#first pic ruined me

[cockles-empire]

#jensen ackles #soldier boy #hughie campbell #the boys spoiler #herogasm #jack quaid #the boys #first pic ruined me #the boys spoilers

[torturedpoetdean]

imagine one day you’re on your third flight of the day doing your silly little flight attendant job and you’re exhausted, and ready to be home, and you’re smiling and dissociating as your greet passengers as they come on board and suddenly in walks jensen ackles, dean winchester himself, and he smiles and says “thanks” as you hand him a silly little disinfectant wipe. You proceed to hand the basket of wipes to your coworker as you rush to the bathroom to have a full blown panic attack because DEAN FUCKING WINCHESTER is on your flight and you are going to have to talk to him and interact with him and be professional and pretend you aren’t having a meltdown cause you would know those eye crinkles ANYWHERE. Imagine you’re taking dinner orders and you’re repeating to yourself in your head “be profesional, smile and ask for his order, just breathe” and he proceeds to order the cheeseburger and a whiskey neat and your brain short circuits and in your most sarcastic tone out of your mouth comes “yeah sure thing dean” AND THEN YOUR BRAIN EXPLODES CAUSE YOU JUST SAID THAT OUT LOUD TO JENSEN FUCKING ACKLES!!!!! Anyways he laughs and says “my wife says that all the time” then you proceed to die and blackout and work the rest of the flight on autopilot yeah imagine if that happened 😅

#we had an entire conversation after that and he was so nice truly #he let me ramble for 10 whole minutes and then said he didn’t mind he said I was funny #im not gonna recount everything cause that’s just for me #i wanted to ask for a pic but felt like that would ruin the vibe after we started talking and he didn’t offer so oh well 🤷🏻‍♀️ #but please know that i deal with assholes and truly vile humans in first class daily and he was just so…. nice? #idk i was just really overwhelmed and i did cry in the bathroom afterwards #anyways there it is #just another day at work #ana’s silly little thoughts

[shibuiking]

#first pic is an updated/edited ver of smth older to match design changes #and orikan... i know it makes sense for necrontyr to be fully covered up but hes such a petty contrarian that i think it feels right- #for him to throw traditional covered up clothing out of the window after he sees that his generation will not die. #idk. was thinking about it a lot i have more to say but its probably not interesting #40k #orikan the diviner #skitarii #iron hands #oc: pallarex #oc: mu-15 #necrons #i have so much to say abt orikan man... so much to think abt so much to say. i love him. hes so... #also i just finished reading severed and it ruined my whole day i cant focus on anything noone told me it was gay FOR REAL #and its the most touching and heartwrenching love story ive ever read in my life and maybe one of my fav stories ive read full stop #fucking necrons man its too much. theyre so heartbreaking. #i will draw obyron sometime... i wanted to today but i slept all yesterday and a lot of today so im too sleepy to do anything except be sad #(over having read severed) #oc

[finncakes]

really hope they come back.

(emotional ramblings and the original drawing i did of them under the cut)

for the life of me i couldn't figure out why hearing orym and fearne died was affecting me so badly (i'm still on ep 32 lol). i didn't sleep, i was crying almost every few hours, no appetite and i was so confused as to why. i didn't react like this with molly! then i realized it's cause fearne and orym are part of exu and exu pulled me out of a bad place.

i remember when i decided to listen to exu. i was in one of the worst places mentally i have been in years and choosing to listen to it was dicey for many personal reasons. but i took the risk and i listened to exu and fell in love with the crown keepers (fearne, orym and opal in particular). and after that i slowly but surely pulled myself out of that hole. hearing two of my favorite members of the crown keepers were in campaign 3 was the greatest news ever for me. i know they'll never see this but just in case they do: thanks liam and ashley (and all the crown keepers as well as aabria) for making the characters and fun story that saved me. i hope they come back, but if not i'm glad they came into my life and they will always hold a special spot in my heart.

#critical role #critical role campaign 3 #cr #cr3 #cr spoilers #critical role spoilers #fearne calloway #orym of the air ashari #critical role orym #too much depressing art of them (understandably) #that pic under the cut is the first fearne i ever drew #third orym i ever drew #anyways i hope they come back...i know everyone says deaths are narratively interesting but.. #i think it's okay if they come back and i don't think it'll ruin the story of dampen the gravity of that moment #maybe that's just me though XD #either way i am trying to remember that molly's death gave way for one of my fave critrole characters ever #so #maybe there'll be characters even better than fearne and orym #who knows #fey blossoms

[mechmolar]

You have no idea how much joy fucked up little potato baby loboto brings me. Look at him. Little guy...

#little guy :0 #The baby doll loboto has the same effect on me #i see something SO tiny and SO shaped and my first instinct is to go #teeth rambles #oh what a friend #psychonauts #caligosto loboto #dr. loboto #psychonauts loboto #concept art #teeth pics #psychonauts rhombus of ruin

[jvzebel-x]

🦋

#i still havent been able to get the pic of my entire family celebrating the holidays together out of my head. #my parents ruined every christmas they could. every holiday. every birthday. everything. there could be nothing special #w/o my dad calling my mother a fat pig or my mom interrupting his dinner prayer to call him a lying hypocrite. #w/o police getting involved&having to explain why my dad had my mom in a headlock or my mom had punched him in the face. #we could have nothing bc their need for misery outweighed their desire to give their children any fucking joy #every fucking time. #but i have to sit here&wonder if im in the wrong bc im being gaslit into missing a family+memories we all know damn well #never fucking happened. i blacked out half my fucking childhood&still know thats true. #i have to wonder if maybe-- just maybe-- they would actually apologize for everything they did if i ever called or wrote. #if maybe they would welcome me back w/o expecting an apology From Me. #but then i remember how the first thing my mother said when getting in touch w me after two years was how disappointed she was in me #for not thinking to tell anyone in the family that i was homeless. how selfish i was for it. #how she only contacted me after getting my email address-- the same one ive had since high school-- from family #bc shed been crying to our entire extended family about how worried she was about me so they managed to find my gofundme #&not a single person in my family donated to it-- but they all had a lot to say about it. didnt they. #&somehow i know that theres nothing for me w any of them. nothing at all but more disappointment. #&photos of all of them smiling that i have to remind myself are definitely not real. #bc how many of those exact photos had i been in? no matter what the answer is i dont remember a single one being real.

[daenerys-targaryen]

i won’t lie i am somewhat incredibly anxious about tour but because it’s like. i’m very open and outgoing online. but in person i can be the equivalent to a hedgehog who curls in on themselves when nervous / scared. 

#i just hope i'm not awkward like i was during some of my meetings at rep tour #and what's funny is like #it probably wasn't awkward to THEM #but it was to ME #hana if you see this you were the first person ever to come up to me and ask me if i was 'drugismybaby' #and we took pics #AND I JUST STOOD THERE I DIDN'T KNOW HOW TO ACT #maybe i am just over thinking it #but i know that if i have one bad or awkward interaction my night will be ruined LOL #anyways. #personal #i guess

[streamsofstardust]

like genuinely i think beating me to a pulp would be less painful

#what the fuck is he on #his lips oh my god i csnt stop staring #i hated the stache at first #but maybe they were bad pics #bc this is everything #i want him to completely ruin me #I'm having a jake moment!!! #jake gvf #jake kiszka #jake kiszka greta van fleet #jake kiszka gvf #jacob

[paradisecas]

top row gabriel and lucifer bottom row raphael and michael. <3 and mom. <3 black cats are impossible to photograph unless they are very good and very still or staring at a toy i am dangling in the air and even then…

#these are not great pics but it’s what i have. and i can tell them apart bc i can remember who was doing what. so. #raph and gabe are the hardest to tell apart BUT gabe is the girl and she has tabby markings on her head whilst raph does not #michael was also the first baby to figure out the water fountain:) #my roommate wants her bf to keep one and half of me is like KEEP MICHAEL but the other half of me hates her bf #actually all of me hates her bf but yk #also #yk. i have four cats. ive raised kittens before. ur still just never prepared for how much they poop!! #in there scooping the twoooo litter boxes like three times a day bc they’re FULL!! #although. they didn’t have to be taught to use the litter box. #the last two strays i took in we had to do the ol dirt in the litter box trick #and my last mom. well. we had to put plastic down on the bed so she wouldn’t ruin the mattress. #these babies may have the most vacant eyes ive ever seen but they’re smart enough to use the litter box! #mine #sorry for cat posting. not. i love them. #also they are OBSESSED with the litter box lid. favorite toy. for whatever reason. #my cats

[darknymfa]

Still picking over my photos from the zoo yesterday but I figured I would upload these separately. Delightful little dinosaur.

#roadrunner #photography #photos #dark photos #dead animal #tw dead animal #unfortunately a good number of photos are ruined by me accidentally using the wrong setting so. there's that. #got a good number of decent pics tho. #also these looked awful when I uploaded them directly to Tumblr so I put them on Imgur first

[coffee-bat]

LESSSSSSGOOOOOOOOO

#did the spamton censor bc my face looks ugly asf in the first one and it ruins the whole picture ✌️i'm not photogenic #my pics #spamton #cosplay #(if you can call it that) #pyrkon 2022 #did a few uhhh adjustments #tried to do the jaw thing but it looked nasty so i had to clean it off and go without #also decided to do the blush in only a slightly un-natural way (just bright red blush instead of drawn circles) bc i thought it'd look cool #(and save me buying face paint bc then i could just usethe blush i already have) #this is Literally 3 blushes on top of each other

[dirtysvthoughts]

when i say these pics have me feeling things 😩 god i want him so bad

#like the first pic is my locksceeen and holy shit #he’s so perfect wtf #lee chan the only man ever #want him to bend me over and completely ruin me #dsvtt: kenny’s thoughts

[lily-blue-blue-lily]

ive always gotten a lot of second hand embarrassment watching sex education but this new series is really taking that to a new level oh my god

#ive only watched the first two eps of s4 but like #ah #the music video thing that o made at end of ep 2 #ive never cringed so hard watching something in my life #how am i meant to believe thatll help her win the campaign?? that would ruin your life in a british secondary school!! #also the scene in the first episode with otis' dick pics #i almost had to turn off the show at that point #other than that im having a great time tho #adams storyline is hurting me i just wanna give him a hug so much #eric is still the best #i really like aimee and isaacs dynamic thats building too #sex ed s4 lb

[rhadinesthes]

I did all of my cooking yesterday: smoked pork ribs with apples, broccoli salad, and deviled eggs. (The rolls were already baked and chilling in the freezer.)

My hoodie smells like smoke, but in the best way. 🤤

Ready to go into the smoker! Meanwhile:

Deviled eggs were my aunt's thing when I was younger and my relatives actually had get togethers. But now I can make them myself-- and they're actually really easy! This time, I added pickles, pickle juice instead of vinegar, a little bit of green onion, and some wild onion greens from the patch growing at the edge of the yard. Oh, and dill. I went heavy on the pickle juice and mustard, since I like those a lot more than mayo. I only used enough of that to bind the mixture and make it creamy.

But wait! The finishing touch:

I ate the broken whites with the leftover filling. I also had the idea to mix the paprika into the filling instead of trying to top broken eggs, and now I'm considering just doing that from now on. It was-- not divine, but rather hail Satan! NEMA! 🤣

Okay, okay, that's enough ghestie nonsense for this post. I had to. You understand, right? 😈

[I didn't feel like taking pics of the broccoli salad, since I've made and shown that before.]

Next up:

Wh-- wait a sec. How'd that get in here? That's a spoiler!

Ah, here it is. Finally! The ribs are done! I had turned them over partway through smoking, so some of them were fat side up. I turned them back over so it didn't look like they were all fat. >_>

After all that, I made my plate and enjoyed it geatly. And I'm gonna do the same today! Maybe tomorrow, too, and definitely Tuesday. Then whatever meat is left goes into the freezer for another time.

#Food #So much food #Cooking #Easter #Smoked Pork #Raw Meat #Apples #Rolls #Broccoli Salad #Deviled Eggs #Ribs #tumblr's newest-first post order will instantly ruin the joke I made #But oh well #It amused me #Holidays are just an excuse to cook a fancy themed meal #Saith the atheist #Pics I took #Art of Content