I always enjoyed the loss of focus that came with looking too closely at something. Some might say that’s simply being too close and unable to see the glaring issues, and I agree, but have you ever stared so intently at something that your eyes lose focus but you’re still staring as if you could see every detail? No matter how minuscule, all those tiny fragments of information were churning in the soup. Whether clear and sharply in focus or dull and subject to bokeh, they existed. Maybe that’s what I’m after. All said and done, they’re just photographs. You cannot give someone something they didn’t already have access to (ignoring abstract works). You can only cross your fingers and hope that someone thinks of the same thing you were.