#finds out cas is alive and goes huh that little scamp

[pinkcadillaccas]

God I'm just angry about everything after the confession yet again! I can't stop! It's ridiculous!

#last time cas died dean was in the same position #collapsed where it happened #unable to get up and move and help sam save the day #and that was without the huge speech of all consuming love! #and then afterwards dean couldn't find any joy he couldn't do anything without talking about getting cas back he couldn't accept that he wa #and he drops everything when he hears cas is back #but oh this time he's fine actually #gets over it pretty quickly #finds out cas is alive and goes huh that little scamp #what the fuck!!! #they could have latched onto the element of DISPAIR so much better! #everything sam and dean had is gone now #the people they loved and the people who loved them #they are alone and this is it #with their last breaths they will avenge those they have lost #and then it's done god is dead and they can rest but it's not over until they're back they have to get them back #they're not fighting for some vague sense of justice and righteousness #they're fighting madly and blindly for everything that has ever meant anything #and they have to get them back because if they don't get them back then what was it all for #what was all the pain and suffering and fighting and sacrafice for if they don't have them back #dean should be insensed because they've won but for once in his life he get's to be selfish and think what's the point in winning if he sti #but instead they made them stupid and cocky and even the amazing posibilities of showing their loneliness through their literally being com #they showed that cas was more important to dean than everything else he was motivated by by showing him ignoring sams calls #and they just did nothing with it #if the whole show is meant to be about loneliness and isolation and you can't even get that right then honestly what the fuck are you doing #im meant to be doing a maths paper right now actually but shhh #al is talking #al is mad as hell! #I'm so mad that the desktop version doesn't tell you when your tag is too long #trust me that i made some good points im just so mad