#focus-damnit

[ailius-suffers-through-art]

Doomed by the plot. 🌺

#mizisua #alnst mizi #alnst sua #alien stage #alien stage mizi #vivinos #qmeng #original art #ITS ABOUT THE DOOMED LESBIANS #this series has me so down bad its sad #angst art #tw blo0d #tw death #tw dead body #hrgghhhh GRAHHHHHH DAMNIT I CANT EVEN FOCUS ON MY SCHOOLWORK anymore #ive just been drawing fanart #i literally doodled this instead of an assignment thats due today im crying someone save me from my own hyperfixations #wlw #sapphic #🌈🌈🌈 #these bitches gay #good for them

[factsilike]

Other siblings: Keep details of your love life far away from my ears please.😐😖

Lan Xichen in that one scene in the Guanyin Temple for some reason: Why aren't you and my brother fucking yet??🤨🧐😠🤨

#mdzs #lan xichen #mdzs novel #wei wuxian (mdzs) #lan wangji (mdzs) #why was this so funny #Wei Wuxian awkwardly trying to focus on the problem at hand: Zewu-jun can we please move away from this conversation.... #Lan Xichen: No I wanna know why my brother hasn't gotten laid yet. He's waited long enough damnit😠😠

[homoer0tic]

I think what non-destiel shippers / antihellers don't understand about shipping destiel is that they think it's about having two guys together on screen. Which I mean, that's awesome, don't get me wrong, queer rep is important. But more importantly, I feel like Dean Winchester deserves to have someone who loves him and takes care of him and wants him in a way that no one else ever has. And while obviously he loved Lisa, and Lisa loved him back, it's not the same because Lisa could never understand him and know him (for all the good and all the bad) in the same way that Cas does.

You could say that this doesn't necessarily have to be a romantic love, but goddamn it, doesn't he deserve that? Deserved to be loved? Are you telling me that Sam gets to have a wife and a kid when he's in Heaven but Dean doesn't get to have someone like that? Dean never got to meet someone and fall in love again like Sam did. Is Dean just supposed to meet someone in Heaven? Could he even meet someone in Heaven who would understand and love him the way Cas does?

A lot of people I've talked to are usually split between believing that Dean either reciprocates Cas' feelings or he doesn't, and people will try to provide proof either way. But honestly, while I personally do believe Dean reciprocates, it could go either way depending on how the story is written. What I honestly think the most is that I hope he does. I hope he loves Cas back because Cas is his one chance at finding that happiness, especially after his life was cut short. I hope that he gets to spend his days with the person he loves because he deserves it! I hope that he finally gets to love fully and be fully loved in return for the first time.

#yes i do have dean winchester derangement syndrome. #also i fully believe that cas deserves love like that too btw but thats a whole other can of worms #*slams table* LET DEAN BE LOVED DAMNIT!! #WHO ELSE??? WHO ELSE IF NOT CAS??? #spn #supernatural #destiel #dean winchester #castiel #heller #destiehellers #also low key i feel like people who are anti-destiel just want more screentime/focus on sam (cuz from what ive heard theyre mostly samgirls #CAN WE NOT HAVE BOTH??? #velyns rambles

[hopefully-inspiring-persona]

ALEX. YOU MOTHER FUCKER. YOU CAN'T KEEP GETTING AWAY WITH THIS.

#tmagp vague #im going #insane again #i literally havent even finished the episode yet #i had to step away #god fucking damnit alex #how the fuck am i supposed to focus on school

[gumnut-logic]

Before work

My ipad is currently full of started fics that haven’t gone anywhere. I can’t seem to contain the muse into writing a short in a finished form. So I’m posting what I wrote this morning, which goes nowhere, doesn’t do or reveal anything, and just starts a fic that I don’t have time at the moment to work out where it is going.

So here be a bit of writing. Other than that, I have no idea what it is.

-o-o-o-

Virgil kicked himself for not changing before looking for his brother. The quiet of the library was ever so accusatory at his grubby t-shirt and jeans, he had the urge to turn around and exit the building until he could find more appropriate clothing.

But Scott had been concerned and with Virgil so happily working a job in the same town as John just happened to be studying, Virgil was his goto to check up on their little brother.

You know, the one who stared into the sky and forgot to answer his phone.

Scott was definitely working on his first grey hair.

It was late and to be honest, Virgil was surprised the library was even open, but then the sign on the door claimed access at all hours because knowledge was king and governor to the free. He couldn’t argue with that.

The foyer sported the expected customer service desk and beyond, a sea of computer terminals. Multiple heads moved and made the sounds of life at the level of barely a murmur. One or two looked up at Virgil’s entrance as if to accuse him of existing.

He nodded at the librarian at the desk and ignored the rest, striding past the terminals and down to the shelves of books.

John loved books and Virgil couldn’t blame him. There was so much to be found between pages of many kinds.

No doubt Johnny would be in the local history section. And as Virgil navigated between the shelving, sure enough, there sat his brother, by himself, staring at a rebound paper book with soft edges and yellowed pages.

“John?”

The astronaut startled before frowning. “Virgil? What are you doing here?”

“You didn’t answer your phone.”

John blinked and reached into his pocket pulling out the star-studded, multi-adapted-for-everything device he used as a phone and frowned at it.

“Oh, sorry, I turned it off.”

Virgil didn’t let out the sigh. Instead he sat down at the table opposite his brother. “What’s up?”

John glanced up at him and put down his phone. “Nothing.”

Virgil flattened his gaze. “Really.”

And yeah, John wasn’t looking at him.

“Want to try that again?”

That earned him a glare. “I’m fine, Virgil.”

TBC?

#thunderbirds are go #thunderbirds #thunderbirds fanfiction #virgil tracy #john tracy #younger tracys #nuttyfic #focus damnit #gonna be late for work this morning as I’m not dressed and am supposed to be leaving right now

[thesargasmicgoddess]

So I'm here, alone, starting Thanksgiving cooking in my kitchen almost topless...

Seriously though, somedays it feels like my life is just set up to be a porn script. 🤣🦃

#the fam is out and will be back later #guests will come later too #tempted to do a photoshoot in my kitchen now #damnit i need to focus #thanksgiving hoe probs #funny #me #video #cooking in a red silk robe should be an instant classic thing

[frnkiebby]

excuse me while i d i e ~🎃

#he is honestly fucking beautiful #gorgeous-pretty-stunning-beautiful-hot #dealers choice #all of the above #unfathomably fucking gorgeous #the fucking concentration on his face is the cutest ever #also i’d be absolutely LYING if i said that i didn’t hyper-focus on the way the guitar is pushing into his chest here #it’s so slight in this gif #but if i can find the video ill see if i can’t post it bc christ #like how is his body fucking perfect is every fucking era #i don’t think there’s been i point in his adult life that i haven’t been fucking gone on his body #like he’s just #i want to bite #everywhere i can fucking manage #that’s suitable for biting that is #god fucking damnit he’s like a whole damn buffet and fuck if i’m not starving #frnkiebby #frank iero #mcr #frnkiero #frnkie #mcrmy #mcr5 #my chemical romance #my chem #ilhsm

[sweet-rabbit]

crack continuation of the tv drama AU

trowa is absolutely the type to refuse to call you and instead send you brick texts

#gundam wing #trowa x quatre #Trowa Barton #quatre raberba winner #duo maxwell #wufei chang #yeah that's nichol... just needed a face and he's one of the main extras i actually remember lol #see the problem with this au and my brain not focusing on the drama aspect #is that i WANT the drama aspect damnit!! #i LIVE for melodrama #hence my love for gundam wing... #but my brain is too hard wired to produce comedy #not a bad thing i quite enjoy it #and i can focus on drama for my own stories/comics #just not fancomics #yes duo owns the cleaning business #he's the one that took quatre in <3 #him and wufei share an office for some reason #wufei is a detective #haven't figured out heero's role #lol trowa's manager? #actually i like that XD #do tasers use batteries? idk and i'm too far in to change it

[timeisacephalopod]

Admittedly I don't know much about the Israel Palestine war but I keep seeing news articles that refer to it as the Israel Hamas war and no it is not. After all Israel has done it gets to be referred to by it's country name and not "terrorists who kill babies and children at the speed of light" but Palestine gets reduced to Hamas?

It just leaves a bad taste in my mouth that the struggle of the Palestinian people keeps getting reduced to the existence of Hamas, but at no point does the ongoing state violence of Israel define its existence when by all means it should when my understanding is that the creation of Israel was stealing land from Palestinians. Why is Israel's violence ignored while Palestine is defined by the admittedly shit group that only arose out of decades of occupation and imperialism? Those two things are not the same and ignoring Israel's violence to act like Hamas came from nowhere just to hurt the poor Israeli government who acts like they've done nothing wrong is ridiculous to me.

#winters ramblings #a Palestinian coworker gave me some emails to send off things to so ill be doing that later #but like it just BUGS me when people will over focus on the REACTION to state violence and never ONCE bring up state violence #AS violence at all. also what israel is doing reminds me a LOOOOOT of what canada has done to your indigenous populations #so yes hamas suck ive seen some shit but heres the deal. im not as concerned about how much HAMAS sucks #when the EXISTENCE of hanas is the result if DECADES of ISRAEL'S state violence. what were Palestinians meant to DO?? #just allow their homes to be stolen their people to be killed and their resources extracted with NO fighting back ever??!? #i dont feel the need to focus on how shitty Hamas is when this reactionary group wouldnt exist without the extreme violence #from israel that RESULTED in a deeply problematic group fighting back against them #you CANNOT step on the necks of a whole nation of people and expect them to do NOTHING #and when what they do is deeply flawed and often hurtful am i supposed to just IGNORE everything that led up to Hamas #by pretending state violence isnt NEARLY as bad as traumatized people fighting back against their oppressors?? #like NO- state violence should be FRONT AND CENTER LOOOONG before any reactionary response to that violence #which if you ask me may be a deeply flawed and problematic response but im not expecting the people of an occupied nation #to be giving their best political performance and acting like we SHOULD just SMACKS of respectability politics #shut the FUCK up about Hamas and LOOK at what israel has DONE to the Palestinian people and FREE PALESTINE DAMNIT

[blueish-bird]

// JJK 214 Spoilers

GEGE STOP FRIDGING YOUR FEMALE CHARACTERS CHALLENGE

#GOD FUCKING DAMNIT #I called that shit. I called it. #I’m incredibly disappointed. #idk man maybe she’ll be back but. at the very least I’m tired of how little agency and focus this story allows its female characters #it’s all so annoying #like. over and over with this shit #the fact that jjk has been feeling like a shounen for its male characters and a certain death for its female characters. sucks. #booo #jjk spoilers #jjk manga spoilers #jjk 214 #jjk meta #meposting #hopefully I’m just overreacting but. hhrg

[piningprecussionist]

... first and foremost, I would like to apologize for any discomfort I've caused you, Kim. now, I'm not the most... socially apt person. but I really, sincerely, do *not* mean you any harm. I'm not intending to come off as creepy, I can, however, understand why you'd be uncomfortable or perhaps concerned by these gifts and all. (I mean, shit. if somebody mailed me a painting of me dancing with them, I'd be weirded out too, flattered, granted. but weirded out.) I never really expected anything to happen, I guess I just... felt the need to tell you how I feel about you, get *that* off my chest, at least. even if you don't feel the same way that I do. (which is fine, and understandable! I get it.) as for why I've sent you gifts... I suppose I just wanted to show you how I felt with something other than a note or whatever. *just* a note feels kinda cheap. I'd rather give you something that's at least a bit useful to you (hence those custom made drumsticks.). I hope you find success in whatever future endeavors you do. and I hope that you don't find this note too off-putting. enclosed is something that I hope you and the rest of Sex Bob-Omb like. -sincerely, the guy who said he had a crush on you. *enclosed is a folded, custom made Sex Bob-Omb poster, it's actually quite well made. it's an homage to the album 'Ramones', by The Ramones, featuring Sex Bob-Omb's lineup leaning back against a brick wall. unlike the original album cover, it's in color and not black-and-white.*

ooc: answering this as though it is in the nebulous but near future! I just didn't want to leave this lingering any longer; sorry for the delay! Hopefully I have left things vague enough for myself to wedge it back in the timeline of the blog later lol

Kim lets out a long, weary sigh as she finally gets back to the relative peace of her room, taking a moment to rest back against her shut door and scrub at her face. The energy and emotional exhaustion of everything that had happened between the last time she'd been here and now seemed to be sinking into her bones, and she wanted little more than to sink to her knees right there and just be comatose for a while.

She knew from experience, however, that the floor was cold and miserable like that, especially this time of year; so, instead, she opts to shrug off her coat and toss it blindly in the direction of her desk, trudging towards her bed. She closes her eyes and lets herself fall forward into it, ready to finally, properly rest, maybe even unpack her thoughts about everything- but then, she hears the crinkle of paper as she makes contact with the sheets, and her eyes fly open while she rolls to the side and, thankfully, off of the object.

She blinks down at an envelope that had been tossed haphazardly on the bed, probably by Hollie, and after a moment recognizes the style of it. Oh, that one guy... how long has this been here? Did I miss this before I left? She hesitates briefly, mostly just in resistance to the idea of having to continue actively thinking, but sighs and sits up anyway. She won't be able to relax if it's just sitting there, tempting her.

Propping up her pillows, she leans back against them and opens it, pulling out both the letter and the folded poster. She looks over the letter first, and after a moment, lets out another sigh, this time a short, guilty thing. The words feel genuine, so she can't help but feel slightly bad about her previous response, but... Well, if they knew anything about her, they might've expected it. She tries to take comfort in that fact, glancing over in the general direction she left the drumsticks. Then, she pulls out her phone and snaps a picture of the letter, opening her blog to begin her reply.

Hey, sorry this too so long to get back to. Life and things; with how people talk, maybe you've heard about the party by now? Julie's ragers, am I right? The apology is appreciated... and accepted. I think I believe you, especially given you're acknowledging the creep factor there. I'm not really a big gift person, I guess, so it was a little off putting just to begin with, anything else aside. I think you've already given me more than my parents got me for Christmas, and I don't even have a name for you beyond "Crush Guy." But, hey, it's far from the most uncomfortable I've been in these situations, so you're actually doing fairly alright in that regard. Thank you for the well wishes; I'll probably be needing them, ha! And no, I think you've quelled the fires against you, for now. (Joking- this is why I do the stupid videos...)

She pauses briefly, looking over at the newest gift and carefully unfolds it, trying to work out the creases as she goes. Once it's unveiled, she stops to look at it for a long while, a bit surprised by how much she genuinely likes it. She sets it aside with a mental note to hang it up later- ideally before their next band practice. She wouldn't be attaching a photo of it to the post, to help keep the surprise til then.

And again for the gifts. I think the rest of the band will really dig this one, honestly- especially Stills. It's very nice.

She gives it a once over before nodding to herself and hitting send, content. Then, setting the letter and the poster further aside, as to not crumple them, Kim moves to curl up at the top of her bed in a tight ball, eyes sliding shut peacefully. I'll think about things later. Ball time, she thinks idly, and then thankfully, blissfully, proceeds to continue thinking nothing at all.

#(ooc: dude as i was writing this my roommate busted out some chicken pho and i am so ravenous rn. god damnit. why can i never FOCUS sdfskjf) #(ooc: if i get any asks after this posts and it takes a hot minute its because im going off on my own pho i want it so bad but. this first. #(ooc: i was really debating how to have her respond to these- but i think with ramona having responded to them too this is the best way?) #(ooc: briefly considered funny quirky “anon mail” system where she could send something back through the same envelope. like it just poofs #+ and returns to the sender with whatever's enclosed) #pine.txt #asks #anon #rp #kim pine #sp comic #spvtwtg #spto #spvtw #Crush Guy #(ooc: anyway the second kim has a single thought after this she's taking the biggest bong hit /j but make not who's to say) #((ooc: it's me. im to say. really it depends on the thought but if she wants to continue not stressing herself out then the answer is yes)) #(ooc: also no kims on this one bc i didnt want it to get lost in my drafts since it'd get flung back a good ways) #(that one tag is supposed to say maybe not. dying inside.)

[twinklezebreevee]

This drawing has been *pulls out Windows Calc in date calculation mode* 98 days in the making (I really gotta get my crap together) but, I'm proud to present to you all, Twinkle, but as a Roo

and anyone who's known me a while (pre-properly moving to Tumblr) will notice something I don't usually do on drawings, that's right, this is my first drawing with proper digits! At least, on the paws

#sfw furry artist #furry art #furry #Kangaroo #Arceus Damnit I really need to find a way to focus on art more

[duckapus]

Adventures in TASbot-sitting

Someone apparently told the Gamer Girl about VR games, so she's decided to spend the day down with the rest of the characters, and for whatever reason has latched onto Floyd, which makes her the kids' problem. They try to make the most of it and include her in their usual chaos, with mixed results.

After a while she gets split up from the rest of the group and finds Cody's brother Zack, Larry Koopa, and a Pianta kid named Jim pulling pranks and decides it looks like fun. The three of them aren't sure that someone who they've seen hanging out with the main kid squad has what it takes to join them, but are convinced when she uses her modding powers to make a plate of spaghetti teleport whenever Mario tries to grab it.

From there the episode is a montage of GG and Zack's crew pulling pranks on various characters while the kids try to find GG before something bad happens.

Unfortunately, the prank squad picks the wrong target when they mistake Mr. L for Luigi, and he captures GG using his anti-Admin tech so he can study her. So the two kid groups unite to save her...and possibly also save Mr. L from her.

#smg4 #smg4 ocs #episode idea #the gamer girl #floyd floyener #cody #smg4 zack #larry koopa #jim the pianta #mario #mr l #anyone remember that the three of karen's kids we saw in her focus episode had names? #and that zack was being a jerk #well in this he's still a jerk but at least he cares about his friends #this will not be the end of mr l #he does get beat up a bit though #the kirby universe characters are used to gamer girl so floyd just sees her as an annoying little sister who happens to have godlike powers #mario spends the entire episode trying to catch that damn spaghetti #he knows he could just get a normal spaghetti but it's the PRINCIPAL OF THE THING DAMNIT!

[commanderfloppy]

Local man with adhd tries to find voice claims 10 dead 41 injured

#hellllp I’m losing my ability to focus #but I haven’t made any fucking progress #damnit why the fuck do I have to have such a specific imagination for what my characters sound like

[constellationcrowned]

((All signs point to Kariom being a lot like Serban in his youth. Was he a stern kid? Yes. Grumpy? Yes. But he also had fun and was mischievous. He made pinwheels, he wanted to fly kites, he drew and colored in one of Flynn's gardening books (he drew constellations ofc but no doubt other things too) he ate so many cattails by the lake he almost choked to death, he ran around and got into trouble, he tried to make friends, and so on.

It's important to remember that he was a kid and he wasn't always so obsessively driven by his duty---and I mean driven to the point of where he, as an adult, considers all of that stuff as stupid, inconsequential, etc, and prefers not to think on it, driven to the point of self degradation (whether he acknowledges it or not and let's face it; he doesn't), etc, etc---such a severe reaction has to have a cause. Something changed him, something shifted his focus and it was definitely something huge. I imagine it's in part due to whatever happened to the Solomonari and his involvement on top of a variety of other things that built up over time until he could hold nothing else.))

#;;ooc: mun muttering #i can provide proof for all of these too; it's all scattered about in game and it's been a big focal point for me #I'll do a proper hc post at some point just take this... somewhat commentary post for now #this man's growth both past and present is so important to me #he still has that childish nature to him too; both the good and the bad aspects as I've said before #I'm just glad I have a much clearer picture now (and want more!) and can actually talk about stuff #regarding Flynn; some of the hints about their dynamic (esp concerning Kariom trying to make a friend) really needs context #he had his own hand in this change ofc (it's not all outside/external influence) but his hand was undoubtedly forced too #I maintain that he was forced to grow up far too quickly---a thing made worse considering he's surrounded by immortal beings who don't age #his perspective is so unique it can be debilitating; does that make sense? i really try to emphasize that #;;ooc: commentary (kariom) #I'm not saying he was flippant about his duty as a youth (the stars are clearly special to him) but his focus being *so severe* is alarming #something happened; something was instilled in him; something made it be the only thing he thinks about and the only thing that defines him #I've pointed this out before but he gives his *title* (or station if you prefer) as a star-reader before he gives his own fuckin*name* #that's..... that's just.....worrying... and sad #I'm going to figure out what happened damnit; I will #;;muse headcanons: kariom

[leenesomewhatdraws]

Welp, here it is, let's hope i have enough motivation to do the rest of the month ;-;"'

Since I forgot to do day 1 yesterday, I drew both day 1 & 2 on the same page (Can you tell I gave up on day 2 lol ? Original sketch when i first read the prompts under the cut since I like it better)

#submas #sbmstember #submas september #blankshippers dni #Leene's art tag #how come is the combee the best one 😭😭 ?? #hair and arms/anatomy are hard 😔😔 #I'll just hide their heads under their hats lmao #it doesn't help that i make the faces too small & not the same size lol #well i guess this just shows me what i have to focus on 🤷‍♀️ #aah well at least I'm kinda proud of how I drew the bug pokemons 🥰 #i initially thought i wouldn't draw them that well tbh #but they turnet out pretty good i'd say 🥰 #*turned damnit mobile #why are they high-fiving in the first one you're asking ? #🤷‍♀️ up to interpretation; even i don't know lol