#first heartbreak

[jochona]

i will wash my hair tomorrow

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[harumphy]

Do you feel the agony of my love?

Like a thorny crown upon your head

I hope the blood blinds you

#wlw #poetry #poem #wlw heartbreak #wlw breakup #first love #first heartbreak

[ghostinxgiaw]

"The Scorpion's Love Story"

-O.

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[cursedtodwell]

Journal entry 14, 3/3/24

Crazy what can happen in a year. I knew I felt off today. A year ago today I was so happy. Will I always feel this way? I don’t want to feel nothing. I want to be in love and be loved again.

#journal #breakup #first heartbreak

[damnnovels]

Oh, how I wish to meet you again.

in that same city, on the same street

again us just passing by a feet?

.

Then I would get to see your

those beautiful eyes into mine once again

this time i will try to look into them

just a little longer,

to just hold onto that sight of them and

I will do everything the same but

just not let those honey eyes leave mine again.

.

I'll watch you go on across the street and blush secretly,

not to let you know that your smile still makes me so damn floaty.

and when you'll turn back with that silly smirk,

I'll wink at you to make you stumble on your feet,

to fall in love with me once again.

#first heartbreak #love #memories #october #Spotify

[dednom]

I hope one day you look back and regret everything you ruined.

#ldr couple #breakup #first heartbreak #heartbreak #dumped #wlw love

[violetpeachh]

it just took me too long to realize that you’d never love me the way i love you as much as you pretended you did. and looking back i feel so dumb because it was so obvious and everyone told me and warned me but i never listened or believed them when i should have. sometimes i think i’ve moved on and then other times i’m laying in bed crying looking at pictures i took of you sleeping and wishing i was in that moment with you again running my fingers through your hair. but then i think about how you never ran your fingers through my hair even though i always wished you would. you never loved me like i loved you. it took my birthday for me to realize that. unfortunately i will always love you. i hope you regret not being enough for me and i hope it haunts you forever because you and i both know i would have given you the world. i would have died for you, i would have lived for you, whatever you wanted. i was yours. maybe i still am

#sadgirl #poetry #i'm sad #heartbreak #heartbroken #moving on #wlw yearning #wlw love #wlw heartbreak #first love #first heartbreak

[pluto-plutonium]

Honestly there’s nothing quite like a first heartbreak. It’s even better when you find yourself at a cousins wedding. Especially when the last wedding you were at you were texting your partner pictures and they were telling you how much they loved you and how beautiful you looked. And at that wedding you were picturing what yours would be like with that person. And now here you are a few months later at yet another wedding, crushed because those dreams won’t come true anymore.

I feel delusional for thinking I could have a future with my first love. But it still hurts the same.

#first love #first heartbreak

[grapejuiceblues18]

Doesn't it hurt when we're planning every little thing with someone and the very next second, we're back to asking favorite colors all over again?

#lost love #first heartbreak #what about the plans we made?

[jazzthatonewriterchick]

Hey, y’all.

So a little update on my life: my BF broke up with me. We’ve been together for 2 years and I thought we were happy, but obviously, he wasn’t. Though he says it’s to “better himself” and it’s “temporary”, it still hurts.

Never fall in love. Though it’s a beautiful thing, it’s also painful, ESPECIALLY first heartbreaks.

I’m gonna still be writing and posting tho! I love what I do and I’m gonna keep doing it. If anyone has any advice on how to deal with this on top of other stress (job hunting, etc.) PLEASE don’t hesitate to reach out!

Love, Jazz ❤️

#my thots #life update #first heartbreak #first love

[gingerbreadgodofhyperdeath]

So like how do you get over a breakup I’ve never actually had an one that makes me cry so much like this is genuinely my first heartbreak what do I do bro 😭🤚🏻

#i hate it here #like WHAT IS GOING ON #first heartbreak #el oh el y’all #el oh el #the love hate relationship I have with relationships #LMAOOO #humor is the only thing keeping me going rn 💀🤚🏻

[umz8]

he followed me around every art gallery and every classrom for a year.

but ever since then it has felt like i've been following him around, trying so hard to catch up and always falling just a bit too short of a mark.

#heartbreak #right person wrong time #first heartbreak #first love #quote

[cursedtodwell]

Journal entry 11, 10/21/23

None of my friends wished me a happy birthday. Two didn’t know, but the third should of. All day I hoped they would text me, but in the back of my mind I knew they wouldn’t. The post birthday depression, and being at a mental low are hitting hard. I write my thoughts so that they are somewhere else, but they still haunt me. I’m filled with regret. I regret dating her. I miss my friend. I’d be better off had we never dated.

#journal #breakup #first heartbreak

[belisnotreallyhere]

My first heartbreak

Thinking of you today

I listened to the song we sang outside the coffee shop

I smile

Why did you leave so easily?

I frown

Why didn’t you try to understand me?

You’ll never know this version of me

Do you still like Japanese soda?

Wish you had stayed despite my sexuality

Caring about me wasn’t enough,

Am I not enough?

.

.

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[dednom]

If I die tomorrow, then I can say I love you til my heart beats its last.

#first heartbreak #heartbreak #long distance relationship #ldr couple #teen

[romnaticizerishma]

The feminine urge to love someone till the last of your soul.

Forgive me father for I have sinned I have loved him more than my creator. His name is a prayer on my lips. His image is a constant worship on my mind. I have loved him like a mother loves her son, like a poet love literature,metaphorically. I have loved him like the sunflower loves the sun desperately, passionately and selflessly.

I gravitate towards him like the plants do for the sun and for its own survival.

His face resembles the moon, the flaws make it intriguing, the hands i never got to touch resemble the art inside a museum, the museum I could never visit even though it's the only place i wanted to go, his hair resembles the ocean waves,how they move with the air, how my hands wanted to go through them. You existence is the only one that matter the only one that is meaningful.

But oh i have forgotten how treacherous think it is to love or to be a believer in love. I forgot love leaves you blind and deaf. Did love ever left me? Or have me and love ever met?

But here i am saying I'm in love even though I'm unaware of the depth of it, stranded,right where you left me, staring at you, fascinated, amazed,and wounded by how unaffected you are even though you know you intoxicate me, even though you know i love you.

I'm in the jaws of death with scars on my heart remembering how fiery red it was and now it's dull, rusty, barely throbbing for you, because of you while you sit in your throne seeing me give up on life and it's people.

#love #first heartbreak #original poem #literature