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juyeonszn · 6 months

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REFLECTIONS

PAIRING jacob bae x f!reader

WORD COUNT 2.07k

GENRES smut lol

WARNINGS 18+ MINORS DO NOT INTERACT, mature language, fawn writing about jacob bae yet again but i swear this time was necessary!!!, porn without plot but also if u squint there’s a little bit of plot, roommates/best friends with mutual pining, i mixed so many tropes in here tbh, vaginal fingering, unprotected sex (pls be safe), mirror sex, soft? dom!jacob, lmk if i missed anything!

SUMMARY the two times jacob bae derails your saturday night plans.

MORE FAWNTOBER DAY 2 IS A GOOOOO 😈 i’m actually doing pretty well timing wise and as far as im concerned, i’ll actually pull this thing off 😭 anyways.. enjoy!! pls remember to reblog if u liked what u read! and stay tuned for the rest of the fics coming out this month <3

PERM TAGLIST @winterchimez @maessseongs @itsbeeble

If it were up to you, you would just stay home for the evening. You’d kick your feet up into the ottoman and put on a random movie, latched onto Jacob’s side like a little leech. You were lucky your roommate was just as much of a cuddler as you were. It’d be kind of awkward if he wasn’t.

Unfortunately, your Saturday night plans would have to be postponed.

“It’s gonna be fun, N/N, I promise,” he tries to convince you, hands clasped together. “Sangyeon even said he’d pay your tab.”

“But I’m tired, Cobie,” you pout, knowing full well that your puppy dog eyes would always be his weakness, even if he’d never admit it to himself. “I don’t wanna go out tonight.”

He must’ve really been looking forward to going out and meeting up with the guys if not even your guilt-tripping face worked on him. He goes off on a tangent about how you always stay in, and despite loving that to an extent, sometimes he wants to enjoy a night out. You were still confused as to why he didn’t just go by himself. Why did he have to bring you along with him?

It’s not like you were dating or anything. You were just roommates. Really close roommates. Roommates who cuddled every other night. Roommates who often found themselves sleeping in the other’s bed rather than their own. Roommates who were so undeniably attracted to each other but masked it by pretending they weren’t.

Couldn’t you have been sucked into a different trope?

“I just think you’re not giving the idea enough credit,” he raises his hands in surrender. “Besides, wouldn’t you feel left out? Wouldn’t you get major FOMO?”

You sigh. He had a point. Even if you didn’t really want to go clubbing, knowing all of your friends were there without you would make you sad. Imposter syndrome came way too easily for you. “Fine, I guess I’ll go.”

Jacob fist bumps the air, dragging you from the couch to your bedroom so you could start getting ready. He knows you take a while and the arranged meet up time was two hours from the current time. You move as quickly as you can, because even if you were only interested half heartedly, you didn’t want to be late. Especially because Jacob had a knack for constantly being punctual.

You kiss your teeth as you stare at your closet after you’ve finished showering and doing your hair and makeup. You felt like there was nothing good enough to wear. This wasn’t just a bar that you usually frequented, so you couldn’t dress casually. But it also wasn’t so fancy that you had to go over the top either. And for some reason, none of your clothes could fall into the perfect in-between category.

There was one dress.

You hadn’t worn it in a while, mostly because you never found the occasion to and it brought bad memories. It was a confidence booster, that was for sure. A tight black dress that stopped just below your ass and showed the perfect amount of cleavage. The moment you put it on, it’s like you’re a new person.

Staring back at you is someone you haven’t seen in a couple years, someone you shoved into the recesses of your subconscious. She used to party every night until she was black out drunk, making out and sleeping with random strangers until she was satisfied. She was stuck in a loop until she became friends with Jacob Bae, eventually moving in to get away from that lifestyle.

You never tell him how grateful you are. Part of you wishes to keep your past buried, hidden from the light of day so you never have to face your mistakes again. But at the same time, you could never tell him thank you enough. For saving you in a way, for helping you close that chapter of your life.

There’s a knock at your door, and you call out a “Come in” before your brain catches up with you. You make eye contact with Jacob in the mirror, watching his expression shift slightly. It wouldn’t have been noticeable if you were anyone else, but you knew him almost as well as you knew yourself. Maybe better.

He walks up behind you, brushing your hair behind your shoulder with a featherlight touch. “I haven’t seen this one on you in a long time.”

He’s so close to you, it’s kind of driving you crazy. You bite the inside of your lip, trying to keep your voice steady. “Should I wear it?”

His fingers start at your waist, trailing down to the hem of your dress. His knuckles skim across the bare skin of your exposed thigh, provoking your body to shudder. “Hmm, I’m not too sure,” Jacob rests his chin on your shoulder, looking at you through the mirror. “Seeing you in this is making me rethink going out tonight. Kinda wanna keep you here, all to myself, like that night at Hyunjae’s party.”

Okay, so perhaps you might’ve skipped a tiny detail in the retelling of your first encounter with Jacob Bae.

The reason you two became friends was because he actually happened to be one of those random strangers you slept with. It was a stroke of luck that you kept in contact with him after that night, considering he was supposed to be nothing more than a nameless face. But he was cute and he was funny, so when he asked to hang out a few days later you couldn’t help but cave in.

“Jacob…” You breathe, chest rising and falling rapidly. “D-Don’t you wanna see the boys?”

His lips press to the juncture between your neck and collarbone, a soft kiss that already packs your head with cotton. He hums into your skin, hands bunching up your dress around your hips. Someone was impatient. “Not important. We can reschedule.”

You didn’t want to reschedule. You wanted to get out of this apartment, fully clothed, with an excuse to ignore the hammering of your heart in your rib cage and the fluttering down there. If you stayed here any longer, Jacob would successfully charm his way into your pants. (Dress?) And you didn’t want to think about the consequences that may come with.

But it’s not like he gives you much of a choice, invading your headspace with every nip and suck of your jugular and jaw. His slender fingers run a line down the front of your panties, a small groan leaving the back of his throat when he feels how wet you are for him. With heavy eyelids, you watch the entire thing in the mirror, lips parting with a gasp at the sight.

“Fuck, baby,” he curses in your ear, pulling you backward so the two of you are sitting on the edge of your bed, still facing your mirror. “You want me just as bad don’t you?”

You whine, squirming as he dips his fingers into the waistband of your underwear, collecting your slick and smearing it all over your lower lips. He helps you shimmy out of your panties and dress, leaving you completely nude for him. His fingers resume their previous activities, easily pumping the ring and middle digits in and out of your cunt. His free hand grips your jaw, forcing you to keep your eyes on his movements.

“Cobie,” you whimper, spreading your legs wider to give both of you a better view. “Feels so good…”

His thumb circles your clit, mouth beside your ear to whisper all the filthy things he wants to do to you. Your toes curl at the same time his fingers do, brushing that sweet spot in your pussy. A strangled moan escapes you as you hit your climax, walls tightening around his fingers and back arching into his chest.

“That was so hot. You did so well for me,” he praises, thumb rubbing lazy patterns into your clit to bring you back down. “I just need you to do that on my cock. Can you do that for me, baby?”

“Mhm,” you nod, hands reaching behind yourself to free him from his jeans, fumbling with the button and zipper in your haste. “Need you inside of me already.”

You hope Jacob doesn’t have high expectations for you since you came so quickly with just his fingers. You’re not sure if he’s anticipating you to last longer with his cock. From what you remember, he wasn’t the longest, but he was definitely the thickest, and that’s what scared you the most. You were afraid of how full he’d make you feel.

Once the clothes from his bottom half are removed, you risk a glance at his dick in the mirror, your pussy clenching around nothing. Despite not knowing if you’d be able to take him without turning into a blubbering mess, you really wanted to try. You wanted him to fill you up like a plug in a bathtub drain.

He takes his girth in one hand, sliding his dick through your folds languidly, lubricating himself with the wetness of your cunt. He groans in your ear again, squeezing your hip to steel himself. “You ready for me?”

Your head bobs up and down quickly, patience wearing thin. He chuckles before impaling you on his cock, both of you moaning from the feeling of one another. The stretch burns, but it’s fucking heavenly, your pussy feeling so stuffed you can barely think. (Not that your thoughts were coherent beforehand anyway.)

“You’re— oh god, Jacob— you’re s-so deep,” you mewl, hands supporting yourself on his thighs. “I feel so full.”

He keeps his grip on your waist, fucking up into you as slowly as he can as to not disrupt your adjustment to his cock. Your head lolls back onto his shoulder, lips parted with a gasp every time he thrusts into your tight pussy. He shakes his head, urging you to stay upright.

“I need you to keep your eyes on the mirror, baby. Watch me fuck you until you can’t take it anymore.” Jacob commands, voice as deep as his dick inside of you.

You comply, hooded eyes nearly rolling to the back of your head when you take in the sight of him bouncing you on his cock. Your nails dig into his skin, lip splitting from the force in which you’re biting it. He looks so hot, focused on getting you both to that peak you desperately need to reach.

It’s such a stark contrast to the sweet Jacob Bae you’re used to, this one pounding into you without mercy, eyebrows knitted together in concentration. That first time you had sex, years ago, was pretty vanilla thanks to you both having a little too much to drink that night. You don’t even think you remembered most of it. Had you known he was such a freak, maybe you wouldn’t have pretended your attraction to him was nonexistent. Maybe this would’ve happened a lot sooner.

You don’t dwell on that regret much longer, Jacob yanking your attention back in by rubbing your clit with his middle finger. The amount of overstimulation fogs your vision, voluminous, pornographic level moans reverberating around the room. The words bubbling past your lips don’t make any sense, reduced to babbling until an encouragement is uttered into your ear.

“Cum on my cock, sweetheart,”

A cry is ripped from your vocal cords, your body writhing above him and continuing even after he’s orgasmed inside of you, fucking his cum into your cunt as he calms you down. You whimper when he grasps your jaw once more, egging you on to stare at the mixture of your cum running down your legs.

You both look absolutely feral, skin sticky with sweat and chests heaving up and down as if you’d ran a marathon. Jacob makes no move to pull out, leaving open mouthed kisses on your neck, back and shoulders. Your eyes flutter shut as a wave of exhaustion rushes over you.

“I think you’re pretty close to succeeding in your mission,” you say hoarsely. “I can hardly function right now.”

He laughs, such a melodic sound it almost doesn’t belong in your current setting. “Yeah? Do you wanna help me pass it?”

And in spite of being on the brink of passing out, who are you to deny such a promising offer?

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oeldeservesthenorris · 3 months

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"..so, anyways Danielle, like I was saying - I had the opportunity to do the funniest thing and I fucking took it. Sure, I could have FINALLY let Quinn have his moment to shine and be the captain of the All Star team all by himself, but why would I even do that? You got Quinn, you got me. Yessir. That's me, Classic Middle Child Syndrome Jack. FOMO? yea maybe. I mean probably. Or I'm just a total narcissist who can't stand to not have attention on me? Dunno. Luke says I should probably get some professional help with that. I'm sorry, what was the question? oh. right. Ladies room is down that hall to your left......."

#nhl #nhl hockey #nhl players #jack hughes #nj devils #newjerseydevils #nhl2023 2024

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ptseti · 26 days

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The system manipulates black ppl to think consumerism is the key to success so they don't OWN anything. They spend their dollars on building wyt ppl up. They are quicker to 💩💩 on black businesses and pay the wYt establishment anything they want. It's the FOMO syndrome, its the capitalistic syndrome, its the I'm not worthy but let me play the sports to entertain them syndrome that pervades black ppl in America. In other words, they don't even know that are being 💩💩 upon daily!

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pruning-the-minds-garden · 1 year

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Index of Hypnokinky Teachings

This is a list of my current writing that teach various topic on how to do Hypnosis, Hypnokink, or that relate to learning about the various technical facets of the practice and the kink. It will be added to over time as I publish more articles on the subject:

Hypnokink Basics / 101:

So You Wanna Get Hypnotized?: There are a lot of guides written on how to be a hypnotist, but this one is on how to be a better subject.

How do I (erotically) Hypnotize Others: This is exactly what it sounds like - a guide on how to do erotic hypnosis, focused on how to be a hypnotist. (by @hypnodolls )

How to do Hypnokink: The Basics of Inductions: This is the other half of the above. It covers the basics of actually doing an induction, the pieces and parts it consists of, and what you as a hypnotist have to accomplish for it to work well.

Hypnokink Basics: Types of Induction (pt 1): In this article I cover the some of the most Traditional kinds of hypnotic induction that you are likely to encounter, more often in a hypnotherapist's office than in hypnokinky play, and describe along with their advantages/disadvantages. Types covered are the PMR, Fixation, Elman and Body Scan.

Hypnokink Basics: Types of Induction (pt 2): Here I cover some of the more Modern kinds of hypnotic induction that you are likely to encounter. Some of these are more common in the hypnokink community than a hypnotherapist's office, but that's just because updating clinical practice takes time and some people haven't caught up yet. Types covered are the Confusion/Overload, and two types of Conversational Induction.

Hypnokink Basics: Special Techniques (pt. 3): In this final part I cover some of the more common non-induction techniques seen in the hypnokink space. These are: Fractionation, Rapid/Instant Induction, Neurolinguistic Programming, and Conditioning/Brainwashing.

Hypnokink 101: My set of living notes on what I would or will present to beginners if ever leading a presentation on the eponymous topic at a munch or general kink gathering.

The Five W's of Hypnokink (Hypnokink Basics): A basic article answering who, what, where, why, and when you can do hypnokink. How is covered elsewhere as that's a topic worth its own article.

Hypnokink Misconceptions: Exactly what it sounds like. I hope that people will reblog the post with additional questions and answers, and that there will be a good back-and-forth. I want it to be a living document, like some of the others.

Hypnosis is a Two-Way Street: Some advice for people seeking to message hypnotists on Tumblr and elsewhere, seeking to get hypnotized.

Advanced Topics:

[Under construction]

Associated Topics:

How to Start a Local Hypnokink Group: A list of detailed steps and things to look out for on how to start a local hypnokink interest group - really full of good advice! (originally by @spidersays)

On Imposter Syndrome, FOMO, and Social Media: Miscellaneous observations on what I am (mostly a nerd who likes hypnokink), what I'm not (a devious cuntroller with an army of brainwashed hypnoslaves), and how distorted perceptions and lenses in social media can lead that to be more of a Thing than it needs to be.

Exploring my Attitude Toward FemDom: This specifically discusses my experience with the FemDom community on FetLife, though that tracks with many - though not all - dommes I've seen elsewhere. In it I talk about the (unfortunate for me) common overlap between femdom and feminization and/or sissification, and my personal unease with the latter. It's an ongoing journey and not one I'm done with or decided on, and it's also personal so I grant that not everyone - heck, not most people - will share my views on this.

My Dominance: A Rant: A rant where I talk about the nature of my Dominance, and how not being a hard, cruel or sadistic Dom does not make my Dominance inferior. I also already know that to a degree, but it bears repeating as the inverse message is very common within the wider BDSM community.Your Natural State: A bit of poetry on the natural state of people, women especially, and people who tend to pigeonhole them into "traditional" roles without asking them first.

#hypnokink #index of indices #hypnokink instructionals

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ravenbloodshot · 8 months

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Kim Young Dae (Actor)...Red + Green Flags

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He may curse like a sailor, hard for him to hold back his words

He's quite manipulative and may be the type to take advantage of others weakness for his own benefit

He could have a hard time holding himself accountable for his wrongdoings (or just bad at admitting his faults). Also, he could not like criticism of any kind

He may be the type to run from his problems (could lead to addcition) and unnecessarily feel bad for himself when he's the problem (like if you called him out for doing something wrong, he could start saying self depreciating things like "ik I'm a fuck up" which is sort of manipulation and how he truly feels mixed together. In the end he could get free from accountability if the person starts to pity him or feel bad for him)

I don't think he handles confrontation well at all. He's not good at arguing and he can't convey his point of view well whatsoever (like the type of guy to not speak coherently when he argues or mumble his words a lot). I definitely think he uses a sweeter/harmless image to get away with a lot of things (like giving puppy eyes 🥺, hoping the person pities him enough to forgive him)

He's too nostalgic and up in lala land (Pisces tings). He also idolizes/glamorizes other ppls lives too much (its like he thinks the things he sees on Instagram is all real and he ends up feeling bad for himself or catching FOMO when he sees ppl on Instagram supposedly living their best life). Basically he has grass is greener on the other side syndrome

In love: He has codependent tendencies and is too clingy, has abandonment issues and runs from the relationship when problems arise. He also could love others more than they love him and stay in such a relationship, maybe due to fear of being alone (not really the kind of guy to catch onto hints that his crush doesn't want him, you literally have to spell that out to him)

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He's good at getting rid of ppl that aren't serving him and that are just using him, his intuition is pretty strong so it could lead him away from bad ppl when he listens to it

He could be pretty good at reading ppl or their energy (could do well as a tarot reader), like he knows when the ppl around him are in a bad mood and can read others wants/wishes well.

He's not one to baby others, he's good at reassuring and advising but he won't coddle you. He's more of a "lick your wounds so you can get up and fight at life another day" type of guy so I do think to his friends and loved ones he can be very helpful to them when their down n out

Youngdae is quite sarcastic and a jokester, he could be a very entertaining guy to be around and knows how to uplift the energy in a room (he could be the type to show his true feelings through jokes, others may not be able to pick up on it though if they only take his jokes at face value)

He lives in the present and has no problem putting his phone away, going on long drives to release himself from social media and the internet (which I think is good for him since he doesn't have a healthy view of those that floss on social media and protray a fabulous life). He is really good at "being there" with those that he's with, he doesnt look through his phone while at a dinner with friends/lovers, instead he's fully present and there with them, engaging with them

I'm getting the vibe that he loves music but he sucks at making music (could be a bad dancer, bad singer, lack of rhythm). But he does laugh at himself and make jokes about his musical faults

In love: he's very loving and sweet to his partner, loves to flirt and entice them. He can be very affectionate and touchy, gentlemanly as well but he may lose his manners when he gets too excited. He loves to be asked out and confessed to, he's just a sweet and romantic guy when in love

Dog Days are Over by Florence and the Machine is a song that fits this readings energy

#korean actor #k readings #kim young dae #pisces sun #Spotify

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blubberquark · 7 months

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I could write so many tumblr posts about ChatGPT.

Zero: Already written. GPT-3/Midjourney is not a good tool for procedural level/content generation.

One: Remember when Siri was the future, or when Siri was the beginning of intelligent machines, or when Siri meant humans would just stop thinking for themselves and outsource things to computers, or at least when Siri, Alexa, Cortana, and "OK, Google" were spelling doom for the touchscreen/mouse and keyboard because in The Future, we will all talk to our computers like Captain Picard? Do these people have egg on their face or are they boldly ignoring their past mistakes?

Two: Remember when we called it "Machine Learning" instead of AI, because remember what happened the last time we hyped up things as AI? Why are people doing this again?

Three: Back to Siri. People were prognosticating that Siri would only get smarter. In many ways, it did, but that didn't result in a "general intelligence". And yet, Siri (and "OK Google") knows so many things for sure. Unlike GPT-3, which essentially suffers from fluent aphasia or Korsakoff Syndrome, Siri had a knowledge base and could reason. It wasn't intelligent, I grant you that. But do you understand why Siri, or IBM's Watson, or even Wolfram Alpha did not scale up to become ChatGPT? I mean I do, it's software engineering and marketing and economics of scale. But do those people who make grand predictions about GPT-4 understand this?

Four: Here in Germany, I hear politicians call for a more "competitive" AI policy, which mostly means less data protection. We are already in the absurd situation where a doctor can't publish the success rates of different surgical techniques in retrospect, because that would be a study and subjects have to consent in advance and a study on human subjects needs a good reason and also a control group - while at the same time the government wants to give health data to medical app start-ups in bulk. You think this isn't really about ChatGPT, but it is about machine learning. It looks like the government doesn't want doctors to analyse data, but start-ups, and it doesn't want studies, but products.

Five: AI is a marketing gimmick anyway. Many products just use AI to use AI. Blog posts about using AI to do a task exist to create FOMO in people who don't use AI. Products use "AI" in order to court controversy.

Six: Prompt injection and prompt leaking should be easily solved in principle, and I am sure by this time next year they will be "solved", and have been in some proof of concept projects, but in practice economic incentives apply that make this difficult or we would have solved it already.

Seven: Prompt engineering is difficult. It requires some insight into the behaviour of a language model, or at least its inner workings. Will prompt engineering stay relevant? On a related note, Google-Fu still as relevant as it used to be in 2004?

Eight: Did Siri get worse?

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