piercing #alt girl #felt emo again might delete later

[thebleedingwoodland]

又覺得emo了， 可能之後會刪除。。。 

In high school and early college years, Jay Chou songs were so trendy at that time. That was the time when Ridwan didn’t stop singing Jay Chou songs. 

OST:  Jay Chou 周杰倫【不能說的祕密 Secret】

WIP another singing pose. 

#felt emo again might delete #Ridwan Chandra #2009 #春節快樂 #chinese new year #ts3 screenshots #college nostalgia #thebleedingwoodland #wip #ts3 poses #the sims #ts3 #the sims 3

[ciera-richez]

Emo and Emmett’s not dead @mattcutshall Always fun bringing Emmett back to life with Alice @ashleygreene and playing around with @mattcutshall and @arielle 😎😜 Stunts by my buddy @bryan_mcgowan 💪 #Repost @mattcutshall with @make_repost Felt emo again might delete

via kellanlutz

#kellan lutz #ashley greene #arielle vandenberg #derek theler #matt cutshall #emo's not dead #bryan mcgowan #emmett cullen #alice cullen #the twilight saga #instagram #repost