#for some reason the only thing that rings any bells with it is simba from the lion king | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

moonandstars · 5 years

Text

Capable Of Love

Details : Vampire!Yuta, Human!You, fluff, non existent angst.

Pairing : Vampire!Yuta X Fem/Human!you

Word count : 2.5k+

a/n : nobody reads a/n. hop on the story.

You never believed Yuta when he said that he was incapable of love. You remember It was a chilly Saturday night on the rooftop of your apartment, looking at the stars above and drinking your hot chocolate when he looked you straight in the eyes and told you he was incapable of love.

"But how? Everyone falls in love."

"I don't know. But that's how we are."

You tried to read his expression but you could not. It was sad, longing, desperation or something else, you don't know. At times like those you would realize that no matter how much you think you knew Yuta, he had his ways of proving you wrong. Your heart broke that day, that moment and you wonder if Yuta could feel it. For someone who claims to have supernatural powers and super hearing he should have been able to. But the night ended like that conversation and Yuta never gave much away.

You have known Yuta for almost a year. A handsome guy with bright red hair moving in the apartment next yours, it was your right to be intrigued. For the first one month he was closed off, creepy and hardly spoke a word more than necessary.

"Hello." He nodded. "I heard you moved in. I'm your neighbor."

"Okay."

"Ah-yeah. So don't hesitate if you need any help. It's a good place."

"Okay. Thank you." He said while walking away.

It took two months for both of you to open up and have a conversation which lasted more than 5 minutes and could be classified as a decent one. That was also the time you started feeling infatuated towards him. Yuta was a gentleman. Always helped people in the apartment, played with the kids, even fed the stray cat when he thought no one was watching. He seemed like a simple guy but still there was a scent of secrecy that followed him. The only one who ever visited him was a black haired guy around his age, apart from that he never went out in the day.

It was the third month when you felt you both could be defined as friends. Yuta was still the same calm, closed off and mysterious person but there was a charm in everything he said and did. You both shared some nice conversation at the rooftop every night and went for movies at some weekends. Yuta sometimes even hanged around your apartment when he came asking for some stuff like extra pen or some room bulbs in the middle of the day when he could have easily bought those things just outside. You realized he had a great sense of humor but sometimes he talked like he knew something that no one else did. Somewhere along the end of the month you realized that Yuta knew almost everything about you but you didn't knew anything about him.

"So how long have you been living here?"

"Quite long. Can't exactly put the finger."

"Aren't you tired of the city then?"

"Never. It changes a lot and never let's me get bored."

Everything Yuta says leaves you with more questions but you don't understand how to put them into words. You cherish every small moment with Yuta. Even if it's small hello while passing each other in the hallway. At times you want sit in front of Yuta and ask him to tell you everything. Ask him about his life, where he came from and what's his favorite food or why he spends so much time cooped up in his room?

You were both returning home from the movie when you felt Yuta getting a little uncomfortable. He kept moving during the entire movie but he said he was feeling unwell or maybe could have caught a stomach bug. It was when the light from a passing car flashed on Yuta's eyes and you saw his eyes were as red as his hair. It should have rung a bell but it didn't.

The bell banged inside of your head at full volume the next week but it was too late. You were inside Yuta's apartment the first time, needing some ice. He was inside his room but you went to the refrigerator yourself in a hurry, getting late for your classes. The thing you saw after opening the door was enough to make you gag, throw up and pass out all at once. But you stood there numb, frozen. The refrigerator was filled with blood packets, all stacked one over another.

"Ah-Oh. Bummer."

"Yuta Is it- Is ?"

"Yeah. It's blood."

And that's how you found out Yuta is a vampire. A typical one and that's why he never went out in the day. His eyes turned red because he was hungry and his appetite comprises of the blood he keeps inside his house, thanks to his black haired friend who works in the hospital.

"How are you so calm about it?"

"I have learned that some secrets cannot be stopped from being discovered."

"But aren't I a threat now? I know your what you are."

"Every problem comes with a solution. If you ever decide to threaten me, don't forget I have a lot of powers up my sleeve."

Even after learning he's a vampire, nothing is changed. Except now you the reasons for his unusual behavior, for not going out, for not eating and for having detailed information about a lot of historical events. You even learnt that he's not the only mysterious creature around.

"Why do you even use a coffee mug for blood, I thought you guys directly drank from the packet?"

"That's offensive Y/N, I'm a gentleman not some animal like those werewolves."

"WAIT THOSE ARE REAL?"

It has been six months since you have been in love with Yuta. You aren't surprised. The kind of man Yuta is, no one can stop for falling for him. But you never told him. Sometimes you feel like Yuta likes you. The way he cares for you, spends most of his time with you, looks at you but his voice from a month ago still rings in your mind.

"I don't know but that's how we are."

Incapable of love? Maybe yes Yuta isn't a human being like you but that does that mean he can't fall in love or feel affection for anyone. You haven't seen Yuta in a relationship or with a girl ever but sometimes he did return at dawn with some lipstick stains. When asked he told that he did one night stands but never got involved with anyone. You have done your research about Vampires being in love. It was very much possible, if you could believe those sources online. The hope was sparked when you saw the black haired friend, Doyoung, also a vampire, with a girl at a cafe looking very much in love. So you started the conversation with Yuta again.

"So you haven't loved anyone before?"

"I told you. My kind, we are incapable of love or romance, these kinds of things are not for us."

"For every vampire or it's just-"

"It applies to everyone of my kind."

"But who decided that, why is it a thing?"

"It is a long story. There's a reasons behind everything."

You did not believed it. Something about the way he spoke seemed fake and lifeless. Like he was trying to hide something, like he wanted to avoid something. But the conversation never got farther from here. So that's how you, the shy and insecure girl, decided for the first time that you will not give up, that you will make Yuta fall in love with you, or at least try for it. Because well you had nothing to lose, even if Yuta rejects you, you can isolate yourself in your room until you make yourself believe that was a nightmare. Like Yuta said, every problem came with a solution. The starting isn't easy because you have never done this before, never fallen in love before, never tried to flirt before.

"Oh hey, What's up?"

"You got quite late, busy day?"

"Huh?"

"I asked had a busy day, You here?"

"Oh sorry I got lost-" Finger guns "In your eyes."

1 second.

5 seconds.

60 seconds.

"Oh Y/N, I thought I was in a trance until I realized I'm a vampire and that's not possible."

It's been few weeks since you have been trying to flirt with him and give very transparent signals about your interest in him and you have got nothing solid results. Honestly you would give up if it was not for Yuta's reaction to your flirting. Sometimes he would blush as if all the blood he has sipped from his coffee mug went to his face or just smile looking at you for a while, sometimes he looks like he's about to say something but stops himself.

It's a lazy afternoon when you're both in your apartment, being your lazy selves.

"You know love isn't such a bad thing." You said trying to stir up the conversation again.

"Hm is it?" Yuta says.

One of the reasons your confidence has not gone is because Yuta never asks you to stop. In fact he enjoys it, teases you and even flirts most time.

"See, Snow White found her prince and lived, Cinderella found hers and escaped her nightmares, even Nala found Simba and got their kingdom back. Love also bring change in life."

"Are you saying I'm a disney princess?" Yuta says flicking his hair and laughing.

"Why not? You could be, a sexy goth princess who drinks blood and talks to bats?"

"I don't think anyone wants a princess like that and it's hard to find a prince."

"You're wrong. Maybe the prince is somewhere near, maybe in your neighbor or maybe in front of your eyes." You said huffing.

"Maybe." Yuta says looking serious and holds your hand. "But what if changes aren't positive? What if Cinderella didn't escaped her nightmares?"

"Well she would only know after trying it."

You both sit silent looking at each other. A lot of expressions flashed through Yuta's eyes, but he does not let go your hand, instead he takes it to his lips and kisses it. It's moments like these when Yuta is just right there, close enough to touch but so far away. Like there's wall between you and him and you can't cross it.

It's the next day when you're about to knock on his door when you hear something.

"Seriously Yuta, stop getting your insecurities get the better of you. You're a vampire act like one!"

There's a long pause, an oddly long pause until you heard several footsteps coming towards the door and you made a run for your apartment, you didn't wanted to be caught eavesdropping. You felt embarrassed, it was better to act like you did not know anything.

It was the next afternoon when Yuta knocked at your door in his black loose t-shirt, his red hair falling on his forehead and on his eyes, which looked the same bright red as his hair.

"Hi Y/N, did I disturb you?"

"Of course not, but are you okay?"

"Of course, I'm fine. Perfectly."

"So uh-why are your eyes still-"

"Red? "

"Or you want my blood." You said winking and Yuta choked on his breath.

"You know I stopped sucking blood in the 80s." He scoffed and made himself comfortable on your couch. "I just wanted to spend some time with you." He said patting the sofa.

You made your way towards the couch and sat opposite to him. It was nice spending time with him, even more nice when Yuta was the one who initiated it. But that doesn't mean he loves you and the thought makes you a little sad. Yuta sees you as a friend, with whom he can be comfortable and doesn't have to worry about his real identity. Maybe his incapability to love was just an excuse so he could be just be friends with you. You were deep in your thoughts and did not realize yuta was observing you.

"Hey Y/N, Y/N."

"Huh, yeah? Sorry I zoned off."

"Really? Here I thought you were lost in my eyes again." He said making you blush.

"Yeah yea, how can I resist those crimson red eyes." You said dramatically fanning yourself.

You both sit in silence finding comfort in each other's presence. You don't even remember when did Yuta became such an important part of your life. He's not just a love interest, he's so much more. He's your best friend, the one who helps you in everything, the one let's you cry on his shoulder, the one who makes you laugh. He's the one for you.

"Why are you staring me?" Yuta says.

"Because I want to admire the look." You say smiling.

"Thank fuck, I thought there was something on my face."

Sometimes you thought if Yuta even knew the amount of feeling you had for him. You were scared that he saw you someone who was just fooling around and was not serious. But you would never be sure and you would never know what was going inside his mind. Even though months has passed, he still is the same yuta with a mystery that surrounds him.

That night you both entered his home when he went straight to the room. He looked tired, that's how he has been looking for a few days. His eyes constantly red and skin getting more rough, like it will crack if you touched it. You did not understand what thoughts were making Yuta so anxious and he was far away from telling you this.

You sighed and went to the answering machine. There was some problem with yours so you had to give Yuta's number to some of your friends if it was something important. Yuta was fine with it because the only to ever call him was doyoung and the landlady.

You pressed the button.

"Hey Yuta." It was doyoung. "Listen, I'm sorry for overreacting that day but I know you haven't picked up the blood from hospital in days and I'm just-just worried about you but you need to tell Y/N you love her. It's pointless to torture yourself like this. Stop thinking so much, just go with your heart and just come to the hospital." The line went dead.

You stood there still trying to process the information until you heard Yuta.

"Damn, I really hate new technology sometimes." You looked up to see him standing near the doorway.

"When you were going to tell me?" You asked and he just took your hand.

"I will tell you everything but not here." So he guided you towards the rooftop, same place where you both have shared countless of conversations, laughs , where he told you he could not love.

"Yuta please, was doyoung-"

"Yes, he was right. I do love you." He said smiling. "How could I not? You are the only one who made me feel like I could breath, that I was more than cold body, that somehow being with you I could remember what it felt like being a human." He said looking into your eyes.

"But why didn't you tell me something?" You said "I thought-that you did not see me like that."

"I'm sorry you felt that way but I wanted to tell you that, tell you how much you meant to me but I was afraid- I Y/N." He took a deep breath. "I have never felt like this before. I was really incapable of love, because I had never felt it until-" He said getting even more close. "Until I met you, and then everything changed. There's no words that I can use to describe how much I love you."

"And-and what about you starving yourself. What if you had died?" You said trying to wipe away your tears.

" I was just restless because I could not figure out what to do. That day when doyoung came, we really had a big argument and he made me realize how much of a coward I was being. He left when we felt your presence outside."

"Wait you knew I was-outside?" You asked getting embarrassed.

"We are vampires." He said as a matter of fact, smiling slyly. "And anyways what matters most is that I have you here now, with me." He said kissing your head.

"And I have you, finally. After so long." "Believe me, you had me at hello."

"You should not waste such a warm sunny day. Go out and enjoy a little."

"No. I don't like sunny days, I hate the hotness."

"Hate hotness? But you love me."

191 notes · View notes

labellerose-acheron · 2 years

Photo

BDRPwrimo Day Three -- Magical Items List

Various Magical Items Around My Character’s Houses

Make a list of 10 magical items your characters possess or wish to possess (mugs that keep tea warm, measuring spoons that are just the right amount, a clothing iron that does the work itself, etc.). Describe what they do. This can be across multiple characters. Remember most enchanted items are pricey and lots of charms need to be renewed to stay working. Also, nothing too powerful.

The Neverending Story Book, owned by Belle: Howl got Belle for Christmas one year (gosh, idk how long ago now when Hades was in the Underworld pretty sure), a book that, whenever you open it, it tells a different story depending on your mood. She still uses it all the time when she can’t decide what to read.

Tea Cozy Warmer, owned by Belle: Probably also from Howl (I would say maybe Hades got it for her for Christmas but he doesn’t want to encourage her tea drinking habit for the sake of their furniture). It is a little knitted cozy that you slip over your tea mug and it keeps it at the same temperature until the liquid is all gone.

Gnawing Nonthawing Rings, owned by Belle: For the babies! From Hera, probably. I’ve headcanoned that they have teething rings that don’t melt for hours of pain relief from sore gums! (I feel like mothers IRL would kill for some shit like that, lol.)

Wedding Ring, owned by Simba: I have a headcanon that Simba got it enchanted so that he will never lose it. If it ever falls off/he takes it off and sets it somewhere, it magically reappears on the nearest surface within two minutes. (Does not reappear over long distances.) Has he almost lost his wedding ring more than once in the last almost two years? Yes.

Dull-Proof Cooking Knives, owned by Simba: A gift from someone (Ber?) at some point. They are exactly what they sound like. No whet stone needed, these knives are always ready to go! Simba loves them. “If my house was burning down and I could only save one thing, I would save the dull-proof cooking knives.” - Simba, probably.

Signed Poster of Howl Pendragon, owned by Mei: This is important to include because I feel like everyone needs to know that Mei has a poster of Howl. He signed it (and her cauldron) when he came over to talk to Ting-Ting once because Ting-Ting is the best big sister. It winks whenever you look at it. (This is why it counts as an enchanted item.)

Self-Stirring Wooden Spoon, owned by Mei: Perfect for brewing potions! She just has to set the stir pattern once (three times clockwise, then one time counterclockwise!) and the spoon does the rest. You have to keep an eye on it though, so that it doesn’t do too many.

Necklace That Stays Warm, owned by Elinor: A beautiful sterling silver necklace with the birth stone and initial of all her children on different tokens. They are all warm to the touch, as if they have been sitting out in the sun. If anything ever happens to any of them, the stone would turn cold. Gifted by Fergus after the triplets were born.

Amulet Charmed to Repel Magic, owned by Thomas: This was actually Phoebus’ and is a de Chateaupers’ heirloom. The reason Tom has it is that after Clemens died and Phoebus went to jail, the necklace went back to Clemens’ wife, who happens to be Tom’s sister. And Tom’s sister secretly sent it to him, because she was worried about him and her son won’t be old enough for it for several more years. She is...probably kicking herself about that now.

Shoes Enchanted to Stay White, owned by Toulouse: I have mentioned these in a few paras. Despite being a bit weary of magic, when he can use it to his advantage, Lou loves it. These shoes are enchanted so that he can wear them pretty much anywhere and do anything to them (mostly drip paint on them) and they will stay crisply white.

#swynwrimo #bdrpwrimo2021 #swynwrimotina #bdrpwrimotina2021

0 notes