#finally single earth

[cheese-water]

The best option was to kill Ranboo. Everyone begging for him to “live” assumes that choice would be the merciful option is naïve for thinking Hatch would simply set him free. No he said verbatim that Ranboo would continue to be our plaything until they became “unusable.” That isn’t being alive, that’s torture, especially for someone who was begging to be killed in the end.

People pushing for a 50/50 split are also naïve in the way Showfall Media operates. While we never know what would happen if the vote split, it wouldn’t of mattered anyway. Hell, it doesn’t matter that we choose to kill. What has been the constant sentiment throughout this series?

OUR CHOICES DO NOT MATTER

Ranboo was dead man walking before the show even began. Do you really think Hatch really is gonna let Ranboo die on his own accord just because twitch chat felt bad for him? NO! He is probably being reprogrammed as we speak, up and ready for their next show. None of this matters. All of this was for data on the newly implemented live audience Hatch installed to see how we would react to certain things.

How could Ranboo’s death be our fault, when our actions and emotions were also being used by Showfall Media?

Who says we weren’t just as trapped as Ranboo, only we get the privilege of remembering his death.

#generation loss #genloss #ranboo #ranboolive #THE MAD LAD #I’m like a detective #I find a single piece of evidence then I make it my whole personality #generation loss finale #oh predetermined fates my beloved #if ranboo ends up permanently dead I’ll eat my hat #There’s NO WAY hatch just lets him die scott free because of TWITCH CHAT #Is his name hatch? #Who cares he’s trying to live up expectations/earn the approval of his maybe dead mentor figure by any means possible #And that’s just simply unethical in the long term #I mean if EVERYONE did that earth’s population would be zero #tsk tsk tsk #simply do you bro who cares about “tHe FoUnDeR” 🙄 #Why am I like this lmaoooooo

[fionnaskyborn]

Was tagged by @oceancamp to post my current five favorite songs! (They should invent a stages-of-grief-esque model that encompasses and accurately describes both types of anguish I had to go through making this list - the one of limiting myself to only five songs, and the one of trying to put as little videogame music on here as possible so that I don't end up looking like an absolute goddamn geek, which... I am... Oh well!)

Thank you so much for tagging me - here are the songs!

Heaven Pierce Her - War Without Reason

Tatsuro Yamashita - Love Space

This specific arrangement of Death And Republic + Meet Again

Winger - Junkyard Dog (Tears On Stone)

The Protomen - Light Up The Night

Is it courtesy to tag other people after you've been tagged in a post like this? If that's the case, I'll tag @spiralled-fury, @solradguy, @swamppossum, @five-by-five, @northstarring, @ineedmoredragons and @tbonechessor!

#logs #ya don't have to participate if you don't want to‚ from what i've gathered - it's all just for fun anyway :] #The link to Yamashita's song is actually a link to a website that hosts city pop songs‚ since those keep getting taken down on YouTube due #to the strictness of Japan's copyright laws with regards to music. Uploads of Yamashita's songs in particular get taken down quite #frequently... The rest are either Bandcamp or YouTube (in case of Junkyard Dog) links #Very out-of-character of me not to put a Кино song on here‚ haha #I had a hard time deciding whether to put HOLD BACK THE NIGHT or Light Up The Night here‚ but ultimately decided on Light Up The Night #because... hoo boy #okay storytime. i've known of the protomen since somewhere around 2021. got The Good Doctor in my recommended feed‚ clicked on it because #i thought the album cover was cool + the title was appealing‚ but i never really listened to anything theirs beyond that song after that. #fast forward to 2022. be me‚ watching the greatest videoessay on planet earth (Steak Bentley's Metal Gear Solid 4 Was A Mistake). #the fucking MONTAGE comes on‚ and I fall in love with my second Protomen song. second fast forward to 2023 going into 2024‚ finally got #around to playing the Violence update. i learn of the name of level 7-2. the widest‚ most mischievous grin appears on my face. #i enter the level‚ proclaim ''ULTRAKlLL IS NOW A STEAK BENTLEY REFERENCE'' and blast the song as i get my ass beat by every single thing in #that level. #and let me tell you. getting mollywhopped ten thousand times by the FUCKING GUTTERTANK TRIO AT THE END OF THE LEVEL WAS. not a pleasant #experience. but the song made it better. :) (i played the level before the balance patch came out and uh let's just say i had more deaths on #that level than on 2gabe and 1gabe. SEVENTY-FOUR. FUCKING. RESTARTS. JESUS /CHRIST/. #goodness how i yearn to make a 3d animation of v1 going through 7-4 with that song in the background as a tribute to the man himself but #alas i am a student who has everything in the world but time #thanks for the tag again!! ^^

[cognitiveinequality]

#finally #N. America back to standard time #standard time 4eva #enjoy the sleep-in USians #and please try to control any ill-thought-out kneejerk reactions #to darker evenings and brighter mornings #like ''year round DST'' legislation 🤡🤡🤡 #like sorry the earth's axis tilts #but the hours of daylight getting shorter in your region #is 👏 not 👏 controlled 👏 by 👏 the 👏 clocks 👏 themselves #(and tbh I can't believe I need to explain the effects of earth's circumnavigation of the sun #every single year to SUPPOSEDLY EDUCATED ADULTS)

[imnotgreen-art]

hello

it's a funny story as to why I've been gone for so long but I've managed to get back into my account ‼️‼️‼️ and I was absolutely shocked (but also so touched) to see that people were still enjoying my work?? :') thank you so much guys

I was ill and then my phone broke on me while I was 500 miles from home and I didn't remember my password:// but then I GOT into the email miraculously and now we are BACK in hell(site) babeyy

(tysm to sadie for reminding me that I had a tumblr)

anyway it's been an absolute age so I'd love to hear what people want to see from me >:) and in the meantime I think I'll just post some recent things that I was proud of if that's okay with everyone :))

#im so sorry guys #i have such a bad track record when it comes to disappearing off the face of the earth #on a lighter note i finally caught every single fish in animal crossing new leaf for nintendo 3ds #it only took me 8 years #artists on tumblr

[manga-and-stuff]

The new Beta Desktop post maker used to be damn near perfect when staff introduced it a while back... and then they made a bunch of changes to it, and now it's much worse than the old one and barely useable...

*slow clap* well done @staff ... makes it a real joy running a blog here...

YOU DON'T IMPROVE SOMETHING BY MAKING IT HARDER TO USE AND TAKING AWAY FUNCTIONALITY, THAT'S THE OPPOSITE OF IMPROVING SOMETHING

Edit: HERE'S A GIF OF ME TRYING (and failing) TO SELECT SOME GOD DAMN TEXT FOR 20 SECONDS STRAIGHT BECAUSE THE FUCKING TEXT KEEPS AUTOMATICALLY JUMPING UP AND DOWN

#the and stuff part of manga and stuff #manga and stuff rants about stuff #I mean for fuck's sake ctrl z doesn't work anymore #why on earth would you take away that option??? #and don't get me started on selecting text #how do you fuck up selecting text??? that function is as old as the internet #and you used to be able to add links to text with the keyboard #that functionality is also gone for some dumb ass reason #and I was so glad when I was finally able to just drag like 10 pictures into the post maker #and they would automatically be in order and in a single collum #now they go into a 3 column grid in a seemingly random order #WHY?????

[yukikorogashi]

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#(I'm alive) #(I'm honestly still not okay but... don't worry about me.) #(I'm at least finally out of that state of mind) #(When you have to deal with being used and still being spoken to and treated like you are the shittiest thing to be placed on this earth) #(Every single day) #(You eventually start to believe it yourself) #(And then being... betrayed again by someone you love has kind of been the final nail for me this period) #(I still feel like throwing up when I try to come on here to speak to anyone) #(But I'm alive) #(I always fail) #// suicide mention #// suicide #// negative #(I saw my friends messages though and... thank you so much...) #(My dumbass finds it hard to believe that I deserve love by this point but... please know I am grateful still) #(That you guys reached out the way you have) #(And I hope to reply you all one of these days) #// abuse

[theoniprince]

My heart... Q_Q

WHY HAS NOBODY TOLD ME THIS BEFORE???

Albrecht... my heart... such a soft moment...

#Albrecht Schuch #bafta 2023 #bafta awards #all quiet on the western front #well yes... my bf and I are finally watchin' this movie #we both read the book #maybe I should stop scrolling through tumblr to find pictures of this gorgeous man and start to pay more attention to the movie XD #... but seriously... I hope I can sleep tonight #this movie is sooo distubing... it is insans what is goin' on our earth rn #war was terrible 500... 200... 100 years ago #an now... war is even more horrible and disturbing #mankind didn't learn a single thing from history << #im westen nichts neues

[aeterna---amantes]

|| The feeling of being able to post 💙Connor💙 and not feeling guilty about it oh my fucking gods I'll only look at the bright side of this situation like thank fuck i am allowed to feel happy

HHHHIIIIIIIMMMMM 💙💙💙

#asgard to earth 💚 (ooc) #|| tfw you don't realise how toxic someone was until they've chosen to vanish from your life #|| Sad thing is that they play the victim as if I hadn't went through panic and anxiety attacks/sleepless nights/migraine periods #|| This person single-handedly managed to kill ALL of my muses for ALL existing threads in the span of a few days and it went on for MONTHS #|| And I *didn't want them to leave*. I was clinging to them because I still thought of them as a friend and I thought we could fix it. 😩 #|| They left though. Blocked me without a word. And it took me two days to feel actual *relief* instead of sadness. I was that involved. #|| But I'm healing and that's beautiful!!!! I'm finally free from guilt!!!!! I can do whatever the fuck I want!!!!!!!!!!! Gods I missed thi #|| All the people who looked at my ''journey'' kept telling me to break contact because they're slowly killing all the happiness I have- #|| And I couldn't do it but at the same time they were all RIGHT. I'm so sorry fam. I'll listen to y'all better the next time okay? #|| And thanks for standing behind me ALWAYS. ALWAYS asking me what's up if I gave even a LITTLE hint. There're so many of you who NOTICED!! #|| And I'm so glad to call you my best friends!!! You mean the world to me! 💚 I'm very very lucky that you're always here for me. 💚 #personal #i am free 👻 #chaos is back online 🐍

[gazelessmenagerie]

— character associations.

animal: Silverback Gorilla, Tiger, Grizzly Bear

color(s): Red, Gold, White, Black, Lime Green

month:  April

song:  Lost - Haji's Kitchen

number: 9

day or night: Night

plant: Prickly Pear Cactus

smell: Desert sand, Sandalwood,

season: Autumn

place: Arid Mesas, Old Ruins, Canyons, Deserts

food:  Broccoli, Meat (Raw/Cooked), Bananas,

astrological sign: Aries

element: Fire

drink: Banana Milk, Chamomile Tea

tagged by: @goddevourd

tagging: You, tag me in it~

#|| Character Study: {Broly} #( ayy thanks for the tag! feel free to keep tagging me. ) #( and no i cannot shut up about Lost being his theme. it just fits so well to my brain. ) #( it just gives the big serotonin and it makes his final clash with goku so good <3 ) #( I keep thinking he's like an Aries / Taurus Cusp but he's born One day away from it alfksjdg ) #( at least for what constitutes as Earth astrology ) #( naturally its the cusp of power lmfao but even then he gives me fire/earth vibes ) #( just bc he's always in conflict. damn bastard needs to learn some healthy coping mechanisms alsdfg) #( but if I had to pick a single one. I'd have to lean to fire for obvious reasons. ) #( but MM love some duality things. but yeah that concludes my little talk in the tags as is Kuro Tradition )

[icewindandboringhorror]

Daily Log 4

Trying out (probably just temporarily) making short daily-ish notes about things, in an attempt to see if it helps me be more reflective or productive lol.

Activities: Woke up late because I went back to sleep with a headache briefly, then kind of struggled to focus all day ToT

Worked more on the aforementioned tapestry/painting type of thing. I've done the base layer of painting for the main image, now I'm lining in darker outlines. I wanted to finish the center art before getting into the intricate borders. Still haven't translated the text lol..

Made a small bowl and also a little box with a lid out of more avocado pits. Still just with random nail cuticle tool things and kitchen knives, as I don't have proper carving tools.

Finished editing and proofreading the new poll adventure post!! I don't have time to post it tonight because I need to get to sleep early but.. I have it Completely 100% Ready.. finally..

Also washed the clothes I got together yesterday. Called about the bloodwork. Sent an email to a doctor.

Reviewed some writing documents to get back into my game maybe?? (basically, I started working on a visual novel type game a few years ago, decided it was a huge project so kind of put it on the backburner for a while in favor of things that were more easily finishable/tangible. then later on a game website I play (similar to neopets or something, there are collectable little creatures, etc.) there was an opportunity for me to design a pet on site, so I made a smaller shorter visual novel centered around that, where people on the site have to play the game in order to earn the pet, and I have a google form for them to answer a few short questions about it. All of the feedback is quite positive (reached 200 responses a while ago! though still only like 4 comments on the itch.io page lol.. Mandatory Form vs. Optional Comments evil showdown), but sometimes I get commentary that's really enthusiastic and inspires me to start back working on the OTHER bigger game. The small game was kind of like, a proof of concept that was safe because I had a guaranteed audience, that has helped me gain more insight for the larger one.

Anyway, since I've abandoned the Main Large Game for so long, I have to re-read and review/probably rewrite A LOT of things just to pick it back up again as A Thing I'm Actively Working On, so it's another one of those tasks that I do maybe 45 minutes of and then realize it's going to take days and days and get discouraged lol..

Notable sights: Saw two cats in windows. No clovers. It rained a little today but I didn't get to go outside and see it. One of the pieces of asparagus in the fridge was like the size of a carrot, comically overgrown downright ridiculous looking asparagus. Maybe I'll get taller after eating it.

Goals moving forward: Consistent sleep schedule. Focus on social activities, finding new friends in the places I want to move, communicating with ones I have. Physical therapy exercises. Plant nasturtiums. Finish and upload videos, edit costume pictures & etc.

Notable foods: ASPARAGUS AGAIN BABEY.. yeaAAAAGHHH asparagus squad !!!!!!

#just posting these publicly since it feels more like I'm doing something or easier to hold yourself accountable if you make public #declarations of goals and progress or etc. .. perhaps.. for now.. #I wonder if you can eat too much asparagus. Hopefulyl I don't get sick ghjbj #Still craving lots of savory foods and soups. Also in a big big worldbuilding mood. #Not enough to actually edit the worldbuilding slideshow videos apparently since I've barely done any of that all week #>:Y #(they are different though.. actively writing wolrdbuilding is different from like.. editing recordings of you talking about it #BUT STILL...) #In an ideal world I have a little house in scotland or canada or something and am sitting cozy by a window watching it #rain whilst I eat lasagna and like a huge buffet table of every single hearty food I am having Anemia Cravings for #and my cat is sitting near me and I am furiously sketching various designs for different worldbuilding details. I have finally found #a weird hermit platonic best friend I'm compatible enough to live with and they are up in the attic doing their own weird little hobbies #but every once in a while I can call them down and tell them about an idea so we can bounce concepts off of each other. I somehow walk away #with no heartburn or stomach upset or nausea despite eating 800 plates of craving foods. It's cold and summer #does not exist anymore but not in a Catastrophic For The Earth type of way more in a like.. I am in a magical bubble #that only affects my direct vicinity and sheilds me from the temperature ever getting above 65F #(also I have a comfortable amount of money and good doctors and reasonable health etc. etc. but that's a given in any Ideal Scenario lol) #oughh... I just want to eat hearty breakfast foods and think about elves for 5 hours.. is that so much to ask #Why must... responsibilities... capitalism... limited time and no energy to focus on 100 projects at once... why these things... #ANYWAY #daily log

[wereh0gz]

I just want to be done with this one stupid class I don't wanna do shit for it anymore

#ramblings #neg #like genuinely what if i just gave up #i have like 4 assignments left one being the final exam and like #what even is the point if i'm not gonna continue college #it's not like i would even do good in the final bc like half the shit in it isn't covered in the class #either that or it's just not expanded on or explained well enough #it's been the same for the midterm and most of the quizzes #they tried to cram a class that should take a whole year at least into a single semester #and cut so much stuff that is literally crucial to passing with a decent grade #like what is the point really #god i'm so fucking glad i dropped everything else now i know i would've fucking lost it by this point if i hadn't #honestly the only reason i didn't drop this one too is bc i missed the period where i could drop it without paying #since it was on a different schedule than the others i still had enough time to drop them before they charged me for it #which is fucking stupid by the way. making you pay to leave #they should give ppl refunds when they drop out i think #not like i paid for anything since i at least got enough financial aid to cover it all #but anyways fuck this gay earth i hope the entire college institution burns to the ground and no one has to deal with this shit ever again #i'm so fucking tired man #i've never wanted to give up on something more than i have on school #i'd rather do literally anything else

[spaceratprodigy]

was drawing faith and max smooching and I've decided I need to draw them kissing each other's scars for the millionth time

#whenever I draw his body I give him scars from past fights and prison brawls and what not #and I had it written out last year at some point about the first time they'd be intimate #and she'd gently run her hands over his scars and plant soft kisses on them #reassuring him how loved he is how he doesn't have to be blinded by his past his obsession his revenge his anger his anything anymore #etc etc etc I can ramble on forever yeah yeah okay #but #I've never drawn the uno reverse #I've never drawn the moment he'd finally have to lay his eyes upon the hidden scars she'd gotten from her life on earth #(of which only phin knows about at this point) #and just ough the idea of him asking about them or either immediately being able to recognize what caused them #and closing the distance. planting his lips on every single one. telling her he'll never let anyone hurt her like this ever again #perfect segway for at some point after she'd finally confide in him those details about her past #and the pain that would grow on his face when he learns just how much more the have in common #(i.e. her own history with religion. violence. anger. etc etc etc) #rambling #faith and max

[rosieshipper]

So here’s an idea for Rose

What if she was the embodiment of Mother Nature herself? What if she was more then just the violet beast, a former avenger?

What if she traveled to the heart of the earth and truly discovered herself as the protector of all natural life?

Hmm what if indeed

Tags: @astralshipper @arickaandherfictionalothers

#I was thinking of what more could Rose be other than an avenger? #what if she was more? #after the avengers disband after Tony; Nat; and Steve Die #and after the events of multiverse of madness and the loss of her wife #and after her twin boys grow up #Rose in her old age finds herself leaving her home one night #being called to some unknown place #she doesn’t know where she’s going but she’s following the call #she finds herself in the densest of jungles on the planet and when she finally reaches the middle of it she finds and ancient shrine #one of a beautiful woman with long flowing hair #and stood up on a pedestal is a single glass orb #and when Rose touches it #she is given a vision #a vision of her becoming the very embodiment of Mother Nature herself and become the protector of all natural life #after her vision she is transformed and essentially becomes young once more and becomes immortal to forever roam and protect the earth #this is rambling at this point but I hope I get the point across #self shipping #self ship #selfshipping #self ship community #self insert #selfship community #f/o #marvel #mcu #rose stark #Rosemary stark #marvel oc #mcu oc

[wrecking]

edit: i ended up just ranting abt like the current vibe™ in the tags... sorry abt that but like also whatever i don't care anymore

#d #my food therapist really said the most real thing on planet earth when she said i'm meeting me at the same time everyone else is #i feel like a cringey overzealous emotionally dumb teenager who's a total embarrassment to everyone around me while i'm trying 2 say fuck i #cuz like this is the first time in my entire life i feel like i get to actually explore my identity and do like normal young people things #and i feel just. so so exposed in the sense that everyone is watching me make a fool of myself without a single shred of self-awareness #and it makes me so fucking mad cuz like i'm finally happy with myself!! i'm finally starting to feel like a fully formed person #instead of a 2d projection or an object or something monstrous hiding in the shadows because that's how i've spent until now imo #and like. it's hard to emotionally make peace with the fact things in my social life are changing because like. there's some part of me #that thinks that maybe if i stayed in that miserable place that maybe i wouldn't have any of the problems i have now #and like my life is a lot better. and i know that and i wouldn't change a thing. but like emotionally i guess i'm just #processing it as a fault of mine to have changed bc it's changing my relationships to others #and this isn't about any one specific thing like i've been having lots of small growing pains with a lot of ppl in my life rn i just am lik #there's a lot happening to me rn emotionally so i feel like everything i do is a fuckup and i'm just bracing for more people to go ig #which might happen or it might not and tbh either is ok at this point. i need to do this in order to live i think #idk why i'm even rambling about this i just have a lot of thoughts and i want to share them i guess. not like it does anything but like #what else is this app for at this point lmfao i barely even want to talk on here anymore because i feel like everything i say on here is #just pointless. i'm thankful i have a strong support system rn cuz genuinely i don't know what i'd do if i didn't like #i feel like everything is so much more emotionally Big to me on E and it's kind of hard trying to figure out how to manage it #like i'm basically finally getting to be me. for worse AND for better. and i just am like. insecure on some level i guess #not even over my appearance tbh i've kinda made peace with that. moreso my personality and what things i share with others #this whole post is so wholly unnecessary but i feel like i'm going to go insane if i don't get this out of my head #i've genuinely been avoiding talking about my emotions or my private life on here because i don't exactly feel safe on here anymore #which is like great. love it when my primary outlet for like. socially interacting with people casually gets compromised i love it #i literally softblocked like 30 ppl off of here so i could talk abt my weird sex stuff and my body and my deeper thoughts with ppl i trust #and then i still am too conscious about it! this always happens when i make a blog for myself to talk on #maybe i'm just not meant for talking abt things

[sovaharbor]

does piotr rasputin know i love him. does he. DOES HE.

#I NEED TO LET HIM KNOW!!!!!!!!! #ME BANGING ON THE DOOR TO EARTH-616 JUST TO TELL PIOTR RASPUTIN IM IN LOVEWITH HIM. #LIKE HELLO? HELLO??? CAN U PLEASE LET ME IN???? I WONT SELL U ANYTHING I JUST NEED TO LET HIM FUCKIGN KNOW #summer's text tag #see im not normal about like. warren. right. im really not #but im even less normal about piotr and its simply because i just think hes so hot and large and soft and kind and i jutjskrglg;ksl; HOOHGH #one single cameo has me nonfunctional can u imagine how fucking awful im going to be when i finally start reading 70s/80s material.

[gaygayaurel]

Miraculous ladybug is definitely charming in its own way until I look at the straight tetragedron of these main character and want to pull my entire scalp out.

#watched it as bg noise and also to learn italian #me watching entire season 5 was truly a #lol adrien isnt even doing anything for being one of the main conflicts reasons #kagami and felix hard carried the ep with red moon was upvoteupvote #chloe antiredemption is so bad #so is the main plot of rings and uh whatever veered hard nito stupid scifi #you mean to tell me every single person on earth is like those two straight kids and their relationship is amazing to me wow #i feel like. the brat with four moms is the worst written character in the show and is just annoying ejnejnejffwnf #gabriel fell off #nathalie was amazing normal having your boss wife in your phone #anyway #bad #miraculous ladybug spoilers #i feel like the final adr/inette was. whatever ´. i t was whatever. no chemistry at all. even if it eas nice they stopped with most bullshi #need to write an essay on how cat walker proves they should NEVER date lol