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the heart-rate challenge

Gwen and Aria’s POV:

The episode was half-way through already, not much having happened apart from some chats and an argument between Tasha and Andrew.

Luca and Harry were sat around the fire pit, talking about their families with one another, before Luca’s phone pinged that he had a text.

“Oh shit. That phone noise haunts me.” Aria said and Gwen nodded in agreement.

“Oi, I’ve got a text!” Luca shouted across the villa.

The TV showed the girls gasping and some of the boys sitting up like meerkats. Y/N was stuffing their face with watermelon and looking over to where Luca had just shouted from.

Paige lifted herself off Jacques lap and made it so she could see Luca whilst he spoke.

“Islanders, tonight you will get each other’s heart racing in the Heart Rate Challenge. #timetogetsexy. #getdressedup.”

As soon as Luca spoke the boys went wild, jumping up and down with each other. The girls whooped too and got excited too.

Y/N was filmed eating another piece of watermelon, before Harry had run up behind them to surprise her. Harry wrapped his arms around Y/Ns waist and picked her up to twirl them both around. Y/N giggled and Harry kissed their bare back.

“They’re so cute.” Aria pouted. “I want something like that.”

Gwen looked towards Aria, before asking an important question that had been bugging her for weeks now. “Well, is there anyone you’d want that with?”

Aria looked to Gwen and smiled softly, a rosy blush painting her cheeks as she spoke, “I think there might be, yeah.” Gwen blushed in return and they both turned their heads quickly back to the TV.

The TV then showed the girls and boys going into the villa and heading upstairs to get changed. Then the episode took an advert break.

••••••••

Off-Camera:

You and Harry were heading upstairs, holding each other’s hands as they did so.

Everyone else had already gone to get ready, but you and Harry had stayed downstairs feeding each other watermelon;

“Look, and if you put sugar on top of the slice it’s even better.” Harry said, dusting a small coating of sugar onto the watermelon slice and holding it up to your mouth for you to eat.

You took a bite and immediately closed your eyes in pleasure, nodding as you chewed and swallowed the most delicious and juicy piece of watermelon ever.

“Mm, so sweet but sticky.” You said, opening your eyes to notice Harry was looking down at you with desire in his eyes.

“Is that so? Sweet and Sticky.” He repeated your words, leaning down over you whilst he cupped your chin to tilt your face upwards. “Let me have a taste then.”

And his lips were on yours, moulding them against yours deliciously. He kissed you until he could taste the watermelon sugar cocktail all over his mouth. You were tormenting him by tasting so good, without him having tasted anywhere else.

When he pulled back your lips were a little darker and his lips were a little more swollen, but both still looked gorgeously hot.

“And?” You questioned.

“Can’t work out whether the watermelon sugar or your lips tasted better.”

“Maybe you’ll have to kiss me again to find out?” You shrugged your shoulders innocently.

“Maybe I just will.”

So it was obvious why you were the last two up the stairs now.

“You excited for tonight then?” He asked, walking a bit behind you out of respect - but also, maybe, just because he wanted a good view of your ass.

“Nervous, but so excited.” You grinned.

“Why nervous, hm?”

“In case I don’t do a good job and your heart rate is, like, um, the lowest for me.” You shrugged your shoulders and kept walking.

Harry tugged on your hand, though, and pulled you back with a slight gasp of shock from you. You stumbled backwards, but Harry made sure he was there to support you. He let go of your hand to be able to place his arms around your back, laying dangerously close to the bottom of your spine and bordering your ass. Your arms slipped around his waist as if you were hugging each other.

“Y’don’t really think that do you?” Harry asked seriously.

“What?”

“That my heart wouldn’t beat the craziest for you?”

“Oh, well. It’s okay if it doesn’t.” You bit your lip, trying to hold back a frown.

“No it’s not okay. You get my heart beating so crazy with just a touch of your skin against mine, so seeing you in a skimpy outfit with a potential intimate dance from you… fuck, i’m going to be turned on. 300 cold showers aren’t going to make a difference after tonight.” Harry groaned and you chuckled at his whining.

“Maybe i’ll take 300 cold showers with you.” You teased and pulled away from him to walk closer to the bedrooms.

“You’re an evil woman, do you know that?” He groaned frustratedly and followed after you like a lost puppy.

••••••

Gwen and Aria’s POV:

“I’m so ready for this challenge.” Gwen smiled a devilish grin.

“Imagine if we tried it.” Aria suddenly said.

“What? W-with each other?” Gwen asked, flushing bright red.

“I was only messing, G.”

“O-oh. Yeah. Yeah, of course.” Gwen laughed nervously, before the TV but from the ads and turned back to Love Island.

The boys were all sat around the fire pit waiting for the girls to come out, all of them looking very hungry and ready for a bit of action.

Gemma was the first out, wearing a sexy black costume and Luca’s jaw dropped at the sight of her. Harry ruffled his hair, but it still didn’t drop him from the trance.

“She looks so hot.” Aria commented and Gwen just nodded quietly.

Gemma walked over to the boys and started dancing sexily, doing all sorts of movements with her hips. She kissed Davide on the cheeks and respectfully gave Jacques a twirl, but for Luca she made him suffer underneath her wrath and torture him with her lips.

“Fucking hell.” Dami laughed, watching on and probably thinking that he got to do this with Indiyah next.

Harry’s face was clear to read and it was obvious he was more than excited for Y/N to come out.

“Y’good man?” Jacques asked Luca, his hair a little disheveled after Gem’s performance.

“Fuck.” Was all Luca said, laughing in return.

LUCA INTERVIEW:

“I’ll be going to bed a happy man, I’ll tell you that.”

Next was Ekin-Su, dressed in a bridal dress. She looked amazing and all the guys wolf whistled for her. She did a twirl and a twerk, before doing her rounds on the guys.

She fully snogged Davide and gave him a brief dry-hump too. He looked a happy man afterwards and the boys were in shock over what had just happened. Next she came over to Harry and dropped herself in his lap. Harry’s hand kept to himself, but Ekin-Su leant in to give Harry some kisses on his neck and trail her nails down his chest.

Once she was gone from Harry there was clear relief on his face.

“He doesn’t want anyone there except Y/N.” Aria laughed but Gwen kept quiet still, making Aria turn and look at her friend in confusion.

Next out was Y/N in a stunning, but sexy, angel costume. There was pretty angel wings behind their back. She was wearing white lingerie with a white, see-through lace, nightgown over the top ( * ). Finally, they were wearing white high heels that looked immaculate and made their legs look longer than they’d ever looked ( * ).

Harry’s face was filmed and his jaw was dropped only slightly, but his body was completely still as if he’d gone in to a trance.

HARRY INTERVIEW:

“An angel? C’mon now, Y/N knew exactly what she was doing.” Harry shook his head.

“Fucking hell man.” Jacques nudged Harry and Harry still didn’t move or take his eyes off Y/N.

“Ayy.” Andrew shouted when Y/N walked up onto the decking and blew a kiss in Harry’s direction.

First, Y/N went to Dami and turned around to wiggle their ass in his face, earning a round of applause from the rest of the boys. Harry’s jaw closed and it looked like he was gritting his teeth with jealousy.

Y/N moved on to Jacques and Davide next, kissing Davide on the cheek and using his hand to stroke down her body. Jacques got a similar treatment, only he was used so Y/N could slide themselves up and down his thigh a few times.

Y/N walked straight past Harry, strutting as she did so, going straight for Luca, Jay and Andrew instead. Y/N gave them all a little bit of treatment, before the boys started egging her on to go to Harry next. Y/N smirked as she made her way over to Harry, noticing his painful hard in his trousers.

Once they stopped in front of Harry, she cutely smiled before dropping herself into his lap. Hey legs straddled his own and they started to rock their hips against Harry’s hard. Y/N moved Harry’s hands from behind him to onto her arse, feeling him grip tightly without any ask. Y/N ghosted their lips over Harry’s as they kept moving, before leaning in to his ear to whisper.

“I want you so bad right now.” Y/N whispered darkly and Harry could be heard groaning slightly.

Then Y/N leaned back and smashed their lips onto Harry’s, taking full control over the kiss. She pushed and tasted his tongue all over her, making sure their hips never stopped once.

When they stood up and back from Harry, he had lipstick smudged all over his lips, his chest was heaving and his dick looked like it wanted to be uncaged. He shook his head, whilst smiling an evil smirk at Y/N.

Then she was gone, blowing one kiss goodbye.

HARRY INTERVIEW:

“Get me to the hideaway now. Jesus fucking Christ.”

Y/N INTERVIEW:

“If Harry’s heart rate doesn’t beat the fastest for me… well… I mean I won’t be surprised because honestly my hips have no movement sometimes.”

The episode cut and went to another add break, but not before the other girls had done their performances.

“Hips have no movement? On what planet?” Aria screamed at the TV.

Gwen stayed quiet and Aria had had enough, wanting to know what was up with her best friend.

“Can you at least talk your thoughts out loud?” Aria suggested, from where she was sitting on the sofa next to her friend.

“What?” Gwen asked in confusion.

“Your brain will implode if you keep thinking so loudly.”

“Sorry, just, um, a lot on my mind.”

“Penny for your thoughts?” Aria genuinely held up a penny - actually it was the pairs lucky penny. Gwen took the penny and squeezed it in her palm tight, feeling all kinds of butterflies when her skin touched over Aria’s.

“I’ll take the penny, but can I wait until i’ve organised my thoughts before I tell you?” Gwen asked.

Aria nodded and smiled kindly, hugging into Gwen’s side tightly. She stayed they and Gwen started overthinking how much she liked it. Gwen’s arm laid beside Aria’s body, holding her close and the episode re-started whilst Gwen thought of how best it would be to bring up the fact that she liked Aria. And as more than just a friend.

The girls were filmed around the fire pit, still in their costumes from the challenge. It was about to be the guys turn and everyone was sitting around waiting.

“If Davide doesn’t kiss me I’ll be fuming.” Ekin-Su said, making the girls laugh.

The first boy out was Andrew and he did a good job getting everyone cheering him on, and he did the most work on Tasha. Everyone was a bit more comfortable and ready after the first performance.

Then came Jacques and Davide, who were both respectful towards everyone but their partners. Davide have Ekin-Su a heavy make-out and Jacques dived straight into Paige’s cleavage - clear that both boys wanted to win.

Nothing compared to when Harry came out though, clad in a sexy fireman outfit. He took off his helmet on the way over and his hair was a bunch of messy curls underneath, making Y/N bite their lip in anticipation. He had on red suspenders over his bare chest and then cargo trousers on his bottoms ( * ). He looked delicious and all the girls knew it.

Harry went over to Gemma first and flexed his suspender back against his skin, making a slap sound and the girls laugh. Harry then made Gemma play with the suspenders, twanging them like guitar strings.

He then went through the girls respectively, showing off his sexy skills. He gave Ekin-Su a hot kiss on her cheek and down to her jawline, knowing it would make Y/N jealous. Y/N kept her eyes down and away when Harry kissed Ekin-Su not really wanting to see that interaction.

Then he made his way over to Y/N. He stood in front of them and curled his pointed finger to motion her to stand up. Y/N tried to hide a smile as they stood up. Once she was stood up Harry immediately picked them up and threw her over his shoulder, rein-acting the fireman’s lift.

“Oh my god!” Y/N screamed and Harry walked around to the front of the fire pit, slapping them on the ass a few times. He even gave a cheeky bite with his teeth and Y/N gave him a slap on his ass in reply.

Harry then carefully laid Y/N down on the ground and placed their arms above their head, keeping eye contact the entire time. He then spread her legs and positioned his body in between her body, before moving his body like he was part of a Magic Mike performance. Y/N kept eye contact with him and his hands roamed down their body, tracing all the sensitive parts he’d come to know Y/N craved.

Then he leant down to give her a proper heavy kiss to finish off his performance. His body kept moving and Y/N moaned lightly against his lips, which Harry nearly lost control over.

Once Harry had finished, he pulled away from Y/Ns lips and saw how fucked out she looked. He leant down for on final pretty kiss, before sitting up and bringing them up too with his flexing arms. He made sure Y/N was fully up before walking off.

When Y/N walked back to their seat, she stayed silent but it was the look in her eyes that gave everything away.

She was completely in love.

Y/N INTERVIEW:

“Asksjsajjajgs!” Y/N screamed and giggled.

“Awee.” Aria cooed, still snuggled close to Gwen. Gwen’s armed tightened around Aria when she wiggled around, afraid she as about to leave her side.

The TV showed all the islanders sat with each other around the fire pit, the boys sat on one side and the girls sat on the other.

Harry wouldn’t stop gawking at Y/N and Y/N couldn’t stop fiercely blushing.

Andrew then stood up to reveal the heart rate results.

“Luca, your heart rate raised the most for… Gemma.” Andrew said and Luca winked at Gemma, whilst Gemma smiled.

“Dami, your heart rate raised the most for… Danika.” A chorus of ‘oohs’ echoed and Indiyah pouted, but she knew that this game really didn’t mean anything in the grand scheme of things.

“Jay, your heart rate raised the most for… Y/N.” Y/N giggled watching Harry’s reaction, which was to bite the inside of his cheek harshly and try his hardest not to be obscenely jealous.

“Andrew, your heart rate raised the most for… Y/N.” The guys and girls chuckled, seeing that Y/N was on a winning streak. Tasha looked heartbroken and Y/N looked nervously towards them, hoping their was no bad blood.

HARRY INTERVIEW:

“As much as my heart was pumping green with jealousy over two other lads fawning the most for m’girl, I also, like, get it?!

“Harry, your heart rate raised the most for… Y/N.”

Harry smirked whilst nodding, winking over at Y/N and causing them to dip their head in a cool embarrassment. The guys all cheered for him and it was clear he was a happy man.

Y/N INTERVIEW:

“Yeah, it was flattering to hear.”

After the boys had been, Paige stood up to reveal the girls results.

“Tasha, your heart rate raised the most for… Andrew.” Tasha threw her hands up at Andrew, as if to show that she was loyal or something.

“Indiyah, your heart rate raised the most for… Harry.” Dami shrugged his shoulders like it was okay, because they both didn’t win for each other.

INDIYAH INTERVIEW:

“Harry was a fireman! I was helpless at that point.”

“Y/N, your heart rate raised the most for… Harry.” Harry’s reaction was more excited than Y/Ns, grinning like a kiss who’d just got offered free candy.

HARRY INTERVIEW:

“Get in.” He laughed.

“Aw yay! They both won for each other.” Aria cheered and Gwen smiled at Aria’s little celebratory dance.

“I think my heart would beat the hardest for you.” Gwen mumbled so quietly.

“W-What?” Aria asked, freezing slightly in her spot.

“I said I think my heart wo—”

“No, no. I heard what you said. I’m just processing what you said. Is, is, it true?” Aria sat up to face Gwen, watching her friend blush.

“It’s always been true. My heart beats like it’s on fucking steroids when i’m sound you.” When Aria was silent, Gwen dared a look at her. She was smiling in awe. “W-what?”

“I’m just really happy you said all that.” Aria smiled, leaning in.

“Why?”

“Cause my heart is on steroids for you too.”

And they kissed, forgetting all about the show that had brought them together and completely missing the text and islander got about the Hideaway being open tonight.

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omg ellie you should do like a loveisland!universe scene where harry pulls y/n for a chat? but maybe do it from the perspective of people watching on tv again because that was cool

omg okok

[ Gwen and Aria’s POV: ]

It was just after coupling up for the first time and everyone was meeting one another properly.

Gemma quickly removed herself from Liam’s side and introduced herself to the other boys. Whereas all the rest of the couples went over together to introduce themselves to one another.

“Gemma is not who I thought she was gonna be.” Gwen spoke up as nothing interesting was happening.

“No same. She’s actually kind of an uptight bitch.”

“Right? Like Liam is good looking and yet she’s unsatisfied. Like, hun, it’s day one.”

“Yeah, like you’re not going to find the love of your life on day one.” Aria laughed.

“But Y/N and Harry…” Gwen raised her eyebrows in consideration.

If the public could already detect one thing, it was that Y/N and Harry had an obvious instant connection. The way Harry had been so painfully obvious with his reaction and Y/N had been bashful throughout the whole process. It was so clear that those two were meant to be together.

Dami pulled Amber away from the group for a chat. They walked over to a small corner sofa, decorated in rainbow coloured cushions, and the show then focused on them.

“So how are you?” Dami asked Amber.

“I’m good, yeah. You?” Amber replied by twirling a piece of her hair around her finger.

“Happy to be paired with you.” He smiled and anyone could tell that it was genuine.

“I don’t think Amber’s too happy to be with Dami.” Gwen pointed out.

“No, yeah, she looks like she’s bored already!” Aria laughed and Gwen did too.

“Would you have stepped forwards for me? Normally.” Dami asked Amber and both Gwen and Aria made an awkward sigh.

“Y-yeah.”

“She hesitated!” Aria shouted and they both laughed.

“Who else would you have stepped forwards for?” Dami asked.

“Um, probably Harry.” ‘Cause I mean, who wouldn’t?

“No way in hell is she having Harry.” Gwen shook her head and pursed her lips in denial.

“Yeah, Harry is Y/Ns.”

The screen then flicked back to the group where people were still bonding. The boys clearly seemed to get on well and it was lovely to see. With girls it was so much harder to judge who’s playing a game and who’s a genuine person.

“Y/N, do you want to go for a chat?” Harry asked Y/N, only very quietly but it was clear that the microphones had been turned up to hear clearly.

“See! He asked Y/N whether they wanted to go for a chat. Not demanded, like Dami or Luca.” Gwen pointed out.

“Consent king.”

“Sure, yeah.” Y/N replied, following Harry to a nearby sofa.

“Those two are adorable.” Paige said and a few others surrounding her agreed. So did the public by the sounds of things.

“Here.” Harry held out his hand for Y/N as they were about to walk down some steps. Y/N was wearing a platform sandal and they looked so much more comfortable than any of the other heels the girls were wearing. However, they still looked a little wobbly to walk in and so Harry did the gentleman thing and offered a helping hand.

It was clear that when they touched hands, some sparks flew, because they both caught eyes and then bashfully hid their faces whilst they blushed. It was a scream worthy moment.

“Thank you.” Y/N said, finding her footing and walking to the sofa before sitting down.

“How are you, then?” Harry asked, sitting down next to to Y/N. Not too close for their discomfort, but close enough so Y/N could smell that good perfume.

“I’m feeling really good actually.”

“Same.”

“So, I’ve gotta know. Was I your ‘maybe’?” Y/N asked and Gwen and Aria sat forwards on their seats in anxious wait for his reply.

“Most definitely.”

“Askejsjsjs!” Aria squealed and Gwen collapsed back on her chair.

“I love them!” Gwen sighed.

“Am I your usual type?” Y/N asked, still smiling from his previous answer.

“I don’t really have a type, being honest. But you, you’re genuinely everything I didn’t know I wanted.”

“Harry.” Y/N tutted him.

“No seriously, I mean it. And, like, if you don’t like like me in that way, that’s fine. Well, actually it’s not because I would love for this to be something. But if you have eyes on someone els—”

“No!” Y/N interjected him quickly, putting a hand down on the sofa in the space between them. “No. I think I can see myself falling f’you.”

Harry placed his hand over Y/Ns, sending Gwen and Aria into a fit of hysterics.

“They’ve won. They win already.” Aria stated.

“Okay.” Harry smiled brightly and nodded in happiness. Then it was the end of your little segment together.

“Seriously, Ari, if they don’t win this damn show I won’t even care as long as they stay together.”

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so how do loveisland!harry x yn get paired together then?

i’m glad u asked anon ahahah

“Are you ready to meet out next islander?” Laura Whitmore, the co-presenter of the show asked.

The sun was scorching down on you as you were stood in line with the five other girls. You were stood in the middle, in between Gemma and Paige.

Gemma had already been coupled up with Liam and Tasha was with Andrew and now it was time for the next man to walk down the villa to meet his match.

Literally

“Yes!” A chorus of islanders replied, whilst you stood with your hands in front of you so you had something to play with to calm your nerves.

“Okay, let’s welcome guy number 3.”

Everyone cheered and clapped and awaited the guy to walk down the side of the villa and towards where you were all standing.

Because you were on the far side you couldn’t get first glance at him, but as he slowly made his way down and further towards you you could feel your heart start to buzz with butterflies.

When he finally arrived in front of Laura, giving her a gentleman’s hug and cheek kiss, he turned towards all of you and waved to say hello.

He was gorgeous. Pretty. Handsome. Adorable.

He was just your type to a T. Although you didn’t know when the cameras would be on you, if someone was recording you right now you’d no doubt be blushing from how immediately attracted you were to this man.

“Harry, welcome.”

Harry.

What a perfect name for a perfect man. You only hoped his personality was as charming as his exterior, because he looked as delicious as a banana-split sundae right now.

“Thank you. Happy to be here.” He replied and it send a warmth, hotter than the already burning sun; into your chest. His voice was so melodic and toned.

“How are you dealing with the heat?”

“It is very hot isn’t it?” He joked and everyone laughed, including you.

“So here are our girls.” Laura panned her hand to show off all your stunning women. “Two are already coupled up but you still have the choice between four more girls. Paige, Y/N, Indiyah and Amber.”

“Yes.” Harry nodded in understanding. His eyes kept brushing over Amber and you couldn’t help but think he had already decided who he liked - and it wasn’t you.

His eyes briefly brushed back down the line and your eyes met his. From here you could make out they were green, but you would do anything to see them a little bit closer up. His smile was cheeky and it made you smile too, but you tried to remain as calm as possible so it wasn’t too awkwardly obvious how into him you were.

“However the choice isn’t yours.” Here came the plot twist.

“No?” Harry raised his eyebrows.

“No. Instead, the public have coupled you up with the girl they think you’d be best with.”

“Oh okay.” He nodded his head.

“Y’more nervous now?” Laura tried to dig for a little more of a reaction than he was giving already.

“No. They’re all really stunning people so I would be happy with any of them.” He said it so genuinely that you couldn’t stop your heart from wanting him more and more.

It didn’t help that he just looked absolutely divine. He wasn’t overly chunky and muscly like the other guys were, but instead he was perfectly toned. He had just the right amount of muscles and the tattoos were just a glorious addition. Normally you weren’t too into them, but for a man as handsome as him you’d let it slide.

“Eyes on anyone in particular though.”

“Maybe. Maybe.” He said but looked down at his shoes so it wasn’t as obvious who he was talking about. No doubt Amber though. She was stunning.

“Harry. The girl that you are going to be coupled up with is….” The suspension really had you hanging. “Y/N.”

Instead of the normal reaction of a simple nod or no reaction at all because you’re not overly happy, Harry fist bumped the air and shouted ‘yes!’. The rest of the islanders laughed and Harry quickly walked over to you, not wasting another second without getting to greet you.

“Hi.” He said softly against your ear as he leaned down to politely hug you.

“Hi.” You whispered back, trying your hardest to keep you excitement contained.

“Y’look a very happy man Harry.” Laura stated the obvious.

Harry stood close behind you, but you were too nervous to turn around just yet. He smelt amazing and you’d have to ask him what he used so you could buy it an spray it over your pillow sheets.

“So so happy. Yes.”

“I’m taking it Y/N was your ‘maybe’ from before?”

“Maybe.” He answered and you smiled at how this experience had just gone from amazing to extraordinary.

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the angst series…

part two

Gwen and Aria’s POV:

The Love Island episode comes back from the break and it is still focused on Tanya standing next to the circular sun bed Harry was just laying on with Y/N.

“I don’t even want them to talk to each other.” Aria sighed.

Aria and Gwen were always sighing at the moment, because nothing was going right and their perception of love was dwindling what with Y/N and Harry not being on the best of terms.

“It’s hard, because I love watching TV show drama but not at the expense of Y/Ns happiness.” Gwen said and Aria nodded sadly.

“Well hello again.” Tanya said to Harry.

“Hello Tanya.” Harry didn’t even look at her, looking down at the floor instead.

“Heard there’s trouble in paradise.” Tanya tried to get his attention by stroking her foot against his leg.

Aria made a gagging noise and Gwen had to hysterically laugh, because that’s how they both dealt with uncomfortable situations.

Harry knocked Tanya’s foot away without being too aggressive. “It’s really none of your business, is it?”

“Hey. All I’m saying is that I’m here as a shoulder to cry on if you need one.”

“Thanks, but the only person that I want to spend time with has just stormed off so…” Harry sarcastically smiled, looking up at Tanya for the first time.

She looked down at Harry with pouted lips and a puffed out chest. Her fake boobs were enough to make Harry shake his head because it’s funny to think he was ever with this woman. Since being in here he’s felt like there’s never been anyone else but Y/N.

“What?” Tanya asked.

“Why the fuck are you here, Tanya?” Harry had to chuckle, otherwise he would explode like a red hot chilli pepper.

“Because I thought it would be a good opportunity for us to rekindle, with minimal distractions.” Tanya said, coming to sit down next to Harry. She came a bit too close, however, and Harry shifted away by c a thighs width.

“Why would you think that? You’re my ex for a reason.”

“Yeah, you tell her Harry!” Gwen cheered on, even if she was still majorly pissed off at him.

“Harry…”

“No. You cheated on me, Tanya. With my best friend, may I add. So I’m not that desperate to get back in bed with you.” Harry said lowly.

“Oh fuck, what?” Aria gasped.

“Didn’t she say that Harry broke up with her yesterday? To Ekin?” Gwen said, hand over her mouth.

“Ahh shit. This is going to be so messy.” Aria ran a stressed hand through her hair.

“Maybe we’ll just start off as friends then, yeah?” Tanya suggested, nudging her shoulder into Harry’s.

“No promises.”

Aria and Gwen looked at each other quizzically.

TANYA INTERVIEW:

“That wasn’t a solid no.”

Aria’s jaw dropped and Gwen shook her head in fury. This was not going the way they thought it would at all.

•••••

The camera switched to the kitchen where Ekin-Su, Y/N, Paige and Antigoni were all making a snack. Y/N was chomping on some chocolate strawberries - the ones that her and Harry had made only a night ago.

Ekin-Su made to check on Tanya’s and Harry’s whereabouts before speaking.

“So I was speaking to Tanya before.” Ekin-Su started, making sure she had everyone’s attention.

They all looked at her whilst continuing their kitchen chores. Antigoni lifted herself up onto the kitchen island to sit, snacking on some watermelon slices. Y/N came and stood in-between Antigoni’s legs with their back facing her and Antigoni’s legs wrapped around Y/Ns body to cage them against her.

“Yeah?” Paige hummed.

“And apparently they’re exes because Harry broke up with her.” Ekin-Su said.

“Why is she always spreading gossip?” Aria rhetorically asked.

“She’s proper pissing me off.” Gwen mumbled.

“Do you know why?” Antigoni asked.

“Harry thought she was too needy and clingy.”

“Tanya never said clingy…” Gwen spotted.

“Yeah, but Harry didn’t even break up with Tanya because of that.” Aria replied, practically wanting to gauge out her eyeballs from watching any more. The only reason anyone was still watching this show was to make sure that they were right when they claimed; ‘harry and y/n are endgame’.

“Fuck.”

“Interesting.” Paige frowned.

“You okay?” Antigoni asked Y/N, not allowing anyone else in the kitchen to be part of this conversation.

Y/N broke free from Antigoni’s legs and turned around to face her, making the conversation more private. They stayed close to each other as they spoke.

“Yeah, it’s just.. It makes sense why Harry wants space now. I was clearly too ‘needy and clingy’.” Y/N said, shaking their head at themselves.

“Y/N, honey, no.” Antigoni shook her head.

“Maybe yes. This is what I do. I just put too much of myself into a relationship and only end up pushing the person away. I did it with Keiran and I’m doing it again with Harry.” Y/N explained, tired of the two strawberries they’d eaten and packed them up.

“You’re not doing that, Y/N.” Antigoni stressed, walking over to the fridge with Y/N to continue their conversation.

“I can feel myself doing that. Ekin-Su only confirmed what I’ve been thinking. I’m too much for Harry. Maybe he deserves something better? I don’t know, but I do know that I won’t allow myself to feel like I did after Kieran with Harry. I’m better than that.” Y/N said protectively.

Antigoni smiled with pride because her best friend had come a long way with themselves.

“Damn, Y/N’s making me cry.” Aria sobbed a little, wiping under her eyes.

“We love a girl who sticks up for herself.” Gwen clapped her hands.

“Slay bestie.” Aria whooped.

“So what are you doing to do?” Antigoni asked.

“I’m not sure yet. I’m not sure about anything.”

ANTIGONI INTERVIEW:

“Obviously it’s nice to hear that Y/N/N is standing up for themselves and is a lot more confident with their emotions with Harry, than they were with Kerian. However, I know Y/N, well, and I know that this is going to hit her really hard.”

Y/N INTERVIEW:

“I think distance is the key here. I’m honestly not sure. I’m so confused with all my emotions, it’s slightly overwhelming right now.”

Y/N was seen walking off and Antigoni ran a stressed hand through her luscious bunch of blonde curls - A Greek Goddess in the flesh.

“Is she okay?” Ekin-Su asked, not really caring for Y/N but wondering whether there was any gossip to pass on.

“I’m not even sure anymore.” Antigoni smiled sadly.

Dami passed Y/N on the stairs inside the villa. Dami knowing Y/N as well as he did, immediately stopped them from going anywhere and brought her in for a Dami-hug. Dami was known for the best hugs on the island.

“What’s up?” He asked. “Come on, sit with me. What’s wrong?”

They both sat on the stairs, knowing everyone would be outside for a little while longer.

Y/N rested their head onto Dami’s shoulder and Dami wrapped a comforting arm around Y/N’s shoulders. Y/N sighed heavily before speaking, not trusting a shaky voice to not bring tears.

“Dami, do you ever think about leaving the villa?”

“Oh no.” Aria gasped, leaning forwards on her chair.

“Please don’t let this be what I think it is.” Gwen’s eyes started to cloud over.

Sad music started to play over the episode in the background.

“You mean like quitting? Or after the 8 weeks are up kind of leaving?” Dami asked for clarification, even though he was sure he knew which one Y/N meant.

“Quitting.”

“I was worried you were going to say that one.” He chuckled through a sigh and Y/N carefully smiled back.

“Yeah.”

“How long have you felt like this?” Dami asked.

“Only since last night. It was so perfect up until the point where it wasn’t anymore.” Y/N bit their lip to refrain from crying.

“Is this because of a conversation you and Harry have had?”

“Did he tell you?” Y/N asked, sitting up so they could see Dami’s face. Dami’s eyebrows were furrowed and he shook his head.

“No. He just said you’d talked last night about something.”

“He told me he wanted space.” Y/N said as quickly as they could, wanting the words to be out and never have to say them again. Y/N was worried that she might be developing a fear of the word ‘space’, genuinely.

“Space?” Dami questioned.

“Mhm.”

“Harry? Wants space? Between you two?” Dami asked again and again, because he couldn’t wrap his head around it. Now, Dami was a smart man into his sciences, so he understood how hormones and emotions worked best out of anyone, but understanding the reasoning behind this ‘space’ was left a wonder to him.

“Thank you Dami, we don’t get it either.” Gwen waved her hands around to gesticulate her point.

“Apparently. And now I find out Harry broke up with Tanya because she was too clingy and needy and I can’t help but think that maybe I like h-him m-more than he likes m-me.” Y/N started getting upset.

“Give them a mandatory travel sized tissue pouch, someone please.” Gwen stressed.

“Gwen, this is not the time to be funny.” Aria laughed.

“Hey, no, no.” Dami shushed them, bringing her in for a side hug again. “Look. I don’t know about you, but Harry is like fucking smitten for you. Which is why I can’t understand this whole ‘space’ thing. Truly, like, if you don’t understand it Y/N then there’s got to be something else there - something he’s not telling you. As a brother to Harry I don’t get it, so to you I can’t imagine the confusion.”

“I think I just need to give myself some time before I decide on what to do.” Y/N nodded, licking their salty lips to wipe up the tears that had fallen.

“Okay. Okay. Just promise me, don’t leave unless you’re leaving for the right reasons. This, is not one of them.” Dami explained.

“Aw Dami. What a legend.” Aria put a hand over her heart.

“He’s such a good guy.” Gwen added.

DAMI INTERVIEW:

“Like, woah. I was not expecting any of that. I don’t understand Harry though, man. I really don’t.” Dami shook his head sadly.

Dami is filmed heading out after the conversation, only leaving once Y/N has convinced him she’ll be okay and they just needed to go to the toilet.

“Where’ve you been?” Indiyah asked when he walked back outside, linking arms with him.

“I was chatting to Y/N. She was upset.” Dami explained, knowing Indiyah wouldn’t take him chatting to Y/N alone the wrong way. Y/N’s relationship with everyone in here, but Harry, was a brother or sister type thing and everyone knew that.

Still didn’t stop Harry from getting jealous though.

“Really? Should I go speak to her?” Indiyah asked, pointing back to the villa.

“No, no. I think it’s all good. Listen, I’ll catch up with you in ten but I just need to go speak to Harry first.” He explained.

“Yeah, alright.” Indiyah smiled and let him go.

Dami walked over to the pool where Harry was busy dangling his legs in to keep him cool. He was watching Luca and Gemma mess around, smiling at them as they had their fun together.

He missed that with you.

He missed it because he is a fucking idiot.

“Yo, can I speak to you Harry?” Dami asked, sitting down next to him anyways. Dami put his feet in the water with his Crocs on.

“Yeah, ‘course.” Harry smiled, leaning back on his hands.

“You good?” Dami asked, just checking beforehand.

“This conversation will swing one of two ways.” Aria predicted.

“Go on.” Gwen urged, before the conversation could start.

“Either Harry will run to Y/N and beg for forgiveness or he will admit that she is too clingy and want to break up with her.” Aria explained and Gwen cringe at the options.

“Do you think Y/N would take him back?”

“I don’t know. I literally don’t know how to answer that question.” Aria shrugged her shoulders.

“So I just spoke with Y/N.” Dami started, swishing his legs in the water gently. Harry stopped paying attention to Luca and Gemma immediately and looked towards Dami for any signs of anything that might’ve happened.

“Are they okay?” Harry asked nervously.

“Not really, man, no. Um,” Dami sniffled and wiped his nose on his arm, “There’s no easy way to tell you this but Y/N was talking to me about quitting.”

Harry’s heart dropped and everyone could see it in the way his eyes dropped low and his cheeks vanished of colour. He pursed his lips and his chest started rising a little more rapidly as he thought over what Dami just admitted to him.

“W-what?”

“Yeah, um. Y/N said she’s been feeling like this since last night only. Just thought you’d want to know.” Dami nodded.

“No, yeah. Thanks Dam.” Harry patted his back a bit in thanks too.

Harry didn’t realise he was crying until a few wet splashed dropped onto his thigh without his thighs being in the water. He reached up a hand to his eyes and pinched them both with his fingers, aggressively sighing afterwards in order to get rid of the forecasted tears.

“Fuck, uh.” Harry mumbled under his breathe.

“Sure you’re alright?” Dami asked again.

“Yeah. Just, sorry, excuse me.” Harry said politely, getting his legs out of the water and slipping on his sliders to walk off and into the house.

HARRY INTERVIEW:

“I mean,” Harry blows out a deep breathe, “Shit.” He wiped his eyes as he started to cry again, before walking out of shot because he wasn’t ready to do this yet.

“Why is making me so confused?” Aria whined, wanting to pull the roots out of her hair.

“He’s so soft and yet so confusing.”

“Whatever is going on in his head, I need an in because I want to understand.” Aria groaned.

“I bet this is how Y/N feels.”

••••••

The dressing room was in chaos.

All the girls were getting ready, after hearing they were having a ‘Blue’ themed party tonight. The makeup was heavily blue and glittery.

Y/N had decided on wearing a short blue silk dress and a multicoloured rainbow cardigan over the top ( * ). They didn’t speak much to anyone whilst they were getting changed and when everyone was thoroughly excited, Y/N didn’t feel much at all.

It was going to be hard to stay away from Harry, but if it meant that she wouldn’t hurt him as much and they too wouldn’t be hurt badly then so be it.

“Y/N/N why do you have so many crochet items of clothes?” Tasha asked. “I’m obsessed with all of them.”

“Oh,” Y/N tried their best to laugh, “My mum crochets for a living, for her small business. So, she makes me a lot of my clothes. Fits this whole sustainability sponsorship Love Island are doing too.” Y/N explained.

“Literally let me break her free from the villa because I want to marry them.” Aria said.

“You don’t even have a ring.” Gwen said, like that was the only problem with Aria’s plan.

“We can make paper rings, because our love will trump anything materialistic.” Aria said and Gwen shook her head at her silly best friend.

“Her mum is a fucking legend.” Antigoni added.

Y/N smiled for real then, thinking about her mum and how much she misses her.

“We should toast to your mum tonight.” Ekin-Su suggested.

“That’s not necessary. I will cry and my mum will be too high on her high horse and—”

“Hun. Shut up and accept the toast.” Antigoni said and her word was final.

The islanders proceeded to toast to Y/Ns mum and Luca asked whether she was hot, earning a playful slap on the back of his head from Harry.

Harry had caught Y/N’s eyes a few times, but not as often as he would like. He wanted to catch her eyes so he could talk with them, see what they were thinking. Harry was good at reading her like that - which is actually, Harry comes to think of it, why they weren’t looking at him.

••••••••

This evening there was a game around the fire pit.

It was a game of charades, but the more mature version. Each islander takes a turn to pull out a charade from the pile and they act it out to the group, whoever gets it right gets a kiss off the person who acted it out.

First of all was Gemma who made a fist and licked something imaginary above it, moving her tongue around the imaginary object on all sides.

“Licking a lolly!” Luca shouted very quickly and everyone cheered when Gemma said yes. She went over to him and leant down to give him a good snog, lolly-licking tongue and everything.

“Damn.” Luca muttered under his breathe afterwards. “Need a further demonstration later.” Gemma laughed, before sitting back down next to him, his arm curling around her waist.

Next was Ekin-Su, who asked Harry up to help her with her charade. She put her back to his front and pressed herself against him tightly, Harry keeping his hands to his side so he didn’t touch her without consent. She then slid down him, keeping her back pressed against him the whole way down. She then stood back up and repeated the action over.

“Pole dancing.” Dami shouted and Ekin-Su shook her head.

“Um, scratching your back.” Andrew shouted and earned a ‘kind-of’ reaction from Ekin-Su.

“Scratching your back but on, like, um a tree!” Tanya shouted and Ekin-Su cheered. Harry was thankful to go and sit down. Y/N would be lying if she said she checked him out to see whether he had gained a hard-on, but there was nothing there. If anything, it looked less packed than before.

Ekin-Su and Tanya then proceeded to sloppily kiss, getting applauded by the islanders around them.

“Fuck me, they’re perfect for each other.” Aria suggested.

“They actually are.” Gwen gasped when Aria pointed it out.

“If only this wasn’t a straight show.” Aria rolled her eyes.

“There’s no way they’re all straight. Like Harry gives off major bi-vibes.”

“I was literally about to say the same, but about Y/N.”

“Interesting.” Gwen rolled her lips.

Next was Y/N’s turn, but it was very clear they were uncomofrtable in doing the game. There wasn’t as big a smile on her face as normal and anyone who really knew her, i.e. Harry and Antigoni, could tell they were pretending to be okay for the sake of the happiness of everyone else.

Y/N was just too selfless like that.

Y/N nodded, knowing they had an easy one. The problem was the kiss afterwards. Y/N began by punching imaginary numbers in the air.

“Putting in an alarm code.” Harry said quickly and Y/Ns heart thumped loudly at her chest thinking about Harry answering just so he could kiss her.

Y/N shook their head. Continuing, Y/N proceeded to look in a pretend wallet and not have any money. So she then crouches and pretends their arm has fit through a slot and makes a face that looks like they’re struggling. They pretend to reach up into whatever it was and grab something.

“Not paying for something?” Tasha said quizzically and Y/N made a gesture that she needed more.

“Forgetting the code so you can’t pay?” Davide asked and Harry was quick to shoot him a worried glare. He breathed a visible sigh of relief when Y/N told him he, too, was wrong.

“Reaching inside a vending machine because you can’t afford to pay.” Antigoni said and Y/N’s face shot up with delight. Harry smiled and clapped along with the rest of the islanders. He would be lying if he said he wasn’t slightly grateful that you were kissing Antigoni and not another male islander.

Antigoni cupped Y/N’s cheek as they gave each other a sweet peck on the lips. They both smiled afterwards.

“Thanks for saving me.” Y/N whispered.

“Aw bless I bet they were so worried in case they had to kiss another guy.” Aria pouted for Y/N.

“Thank fuck for Antigoni existing.” Gwen cheered for her.

Y/N INTERVIEW:

“Yeah I definitely got lucky with my go.” Y/N was smiling. “I obviously would’ve kissed anyone, but I think, because of where my head is at right now, it needed to be Antigoni.”

“That makes sense.” Gwen argued and Aria agreed.

Last up was Harry and she made the effort to pronounce her fake boobs when he stood up. Harry rolled his eyes to himself and Y/N stayed quiet. Harry lightly chuckled, shaking his head at what he had to act, but set himself up for it anyways.

He put his hands behind his head and clasped them together there. He made sure the muscles in his arms were present and bulging. He then closed his eyes and started to breathe fast but softly, as if he had just finished some form of exercise.

“Having your dick sucked off!” Ekin-Su shouted. Everyone gasped and Y/N kept their eyes to the hem of their dress. Harry chuckled at Ekin’s boldness, but declined and said it was wrong anyways.

“Panting.” Antigoni perked up, trying to help out her best friend and save him from kissing someone Y/N didn’t like, or trust.

“Bestie Y/N is not doing herself any favours by not answering.” Aria stressed.

“Trying to catch your breathe after a workout.” Y/N answered softly, looking at Harry with hope. He wanted to smile, but he couldn’t because just as he was about to urge her to keep on running with that line Tanya got there first.

“Trying to catch your breathe after a run!” Tanya shouted, on the edge of her seat.

Harry lowered his arms carefully and nodded. He didn’t look enthusiastic at all to admit that she had won. Y/N gulped back the sadness, trying not to think about how close she had come to being right.

Antigoni took her hand next to her and squeezed tight. “Hey, look at me.”

Y/N turned her head to face her best friend, not realisng that Antigoni had asked her to face her the same time that Tanya grabbed Harry’s cheeks and pulled him in for a kiss. Ekin-Su sat to one side and Paige to her other, could easily tell that Harry was not kissing back at all. Tanya tried to force her tongue in, but Harry kept his lips firmly shut.

Tanya hummed as she pulled back and Y/N gave Antigoni a pitiful smile. “Thank you.” They whispered and Antigoni gave them a knowing nod.

TANYA INTERVIEW:

“We kissed! Ahhh!” Tanya made an annoyingly high pitched laugh.

HARRY INTERVIEW:

“She kisses as bad as I remember.”

“Harry, Sir, I’m supposed to be mad at you - don’t make me laugh.” Aria giggled.

Gwen laughed along too.

••••••••

As the islanders disperse from the fire pit, Tanya catches Y/N.

“Hey, Y/N, can we talk?” Tanya asked, pulling her attention away from Antigoni for a moment.

“Um,” Y/N looked to Antigoni for reassurance and she just shrugged as if it was up to Y/N, “Sure.”

“Wrong choice, babes.” Aria sighed, knowing this would no end well.

Y/N’s face was filmed looking longingly at Harry who was walking away with Luca, laughing with him about something no doubt un-funny. It made Y/N smile just thinking about.

Fuck, they missed him.

It was starting to become a pain in their heart. The distance between Y/N and Harry was physically minute, but the emotional pain was worse than anything Y/N had experienced before. Worse than what Kieran had left them feeling.

Y/N just wanted to be back cuddling Harry at night. To be back making each other breakfast in the morning. To be back laughing over the unfunniest of things together and making them into inside jokes. To be back twizzling fingers with each other or playing thumb-wars whilst they talk and talk and talk. To be back trying to make each other fall in love harder than the other.

“So how are you? I feel like we’ve barely talked.” Tanya breaks Y/N out of their daze.

Y/N checked out Tanya next to her. Tanya was in a blue silk dress that hugger her figure in all the right places. Her boob were clearly taped together to create an unholy amount of cleavage and the corset really pushed them up to be in everyone’s faces ( * ). It wasn’t often that Y/N struggled with body image, but when they were sat next to their boyfriends ex, who was fucking beautiful, it was hard to want to look anything but like herself.

“I swear if Y/N is looking at Tanya like ‘I want to look like you’ then I will throw myself of a bridge.”

“Babe, I will help throw you.” Gwen added, making Aria punch her in her shoulder.

“I’m okay, yeah. Just taking it all one day at a time.” Y/N nodded, sipping on their water whilst Tanya sipped on champagne.

“Oh really? Like I’ve probably calculate all my moves in here. Like I’ve come to play, so I have to know what to do next.” Tanya explained, but nobody agreed.

“I don’t know. I feel like you shouldn’t calculate things, because then you’re forcing things to happen that might not even need to happen.” Y/N argued.

“That’s our girl.” Gwen whooped.

“See that’s why you’re probably not going to survive well in here, sweetheart, because you’re too naive to the game.” Tanya faked a smile and took a sip of her drink.

“I’ve survived so far.”

“And now I’m here. So, watch your back because I’m not playing this game nice and fair.” Tanya’s words left Y/N speechless and dumbfounded.

TANYA INTERVIEW:

“I think I have Y/N right where I want her.” Tanya evilly smiled.

“Hold me back from booking flights to Mallorca.” Aria angrily told Gwen.

“Why would do I do that?”

“Because I’m going to cut off all of Tanya’s extensions in her sleep and super-glue them to her fake arse.” Aria screamed.

“So, I’ll ask again. Why would I hold you back?” Gwen smiled and Aria nodded her head to deeper formulate her plan.

Harry was filmed walking over towards the fire pit, no drink in hand. He looked really good night with his white cotton shorts, white wife-beater and blue Hawaiian shirt over the top ( * ). Y/N tried not to stare for too long. Tanya cleared her throat next to Y/N.

“Maybe you should go. He’s clearly coming over to talk with me, so...” Tanya waved her hand for Y/N to go. Y/N nodded sadly and got up to walk off. Luckily Y/N wasn’t a big high-heel wearer and had managed to be allowed to wear a pair of Mary-Jane’s instead.

As Y/N walked past Harry he caught their arm.

“Hey, I was coming over for you, y’know?” Harry said, but all Y/N could think about was the buzz of electricity of his fingers against their skin. Y/N blushed and hoped, if asked, they could discard it as the warm weather.

“Awwww.” Aria cooed.

“No. No yet at least.” Gwen told Aria off for being too quick forgiving of Harry.

“Can we talk later?” Y/N asked, lowering their arm from Harry’s hold only to feel cold without it.

“When, later? I don’t want to wait any longer.” Harry urgently spoke.

Y/N sighed, before looking up at him and his big doe eyes. That was their first mistake. “Meet me on the stairs again. Tonight. 1 AM.”

Harry warmly smiled. “Okay, sounds good.”

Y/N nodded sadly, too afraid to tell him the bad news. Y/N was going to break his heart and finish what might never have started.

Before Y/N could leave, Harry leaned down to kiss them on their cheek. “I know you probably don’t want me kissing your lips right now, but I just couldn’t go another second without kissing you.” Harry beamed brightly, feeling hopeful for this first time today.

••••••••

It was 1 AM and neither of them had slept.

Harry hadn’t even tried going to bed and instead had taken a shot of espresso to keep him up. Y/N had allowed themselves to be restless in bed, tossing and turning because there was no one to annoy.

The problem was, she liked it when it used to annoy Harry.

He used to take ahold of her from behind and pull them over his chest so there was less of a chance of Y/N wrestling with themselves.

It used to keep Harry up and he’d get annoyed, but now he wants it back more than anything.

Y/N quietly tiptoed out to the stairs and when they got there found Harry was already waiting. He was in his boxers and nothing else, which Y/N found endearingly attractive. Y/N had on pyjama shorts and a vest t-shirt. Harry thought they looked absolutely incredible, even in the dark.

“Hey.” Harry whispered.

“Hi.” Y/N whispered back.

“Kill me now.” Aria whispered to Gwen.

“Kill me first.” Gwen whispered back.

“Ready to talk?” Harry asked, making sure this is what Y/N wanted to do and nothing else.

“Yes, but probably not about what you think.”

Y/N had made no move to sit down next to him and Harry got the impression there was a growing distance between them right now. He gulped back his panic and waited to hear what Y/N had to say.

“Okay?”

“Harry.”

“Oh that’s not good.” Aria shook her head.

“Aria shut the fuck up for the next 5 minutes.” Gwen said assertively and Aria agreed instantly.

“I’ve been thinking about what you said last night and thinking about what Tanya’s told me about your previous relationship with her and I’ve struggled to come to a path that’s right for me. I lo…. I have enjoyed my time with you so much. It’s killing me to even have this conversation with you…” Y/N started to hiccup back the tears, “B-but I think this is it for us. I-It’s not yo—”

“No. No. Don’t give me that whole bullshit speech of it’s not you, it’s me. I’m not having it. I refuse to listen to it. You’re not breaking up with me.”

“I h-have to.” Y/N sighed, tears streaming down her cheeks.

Harry stood up out of protest, and Y/N could now see his own tears falling. The dark only heightened their emotions for one another and they could feel the tension and the love between them.

The distance between them was so thick with love, yet they were so blinded by it all to see the bigger picture.

“What do you mean you have to? L-like where is this even coming from? Is it because I-I told you we need space?”

“Partly, yes.”

“Well then I fucking take it back if it means you stay with me.” Harry argued back, causing Y/N to tilt their head back in grief.

“You don’t get it, Harry. This is the problem. Y-you clearly have something against me o-or something, like, against relationships entirely because as soon as we became official you’ve held me at arms length. Yes? You’ve pushed me away, trying to blame it on me. Me? But it’s not me, it is you. So this is it. We’re done.” Y/N said a bit louder than perhaps they should have and walked out of the room and back into the bedroom.

Harry stayed on the steps for at least another hour, before he crawled back into bed and stared at the ceiling for the rest of it.

••••••••

“Tomorrow night...” Ian Sterling’s voice sounds on the TV. “Tanya goes double dating…”

A montage of Harry and Davide on a date with Tanya flashes up on the screen momentarily.

“I got a text!” Tasha shouts, the TV showing them all in their daytime bikini’s and shorts. “[...] There will be a recoupling.”

“AKJASDJA.” Aria spluttered out her water over her mum’s clean carpet.

“No I can’t.” Gwen groaned, sliding off the sofa and onto the floor.

“Y/N? Y/N!” Harry’s voice can be heard over the dramatic music still playing.

Aria and Gwen, Gwen practically breaking her neck from the angle on the floor, look at each other, scared.

“Mate I think we need to get someone, she’s not waking up.” Luca’s voice could be heard and then the credits start to roll and the ITV2 presenter starts to talk about the next programme.

“Wha...” Aria had to laugh.

“WE HAVE TO WAIT UNTIL TOMORROW NIGHT?” Gwen screamed from the floor, not wanting to move for the next 24 hours.

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the angst series...

part three

Gwen and Aria’s POV:

“I don’t know whether i’m mentally stable enough to watch todays episode, you know?” Aria questioned, sitting down with a coffee to keep her as wide awake as possible.

“Ari, you’re never mentally stable enough.” Gwen replied.

“True, but we are going to find out whether Harry and Y/N recouple today.”

“I feel sick. I need to understand them both, though, before I forgive and forget. Yo—”

“Shut up it’s starting.” Aria hit Gwen to be quiet, both settling down as the credits rolled.

The lights were switched on in the bedroom and everyone immediately put their sunglasses on so it didn’t blind them as bad.

Before Y/N could put on their sunglasses it was evident that they had been crying, due to the puffy eyes and the dark under-eye circles.

“This is going to be a hard day for Y/N.” Gwen said sadly.

“Don’t jinx it.”

Y/N remained laying underneath the covers as everyone else began stretching and getting out of bed for the beginning of the day.

Harry was filmed waking up next to Davide and he too had puffy eyes, with red circles under his eyes from rubbing too hard. He put his sunglasses on too, not because it was bright but because he didn’t want anyone asking questions right now.

“Good nights rest?” Davide asked Harry.

“Not really man, no.” Harry ran a stressed hand through his hair, sighing a small sigh because of how little energy he had left in him.

“We’ve all had better days, man, and we all have better days ahead of us too.” Davide said whilst he stretched to get out of bed.

“Alright. Steady on Davistotle.” Aria joked, making Gwen laugh.

“Ah, Davide. Legend.”

Harry got out of bed too and wandered into the main bedroom, so he could get to the bathroom. It was going to be a long day, he could feel it, but he also wasn’t giving up so easily.

He would find a way back to Y/N, just like he promised a week ago when Y/N was nearly coupled up with Davide. Harry was not the kind of man to break his promises and he definitely wasn’t going to give up on Y/N like they meant nothing to him. What Harry and Y/N have between them and Harry’s job of the day was to relight that spark and remind them both of why there was no one else, in this world, but them.

Antigoni was filmed getting into bed beside Y/N, who still hadn’t moved. She got underneath the covers and faced Y/N so they were nose to nose, wanting to speak to her best friend and understand what was wrong.

She knew Y/N had the tendency to shut everyone out when they were afraid of their own feelings, but that couldn’t happen in here because she would just get walked all over and Y/N deserved more than that.

Antigoni moved the sunglasses off Y/Ns eyes briefly, confirming what she thought about Y/N crying. Antigoni put the glasses back out of respect and kept close to Y/N.

“You deserve better than this.” Antigoni started by saying.

“I’m not so sure.”

“How so?”

“I-I broke up with Harry last night. I e-ended it a-and i’ve successfully pushed the one person that mattered the most away from me.”

“And why did you do that, hm?”

“Because he wouldn’t listen to me when I explained that I didn’t want space. And I-I knew that space would probably make us grow apart and we’d probably grow to hate each other and we’d probably end up breaking it off anyways.” Y/N huffed.

“Babe, Y/N. You know I love you right?” Antigoni asked and Y/N nodded in response. “But you are an absolute cretin.”

“Hahaha.” Aria laughed out loud.

“Yes Queen Antigoni.” Gwen laughed too.

“Wha—”

“You broke up with the one guy who was finally treating you right, because of some hypothetical bullshit that you know, somewhere deep down, would never have happened. Because that man loves you, Y/N, he really fucking does. No, shut up, I’m speaking. He wanted to give you space because you were both moving like Millennium Falcon hyper-speed fast, but did you ever stop to think maybe he had a reason for that? Other than the crappy one he gave you originally?”

“Damn. She told them straight.” Gwen sat back in awe over Antigoni and wondering whether she would ever find her on Tinder.

Y/N stayed silent for a moment, before rolling onto her back and pushing the sunglasses off their head. Y/N looked back to Antigoni, who had her eyebrows raised at them.

“Oh fuck.” Y/N finally said.

“Yeah, oh fuck.” Antigoni smiled, thankful that she’d gotten through to Y/N finally.

“Fuck, fuck, fuck.” Y/N continued, pushing the duvet back and sitting up straight.

“What are you doing?” Antigoni asked, wanting to know their plan before it was executed.

“I’m going to stop saying fuck over and over again and I’m going to fix my cretin self and my bullshit problems.”

Y/N INTERVIEW:

“I’m fed up with moping around, I’m better than that. I’ve been an idiot and will continue to be unless I fix this tension between Harry and I. I’m determined to fix it.”

“That smile of Y/Ns actually looked genuine for once.” Gwen said happily.

“Let’s not forget about what we saw in the preview yesterday though.” Aria reminded Gwen.

“Hey, don’t shit on the parade just yet.”

•••••••

There was a group of people in the kitchen, making breakfast and chatting.

Y/N was filmed making a coffee - black.

PAIGE INTERVIEW:

“I noticed Y/N making a black coffee this morning, even though she can’t stand the taste of them.”

Aria and Gwen questioned where this could be going, before it clicked and they started squealing.

Harry was the only one in the bedroom upstairs getting changed after breakfast to go and do his morning workout.

Y/N was filmed walking up the stairs and tripped once, accidentally, standing still for a moment to let the dizziness pass. They had been feeling this way since last night.

As Y/N walked into the bedrooms Harry was there spraying deodorant under his armpits. Y/N had to blush and look down at their feet to keep Harry from seeing her cheeks. Y/N walked over to Harry and handed him the portable coffee cup with the napkin.

“What’s this for?” Harry asked, trying not to breathe in that heavenly scent of shampoo Y/N uses otherwise he wouldn’t be able to contain himself maturely.

“Uh, well, I know you only like a black coffee in the mornings and for some reason refuse to now drink them unless I make them. So… yeah, also, um, maybe it’s a peace offering?”

Harry nodded, looking at the coffee and then back to Y/N.

“Okay. Thanks.” Was all he said, but that’s all Y/N was expecting him to say.

Y/N wasn’t very good at opening up their emotions and Harry knew that, so for her to come and deliver a coffee, just the way he likes it, after what happened last night felt like a very big deal.

Harry was proud of Y/N, in fact.

Y/N smiled politely and walked in the general direction of the door again.

“Your not grafting, are you?” Harry had to ask.

“I just broke up with you last night, Harry.” Y/N said.

“Y’don’t have to remind me.” Harry mumbled under his breathe.

“It’s just a coffee, okay?”

“No. Not okay.”

“What is bothering you?” Y/N asked, ever so stupidly.

“What’s bothering me is that you broke up with me last night, after two days of officially being together, and now you’re bringing me coffee as if none of that ever happened?” Harry exclaimed.

“Just take the fucking coffee Sir.” Gwen shouted at the TV screen.

“Jesus.” Aria looked at Gwen with concern over her outburst.

“Sorry. It’s just, I don’t like it when my parents fight.”

“I’m bothered, because I seem to be more affected by this than you are. You don’t seem upset in the slightest?” Harry said loudly and Y/N was thankful that everyone was outside already.

“Not upset in the sligh— Harry I didn’t go to sleep last night because I was so fucking angry and upset. I was pissed off with you for pushing me away with this goddamn space bullshit and then I was upset for having to break my, and your, heart like I did.”

Y/N stepped towards Harry and pointed at him angrily whilst they told him what was what.

Gwen and Aria couldn’t help but both grin at their screen because even though they were shouting at each other, it seemed beneficial to both of them to just let it all out.

“Then why did you do it?”

“Because you wanted space, because I was too clingy and needy!” Y/N flapped their arms at their sides.

“Hang on. I never said that to you. Not once.” Harry argued back.

“Tanya told me,” Y/N caught Harry rolling his eyes and sighing loudly as soon as the word ‘Tanya’ left their lips, “that you broke up with her because she was too needy and clingy. I couldn’t help but think you were pushing me away for the same reasons. O-or that you were trying to let me down gently so that when you broke up with me y—”

“Broke up with you?” Harry interjected.

“Well what else was I supposed to think when you’re pushing me away?” Y/N shouted and stepped closer again, Harry put down his coffee so he could flail his arms around too as if it would define his message.

“You’re supposed to trust me.” Harry breathed heavily and Y/Ns chest was rising rapidly too. With so much tension in the air you could bite it and leave teeth marks in the air. “You’re a fucking idiot for listening to what Tanya had to say.”

“Why?”

“Because I broke up with her because she cheated on me with my best-friend. So I’m sorry for pushing you away, slightly, because I was protecting my own heart. I’m sorry for pushing you away so we could slow down our pace so we don’t end up rushing anything. I’m sorry—”

“I get it! I fucked up!” Y/N shouted and then took a deep breathe so her next words came out quiet and calm, “And I’ll regret my choice every day now, but it’s what I deserve. A-and I’m okay if you hate me and don’t want me to bring you coffees and—”

“Just shut up, alright?” Harry quickly said and ran his hand over his jaw tightly. “Yeah, you fucked up, but so did I. I should’ve communicated better. I should’ve looked out for you more. Yes it was your choice - a stupid fucking choice - but it’s not what you deserve. You deserve a good kind of love, Y/N/N.”

“Doesn’t help my situation that I fell in love with you.” Y/N admitted.

“AAGKHSFGF.” Gwen stood up from her chair.

Aria spilt coffee down her white shirt whilst she sat up in panic. Both girls remained quiet as their favourite couple kept on talking things through.

Harry chuckled lightly and stepped forwards to stroke some strands of hair off and away from Y/Ns forehead. Y/N warmly smiled at the touch, reminiscing all the moments that had felt like this one.

“What?” Y/N asked, whilst he was still smiling. “I just told you I’m in love with you and you’re laughing? You could just as easily tell me you don’t fee the same way, instead of laug—”

Harry cut Y/N off by grabbing their cheeks and bringing their lips together. Harry pushed all of his heart into the kiss, trying to hold back the tears from falling because he hated how much he had missed these lush and soft lips of Y/Ns.

Y/N didn’t register at first, but quickly found their movement and pushed themselves further into Harry so their lips would tangle deeper and deeper. Y/N reached to scrunch the back of Harry’s hair like they knew he liked and he hummed in delight at how good it felt to feel that again.

They titled their heads to the side, moving their lips in sync and not breaking apart for even a single breathe. They would’ve carried on all day, but Y/N had questions and also had made themselves dizzy from so much kissing.

“You going to explain?” Y/N kicked their lips, tasting Harry’s minty toothpaste on them.

Their faces stayed close together and Harry’s hand on Y/Ns lower back kept her exactly where he wanted.

“You love me too.” Harry whispered, slightly in awe of you in this moment.

“Too? D-does that mean, um, that y-you love me?” Y/N stumbled of their words, waiting for her brain to catch up with what was happening right now. Harry kissed away the crease lines between her furrowed eyesbrows, before putting his hands under her ass to hoist them up and around his waist. “Woah!”

“Sorry? Was I not clear enough for you? Yes, of course I fucking love you. You’re an absolute pain in my arse, but I wouldn’t wish on the last shooting star to be with anyone else.”

Y/N’s face was a little higher than Harry’s now and this is exactly how Harry felt all the time. Y/N being his angel from above, sent down to do one thing and that was to love him always. He could cry that at long last he had gotten her to admit that.

“Are y’glad I brought you that coffee now?”

“Just shut up, you, and come kiss me.” Harry chuckled, bringing in Y/Ns face to plant his lips back home.

Y/N INTERVIEW:

Laughing to herself before speaking, “Ahhh. What a day.”

HARRY INTERVIEW:

“Honestly, I can’t stop smiling.”

•••••••••

Y/N and Harry were filmed walking outside and Y/N turned to head for the sun beds whilst Harry headed for the gym.

Antigoni lowered her sunglasses as she watched Y/N approach with a shit-eating grin on their face. Paige sat up too when Antigoni tapped her leg. Antigoni had asked Y/N whether she could tell Paige what was happening, because Paige really cared for Y/N too and deserved to be kept in the loop. So she did.

“Tell us everything. No detail spared.” Paige laughed as Y/N giddily joined them both, sitting on Paige’s sun bed with her.

“What happened up there? You were gone for ages?” Antigoni stressed.

“We kissed?” Y/N said, shrugging their shoulders like it was no big deal.

“Shut. Up.” Paige said, grabbing one of Y/N’s hands to squeeze out the excitement like a lemon being juiced.

“Same girl.” Aria said.

“Are you serious?” Antigoni asked, taking Y/Ns other hand.

“And we told each other we love each other.” Y/N grinned, before biting their lip to hold back a squeal.

“What?!” Paige exclaimed, covering her mouth afterwards with her free hand because she had drawn attention. Y/N looked over to where Harry was in the gym and caught him looking their way, smiling brightly as if Y/N was the sun herself.

“Did you guys talk?” Antigoni asked, knowing that was the most important bit.

“Talked? More like screamed and shouted.” Y/N laughed and the two girls squealed in excitement for Y/N.

“I knew you two wouldn’t last a day without each other.” Antigoni reassured Y/N. “I was worried though.”

“No. We’re really good now. If anything, I think it’s made us stronger.”

“I want to deep fry my heart because I because will never experience love like this.” Gwen sighed dramatically.

“I’ll marry you if no one else will.” Aria said quickly. Perhaps… a little too quickly.

“I know.” Gwen smiled.

“So.. are you like boyfriend and girlfriend?” Paige asked.

“No. No, we talked and decided that we’re going to take it slow again. We’re going to treat this like it would be a relationship in the outside world, y’know? Because we aren’t worried about being torn apart like that anymore. We love each other and I couldn’t wish for anything more.”

“But babes, normal people say they love each other after they’re officially together?” Antigoni said.

“I know, I know. We’re just not fussed with labels for now. They’re too much pressure. Plus Harry wants to ask me at the top of the Eiffel Tower with a bunch of sunflowers and a box of crappy chocolates.” Y/N said and they all cooed over Harry.

“That’s so specific.”

“It’s because he wants to be that extra boyfriend who has a good story to tell to his kids when he’s older.” Y/N rolled their eyes.

“You’ve already got a good story.” Antigoni squeezed Y/Ns hand and Y/N tucked their head onto their shoulder to hide from blushing.

“I know.”

“Oh my God. I hope they accept my adoption papers when they leave the villa.” Gwen said and Aria knew that wasn’t a joke.

“Gwen, babes, they’d love you but not that much.” Aria had to break her naïve heart.

ANTIGONI INTERVIEW:

“Obviously so happy for both of them, but if Harry breaks my Y/Ns heart again I will make him regret it. I mean, I don’t know how, but?” Antigoni laughed.

The girls were talking about nothing really when the sound of someone’s phone went off.

“I’ve got a text!” Tanya shouted. “Tanya, it’s time to go on a date with two guys of your choice. #withaseaview #doubledates.”

Ekin-Su, Indiyah and Tasha cheered, but Y/N and Antigoni rolled their eyes whilst Paige politely smiled. The boys looked attentive as Tanya looked around to see who she’d want to go on a date with.

“She’ll pick Harry.” Y/N rolled their eyes.

“Yeah, but Harry literally won’t give a fuck whilst he’s on it.” Antigoni reassured Y/N and they nodded in agreement.

“I would like to go on a date with Davide,” Tanya pretended to pause to think, “and Harry please.”

“If she even breathes on Harry…” Aria threatened Tanya with nothing.

“We will cause an uprise.” Gwen finished her sentence for her, earning a satisfied nod off Aria.

Y/N looked over to where Harry had put down his weights and was standing with his hands folded over his chest in a grump. He looked over towards Y/N and pouted sadly.

“I love you.” He mouthed. Y/N nodded and mouthed the same words back to him.

“Ew you two are so gross.” Antigoni pretended to throw up and Y/N playfully hit her.

•••••••

The dates were on the beach.

A table had been set up where there were two glasses of champagne and some chocolate coated strawberries.

Davide and Tanya’s date had been first. They fed each other strawberries and had clinked glasses an annoying amount of times. Davide admitted to having a nice time, but she still just wasn’t his type. Their conversations had been fun and flirty, however, so that was something.

Next was Tanya and Harry’s date - that Harry was not looking forwards to at all.

“So how are you?” Tanya asked, after kissing Harry on both his cheeks. Harry wouldn’t even deny the fact that he didn’t attempt to kiss her cheeks in return. He was utterly furious with the rumours that she had been spreading and as a result had hurt Y/N.

“Brilliant but also not so great, really.” He admitted, not bothering with the champagne.

“Look at Harry, so chill.” Aria said, referring to the way Harry was slouched back in his chair with his arms folded over his chest. His body was even facing towards the sea rather than Tanya.

“He’s so petty I love it.” Gwen added.

“He has every right to be.”

“Still denying that things could work out between us?” Tanya danced her eyebrows.

“I honestly don’t even know what I saw in you in the first place.” Harry scoffed, “And now that you’ve changed, by a lot, I mean.. It’s an even bigger no.”

“Changed? What do you mean?”

“Oh give over, Tanya. The hair extensions and the lip fillers and breast implants. I mean, I’m all for people wanting to change their bodies, safely, if they’re doing it for themselves but you and me both know you did this for me.” Harry explained.

“Shit.” Gwen cringed awkawrdly.

“But you didn’t like me when we were together?” Tanya said confused.

“Yeah, because you cheated on me with my best friend.” Harry laughed because of how dense this conversation was.

“So it had nothing to do with my appearance?”

“I never once made you feel like you weren’t pretty enough for me, but I’m sorry if you thought so. You know I’m a simple guy and I don’t need all the extras to impress me. I’m sorry if that’s what you thought would win me back, but it seems like you wasted both your time and your money.”

It was silent for a few moments and the ocean waves were the only thing that filled the void of silence.

“So you like Y/N then?” Tanya asked, swirling her glass around in her hand whilst she thought about how to bring this conversation back to a civilised level.

Harry cleared his throat. “Yeah. Well, more than like actually.”

“You love her?”

“Very much, yeah.” Harry nodded and grinned like a little kid being offered Halloween candy.

Tanya let a laugh escape her nose and took a drink from her glass. Harry stayed looking out at the ocean and wondering what life would be like out there with Y/N. Would Y/N enjoy a cruise with him? Or maybe even just a yacht where it can just be the two of them - alone - taking on the world?

“Okay.”

“Okay?” Harry questioned what that meant.

“I’ll back off.”

Aria and Gwen looked at each other with confusion.

“You’ll back off?”

“Are you just going to repeat everything I say? Yes, Harry, I’ll back off. I get that I’m a bitch sometimes - okay, a lot of the time - but I do actually care for you enough to not want to screw over your happiness.”

Harry pouted and nodded firmly. “Thank you, Tanya.”

Then it cut back to the villa, because it was clear there was nothing else to say between the two of them.

TANYA INTERVIEW:

“Yeah so the date with Davide was charming. Very flirty and fun. I enjoyed it. The date with Harry went exactly as I thought it might, but it worth me shooting one more shot. Obviously, I said I’d back off but I also never said that’s me completely done with him.”

“Oh I knew that was too good to be true.” Aria groaned.

“She was so close to becoming a misunderstood villain, but no. She is literally the villain.” Gwen wanted to throw a baseball bat at the TV so hard that it went straight through and landed on Tanya’s face.

DAVIDE INTERVIEW:

“It was a nice, uh, date, but I don’t think Tanya is quite my type.”

HARRY INTERVIEW:

“I’m taking everything Tanya said with a pinch of salt, because I still don’t trust her like she thinks I do.”

“Good boy Harry.” Gwen cheered.

The villa was buzzing when they all came back, wanting to hear the gossip from the dates.

The girls went over to the fire pit to talk and the boy remained in the kitchen.

“So how was it?” Ekin-Su asked.

“Both were really good dates. I had a lot of fun on both.” Tanya smirked, biting her lip to what she though was seductive.

“Which date was better?” Paige asked.

“Definitely the one with Harry.”

“Bullshit!” Aria screamed. “Y/N it’s all bullshit!”

“Ari... I don’t think they can hear you.” Gwen blinked awkwardly at her best friend, who was panting like they’d just run a marathon.

“Oh really, why?” Tasha asked, intrigued just like everyone else.

Then Tanya went and said something that was across the line.

“I don’t kiss and tell.” She bit her lip and Y/N jumped up from their seat, having heard enough.

“Shit. Shit. Shit.” Aria ended up having a coughing fit because it was so intense.

“You kissed him? Or he kissed you?” Y/N demanded, walking over to Tanya but Antigoni shot up too and held Y/N back. Everyone knew Y/N wasn’t a violent person but no one knew what Tanya was like, so Antigoni was there as a human shield for Y/N from Tanya.

“Does it matter?” Tanya laughed as if this was a joke.

“Yes!” Y/N screamed.

“Just ask him yourself if you’re so bothered.”

Y/N walked off in the direction of the kitchen, not caring that this was going to cause a scene. Over the past two days Y/N had gone through a wild range of emotions and it just wasn’t fair, so they just wanted some honesty.

Antigoni was folliwng close behind and the TV zoomed in on Tanya rolling her eyes.

“Were you telling the truth?” Gemma asked.

“About what?”

“The kiss!” Gemma answered agressively, fed up of Tanya’s bullshit too.

“It was just a fucking joke, God.”

Gemma groaned before walking off quickly towards the kitchen after Y/N, holding her boobs as she ran.

“I do that when I’m running down the stairs.” Gwen pointed out to where Gemma was still running with an arm across her chest.

“Not the time Gwen.” Aria laughed. “But same.”

Y/N went into the kitchen and pulled Harry out of the circle of boys. He smiled when he saw her and was about to give them a hug when he saw the clear distress on their face.

“Woah, baby, what’s up?” He asked, looking back towards the fire pit and noticing that Paige and Indiyah were shouting at Tanya, whilst Ekin-Su sat down not doing anything.

“Did you kiss her?”

“Who? Tanya?” Harry questioned, eyes going wide at the accusation.

Y/N ran a hand over their sweaty forehead feeling dizzier by the moment. Y/N nodded, not able to say anything else from how dry their mouth was. Their head was spinning and there were too many emotions to keep up with.

“Baby, no. Never. Trust me.” Harry said, looking frantically between Y/Ns eyes and where they were messing their hands in their hair.

“I do. I do, H. It’s just Tanya... and... she sa-.. you...” Y/N couldn’t even finish their sentence before she fell backwards and hit her head on the counter with a loud thump.

“Fuck, Y/N! Y/N?” Harry shouted, quick to kneel down catch their head before she could hit it again.

The episode then cut to a commercial break.

“What the fuck? Why?” Gwen’s eyes were wide with terror and she shot up out of her seat to start pacing.

“They can’t do that can they though?” Aria argued, sat on the edge of her seat nervously.

“Can’t what?” Gwen exclaimed.

“Can’t really put Y/N fainting in the TV show. It’s not exactly respectful.”

“That’s true. Fuck, I hope they’re okay.” Gwen heavily sighed and allowed herself to sit back down in silence.

•••••••

Meanwhile... Off Camera:

“I do. I do, H. It’s just Tanya... and... she sa-.. you...” Y/N couldn’t even finish their sentence before she fell backwards and hit her head on the counter with a loud thump.

“Fuck, Y/N! Y/N?” Harry shouted, quick to kneel down catch their head before she could hit it again.

“Fucking hell.” Dami put his hands on his head as he watched Y/N collapse to the floor.

Antigoni quickly sat on the floor by Y/N’s head and started calling out their name, hoping it would wake them up. Antigoni looked up to where Y/N had whacked her head and noticed there was some blood there.

“Harry.” Antigoni said quickly, and Harry looked up at the counter worriedly.

“Shit.” He said. “Hey, baby. Y/N. Wake up.” He gently shook Y/N’s shoulders, but her eyes were still shut and face pale. “Fuck.”

“Mate I think we need to get someone, she’s not waking up.” Luca called from behind the group and ran off to go and use the emergency phone. The producers could luckily see them on camera, however, and had immediately sent a paramedic team.

Paige was over fast and knelt down next to Y/Ns body. “What happened?” She asked.

“O-one minute she was talking to me a-and then the next... fuck.” Harry said, starting to get upset.

“Okay, Harry. Deep breathes. She’ll be okay.” Paige checked Y/Ns pulse on her neck and opened her mouth to check down her throat. “She’s okay. Just fainted. Someone get me something like a fan.”

Antigoni handed Paige an actual fan within seconds and Paige thanked her.

“Thank fuck one of us has a useful job.” Harry joked, using humour to pass the terrifying seconds without Y/N.

Paige was wafting the fan over Y/Ns face and then Harry asked to cut in. Dami brought some cold towels and so Harry handed back the fan so he could wipe the towels carefully over their body. Someone had also fetched a tissue to hold on the back of Y/Ns head to dab away the bloody, because thankfully it was just a nasty knock and not some continuous bleeding.

The Love Island teams paramedics showed up within minutes and came straight to Y/N.

“How is she doing?” One of the guys asked, Harry having to get over the fact they were seeing his girl in nothing but a bikini fast.

“She’s been out for a minute and a half.” Paige said. “She’s fainted but took a nasty bump to the back of her head.” Explaining why there were bloody tissues on the floor.

The rest of the islanders had stepped back to give space, but were still hovering nearby because they were worried for Y/N. Especially since they hadn’t woken up yet.

Just as someone was lifting Y/N’s body onto a transportable bed they began to stir. Y/N groaned in pain and began slowly opening their eyes to her surroundings.

“Harry?” Y/N asked and Harry was right there.

“Hey, hey. You’re alright. Scared the living fucking daylight out of me, but you’re okay.” He smiled and softly pushed the untamed hair off your sticky face.

“This is so embarrassing.”

“No, no. Hey, look at me. No one thought it was entertaining. It was scary and everyone is just worried for you, alright? Nothing to be embarrassed about.” Harry reassured Y/N and as she nodded Paige secretly patted Harry on the back for a job well done.

The teams paramedics explained they would need to take Y/N to a local hospital to check them out for a concussion, but after that they should be allowed back - as long as all the checks come back clear.

“I’ll wait for you. I’m right here.” Harry kissed Y/N’s hand a temporary goodbye.

Once Y/N was gone Harry sat down on the kitchen floor, sliding his back against the cabinets.

“Fuck. That was scary, man.” Dami said, coming to sit next to him.

“Yeah.” Harry nodded, running his hands over his eyes as if he couldn’t believe what he had just witnessed.

“She’s in safe hands now though, that’s all that matters.” Luca added, patting Harry on the shoulder.

Harry let out a heavy breathe of air before standing back up with the help of his mates. He shook out his limbs, feeling slightly disorientated after everything that had just happened.

But he put a smile on his face, because he knows that is what Y/N would do.

•••••••

Gwen and Aria’s POV:

“Whilst Y/N is in hospital checking checked over, the rest of the Islanders raise a toast to her.” Ian Sterling’s voice brings Gwen and Aria off their phones and back to the big screen.

“God, I hope they’re okay.” Aria sighed, cuddling into Gwen’s side for emotional support this time.

“They will be.” Gwen squeezed Aria tightly and all felt right in the world.

The Islanders were seen toasting to Y/N and then dispersing off into little groups to do some evening chatting. Harry was avoiding Tanya at all costs, because he was worried what he would say to her if they were one-on-one now. He was right not to fully trust her and now there was nothing more that he wanted than for her to leave.

“Sucks you can’t get Y/N welcome back flowers.” Luca chuckled as him, Harry and Davide sat on the beanbags.

“I’ll make them breakfast everyday though.” He counter offered and Luca raised his glass to that.

“So, Davide? Still into Tanya now?” Luca asked and Harry looked at Davide with interest. There would be no bad blood between Davide and Harry if Davide did get with Tanya, but Harry only wished the man well because dating Tanya was like going into the Lion’s den.

“No, man. Not my type, no.” Davide shook his head.

“So no one in here for you yet?”

“I mean, Harry knows I had eyes on Y/N at the start, but not anymore.” Davide said.

“Good man.” Harry chuckled and they fell into a comfortable silence.

Until someones phone went off.

“Ahh.” Aria stressed, biting her nails.

“Quit it with that.” Gwen swatted her hand before holding it to keep her from doing it again.

“I got a text!” Tasha shouted. “Islanders, there will be a re-coupling tonight. Boys choose this time. The girl left unchosen will be dumped from the Island tonight. #BoysOnTop #LetsLoveAgain.”

Cheers and screams from the boys sounded as the girls stood by thinking hard about what could happen.

Harry just thought about what he was going to do, because he was now put in a very unfortunate position. Everyone was respectively coupled up in the villa, with sparks flying between people that weren’t currently in pairs but could be by the end of tonight. Harry though only had sparks for Y/N and yet if their checks didn’t come back okay they’d probably have to leave the Island. Harry would leave, too, of course, but it would mean he would have to couple up with Tanya in the meantime.

“Poor Harry.” Gwen sighed.

“He’ll be okay. You’ll see.” Aria patted Gwen’s leg.

Conversations are still being had and Dami is just leaving Harry on the circular sun bed, when there’s a commotion.

Dami looks over to where the girls are screaming and coming down the hallway is Y/N, dressed beautifully for the evening. Dami went over to Y/N too, leaving Harry behind.

“Thank you. Thank you. Thank you.” Harry falls back on the circular sun bed and cups his hands over his eyes as he mumbled out his words to no one.

It didn’t take long for Y/N to say some quick hellos, before excusing themselves. Everyone understood who she really wanted to go and see. Harry couldn’t believe his eyes as he watched her wander over to him. He propped himself up on his elbows and bit his lip in anticipation of them coming over here.

They looked amazing tonight. Incredible, actually. In a short halter-necked dress with dancing strawberries coating the entire dress ( * ). It was sweet and it was perfectly Y/N.

Y/N started by walking but then got impatient of not already being close with Harry, so she unstrapped their heels and held them in her hand whilst she ran the rest of the way. Harry giggled as he watched them run, still slightly concerned if they fell and hit their head again. But she didn’t.

They tumbled into his lap, straddling his waist and flinging her arms around his waist as she bear hugged him tighter than ever.

Aria’s body shook beneath Gwen’s, “Are you crying?” Gwen asked.

“Fuck off.” Aria wiped her eyes from tears.

Harry chuckled into Y/N’s shoulder and breathed in her delicious shampoo scent. They must’ve showered with his favourite shampoo just for him. Y/N didn’t want to let go and neither did Harry, but they needed to talk and quickly if their time was running short before the re-coupling.

“Lovie, I need to see you.” Harry stressed.

Y/N shook their head defiantly.

“Look, I will spoon you so hard tonight that you’ll want me to let go by the morning, but right now I need to see your pretty face.” He argued and it worked. Harry sat up with them still in his lap and Y/N unfolded herself from the depths of his comforting neck.

“Y’look really good tonight.” Y/N admitted with a blush.

“Had to make sure I dressed up as pretty as you.” Harry didn’t know where he wanted to look. Their eyes, their cute nose, their pretty lips or just her in her entirety. He was spoilt for choice.

“Did you?”

“And yet you still came out looking prettier.” Harry smiled softly and Y/N scrunched their nose in awe of his sweet words.

“I missed you.” Y/N admitted, pushing both their thumbs over his eyebrows so the hairs got back in line.

“I missed you too.” Harry kissed their cheeks, “Are y’feeling okay?”

“With your hands on my arse? Always.” Y/N joked, knowing how much of an ass-man Harry was made her always giggle.

“Sorry, I just can’t help myself.” Harry apologised for not even realising and moved his hands northwards to the bottom of her spine, only for YN to push them back down and pat them to stay there.

“How are you feeling?” Y/N asked seriously.

“I admit, I was fucking terrified. Knew you were a tough little fighter though, so I had no doubt you’d be okay.” He smiled at Y/N and Y/N couldn’t help but push herself forwards.

Their lips met and Y/N pushed Harry back down flat on his back so she could push into him further. Harry’s hold on Y/N’s ass only tightened and as a result, forced Y/N to grind slightly into Harry’s groin. He moaned and Y/N moaned back, both so in synch with each other it looked like it had been rehearsed.

“Fucking hell, steady on lovebirds.” Aria said.

“I feel like they’re literally about to have sex.” Gwen screamed, fidgeting because as a British person it was a sworn duty to get uncomfortable when any intimate scenes came on the TV in front of other people.

“Go on lad!” Luca shouted from across the garden and Harry had to tilt his head to the side to stifle a laugh. Y/N chuckled too and gave him on last peck before sitting back up.

“Sorry. I got carried away.” Y/N shyly chuckled.

“Don’t go all apologetic and shy on me now, baby.” Harry teased, sitting up too.

“I liked that. Kissing you, I mean.”

“Babe, that was more than just a kiss. In fact can y’please leave me for a minute. I can’t get this hard-on to go down with you still here.” Harry leant up to give Y/N one last peck as she stood up to walk off, before flopping back down and letting out a happy cheer.

•••••••

The islanders were sat around the fire pit.

Butterflies were in everyone’s stomach. Then the girls were asked to step in front of the fire pit and face the boys.

As Y/N walked past Harry, they caught his fingers and when she looked down at him and he looked up at her there was a moment of peace and a mutual understanding that everything would be alright.

Andrew went first an coupled up with Tasha. Then Dami with Indiyah. Davide with Antigoni. Gemma and Luca. Paige with Jacques. Ekin-Su and Jay.

Then there was Y/N and Tanya standing at the front by themselves. Y/N was getting nervous now, being one of two girls left standing at the front with only one boy left.

But there was an element of calm, because everyone knew what was going to happen.

“This is what i’ve been waiting for for the past three days.” Gwen said.

“I can’t take it anymore. Just say Y/N’s name already Harry.” Aria exclaimed.

Harry stood up and smirked down at his shoes, because he couldn’t help but contain his smile.

“I would like to couple up with this girl because they make me a better person. We’ve had some ups and downs for sure, but nothing feels better than being in their arms. That’s home for me. I could stand here and talk all night about ‘em, but I also can’t stand another minute without them by my side so…”

Y/N breathed out a shaky breathe, looking to the floor unaware that Harry was only looking at her.

Harry licked his lips and scrunched his nose as he watched on at the girl who he loved more than anyone.

“The girl I would like to couple up with is…”

Y/N gulped.

Tanya shook her head.

Antigoni and Paige held hands next to each in hope for their best friend.

Luca was looking at Harry in anticipation.

Aria and Gwen were on the edge of their seats.

(you all just want me to shut up and get on with it)

“Y/N.”

There were visible sighs of relief around the fire pit and Y/N even had tears in their eyes.

Y/N made her way over to Harry and they simply hugged each other tightly, before sitting down next to each other closely - Y/N resting their head on Harry’s shoulder and Harry’s arm curling around their waist until it clasped hands with Y/Ns waiting one.

“Thank you.” Y/N whispered and that was enough for Harry.

“I love you.”

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the angst series…

part 1

follows on after this blurb

Gwen and Aria’s POV:

“I hope today goes well for Harry and Y/N.” Gwen sighs, sitting down with an iced lemonade to match the vibes of Love Island.

“It’s hard to know what will happen.” Aria frowned her lips.

Harry and Y/N mutually deciding to give each other space was something nobody expected. Twitter had gone mad, ranting about how they want to be let in to the villa in order to give them couples therapy.

“Let’s see then.” As the credits started rolling.

Y/N was filmed waking up in bed alone, Davide still sleeping with Harry out of respect for them both. Y/N yawned and immediately got out of bed to use the toilet.

Normally they would wait for Harry to come say good morning first and they’d spend some time cuddling, but due to last night on the stairs Y/N thought it best to skip that part of the day.

“Y’okay?” Paige asked Y/N as they walked by.

“Yeah, ‘course. Just need the loo.” Y/N pointed and headed out.

“Is it just me or was that weird?” Paige asked Tasha as soon as Y/N left the room. All gossip was bad gossip, yet it was the only thing left to do in the villa.

“Why is it weird?” Antigoni asked from her bed.

“Normally Y/N doesn’t even wake up without Harry coming to kiss her good morning. Now, she’s up and out without Harry even coming into the room yet.” Paige explained and Antigoni furrowed her eyebrows, understanding why it would be weird.

“I’ll talk to them in a bit.” Antigoni suggested, being your best friend so she knew how best to get you to talk.

“I can already feel the distance between Y/N and Harry.” Gwen said sadly.

“This will be brutal.”

Y/N INTERVIEW:

“Just… after last night’s talk, I just don’t want to push him away more than I already seem to have done. So, I’ll keep my distance and hope that it only makes us stronger.”

“Why do they automatically think it’s something they’ve done?” Aria pouted sadly, watching Y/N criticise herself for something Harry was suggesting.

“Maybe the ex she goes on about fucked her up that way?”

“Well, then, Harry should know to be better towards them because of it.” Aria shook her head and Gwen agreed.

Harry was filmed walking in to the main bedroom and going straight over to your bed. He didn’t have a visible reaction to where you were, not wanting to make a bigger scene than necessary, but inside he was anxious as to where you were.

“Sleep okay man?” Andrew asked Harry.

“Not really, no.” Harry replied and that was the extent of Harry’s morning bedroom chat.

Harry waited around Y/N’s bed, expecting her to come back at some point, but Y/N had gone straight to the dressing room to get ready for the day. The other girls filtered in soon after and joined her getting ready.

Y/N wore a beautiful crochet rainbow bikini ( * ), that might be terrible for swimming in but it looked beautiful against their body. Y/N messed with their hair until it looked the way she wanted it to, before adding a little bit of makeup the way they always did.

“Y/N/N, babes, let’s go talk.” Antigoni motioned to the outside terrace. Antigoni was ready like Y/N, both of them taking pride in not needing very long to get ready.

Y/N nodded and moved along outside with her.

“So, what’s up?” Y/N asked, sitting down in the corner spot she liked so much.

“You know what’s up, so just talk to me.” Antigoni said, not caring to tread on any toes. This was her best friend and she clearly needed someone right now.

“Harry spoke to me last night.”

“Okay?”

“Said we need space.” Y/N put it simply.

“My heart still hurts from watching that.” Aria said.

“I will sue Harry for the emotional trauma he’s caused me.” Gwen added.

“Space? What’s his deal?” Antigoni scrunched her face up with confusion. You were both the strongest couple in here so where this idea of space was coming from was at a loss to her.

“He’s just worried we’re moving too fast.” Y/N explained, not wanting to completely talk shit about her boyfriend no matter how much he had hurt her last night.

“Do you think that?”

“No.”

“And did you tell him that?”

“No.” Y/N shook their head disappointedly.

“Babes, you have every right to tell him. It’s not just about what a man wants in a relationship, you matter too. No matter what Kieran used to say to you. Put yourself first.”

Y/N nodded, thinking things through in her head.

“I might just give myself some time and space, so that I can process and take it all in.”

“That sounds like a good idea. You two will figure it out, you always will.” Antigoni smiled at Y/N.

“What does that mean?”

“You’ll figure it out soon enough.”

ANTIGONI INTERVIEW:

“Y/N and Harry are endgame, let’s be honest. I just think they need to figure that out themselves first.”

•••••••

The boys were filmed chatting on the sofas over breakfast, before their workouts.

“So, Harry how was bed last night?” Dami asked.

“Davide hums in his sleep.” Harry laughed and so did Davide. The two got along well, so it only felt like harmless teasing.

The rest of the boys laughed.

“Y’can tell he had a shit night sleep. His dark circles are bad.” Aria said.

“Like me?” Gwen asked.

“Yes, Gwen, like you.”

“Saw you come get Y/N for a chat last night? At like 1 AM.” Luca said.

“Yeah, mate. Just needed to speak to her about some stuff.” Harry stretched his arms over his head, trying to act much cooler about the situation than he really was.

“You both okay? Y/N seems off.” Dami asked, knowing Y/N like a sister and just wanting to make sure they were okay.

“Yeah. We’re good. Honestly, man.”

No one but Harry could detect the lie.

HARRY INTERVIEW:

“I obviously said last night to Y/N that we should take some space, but was that a shit idea? I’m not sure yet?”

“Yes, you fucking idiot, it was.” Aria tutted.

•••••••

People were around the pool.

Y/N was in the pool doing some laps and Harry was in the gym doing his usual reps. Harry was caught glancing at Y/N a few times, but Y/N made sure that they didn’t give themselves away.

There were sudden gasps around the villa. Y/N was filmed looking around for whatever had made everyone jump, only to see a girl walk down the flowered corridor and towards the main outdoor area.

“Hi everyone!” The girl said.

Everyone was gasping and the boys started knocking in to each other, because this girl was hot.

“Holy fuck.” Aria said

[ read introduction blurb ]

“Fuck my life.” Harry sighed, dropping the weights on the floor.

“What, man?” Dami asked, looking at Harry like he was crazy for being upset that this girl had just walked in here.

“That’s my ex.”

“I can’t.” Gwen screamed into a cushion.

“SCREAMING.” Aria spoke out loud before proceeding to scream.

Dami was seen in shock whilst asking Harry whether he was telling the truth. Y/N was filmed getting out of the pool and walking over to grab a towel to wrap around themselves, before walking over to greet the new girl.

When Y/N reached the group the other girls allowed Y/N through and let the two girls meet.

“Hi, I’m Y/N.” Y/N smiled brightly, even if they weren’t feeling their best. Y/N wasn’t the type of person to bring down somebody else just because she was having an off day. Only Harry could tell her fake smiles from the real.

“I’m Tanya, nice to finally meet you.” Tanya gave Y/N a side hug, whereas had given the rest of the girls proper squeezes.

“How old are you?” Ekin-Su asked.

“29, yeah.” Nodding her head when people realised she was now the oldest in the villa.

“10 years between you and me.” Gemma laughed.

“That is so weird.” Aria said and Gwen agreed.

“Still think minimum age requirement should be 21.” And this time Aria agreed with Gwen.

“What do you do?”

“I’m a property developer and then part-time lingerie model.” Tanya pouted, showing off her recently infilled lips.

“Oh wow. You look amazing.” Tasha chipped in.

“It’s so weird actually being in here now.” Tanya laughed, looking around the place and noticing the boys coming over too.

“It’s not too scary once you settle in.” Ekin-Su told her, knowing from experience.

“Oh I’m not scared. And I already know one person, so I’m sure I’ll be fine.”

“Really? Who do you know?”

“Uh, Harry.” Tanya replied and licked her lips as she watched all the boys make their way over.

“How?”

A lot of the girls looked towards Y/N and Y/N was seen chewing their bottom lip to hide any emotional giveaway. Y/N could already tell where this was going, however. They could tell just by how she looked.

“He’s my ex.” Tanya smirked as if that piece of information was the most outrageous thing ever.

A lot of the girls gasped and Y/N felt Paige’s arm tuck around their waist in comfort.

The look on Y/N’s face was plain still, but it was obvious that she was trying to keep herself together.

“This is shit already.” Aria sighed. Always sighing.

“Y/N deserves better.” Gwen said.

“Y/N deserves a bloody holiday after this.” Aria chuckled.

“Me fucking too.” Gwen added, leaving the both laughing.

Y/N INTERVIEW:

“It’ll be okay.” And proceeded to sniffle, before getting up and walking off.

••••••

“Hey, Y/N/N, let’s go for a chat?” Harry asked Y/N, as he walked past them laying on a sun bed.

“Okay.” Y/N agreed, picking up their water bottle. “Where do you wanna go?”

“Over there.” Harry pointed to the circular sun bed in the corner, under the palm tree in the cooling shade.

“I’m scared for this conversation.” Aria said.

“This is literally the first conversation they’ve had together since last night.” Gwen cringed.

“Oh look, Y/N and Harry are going for a chat.” The camera focused on Ekin-Su and Tanya, who were both sat at the breakfast bar. Dami was making a smoothie for Indiyah in the background.

“They’re together, right?” Tanya asked.

“Officially yes, like they’re boyfriend and girlfriend. But I am currently in a couple with Harry, if that makes sense?” Ekin-Su answered.

“Bitch you think you’re in a couple with him.” Aria rolled her eyes.

“So I take it you like Harry then?” Tanya asked, adjusting the straps on her gold painted bikini.

“He’s fit, of course I’m going to like him. Although I am now wondering why he’s your ex.” Ekin-Su smiled, hoping to grab some dirt to spread around gossip.

New girl drama.

“He actually broke up with me because I was too needy.” Tanya pouted and rolled her eyes, being the over-dramatic character she had come in here to be.

“Oof, okay.” Ekin-Su pulled a face that meant ‘that’s his problem’. “Would you ever get back with him?”

“Please say no, please say no.” Gwen prayed.

“Yeah, for sure.”

The prayers went unanswered.

“Why?” Ekin-Su asked.

“Because I miss him.” Tanya shrugged.

“If I’m being honest with you, and I will be. Their relationship is not stable right now, so you have every chance of sliding in there and becoming a couple with him if you play your cards right.” Ekin-Su told her.

“Oh fuck off.” Aria shouted, getting annoyed now.

Tanya smirked and said, “Better play my cards right then.”

The camera then cut back to Y/N and Harry, who were sitting on the sun bed now. Y/N had tucked her legs up to her chin and was sitting facing Harry, who was laying on his side facing her.

“You gonna tell me what’s up?” Harry asked, playing with a twig that had obviously fallen from the palm tree above.

“Hmm?”

“C’mon Y/N/N.” Harry sighed, trying his best not to drag it out of them. “You didn’t wait for me in bed this morning. I haven’t kissed you all morning. You’ve been avoiding me by staying in the pool. I mean, what’s wrong? Are y’pissed at me for what I said last night?” He asked, clearly frustrated.

“No, I’m just. I’m just processing.” Y/N said quietly.

“Well process with me. You don’t have to do that alone.” Harry said, dropping the twig and resting his hands on Y/Ns knees. His thumb started stroking her skin in ways that had never calmed them before him.

“I’m confused, because last night you said you wanted space and then now you’re angry at me for not being around. I’m just… I don’t understand.” Y/N stressed.

“They do have a point.” Gwen said.

“I don’t even think Harry understands really.” Aria shook her head at him in disappointment.

“Get your act together Harry.” Gwen shouted at him through the pixels of the TV.

“I don’t want us to loose ourselves, lovie, okay? And it worries me that I’m changing you. But, by the same token, I don’t want to loose us either.”

“He’s too good with his words, god dammit.” Gwen said.

“Change is sometimes good though, H.” Y/N sighed, reaching out the palm of their hand to touch his.

“Come. Lay here.” Harry patted the spot beside him.

Y/N shifted their body and laid down parallel to him, facing his beautiful face. In this moment it just felt like them against the world and that was the feeling that Y/N wanted to keep forever. To lock it in a treasure chest and bury it somewhere deep - somewhere safe.

Harry reached out to stroke their cheek carefully and Y/N reached to hold his palm again her cheek.

“What we have between us would be mad to give up on and I would never want to compromise us. I just, I know that your ex made you feel like you weren’t worth it and I want to make sure that you never feel like that again.”

“And to do that you think I need space?” Y/N questioned carefully.

“Well, don’t you?” Harry furrowed his eyebrows.

“No, Harry, no I don’t.” Y/N sat up quickly.

“Oh no…” Aria said.

The tense music in the background was a telling sign that things weren’t going well.

“Well what do you want me to do?” Harry asked, sitting up himself which made Y/N stand up away from him.

“I wanted you to be there for me. I wanted you to not give up on me—”

“I’m not—”

“You are!” Y/N shouted a bit too loudly and it caught some of the other islanders attention. “I get it Harry, I am a lot to handle. I take quite the effort to like, but I try my best H. I do, I try my best and you should appreciate that instead of pushing me away.”

“I literally can’t watch.” Gwen said, pulling a cushion up over her eyes.

“This hurts to see them fight.” Aria put a hand over her heart.

“I never said you were a lot to handle or that you’re an effort to like, did I? That’s why I think we need space, to continue focusing on ourselves. So you can focus on yourself.”

“You’re not listening to me Harry!” Y/N stressed, rubbing their hands over their face.

“No, I am—”

“Sorry excuse me, is this a bad time?” Tanya asked.

“OMG go the fuck away.” Aria screamed.

“I want to cry right now!” Gwen laughed, but actual tears were forming in her eyes from frustration.

“No. No, he’s all yours. Excuse me.” Y/N said quickly, before walking off.

TANYA INTERVIEW:

“This is going to be easier than I thought.”

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ELLIE I NEED A BLURB OF LI!HARRY AND LI!Y/N DISCUSSING CASA AMOR BEFORE IT HAPPENS

shit okay okay

so maybe they’re swimming in the pool….

Harry was watching you stay afloat about a metre away from him, as he rested his arms along the pool wall behind him to stay afloat.

He smiled as he watched you talk about something that wasn’t even interesting, in fact it was something about how you clean your apartment, but because it was you talking he would listen for England. He would listen because the sound of your voice was a song and he wanted to hear you sing forever.

“Harry are you even listening, baby?” You chuckled, watching him look at you longingly enough for you to know he was in one of his dazes.

“No, yes. I mean, no. Sorry lovie.” He smiled a small smile and it was that tiny movement of his lips that you knew something was bothering him.

You swam the metre distance over to him and carefully wrapped your legs around his waist so his body held you up. You wrapped your arms loosely around his waist and gave him a soft kiss on his forehead.

“Are you okay?” You asked, in hopes he would be honest with you.

“No point in saying no, is there?” He chuckled, looking down at the water between your chests but there was barely anything there because of how closely you were pressed up against him. He would’ve focused a lot more on how you felt against him if his mind wasn’t so elsewhere.

“No.”

Harry deeply sighed before talking to you. “I’m worried for Casa Amor.”

“Worried? Why are you worried? You know I would never—”

“No, no, baby. Not like that. Not like that at all. I trust you so much. It’s, maybe I’m not saying what I mean, shit.” Harry sighed.

You cupped his cheeks and made sure he was looking at you. “Hey. Look at me. You don’t have to tell me everything you feel right now. I’m not pushing you to tell me anything, but I’m just trying to tell you that i’m here.” You smiled.

Harry shook his head whilst smiling at you. He detached his hands from the side and carried you over to the shallower end so he could stand up, still holding you around his waist as he waded you both around the pool.

“I can’t believe how perfect you are sometimes.” He told you and you blushed, dropping your forehead onto his shoulder.

“Shut up.” You chuckled and so did he, knowing how much you were afraid of compliments.

“And that’s what I guess I’m worried for.” Harry replied quietly and your head rose to meet his gaze again. You could tell by his eyes this was something that was really bothering him.

“You’re worried that I’m perfect for you?”

“Essentially, yeah. Only because when the new girls come in, I’m worried someone might try and ruin what we have.. a-and I cant lose you again Y/N/N. I-I just can’t.” He rushed out his words at the end and you had to sadly smile whilst keeping up with what he was saying.

You leant forwards slowly and hovered your lips over his, whispering your words onto them so they’d be all he could taste forever.

“I. Love. You.” You said in between soft kisses, “And no one can come between that. We trust each other and we respect each other enough to come out the other side of this whole ‘Casa Amor’ thing, perhaps, stronger than ever. In fact I’ll probably fall in love with you more.”

“You think?” He raised his eyebrows with a smile and you were glad to see it back on his face.

“I know.”

“I’ll thank my lucky stars tonight that you exist, Y/N L/N.” He whispered against your lips.

“The lucky stars being the love-heart constellation we found?”

“Yeah. Our lucky stars.” And he kissed you right there, grateful for all this time he got to spend with you.

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What about the first time li!Harry found out about beetroot?🥺

YES (i actually just screamed out loud for this)

“Who’s this?” Harry asked, laying down in bed under the covers whilst he watched you apply some after-sun moisturiser.

“Who— oh.” You blushed when you realised who he had found.

It was Beetroot.

Your stuffed animal - a purple rabbit with floral patching decorated onto her ears and feet ( * )- from when you were little.

“No c’mon, tell me.” Harry smiled when he saw you had gotten embarrassed.

He picked up the toy, who was looking a little bit sorry for themselves after years and years of bedtime snuggles. The purple had once been as vibrant as a beetroot, hence the name, but now the colour had really washed out to a grey-lilac colour.

“It’s Beetroot.” You said bashfully, sitting on the bed as you watched Harry carefully hold her.

Harry brought Beetroot up to face him and made sure her ears were out of her face. “Hi Beetroot. Nice to meet you. I’m Harry,” then he leant in to not-so-secretly whisper into Beetroot’s floppy ear, “a.k.a your mum’s future husband.”

Then he winked at you whilst you shook your head softly. This man and his tactics to make you smile never failed and you were suffering from an aching jaw because of him.

“Harry…” You chuckled a sigh, leaning across the bed until you were laying down on your stomach. Your head rested onto his stomach when it couldn’t hold its’ own and he smiled at the contact.

“But don’t worry, she’ll be my girlfriend first. I promise. I’ll do my best to take care of her and their heart, alright?” Harry leant forwards and nuzzled his nose onto Beetroot’s decaying one.

Once he was done speaking to her, he tucked her safely next to him in bed. He patted her on the head and turned his attention to you, whilst you were looking up at him with so much awe.

He smiled a soft smile at you and used his fingers to comb over your hair. You closed your eyes at the calming feeling and he carried on with his movement, loving how peaceful you looked right now.

“She likes you?” You said to him.

“Who does?” Harry asked in confusion.

“Beetroot.”

“I’m glad. If she’s important to you, I want to be a part of that too.”

“You are.” You whispered and Harry leant his body over you so he could gently kiss your forehead.

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ik that all the girls on li get ready together in the dressing room or whatever but the thought of harry watching y/n getting ready or even getting ready for bed is so 🥰🥰🥰

crying. dead. emotional.

“Morning tea, baby.” Harry said, walking into the dressing room.

No-one else was currently in here because you had decided to have a shower before getting properly ready. You were sitting on one of the chairs, fluffing your eyebrows when Harry walked in the room.

“Oh thank you H.” You smiled and allowed him to have a quick kiss as a reward. When he started to kiss a little deeper you had to reluctantly push him away, “Go away you pest.”

“Ugh I can’t control myself around you. It’s so unfair.” He stropped like a child, sitting down on the chair next to yours. He rested an elbow on the table and rested his head in the palm of his hand so he could lean and watch you.

“What are you doing now?”

“Keeping y’company, but also admiring you.” He smirked, knowing exactly how to make you blush.

“Stop making me fall in love with you.” You teased him, leaning back to take a look at yourself in the mirror from different angles.

“I already did that. Now will y’stop admiring yourself. Y’look fucking beautiful and I want breakfast.” He said, kissing your cheek and standing up excitedly.

“Fucking child you are.”

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li y/n going away to cry because she’s home sick or she misses her pet or something and harry going to comfort them 🥺

fuck now you’ve got me upset….

“Yo, where’s Y/N?” Harry asked Luca, walking around around like a lost puppy without you.

He held onto his water bottle to keep him from his crazily twitchy fingers - which he often got when he wasn’t around you and to hold you.

“Honestly thought she was with you mate?” Luca shrugged his shoulders apologetically.

“Shit.” Harry ran a stressed hand through his hair, twitching his nose at the same time. The last time he couldn’t find you, he had found out later on that you’d been trying to get over an anxiety attack from how overwhelming this all was. Now he was afraid, whenever you were alone, that something similar would happen.

You were currently on the terrace, because you knew that no one came up here during the day.

It had been an okay morning, but little by little you had started to get stuck inside your head. You’d thought about home too much and had gotten yourself too worked up that you’d gotten a bit upset about it.

You silently let some tears fall, but it was more that your chest felt tight and your hands were itching to scratch away at something to relieve the anxiety. You counted through your numbers shakily and tried your best to keep calm, but it was so easy to get lost inside your own head sometimes.

Luckily, no one could see you because you were tucked away on the floor rather than on the sofas. You let out another shaky breathe when the door to the terrace opened.

Tilting your head away so whoever it was couldn’t see your crying and embarrassment, you squeezed your eyes together to contain the next batch of tears.

It wasn’t until he sat down next to you, wrapped his arms around you and had picked you up to sit across his lap, did you realise that it had been Harry that had come and found you. He rocked you gently on his lap, stroking the skin on your back softly. Even though it was easily 35 degrees out, neither of you cared with how close and sticky you were with one another. You needed him and he’d be here for you.

“You want to talk about it?” He asked, completely avoiding asking whether you were okay when you clearly weren’t. You appreciated that about him.

“Just a bit homesick.” You shrugged your shoulders, pretending like it was no big deal.

“Hey, don’t brush it off like it’s nothing in front of me. If it’s making you upset then it’s not nothing, so don’t allow it to be.” He spoke quietly, not wanting his voice to travel to praying ears down below.

It was moments like these, when it was just you two together in your own small world, where you wished you’d met years before on the outside. You wished you were already living with each other and cooking breakfast with each other and doing nothing yoga, all of which you were currently doing inside the villa, outside the villa together.

“Miss m’mum.” Your ear was pressed against his chest so you could hear the beat of his heart like a drum.

“Sure she misses you too.” He kissed the top of your head.

“She’d probably be crying if she saw me right now.” You chuckled, which made Harry laugh.

“Like cry laughing? Or just crying?”

“Just crying?”

“Is she a big crier, your mum?”

“Yeah, I’d say so.” You nodded.

“It’s probably where you get it from.” He teased, poking your side and making you jolt. He knew how ticklish you were and still proceeded to attack you anyways.

“I’m not that bad.” You whined, sitting up so you could see his face. You noticed how his face lit up when he could finally see you, kissing your nose in delight.

“Baby… You cried when I threw away a grape yesterday because it was a bit wrinkly and gross.” Harry laughed, tilting his head back as he did so.

“You threw away the granddad of the family. Unacceptable.” You pretended like you were outraged.

“Unbelievable.” He shook his head.

“What? What’s unbelievable?”

“I’m coupled up with a right wet wipe.” He pretended to be annoyed.

You pushed him in his cheek, moving his face away from yours. He was quick to grab your hand though, give it a quick kiss, and then tilt his face back towards you. He puckered his lips as if he wanted a kiss, keeping his arm tight around your body as if you’d escape any second.

“No. You can piss off.” You shook your head no, “Calling me a wet wipe.” You tutted.

Harry giggled and let your hand go. You both sat quietly for a few moments, some of which were spent Harry pouting like a child and then the rest were you looking at each other intensely. Both of you couldn’t decide whether to look at the others lips or eyes, both too pretty to just pick one.

Before you could change your mind, or Harry gave you a reason to, you leant in and left him a sweet kiss to his sunburnt pink lips. He hummed in delight and pressed another kiss to your lips after you pulled away - always wanting ‘just one more’.

“What was that for, hm?” He asked.

“Just thanking you for being here for me.” You smiled at him.

“Always, baby, you know that. Always.”

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PAIGE AND JACQUES ARE LITERALLY Y/# AND HARRY. ANYWAY I JUST WANTED TO REQUEST SMTH.

Could you make a blurb or smth with li!harry x y/# and use the scene that had paige and jacques bc my heart literally melted. Also can someone like overhear it?? You dont have to tho xx

anon: paige and jacques on the stairs tonight are so y/n and harry it was so cute 😭😭😭 maybe when they have a disagreement and harry wants to make up.

requests were supposed to be closed but fuck it…..

this is setting up for something you’ve all been waiting for….

You weren’t asleep at all.

There was no way to easily fall asleep whilst your boyfriend was sleeping in the lounge, because he wasn’t allowed to sleep in a bed with you. To make matters worse, you had had an argument too.

Harry had gone to bed without even kissing you goodnight and you were so worried that he was more pissed at you than he was letting on.

You were about to turn over and roll back to sleep, but Harry suddenly appeared in front of you and crouched down.

He took his hand and stroked his hand over your face and brushed some hair back onto your forehead. You smiled at the soft feeling, worried that this might actually just be a dream. You let your eyes close briefly and when you opened then he was still there.

“Come with me, please?” He whispered very lightly, to the point it was hard to hear.

You nodded and put on your microphone like you’d been told to do. The only time you didn’t wear them was if you were in the pool and when you were sleeping.

You thought he might’ve just up and left you, but he waited for you and even then took your hand and squeezed it like he was afraid you’d just slip away.

He lead you out of the bedroom and into the hallway where the stairs were. He sat down on them and leas you to sit down beside him. Then he let your hand go so he could turn his rings around his fingers.

“I couldn’t sleep.” He started.

“Me neither.” You admitted and you could make out in the darkness that he was nodding.

“The worst part is I don’t even remember what we were arguing about.” Harry chuckled and you smiled too.

“Me neither.”

“Gonna say anything more to me than that?” He joked, but you felt like he did have a point.

“Thank you for coming to get me. I feel like we needed to talk.” You rested your head on the side of his shoulder, showing him that you were here and you weren’t leaving him anytime soon.

“It’s okay. We’ll be okay.” He rested the side of his head against yours. “It’s just we move so fast in here, sometimes it’s hard to remember what we’re doing and how much more we need to take care of ourselves.”

You agreed with him. It wasn’t like Harry took you completely away from yourself, but you also definitely hadn’t been spending much time self-reflecting which was normally a huge part of your daily routine.

“Maybe we should slow down a bit, yeah?” Harry suggested.

And you were about to tell him you loved him.

“Y-yeah.” You nodded against his shoulder, appreciating he couldn’t see how pale your face had become after hearing what he’d said.

“That’s not me saying we’re breaking up. I’d stab myself in the heart before that ever happens. I’m just saying let’s give more time to ourselves, not even to other islanders.” Harry explained and you gulped back your tears.

You didn’t want space when it came to him.

You wanted him everywhere all the time.

“Can I still kiss you?” You asked.

“‘Course y’can lovie.” Harry giggled, taking his head off yours.

He scooped his hands underneath your body and brought you to sit on his lap. His bare legs were warm against yours. His face nuzzled against yours and you knew he was smelling all his favourite things over your skin. Your turned your fave towards him.

“Don’t have to ask for permission. My lips are yours.” He was purposely trying to be cringe to get a laugh out of you. It worked.

“This isn’t us pulling apart. This is us dedicating some extra time to ourselves so we don’t get lost along the way. And also so we don’t argue over what flavour of crisps is the best.”

“Oh yeah, that’s what the argument was about.” You laughed, trying your best to hold the two of you together.

“Now.. Goodnight kiss?” He asked.

And you kissed and kissed and kissed. It wasn’t until ten minutes later that you mutually decides to revisit this tomorrow.

You should’ve been laying in bed thinking about how sweet his lips felt against yours, but all you could think about was maybe how hard you’d fallen in love with someone who may only temporarily like you back.

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I can see them laying on their side kissing and he is there doing his thing with his hand on her ass and giving a few slaps and she is clearly enjoying it but the noises she makes but harry is like “fuck angel I can’t leave marks 😩” because people will see since everyone is always in bikinis, so he give it a few more squeezes and and pull he panties/bikini up and shake it in that way that feels so good and make her ass whiggles “fuck…” *leaves wet kisses all over it*

I can see this happening in the hideaway

okay i decided this is for their first night back together in bed after the recoupling!!!:

i changed it a bit… but i will use this anon for inspo in the hideaway too!!!!!

“Excited for bed tonight, man?” Luca asked, slapping Harry on his bare back.

Harry was licking his lips looking all smug, because he had finally gotten you back. He couldn’t work out whether he would rather just hold and spoon you all night, or give you some loving to show you how badly he’d missed you.

“More than you can imagine, mate.” Harry chuckled bashfully, before sitting on the edge of the bed on his side.

Whilst he was chatting to the boys and putting on some after-sun moisturiser, you were getting ready in the dressing room with the girls - stressing out over what to wear.

“Girls, I need help!” You stressed, walking around in your evening outfit still but without the heels.

“You need to go sexy.” Tasha said, putting her hair up in a bun.

“Yeah, I agree.” Gemma added, removing her makeup.

“I’m stressed. Why am I so nervous?” You laughed giddily, opening your wardrobe door to see if you could find something suitable to wear for Harry.

You knew it didn’t matter what you came and wore to bed with Harry, because he would make you feel beautiful regardless. However, you just felt like you wanted to put in an extra bit of effort for tonight because of everything that had happened recently.

“I think go for the full shebang.” Ekin-Su made her input.

“No, no! Wait for the hideaway for that.” Antigoni added and others agreed. It would be more special that way.

“Like, save your sexiest outfit for the hideaway but still go cheeky tonight.” Tasha said.

You pulled out a few options, getting shrugs and definite no’s from each of them, but then you pulled out a purple nightie that had a tiny slit and some lace detailing ( * ). The girls faces were enough to tell you that you’d made the right choice.

“Oh my God!” Antigoni squealed when you came back wearing it, your skin looking perfect against the colour.

“You’re stunning Y/N!” Indiyah complimented you, clapping her hands together excitedly.

You did a twirl for them and bashfully smiled when they started cheering for you. It was clear that you were over-the-moon happy tonight, as you should be. You had gotten Harry back and it was a night for celebrations.

Whatever happened you didn’t mind, because you’d be sleeping next to Harry and get to wake up next to him in the morning. You couldn’t ask for anything more than that.

The girls started filling out and you walked with Indiyah to the bedrooms. Your heartbeat quickened as you got closer to the door and Indiyah went in first, holding the door open for you.

Some of the boys hooted and cheered, making Harry turn around from the direction he’d been facing. His jaw dropped slightly when he saw you and you but your lips, trying not to crazily smile at the way he was looking at you.

“Oi, oi!” Luca chanted and Harry stood up so he could whack his friend on the back of the head. Luca and Jacques laughed together at how whipped Harry was, but he didn’t care because he was too busy gawking at how fucking gorgeous you looked.

You walked over to Harry, who was still stood up at his side of the bed. Instead of going straight towards him, you wanted to divert the attention away from you both for privacy and so you opened your side of the duvet and laid down in bed.

Harry was still stood there looking down at you and you couldn’t take his stare anymore, so you slid down further and under the covers. You squeezed your eyes shut and bit your lip as you internally squealed in excitement over his reaction. He hadn’t said anything to you, but with that look he was giving you it was clear he loved it - he loved you.

The other side of the bed dipped and you watched Harry’s body get under the covers too.

“It’s been ten seconds and they’re both already under the covers.” Jacques joked and you shook your head in embarrassment.

Before you knew it, Harry’s hand snaked sound your waist and pulled up against his body. Your breasts squashed against his hard chest, your leg sliding in between his and his nose touching yours.

“Where’ve you been hiding this then?” Harry asked, voice deeper than usual, about your outfit.

“Was keeping it for someone special.” You smirked, raising your hand to touch his cheek softly. He leant into it and you could feel his whole cheek warm up just at the touch.

“Does that mean…?”

“Yes, H. You’re someone special.” You nodded slightly and Harry made the first move to kiss you.

When his lips touched yours, everything else around you faded away. It was stereotypical to say, but when his lips were on yours it made you feel like you were the only two people left on Earth. It was like being with him was the only thing worth living for. It was like him being the breathe of air that keeps your alive and going.

His lips were so soft and his breathe tasted minty. He curled his hand under your jaw and directed your face how he wanted. He took lead and pushed his lips into yours, kissing you with every molecule of love he could find within him. He kissed and you kissed, before he started to bite and you wanted to bite. Your soft gentle kiss, became heavy and rushed and it was causing your breathing to become erratic.

You pulled back to take a deep breathe and you saw deeply into his eyes.

“I don’t want to rush this.” You whispered, not wanting to take things too far too quickly.

“Okay.”

“I.. I just don’t want to fuck things up again a-and—”

“Y/N/N, baby. I know, okay? It’s okay:” Harry assured you, pressing a soft and mighty kiss to your lips.

“I thought I’d want us to do things tonight, b-but I’m not sure I’m ready.” You spoke softly, feeling like you owed him some form of explanation even if he didn’t think you did.

“We go at a pace we’re both comfortable with okay? If you don’t want to do anything tonight, that’s alright with me. I get you in our bed, looking like… well this - a fucking angel - and I get to hold you whilst we sleep. That’s more than enough for me.” He kissed your nose and you smiled softly.

“Thank you.” You kissed him. “I do miss your hands on my arse though.”

“My hands have missed your arse too.” He grinned so cheekily, but slid his hands down your back and over the bottom of your nightie. He pushed it up slightly and took a firm hold of your cheek. You giggled when he did so, loving the feeling of him being back to his mischievous self.

He slapped it and the sound made a loud echoing sound across the room.

“Fucking hell, what’re you two doing?” Dami asked from the bed next to yours.

You got all embarrassed and ducked your head into Harry’s neck, finding refuge there. You smiled and bit down onto Harry’s skin to keep you from explosively laughing, because that’s what you always wanted to do in uncomfortable situations. Harry, instead of apologising, kept on hitting your bum with smaller pats - not helping the situation at all.

“Stop.” You whispered to him, but he chose to ignore you.

Then his hand accidentally brushed over your core and you made a whimpering noise. Neither of you expected that to happen, but Harry’s hand stilled on your ass when it did happen.

“Fuck.” He gritted between his teeth. “Baby, I have good control over myself but not when you’re making noises like that.” He whispered and you could feel yourself craving him more and more.

“Sorry.” You laughed.

“One day you won’t have to be sorry, because I will want to hear more than just one whimper.”

“You have no filter.” You leaned back and he grabbed your ass in response.

“Not when it comes to you, no.” He grinned and you brought his lips to yours for another sweet kiss.

You didn’t stop kissing for another hour.

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