max/daniel, hunger games au, outsider pov
The air in the arena is so suffocating, Alex can't help but tip his head back and marvel a little at the artificial domed sky above their heads. He'd always thought, growing up, that if the Capitol invested even half the money they spent on the games into feeding the people of the districts, there'd be no need for any of this.
Dangerous thoughts he'd always known better than to share.
Still, he's said them to George more than once since their names were called for that second time. At this point, there feels like there's nothing left to lose. They already won, Alex two years ago and George just last year. Back to back victories for their District, and here they are anyway. Punished for their victory.
This time, they're going to lose.
A little way off in front of where they are sat side by side now, Max and Seb are talking in hushed, almost hostile looking tones. Trouble in teamate paradise. Charles, who has already lost his, has rolled his trousers up, taken off his shoes and is standing barefoot in the water.
Alex longs to join him. Underneath his legs, the sand is burning. He was the one who'd suggested coming here, thinking that being by the water there would be some kind if breeze, some relief, but-
"Real beaches have wind," Charles had mocked him with an eye roll. "This is not some holiday to the coast." As if Alex had ever been on one. "Now we are just sitting here in the open, like ducks."
Nobody had moved though. There are five of them here after all, almost half of the total people left alive. They stood just as good a chance here, against the three left that were any real threat, as they did hidden away in the jungle behind.
"I don't trust these people," George tells him for the fourth time since they've been sat here. Alex doesn't need to follow his line of sight to know exactly who he's talking about.
Max, who Seb has left standing alone in favour of making his way back up the beach towards them. Max who is stood with his eyes closed, his face turned up towards the artifical sun, hands stuffed into his pocket. His lips moving like he's talking to someone who isn't there.
Maybe George has a point, but-
"He's our best chance of staying alive, and you know it," Alex reminds him.
Max killed thirteen people in his games. A record, especially impressive for someone who isn't trained for it, not from District 1 or 2. A total worth bragging about, but Alex has never heard him even mention it.
Maybe he's naive, but that fact along with the dark circles underneath his eyes make Alex want to trust him in the way George can't seem to.
"He's a monster," George says, something else Alex has heard before, "do you know how many times I was made to rewatch his bloody games, by Toto, by-".
"I'm going to get some water, Georgie," Alex announces, getting to his feet because he can't have this argument again. Can't remind George for the hundredth time that Toto also told them, make allies. That Max, for whatever reason, seems to care about keeping his alivd. Had tried so hard to carry a wounded Carlos through poisonous fog, just because Charles asked for his help.
Alex had never even seen Max interact with either of them before this games, but his voice as he'd told Charles he was sorry for failing, for letting Carlos die is not something he'll forget soon.
He's just made it to the treeline when the same voice calls his name. Turning, Alex finds Max running towards him, almost frighteningly quick.
"I will come with you," he announces, leaving no room for discussion. "We should not go places alone."
Alex glances to George, but he's sat with Seb now, staring straight ahead into the water. Maybe George was right, and this is how they die. Picked off by the two golden boys of District 6.
"Okay," Alex tells him, still not quite finding it in himself to disagree. He just wants to go home to Lily, and he already knows he'll never do that again, so what else is there left to be afraid of.
They walk in silence. The jungle is silent too, eerily so in a way Alex knows can't be real, even if before last year he'd never left the soot covered District 12. How different than a jungle and the forest of his home really be?
Alex has just tapped the spire into the trunk of a tree when Max touches a hand to his shoulder.
"Did Toto tell you," he asks, strangely urgent in a way he wasn't been since trying to drag Carlos's body out of the fog. "Do you know?"
Alex frowns. Behind them, the water trickles, but neither of them move to drink.
"Tell me what?" He asks. "What do-."
Before he can finish, someone is shouting Max's name. Screaming it, loud and piercing. Alex's head whips around to the beach, but it's coming from the trees, and-
"Daniel," Max chokes out, face drained of all colour. Before Alex realises what is happening, Max is knocking past him, running into the jungle.
Alex finds his feet moving, chasing after him as the screams continue. A man's voice, crying for Max over and over. Screaming in pain, begging for help. But-
There's no one in the games called Daniel this year.
Still, Max's voice echos just ahead of him, calling out for him. "Daniel! Daniel, I am coming, Daniel."
"Max," Alex calls, adding to unbreable crescendo, "Max!"
He catches up with him in him a small clearing, finding him stood still and surrounded by a flock of birds flying around his head. It's then Alex realises where all the noise is coming from. The jabberjays perfectly mimicking the person- Daniel's- voice in a way designed to torment Max.
He's slashing his blade through the air, trying to cut them down. Alex makes a step towards him, reaching for his own weapon to try to help, only to find himself jolted back, unable to pass through. On the other side of some invisible torture chamber Max is trapped inside by the same forcefields that have divided this arena up into the 12 segments of a clock.
"Max," he says again, taking in the sick look of terror on his face, "Max, they're not real, they're just birds, they're-"
"Fuck off," Max snaps, eyes wild when he looks to him. "Fuck off, Alex, go- Go back to the beach, I cannot protect you in here."
For a moment he hesitates, watching Max crumple to the ground, pressing his fingers into his ears, eyes screwed shut. With his knees tucked under his chin, Alex is reminded that Max is younger than him. Just 24.
Back on the beach, he sits down beside Seb and George.
"Max is trapped in a new segment," he says, when Seb looks worriedly behind him. Alex's voice is shaking. "He- It's jabberjays, they're- Who is Daniel?"
Seb's entire face falls, and he gets to his feet.
"Another Victor from 6. I volunteered for him this year," he says, and right, Alex should have remembered that. "He was Max's mentor."
Seb makes his way towards the jungle from which Alex just came, not offering any more than that. Not that he really needs to.
If there's one thing these games have taught Alex, it's the face of someone who thinks they are losing everything they love.
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“Such a pity, that one.” Lestat steps through the mausoleum threshold, tight-laced boots clacking against the cold stone as he makes his way towards the deliciously slender silhouette hunched by the grave at the end.
He’d like to think he could find his way back to this place with his eyes shut, or walking backwards through the rain. Even if each and every marker in the St. Louis cemetery were upturned or washed away, he could still find my way back to the earth which holds just a bit of his lover’s heart. The city may change, but the old bones will always remain. And Louis will always belong to the old soil.
“Such beauty. Such youth. Taken all too soon.” He heaves a sigh as he waits for said silhouette to retreat from his melancholy daze.
Even in the darkness, Lestat catches a glimpse of the red-rimmed evidence of tears, hastily wiped but still leaving behind a rusty coloring against the ghastly pale of Louis’ skin as he turns around. He had fed tonight, Lestat can tell by the smell of some vagrant clinging to his clothes. But the tears take so much out of them.
What a tender ghost Louis makes, haunting his own grave.
It makes Lestat’s heart ache yet still he cannot seem to stop himself from pressing on: “They say he went mad, in the end. Ran his plantation into the ground. But what a way to go! He looked so fine, even when he was gambling away his fortune and drinking away his wits in the riverside taverns. Even then, he had such lovely burning cynicism. Even then he had that spellbound longing in his eyes.”
Behind his back, he carries a bouquet of flowers. Fresh lilies from the darling florist two blocks down. Lestat smiles as he walks closer, and even he cannot tell if it is cruel or genuine, but still he brings one hand up to tuck a wisp of hair behind Louis’ ear.
“Do you think anyone remembers him?”
“Why are you here, Lestat?”
[AO3]
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11:56 : Water drips down your back softly, but no gentler than the hands that rub soap onto your skin with the utmost care.
Minho is careful with the way he touches you. His hands move with precision and every single piece of knowledge he has come to learn about your body. White suds form against your skin, and once the bar of soap is placed back into the holder, he is massaging you so thoroughly you think he could be a professional.
Perhaps he is magic, because in his hold your whole body seemingly relaxes, shoulders dropping backwards and head tilting back as though any built up stress is physically leaving your body. He adores watching you like this, seeing every single reaction you make to his touch, seeing what you like and how you express it. There is nothing sexual about it; he is only thinking about the way you feel, how beautiful you look in such a simple situation, and the fact that all of his makes him realise how much he loves you.
Water cascades down your back as he watches the suds fall down your body. He is slightly relieved that you’re facing the opposite way, putting your full trust in him and that he’ll do the job of washing you perfectly, because he thinks that if you see his face, he’ll never hear the end of it. There’s almost undoubtedly a look of unadulterated fondness painted on his face that can only be there around you. He knows no one else has ever made him feel this way—he’s never been so desperate to make someone feel loved and cared for in his life. But it comes so naturally, the extra attentiveness as he massages your scalp with shampoo and ensuring it doesn’t get in your eyes, making sure he spends extra time on this one spot on your shoulders that has been making you sore. Nothing prompts him to do it other than the fact you are his sun and he would do anything for you and more.
He moves his body ever so slightly so he can see your face. The sight of your closing eyes and pursed lips makes his cat like grin come to life, and he can actually feel his heart lighten. Naturally, he thinks it’s insane—he thinks you’re insane—that one person can have such an impact on him. Yet your existence in its entirety is proof of that, and every day he is thankful he’s met you. He is thankful he can come home after a gruelling practice and jump in the shower with you like it’s the most casual thing ever, eternally grateful that he can bring you peace by merely washing your hair and that he gets to forget about the mindless worries of the day within the glass walls in your bathroom.
Instinctively, his hand moves to the top of your forehead when he rinses out the product from your hair. The subconscious want to protect you from all bad in the world is something he probably would’ve cringed at before your relationship. It sounds so tacky, so fake and sickly and overbearing, but he realises now that it is all a simple part of loving someone. It’s an instinct that activates inside unknowingly, and one that he doesn’t think will ever go away, but then again he hopes it never does. It’s not quite as he thought, either, there’s none of the jumping in front of things to save you or any dramatic acts that also act as a love confession. What it really is is the subtle things: the placing a hand on the table edge when you lean down to pick up something you’ve dropped, or ensuring you’ve had three meals a day and offering to make one if you haven’t.
His large hands grip your towel loosely as he rubs it against your body. He’s smiling ear to ear while drying you off, pulling your damp body impossibly close to his to the point you can practically feel the heat radiating off of each other. He’s gazing at you like he’s a teenager in love for the first time, and he thinks he could stay like this for a while.
Anywhere that you are and anything that you do, Minho thinks he could give a try, too. Having you with him is the most important thing, keeping you close and knowing that you’ll come back to him after you’ve been away. Trust. A fragile thing that can break easily and something that occasionally causes more damage than it does good, but he knows it’s not like that for you. Wrapping the towel around your body, annoyingly smushing your cheeks together once he’s done, he can confidently say he would trust you with his life.
Because that is the crazy thing Minho has realised about being in love with you. You make him want to do things he’s never wanted to do in his life simply because you’re there. You allow him to do things he doesn’t think he can go a day without anymore merely because he does them with you. Your showers are probably just one of his favourite: the innocence of the situation, the purity of your affection that surrounds your body in the form of steam and soap bubbles. The lack of care, the relief of worry and the simple laziness within your shared bathroom late into the weekday nights are just one of the many ways Minho shows his love to you (and vice versa), but quite easily his favourite.
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