#freaking left my mind

[thankstothe]

#house md #gregory house #james wilson #screencap #s07e01 “Now What?” #one of the thing that bothered me about canon huddy #is it feels too close to the unrealness of s5 finale #just huddy becoming canon does not feel like it would be enough to offset all the issues house had building up in s6 finale #hes not even a bit bitter about wilson throwing him out anymore and it certainly wasn't just a cover for huddy #left unresolved #last patient's death unresolved (you can say it delayed if youre a pedant) #the overall stress from that wrecked building - unresolved #all this skipped overnight #even more of a rocky start to this relationship would be better #cuddy too #this is so ooc for both of them #like their characters got reset #i do wonder how proper huddy would look like in canon #like it wouldnt work long term either #but in s7 it just went too smooth #what does cuddy even gets out of it besides the initial thrill? #she is a freak and workaholic in a completely different way to house #literal mother #and an authoruty figure #they would clash so bad so fast it would be glorious #maybe it would be better if she didnt make it and house was already back on vicodin in the bathroom #also would give deniability to ooc moments #dont mind me *watching perfect house md in my brain*

[cheecats]

Can I request Shadowsight for the designs? Or maybe Frecklewish if you'd rather?

I'm curious what either would look like in your style! (Which I adore btw it's SO good)

i know Shadowsight is described as small in the books, but I prefer to interpret him with the Tigerstar(tm) tallness with Dovewing's build, and that he tends to shrink down/lower his voice while talking to appear as meek/non-threatening as possible because his peers get nervous around him

#anonymous #my art #cheez design #shadowpaw #shadowsight #ashfur #shadowclan #starclan #the dark forest #// thanks for the kind words anon! #// i just want more big/imposing medicine cats tbh sdklglkds #// saw a post talking about how much more crushing Shadowsight's alienation would be if- #rather than being small/endearing- he was big and framed like a ''freak'' for his quiet/awkward manner #// that post never left my mind op if you're reading this you cooked so good #// this guy makes me so sad. just the thought of his scale/bulk being irrelevant #while he's shrinking away from a smaller Ashfur who is more psychologically domineering

[mrmosseater]

melodie and mad mew mew are literally the same person

#brawl stars #brawl stars art #brawl stars fanart #brawl stars melodie #mad mew mew #hey undertale fans if you see this dont mind me #my friend pointed out that melodie is mad mew mew and it hasn't left my mind #HAS ANYONE ELSE THOUGHT OF THIS BC #i now hc thats Exactly how melodie acts btw #melodie has her own tv show too probably. i dont know #maybe that can be for my au !!!! wow !!!!!! #melodie is getting too much hate stop hating her pls shes just a girl she did nothing #saving her from the freaks

[falseflea]

always doodling something .... never any good

#im always tormenting SkekTek . im allowed hes my 2nd fave #the dark crystal #the dark crystal: age of resistance #tdc aor #SkekMal fucking dead on the floor #uhh first image dont mind the freak to the left thats an OC #skektek #skekshod #and everyone else in there whatevr #falseflea art tag

[circuitofficial]

ship dynamic

#pinterest ass post #dialogue a la dusty #do you see my vision. a glimpse into my twisted mind #ship dynamics #or they both have the face on the left #or the face on the right #or theyre both just blank staring autism style #anyways theyre also both freaks #bye #dustydoodles

[lilaccatholic]

how do i do it though. how do i let go of the bitterness and the hardness when they kept me "okay" for so long? does it come when i finally leave? can it ever?

#babes i actually relate to the frigid angry woman more than im comfortable with but this time there's no prince coming to save her and idk #i was never beautiful but i was and am angry and capable and that's served me well but being angry is exhausting #it's a birthright i can't give to a younger sibling. it doesn't transfer. #i dont inspire devotion. there's no version of this that ends with me waltzing with a true love. #im not the type you launch a thousand ships for. #so what's left? #who am i when i have no one? when ive spent my life making *me* less to make others more? when im nothing but a useful piece of furniture. #i know God loves me! i love Him! but it's not the same. i want *people* to love me. i want to be someone that theyd fight for. #im feeling that 'women have minds and hearts but im so lonely' scene from little women 2019 so much right now. #except im not jo. my family loves me but theyd never do for me what jo's would do for her. theyre also all focused on surviving. #i feel like a military ration. there to be consumed but cast aside the moment something more palatable comes around. #how do i become consumed with joy? how do i let go of the cynicism? its all thats kept me safe! but its choking me too. #its like tony stark in iron man 2. the thing thats kept me alive this far is killing me. i need to find an alternative but its looking like #ill have to synthesize a new element to make it happen and that freaks me out. #ive always been derivative. never an individual. how do i become a trailblazer when my job was always to hold the hand of the one blazing #the trail? how do i become myself happy and free? #because i WANT to be more #i WANT to be more than anger and coldness and a useful idiot. i WANT to be me and be so so happy #but i dont know how to get there #and if someone suggests therapy im shooting you. i dont want to listen to one more person pretend to care about me and tell me #all the things i need to change and spend even longer not learning how to think for myself #i want to be more than this. but i also cant stand the thought of taking up any more space than i do #anyway. #anyone who's read all this thank you and i promise im fine im just in my feelings today lol #im going to work out and get some happy brain chemicals flowing and then ill take a shower and itll all be good. #please dont worry about me! im just having A Moment TM #lilac rambles

[benbamboozled]

Funny that DC just went “nah she was lying,” LIKE THE WHOLE REASON THEY ENDED UP WITH SHEILA WASN’T BECAUSE OF BATMAN GIVING LADY SHIVA THE “tRuTh SeRuM”!!!

Source is Batman #428

#lady shiva #sandra woosan #Jason Todd #Robin #dc comics you make me legitimately lose my mind. #i mean obviously it’s because Cass hadn’t been created yet. #but wild to see an entire KIND OF IMPORTANT plot point just get left in the dust. #comic pages #look…on the one hand I like the fact that Jason’s bio-parents are just…some people. #on the OTHER hand… #the one with the nobody parents being constantly crapped on makes me feel upset. #and tbh I am a huge-HUGE sucker for the ‘secret meaningful parentage’ trope. #anyway Joker and Sheila were weirdly familiar in their scenes together… #(…and was Sheila a back alley abortionist? it sure seemed like it…) #so let’s go full Cursed Thought with this and say the Joker is Jason’s dad. #it would change absolutely nothing except freaking Jason out and that is what I live for.

[hashal-nutcracker]

First of all, WOW you draw fast and really well too!

Questions bomb: Been meaning to ask about your nutcrackers! Will you be making character sheets for them?

Is Hashal the only nutcracker with a split face opening/armour? Also will we learn more about Yvonne?

I know Arthur loved her human family, but how about now? Does she still like humans/is she still friendly?

What is the protocol for each nutcracker when encountering an employee? Is it kill-on-sight or different for them all? What do they do when they aren’t patrolling or killing things?

And ofc, the most important and classic Nutcracker question: Can I hug them? (Or will I get kicked into oblivion)

Keep up the cool art! :)

1: I’ve long wanted to ask about your nutcrackers! Will you be creating character sheets for them?

Yes, of course, I think within a week I’ll be able to fill out everything necessary using my template, I’ll do it in two languages, and I’ll mark each one so that it doesn’t get lost, as they say. The main thing is not to get too carried away, otherwise there are usually kilometers of text, which sometimes gets confusing. But I will definitely touch upon the important events of their lives. -Х-Х-Х-Х-Х-Х-Х-Х-Х-Х-Х-Х-Х-Х-Х-Х-Х-Х-Х-Х-Х-Х-Х-Х-Х-Х-Х-Х-

2: Is Hashal the only nutcracker with a split face/armor? And will we learn more about Yvonne?

ugh.. no, unfortunately Hashal is not the only representative with a split front plate, I had plans for a red cavalryman, since the cavalryman model looked very clumsy and extremely impractical, a lightweight model with less protection and open front parts, usually for protection There were flaps on the collar that went up, since they were usually on horseback. Hashal is a more practical and improved model of these same Cavalrymen. I think that when I write about them, I’ll explain the subtleties

-Х-Х-Х-Х-Х-Х-Х-Х-Х-Х-Х-Х-Х-Х-Х-Х-Х-Х-Х-Х-Х-Х-Х-Х-Х-Х-Х-Х-

3: I know Arthur loved his human family, but what about now? Does she still like people/is she still friendly? Oh yes, now she has extremely strained relations with any of the people, due to the trauma received in the last battle and the murder of the “Grey” family, Arthur remembered the special features of the uniform of that association, unfortunately, the uniform of the workers is partially similar to this very uniform , and it also provokes an invasion of the complex. Yes, I just think that there is a high chance that he can contact people, although for this you obviously need to try -Х-Х-Х-Х-Х-Х-Х-Х-Х-Х-Х-Х-Х-Х-Х-Х-Х-Х-Х-Х-Х-Х-Х-Х-Х-Х-Х-Х-

4: What is each Nutcracker's protocol when meeting with an employee? Is it a murder on the spot or is it different for everyone? What do they do when they're not patrolling or killing?

Yes, they are partially different from each other: Sharak: conducts a patrol on the lower tiers and drives away alien life forms, monsters, in other words, since these three love order, but do not tolerate extreme interference in their space, even if you keep an eye on these nutcrackers, you will notice that sometimes they fiddle with pipes and peer for a long time in the sockets in the generator room, since such systems must be maintained so that they do not lose their functionality. Sharak acts as a messenger, emitting a kind of howl of sirens about a bombing in order to scare away such guests; the first one may not enter into battle, but he will certainly pursue it, besides, employees usually attract the attention of other creatures. What Sharak is definitely not happy to see is people and the slug that leaves more traces behind it. They didn’t teach him to watch his step; he would fall 20 times.

Khashal: Spends most of his time in the main corridors and rooms, patrolling all rooms, and checking the safety of valuable objects, in the presence of employees, he will follow them for some time, and when it comes to robbery, he begins to threaten, losing his march making it clear that they should not touch things in this place. If prejudice doesn’t work, a rifle with 12 rounds in the magazine is used, which he will happily send to employees, in close combat with him it’s also not worth it, in addition to kicking him, he has a saber in a casing, I think it won’t be difficult for him to kill the handle of the shovel, like the employee himself, in two halves

Arthur: can leave the complex, usually commits sabotage and can damage the player respawn system after leaving, which is very unprofitable. Her job is to patrol the roof and inspect the surroundings, do not think that you will be alive in the forest, because traps are useful (Traps like the Vietnam War) Usually they try to eliminate her immediately, but this is not so easy, especially indoors or in wooded areas, her task is to completely destroy everything that breathes during an attack (usually Sharak suffers, which she tries to break once again)

in free time:

Sharak usually chills and cleans his weapons, listening to music and some radio broadcasts that employees dug up from the ship. Everything is smooth, he has nowhere to rush, it’s not bad to play the fool with desires, it should be fun to disgrace himself! Hashal sharpens weapons and makes bandoliers for both comrades, he has a personal station for work and everything he needs, so there is no boredom. But he doesn’t really know how to play cards, so once on a dare I had to dance a waltz with Arthur to the laughter of Sharak, but Khashal can dance and not bad Arthur, who is on guard almost all the time, has his own place where he stands for long hours in a state of waiting and meditation, marches along his trajectory and maintains the traditions of his past family. He can stand with a flag, he also arrives in the library in silence, history books, and about the strategies of that one are more interesting than idleness.

And, of course, the most important and classic Nutcracker question: can you hug them? (Or I'll be thrown into oblivion) I think they won't mind hugs)

#lmao my first time so I'm freaking out I answer the question #lethal company nutcracker #my ocs #answers #someone's mind has left their head

[pocketramblr]

maybe the answer to "what should Twi's backstory be" is "well what would be the funniest for Time to respond to Rusl casually mentioning where he found the kid?"

#unfortunately the answer still remains 'all of them' #Time: if you dont mind my asking how did he come to be in your care? #Rusl: well i was passing through a burned out ranch on my way into hyrule #Time: oh i see where this is going #Rusl: and i met a scholar on the run with his two sons- the younger had just been born with some kinda birthmark on his hand that freaked #him out real bad so after a bit of explanation i took the kid home with me. #OR #Rusl: and i met a woman there descended from the old ranchers. helped her fix a cart and get back to town. she runs a bar there. that night #a poor woman went into labor alone. didn't make it but there was the baby and Telma couldnt care for him so i took him home #OR. #Rusl: i thought it a bad omen and i was right- there was need in hyrule for a resistance. i met a man there- a royal tutor- and well. long #story short i ran out of the castle nursery with a stolen baby. dont tell link that. #OR.. #Rusl: and weirdest thing was in that burned out ranch there was a golden wolf. it gave me the chase back into the woods and there was a bab #just left out there on a tree stump #OR... #Rusl: and there was a stalfos on the ranch. he just handed me the baby and said his name was link. Uli never believed me but #OR.... #Rusl: met a girl there later at the ranch- her family used to own it- and we got along well enough. He takes more after her than me #Time (responding to literally any of those): W H A T #sorry (isnt sorry) been thinking about twilight...... and loz in general today

[coquelicoq]

[Pearl] said, "I can't leave a consort in charge of a court." Moon stared, taken aback. Even Stone looked a little startled. The warriors on the other side of the hearth looked horrified. Ember said anxiously, "We're talking about Moon, right? Moon in charge of the court? Because I don't think I should be left in charge of the court." (Stories of the Raksura Vol. 1, p. 23)

LOL CAN U IMAGINE

#yeah babe they're talking about moon 😂 #the barely-out-of-the-nurseries consort who half the court resents shouldn't be put in charge of everyone? you don't say #books of the raksura #my posts #i love that ember assumes in book 3 that moon thinks ember wants to challenge him for the first consort title #something that never crossed moon's mind #literally no one else is worrying about this ember. everyone sees moon and is like yeah i would kill & die for this freak. sign me tf up #i would follow him into battle without hesitation. if he said jump i would say okey dokey (unless i want some babies out of it) #these people have seen moon rend a fell ruler limb from limb. they've seen him dive to catch an arbora freefalling to her death. #meanwhile they see ember and are like oh look it's the queen's boytoy #it's not even a competition. you were never in the running #luckily for you! who wants to be left in charge of the court! no consort wants that! not even certified weirdo moon!! #so don't worry about it babe you are safe from this crushing responsibility

[comradecowplant]

so things are not going well with my new elderly socdem friend unfortunately.

#she said this RIGHT after talking about how bad yt misinfo is... which she followed up w SO I WAS WATCHING A YT DOC ABOUT WW2 & LEARNED THIS #youtube 'historians' are literally the most fascist breed of youtuber. avoid the vast majority like the plague lmao #i asked if the video was sourcing the hollow dahmer & the black book of communism & she didnt seem to know what those are lol #to her credit i told her straight up that she was incorrect & she at least faked being curious about doing more research but i am doubting #she also 'learned' that lenin killed trotsky lol get your propaganda right lenin was dead by then STALIN icepicked him <3 #anyway im making jokes bc the worst part was a different conversation where she spoke positively of israel #THAT'S gonna be the one to ruin our friendship. fuck you & your war tourist friend who fought in the 1960s landgrabs that youre now #telling me as if this is a cute story. nahhhh lmao i looked her straight in the eye & said i will NOT debate this #so she dropped it like the true enlightened centrist most socdem cowards are and i kept cleaning her house quietly #turns out You & Me We're the Only Ones Around Here Who Aren't Complete Fools was premature *kicks the poorly rendered gravel sadly* #shes otherwise a nice lady & i know i need to be more flexible in order to hopefully change ppls minds... #but also when people say awful & untrue things it makes me not want to talk to you 🤷‍♂️ srry 2 b a freak like that #also i know shes not transphobic but i havent sniffed her out well enough to know if shes safe to come out to #so its hours of misgendering (which isnt her fault she doesnt know) bc shes obsessed with neoliberal feminism and inappropriately brings #gender into conversations that it does not belong in #'did you know all the countries that handled covid best were ran by women?' 1) untrue 2) dont care finland still sucks #she also tried to tell me that european rich people learned to be nicer after the french rev & thats why europe is better than america... #girl shut up we learned how to be so good at racism and capitalism BECAUSE of europe. there is no such thing as a good rich person!!! #i pick my battles (genocide & anticommunist genocide revisionism) so i let her cook w that one & was not left convinced as you can imagine #ANYWAY rant about today's weird day done. gonna smoke weed & rim some skies 🥵 while listening to the Khrushchev Lied audiobook i found 😘

[danzafila]

woke up in the middle of the night feeling weird and flushed in the chest (back) again (but only on the left side this time?) and, combined with the fact that I was paranoid my heartbeat was going too fast all night when I was trying to fall asleep and now again upon waking up (tho I couldn't actually tell and this is something tbf I'm constantly concerned of and often like ends up being a cause of sleep anxiety/inability to get to sleep lol), it reminded me of that time I had that bad reaction to those anxiety meds last year and I can't decide if I'm just freaking myself out again or should actually be concerned???

#idk maybe i just slept funnily on my left side and had a weird dream and that woke me up feeling all heightened and anxious #i took my temperature to try and ''calm myself down'' and then it was LOW it was like 94.smth??? #so i called up my parents (in the middle of the night. sry.) to try and calm me down and i thought it did help #but now that i'm off the phone i feel like i'm slightly shaky.... #wish i had a pulse oximeter like them so i could tell if i'm being crazy and it's all just in my head or not #(hmmm think i'm gonna buy one for my own peace of mind when i'm having trouble getting to sleep bc i think my pulse is racing now) #is this a weird covid symptom? when i basically haven't even had any others since the first day my experience has been so mild??? #or am i just insane hahahahaahahaha #sry to freak out and dump this shit at like 5am u guys can ignore this #sto parlando #poste personale

[gayclubsoap]

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#personal #guess it's on me for really believing we would be forever #foolish foolish foolish #but it's not like she left because she doesn't like me. it's the opposite. #she doesn't want to “drag me down” #she thinks i'm too good of a person for that #which i'm not and she's never dragged me down. she's always done the opposite. #really just. charactercore of me to be too scared to express my love for people until the moment it really matters #she says she doesn't think things will get better but i've been there. and things got better when i realized she would be there for me #and i'm really hoping the same will be true for her. if only she could see how much i want to be there for her #and i don't know if i should be pushing harder to make sure she Knows That or if i should be giving her space #maybe if i was a better friend. a much better friend. she's would know she's not forcing me to want to be there. #i just want to. #sorry. my mind's been buzzing #it was just this thing at the back of my mind. that if i was too close with her she'd freak out #or reveal that we weren't actually that close #she only calls me her best friend because she's everyone's friend

[perenlop]

idea for wc rewrite again……… what if ravenpaw became a housecat for firestar’s old housefolk

#and smudge is his new friend. and its a bookend- rusty left and now theres no chance of going back to his housefolk #its weird how firepaw never ever considers how his housefolk would feel when he left. iirc we dont even know how many there are #is it a family? a group of friends? one person? like it doesnt matter ig #but like…. ‘’oh i may miss my housefolk’’ or ‘’i wonder if theyll go looking for me or be lonely without me’’ #never even cross rustys mind in the entire book. its just ‘’hm i may not get fed thatd suck but whatever mice are better anyways’’ #it sorta reeks of ‘’heh… cats dont care about their owners…. they HATE them actually they’re insignificant. cats are incapable of loving us’ #as a kid i always felt bad for rusty when he left and bad for his owners especially like can you imagine how freaked out they were #so. idk in my rewrite firepaw would be in the clans but he’d worry about his housefolk and feel guilty for leaving #when he meets smudge during the one hunting assessment he sees his owners drive up in their car looking sad and wonders if they looked for h #him #and when ravenpaw needs to escape. firepaw encourages him to go to his housefolk. because he knows theyre safe #it wasnt the life for him but maybe its the life ravenpaw needs #and raven also becomes besties with princess btw like. hes like a nice uncle to her kittens #echoed voice

[horrorsequel]

i dont knownif im a vampire but i do actually burn in the sun immediately and get a painful, burning rash that makes me feel like i need to climb out of my skin. also im probabaly anemic whos to say.

#there was a rumor at 4H camp when i was like ehh 14... that i was a vampire #like literally i heard ppl whispering abt it #they were not very quiet #perhaps the rumor was that i thought i was a vampire? #dont knoe #i definitely didnt think that but i was very pale and probabaly the most goth kid anyone of them had ever seen #and back then my skin was VERY cold to the touch #idk if it is no3 #but my friend allie seemed sincerely freaked out by my palen4ss and coldness many times #maybe it sounds silly or like a lie to say that ppl acted like i qas a vampire #but 14 year olds at the height of the twilight craze?? it was on all our minds #also. i distinctly remember rumors about a boy in my ballroom dance class being a vampire #so like actuqlly i take back my secons guessing myself #it probabaly didnt help MY case that he always asked me to dance #and he was the only one who dis that unless i qas the last person left

[natterghast]

& HEADCANONS ; voices and accents ☄. *. ⋆

● nahinu ; has the thick accent of someone born in east harlem due to her innate mimicking, but nevertheless speaks in soft, airy tones and with the halting nervousness of her social anxieties. her voice is a high register. ● devisee ; most often lacks an inflection, picks his words with perfect enunciation, and overall carries conversation with the awkward pauses of someone well read, but unused to speaking with others. curses in an aberration's tongue when no one else is around to hear. his voice is a low register. ● xianne ; has an inviting, easy-going cadence to match her smile and overfamiliar, teasing jabs. calls it like she sees it, and keeps conversation rolling like her Rs. her voice is a slightly lower register. ● geid ; has an accent thick as tree sap, and speaks ponderously, with verbiage that one really has to chew on; often difficult to understand. his voice is a low register. ● solar ; has no discernable accent to whomever they're speaking to, because they speak with the aid of their psionics, and occasionally may only converse mentally if their vessel can't form speech. their voice varies with possessions. ● jeanot ; slips into falahni inflections when he's angered as a result of the memories lodged in his brain, but otherwise speaks with some amalgamation of northern american accents at a soft pace, unless info dumping. he has a slightly higher registered voice that sometimes cracks. ● benjamin ; speaks with a thick new acadian (louisianan) accent of honeyed words, and a genial lilt to go with a mouthful of lies behind that great big smile of his. his voice is a slightly lower register. ● zelman ; through practice speaks the languages he's fluent in without a hint of his polish roots — except, perhaps, when he's half awake, and typically comes with the devil-may-care attitude of curt phrasing. his voice is a slightly lower register. ● lazare ; doesn't talk, but has a laugh from the chest that's coarse and higher pitched than his register, like he swallowed gravel and breathed in a helium balloon. his voice is a low register.

#headcanons ; #| everything that i lose gets found again. and dusts itself off clean ; zalman | #| an arms dealer fitting you with weapons in the form of words ; benjamin | #| mud thick as thighs was smeared across my eyelids ; jeanot | #| we won't stop lighting our minds up ; solar | #| seeds of hope they still grow. sheets of white over rock and grass ; geid | #| a fleck of gold. a color rush. the music stops and the world erupts ; nahinu | #| lost in a labyrinth left with no way out. the faces staring back at me look like somebody else ; devisee | #| bunch of freaks and animals arrived. maybe if you act nice we'll leave you alone ; lazare | #| making a mess and running in circles. getting in fights ; xianne |