#fix urself!

[transmasccofee]

im not ok i will never be normal about this guy again happy disability month

#the specific feeling of telling urself over and over that __ will fix it #only to learn that nothing will fix it and even if you try it will still be there even if you try to push on and ignore it #that its not an injury that can be fixed with surgery or a diet issue or lack of exercise or psychosomatic… that its you. aaaaa #THIS IS SUPPOSED TO BE A COMEDY ANIME BRUH WTF WAS THAT #i felt his pain thru the screen his fucking face when kusuke said that….my heartttttt #saiki k #saiki kusuo #physically disabled #im so fucked up over this dumb show why did it hit so close 2 home

[incorrectquotesconaisseur]

I think it's time we talked about the doctor's "do you think I care for you so little that betraying me would make a difference?" in relation to the master.

Bc throughout their lives, everytime the master did something bad, when he’d cone back they'd still have a sort of teasing relationship. Like they both knew it was a game. They both knew their limits and the true extent of their games. So there wasn't really place for betrayal in the game bc they both knew betrayal (on the master's side) WAS involved in it.

Then comes the time war and the doctor thinks he did the unforgivable and committed genocide on his own planet. And then the master shows up, arguably his most important friend, the only one who truly understands him - and then the master does something that's pretty unforgivable by enslaving the human race and turning the people at the end of the universe in killing machines. And yet the doctor, in a very important scene, forgives him like it's the easiest thing. Because they're still the same, the game hasn't changed, they're still on tjr same page, still doing the same things to each other.

And 12 was careful and a bit wary but he wholeheartedly wanted to help missy change - he saved her life in the process too. And I think he was happy at the prospect of missy becoming good bc that meant that the person he felt closest too, who was fundamentally different from him before (and it was okay bc it was in the rules of the game), was ready to be even more like him. Soulmatism x1000.

He thought missy wanted to change the rules of the game and that meant betrayal would no longer be part of it. He wouldn't run and she wouldn't stab him in the back for it.

Thing is - he thinks missy betrayed him. And he STAYED. He asked her to stay too, which is different from what he used to do to her - abandon her, run from her etc. And he thought that he was changing the rules of the game too. But missy betrayed him (in his eyes, he doesn’t know she wanted to come back) and he felt like they no longer even had the game.

The thing with 13 and the master is that the whole "do you think I care for you so little thag betraying me would make a difference?" doesn't seem applicable anymore and you wonder why. Bc it's not like they don't CARE about each other, in a twisted way. It's that the master still wants to play the game, although with significantly more violence because he's significantly hurting more than ever before, and the doctor doesn't want to play the game anymore at all.

#i could talk about this all day #but this is the gist of it #they make me ill #ALSO - if they had 10 interact with dhawan master he would have had homeboi wrapped in a warm hug in 0.5 seconds #13 was BRUTAL #you go girl tho #any other doctor would have gone #i can fix him #she threw the crowbar at his hand and said fix urself bitch then come talk to me #iconic #doctor who #thoschei #tensimm #twelvemissy #spydoc #twissy #the master #the doctor #tenth doctor #simm master #missy #twelfth doctor #dhawan master #thirteenth doctor #the timeless child

[jey-draws]

Good night

#digital art #goodbye Spaceguy #gbsg #ive drawn so many characters in blankets ofc i had to draw my space adventurers too #i still cant answer asks :( tumblr fix urself pls #u can still send them though i think

[xhdream]

I'm so sick and miserable from it 😖 all I want is for bf xdh to care of me. How will they take care of their sick s/o? - 🍑

xdinary heroes taking care of their sick s/o

suggestive | xdh x fem!reader | mdni

a/n: sorry to hear this, anonie! get better soon and i hope this brightens up your mood a little bit <3

♡ gunil

24/7 by your side. if he has to leave for work he always checks on you through quick phone calls and messages

brings you flowers when he comes back from grocery shopping

compliments you when you hide under the blankets when you feel gross

tells you entertaining stories from his childhood or funny moments with the members to make you laugh

forehead kisses

“be a good girl and …” tells you to get another bite of your food when you don’t want to eat at all, and now you’re both thinking about sex

♡ jungsu

wants to play your favorite movies even if some of them are not his cup of tea

always checking if you’re running out of meds (if you’re taking any)

cuddles you under soft blankets hoping you’ll fall asleep so you don’t have to feel the pain

cooks for you

walks in the neighbourhood cause he wants you to take a breath of fresh air

shoulder kisses as he describes you how nice he’s gonna fuck you when you get better (unless you’re well enough to take it?)

♡ jiseok/gaon

“oh, damn, yeah you don’t look good” but immediately hugs you and apologises after

feet rubs

buys you all your favorite snacks even if you don’t have an appetite

constantly sends you funny memes and videos so when you check your phone there’s always something waiting to make you laugh

“will my cock make it better?”

practices his guitar by playing your favorite songs

♡ seungmin/o.de

makes you rethink everything you did for the past week to find the source of your sickness as if he’s a certified doctor

flinches every time you shuffle during your naps, and wakes up from the slightest noise or movement during the night

will cancel everything to be by your side

taking relaxing baths/showers together

always has drinks and everything you need stacked beside you

boob massages

♡ hyeongjun/junhan

plays with your hair as you’re drifting to sleep on his chest

orders your favorite food

watching a new series, but he checks the time every fifteen minutes even though you have set an alarm for taking your meds

“wish i had a magic wand so i can take the sickness away from you”

drawing together as a nice playlist with music plays quietly in the room

fingers you under the blanket

♡ jooyeon

only lets you leave the bed if it’s to go to the bathroom

back massages under your hoodie as he sits on your butt

playing video games and he lets you win for once

“feeling better? think you can give me a blowjob now?”

if you have a cold the only exposed parts of you are your eyes and nose, cause every time he checks on you he’s pulling up your blanket as high as possible

eskimo kisses

#also not sure if you wanted this all sfw hope you don’t mind i made it a little suggestive 🙈 #the amount of times i had to re-do this tumblr fix urself pls >< #💌: xhdream inbox #🍑 anon #xdinary heroes smut #xdinary heroes hard thoughts #xdinary heroes hard hours #xdh smut #xh hard hours #gunil hard thoughts #jungsu hard thoughts #jiseok hard thoughts #gaon hard thoughts #seungmin hard thoughts #o.de hard thoughts #junhan hard thoughts #hyeongjun hard thoughts #jooyeon hard thoughts #gunil x reader #jungsu x reader #seungmin x reader #o.de x reader #jiseok x reader #gaon x reader #jooyeon x reader #junhan x reader #requests <3

[bizarreandjarring]

girls night

#kim gamer face #harry: let me braid your hair #kim: uhh… there’s not much to work with cherie #harry: don’t worry i got this babe *gives him cornrows* #this started out as a draw them in ur own clothes (i have harry’s pjs but not the fluffy slippers sadly) #i really wanna go to a girls night with hdb i think it woulge be fun #me and harry making frozen margaritas and watching a horror movie while we paint eachothers nails #and his boyfriend kim is in the background in his gamer rig lit only by the cold light of the computer screen #my art #disco elysium #harry du bois #kim kitsuragi #INJUST REALIZED I FORGOT TO OUT *FUCKING* ARMS ON KIMS GLASSES #fucks sake #ok well #he’s got so much authority he doesn’t need arms on his glasses they just stay there #shit #i am not fixing this fuck urself

[heavensickness]

yeah nobody likes to hear a baby crying in public, and their cries cause overstimulation for some of us (including myself) but like. babies cry because they don't have any other way to express their needs or negative emotions, because they are helpless and vulnerable, and they need adults to survive. because they are hungry, they are scared, they are hurt, or simply because they are bored and irritated. and they have no other way to communicate their feelings. how can you look at a being like that and actually hate them is beyond me. and i will never try to understand it.

#and it is not a coincidence that people who vocally hate babies/kids are really annoying mfs themselves like bro fix urself first. #that baby has beeb alive for only 6 months but you sure had a longer time to develop your personality! #shitposting

[thetransguard]

going to need the show onlys to zip it with anissa being hot or whatever please . please just stop posting her its making my skin crawl

#LIKE PLEASE JUST SPOIL URSELF ON WHAT HER DEAL IS WITH THE COMIC CANON AND CAN WE MOVE ON. ITS BUGGING ME OUT . #“shes hot/i can fix her” please just look up what she did and then 🤐🤐 i dont wanna block mentions of the name ill miss out on anissa #pierce content from dc 😭😭 like im actually begging #invincible #seph.txt

[dizzybizz]

i need a compilation of all of julia's jokes that start with "hey- y'know-"

#convinced it is what would fix me 🤧🤧🤧 #drawfee #what sss is it where she starts a joke during the intro and then proceeds to laugh for like five minutes straight til she's crying and then #delivering the actual punchline #gaaahhhh #edit: OK I FOUND ITTTTT 3RD ELDEN RING EP DO URSELF A FAVOR AND WATCH THAT BIT OMG

[lewishcmilton]

getting my sports team to stop fucking up

[rookflower]

because, we separate, like ripples on a blank shore.

(accidentally deleted request for Berryheart with song #400)

#berryheart #sunbeam #warrior cats #asc #i accidentally hit a wrong shortcut while trying to fix the caption italics and it IMMEDIATELY POSTED and i panic deleted #song is reckoner by radiohead for anyone not bothered to follow link #tried to go for something noisy/bright but also calm and bitter. not sure how well i did but i like the drawing anyways #something about relationships growing apart and digging urself through fear/anger into a hole of inevitable future backlash and isolation? #idk grasping at straws trying to relate this but whatever it was fun

[soapcan18]

I’ve said this before but I love how Through the Deep, Dark Valley resolves it’s own narrative but also sets up and leaves loose ends for Dear Wormwood! It’s so cool, especially since Dear Wormwood is the official “sequel” to TTDDV. Seeing everything as far back as Like The Dawn finally be resolved is soo satisfying.

#am i making any sense? it’s late i should be asleep 😭 #seriously tho like i just adore the whole ‘unfinished business’ vibe ttdv has by the end of everything and how dear wormwood dives right #into the toxic relationship ttddv set up but it’s narrator never fully resolved #its* #something about how change isn’t linear and takes time yk? 😋 #and how sometimes u gotta fix urself and then u realize dam i deserve better and fix the life around u? love it #the oh hellos #oh hellos #dear wormwood #ttddv #through the deep dark valley #the oh hellos are amazing #indie folk music #folk band #folk songs #indie folk #folk music #folk music >>>>>> #indie songs #indie band #indie music #indie rock #song analysis

[imageingrunge]

Rule #1 of bg3 is whenever the emperor tells u not to do something always do that!! Very thing!!! 🫡

#I love pokie but at the end of the day he's just a little guy trapped in a box that I’m violently shaking back n forth #when u find that balduran statue n he’s like that’s childish none sense there’s nothing down there #n immediately land urself into one of the hardest boss battles of ur life 😪☝️ #ya that was before they patch fix ansur fight those crystals did NOTHINGGGGGG #bg3 #bg3 the emperor

[tazmiilly]

this hurts. he really did just put that all on his shoulders and planned on doing it alone.

#man just because you were manipulated doesnt mean you have to fix the damage urself #it usually means the opposite. you NEED the help and support of others #but i understand the guilt. especially when he had hurt fiddleford so much #and he probably felt like he didnt have anyone else #stan was someone he hardly knew at that point #need a tag for consuming media

[guideaus]

anyways, besides gege akutami poorly killing off every other character in unfulfilling ways (and imo this being a fine time to subvert expectations on who we think is covered in death flags thru a flashback), it does feel kind of lame that our guy whose whole arc was abt being against punishing others and empathizing with others despite the system he operated in heavily discouraging those things essentially carrying his suicidal mentality in the panel through, but framed positively bc he became a tool to help further yuji's goal against sukuna doesnt feel good.

i understand what gege akutami was trying to do, but i dont like it and i think it sucks. i dont think its good for his character arc, and frankly with gege akutami's record of having main characters seemingly deal an important blow, only to be casually swept aside or fall flat in the literal next chapter, regardless of the characters, this doesnt feel very hopeful? (not to mention i don't think he should've repeated nanami's death lol) akutami also has a habit of just not really mentioning killed characters again in a meaningful way and this could absolutely happen after the chapter. it just feels bad to me, i dont think most of the character deaths are done well, even if you want to insist jjk is a tragedy or whatever, i dont think things get across well.

#personal #jjk spoilers #jjk leaks #um. not to make a wolfwood death reaction part 2 but yeah FJHDSJHSF #u dont need to die to redeem urself! our guys extending sympathy to others despite being told not to and being twice as hard on themselves #ending up killed but thru a ~good~ sacrificial way doesnt really feel good. idk not to be greedy but yeah! #fucking call in Misaki Takamatsu. i'll reread ch 31 #and everything ive said doesnt even get into how higuruma had no reason to be related to these people lol #he was isolating in a bathtub and killing challengers for a week or smth and then cut himself off from that after yuuji. #i dont think he'd be team jujutsu now ready to fight our big bad #and having yuuji say he's a sorcerer as if all this fixes his 'im a cog' mentality before meeting higuruma... sir that is not development #i think if he saw higuruma be a tool for him that'd probably be more trauma on the trauma cake #anyways. attempting to censor jjk in my mind again

[soldier-poet-king]

U know when u reach that point of mentally unwell that it's like, u realize it's stupid and dumb and your (mal)adaptive coping mechanisms and inbuilt trauma responses aren't helpful and aren't logical and you're complete aware of this and yet can't eradicate it and it's so frustrating and in some way you're more upset about not being able to force ur brain into being normal and stop being Like That, than you are upset about whatever thing happened in the first place

#the duality of fran #anyway yes yes i know im tired and stressed and its winter #and all these things mean all my bad brain stuff harder to cope with #and all my yucky bad maladaptive mechanisms come back #and its stupid and dumb and i cant fix it overnight. or really ever. and YET #im just. gonna throw myself into reading and video games i guess. keep myself distracted #i could have healthier routines but its really fuckin hard to be consistent with anything #when im living with my parents and not much is actually within my control #when it comes to routine and living arrangement and such. its uh.... #real difficult to assert autonomy and control and break hurtful patterns of behaviour when living in the space #& w the ppl who caused those problems in the first place yknow #how can i stop hiding and ppl pleasing and acting like a hollow shell of a fake person #when all of that was developed specifically to protect myself emotionally from these ppl #did it work??? NO. sometimes it feels like it didnt even preserve a tiny core of me #whatever the me that existed before. or was supposed to exist. just. is gone. never was #ik ik dont think of unlived lives theyre not real theres no alternate version of urself #but maybe...there is....and that fran is so much better

[cinna-bunnie]

so like..

is the idea that as a compromise to only having to toggle off tumblr live once a month, you now have this permanent tumblr live icon regardless of ur setting choice stuck to the bottom in the middle of everything in the hopes that i click on it accidentally anyways even though it's clear i don't want it or? where is the NO 100% STOP GIVING ME THIS SHIT I DON'T ACCEPT YOUR POLICIES AND LITERALLY COULD NOT CARE LESS ABOUT TUMBLR LIVE AND WILL NEVER BE INTERESTED IN THIS TYPE OF FEATURE OR FORMAT.

@zingring @photomatt @humans idk how many feedback requests people have to cut tumblr for "no" to just be a valid response here. ppl aren't dumb and see u inching over the line trying to force this on them despite the snooze choice.

what, are there so many ppl snoozing and such a low adoption rate that you know you need to trick users into using it so you can "make number go up" or? 🙄

#snoozing tumblr live for a month but perpetually having a big centered button that will take you there immediately at all #times while also inherently meaning that you've accepted the privacy policies and TOS for using a third party service #tumblr is so fucking annoying is2g i should just pester my mutuals repeatedly about getting onto cohost and being active instead #of talking to a fucking brick wall because obviously NO ONE at tumblr gives a shit that NO ONE wants to use their shitty third #party live stream feature. for the millionth time leave me alooooone #my patience and grace for this site is almost entirely spent y'all ngl (⁠´⁠-⁠﹏⁠-⁠`⁠；⁠) tumblr is like one or two annoying updates away from #me bugging y'all to get on cohost. was hoping there'd be a few more good updates before we got back to the annoying enraging ones. #like.. seeing if ppl r mutuals or followers on mobile? 👍 snoozing going from 7 to 30 days? 👍 live being there despite snoozing? 👎🔫 #I'm STILL not over this whole twitter UI too in the browser too. tumblr's trying sooo hard to be a blogging platform in a twitter trenchcoat #u ARE a blogging platform and are functionally different than a typical social media site in multiple key ways. why r u downgrading urself #it's bc matt thinks elon's sooooo cute and wants to kiss him so bad he'd do anything to get his attention #even crash the popularity of his site and burn his good grace he had w the platforms community. #y'all rich mf need some hobbies i swear to god (⁠´⁠-⁠﹏⁠-⁠`⁠；⁠) y'all get bored or divorced n start tryna fix shit that ain't broken. pests. #now it's everyone else's problem too 🙄