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addicted-to-slashers · 7 months

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Michael Myers x French!S/O

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Prompt: Hello! Could you write something with Michael Myers in which the reader is French? (thick accent or not, French culture & food maybe). She could be his nurse, one of his potential victims or his girlfriend, whatever you prefer. I never see fanfics with a French reader/character (😭), so... If you write something like that, thank youuuuu ❤️🇫🇷🥖

Requested by: @causeimhappinesss

Pairing: Michael Myers x female!reader who is French

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•Michael loves to listen to you sing in your language, especially the lullabies you could remember from your childhood when you stayed in France before you had to move.•

•He loves when your French accent slips out, and you make no effort to try to hide it, too caught up in whatever you're telling him.•

•One of his favorite things is to just watch you floating around the kitchen, humming as you chop and dice ingredients, preparing dinner for the both of you.•

•His favorite thing to do with you is to watch French dramas with you. He might not understand what's happening but he knows that he can count on you to recap and translate for him.•

#slashers imagine #slashers x reader #michael myers x reader #fem s/o #female reader insert #michael myers imagine #french!reader #michael myers headcanons

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make-your-own-evil · 1 year

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Hi I'm new to ur blog and I was wondering if I could have btas dork squad (aka Scarecrow, Riddler, and mad Hatter) with a s/o who has a special pocket watch that allows them to travel to different dimensions at different time periods? And the funny part of that every time they come back home their wearing new clothes from said time period and holding a gift basket full of their dorks favorite items or things s/o thinks they would like? Fem or gender neutral ❤❤

❤ anon

this is such a cool ask??? i have never written anything like this before so i am excited to challenge myself, but im also nervous to see how it turns out! i think ill do a fem reader since ive done gn for the past few asks (im assuming you want headcanons btw)

note: feel free to reblog! just give credit when necessary :)

(ps i ADORE reading tags, comments, reblogs 🥰)

BTAS! Dork Squad x TimeTraveler!Fem!Reader

Mad Hatter:

he is your number one fan! he thinks you and your fancy, time-traveling pocket watch are truly the bees knees. you constantly keep him in awe

begs you to take him with you :( if youre only able to travel by yourself then he waits patiently for you to get back

travel to the mid to late 1800's England! in the times of lewis carroll, victorian tea parties, fancy attire 😍

you reappear in his hideout, not wearing the clothes you left in, but a beautiful blue day dress with silky fabrics! his face is beet-red and surely there would be smoke coming from under his hat if it were possible!

not only are you dressed head to toe as a noble lady for a tea party for two, but you also brought him gifts?

oh be still his beating heart! when you thought it would be impossible for him to smile any wider, he did! bring him old books, (technically) new clothes, trinkets, hats and new tea sets!

no matter which time period you travel to, he sits you down and asks you a million questions and begs you to tell him everything!

stares at you in awe and wonder while holding your gloved hands as he hangs onto your every word

looks like this the whole time :O

Scarecrow:

BLACK DEATH BLACK DEATH BLACK DEATH >:)

do you really want to tickle the spooky mans fancy? travel anywhere from 1347-1351 in Europe.

he is fascinated by your pocket watch and demands to know how it works

as a demonstration, you disappear from his lab and suddenly reappear later wearing a red stitched gown that looks more like a long tunic. a white cloth veil covers your hair

he has his clipboard in hand

if he wasnt fully convinced of your time traveling device, you decide to bring him some gifts!

PLAGUE DOCTOR TOOLS!

in your little medieval basket you have a mask, blades, gloves and even a jar of leeches!

proposes that you join forces! he doesnt know how you could help him exactly but your little pocket watch is pretty nifty

he asks you to go to more time periods and bring him back things for his "experiements"

YES theyre for his experiments and totally not for self indulgent purposes >:(

Riddler:

future babeyyy

do you want to truly impress him? bring him back some pieces of tech that he can tinker with!

he doesnt believe you at first when you try to tell him about the pocket watch

once you disappear and reappear with goodies, now hes invested!

you show up wearing a green and black body suit in fabrics he has never seen before!

you bring back a phone that uses a 7G network system, newspapers with major events, a laptop with a 2 petabytes of storage that is no thicker than a half inch, books and movies that havent even been released yet and more!

he asks you VERY technical questions that you probaly dont have the answers to

have you met your past/future self? how does your watch work?isnt this going to destroy the space-time continuum? what if you die while traveling?

like scarecrow, he is probably going to make you go off and scavenge for things he would find useful

i am 100% confident that this riddler could reverse engineer just about anything. with your powers combined, nothing stands in your way

#btas dork squad #btas riddler #btas mad hatter #btas scarecrow #btas dork squad x reader #fem s/o

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tvwr1tes · 8 months

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Hey there, sweetheart! Can I request Prech2!David with a fem!SO who is shy in public but very clingy in private? Thank you <3

David Chiem x Fem!SO

°When it came to his gfs boundaries David would understand fully

°Which is also why, he never announced his relationship to the public

°He just wanted the very best for her, for her to be comfortable etc!!

°But when they come home David loves it!!

°The way his lovely gf instantly clings close to him just makes him smile!!

°One of Davids favourite things to do is cuddle her while they watch a movie. Or even while it rains peacefully

°After a tiring day David just loves to come home late and hug his gf peacefully while she falls alseep

°David at first was extremely surprised when his gf held his hand in public for the very first time!!

°As shocked as he was almost instantly he squeezed her hands lovingly!!

°After about a year of dating they officially made their relationship known

°Announcing it to the public etc!! But it took some confidence!!

°But even so, they love eachother so much

#Drdt #fanfic #writing #drdt david #David Chiem #danganronpa #danganronpa despair time #David Chiem x Reader #Fem S/O #Fem reader #Comfort #romantic f/o #F/o #f/o imagines #fictional other #Reader x canon

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bluekuu · 2 years

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think you can do a drawing of different slasher men being affectionate over the baby belly of the female S/O (like some like to smooch it, some like to rub, poke, some like to snuggle it X3) <3 that would be soo cute. Especially Bubba or/and Thomas since they're pretty handsy

This was so cute idea♡♡♡ thx for the ask ^ ^ I also wrote short headcanons of each slashers

Bo is not most affectionate slasher when it comes to baby belly's (he worry he'll do something wrong) He still likes to hold his s/o's hand while they watch tv. If there is tourists coming in the town Bo will take you protectively in his arms. 💕

Lester 100% will smooch your belly! He walks in the room, give kiss to you and then lean down to kiss the belly. What a soft boi💖

Bubba snuggle his s/o's belly and holds his hand on top of it. He loves to feel how baby kicks. Bubba brings flowers to baby even they haven't born yet.🌼🌸🌷

Thomas holds his hand on the belly while he can, if he had a break on his works he'll come to you. Loves when you lean on his chest so he can rub the belly gently.💚

#slasher art #slasher fandom #slasher x s/o #slashers x you #digital drawing #digital art #artist on tumblr #my art <3 #slasher headcanons #thomas hewitt #bubba sawyer #bo sinclair #lester sinclair #tcm 2006 #tcm 1974 #house of wax 2005 #slashers #slasher film #fem s/o

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harveyb-wabbit92 · 1 year

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[Emmet walks up to Ingo whose sitting at the dinning room table; admiring the 9000 piece puzzle of Altaria and Swablus flying in the blue sky, This puzzle was hell to do! It took Ingo nearly two weeks to finish as he had to carefully sort out and determine what pieces were clouds and what pieces were Altaria and Swablu wings.]

Emmet, excited: Hey look, you finally finished it!~

Ingo, all proud of himself: Yes, I did. It took me a while to figure out because of the different shades of blu-

{Emmet suddenly throws the puzzle off the table scattering the pieces everywhere.]

Emmet: Oops! my bad!

[Emmet laughs as Ingo silently stares down at the empty table then at the destroyed puzzle. His eye twitches as scary purple aura erupts around him, I-S/o who witnessed the entire thing started shivering in fear.]

I-S/o, nervously: Erm...Emmet? y-Ya might wanna be gettin’ the fuck outta dodge, like yesterday!

Emmet, looks at her confused: Huh?

{Before I-S/o could intervene, Ingo’s hand suddenly grabbed Emmet by his shirt’s collar! “It was at this moment that Emmet knew... He F*cked up!” Emmet’s eyes widened in horror as Ingo proceeds to drag him through the house and throw him out into the front yard. (Think how Jazz gets thrown out of the house on the fresh prince.) then locks his younger brother out of the house, a few seconds later I-S/o pokes her head out from an upstairs window.]

Emmet: N/n, can you please tell Ingo I’m sorry and to let me back in? I’ll even clean up the dang puzzle mess!

I-S/o, looks her shoulder and winces: Yeah....I don’t think that’s good idea at the moment. For your own safety, It’s probably best if you stayed with E-S/o for a bit; let your brother cool down.

[Needless to say. Emmet had to endure a week of Ingo giving him the silent treatment and bouts of “Random trainer or Depot agent, please tell Emmet I don’t have any potions, since I’m not speaking to him.” While they were in the same train car; barely two feet away from each other!]

#pokemon incorrect quotes #submas #subway boss ingo x reader #platonic! Subway boss Emmet #subway boss ingo #subway boss emmet #fem s/o #galarian! reader

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andywinter16 · 1 year

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How would Titus Nyx Pelna and luche feel if their girl insisted on fighting in the war even though they’re pregnant. Sorry if this is weird but I love strong females

Hello anonie! :) I see you like to give those men a heart attack XD

No, it´s not weird, don´t you worry anonie! I am trying to make my blog a safe space for everyone! And also indulge readers as much as I can.

I hope you will like it, because you chose characters that lost too much and are very protective of their s/o.

Titus:

Depends ... if it´s in early months when your tummy isn´t that prominent, then you have a pass to go

He will still be overly protective, but he knows your limits and strenght

you will be helping on sidelines probably with injured or when pulling back to safety (Axis is ordered to be your shadow. He had three kids with his wife, so of course he knows how to help pregnant woman) Safety measure

(Titus is very proud of your strenght and dedication, it makes him love you even more, but still the blood congeals in his veins If anything bad had to happen to you )

Yes, he knows what capable fighter you are and he praises you for it! But oh my god, the gray hair and ulcers it´s giving him

At later stage of your pregnancy when your body gets much bigger you´re forbiden on the battlefield!

Nope, Titus is with this decision immovable and so are your comrades

But don´t worry, you will be still helping! In Insomnia, with recruits and resources. Those are also important jobs that helps immensely in running Kingsglaive

Also if anything happened hospital is nearby (and it´s sanitary than on the battlefield)

Luche:

*Mother hen mode activated*

Yeaaaaaaah, nope. Definitively the biggest argument ever about that ( will lead to angry make out session)

“ Luche, I may be pregnant but I am not made from porcelain!” “ No, you aren´t Y/N, but you´re my heart and home! And you carry inside a new life, that we made together. I can´t lose you both, goddamit!” his eyes are swelling with tears.

Brings this issue to Titus ( 5 hours long discussion), but ultimately victory for you! *unhappy Luche noises*

Also agreement was striked that in at the end of second trimestr you´re out of battlefield on desk duty (courtesy of Luche, because he´s got so many paperwork to do, it should be illegal) and maintaining Kingsglaive barracks

As stated before Luche is ultimate mother hen, always nearby and fussing about you ( He can´t help it, your his precious s/o)

When on the field, Luche is close to you at all cost (may or may not conviced few friends to look out for you If you went solo, yeah Crowe spilled the beans)

You are great and cunning fighter that has everyones backs, and Luche loves you unconditionaly for that, yet he can´t help to be stressed for your safety

Nyx:

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH, good luck with convincing him

No, sorry Nyx lost just too much and isn´t keen on losing you too

You´re both so stubborn, definitively lot of arguments about it

sadly Drautos needs all hands on deck, so to Nyx GREAT displeasure you´re back in action

Nyx is even more reckless and self sacrifing that before ( nothing will get to you or his friends, NOTHING)

Obvi Libertus is your watchman, your bodyguard and also personal chef (Tredd´s complaining that he wants too XD)

When you sneak on solo action, Nyx is fucking livid! Expect very angry and steamy sex (he was so scared for you and the baby, don´t do this to him)

He knows how badass you are, that you can kill a man twice your size. But his PTSD just wouldn´t let him.

Will try to give you a desk duty(basically civies relationship with glaives), but you´re just too stubborn and refuses

I can´t help but you will be most likely giving birth on the battlefield ( premature birth, don´t worry the baby was safe!)

Yeah, giving Nyx gray hair is a fun thing to do

Pelna:

He begs you not to go (my distressed sunshine), but ultimately respects your decision like a champ

Pelna is adorkably protective (always touching you and always near you)

Will do your job in heartbeat (something is too heavy? yes, sweetheart I am on it, you´re hurt? Darling, let´s go to medics, also point me at that bastard who did it)

Whole squad has your back when Pelna is away from your side (poor boy, too stressed to focus properly)

Yes, he´s like your lost puppy wardog, ready to protect you to death

Definitively awestruct when you have taken brutally down enemy “ THAT´S MY FINE WIFE! WIFE, I LOVE YOU!” (he´s got hearts in his eyes)

he's visibly calmer when they send you to Insomnia in the second trimester on operator duty

You navigate Kingsglaive through satelites, and helping them with drones (Pelna is so happy to hear your voice!)

Also glad that hospital is near you, If anything happens ( such sweetheart!)

#ffxv kingsglaive #ask #now i want to write smut with preg/reader #titus drautos #luche lazarus #nyx ulric #pelna khara #fem s/o #pregnant reader #pregnant s/o

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bookwormmedz · 2 years

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Can I ask Katsumi Orochi with an o / s on his days / period?

It seems the first edition of this was super popular! I hope this helps all the girls who read it get through those days with love and comfort! Some Headcanons coming your day now!

Katsumi Orochi with S/O on Period Headcanons

❤️ He sits with you and watches YouTube videos and Netflix, all whilst having you curled up against him or between his legs. He's like a cuddly teddy bear.

❤️ He's very hands-on, always checking your temp, asking if you need painkillers. He also gives nice massages to help ease the pressure.

❤️ Orders you a million different things on food delivery apps. Expect to eat all your favourite foods in one day, quite literally.

❤️ Researches and tries all kinds of home remedies - "Hey, Retsu said if you eat two hot spoons of honey, you'll be fine!"

❤️ Acts as the ultimate cushion. He's a best friend and the best boyfriend. Even if you have mood swings he never takes it to heart and continues to care for you.

❤️ Cherishes this time of the month so he has an excuse to care for you even more and spend every possible second loving and supporting you.

❤️ Carries you everywhere, even a few meters. He's all about making life easy and relaxed for his sweet lover.

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yanyanderederechan · 2 years

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What I love about you

summary- them with a fat/cubby s/o

warnings- none

A/n- This was written with someone in mind so please remember that the words fat and chubby mean something different to somebody else and that doesn't make their insecurities any less valid. Travis is removed for reasons if you know, you know.

Vrisk Taylor

* loves your thighs

* and likes to sit in between them and look up and admire you

* might turn around to you hold and rest her head on your stomach.

* if you wanna lose weight, she'll support you as long as you're not hurting yourself in the process.

* if you are insecure, kisses. kisses everywhere.

* all over you.

James Williams

* loves all of you.

* if you wanna lose weight (He has mixed feelings about this)

* if you are insecure he shows you how much he loves you.

* shows you that no one could ever compare to you.

* will shower you with gifts and words of affection.

Liam Miller

* isn't interested in how you look.

* if you wanna lose weight, he's with you all the way.

* if not, you still have his support.

* if you are insecure, he's trying his dammed hardest to beat them back with a bat.

* and he will until you see yourself the way he sees you.

Kaya Sakrura

* loves to hold you.

* rest her head on your stomach or thighs.

* might nibble on you in a playful way.

* very supportive of your choices to lose weight or not.

* if your insecure, she telling you about 'what the rest of the world thinks doesnt matter, the only people that matter are you are her'.

Marcus Anderson

* loves to pick you up

* loves it when you straddle him and rest your head on his chest.

* hes very supportive if you wanna lose weight.

* if your insecure your infront of the mirror and hes showing you each and very part of you he loves the most.

#yandere oc #yandere oc x reader #female yandere #male yandere #yandere ocs #x reader #reader insert #yandere ocs x reader #fem s/o #headcanons #all ocs #male s/o

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empire-antz-stalker · 2 years

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Noodle taking care of her sick s/o:

my first Gorillaz headcanon so yay!! if it sucks then it sucks, i'll get better lol. this is mostly gender-neutral, but some parts might be fem-reader.

brings green tea and chocolate cookies for the two of you to snack on (even though she just lets you have 90% of the food)

wraps you in warm blankets and turn on some Netflix to binge watch

when you fall asleep, she kisses your forehead and moves your hair out of your face, gently cupping your cheek

if you've gotten a fever, she wakes you up every few hours to give you medicine.

"wake up, darling" she always singsongs, and helps you sit up. "you want some water?"

sometimes, if you have cramps (or any belly related issue) she brings you a heating pad and puts it to your tummy. other times, she lets Katsu rest on you and watches the two of you fall asleep

her love language is taking care of you;

helps you wake up, miraculously without annoying you

gentle kisses on your nose, forehead, neck and cheek are her way of showing love

to get you to sleep, she plays songs (that she's made for you) on her guitar

especially when you offer to cook, she pulls your waist to her (from behind you) and kisses your neck and ears ever so gently.

calls you by all sorts of pet names (often starting with "my"), such as "my baby", "my love", "my darling", "my flower"

keeps the other band members away when you're sick, to "shield you from their BS" while you're "too delicate to handle it". she says this all lovingly, of course.

even though you protest that you're "strong enough" to get out of bed and continue on with your life, she always counters your arguments, and eventually convince you to stay in bed a little longer; to make sure you're safe.

always says "cuddles are the best remedy" and lies down with you, massaging your belly

sometimes overreacts about your condition, and starts to worry that it may be way worse than she thought. of course, she's never right about it; and soon after, you spend some time hugging and comforting her that you feel fine. well, as fine as you can get when you're sick.

when your pain isn't physical; but rather mental, she's always there to help you get through it.

if you're dealing with your anxiety, or sudden panic attacks, she makes sure to support you as best she can. once the initial wave of anxiety is over, she gently rubs her hand on your back, massages your shoulders and thighs, helps with breathing exercises, and grounding techniques.

cancels out on plans (even after your countless pleas for her to go have fun) to stay at home and watch that you get better.

"i'm much happier when i'm here with you, watashi no hana"

#gorillaz headcanons #gorillaz #noodle gorillaz #s/o headcanons #sick s/o #fem reader #gender neutral reader #fem s/o #gender neutral s/o #gorillaz hc #gorillaz hcs

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mythgirlimagines · 1 year

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Headcanons for Arezu with a fem s/o that gets easily flustered and that Arezu is always making her flustered by constant flirting and compliments?

ngl that's me I get so flustered by that stuff

Arezu and S/O met after Arezu moved to Jubilife Village, and after a month or so of talking, they began dating. S/O wasn’t as bold as Arezu could sometimes be, but she was a great person.

And really fun to mess with, sometimes. Arezu noticed early on that she tended to blush easily, which Arezu took full advantage of by flirting with her quite often.

The same went for compliments. S/O wasn’t unused to them, but she still wasn’t quite sure how to respond to them. So even just Arezu complimenting her made her flustered.

With that said, though, all the compliments Arezu gave her were completely honest. She wouldn’t lie just to get a reaction out of S/O, after all; that’d just be mean.

S/O sometimes tried to do the same to Arezu, but Arezu didn’t get flustered nearly as easily. It was kind of funny when she did, though, since she was getting a taste of her own medicine.

#answered ask #headcanons #s/o #fem s/o #warden arezu #pokemon

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djljpanda · 10 months

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Being Beelezebub S/o

You love your Bee queen and she will

You love the parties she brings you too even if you don't really talk to anyone you are there for the vibe or you both are just the chaotic duo

You are not gonna tell me she doesn't give treats, mostly honey

And yes she does call you hun or honey

You guys both make up for each other as you do help her cool down after parties while she is tryna hype you up

She would know when you feel uncomfortable at the party so don't worry your girl gots you

Honestly her love language is gift giving, quality time, and physical touch, and if you are not okay with any of that she will understand

I do think you both started off as friends and just became lovers

This is just your guys relationship in one picture

#helluva boss x fem reader #helluva boss beelzebub #helluva boss beelza #helluva boss x male reader #helluva boss x gn reader #quite reader #quite s/o #helluva boss x reader #beelzelebub x reader #helluva boss beelzebub x reader #hazbin hotel x reader #beelzebub x fem reader

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sl4sh3rsub · 2 months

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patrick bateman hcs (nsfw: mdni)

patrick bateman x reader (AFAB, AMAB, FtM, MtF)

warnings: overall pretty toxic, homophobic and misogynistic, there's a lot of infidelity/cheating and drug usage/alcohol too. there is also shaming of sex work - this is purely fictional and i do not condone this behavior in real life. i wrote in these elements because they appear in the original source material, not because i hold these opinions/views. mentions of extreme kink/fetish (knife play, blood play), p in v + anal (all unprotected - pls stay safe irl), oral sex (giving + receiving), handjobs, cockwarming, implied dom/sub dynamics (patrick is a top + sugar daddy/dom/slight sadist + is entitled, reader is more submissive + sweet), lots of cum + precum/arousal, reader sometimes treated as sex object, marking (bruises, bite marks, hickeys etc.), dubious consent? (overstimulation, he can be manipulative, reader flashes someone in afab section), reference to past rough sexual encounters, lots of sexual tension, patrick is sociopathic(?) + gets hard a lot + is possessive/slightly domestic but still rough, canon colleagues (schrödinger's judgement + they're horny), nipple play, voice kink/voicemail sex, threats/mentions of canon (?) violence (not towards reader), exhibitionism + public settings, consensual filming of sexual acts, gun play/fear play, cigar gets extinguished on reader (research risks properly before trying irl, please stay safe), hired sex worker, mentions of surgery in ftm + mtf sections, rip jean + evelyn's emotions

a/n: i'm a massive fan of the broadway musical (bootleg available on youtube) and i've seen the film twice, but i still need to read the book!! i've listened to this youtube audiobook (ai voice patrick reading it - part one) and it kinda goes hard. anyway, peeb ateman is soft with reader in this one, so it could potentially be a little ooc.

order: general hcs first then amab + afab then ftm + mtf, different sections = different content n tried not to repeat much

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general hcs

patrick is already engaged to evelyn when he meets you. he's very well aware that she's seeing timothy price, so he might as well have his own fun - divorce isn't in fashion this year, so being prepared for that potential outcome might turn some heads and patrick hates judgmental attention

if you're already in a relationship with someone, he'll whisk you away immediately. you deserve so much better than some chump who can't afford to spoil you, he'll prove his superiority with his shiny silver card

show him genuine affection and take interest in his music taste!! if you listen to him and take time out of your day to participate in conversation, he'll abruptly stop mid-sentence to process that you're invested in his recap of his day :( you'll have no issues with him from then out - you respect him and he'll respect you. he's quietly thankful for how kind you are to him

if patrick has a yearning to dabble in a certain kink or fetish - such as knife play or extreme blood play - that you're not willing to participate in, he'll just find someone who can satiate his needs temporarily. no harm done, patrick just wants to make sure he's not taking complete advantage of you - he'll pay for you to have a delicious dinner and fancy hotel for the night, don't worry. he still wants to take care of you and reassure you that no one is taking your place, and that you'll still have him in the morning... he just needs to let out his extreme urges throughout the night

his way of showing affection is brushing his nose against you, whether it be your temple, ear or cheek as he whispers sweet nothings to you. he longs for subtle contact and the gentle warmth of your skin. he's also addicted to burying his face in your neck or pressing his lips against your crown when he fucks you from behind or squirming in his lap, the small puffs of hot air tickling your flushed skin and his lidded eyes rolling at your scent

he digs his fingers into your lower tummy while he fucks you, feeling his cock ram deep inside you - he's shamelessly using you as his own fucktoy, massaging his length to get himself off. the extra pressure against his tip has him shuddering at the delicious sensation

yeah sure, patrick might be a weirdo and a loser but he can fuck you like he loves you (maybe he does) and spare cash to dry-clean your cum off his expensive suits... fair trade, no?

he practically becomes your sugar daddy - you're his personal doll to dress, provide for and parade around proudly. he wouldn't trade the satisfied glint in your eyes, or the rhythm of your glistening arousal dripping on his wood paneled floors for anything. after a long day of spoiling you, he becomes a little selfish in the bedroom and chases his high with no regard for how overstimulated you might get :(

he is obsessed with dressing you to match his personal perception of you - that is to say, have you dressed in a manner that would make atheists reconsider and have the faithful herald you as their new deity. he wants to ensure that everyone know why he worships you the way he does. even if you don't feel confident in your skin, he quietly reassures you that your bashfulness only adds to your charm

you're his personal model and his precious doll - plaything, if you will. after you return to his place from perusing the designer shops, he lounges back with a whiskey in hand and patiently watches you show off your latest purchases on his card. he'll ask you to spin or swap shoes to match the outfit every so often, even asking you to bend down towards him just so he can adjust your collar or hairstyle. if he gets taken aback by how stunning you look in a certain outfit, expect him to get carried away and start panic rambling - he'll explain the specifics of the material, cut or brand as his fingers roam your body with devotion and his eyes greedily drink you in. his voice gets progressively huskier throughout the show until he gets to the expensive undergarments hidden in matte bags and tissue paper - he fucks you in front of the mirror, reveling in the way the material hugs your skin and how your skin shifts as your muscles clench with every thrust

after he warmed up to you, patrick slowly realized how emotionally taxing your early encounters were on you and that you were left feeling used and roughed up afterwards. if he still makes you feel that way after he first admits his affection, definitely let him know - he might want to leave physical marks on you that linger for a week or so after, but emotional damage is the last thing he wants marring your relationship

something that resembles quiet devotion lingers in his gaze, the glint of chandeliers flashing as he quickly shakes his head and denies he was ever staring :( sure, you might not be the stereotypical 'hardbody', but you're more worth his time than all of the other whores that his cock stirs for - you're leagues better than the sluts turning tricks and actually deserve a place in his home, his bed, unlike the simple chicks he picks up from clubs. he actually respects you (though, not enough to acknowledge your independence away from him) and his silent approval - pride, even - of your actions sometimes slips through his mask

whenever you're in the room with him, there is an invisible yet tangible tension that tugs you together. the warm, compressing feeling always hones your vision onto patrick - it drowns out all of the noises and movement around you, grounding you in the all-consuming gaze of your lover. his eyes snap to yours whenever you enter the room and he instinctively feels a bulge growing in his slacks, his pupils dilating as his tongue darts out to dampen his lips. no polite conversation or mundane styling drivel is worth his time when you are in his field of view

patrick genuinely feels his blood thunder in his ears whenever the men at the table make snide remarks about your appearance or belittle you. he is absolutely disgusted at their attitudes and lack of understanding - you are his darling and you deserve to be treated as his equal, at a minimum. however, if the table murmurs about how sexy you look, he's more than willing to show you off a bit - he's proud of what's his, obviously! just don't let the boys get too bold with their 'polite' touches or they won't have fingers in the morning :<

he'll buy you a ring. not to propose, oh god no - he doesn't want to do the whole evelyn debacle again. patrick wants to simply state his territory and claim so that others would be less inclined to approach you (plus, it helps that he doesn't have to vividly daydream about it anymore - it saves brain power)

if he rushes home with dirty, damp gloves and a missing button on his overcoat, he'll forever be indebted to you if you pour him a stiff drink and prepare to call jean to postpone all events the next day

your head gets all fuzzy when his tongue drags along the line of your collarbone and his soft lips ghost down your chest - circling your nipple and threatening you with the edge of his teeth makes the edge of his mouth twist into a smirk. if you meet his gaze, his lidded eyes give away how content he is in this position, with you on top of his lap. his lips sheened with spit and your buttoned shirt yanked open make for an arousing sight

patrick is a big fan of smoking his cigars while you sloppily take his cock down your throat - he gets some sadistic pleasure from putting them out on your spit-soaked thighs, the drool hissing under the scorching heat. it's coincidentally also one of his favourite things to reminisce, running his fingers over your thighs while replaying those memories during boring social events. the scent of his expensive smoke, wafting around him in a saloon, has him drifting back to the sight of his hefty cock resting on your face - the length throbbing with every heartbeat, pearls of salty precum seeping into your soft skin and trailing in thin rivulets down the contours of cheekbone

he is a fan of sneaking a dab of his yves saint lauren perfume onto all of your formal wear, a little mark of him and something to keep you company whenever you're out at functions he's not attending

he drags you out to clubs just to dress you up and show you off under the bright, colourful flashing lights. you have his eye the entire time you're feeling yourself on the dance floor, tempting him your sensual movements from across the room - don't expect him to act on it immediately though, he's more than content to hold your gaze and sip his glass from the bar. if some sleaze dares to get handsy with you, he'll step in and guide you towards the bathroom as his fingers glide down to your lower back - he needs a bump to loosen up and not hurt every single chump eyeing you up. you're his plaything, after all.

if you spend a night at patrick's place, he'll secretly love taking showers with you - only because you help him rub in his cleansers and soaps into his skin, no other reason. certainly not that your devoted, admiring gaze make him flush and whisper his timid thanks under the steady stream of water, the noise lost in the pounding around your ears. ignore his building arousal, it'll stay there and grow even harder when he pleasures you with his tongue on the counter of his stainless-steel kitchen. you're the only one he'll kneel for, and you bet that there's a steamed-up outline of your ass on the countertop when he's done :3

despite his incessant need to fit in, he's never going to blend in while you remain by his side. you bring out that rare smile of his and that soft chuckle in public settings. you far outshine all the other, dull plus-ones at the dinner parties

you are patrick's trump card - everyone he knows either wants to be you or fuck you, they'll do anything to impress (especially if there's false hope of ending the night in bed with one or both of you)

if you're confident enough, you could be his personal little pornstar!! it makes you so giddy, the knowledge that he could show the snippets of the videos to his coworkers (who dream about getting you naked) and make them jealous of the fact that you've cum numerous times with patrick's name on your lips. the video is recorded on the best equipment of course - he can't have you on video while looking anything less than godlike on camera

he orders your favourite dishes at every restaurant, combs and brushes out your hair when you arrive at his apartment, then fucks you roughly while whispering how thankful he is for you. his babbling pleas for you to stay and praise of your existence echo in your mind for hours after, especially as he rests next to you with steady breathing

patrick leaves hickeys and bite marks all over you and while he might apologise while handing you anti-bruise supplements, know that his mind's eye is stuck on the sigh of your skin blossoming under his lips - specifically, the feeling of his teething nipping your skin and the small hum of satisfaction as he pulls away to inspect his work. if you've been good lately, he'll let you leave a hickey or mark on his chest - it's only fair after he leaves you bruised and aching in his arms the next morning :( if you've behaved to his liking, he'll share some of his japanese pear and kiwi for breakfast. you need some sugar to recoup anyway

if he's been snappy or pent up all day, he'll guilt you into taking him with minimal prep - he will snap and go feral if he's had to rein it in at work, plus the stretch feels heavenly around his thick cock

patrick had once ordered a prostitute for the two of you to experiment with - making sure they were a fair balance between your ideal types, bodywise. this plan went a little off script after the foreplay when you and patrick ended up exploring your exhibitionist sides, passionately kissing and languidly exploring each other's bodies while the hire slowly touched themselves at the sight. that precious hour or so was the easiest pay that person had ever made (you and patrick were far from unattractive), plus that champagne that you poured out was heavenly

patrick has you suck him off during skincare routines in the morning and evening, making sure to cum all down your throat. he insists it's good protein for you!! kneeling in front of the bathroom countertop has become second nature to you, the divine sight of your rugged lover above you routinely making you feel at ease

you had better be friends with his secretary jean because you'll see her a lot. if she gets jealous and her failed attempts at sleeping with him affect her capabilities, patrick will simply hire a different secretary. sure, he'll love to flaunt you and taunt them about how they aren't fucking either of you, but that's just part of his fun. he might use the empty threat of fucking you in front of the secretary as a way to keep you from acting out, but he's too possessive to have someone in a different tax bracket see you laid bare

get him spa day gift cards!! you can both spend time in private saunas or pools simply enjoying each other's presence and use the time to caress each other's bodies. use the opportunity to get a full body massage - when patrick has had a rough week, you're more than likely going to end up with a couple bruises and a few sore muscles

while he's never been the most domestic man, the image of you flitting back and forth in his pristine kitchen flicks a switch in patrick's brain. your earnest efforts of making him his breakfast bran muffins and churning his apple butter has him daydreaming of keeping you in his apartment like a pet - at his beck and call constantly, dusting his expensive furniture and preparing his meals whenever he comes home... not to mention how you'd willingly bend over or drop to your knees in a heartbeat if he so desired

if patrick is riding an adrenaline (or cocaine) high when he returns to you, be very careful and tread lightly. he may have an itch to clean his axe or handguns, polishing them until the late hours of the night. when he's in a jittery and frantic state, he isn't above having you spread out on his polished floor as something nice to look at while assembling the firearms, and he's certainly not against fucking you roughly while holding the gun to your head or body. he's even aroused by the though of you sucking off his uzi, spit-slicked metal knocking your teeth as your glistening eyes widen in fear

when you sleep next to him, he might jolt awake at night before realizing your shifting movements pose no threat to him, especially when you're locked into his arms with your soft breath brushing against his skin. when he gazes at you in these dimly lit moments, his mask slips until he feels a semblance of happiness - there's no discomfort, jealousy or boredom, he's content with you against him like this. after a long while of his breathing filling the dark room, his mind forces his walls back up and reverts him back to his usual self just as he drifts to sleep. no one can ever see him like that, see what your presence does to him... not even you

he has a penchant for fucking you infront of his toshiba 30-inch television, a porno tape or horror movie often playing. he loves the way screams - either of ecstasy or pain - fill his ears as you moan beneath him, the colours of the screen dancing on your skin. his cock always pulses just that little bit more whenever you bite his thumb and take his dick deep inside you as the film plays in the background. red is suck a sexual and raw colour after all, why not have the bright screen fill your vision as you cum on his cock? the vibrance drowns out all other stimuli, forcing you to focus on his presence in and around you

imagine the shock on evelyn's face when she shows up unannounced at patrick's place one late afternoon- he's swaying to heuy louis and the news, hands on your hips as you giggle and pour him a glass. his silk shirt loosely buttoned just covers your modesty as he soothingly rubs circles on your thigh, soft grin fading as his gaze frosts over at the sight of his betrothed. she sniffs, scandalized at the sight infront of her, and tells patrick to not bother contacting her - tim price's phone will be unplugged the moment she arrives at his place. to be honest, patrick could not care less. you're in his arms and he knows for a fact that evelyn will be over it soon - if not, there's a more suitable marriage candidate right in front of him. if you feel bad or guilty after evelyn leaves, patrick will do his best with his hands, thick cock, tongue and credit card to soothe your worries

expect patrick to leave desperate and vaguely threatening voice mail messages - his heavy, stuttered breaths echoing in your ears as the slick sounds in the background get you more and more worked up. the depraved ramblings deepen and get hoarser with each passing minute, so you'd better pray jean doesn't walk in - she isn't worthy of seeing him in such a disheveled and flushed state

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luis is the most understanding of patrick's work bunch - he isn't shy to defend you and be seen in public as your friend, once you are comfortable telling him your secret of course. just make sure everyone knows you're not a part of that yale thing and you'll be fine

although he isn't keen on being open about his relationship with you - for fear of his colleagues and fellow acquaintances of wall street making derogatory comments towards him, or worse, you - majority of the men already have some closeted urge to spend the night with you, yearning to take bateman's place in your bed. let's face it, the cocaine, competition and firm handshakes can only do so much to hide the growing homoerotic tensions between the coworkers. your appeal is wider than you realise, as the compliments and lingering gazes at events would have most outsiders questioning if carruthers was the only gay man present in the social circle

in large social gatherings - such as big dinner parties or company events - patrick is able to hide his hand under the table and keep a poker face while unbuttoning your fly, untucking your shirt and slowly palming you for his own amusement. his bragging of designer clothing, company roles and mentions of a nice house he procured - for you to move into, of course - easily distract the other people on the table from what's happening in their vicinity

if his j&b on the rocks isn't hitting the spot or the cigars his colleagues are smoking feel heavy in his lungs, he'll drag you into the men's room - assuming there's no one in the other stalls, of course. his fly is halfway undone by the time your knees and expensive slacks hit the tiles, his hands mussing your slicked back hair. you'd better take his cock down your throat to the best of your abilities - you don't want an audience to witness you choking and spluttering on bateman's length, do you? of course not, they'll ostracize you in a heartbeat (or so patrick says), so you had better not complain or splutter when he pinches your nose shut and shoots hot ropes down your throat

whenever patrick fucks your ass, he ensures that his mark is left on your supple skin for days later - whether it be a handprint-shaped bruise, crescent nail marks or scratches along your thighs, he needs to have you remembering how well he fucks you. as you sit down, adjust your pants or even just accidentally back into something, patrick is suddenly at the forefront of your mind

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patrick buys you the finest jewelry and nicest accessories that money can buy - the deal is that you give him handjobs with the sparkling rings on and kisses with the expensive lipstick, luxurious material framing your figure like a dream. he is especially a fan of you wearing jewels that match your eye colour or makeup - when he lifts your hand to press a polite kiss on your fingers, the glittering in your eyes matching his gifts makes his heart skip a beat

when you cockwarm him, his length is so hefty and makes you feel so stretched - the weight grounds you as you struggle to gain friction against your poor neglected clit. you always feel so full when you're perched on his lap, the girth enough to turn off your brain and make you drool. sometimes when patrick is feeling bold, he prepares your outfit for the day and ensures that you're wearing a cute little skirt for easy access :( he can be selfish sometimes, on the occasion that he solely thinks with his dick

patrick loves pushing your knees up to your chest as he fucks you deeply in missionary - the feeling of your swollen pussy lips brushing against his veiny base and your clit grinding against his pubic bone gets him more worked up than he'll ever admit

it's fairly normal to have patrick's hand drift towards your chest in the back of a taxi, his face buried in the crook of your neck. keep your noises quiet or the driver might be curious about what's happening in the backseat. his cold fingers harshly pinching and tugging at your nipples make you abruptly moan into the brisk air in the back of the car, patrick subtly palming himself to the tortured whines leaving your lips. if you make eye contact with the driver, mouth that you're sorry for patrick's behaviour and try to save your dignity by biting your lip to avoid any loud noises. if they make direct eye contact with patrick first, however, expect him to pull a smug grin and flash your breasts to the angled rear-view mirror. he might even hike up your skirts to show off your soaked, borderline see-through panties. sneak the poor driver a tip on your way out because he nearly caused an accident, losing all brain function as his blood immediately drained from his head and rushed to his cock :<

patrick buys you two little platinum charms with a necklace chain, his initials engraved on the back of the heart shaped pendant. the other little shape is an axe, the edge of the blade set with tiny red garnets!! he is main motivation for having you wear it constantly is the fact that it makes a small clinking noise as you bounce on his cock, breasts swaying and your glimmering skin making the necklace a truly beautiful sight to patrick

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patrick will pay for any surgery you could every want - with the small caveat that he must be the first person to see and touch you once you're all healed. his lightly concealed wonder at your altered appearance and his admiring hums as he carefully traces the remaining swelling definitely help with your mood, breathlessly marveling at the miracle of modern medicine. he's praying you're happy with the outcome, it really was the best money could buy :(

if you're only just getting into wearing masculine clothing, you bet your ass that patrick is guiding you through the more expensive stores. no awkward phase, just the nicest clothing and most put together outfits to go out on the town!! as much as he understands how tough your body image issues can be, he's not having you look sloppy out in public - you're his man and you'll always be looking like you belong by his side

you're lucky his designer boxers are easy to clean! every time he catches sight of your muscles tensing, he's undoubtedly leaking into the material. when you're stretching and your shirt rides up, when you grab something from the top shelf or even when you crouch to tie your shoelace - his cock doesn't discriminate so you'd better expect a small, darkening patch. the musk at the end of the day has such a heady rush when you kneel in front of him, his sweaty underwear mere inches from your lips. patrick swears you give his dick a heartbeat whenever you make out with his bulge and especially when you sloppily give him head :3

bateman is a huge fan of quickies with you before meetings with your mutual colleagues - he's booked for lunch after, there's no other time in his schedule to empty his heavy, full balls into you :( his favourite way to spend those precious moments is with you bent over his polished desk, expensive pants crumpled at your ankles and your precum dripping onto the carpet. he is a massive fan of teasing you by pushing his cockhead into your slick boycunt and stroking his cock, edging his length until you're whimpering from the need to be filled. he mocks you for being needy and massages his balls when he finally fills your warm hole with thick, potent ropes of cum. he leaves you unsatisfied and leaking his load for the whole meeting :( splash your face with water and try not to squirm too much in your seat - patrick's classic shit-eating grin might give away the events that transpire mere moments before you both walked into the boardroom

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patrick will pay for any surgery you could every want - with the small caveat that he must be the first person to see and touch you once you're all healed. his lightly concealed wonder at your altered appearance and his hums as he carefully traces the remaining swelling definitely help with your mood, breathlessly marveling at the miracle of modern medicine. he's praying you're happy with the outcome, it really was the best money could buy :(

patrick keeps himself well put together and likes to treat you to manicures on shared days out. he'll ask his friend's girls for the best nail salon in the area and insists taking you. after he comes along to pick you up and pay after the set is finished, sometimes he'll immediately take your hands and hum his approval at the colour or design. other times, he'll give you his overcoat and hide your nails until you get in a private area, bathroom or the back of a car - the reveal of your new nails when you slowly stroke his cock, spit slicked hand glistening, makes his eyes roll back in pleasure. your heated gaze and slightly flushed face makes him grin, happy that you're willing to drool on his cock and flaunt his money proudly. the perfect girl, in his opinion :>

if you're only just getting into wearing feminine clothing, you bet your ass that patrick is guiding you through the more expensive stores. no awkward phase, just the nicest clothing and most put together outfits to go out on the town!! as much as he understands how tough your body image issues can be, he's not having you look sloppy out in public - you're his girl and you'll always be looking like you belong by his side

patrick's favourite evening activity is fucking you in a mating press - his cock filling you and hitting that deep spot inside you, your eyes rolling into the back of your head. he loves the sight of your girldick bouncing on your tummy and the shine of your dribbling arousal smearing on your skin. nothing beats a relaxed evening with your tight hole warming his throbbing length

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thanks for reading. lmk if you liked it. if i got anything wrong, don't hesitate to tell me.

stay safe.

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smtere · 14 days

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-> mha getting into an argument w their s/o:

includes : bakugo, midoriya and todoroki

(a/n) just a reminder that if you've had an argument with someone you care about a lot recently you shouldn't beat yourself up about it - its ok to have arguments with the people you love and whether your in the right or the wrong it always feels better to try and forgive ! <3 I hope everyone reading has a nice day / night and remember to keep smiling !

bakugo : it was an accident but he doesn't want to admit it since he's a stubborn bastard. wouldn't snap out of it until he sees his (s/o) in danger or hurt and would instantly go in to protective mode cause he actually cares about them deep inside despite not showing it. then when he and his (s/o) are in bed and he thinks they’re asleep he’ll whisper a ‘i love you’ and apologise - would never actually admit it to them if they were conscious.

midoriya : ok, epitome of ABSOULUTE CUTIE - first person to admit he is wrong, would apologise profusely and pampers his (s/o) non stop. he feels so bad that his (s/o) can’t be mad at him for long cause I mean, have you seen him. his s/o would have to reassure him for months after the argument that they forgive him as he is definitely going to be feeling guilty for a while.

todoroki : would apologise the next morning and feels so bad cause he feels like he's turning into his father. hugs his (s/o) tightly, scared that they are going to leave. after a lot of reassurance he feels slightly better, his (s/o) having to tell him over and over that it is ok to have fights as couples and that it was perfectly normal to disagree with each other - its what makes us all human.

a/n : sorry this is so short, but let me know if you want me to do any other characters or a different scenario! requests are always open <3

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unique-high · 5 months

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Ateez reactions to their S/O sharing their drink or food with them.

Requested: how would the members react to a s/o being comfortable enough to share their drink or food with them when they know it isn't their thing.

a/n: ugh I hope you like it. 😭 sorry for any mistakes.

YEOSANG: he would be surprised if you shared your drink with him. “really you are sharing with me?” he would ask, taking your bottle of juice and sipping from it. You never liked drinking after people or sharing food. It was never your thing. Yeosang always made sure to never drink out of anything you were having. Since getting into a relationship with Yeosang, you wanted to share your drinks with him, but you weren't always sure if you wanted to until now and saw that your boyfriend looked thirsty.

JONGHO: he would be a little unsure when you offered him a bite of your food. He'd decline at first and then change his mind when you pout a little. Jongho would say something like, “Are you sure?” or “You never share, but I'm happy you offered me a bite.” Jongho is the type of boyfriend who shares his food with you, but he always gives you half of it because he knows you don't like eating after people, not even with him. He never complained about it, though. It was just something you didn't like to do, and he respected that.

WOOYOUNG: he would look at you strangely when you helped your straw up to his lips. “You never share your drinks. What's going on? Where is my girlfriend?” Wooyoung would squint his eyes at you. This was something new, and he was trying to figure out why you suddenly wanted to share your drink. But he happily sipped from the pink-dotted straw. He remembered when you and he first started dating; you told him you didn't drink after people or let anyone drink after you. You just found it a little weird and just weren't comfortable with it.

SAN: he would be happy that you were sharing your food with him and letting him take the first bite and then you have a bite after him. “Oh, wow, you're comfortable sharing your food with me now?” he would smile before taking another bite of your food. San has always waited patiently for you to come around with you sharing your food with him. He never bugged you about it because he knew how picky you could be with these sorts of things.

SEONGHWA: he would be shocked that you were handing over your drink to him. He had said he was thirsty, but there were no vending machines around for him to get anything. “Really? You're letting me drink after you?” he would ask as he took your drink from your hand. He never thought this day would come that you'd be sharing your drink with him. It even took you a while in the relationship to get comfortable enough to share food with him. Seonghwa is the type of boyfriend to want to share his food with you, wanting to feed you after he tasted it first.

YUNHO: he would be a little skeptical about you wanting to share your drink with him. It just wasn't your thing to do. He knew you were trying to be open to sharing with him. “You don't have to share your drink with me if you don't want to, y/n.” he would say. But you wanted to share with him. He's your boyfriend. It was something you would have to get used to doing with him. Besides you always got yummy drinks and wanted for Yunho to taste them, but that fear of having someone drink after you always stopped you from doing so.

MINGI: he would be caught off guard when you take a bite of his burger that he had already bitten into. His eyes were a little wide as he stared at you, watching you chew happily. “Okay, did you really bite my burger?!” he would laugh but felt happy with you eating. It wasn't a rule that you had that you would never eat or drink after Mingi, it was just you never felt comfortable doing it. You've been dating Mingi for a while and you knew you wanted to share stuff with him like food and drinks. He never pressured you into anything, he respected that you didn't like eating and drinking after people.

HONGJOONG: He would be excited that you were finally sharing your drinks with him. Because he always wanted to do that cute couple thing where you both shared a drink, sipping out of your own straws. “Thanks for sharing with me. It means a lot to me that you're comfortable enough to share your drink with me now.” He would say smiling. That's all Hongjoong ever wanted you to be was comfortable with him.

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etfrin · 5 months

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murder confession and the first kiss — ☆

☆ — pairing: Ethan Landry x fem! original character

☆ — warning: angst, mentions of blood and murder, mention of name (Afrin, this is a self lore after all)

☆ — summary: Ethan came to me for comfort after his first kill and gets his first kiss.

☆ — a/n: there is no correct order about the lore I am posting btw!

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“I have you,” he whispered even as I was covered in blood. Not mine, not his but of his victims. His arms around me shouldn't have been comforting. He was a killer. The ghost that's haunting the streets. A murderer, who sneaked into my room during the devil's hour. His robe was black but drenched in blood. His Ghostface mask is on the floor.

I didn't know if I felt caged or safe with him so close to me. The smell of silvery blood was suffocating me. I tried to pull away but he didn't let me go. “No, Afrin. Please no,” he voiced, broken and desperate.

“You killed someone,” I said in disbelief, “But I would never hurt you, Afrin,” he retaliated. “I didn't know where to go. I didn't know what to do! I was doing it for my father, for him to finally… finally… but I enjoyed it! Fuck, Afrin, please please I am still me… I am me.”

His chest was heaving, his breaths loud and erratic. I don't fight back then, I hug him back. “You're still you,” I whispered even when tears began to fall. Out of fear, out of love. “You're you,” I sob, burying my face into his chest.

“I didn't think I would enjoy it,” he confessed, “I just wanted his fucking attention, his approval. That's all. That's all.”

I nod, pulling back a bit. I cradle his head with my hands, my thumbs wiping away his tears. “It's fine,” I whispered. It's not, I thought.

“What about the evidence and everything?” I asked, pulling his face closer to me. “Dad's gonna take care of everything. I didn't know what to do so I came here. It's fine, right? You accept me, right? Even if I am a monster.” His voice had broken halfway as he spoke those words.

Perhaps I knew he was trying to manipulate me by faking this guilt while letting me know he was a monster and that he would continue. It was foolish of me, I admit, but he was Ethan.

The shy dork in Econ, my friend, and my first love. The guy whose hand I hold while walking to class, whose jokes make me giggle, and whose smile makes me lightheaded.

This was gonna bite me in the ass and so it shall but I had decided. I took a deep breath, knowing that I was insane for this, but I leaned up. His brown eyes were in confusion as I was leaning in.

My heart stuttered as I pressed our lips together. I let out a gasp when he kissed me back, nipping my lower lip. “Afrin,” he whispers. I break the kiss. “It's okay,” I smile at him, my tears still falling, “I accept you, monster or not.”