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jeonbunnie · 9 months

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love is gone

pairing: reader x jeon jeongguk

anon suggested: “I had this idea for a fic it's angst with a lot of heartbreak with soft smut based on love is gone by Slander ft. Dylan Matthew, basically the oc and jungkook have been in a relationship for two years but recently she's felt him drifting away from her and things aren't the way it used to be so she plans a super cute date night in hopes of saving their relationship which he agrees too but he doesn't come home that evening....when he does come home the next day and mentions they have to talk she knows what he's going to say but she thinks if she can show him one more time he'll feel how much she loves him...but in the end his love is gone.”

summary: Jeongguk tries to let you down easy.

genre: angst; smut; 18+;

content/warnings: POV shifts; boyfriend!jeongguk; established relationship;break up!au; hurt/comfort; make up sex (kinda lol); fingering,unprotected sex

soundtrack: love is gone— by slander ft.Dylan Matthew (highly recommend listening to the acoustic ver)

a/n: writing this made me… 😮‍💨 mark me down as sad and horny byeeeeeeeee. Also reader has brown eyes bc of reasons. Brown eyed girl supremacy, mwah!

word count: 1.4K

♪ It tears me up when you turn me down. I'm begging please, just stick around♪

"Baby, let's talk."

Something about the way he said it made your heart crack. The tone of his voice, the softness of Jeongguk's words, there's a finality to it all that made you anxious for what came next.

"Can you come with me for a minute?"

You didn't want to have this conversation. You already knew where it would lead.

Everything in you wants to say no. But it's the first time you've seen Jeongguk in 24 hours and the first time he's held your hand in weeks, so you let him lead you outside, helpless against his touch.

You couldn't face him when you sat down on the park bench, and you're sure the words you've been avoiding will be written all over his expression, so instead, you look out at the horizon.

It was hurting you. Sitting at the bench with Jeongguk so close but so far away, the distance between you verging on strangers.

You had half a mind to lash out and accuse him of breaking up with you in public so you could accept it quietly and not cause a scene. But you know him.

You know your boyfriend was kind and gentle-hearted. He probably brought you out here because you loved sunsets, and he wanted to give you a nice memory even as he said goodbye.

In the distance, the sunset was a red-orangey glow, casting everything the light touched in golden warmth—but you can't feel it. All you feel is ice-cold dread for what's about to happen.

So you beat him to the punch. "You're breaking up with me, aren't you?"

All the air rushed out of Jeongguk in a sigh. "Am I that obvious?"

You would have laughed at his question if it hadn't hurt you so much. "You've been avoiding me all week. Last night, you asked me for space, and now you want to 'talk.' We haven't talked in days. I might be blindly in love with you, but I'm not an idiot," you said, trying hard to keep the words from coming out bitter.

Jeongguk ran a hand through his hair, nerves on edge. Masked behind your anger, he could hear the hurt in your voice, and he hated being the cause of it. This wasn't easy for him, letting you go. But he couldn't keep you either.

"I think," he started. "I think we should start seeing other people."

At his confirmation, a hot tear slid down your cheek. Before you could wipe the tear yourself, Jeongguk reached out, closing the distance between you, and brushed the tear away with his thumb. He never could stand seeing you cry.

"Did I do something wrong?" You asked, barely keeping yourself together.

"No. Of course not. It's not you—"

"—It's me?" You finished, offering him a wobbly smile. "You don't have to say that just to be nice."

The look on your face made Jeongguk's chest ache so much he could barely breathe. "I don't wanna hurt you. . ."

"But you don't want to stay either?"

He doesn't answer that question; somehow, the silence between you only makes you feel worse.

"I see. . . "you said, nodding your head. "So that's why you didn't come home last night."

You fell asleep on the couch, waiting for him to find his way back to you so the picnic basket you packed remained untouched on the counter. You thought you could remind him of how great things used to be by recreating your first date at the park.

It involved fairy lights, wine, and homemade sweets filled with the love you hoped to remind him of. The love you hoped was still there.

Now you realize Jeongguk was never going to come back home to you. Not last night or any night after.

In a way, you're grateful. Considering the surprise you had planned, it would have been embarrassing if he had come home the night before.

Of course, you still made it to the park, but the situation was dramatically different now. But instead of making up, you were breaking apart.

"I'm sure you noticed how different things are between us now," said Jeonggguk. "Last night, I needed time alone to think. I tried to imagine myself without you. And the thing is, I could….and it all felt so."

You bit your lip, holding back more tears. "Is there anything I can do to convince you to stay?"

Jeongguk was quiet for a moment, and hope built in your chest, but it died just as quickly when you saw him shake his head no.

Jeongguk forced his face to stay neutral. "I will always love you, but just not in the way I wish I still could."

"So this is it then? We're over? Just like that?"

You want to cry, scream, and beg, but Jeongguk is still and calm beside you. So calm you know he's already decided to end things, and you know him well enough to know how stubborn he is that he won't change his mind now that he's made it up.

"I'm sorry," he said. "I understand if you don't want to be around me, I've already made plans to stay at Joons tonight if you prefer me gone."

That was the last thing you wanted. "No," You said, pushing down the sobs that threatened to come from your mouth. "Can you stay, please?"

Jeongguk hesitated, looking away from the face of the setting sun. "I'm not sure that's such a good idea…" He didn't want to give you the wrong impression that there was any way to salvage your relationship. And more than that, he didn't want to lose his resolve because a night with you would make it that much harder to walk away.

"Just for tonight? I don't wanna be alone." It felt stupid to want him there now when he was the cause of your pain, but Jeongguk was one of the few people in your life who knew how to comfort you. You wanted him close, even at the most inopportune moment.

The word 'no' was at the tip of his tongue, but he turned to look at you, and the hurt he found there in your big brown eyes had him saying 'yes.'

And he knows he shouldn't, but Jeongguk can't help but comfort you like he always has. Even though you broke up, it didn't change the fact that he still cared for you, still had love for you. He told himself it was just a reflex that had him reaching for your hand on the walk back home.

It's reflex that has him curling up next to you in bed and wrapping his arms around your waist to be the big spoon, as always.

Reflex that has him kissing away your tears, neck, and shoulder.

Reflex that has his hands sliding underneath your clothes to rub you through your underwear, desperate to make you feel good.

At least, that's what he tells himself.

And before he knows it, he's sinking into you with a groan, getting lost in the familiar warmth of your body.

You're so wet it was easy to slip inside, and even though he's already inside you, so close, naked body flush against yours—it's not enough.

Jeongguk still wanted more.

He couldn't help but grip your thigh, lifting your leg to push in deeper, to feel more of you as his cock slid in and out of your heat.

It has to be a reflex because it can't be love that has his hips driving into you, over and over and over again.

It can't be love that has him moaning into your mouth, kissing you until you are both out of breath, till you clench around him and he spills inside you, filling you up so perfectly.

Because if it is love and not the memory of loving you that makes it so hard to pull away hours later when your tears have dried, and your heart beats steady as you sleep dreamless on the side of the bed that used to be his—then Jeongguk is making a mistake. It was possibly the biggest mistake of his life.

Jeongguk isn't sure he can live with being the one to break both of your hearts. But he'd rather end it all before your relationship's indifference could turn to something cruel. He'd finish it now before you could hurt each other further.

If he had thought about it more, Jeongguk might have seen the love hidden in his actions. That there was something here worth saving, worth fighting for.

But that wasn't what he wanted. Jeonguk didn't want to think of everything he was giving up walking away from you.

It was much easier to pretend his love for you was gone.

#bts fic #btshoneyhive #bangtanbathhouse #jungkook smut #jungkook angst #bts scenario #bts drabble #jungkook fic #jeongguk fic #jungkook drabble #jeongguk drabble #jeongguk x reader #poc reader #songfic #req fill.📦#my fics.🍪

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fala-alfredo-pasta · 3 months

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Maybe a bit much but could I get a teruteru/Miu comic? You can even put someone there getting grossed out by the for funsies :3

I just like the thought of Miu giving Teru a cute dumb pet name based on his last name sounding like ham lol

#anonymous #danganronpa #teruteru hanamura #miu iruma #terumiu #iruma miu #hanamura teruteru #fala replies #req art #I'm so so sorry this took literally over half a year for me to have the time to do #but thank u for being patient and waiting ;w;#the same goes for anyone else waiting for their request to be filled #it'll happen! again I am v slow tho #a e i o queue

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ghostpajamas · 1 year

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goodnight chilchuck nation. to the rest of you ? go in the dark

#file name misleading. 'misc abnormal chilchucks' in fact very normal #chilchuck tims #dungeon meshi #delicious in dungeon #chilchack #got my hands on lineart brush that an artist i like- whos style reminds me of one of my fave artists- uses. yay !#+ had a fun time with. sketched with my rake brush to block in shapes #and when filling the black sections used bucket tool with the sketch visible. gave it nice texture #ghostart #hm. thinking about mason art i still wanna do ... have them on hold rn bc of the time commitment and pre-req

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rozugold · 8 months

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Could you give the eye arm Tommy a warm blanket and hot chocolate as an art request if I'm not too late? 8 w 8;;

Or umm... A warm cloak with hood so he can be bundled but still see????

It’s okay, he doesn’t need to see. he’s safe 😌

#dream smp #c!tommy #arm eyes au #rozu asks #azlinne #rozoodles #art reqs #ALSO random fun fact for Tommy (and Dream ig):#their tails pick up on vibrations #so it helps fill in for some blind spots 👍#skdhdj I gave them tails for fun but just now realized that it actually sorta make sense #so yayyy

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shuashuagirl · 9 months

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joshua non con where he tells u to be a good girl and take it after convincing you to go to a secluded location with him

Warnings: Noncon, but y/n likes it, creampie, rough, degradation, praise, impact play, big dick!Shua, 2k words,

Tags: Nice guys finish last... Sometimes.

You knew better than to go off with a strange man that you didn’t know at a party. Knew better than to tell your friends with an excited raise of your eyebrows “not to wait up”. And you knew better than to let him close and lock the door behind him.

And worst of all of it you weren’t even drunk. There were no inhibitions in your body that were making you do all these stupid things. You were just…. Doing them. And you were doing them because the guy in front of you...? Well…. He was so unbelievably hot, how were you supposed to not?

Men didn’t give you attention like Joshua was giving you. All night he had been crowded next to you at the bar, ordering you mocktails that he made sure you saw him stay clear of.

He watched your friends with you, and being a regular at this bar he would advise you of the guys you should tell them to stay clear of. He was funny. He told good jokes and had a warm, comforting smile.

So yeah. Of course you trusted him. What reason did you have not to? Why would you not look at this man asking you: “Is it too loud for you? Look there’s some game rooms upstairs nobody uses during club nights. Let me take you there- Just for a little. To get your mind steady.” And say yes?

“So…” Joshua said once the two of you were in the room. He turned around and looked at you, a different look in his eyes than there had been before. “Is this better? Quieter?”

You nodded, suddenly very aware of what you were wearing. Tight short skirt…. Crop top with no bra… It was what your friends had insisted on. But it was so very little...

“Yeah,” you agreed, your eyes darted around the room, your fingers fiddling with the bottom of your skirt. “We should sit down. Talk.”

Joshua hummed at your suggestion but even as he did he closed the distance between you two. He placed one hand next to your head on the wall, trapping you between him and his body. The other hand came up to your hair. He played with a loose strand.

“I think I have a better idea,” he commented lightly. “You know... You are such a beautiful girl. But your clothes…. The way you’ve been flirting with me all night...”

He sighed and shook his head.

“I thought you were pure, but coming up here with me proves to me that you... Very much aren’t.

There was no warning to the way that he forced your skirt up over your hips, his hands ripping your underwear in half in order to give him access.

You gasped in surprised.

“J-Joshua? What are you doing?”

He raised an eyebrow at you as if to say what do you think, as he slid a finger into you, moving his hand to push your shoulder hard into the wall. Your fingers balled into fists that you used to hit Joshua’s chest but you weren’t sure if it was out of fear or just having been caught off-guard.

“Don’t play stupid,” Joshua said, his voice low. “You’ve been parading around all night as if you want me. You think I’m stupid? That I didn’t notice the flirty touches and that look in your eyes…. Begging me to fuck you all night.”

He pushed another finger into you and you slipped a little, your fingers instead clutching his shirt and tugging at it hard.

Trying to get him off of you? Trying to get him closer to you?

You wanted to be mad at the way he was approaching this. Being so rough as if he owned you... But you knew without him saying-

He leaned forward to kiss you and you turned your head away. Mistake. He slapped your cheek, making you cry out in surprise.

“Don’t pretend like you don’t want this.”

He pushed his fingers into your mouth. They were salty, and already wet.

“You’re dripping like a fucking whore.”

He pulled his fingers from your mouth a smile crossing his lips, as he grabbed you by your chin and tugged your face closer to his. He smashed your lips together, ignoring the fact that you weren’t kissing back.

He released his grip on your shoulder and slapped your thighs further apart so that he could roughly push two more fingers into your pussy. You wanted to say that you hated it but the burn felt so fucking good. You couldn’t help it- A moan slipped from your lips as he pushed his fingers knuckle deep into you, and it made Joshua’s smile grow on his face.

“Knew it…” He mumbled. “You’re a fucking whore…”

He pulled his fingers from you and stepped back from you pointing at you with the hand that had been holding your chin.

“Don’t move. Or I’ll stop being so nice.”

You swallowed hard and nodded once watching as Joshua didn’t even bother to take his pants off. He just pulled his cock out through the zipper hole of his pants.

Your mouth went dry when you saw his cock. It was fucking huge. Thick, long, veiny… you didn’t even want to guess how long it was because that... That wasn’t going to fit….

But you knew that you didn’t have a choice either way.

Joshua walked back over to you, grabbing you by the strands of your hair and pulling you down to the ground. You let out a cry, but you were embarrassed to say that the rough pull only sent heat through your body, sending more wetness down to your core.

“There’s no point in screaming,” Joshua mumbled to you as he hiked you up against his jean clad legs, your back hitting the ground. “No one can hear you anyways.”

He slapped your thigh again and another strangled cry left your mouth, but it sounded more like a moan than anything.

Joshua soothed over your stinging thigh with the palm of his hand and poked at your pussy, spreading the wetness onto your thighs as if to remind you the way that your body was reacting to all of this.

“Should I be nice…?” He questioned softly. He took hold of his monster cock again, running the tip through your wet folds and immediately regretted his words. He grabbed hold of your bunched up skirt. “Fuck being nice.”

He pushed his cock into you, just the tip... Having trouble sliding in because of how thick he was. You let out another cry, tears beginning to run down your cheeks because the stretch felt so good, but you still couldn’t help but think about how this wasn’t going to fit. There was no way it was going to fit.

He was so fucking big. There was no way.

The tip of his cock slipped all the way in and your arms were thrashing because you had nothing to hold. Nothing to do but let tears stream down your face. It felt so good, so freaking good, you couldn’t pretend like you didn’t like it even if you wanted to.

“It won’t fit Shua,” you finally exclaimed, when you looked down and realized that only a fourth of the length of his cock was inside of you and you already felt like you were stuffed full. “It won’t fit I just know it won’t, it-”

Joshua interrupted you by leaning forward, pressing the palm of one of his hands on your mouth. His warm breath teased over the bridge of your nose, and the sounds of your muffled moans made him smile sweetly.

“Just shut up and take it like a good girl.”

He forced the rest of his cock into you, ignoring the way you screamed into his hand. Your hands raised to his shoulders, and you squeezed tightly to him just for purchase. He searched your eyes for resistance at his cock being fully settled inside of you and waited for a few seconds… Until the pain of being stretched by him had mostly subsided and then he was fucking you again. One hand on your hip, the other still on your mouth- His thrusts were hard and sloppy.

“God your pussy feels so fucking good baby,” he praised, his words so sweet despite how rough he was being. Your body bounced with his thrusts and fuck if it didn’t feel good. “You gonna be good? I wanna hear what a whore you are? Want to hear how good I make you feel.”

He didn’t have to finish what he was saying, you were nodding the second he asked if you wanted to be good.

He moved his hand from your mouth allowing your moans to fall freely from it. There were tears still streaming down your face, surely running your mascara but not for the reason that you felt like it should be.

“God you’re so fucking pretty I just knew that I had to have you when I saw you across the bar,” he said, one of his hands gripping at your chin tightly keeping your eyes on his. “You wanted me too didn’t you?”

You didn’t respond, too focused on how full you felt with Joshua’s cock stuffed inside of you. With every thrust, every time that his balls smacked against you you could control the loud moans that got ripped out of your mouth. You couldn’t really think about anything other than his cock.

He slapped you, again, hard, and you gasped out in surprise.

“Tell. Me. You. Wanted. Me. Too.”

“I-I did,” you blurted back out. He grunted.

“Liar.”

“No I did,” you insisted. You reached out a little, your fingers burying into the strands of his hair. You were still crying from the pleasure of it all... And the embarrassment. Torn panties hanging off of your thigh while Joshua pummeled into you. “I wan-wanted you. You-You're so hot I-”

“Tell me you’re glad I fucked you,” Joshua pressed. You whined, feeling pleasure coiling up in your stomach. You couldn’t believe it. You were going to come. You could feel it. You needed it. You felt your face burning at the realization but your body didn’t care. You started to roll your hips down to meet Joshua’s thrusts.

“I-I’m so glad you fucked me,” you replied brokenly. “You’re cock feels like it’s spl-splitting me open... I n-ne-need-"

“I’m going to come,” Joshua interrupted, his voice a little broken too. His emotions were showing vividly on his face now. His eyebrows were strewn, his face was red, and his mouth was slightly ajar as he panted his own pleasure.

You weren’t thinking too much about it.

“I’m gonna come inside you... Fill you up... Pump you full of my cum.”

Your eyes widened slightly in surprise, and even through your haze of only thinking about Joshua and his cock...

“W-wait, not inside,” you managed to get out. “N-Not inside, it’s not s-safe-"

You didn’t get the chance to finish, because his hand was pressed hard to your stomach and he pushed deep inside of you. You could feel his cock beginning to squirt warm liquid inside of you and despite your words you felt it dragging an orgasm out of you. Your whole body shook as he pumped you full of cum and you couldn’t help but struggle under him because the overstimulation was driving you crazy.

“G-Goonna ‘spl-ode," you managed to say but Joshua didn’t really seem to care. He left himself fully seated inside of you, his cum dripping out around the base of his cock. You were sweaty... You were full... You were hot... “S-So much.”

“God... I knew that you were good...” Joshua mumbled softly. “My good little girl... Took everything I wanted you to.”

He kissed your lips, and it made a whine pull out of your body. Your back arched as you tried to chase his kiss but he pulled back.

He popped his cock out of you, and his hot wet cum gushed out of your pussy. He looked at you as he put his cock back into his pants. He looked at you, eyebrow rising a little.

“You better clean yourself up,” he said. He reached into his pocket and pulled out a sharpie before kneeling down right next to you. You hissed as the cool ink of his marker pressed to your skin. After a few moments he pulled away from you, swiping his hands on his pants a little as he looked at you.

“When you need this again...” He trailed off. “You can go ahead and call me.”

And then, with a small up-quirk of his lips he left you alone.

#be a good girl and take it....#inspired me....#so much....#why's that such a hot concept...#shuashuagirl req fills #seventeen smut #seventeen noncon #joshua noncon #joshua smut #joshua hong #kpop noncon #kpop smut #seventeen fanfic #seventeen fanfiction #svt fanfic #svt fanfiction #joshua fanfic #joshua fanfiction

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sonic-adventure-3 · 2 years

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could you do amy in cheesecake?

the girl of all time herself

#love little pink bitches with huge weapons who are endlessly kind and are filled bloodlust <3<3 #my art #sth #palette reqs #amy #amy rose

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rinupi · 5 days

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Hello! It's me again!! Hope you're having a great day/night! Can I request a picture of Baji, Chifuyu, and Kazutora? (Not a ship) Thanks!

You can completely ignore this btw.

HERE U GO !!!!!

#it's just a sketch but #it's a sketch filled with love #baji keisuke #matsuno chifuyu #hanemiya kazutora #tokrev #rinupi answers #rinupi reqs #i hope u like it aaaa

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jackwolfes · 3 months

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i feel like i havent taken requests for PWPs or oneshots in a bloody age and i kinda miss it SO if you want to request something that i might eventually one day write do feel free to slam it in my ask box and/or ao3 comments 👀

#im just so like. banged up with longform stuff. and its fun!! and i like it!! but i kinda miss the shorty silly shit #text #will fill reqs for wesper / firstprince / any other polycrows ship / ??? idk send me whatever you fancy and i'll see

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dirtbagdefender · 7 days

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#stranger things #billy hargrove #dacre montgomery #tv show gifs #( * mine )#anon requested billy playing basketball and honestly.... i have been thinking of nothing else all day #arms belly thighs.... arms belly thighs... arms belly thighs.#filled reqs

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yankinhelp · 1 year

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oka ruto and ayano aishi icons for anon! let us know if you want anything changed . . .

#mod post: moeko #oka ruto #ayano aishi #icons #messy layouts #req fill #yansim #yandere simulator #headers #yansim icons #ayano icons #oka icons #txt #img #srry this took a while we were asleep!! we run a queue whenever we're asleep lmfao #queue #request filled

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jeonbunnie · 9 months

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i hate u, i love u

pairing: reader x seokjin

anon requested: “i hate u, I love u by gnash ft. olivia o'brien with jin an angst and smut. Y/N is jin's side chick but he always goes back to his gf... college au please”

summary: If loving Jin is wrong, you don’t wanna be right.

genre: friends to lovers; angst; smut; fwb; 18+

soundtrack: i hate u, I love u — gnash ft. olivia o'brien

content/warnings: best friend!seokjin; established relationship, college!au, unrequited love, swearing, dirty talk, unprotected sex

word count: 1k

♪ I hate you, I love you. I hate that I love you ♪

It was a mistake to sleep with your best friend. You hadn’t planned on ending your one-night stand together in anything but a night of pleasure. Jin was fresh out of a breakup, and it was messy and stupid, but you wanted to fix it for him, to take the pain away.

So when he kissed you, begging you to help him get over her—you didn’t hesitate. You kissed him back.

It was pity at first, and then lust, but soon after, much, much more than that.

Jin tasted like tears and salt and heartbreak. And every time he held your hand, had your back, or made you laugh,

And every kiss was a memory, a moment of passion brought to life with a new feeling.

Afterward, nothing was ever the same for you.

You loved him. And not like a friend.

Stupidly, when you started sleeping with Jin, you thought you would be unaffected. You knew what you were waking into. You weren’t a blushing virgin, and Jin wasn’t your time having a friend with benefits. You were a big girl; you could handle yourself. Or so you thought.

You both swore it wouldn’t happen again, but it did. And it became a habit. Every time things ended with Jin’s on-again-off-again girlfriend, you’d find him in your dorm, too late for his arrival to be anything more than casual sex.

And tonight was no different. So you let Jin sneak into your dorm and steal kisses in the dark, whispering sweet things into your ear, calling you darling, baby, angel. The words melted on his tongue as sweetly as they melted your heart.

It was a mistake to take him as a friend and lover. Nothing about hooking up with Jin was easy. You knew a part of him was using you, but the sex.

All day long, all you could think about was his kiss.

You waited for the moment he would grab you by the waist, his hot breath on your neck.

“Did you miss me?” He whispered as he caressed your body.

And when his hands slipped between your thighs to rub at that sweet spot while his mouth—god, his mouth—left wet kisses down your neck, how could you say anything else but yes?

You liked how he kissed you, how his plush lips moved smoothly against yours, tongue hot in your mouth.

“Yes,” you breathed. You liked how Jin touched you, rubbing sweet circles on your clit till you were a whining mess, till you couldn’t help but beg for more. And he’d give it to you, sliding his thick fingers inside you when you needed it most, fingering you just right, making you see stars.

You liked how he fucked you, slow and deep, cock pounding into you while his hands held thighs apart, giving full access to claim your body as he saw fit.

“Do you like it when I fuck you like this?” He’d tease, knowing you could only answer him with a moan.

He never really waited for an answer, preferring to swallow down your moans; each whimper of yours only drove him to move faster and deeper with every thrust till you lost your breath and mind.

You loved the feeling of him taking you completely, sliding his thick cock inside you. You didn’t know that he was stealing more than just your breath away.

He stole your heart, too.

And you let him, giving yourself to him every other night like an offering; your body is soft and pliant, like a ripe peach, ready for the taking. Jin was all too eager to take a bite. Little by little, piece by piece. Until let him have you whole.

And when you came back down from the high, body still trembling, Jin wasted no time scooping you into his arms, curling you into his body. You laid in his arms, sure you could have him like this forever.

But forever only lasted as long as it took for his girlfriend to apologize.

A ping on the bedside table brings you both

back to reality. Jin reached for his phone, trying to cover the light from the notification, but you didn’t have to see the message.

You already knew who it was from.

So why was it that this time, watching him put on his clothes in the middle of the night nearly broke your heart in two?

You stop him with a hand on his wrist before he can go. “Jin, don’t go.”

“What?”

“Don’t go. I want you to stay.”

You don’t say what you mean:

Please don’t go back to her.

Please stay with me.

The words are on your tongue, but too much time has passed for you to tell him how you feel. All you can do is hold on tight, desperate to keep him by your side.

Jin freezes in your hold. “You know I can’t do that…”

“Why?” you ask. “Why do you always go back to her, even when she’s the one that hurts you the most?”

It’s this question that made Jin face you. He sat on the bed, reaching over to cup your cheek. Despite yourself, you can’t help but lean into the touch like a lovesick puppy.

“Because I love her. I’ll always go to her.”

And though his touch is gentle, the words hit you like a slap because it was the truth.

“You understand, don’t you?”

That was the thing—you did—you understood him more than you wanted to.

You hated him for that. But not enough. Not enough to make you turn him away.

Jin would always go to her.

And you’d always wait for him.

You loved Jin more than you hated him. You might have loved him even more than he loved her.

No matter how many times he hurt you, no matter how many times he ran back to her, you would always wait for his return because Seokjin was the only man you ever truly loved.

Too bad he wasn’t yours.

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