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ash-and-starlight · 5 months

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one day, in a thousand years

#I THINK I HAUVE COVID #oh to meet your love after a thousand years at a museum exhibit of your past lives #thinking about them makes me so sick so ILL DISEASED #I AM NOT IMMUNE #spc i’m cursing u forever for this wtf. WTF bro wtf #ouyang’s last thoughts were a desperate plea for esen to wait for him.#he has NEVER called him by first name he has NEVER asked him anything #and his last thought is asking him to wait #and esen does. bc he would have given ouyang anything he asked for #god i hope u get rawed so good it makes up for all the lost lifetimes u earned it #he who drowned the world #she who became the sun #the radiant emperor #general ouyang #esen-temur #(zhu also present in the golden imperial dragon and the golden light of gayness that brought them together again)#my art #not super proud of how it turned out tbh tbh it looks better in my head 😔😔#would’ve stayed in the drafts if not for my need to feed this 4 ppl fandom #and if not for robin motivation nfngdjfb ty kissa you forever #id in alt text

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cassandragemini · 3 months

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big butch bears in love

#anthro #my art #bear #butch #artists on tumblr #butch4butch #this has been in my files forever Sorry #last year i posted a incomplete version on tumblr and then i just didnt post it anywhere else lol #i actually drew the bulk of this last february and touched it up in march #but i aint like how the claws turned out so i posted a cropped version of this on twitter and never ever posted the finished version #even after redoing the claws months ago #they call me the consistent art poster #ocposting #misha #tseren #tsersha

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nyancrimew · 10 months

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to the terf who has been sending me transphobic anon asks in regular intervals for the last 24h, i literally could not care less, you'll never be able to hate me more than i hate myself and you cant hurt me more than i hurt myself. you are powerless.

#if anon hate did anything at all to me i wouldve turned off anon asks forever ago #please stop telling me to turn off anons #i love giving people the opportunity to ask me things without having to reveal who they are #i get lots of cute little anon messages every day which i never even post

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trek-tracks · 1 year

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Do you ever think about how Kirk had a "best friend" on the ship before Bones in Gary Mitchell, a man who:

a) deviously manipulates him into heartbreak for Mitchell's benefit,

b) shames him for not being "fun" enough when he's in a position of power,

c) openly insults intelligent and powerful women,

d) treats everyone cruelly as soon as he gets power and tries to seize everything for himself,

e) finds it fascinating that he can stop a person's heart for fun, and

f) tries to murder Kirk instead of admitting that he's a danger to the universe,

and then chooses to replace him with Bones, a man who:

a) tries to save Kirk from heartbreak at every opportunity,

b) gets him to smile and relax by being genuinely interested in how he's doing and telling him that he's great and respected just as he is,

c) openly toasts intelligent and powerful women,

d) treats everyone kindly as soon as he gets power and tries to use it to help as many people as he can,

e) cries about how people suffered when medical treatments were less advanced, and

f) says, "Jim, I can't destroy life, even if it's to save my own. I can't."

because I do

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ganondoodle · 1 year

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there goes my favorite drawing software ...

i defended their plans for the version2 and all, bc i didnt see much wrong with it and liked csp alot, but i guess i should have become a hater back then already

after that one big mistake that sparked so much outrage they really said but how can we actually lose EVERYONE, they saw deviantart doing it and thought BET I CAN DO IT FASTER

(they say they dont use user data but are basing it on stable diffusion of all things, they literally only ask people to think morally/ethically when using it to not use stolen stuff like thats ever worked with anything ever, plus "we cant guarantee that there will be no copyright infringement" OH YOU DONT SAY)

#ganondoodles talks #clip studio #AI crap #RIGHT when i was slowly getting back into everything #after having to come to terms with the fact that twitter is turning into a facists dreamland #WHY CSP WHY #i had FAITH #after deviantart pulled this shit why would you do it too #god i am fuming #fuck his hell world #see how you do once art disappears #you cant treat artists like replaceable dirt soup forever #since they said they will dis continue it once vers2 comes out #guess im never buying that new version and stay with 1 forever #i really yall spam their damn feedback survey once its out #maybe ... MAYBE if we yell enough at them #the hope for them to turn around on this is thinner than a spiders thread #and yet im trying to hold onto it #whats left really

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wispforever · 8 months

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original quote under the cut

#naruto #hashimada #madara uchiha #hashirama senju #i am once again thinking about the uchiha's position of inequity in the leaaf #and hashirama's compassion not being enough when he can't understand the fundamental issue #draws this while listening to we are never getting back together by tylr swft #draws this while listening to somebody I used to know LMAO #not really #imagine breaking up this way tho. cringe #not ded just between hyperfixations #i love this quote for madara. this has been sitting in my folder forever. i can't read it without thinking of him #that and that one other quote thats just. and all my devotion turns violent #yes king go apeshit #me at anyone facing discrimination: aren't you tired of Being Nice #I AM

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send-me-a-puffalope · 4 months

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twirling my hair, kicking my legs thinking about scooped!Vanessa :333

(process photos under cut)

#fnaf vanessa #fnaf vanny #vanessa afton #vanessa shelly #five nights at freddy's #tw gore #tw body horror #breaking news: your local nat posted fully rendered art for the first time in forever #peep the vanny patches sewn onto the skin and the ennard hat :33333 #no no one day i’ll make vanessa happy i swear (<- lying)#my poor poor friends watching me go insane learning digital art… this whole drawing is me winging it #and it turning out decently so i never actually learn the process correctly #anyways im proud of this one :33 #puff art

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manitapaleta · 1 year

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the Li-Wilson family is the cutest, change my mind

(you cant)

#dungeons and daddies #dndaddies #dndads #dndaddies s2 #dndads s2 #granco #marco li wilson #lincoln li wilson #grant wilson #grant li wilson #is there a ship name for grant and marco idk i just made one up #being able to see grants beautiful beautiful face becomes the motivational force behind marco finally getting glasses #also idk what possessed me to draw with a thin pencil for this comic but ooo wheeeee never doing that again for some reason i hated how this #looked for the longest time and it took me forever to be moderately ok with how it turned out #using a thick pencil is just so much easier #u can tell towards the end it started getting less and less detailed and more cartoony lol #also they got kicked out of their uni library idk if that was clear #they’re working on a presentation together #i love the idea of a meet cute where they never would game met or interacted except for oh no randomly stuck together at partners for a scho #school proj and then one of them catches feelings while they have to be around eachother #hehehe

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shivjoys · 1 year

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Love is the last fridge magnet left!

#succession #tomshiv #shiv roy #tom wambsgans #tom x shiv #my art #succession fanart #succession hbo #failmarriage #i hope they never get divorced i hope it stays dark forever i hope the worst isn't over #i was just doing this as a style test for college work i have coming up.. rly like how it turned out actually :')#i did watermark this one sorryyyy if some jackass art thief reposts it i just wanna make sure my dues are there lmfao #pose was inspired by a jim schaeffing painting

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stop-breaking-my-heart-dragonage · 11 months

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I said I wasn't going to get started on the topic of Aveline ruining Carver's chances with the guard but I lied okay, it's Carver Hawke defense hours.

Here's the thing; it doesn't matter if you believe Carver was or wasn't fit for the guard. That's a different debate that I'll get to. What matters is Aveline's in no position to tell the guard not to accept his application. Why does she think that's her right to judge whether or not he's fit?

Carver should've had the chance to prove himself one way or another. If it turns out he's not a good fit, then let him fail. Let him learn from it.

"Oh but failure could mean lost lives-"

Aveline doesn't get to talk shit about failure and the people. Plenty have died on her watch yet she still believes she's a good guard and Guard-Captain.

"maybe Aveline's protecting him, Carver could die while on patrol-"

Carver could die working in the Bone Pit, or serving as a templar, or when he's running around with Hawke. Carver could trip and fall down a set of stairs and die. In fact, he can die in the Deep Roads, somewhere he wouldn't have to go if the Hawke's weren't desperate.

Either Carver fails as a guard, or more likely, he succeeds and proves himself worthy of it.

But let's be real, Carver probably kept getting rejected due to being a Fereldan with a past of smuggling/mercenary work and Aveline only reaffirmed the decision, either because they asked her what she thought or she stuck her nose in unprompted.

But what irritates me is that she admits to telling them not to accept his application, and then has the balls to call Carver too proud to take up a trade or find another line of work.

Carver tells her, "And who would take on a Fereldan apprentice? Maybe in another year I could work my way up to pissboy." He has a good point here. Aside from the guard, the only other place Carver could work and use his skillset is with the Templars. Or go back to mercenary/smuggling work.

And Aveline doesn't even have a real answer for him. No suggestions, no encouragement, nothing. Just "Fine, let's crawl down some holes. Good bloody luck for your sake."

Also, if you do the Mark of the Assassin DLC in Act 1-

Aveline: You should see if any of the noblemen are looking for new men-at-arms. Carver: Are you trying to get rid of me? Aveline: It's a role with some autonomy. A good fit with your training and... tendencies. Carver: After serving King Cailan? You want me to suffer some poncy git who needs two servants to wipe his own ass? I'll find my own way, thanks. Aveline: I wish you would.

You wish he would?? Aveline, he was trying to find his way into the guard, a position he'd make a good fit for, and you helped deny him of it because YOU didn't think he would be good enough, I just-

If I haven't made it clear yet, I firmly believe that Carver would've made a great guard. He wants to help people, to be a protector. He's loyal, and despite what Aveline claims, he can follow orders and take his duty seriously. We see him do incredibly well with the Grey Wardens, after all. If he were a guard, he wouldn't have to go down into the Deep Roads with Hawke, and I think he would've been okay with that! He's so hurt and bitter when you leave him behind because that effectively tells him, "I don't need you." Carver's spent the whole first act telling you he wants to go on the expedition aka that he wants to be needed.

But if he were a guard, he would be needed elsewhere. He'd be in training as a recruit. He'd look after Leandra while you go. He wouldn't be backed into a corner with no income and only the templars left as his chance at forging his own path and providing for his family.

He doesn't get that opportunity, though.

By the way, if he becomes a warden, you can get this banter:

Aveline: I'm glad you found a place with the Wardens. Carver: Well, it's not the city guard, but it'll do. Aveline: Carver... it wasn't the place for you. Carver: No, it's all right. It is. It cost a lot, but I get it. I really was a bit of a tit those days, wasn't I? Aveline: Well...

This banter makes me want to scream.

Aveline's just... she's so insistent that she's right. She's someone who will double down rather than entertain the idea that she's wrong and it's not just with Carver and the guard, it's with everything. The "my beef with Aveline" list gets longer and longer every time I replay da2, I swear.

Say what you will about Carver, whether you think he would've been a good fit or if Aveline's right and it wasn't for him, he was denied a chance and it cost him so much in the end. He either dies, or he joins the templars where he deals with Chantry's bullshit trying to brainwash him with "mages aren't people" and "magic is a cancer in this world", or he's infected with the blight and becomes a Grey Warden, forced to serve the rest of his life fighting darkspawn, tormented by voices and nightmares.

I will never not be bitter about this.