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“ have no fear of perfection - you'll never reach it. ” ― salvador dali.
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wtfforged · 5 months
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just realized that i have this on twitter but never actually reposted it to tumblr. its two years old but i still love it :o)
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zensations35 · 25 days
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Don't Call Me A Cabbage (Haz/bin)
Aahhhii okay here's my humorous/sweet/semi-angsty Caretaker Alastor with sick Charlie fic for @onetrickponi who has been just a doll for us all with constant Haz/bin content 🤤 (Al does get sick in this bc I have no self control 🤣) And here's the sugar on the cream: Poni drew some art for this fic! You'll find it below~ Eeeee Enjoy!
There is a concerned buzz to Alastor’s static today as he peers down at the pink flush veining from Charlie’s cheek circles. “You feel ill?” 
Snf “Yeah, I think so…” she uses her whole arm to rub her small black nose, scrunching the bridge and letting out a whine.
Alastor sighs and leans next to her headboard. “What are your symptoms?”
“Umb,” she holds out her hand and begins ticking things off, “Stuffy ndose, sndeezing, sore throat, headache…”
“Do you have a fever?” he asks.
“I…I dunno…”
Alastor pops toward the box of medical supplies she keeps in her room--it was a silent consensus that no one could be trusted with this stuff in a public room. 
He digs around for a thermometer and waits next to her. She looks up at him and he gestures to her mouth, open up, come now. 
She does and he tucks it under her tongue, not comfortably either. She swallows a wince of pain as she waits for it to beep. Once it does, Alastor looks at the number and hums. “I see.” 
Charlie stretches to peek at it but he’s already moving away, sanitizing the edge and groping around in the box for other things. 
“What’d it say?” she asks.
“You are certainly ill,” he says. 
She twists her mouth in a frown. Wow. Okay. She scrubs at her nose again, fingers curled into a tight fist, “Ihh hnn-KS’IEhwww!” a fork of flame wends its way around her wrist and both her and Alastor’s eyes widen at it. 
“Oh shit.”
“Oh dear,” Alastor spins on his heel and rummages in a closet, whisking out a fireproof blanket, silvery fabric glinting in the light as he hauls it over to Charlie and wraps her in it from waist to head. 
“There we are,” he smirks at her, “Comfortable?”
Charlie gives him a wan smile. No… 
“Yep!” she lies cheerily. 
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He nods and sets a can of emergency fire extinguisher spray on her bedside table with a plink before manifesting his cane and tapping it on the plush pink carpet. “Now, you get some rest while I fetch you--”
“Wait!” Charlie worms around in the surprisingly well burrito’d blanket. “What about the hotel? Everyone will--hieea--IEK’SHH!!” this time the blanket smothers the flames before they can cause any serious harm to anything around them. 
Alastor beams. “Not to worry, my dear, I will take care of it.” He gives her a goodbye pat on the head, the blanket crackling beneath his palm, and he strolls out of the room. 
Well, at least this gives him a chance to catch up on things he’s missed since his ‘absence’. He waves a hand and a chair grows from a cloud of green smoke. Alastor perches upon it, crossing a leg and pulls out a newspaper from the void to read.
Four newspapers later, footsteps press along the hall. Alastor’s ears flick and his eyes flit up to see Angel Dust approaching Charlie’s door. He closes his paper and folds it up into a perfect square, shifting to close in on the spider demon.
Before Angel can reach the handle of Charlie’s door, Alastor’s cane THUNKs the carpet, almost chopping his toe off. 
“Excuse me,” Alastor’s neck cricks as he stands fluidly. “What are you doing here?”
Angel’s gold tooth glints, annoyance flashing across his face. “I’m gonna see Charlie. Whatcha got a monopoly on her room now?”
“Yes.” 
Angel blinks at him. Then shakes his head, hair flopping. “Whateva, out of my way.”
Alastor glides in front of the door, smile standing firm. “Charlie is occupied at the moment. You may bring your inquiries to me.”
Angel folds his lower arms, “What, you’re in charge?”
Alastor’s dials amp slightly. Well, Charlie didn’t not put him in charge. And with her angry girlfriend gone on a frivolous mission, who else could feasibly hold this place together, really? 
“Yes, I am.” He says, voice silky static. “What can I help you with, pastel one?”
Angel props an upper arm on his hip, considering. “Alright...fine. We need a referee o’ sorts.” 
Alastor opens his arm, “Lead the way.”
At the bar, Husk and Sir Pentious are glaring at each other looking equally pissed off, and in the middle of a heated argument. 
“What seems to be the problem?” Alastor asks, in a semi-bored tone. 
Sir Pentious fans his hood angrily, pointing a bent claw at the overgrown kitten. “He called me slimy! I am not slimy--amphibians are slimy! My scales,” he wiggles his hands down the length of his slithery form, “are cool and dry. I do not need to be kept moist--”
“Eiyeg!” Husk makes a disgusted face. “Don’t call yourself moist.” 
“I said I do not need to be moist--”
“BEH!!” Husk makes a vulgar gesture, and Pentious rattles back angrily.
Alastor groans, the sound strumming tinnitus into the group’s ears, causing them all to cease the argument. 
“Well,” the Radio Demon rotates his wrist indifferently, “it sounds like the snake man knows more about snakes than the non snake demons. If they say something incorrect about your anatomy, just threaten them with disembowelment and move on.”
“But!” Pentious stiffens anxiously, “we’re supposed to stop being mean!” He spreads his arms, “How else are we to be redeemed?”
Alastor growls, tapping the point of his claw to his chin. “Very well then,” he shrugs, eyes fluttering with disinterest, “ignore the fools for the ignorant cabbages they are.”
Husk’s fur stands as high as its ends will allow, tail whisking left to right. “Did you just call me a fuckin’ cabbage??!” 
“Now, off you are.” Alastor shoos them. “Enjoy my good advice and quit your grousing.” He doesn’t bother waiting to see if they actually do stop grousing. His job is complete.
Alastor, having returned to the hallway outside Charlie’s room, basks in the afterglow of being on the button, as always. 
His ear twitches when a piercing sound breaks the door’s seal. “Hiat’ESSiew!!” 
Hm. Obviously her room needs soundproofing. Proper soundproofing. Otherwise the entire hotel will find out about her ailment. She shouldn’t let her underlings see her weak. No, no, Alastor will help with that. 
He slips inside and begins fussing around, tossing green and black magic around the room until it settles into the bones of the wall, absorbing into the plaster. 
“What'd you just do?” she asks.
“I have soundproofed your bedroom for you!” Alastor thrusts his chin proudly, fist pressed to his chest. 
“But…” Charlie nibbles her lip with a fang, “how will you hear mbe? If I ndeed you?” her words are syrupy and lethargic. Poor dear.
Alastor waves his upturned finger, smoke cloying the air as he manifests twin speakers above the bed. 
“There we go.” He snaps his fingers and a smaller radio appears in his hand. “Now I can hear you and you can hear me.” 
And no one will know you are sick and weak…
“Uhh…cool…” her teeth fan in a forced smile. “Thangks Alast-ih!” her fingers web her lips, small pitchy gasps breaking through her throat, “ehh-ieeh! AEX'SHiieewwWW!!” Embers flutter the blanket around her and she shivers, teeth chittering into a nose scrunching sniffle. 
His smile drops a tick and he reaches for her. Something comforting…what should he--
BANG BANG BANG!
Charlie jumps and both of their heads swivel to the door. Alastor’s eyes darken. What the fuckbucket is going on now? 
“What was that?” she whimpers.
“Nothing I can’t handle,” he murmurs and dissolves into shadow, reappearing in front of a stunned Angel and Pentious quibbling in one of the rooms. 
“What is it now?” Alastor growls.
Angel snarls, gold tooth winking in the dim light. “He,” the spider points at the snake, “stole my sandwich!” 
Pentious gasps, more of a squeak really, and clutches his overripe chest, “Your sandwich?! That was my sandwich! I--”
“Liar!” Angel is yelling now. “I fuckin made this sandwich! With my own three hands!” 
“Oh, now you are flaunting your many limbs at--”
“S̸̖̯̖͊ile̷̠͗ń̴͕̹̇̅͝c̵̐͝e̴͕͙̅!”
The word reverbrates into the empty air. Both sinners look at Alastor, lips thin and firm. 
“Since neither of you can go a single hour without bickering,” Alastor snaps his fingers and the sandwich vanishes from the table. Both men whine with indignation as Alastor unfurls his hand with a plate, the sandwich fully formed atop. 
“Now, neither of you gets to eat it.”
“Hey! What rule says that?!”
“The ‘fuck around, find out’ rule.” The Radio Demon ignores the rest of their protests and brings the sandwich back to Charlie.
When he presents it to her, she is quite pleased. 
“Mmm~! Wow, this is good! Did Pentious make this? It tastes like the ones he makes.”
Alastor doesn’t answer but he files the information for later. 
“I am glad you app--”
He pauses as her cheek curls with a tiny snarl, “Hiek’ETSHFFWW!” She dips into her elbow, mangling the sandwich with her twisting fist. 
“Hm,” Alastor almost frowns. She doesn’t seem to be improving much. “I deem you in need of rest and perhaps medication.”
She snuffles, rubbing her nose with her sleeve. “We dodt habv bedicide…”
“Yes, well, you leave that to me.” He spins on a dime and uses a flick of his wrist to dim the lights. “Rest, my dear. I will return shortly.”
In classic hell fashion, as soon as he decided to leave, rain started pouring. It slices down around him, shushing through his ears as he drags himself across the barren streets. The downpour is oddly unpleasant--it doesn’t normally bother Alastor. But tonight it’s cold. 
By the time his errands are done, the chill has settled straight into the marrow of his bones. 
Wracked with shivers, he uses the back entrance, dodging the glow of the television in the main room. 
A sibilating flick of his fingers evaporates most of the water and he enters Charlie’s room barely before daybreak to administer the medicine. 
She’s already awake when he enters--an early riser, like himself. And from the sound of her breath, he’s arrived perhaps too late--she needed this remedy long ago.
“EKFSH’DK!” Her sneezing is growing more raw and ragged, scraping her throat and causing her to devolve into coughing fits. Rgh. If only he weren’t being pulled into helping the wretched sinners with their trivial matters.
He jerks the door shut before her sneezes can wake the rest of the hotel.
“Aaaalastor?” her voice crumbles his name, “did you go outside?”
“Just popped out to fetch a remedy for you.” He cracks open the seal and pours the vile liquid into a tiny cup. Charlie does a poor job of hiding her revulsion. 
She still smiles when she takes the medication, which makes him proud at least. As he’s tucking the medicine back into the box, a wingbeat of irritation flutters his features. “Ih٨ـfff…” He presses the heel of his palm against his nose. Oh fuck no. Goddamn rain, goddamn cold, fuck. Not here, not now not--
“Alastor?” he hears her cracked call. Fuck. She needs something and his nose still itches. He scrubs it with the back of his wrist, fangs sawing each other to the quick of his gums. 
“One m٨ـmoment…”
One. Just one. Get it out of his system. 
“Hvv-YZZ٨ـZ!” his ears flatten and puff out, finishing the sneeze with a shiver before he sniffles and brushes a wrinkle from his jacket. 
There. He’s fine. He hurries back to Charlie’s side, hoping she didn’t hear--
“What was that noise?” she asks, fingers lightly crimping the blanket up to her chest. 
His heart trips on his tongue and he clears his throat to settle it. “Nothing my dear. A hiccup in the speakers.” He turns his smile to her and clasps his hands behind his back. “What can I do for you?”
She blinks her bruised eyes up at him, voice high and sandpapery, “I’m hungry…”
“Then I shall make you food. I make a mean salt and cabbage soup for flu season!”
“Ehhh…sounds…great…” Charlie gives him a thumbs up.
In the kitchen, he finds most of the ingredients he needs. He has to use butter instead of lard (fucking heathens…) He opens the cabinets, glowing eyes casting the ceramic bowls and cheap plastic spice containers in a pink hue. His claws encircle several choices and he adds them to his concoction. 
He doesn’t measure--no, he does what his family taught him: scent, taste, sight. “Eyeball it”. Cooking is an art! 
So, into the soup the ingredients go, of varying magnitudes. Alastor tastes and sniffs until he’s satisfied. However…something that doesn’t normally happen when he’s cooking starts…his nose begins to run.
He lifts a knuckle to quell the itch, but even a few rubs doesn’t abate it. 
He steps out of the steam, but the sensation surprised him so much, (he was cooking for heaven’s sake!) hitches barely began to flutter in his throat before he jerked to the side.
“Hp٨ـZZF!” He catches one in his wrist, neck crooked to the right, but only half a breath is allowed before his shoulders shake into a second, “Yzﮩـﮩ٨ـzZZV̵͕̳̬̽̉̃̽F̵́̑͝F̷̖͎̋̀͛̎!” 
“Oh great,” a deep tenor behind him makes the Radio Demon startle, but not enough to make him jump. He has enough sense to snake his handkerchief out of his pocket and dab his face before Husker can see anything untoward.
“Hm?” Alastor buzzes back.
Husker roots around in the fridge for the carton of milk, “Now whoever eats that is gonna get sick.”
Alastor chuffs, “You needn’t worry about that.”
Husker straightens, flicking the door shut with his tail. He cocks his head when he sees Alastor’s profile, his left ear twitching. “Have you even slept lately?”
“I said not to worry, Husker.”
The bartender’s lips press firmly together, considering. Then he snorts, taking his milk and exiting the kitchen with a, “Fuck it.”
Soup steaming, yet cooled to appropriate consumption temperature, Alastor serves it to Charlie in bed. As soon as her mouth closes around the aromatic liquid, her face scrunches, eyes watering with saline. “Mgk!” Her throat bobs with a thick swallow, and her palm thrusts the base of her triangled nose. “Ah-iyee! Ouff!” 
She frees her other hand to fan her tear-streaking face, “Th-thpithy!! Hih--” her teeth notch over her spice-baked tongue, “Aik’tzPF!” her hands fly up to tent the spray as she jackknifes into her knees. “EiighSHP!” 
Alastor’s ears flatten and he rescues the bowl before it can tump over from her wracking movements. 
“I…I didn’t intend for…” he hesitates, a chisel grating at his chest. 
“No, no, ndo!!” she snuffles, waving a hand about blindly fumbling for the tissues as her sealed eyes continue to leak. “Don’t be-hih- ESKieww! S-sorry!”
Alastor struggles to keep his smile in place as he grabs the box and hands it to her.
“Thangk you aughk…” she quickly blows and wipes her face, dabbing her eyes so she can see again. They’re rather red and veined now and the guilt gnaws further into Alastor’s stomach.
He stands swiftly, soup slopping over the rim of the bowl. “I will get you something else--”
“No!” Charlie grabs his arm and his eyes dart to her, ears erect as if he were being attacked. “It was good!” she continues, oblivious to his discomfort. “Really! I’ll eat it--”
Alastor feels the chains on his heart weaken, just a smidge. Ill and weak, and she still just wants to make the entire fucking world happy. He takes his free hand and pats hers, using it to shift her grip on his arm gently. 
“No, my dear. There is no need for that. Relax. I will find you something to suit your needs.”
When he arrives back in the kitchen, Angel Dust is sitting at the bar counter, spooning a pink bowl of…Alastor’s soup…into his mouth.
Alastor’s horns instantly thicken and grow. “What are you do٨ـing?!” 
Angel’s eyes widen at the rage in his tone. “Whoa, chill out man, I’m just eatin’.” 
Alastor slams his bowl down, tiny fractures spiderwebbing the ceramic, as his features darken. “That food was not meant for you.” He moves to reach for Angel’s bowl but Angel pulls it closer to himself.
“Hey, dude! There was plenty! Who made you King of the Kitchen?”
Alator’s claws begin to slick with shadows, “You don’t understand, you fucking imbecile. I made that soup.”
“And that makes you the boss of it, yea?” Angel dips his spoon into the bowl and exaggeratedly sticks it into his mouth, “Mmmmm~♡!”
Alastor snarls, “Rrrhh! You f̵̛̜̯̲̼͍̀͆ú̵̦̹c̴̗̭̲̑͗̎͗̐͛̕k̷̡̔̌̿̋̃͘ͅị̸̤̱̯͆͌̉̀͑̃̆n̵̻̟͕͍͑g̵̨̗̭̩̣̮̱͐̈́̂͛!!”
“Oh yeah~” Angel continues licking the spoon and moaning until he’s practically deep throating it.
“Stop it right fucking now before I rip your throat apart to--”
“Hey!” Husker’s voice freezes the spoon halfway down Angel’s throat, both men’s eyes flicking to the hackled bartender. “What the royal fuck are you two doing?” His gaze locks onto Angel who un-swallows the spoon. Alastor also simmers down, features retracting back to normal and he straightens his bowtie.
“Angel, why are you sexually antagonizing the asexual?”
“I ain’t. He got pissy cuz I ate some fuckin soup!” 
Alastor lets out a keening laugh, “I did not cook this for you.” 
Husk pinches the bridge of his nose, “Jesus fucking crackers.” He sucks in a breath, “alright,” he snaps his fingers at the spider, “Angel, quit eating the fucking soup.”
“But--”
“What? Is it so damn good you can’t live without it?”
Angel’s mouth opens, but his eyes slide to Alastor whose smugness keeps dialing up the longer Angel’s silence lasts. Oh he is not paying that asshole any compliments. 
“Fine! Whateva!” he shoves the bowl away and throws himself off the stool, storming away with his arms folded over his chest fluff.
Alastor victoriously starts cleaning the dishes but Husk speaks over his shoulder, voice a low half grumble.
“You should’ve just told him why you didn’t want him eating it.”
“I don’t know what you’re talking about.”
Husk snorts, “Fine. Pretend you don’t actually give a shit about people. But it’s gonna bite you in the ass one day.”
Alastor’s teeth click shut, ignoring Husk until the feathered cat leaves the room.
He knows nothing. 
Nothing…
He gets the new soup prepared and with no interruptions, brings it to Charlie. He barely has time to place it at her bedside table before some fucking asshole knocks at the door! How does she deal with their constant bemoaning??
All but vibrating with annoyance, Alastor opens the door to find Niffty. Well, at least it’s someone he likes. 
“Niffty, my dear, how may I help you?”
“I just killed the beetle queen!” she beams.
“Ah, you did very well!” 
“Do I get a gold star?” she asks, hands clasped in front of her apron, mouth in a slit of a smile.
“Ahmm…?”
“Charlie gives us gold stars for good behavior. I want one.”
“Mmm, very well.” Alastor closes the door behind him. This shouldn’t take long and it’s only Niffty. He won’t have to interact with anyone else. “Where does Charlie keep the gold stars?”
Niffty taps a letter opener against her razor teeth. “I dunno.”
He shrugs and manifests one--very large and very shiny--handing it to her in her tiny arms. Her eye bulges and she grins all the way into her hairline. 
“Ooooh, I’m the best!!” 
“Of course you are.”
“Hey!” 
Alastor cringes when he hears another voice. It doesn’t fucking matter who it belongs to--he doesn’t want to talk to anyone right now. 
“Why does she get a bigger star than us?” Angel asks.
“Yesss!” Pentious adds, somehow they’ve all been summoned by pettiness. “I worked hard for mine! Why does Niffty get a big one and we do not!?”
Alastor’s fingers squeeze the hilt of his cane, his brow creasing as his nose fuzzes with rage and…hhhfffﮩﮩ٨ـ
“Be-c-ahh-ause! I actually like the sound of Niffty’s voice. I hh-fvvﮩ٨ـ-uck!” he folds his claw over his nose, shadows dripping from his skin. 
“Boss?” Husk steps closer, tail flicking anxiously behind him, “are you--”
Alastor’s limb extends, inky shadows lashing out, “Don’t f̴͈̌ȕ̸̟̭̬̒̿c̶̝͙͐́̔̈͘͜k̵̢̗̪̤̘̞̺͗̚ḭ̴̊͋͆ņ̴͔͕͎̄̾̆͌̋͘̕g̴̊̏̒̌͛͊ touch me!” His joints crack and clip as he backs away, retreating with the heel of his palm shoved against the tip of his nose. “Hfz’ ju-hhﮩ٨ـZST!” shadows fold over him, fog clinging to his flesh as his voice burns with static, “Stay away from me, from Charlie, and my fucking sou٨ـﮩ٨p!” he yells, before vanishing into the cloud of skyless fog. 
The group exchanges looks and frowns. 
“That guy has fuckin’ issues.”
Husk exhales through his teeth. “You got no fuckin idea…”
“Alastor!” Charlie squeaks when he manifests in her room, horns wide, eyes dark pools. “What happened? What’s wrong?”
Alastor drinks deep breaths, calming himself mentally and physically with each exhale. “I--hhh-I…” his hand hoods his face and he drops his chin as his breaths saw violently in his throat, “XHZZT!” 
Charlie’s fingers press at her cheeks and she whimpers with sympathy. “I got you sick!” 
Alastor pants, bracing himself on the footboard. “I am perfectly--”
“Don’t you say fine!” she thrusts a finger at him, cheeks puffed righteously. Alastor stares at her narrowing gaze. “Don’t. You. Dare.” Her pointer finger waggles and she bends it toward the heart pillow on the other side of the bed. “Sit.”
His eyes slide toward the pillow, horror dripping from his expression.
Charlie’s lip turns up. “I said sit, Mister!” 
“I don’t need--”
“I need.” She snuggles into her fireproof blanket and unfurls a pink fuzzy one just for him alone. She pats the open space. “Sing to me?”
His eyes fade immediately back to magenta. “What?”
Her irises glisten and grow, her face taking on that famous ‘puppy dog cute’ that infuriates him normally but…
“My mom used to sing to me when I was sick.”
He can’t help it. A song? When was the last time he sang a song? He snorts a tiny laugh. “Well, I suppose you’re asking the right person.” He slips tentatively onto the bed, tucking only his toes under the blanket as he scrolls through his mental list of songs to soothe her.
“Let’s see…”
Non, rien de rien
Non, je ne regrette rien
Why this song?
Ni le bien qu'on m'a fait
Ni le mal
Tout ça m'est bien égal
Heaven, his lids are heavy…
Non, rien de rien
Non, je ne regrette rien
C'est payé, balayé, oublié
Is she asleep?
Je me fous du passé
Avec mes souvenirs
J'ai allumé le feu
Is he…?
Mes chagrins, mes plaisirs
Je n'ai plus besoin d'eux
Balayé les amours
.ـﮩﮩ٨ـﮩ٨ـﮩﮩ٨ـ
Avec leurs trémolos
Balayé pour toujours
Je repars à zéro
Charlie wakes to find Alastor still asleep, head leaning back against the puffy heart pillow, his monocle dangling next to his cheek. His tiny snores are little more than static fuzz.
She wants to tuck him in so bad, but she wants him to sleep more, so she glides from under her blanket and pads out of the room. 
When she enters the main area, Angel, Husk, and Pentious are all sitting around a card game. Husk perks up when his ears twitch and he sees her enter. 
“Hey,” he rumbles. “Feeling better?”
Angel swings his whole body around the back of the couch, “Oy! Where tha fuck you been? Alastor’s dungeon?”
“We placed betsss!” Pentious sniggers.
Charlie shakes her head, matted braid flopping around her shoulders. “Nah. I was sick. Alastor’s been taking care of me.”
“He did what now?” Angel gawps. 
“He must have brainwasshed you!”
“No, really! He--”
Husk sighs, “He’s asleep, right?”
Charlie nods. 
Angel wheezes. “How’d you know?”
“He’s sick.”
“How’d you know that?” 
Husk rolls his eyes. “Cuz I’m the only one who pays attention to you fuckers.” He thumbs the hallway. “Alastor got sick, made the soup. Angel started eating it. Alastor got mad--”
Angel’s lip pops open, “Aw what the fuck!” his arms flap, “why didn’t he just say! Wait--am I gonna get sick now?”
“Calm down everyone,” Charlie presses the air with her palms. “He went out and bought enough medicine for all of us.”
“But, wait, why? You’re the only one who needed it.”
Charlie smiles to herself, thumbing the medicine cup as warmth spreads through her chest. If there’s hope for him, there’s hope for all of them. 
She can’t wait to tell Vaggie. 
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amanemisagf · 1 year
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mystic messenger characters as tweets part eight
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yuseirra · 2 months
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+ referring to these dialogues from his link episode ↓
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Ryoji should've taken me(the MC) to dinner.....that'd have been nice
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nokaru · 29 days
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Akagami No Shirayukihime ED 2 Flower Analysis
Hello! Hi! Yes, I'm back on my bs with flower language in ANS nonsense and this time I tried looking into the flowers depicted in the ending sequence of the second season. This was made thanks to the gorgeous ending post that's been going around again so thank you OP for that! The beauty of the ED NEEDS to be appreciated!
Anyway, let's get into the flower analysis and their meanings 🌸 though keep in mind I can't 100% identify all flowers correctly etc etc...and be aware that Japanese flower language may differ from the Western one sometimes so I will provide both versions. Cheers!
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Starting with the first panel:
Shirayuki with her signature Yura Shigure
nothing much can be said about this besides Shigure being Shirayuki's fictional flower. The flower's whole deal is "if planted in the wrong place, it becomes toxic to other nearby flowers", it is also considered a very delicate and unusually beautiful flower.
Kiki & Mitsuhide
NOW this is super interesting because MITSUKIKI HAS PINK ROSES ON KIKI'S SIDE!! BUT YELLOW ONES ON MITSUHIDE'S!! THAT IS HUGE CAUSE!!!!
Pink Roses: in JP flower language Pink Rose signifies grace and is considered a very ladylike flower. They are usually given as a "Thank you". In the Western language Pink Rose similarly symbolizes gratitude, appreciation and admiration - but also romantic feelings and overall innocent love.
Yellow Roses: in JP Yellow Rose is considered as a sign of jealousy BUT much more often a sign of courage and inner strength. Fundamentally, Yellow Rose means friendship, devotion and self-sacrifice. Perfect flower for Mitsuhide.
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Panel 2 featuring Obi, Ryuu, Garak and Kihal has more flowers + two ANS fictional herbs
Obi
Orange Carnations: Carnations are globally considered a "sweet love" flower, though orange ones symbolize happiness, warmth, determination and other positive emotions. They tend to represent health, balance and success - Orange Carnations are given as a celebratory flower but can also mean a refusal.
Obi & Ryuu
These two share (Orange) Dahlias and possibly(?) African Daisies.
Orange Dahlias: in JP Dahlia symbolizes "good taste". Overall, Dahlias symbolize celebration, good relationships and resilience. Orange ones focus on determination and strength. The interesting thing about them is that they are associated with "standing out from the crowd" and "following your own path".
African Daisies: or Gerbera symbolize optimism and loyalty, especially white ones that are drawn in the panel mean - hope and high esteem for someone.
Garak
Roka Fruit, ANS specific plant, associated with alcohol. Good for you Garak.
Kihal
Possibly(?) Chrysanthemums OR Dahlias again.
Chrysanthemums: ironically in JP Chrysanthemum is a sign of the Imperial/Royal Family...symbolizing the Sun and light, also longevity. The split of Red and Yellow there is questionable because Red Chrysanthemums mean love BUT Yellow ones mean sorrow and neglect - therefore these might not even be Chrysanthemums :/ though the flower as a whole just means rebirth and joy.
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Last Panel 3 - Raji/Sakaki (tho i think the flowers behind them belong more to Mihaya..), Mihaya, Izana and Zen!
Raji & Sakaki & Mihaya
Either Lilac or Phlox (??? big MAYBE here, its probably Lilac)
Lilac: in JP Lilac symbolizes growth and the promise of new beginnings. Quite literally Lilac is a living emblem of renewal. The "redemption" arc flower for the baddies. Purple Lilacs are a sign of early love, new emotions and confidence.
OR Phlox: literally means "We Think Alike", helps with family relationships, harmony and unity. Purple and Blue Phlox symbolize maturity and responsibility.
Mihaya
Irises: in JP Irises are considered a sign of good news and loyalty - convey a message of wisdom and honor. They are mostly associated with ambition and courage in the Western world.
Izana
Only thing I'm sure about is that these are Lilies by his side. Iconic Izana flower. The bush is giving Gardenia but not sure??
Lilies: in JP Lily is a flower of purity and rebirth. Very honorable flower used in all kinds of ceremonies and special occasions. Lilies are considered mythical and mysterious flowers in ancient times.
Gardenia: Globally means SECRET LOVE and admiration. Associated with trust, clarity and hope. Translates to "You Are Lovely". Damn Izana.
OR another possibility Sweet Mock Orange: literally means "misleading" thanks to its orange-like scent. Big symbol of Deceit. Sweet Mock Orange is a flower of BROTHERLY LOVE. Good.
Izana & Zen
Their shared flower is either Hydrangeas or Lacecap Hydrangeas specifically.
Hydrangeas: JP meaning is gratitude, pride and heartfelt emotion, occasionally considered as an apology. In Europe White Hydrangeas symbolize boasting and bragging - simply arrogance but also purity and and grace. Can be also considered a sign of good relationships because the petals grow so closely together.
OR Lacecap Hydrangeas: Popular display of humility. On the other hand, associated with estranged relationships because the petals grow apart from each other in contrast to the usual Hydrangeas.
Zen
Last flower(s) is Zen's Lavender or possibly Muscari!
Lavender: in JP Lavender is a flower of faithfulness/fidelity. Other meanings are devotion, serenity and contentedness. Typically Purple color is a color of royalty and luxury. It's not necessarily a romantic flower but rather a flower of comfort and cherishment.
OR Muscari: in JP directly translates to "bright future", although in Europe Muscari is a flower of disappointment. Its commonly used meanings are power, wisdom, and confidence. The flower carries "sympathies" and symbolizes trust and sincerity.
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AND THAT'S IT FOLKS! Hope you enjoyed this lovely flower voyage as much as I did! Till next time I feel bored enough to rant about flower language with yall <3
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itsdrawingmen · 2 months
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Yoozens after Dani Torrent!
Look at Yoosung, still so serious about all this kissing business... he just wants to make his lover happy.
Zen is having a blast, though.
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system-of-a-feather · 11 days
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A Routine Self-Care / Healing Thing I Do
(And have done for a while. I'm mostly sharing it because I was thinking about it and its relation to other values and thoughts I have and felt like sharing it)
Temporarily denying access to a main coping tool
It sounds counter intuitive, but every so often - either when I want to develop myself more or when I feel like I am stuck for no particular reason and thus feeling as though my life has grown dull and empty - I look at what I spend most of my time doing, particularly to relax, and I say "hey for the next week, we aren't going to do that. Its still there, but that action is off limits" and I choose to limit the usage of whatever I usually spend my time doing
It can cause some stress and so I don't push myself to abide by it 100%, but I try to stick to it when I can, because I often find that when a dominating coping mechanism and time sink is removed, there opens up a vacuum and that vacuum serves to provide a lot of opportunity to introduce new habits, new skills, and see life in a more creative and open manner.
It causes a mild amount of adjustment stress, but so long as the coping mechanism is still there to return to (and you let yourself dabble if it ever gets too stressful with the interest of still minimizing usage) that adjustment stress is a small payment for experiencing new things and being able to expand the things that you can self sooth with.
Not only is this helpful for having diversified coping strategies and introducing healthier habits, but it also practices and helps reinforce to the emotional / trauma brain that sometimes when things that we love and are used to regularly using to sooth aren't available, that we are okay and able to manage with other coping tools - including ones we haven't acquired. It reinforces the idea that even without our familiar coping tools, the world has a lot of things out there that can fill the role as something soothing.
And when you practice the unavailability of preferred coping tools in a space where they aren't ACTUALLY 100% unavailable, you can practice and develop the tolerance to that lack of access in a space where you still have control how much you can tolerate
Then, when life makes it so that something you prefer to cope with is unavailable, you have built up a better relationship with yourself, the world, and coping to feel a little more safe waiting until your preferred coping is available again; because you do this regularly when the access is in your hands. You've survived it multiple times, because its just part of your daily life and practice. Sometimes you don't have what you usually use to meet your needs, and that's okay. There's plenty in the world out there.
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questionablealibi · 10 months
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/WARNING/
Drawn blood; injuries; eye contact; multiple eyes (not too graphic, but please be safe! <3 As always, extra notes are in the tags ;))
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"This is the only place where I can be with you the closest and this is what you do?"
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zensations35 · 6 months
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I knew it'd be only a matter of time before I added sound effects to these. I can't help myself.
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raydaviespilled · 5 days
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in honour of ray+karen still being an item (thank you fellow kinklings for the confirmation), here are a bunch of pics of the two of them together. I think they’re a good match visually…..and now I’m so curious how they met!!
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callmemerry00 · 6 months
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I love Yin and Yang's dynamic
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